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EDAnonymous
luvingjoon
2020/01/09
on my sweet tooth ❤️ fuck that fat ugly white oompa loompa ass bitch!!!
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EDAnonymous
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2020/01/09
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EDAnonymous
yellowposy2
2020/01/09
Why can’t I just ask restaurant people how many calories are in their dishes Jesus even an estimate would help. I want to eat out tonight but food is terrifying again so yikes
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EDAnonymous
SweatshirtHoe
2020/01/09
I accidentally binged on animal crackers 300 calories on one thing. I didn't realize it was so much until I logged it. Guess we ain't eating tonight 🤘😔🤘
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all_my_jokes_argon
2020/01/09
This Binge brought to you by Homophobia(tm) Im not out at work (for obvious reasons), and today at lunch my coworkers had a whole-ass discussion about ~the homos~ and how they would kick their kids out if they turned out gay. I kept it together at the time but am now at home eating my way through my apartment in a va...
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therefore-peace
2020/01/09
Is exercising relaxing for you? I have problems with dealing with stress and they manifest in TMJ (jaw pain). One of the pieces of advice I always see online is that daily exercise is relaxing and good for your mental health. I know that’s probably legit and I suppose it takes your mind off of other things, but to me, ...
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EDAnonymous
fatandignored
2020/01/09
I always wished to get sick and get the stomach flu or food poisoning. Yeah... No thanks. I’m have emetophobia and STILL wanted it so I could lose some weight and not eat. Definitely not worth shitting the carpet while trying to sit up so I can puke at the same time. It was probably the most disappointing thing that’...
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EDAnonymous
suckmydickbitxh
2020/01/09
I want to tell my boyfriend I’m sick I’ve been with my boyfriend for a year and some days now. And I love him. And he is very very very understanding and supportive and kind and not judge mental at all. I have lost a lot of weight since we started dating. He has noticed. But he sees me eat. Large amounts. And he sees ...
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EDAnonymous
SealarksandDaffodils
2020/01/09
I am Sick of my ed and my brain and I'm not sure what ew So I've been recovering from bulimia for half a year now and I'm just sick of my life. Mabye im being over dramatic because my body is working and every time I mention my old ed habits in passing my brain wants be to go back becausause?? I just want to restrict a...
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EDAnonymous
katears77
2020/01/09
i used to have to put so much effort into restricting now when i get upset i dont choose to lose my appetite... i dont care about losing weight. i feel too sick emotionally to eat and its been happening for a month
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EDAnonymous
beerat2pm
2020/01/09
when you ate a cookie your work got you for your bday and you offer one to someone and they say "i wish i could but i shouldn't" ok but i actually ate two cookies so i guess i'll just go die now
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EDAnonymous
accidental-
2020/01/09
My boyfriend broke up with me... At least I'm not hungry anymore. *sobbing intensifies*
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EDAnonymous
pet_raccoon
2020/01/09
Exhausted Does anyone else feel like they've been hit by a train after eating a big meal? It's like give me nothing to eat for a couple of days and sure I feel a bit \~unsteady\~ perhaps, but I'm getting stuff done. But after binging on breakfast, I feel like I literally can't move and keep my eyes open. What is thi...
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EDAnonymous
starsgirl9
2020/01/09
First poop since the last decade Tee hee does that mean i over ate today we’ll never know
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EDAnonymous
vomititallout
2020/01/09
actually a question, plz help so i started noticing that my metabolism got fucked up, because of how little i actually ate for the past 2 months and how much i drank alcohol instead of eating. before this all happened i had rly rly fast metabolism and was able to poop like 5-6 times a day. right now im in the state wh...
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EDAnonymous
DeadenedSorter
2020/01/09
Bitches buy veggies to last the weekend to keep themselves from binging, but binge as soon as they get home It’s me, I’m bitches. Carrots, cucumbers, and broccoli is amazing with kernel season’s ranch. I can’t stop 🤡
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EDAnonymous
Friendly-ana
2020/01/09
Cereal binges For the past 3 days I'll restrict and then binge on cereal before I go to bed and it's been making me gain. It's really frustrating. Any advice on how to stop?
