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EDAnonymous | InhumanConnections | 2020/01/10 | Eating disorder FINALLY started ruining my life! Of course my dumb ass is shocked. Around the time I hit an underweight BMI I started to not care about anything else. I can feel myself becoming distant from my coworkers, friends, and significant other. My life is great and I look the best I’ve ever looked. I have a job... | 2.131588 | 4.114972 | 3.536454 | 89.026154 | 78.148936 | 6.891653 | 25.739771 | 7.882392 | 1.438264 | 543 | 21 | 115 | 9 | 13 | 178 | 86 | 141 | 0.177 | 0.692 | 0.131 | -0.7848 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 23 | 27 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 14 | 8 | 10 | 25 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 66 | 18 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348975 | 0.125838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118027 | 0 | 0.156118 | 0 | 0 | 0.148346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289288 | 0.118086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093365 | 0.127866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214424 | 0.201971 | 0 | 0.15485 | 0 | 0 | 0.17093 | 0 | 0.109212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19969 | 0.13812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090576 | 0 | 0 | 0.164853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sixteen_sosweet | 2020/01/10 | fuck this shit So i hit my goal weight. I had planned to up my calories to maintenance once i hit this number. But unsurprisingly, im not suddenly able to eat normally now. In fact, i just want to lower my goal weight because im angry and life is painful, and having a goal to fixate on is just another stupid coping me... | 0.626404 | 2.962514 | 2.897143 | 89.303729 | 86.711864 | 6.083293 | 21.140436 | 7.44753 | 0.889935 | 447 | 15 | 94 | 8 | 14 | 152 | 71 | 118 | 0.238 | 0.728 | 0.035 | -0.9737 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 12 | 9 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 54 | 17 | 3 | 0.205154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06253 | 0 | 0 | 0.115569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.419847 | 0 | 0 | 0.090853 | 0.105989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094831 | 0 | 0 | 0.058297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.664804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104892 | 0.072453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218482 | 0 | 0 | 0.109149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060502 | 0 | 0 | 0.249822 | 0 | 0 | 0.09256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072868 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | aphrodites-daughter | 2020/01/10 | Not sure I csn handle being on medication that causes weight gain anymore After being on Prozac for 2 years they recently (a few months ago) changed my medication to Mirtazipine and Quetiapine. They did warn me that it would make me gain weight, but I was so so depressed at the time anything seemed worth it. Now I don'... | 8.823026 | 7.076707 | 8.472308 | 72.911026 | 61.615385 | 12.051282 | 34.74359 | 10.864195 | 3.515359 | 536 | 17 | 102 | 11 | 6 | 172 | 90 | 130 | 0.179 | 0.688 | 0.133 | -0.8768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 23 | 20 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 13 | 2 | 13 | 11 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 68 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289255 | 0 | 0 | 0.120008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299622 | 0.154272 | 0.125622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137991 | 0.097345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161988 | 0.293823 | 0.146966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093424 | 0 | 0.143993 | 0 | 0 | 0.124541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093444 | 0 | 0 | 0.085037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.532757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148616 | 0.103596 | 0 | 0 | 0.093912 |
EDAnonymous | saddydaddyvoid | 2020/01/10 | DAE think they've logged calories wrong when they aren't hungry I've logged about 800 calories for the day. It's 9p.m. and I'm not hungry yet... I eat the same thing almost every day but I feel like I've accidentally eaten more because I'm not hungry... I might just add 300 non-specific calories cause I feel like I mus... | 1.743333 | 4.304683 | 2.918205 | 89.576795 | 83.615385 | 5.005128 | 20.205128 | 6.427356 | 0.215605 | 312 | 9 | 62 | 3 | 9 | 100 | 54 | 78 | 0.137 | 0.712 | 0.151 | 0.2659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 30 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270551 | 0.382259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177741 | 0.171428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292511 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | intertropical | 2020/01/10 | unusual safe foods? What are some of your “unconventional” safe foods?
Mine are:
- Potatoes. Sure they’re carbs, but I‘ve always loved carbs, and potatoes are lower cal and maybe healthier than other kinds of carbs.