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EDAnonymous
whiskeydaisies
2020/01/09
i think i have an ED and im scared im a 23f, 5’2” and 90 lbs. ive had issues with eating for the past couple of years now, but im starting to think it’s getting unhealthy. i lost 30ish lbs at the end of high school (puberty?) and have been pretty thin since then. for a while i wanted to gain weight so i could have an h...
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ta6795la
2020/01/09
i might be finally losing weight... ive always been super flakey about eating, idk. i'd always count and i'd always eat over 1000 and tell myself 'well i'll just do better tomorrow' and i never do. nothing's happened, nothing bad, ig i just decided i was sick of never sticking to it and finally set a set amount of cal...
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EDAnonymous
cantdecidewhatiwant
2020/01/09
Pat my head please. I ate a normal amount today until I was happy(not enough to make me wanna purge and also healthy.) I know it's not a big deal but I didn't spiral out of control. You guys are the only ones who get it. So please pat my old ass.
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EDAnonymous
speedayyyy
2020/01/09
Been trying to recover, gained weight and now I’m extremely depressed I wasn’t even underweight, I gained 8 pounds as far as I know rn but I haven’t stepped on a scale in a week and I haven’t been counting my calories so I’m sure I gained like 15 pounds so far. My face and stomach looks so fucking disgusting and I have...
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EDAnonymous
0rangevanillac0ke0
2020/01/09
I don't have body dysmorphia, everyone else my height who weighs the same is just skinnier than me So yesterday I looked through some progress pic/photo galleries of dozens of other women my height who were within ~5lbs of my current weight. And literally all of them looked smaller/fitter/tinier/better than me. I wante...
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EDAnonymous
ditchthatdutch
2020/01/09
DAE walk in a "smaller" and somehow? tenser? way because it makes your calves burn? So I don't know how to describe it but if I'm walking behind someone and too self conscious to pass them then I'll walk really quickly but take super small steps where it feels like my legs are tensed up or something and doing this shoo...
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EDAnonymous
221Bamf
2020/01/09
A customer told me she thought I look like a certain celebrity physical trainer, but I didn’t catch the name she said My mind is still going over and over that comment trying to make sense of it. Surely she meant my face, because I’m a normal BMI and *not* in any way athletic looking. But my mind wants to take it as a ...
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chubbyUsagi
2020/01/09
OMAD an 11 inch pizza and googling sipping broth recipes How are you guys doing?
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pelicandreaming
2020/01/09
I don't want this... I thought recovery was what I wanted. Hell, it's certainly what I needed. Any more weight dropped and I would have died. I had no choice. Friends and family became increasingly hostile and angry while I stayed suffering in silence... Two years I have been without a period. That was my first self ...
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rolliesharpener
2020/01/09
Graphic novels/comics/manga recommendations? I'm looking for some good reading material about EDs in general - the only one I've really enjoyed so far is "My lesbian experience with loneliness". I don't have the attention span to finish a whole book hence why i'm looking for graphic novels... any suggestions apprec...
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EDAnonymous
eppao
2020/01/09
Normalcy is foreign I hate my appearance, but I can't do anything about it. I want to be thinner because it makes me feel more comfortable, NOT because I hate myself or because I want to look like someone else. I'm doing it because it's me, and I feel guilty that I even feel uncomfortable being at a bmi around 23, whic...
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EDAnonymous
notyaadieah
2020/01/09
What food have you ruined for yourself by purging it? I binged and purged a full stuffed crust cheese pizza one time. Cheese has not tasted the same since, I did not know it was possible for my taste buds to be so offended but apparently regurgitated cheese will do the trick.
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angels-alt
2020/01/09
i’ve been dieting for a long time and have finally reached my goal weight but the urge to lose more is pretty strong i don’t know if this exactly fits in this sub but i feel much safer here than on a weight loss sub. i have had issues with my body image for around 2 years now and i’m finally at my goal weight, but i a...