- Soups and other liquid calories, including milky drinks. They fill me up a lot more than solid foo... | 5.570844 | 8.350581 | 4.714286 | 80.855714 | 70.623377 | 7.257143 | 25.935065 | 8.192908 | 1.820304 | 703 | 23 | 116 | 11 | 14 | 209 | 99 | 154 | 0.071 | 0.711 | 0.217 | 0.9757 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 29 | 14 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 8 | 17 | 11 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 71 | 21 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.100447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.871264 | 0.11286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116012 | 0 | 0 | 0.217507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087509 | 0.092901 | 0.097397 | 0.068708 | 0 | 0.103409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097013 | 0 | 0 | 0.082733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Bitcheaty | 2020/01/10 | does it ever go away? i've recently been diagnose with an ED, but i've been suffering from it for about a year now. Because of the condition of my muscles, they told me i was just in time before it got worse and started the recovery right away. Its been a month of the treatment diet and i feel like im gonna collapse an... | 0.278141 | 2.347719 | 2.304414 | 94.880824 | 85.350711 | 4.996579 | 20.548321 | 6.280692 | 0.079494 | 767 | 24 | 174 | 7 | 23 | 256 | 119 | 211 | 0.168 | 0.744 | 0.088 | -0.9636 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 32 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 17 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 26 | 36 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 4 | 21 | 6 | 23 | 19 | 6 | 29 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 113 | 36 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233409 | 0 | 0 | 0.151441 | 0 | 0.211396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253292 | 0 | 0 | 0.107001 | 0 | 0 | 0.139318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240326 | 0 | 0 | 0.126076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127103 | 0 | 0 | 0.110018 | 0 | 0 | 0.082043 | 0.11236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125614 | 0.088739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064897 | 0.119159 | 0.070594 | 0 | 0.099346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402522 | 0 | 0 | 0.110408 | 0 | 0 | 0.068265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095803 | 0 | 0 | 0.116568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122648 | 0 | 0 | 0.212158 | 0 | 0.098781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093394 | 0 | 0.10857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098613 | 0.144862 | 0 | 0 | 0.118693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079991 |
EDAnonymous | ilovegibbyhaynes | 2020/01/10 | why can’t i accept compliments lol i was at kroger and a girl came out of the stockroom, paused and told me “you’re really pretty” and walked off. i was super flattered but then i started thinking like, she’s an employee here it’s her job!!! bitch to compliment you???? omg | -0.238889 | 1.80393 | 1.593778 | 93.254 | 105.296296 | 5.122963 | 18.362963 | 6.742158 | 0.538621 | 212 | 7 | 43 | 4 | 10 | 69 | 46 | 54 | 0.083 | 0.576 | 0.341 | 0.9199 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 26 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.444665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lovelylily00 | 2020/01/10 | It's my 20th birthday and everything is bad This is going to be a lame venting post but I don't really know where else to turn.
It's my birthday and I was supposed to be spending it on vacation with my BF but my parents are overprotective and irrational. They hid my passport and threatened to kick me out if I went so... | 0.647975 | 2.426827 | 2.696204 | 94.242951 | 82.024055 | 5.66917 | 20.01485 | 6.709753 | 0.100246 | 1,043 | 28 | 244 | 11 | 28 | 351 | 145 | 291 | 0.137 | 0.713 | 0.15 | 0.7135 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 13 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 28 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 53 | 61 | 23 | 0 | 10 | 16 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 15 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 7 | 41 | 9 | 28 | 38 | 4 | 27 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 158 | 52 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106075 | 0 | 0.094268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090143 | 0 | 0 | 0.072812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101469 | 0 | 0.106434 | 0 | 0.228346 | 0.161314 | 0.108403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123791 | 0.087228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256658 | 0 | 0 | 0.124474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079746 | 0.110316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123246 | 0 | 0 | 0.10683 | 0.075363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248987 | 0.16743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250728 | 0 | 0 | 0.078272 | 0.098581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108129 | 0.114862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216983 | 0.116082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075007 | 0 | 0 | 0.089631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133185 | 0 | 0 | 0.137484 | 0 | 0.104661 | 0 | 0 | 0.129831 | 0.108833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160404 | 0 | 0 | 0.14541 |