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EDAnonymous
pumpkinpancakes11
2020/01/09
My Eating Disorder Therapist Drinks Diet Coke During Appts?? To be clear, this women only works with eating disorders, not just general mental health. She works on the adolescent eating disorder unit. Is it just me overreacting or is that pretty fucked up? I understand that some people need diet drinks because of healt...
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lotuscakes
2020/01/09
how bad of an idea is it to start counting calories? i never counted calories and just restricted. i realized recently how skewed my view of calories is. not too long ago i only ate bowl of pasta with tomato sauce the entire day. it was a normal sized bowl and it was filled. i ate half of it in the morning and half lat...
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EDAnonymous
smileshinji
2020/01/09
FUCK birth control does anyone else have a problem with birth control? before i started taking it i was losing weight steadily. i WAS running 45 minutes everyday but i would eat like 2000 cals a day. now i work out for an hour and a half a day and eat 1200 cals a day yet i’ve been stuck at the same weight for four mont...
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EDAnonymous
hannahbanana369
2020/01/09
New job Starting a new job today. One of my coworkers is at least 300lbs wearing a Fitbit but having a doughnut and tall juice for breakfast. I’m too anxious to eat ugh this is going to be a long day
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EDAnonymous
klauscat476
2020/01/09
Struggling with gaining weight I'm really struggling and feeling bad about gaining weight, I promised someone I really care about I would take care of myself, and I weighed myself this morning and I've lost even more weight. I feel like a failure, I tried so hard to eat more all week and I felt like I was! I really th...
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AngeloLacrime
2020/01/09
Competing with myself? (Tw: numbers) Wanting to see if I can beat my longest fast (3 days) .. kinda want to see if I can go an entire week. Day 1. Let's go. I haven't lost anything in a week and it's getting to me so bad because I'm still 30lbs overweight. I want to be at my goal by June at least.
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thatgentleman28101
2020/01/09
What does is mean?!? I was talking to one of my professors after class, and as I left he asked me “Are you eating today?” And was just like ???? Why would you ask someone that? So I just awkwardly laughed and he said “like food?” And I was like ????????? Is this a weird joke? Am I crazy? Is that a normal thing to say t...
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EDAnonymous
quentintarrantino
2020/01/09
When u go past the point of no return lmao I had a surgery done in Mexico to remove part of my stomach so I physically couldn’t eat more than a small cup of food at a time. The self aware part of my brain knows this is insanity but I literally cannot stop. It’s been since July and I can’t stop losing weight. My hair ...
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belivets
2020/01/09
i'm sick, in pain from a broken rib, gaining weight and feeling terrible about myself... and then my period starts leant into the misery and ordered pizza hut and i'm gonna eat it in the bath cus binges don't count if you do it surrounded by so many bubbles you can't see yourself. self care 101 ✌️✌️
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Nude-prude
2020/01/09
I’m curious , DAE think their mother has an undiagnosed Ed ? Has it influenced your own ?
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veronica-marsx
2020/01/09
She ordered my exact Starbucks order Female in front of me in line ordered a tall blonde roast with light almond milk. My order. She found it too strong, though, so she added Stevia. I can’t stop thinking about her because now I’m convinced this thin creature also has an ED. Not everything is about anorexia but like....
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rieslingbaby
2020/01/09
Racing heart I woke up with a racing heart today (tachycardia?) and it’s making me really anxious which is definitely not helping. Does anyone know what I can do that’ll help my heartbeat go back to normal? I haven’t even gotten out of bed yet and I genuinely feel like I’m dying. I’ve only been restricting really low f...
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EDAnonymous
0463517228539110
2020/01/09
PSA: Anyone who thinks "I'll just do this until I'm so skinny they'll worry" [Vent / TW] They don't. And you won't stop. I've maintained well UW for months now. Coworkers politely pretend it's not a thing. My partner worries, but still admits to finding me attractive. My mother expressed concern, however she is OW &a...
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EDAnonymous
NotAshsThrowaway
2020/01/09
I only really feel comfortable eating when it’s my boyfriend making me. Idk most of my body insecurities seem to come from thinking I’m not good enough for him, not small enough for him ect. But ED brain shuts up for a second when it’s him being kind and getting me food. He makes me feel safe and pretty and small. Of c...
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EDAnonymous
Marinel-
2020/01/09
My friends underweight and ig I'm tryna reach her fml I promised myself a while ago to never go below a certain weight so I wouldn't be too fucked up. My friend is naturally really tiny, small bones and underweight and I used to weight ten kgs more than her and I'm getting closer and closer n I don't feel like stopping...
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EDAnonymous
bruhmoment83
2020/01/09
Being in this body hurts I feel so broken. I hate recovery. My body dysmorphia is ruining my life. My gender dysphoria ensures that no matter how much weight I loose I'll still be at war with myself. No amount of cigarettes can fix the fucking oozing gaping hole that is my self hatred. I want to drink. No fuck that I w...
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gewgawsltd
2020/01/09
My life revolves around food and I can't find other sources of joy - what things do you do to make your life richer? I'm in recovery rn (anorexic), and having a tough time. All I can think about is food, and nothing else really brings me any satisfaction. I want to be spiritually and physically nourished, but my life h...
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EDAnonymous
hotterthanwasabii
2020/01/09
Guys I need help. I haven’t purged regularly in over a year and a half and I’ve only done it maybe 2or 3x since I got out of IP nov 2018. However I still have huge problems with restricting. And I think it’s taking a worse toll on my teeth then purging? Last night I ate a chip and my tooth completely broke off, and ...
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EDAnonymous
Optimal-Finance
2020/01/09
No gag reflex ? Nothing comes up? Only once the tiniest bit of ice cream came up. The only time I vomit is when i drink an exorbitant amount. Wtf is up?
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EDAnonymous
killvourdarlings
2020/01/09
The Dentist Is Ruining My Fucking Life I've been fasting this month because classes don't start until the 25th and I figured fuck it, I'll hang out, do some work at home, and fast. I was just starting to feel semi okay when I got a letter from my dentist. I have to go to have a check up tomorrow or I'll be removed from...
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EDAnonymous
zealousredditor
2020/01/09
What do you do when, after you give in and eat, you start getting that heavy feeling in your stomach, which leaves you distraught and on the verge of crying? I'm wondering how other people handle this situation. The self loathing is so strong right now, I want to cut my stomach off.
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EDAnonymous
sunflower_siany
2020/01/09
HAE just utterly demolished their stomach?? It’s been a good half year since I last lost a significant amount of weight and my stomach is so sensitive after having ate so little/binged for a significant period of time!! coffee on zymil instead of almond milk leaves me bloated and gassy for the rest of the day?? And if ...
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EDAnonymous
Teatris
2020/01/09
I was today years old when I found out that the front camera severely distorts the appearance of your face I'm still super ugly but I feel a lot better now
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EDAnonymous
islea
2020/01/09
is that a challenge? girl in my class started complaining about how she can’t eat from stress. she only ate a sandwich and yogurt all day yesterday. and then, instead of having healthy thoughts, like “oh no, that’s not healthy, u should eat more” my brain went “is that a challenge??????” and I went into my fasting app ...
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EDAnonymous
bigglob
2020/01/09
cost efficiency dae flush bc if I’m taking damage for purging I might as well get everything out lol
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EDAnonymous
ProblematicText
2020/01/09
Food I’ve been going over my cal limit (sometimes majorly) and haven’t gained weight (yet?!?) but I just feel like a massive fat fuck who has no control over myself. I hate how desperate I feel when I’m hungry. Sometimes I’m not even hungry and I’ll eat anyway because I feel anxious or tired or because of some other e...
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EDAnonymous
annoymous2049
2020/01/09
sweaty ok but when u actually eat for once then sleep HOLY SWEAT
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EDAnonymous
drowningbrain
2020/01/09
im so fucking sick of people telling me how to lose weight "if you didnt eat so much junk" "try cutting carbs" "why do you eat so much in a short amount of time?" "have you tried (supplement)?" "did you know sugar is as addictive as cocaine?" i am so sick of hearing this shit from my family. meanwhile theyre obese...