EDAnonymous | dreamyclara | 2020/01/10 | my bf said im “chubby” but in a good way? so, I was hanging out with my boyfriend who is slightly overweight and sometimes he likes to squeeze my body rolls and call me cute. He says he loves me just the way I am and when we were talking he said I was “chubby cute”, but I know he likes skinner girls. He doesn’t know ab... | 0.326851 | 2.265356 | 2.014483 | 97.837126 | 84.103448 | 5.245977 | 21.390805 | 6.427356 | 0.110163 | 521 | 17 | 125 | 5 | 15 | 170 | 88 | 145 | 0.09 | 0.701 | 0.208 | 0.9623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 27 | 25 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 22 | 8 | 11 | 15 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 74 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212161 | 0 | 0 | 0.195035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183227 | 0 | 0.160204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172388 | 0 | 0.127496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363375 | 0.151893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157597 | 0.112659 | 0.303219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 3404 | 2020/01/10 | i am addicted to recipe websites but i really don't give a fuck what your husband and everyone in his office thinks
or your shiny suburban lifestyle
or how busy you are taking your two kids to soccer practice
or how #notlikeothergirls you are (omg you had a glass of wine and TWO pieces of chocolate cake?! RISKY!! yo... | 3.960857 | 6.524723 | 4.350714 | 82.571786 | 74.809524 | 8.009524 | 26.690476 | 8.841846 | 2.331933 | 449 | 17 | 80 | 10 | 10 | 141 | 71 | 105 | 0.146 | 0.787 | 0.067 | -0.8736 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 17 | 13 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 11 | 1 | 8 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 55 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244806 | 0.274542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273207 | 0 | 0 | 0.208878 | 0 | 0.216742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229068 | 0.226987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.441421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274542 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | daytimecrying | 2020/01/10 | Does anyone feel like they can’t recover while they’re in a relationship? I don’t know why. I’m just like, I could probably try harder to recover if I weren’t in this longterm relationship, but for some reason I can’t bare the thought of doing it while we’re still together. Partner knows about my ED btw | 3.382097 | 5.04802 | 4.662129 | 83.723194 | 73.677419 | 8.830968 | 26.916129 | 9.3871 | 2.263764 | 245 | 9 | 51 | 6 | 5 | 81 | 47 | 62 | 0 | 0.932 | 0.068 | 0.3612 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 29 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134206 | 0.189619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2729 | 0 | 0.569931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | WilmaVilma | 2020/01/10 | How do you even deal with food guilt? So today I had a piece of cake. Not a big piece but it was probably around 300 calories. That was like 6 hours ago but I cannot stop thinking about it. I feel so bad about myself like I’m never ever gonna not be fat because I can’t control myself at all. I completely wrecked my dai... | 1.097929 | 3.121914 | 2.975714 | 91.539286 | 81.785714 | 5.714286 | 21.428571 | 6.86897 | 0.445857 | 521 | 16 | 114 | 6 | 14 | 174 | 87 | 140 | 0.089 | 0.807 | 0.104 | -0.1474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 30 | 23 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 16 | 3 | 15 | 17 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 76 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141139 | 0.153257 | 0.111891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192449 | 0 | 0.205867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378465 | 0 | 0 | 0.190496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121233 | 0.166032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278426 | 0.131128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146584 | 0.153456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ilovedva | 2020/01/10 | i hope this disease kills me i’m so tired of being a fat ugly burden lol. i don’t want to live if i can’t be pretty
how yall doin | -3.857273 | -2.465995 | 0.571879 | 102.717818 | 104.151515 | 2.64 | 9.630303 | 3.1291 | -2.152995 | 100 | 1 | 28 | 0 | 5 | 38 | 29 | 33 | 0.331 | 0.418 | 0.251 | -0.6418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.463637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.481658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | icedragonfyre | 2020/01/10 | Are there ever days where you notice EVERYONE talking about food? Today at lunch, my friends and I were talking about prom dresses and talking about how early everyone got theirs last year. One girl told me that she couldn't get it early because she was going to gain weight. She started talking about an ulcer that she ... | 6.922069 | 7.031949 | 6.11554 | 82.208483 | 64.517241 | 8.109425 | 32.342529 | 7.168622 | 2.028878 | 726 | 26 | 133 | 5 | 10 | 220 | 113 | 174 | 0.135 | 0.756 | 0.11 | -0.8355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 17 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 34 | 26 | 16 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 5 | 16 | 4 | 17 | 14 | 4 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 15 | 86 | 23 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081013 | 