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EDAnonymous
silverbones777
2020/01/09
nausea teehee i gained and i’m relapsing again so this very intense i have to pull over sort of nausea is new this time around (despite doing this for 6 years? interesting...) anyways it’s so bad i can’t cope theres never anything to come up tho (sorry ew) so it just sticks around and i cannot do ANYTHING while its hit...
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EDAnonymous
tai4769
2020/01/09
Wondering Anyone else drink copious amounts of tea while restricting? Green tea in the morning, herbal in the afternoon, chamomile at night, plus two or three black teas during the day. It curbs hunger and tastes great so I drink it by the gallon, just wandering if anyone else does the same? First time posting, sorr...
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EDAnonymous
1032throwaway
2020/01/09
How the fuck am I meant to know how much I weigh if every scale says something different? And what those scales says also completely depends on which different ‘flat’ surface they’re on in my janky old flat. I recently bought stupidly expensive new scales because I didn’t trust my old ones and as you might be able to...
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EDAnonymous
thegirlinthetardis
2020/01/09
I had an interesting thought about Cameo Okay so I know most of you guys have heard about Cameo where the celebrities record videos for you if you pay them. I had the most amazing thought. What if Jillian Michaels had it and I could pay her to make meanspo for me?? Wow the dream.
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lemonye
2020/01/09
When you want to go on a date but feel too fat Aaa so I’ve been talking to this guy and he seems like my type so much. I just feel like he would be disappointed if he saw me irl because I’m not a skinny legend, my bmi is probably.. 21. I feel way to fat to date him now, I’ll lose my chance with him. But if I wait I’ll ...
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throw_away2653
2020/01/09
Request: What can I do to help a classmate of mine? A classmate of mine has briefly mentioned that they used to be in a really bad spot with food and their weight. They’re better now but still have trouble with it. We’re going to be going on a field trip next week and on the field trip we’re gonna take a break and ea...
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VentingFooligan6000
2020/01/09
Rant: I wanted to eat? I asked to use a can of Lima beans at dinner because I didn’t want the eggs, and biscuits that got cooked earlier (Bacon was made and all gone after the others’ dinner.) Couldn’t see the nutrition info or know how much oil got used. Nothing new in the house. My safe foods are mostly gone and the ...
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in-trigued
2020/01/09
nEw DiEt!! dOcToRs HaTe HeR fOr ThIs OnE tRiCk!!! Get a cold!!! Not so sick that you’re violently sick, but sick enough that you don’t feel like eating, and watch the weight melt away🤧🤧🤯🤯🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩 srs I am a pervert and I thought wow I’m so happy I’ve been sick all week look how skinny I look
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mistbee
2020/01/09
How the fuck does a normal person eat!!!! (CW: mention of calorie numbers in the first paragraph and abuse from a family member in the second-to-last paragraph) The fact that I actually tried to eat well today and that ended up being only 550 calories total (which is even less than when I actively restrict) has me... ...
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nocares1
2020/01/09
The fact I am male ED sufferer is a massive turn off to women it seems I'm not surprised. I am hardly a catch in the looks department and now that I seem to have physically recovered, it makes it worse. At least when I looked sick I could tell myself I'm not getting any dates because I look sick etc. Now what? I am a b...
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EDAnonymous
occlt13
2020/01/09
Lack of Confidence or Body Dysmorphia? \*possibly triggering words in here\* So, I have been much more proactive in my health and losing weight lately. Despite feeling better working out almost daily, the way I've been seeing myself has worsened, dramatically. I have had issues in the past where the way I've seen myse...
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EDAnonymous
catwaterbottle
2020/01/09
Do you girls have your periods? Like I don't have mine for two months and before that it was regular (and I've been restricting before), and I'm kinda scared lol. How is it for you girls?
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EDAnonymous
languageslut
2020/01/09
my personal hell im genuinely trying to practice healthier habits (reducing the bad ones) and feed my body at least somewhat better i suddenly realized when i got home that im starving and every single thing i see in my pantry or fridge disgusts me. i just know none of it will taste good or satisfy me at the moment. i...
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EDAnonymous
momobeanns
2020/01/09
today’s sad dinner: veggie burger, still frozen, (eaten like a raccoon in a dumpster) and a pickle spear thriving in 2020
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EDAnonymous
zeleaa
2020/01/09
haha That’s not Good my mom just walked in on me purging (bonus points: i was naked)! i had her thinking i’ve been recovered since july. am now in the bath and she’s outside the door. recovery is so hard . agh :(
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EDAnonymous
feelingpensive
2020/01/09
Anyone else feel like you eat more now that you know more about nutrition? My whole life I have been pretty thin/average sized, and I never stressed out too much about what I ate. In the past year I have dipped into dieting and some disordered eating habits, and of course I have learned a lot more about what foods help...
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EDAnonymous
kellbell107
2020/01/09
DAE reach a goal then binge HARD every time i’m happy with my weight or i have a good day and eat within my limit i always end up bingeing i binged for like 3 weeks straight over winter break and i finally was getting back on track and i fasted for 23 hours but then of course my friends have to invite me over and i bin...
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EDAnonymous
throwaway4206911711
2020/01/09
Is it unethical to post on subs like r/shittyrestriction food? I post on there somtimes from various different throw aways. A lot of the time I post with the intention of comedy or to give someone an idea for a low calorie meal/snack option. But I'm wondering now does that contribute/help fuel other peoples disorders? ...
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moonwillow27458
2020/01/09
my paranoia's convinced me that everyone thinks i'm faking my ed i've always been really open about my ed with friends but i recently fell out with one of them. i'm scared that he's telling all our our mutuals that i'm faking having an ed and doing it for attention. but bc i've been stuck on this thought now, i'm convi...
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EDAnonymous
confusedguineapig
2020/01/09
Me: I’m just going to buy all my safe snacks and portion them out over the course of the next three weeks. also me: *binges them all in one sitting* please send help 🤡
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EDAnonymous
Ughleigh
2020/01/09
Found a bunch of old pictures of me when I was thin But apparently I thought I was fat back then but now when I look at them I'm like wow I looked amazing and now I'm quite a few pounds heavier wishing I was "fat" like back then and I want to cry and die and go hide in a hole somewhere. That's all thanks for listening.
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EDAnonymous
webtrauma
2020/01/09
I had a dream about pancakes Not even eating pancakes, it was like watching a documentary about pancakes but all the information was about the calories, macros, and micros. This was all while the birthday cake pancakes from ihop were floating around me an almost flapping like wings? And then when I woke up I cried bc I...
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EDAnonymous
realityisgone
2020/01/09
Vodka? 100 calories per shot. Drugs? Calorie free. Substance abuse here we go
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EDAnonymous
emma_69420
2020/01/09
How to not binge?? I recovered from anorexia last year and I keep fucking binging now and idk why and I can stop and it’s rlly rlly stressing me out plz someone any tips on how to not binge?
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EDAnonymous
CircleShapedBird
2020/01/09
I want to be fat? I won't mention my cw/gw but my goal was never to be underweight) My goal was to loose over 10kg (22lb) And from October-november I lost about 7kg+ (15lb)...in unhealthy ways...but everyone started complimenting me, how much better I look, how I'm taking better care of myself bla bla bla It was pretty...
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ThatChicBitch
2020/01/09
Experiences with Lexapro and weight gain/loss/stagnation? So my doctor recently prescribed 10mgs of Lexapro for me and I was wondering if it effects weight? Although a side effect of weight loss would be great and all, I'm mainly just concerned about weight *gain.* I'm petrified of it. Does it cause an increase in appe...
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c10gdw06
2020/01/09
Is it appropriate to go to a NEDA walk if I am not recovered/still struggle with ED? Hi there! I’ve never asked a question on here before but I am very stuck. Long story short, I still struggle with an eating disorder but I really want to go to one of the upcoming NEDA walks. For some reason I just feel like I am not a...
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an0nymousllama
2020/01/09
Does anyone else do Buzzfeed food quizzes way too much Normally I look at food porn on Instagram but lately I’ve been spicing things up a bit
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lhatehijabyouwearit
2020/01/10
I think I am infertile now because of restricting. (TW: could be considered motivation for some) I have missed 4 periods, including this month. I guess its ok because at least I FINALLY have clear skin? And no cramps? My breasts don't hurt anymore? My stomach doesn't bloat? What's the bad thing about that? I just see ...
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EDAnonymous
ganjaangel333
2020/01/10
gotta love EDs 🤪 does anyone else feel like fasting is so much easier than restricting?? fasting sucks whenever I start because I can’t seem to take my mind off of food but I feel so much better with my body when I’m doing it. I swear I gain still when I’m restricting. Even when I restrict hardcore I feel gross and di...
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EDAnonymous
gettingfitforbway
2020/01/10
I’m waiting for my binge food to arrive and having a mental breakdown!!! I’m trying to think “I deserve junk food, it’s been a long week I’m tired and I’ve eaten so little for days” but I’m also like “fucking starve!!! you’ll gain it all back!!” and I really don’t want to purge :(
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EDAnonymous
scaredyk4t
2020/01/10
Wtf do models eat And how the hell do they still have nice hair, teeth, nails, etc. I’m talking about Kendall Jenner, Bella nd Gigi, basically all those girls in that circle.
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EDAnonymous
throwaway767890
2020/01/10
Went to a counselor for the first time in three years. So she was a kind little lady and it was just the preliminary screening before an actual session, but damn the questions that she asked me were fucking brutal. I basically had to tell her all of my past history with food, mental illness and any and all things I hav...
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EDAnonymous
peachykeen-jellybean
2020/01/10
I just want to get this off my chest because I don’t/can’t speak to anybody in real life about my messed up eating I am so tired of being so uncomfortable all the time! There is never a time when my stomach isn’t sore, either from hunger pangs or bloating from a binge. What is like to not constantly have a tummy ache? ...
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EDAnonymous
isthised
2020/01/10
Unexpectedly saw my weight, tell me it will be ok! Lots of ups and downs. Got down to a personal LW and started a higher level of care to stabilize again. My LW is a perfectly healthy weight— I started out obese— I’m nowhere near UW. I got put on blind weights and am told if my weight is within a specific range or not....
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EDAnonymous
coffeeandnarcissism
2020/01/10
Anyone else find it impossible to restrict at the airport? I feel like I will literally die of boredom if I don’t have food in my mouth every fucking second
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EDAnonymous
theclimbingvines
2020/01/10
I am weirdly obsessed with feeding my boyfriend I'm unemployed rn (yayyyyy) so a ton of extra time on my hand, and I've gotten obsessed with cooking for my boyfriend. I always woke up before him to make him coffee and breakfast, and now I've been making these super elaborate meals and cocktails for him every day. Even ...
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AtomicTurquoise
2020/01/10
Anyone had any experiences w the Ottawa Hospital Ed program ? (canada) Hey guys, I just got a referall to the Ottawa Hospitals eating disorder program so I could be doing ip,pho,or o.p depending on what happens after the assessment. I was wondering if anyone on here has any experience with their program ,I'm a little (...
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violetaloe
2020/01/10
My boyfriend validated me I was trying to convince his drunk ass to eat and he hit me with "I'm not eating until you eat because babe you never eat" (I'm always eating) I told him that I eat all the time and he CALLED ME OUT like "you dont eat. You eat two bites and shuffle it around like you did and get away with it, ...
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2thesun
2020/01/10
when you put yourself as a baby in front of your friends during a game cw: mention of weight gain my roommates and i were playing this what do you meme game and i have made it. pretty clear that i really don’t want to talk about weight. anyway im the card czar or whatever and someone put down a card that said somet...
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TheAbsoluteFewl
2020/01/10
My friend made my eating habits about her and made me want to be sicker So a friend of mine recently confronted me about my eating habits and basically was just trying to convince me to seek therapy. I did end up telling her some of my issues with my body and actually opening up about some of my struggles which I had n...
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39910201
2020/01/10
TW BMI, calories, etc. I feel so lost Long story short: 12 years of "functional anorexia", maintaining enough weight to be normal in school/life. Bad relapse over the summer of 19, lost about 10 pounds and down to BMI of 15. My parents are a complete wreck and want me to drop out of grad school to get treatment. I am v...
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