0.118292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087766 | 0 | 0.185425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049059 | 0.069315 | 0.09316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351973 | 0 | 0.074962 | 0.179398 | 0.050692 | 0 | 0.055142 | 0 | 0.077601 | 0 | 0 | 0.096071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053323 | 0.079089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077445 | 0 | 0.142651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095065 | 0 | 0.22093 | 0 | 0 | 0.131495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067266 | 0.084719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097052 | 0 | 0.062157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.623887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091969 | 0.092713 | 0 | 0.065874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068924 | 0 | 0 | 0.062482 |
EDAnonymous | sadblueberrybush | 2020/01/10 | i’ve been legitimately happy for the last week so i took the opportunity to sit my dad down and tell him that i suffer from an eating disorder and that i need to start seeing a nutritionist. he took it really well!! my ma was asleep when i did it so i haven’t talked to her yet. she’s the one i’m more worried about. i m... | 2.773511 | 3.978845 | 4.651824 | 85.043844 | 74.419847 | 7.682748 | 22.260305 | 8.238736 | 0.989213 | 491 | 12 | 108 | 8 | 10 | 168 | 92 | 131 | 0.136 | 0.776 | 0.089 | -0.7281 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 20 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 14 | 4 | 19 | 12 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 73 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188716 | 0.168538 | 0.144096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.50547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17147 | 0 | 0.134221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121045 | 0.122094 | 0 | 0 | 0.175119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264697 | 0.143921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181351 | 0 | 0.097122 | 0 | 0.264163 | 0 | 0.148051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | methbath | 2020/01/10 | can’t purge anymore so Im fucking stuck in a horrible binge phase for more than a month now and I’ve gained so much fucking weight idk what to do with myself. sometimes i would try to purge but I can’t seem to be able to do it anymore and I was really fucking good at it, used to get everything back w/ little to no nois... | -0.439375 | 1.329175 | 2.043583 | 97.50975 | 85.875 | 5.09 | 17.933333 | 6.2581 | -0.377484 | 330 | 8 | 82 | 3 | 10 | 113 | 64 | 96 | 0.148 | 0.784 | 0.068 | -0.7658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 17 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 14 | 11 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 56 | 13 | 0 | 0.190969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146844 | 0.159451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.529644 | 0.099774 | 0 | 0 | 0.160176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15243 | 0 | 0.140384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135659 | 0 | 0 | 0.122978 |
EDAnonymous | artie-autie | 2020/01/10 | is this an eating disorder? I had an episode over the summer where I had behaviours of an eating disorder and i have lapsed into those behaviours right now, but I have always had the thoughts of an eating disorder and the shame around eating. i have had mini episodes when i was younger lasting a month or two before my ... | 4.748178 | 6.331982 | 5.019611 | 82.845426 | 70.066282 | 8.105032 | 29.484482 | 8.617729 | 2.281261 | 1,437 | 56 | 266 | 24 | 26 | 453 | 149 | 347 | 0.181 | 0.721 | 0.098 | -0.9864 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 24 | 17 | 2 | 4 | 20 | 0 | 31 | 27 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 63 | 50 | 47 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 3 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 33 | 22 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 22 | 10 | 46 | 8 | 31 | 28 | 7 | 50 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 22 | 0 | 5 | 29 | 206 | 55 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045493 | 0.049399 | 0.072131 | 0 | 0.100688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.665933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078154 | 0 | 0 | 0.056534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05983 | 0.042267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04571 | 0 | 0.061821 | 0 | 0.033624 | 0.049624 | 0.094637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144522 | 0.059298 | 0 | 0 | 0.049683 | 0.066189 | 0.064584 | 0 | 0 | 0.055982 | 0.039492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065718 | 0.059601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141672 | 0 | 0.086984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040091 | 0.044997 | 0 | 0 | 0.197083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083753 | 0 | 0.047248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067659 | 0.068694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093939 | 0.068998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.432274 | 0 | 0.109691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | yeetthisbitch | 2020/01/10 | Weight loss after recovery. I’ve been in recovery for a long time now and am feeling pretty ok. I have gained a considerable amount of healthy weight as well as a few (20ish lbs) extra. I was wondering if there are any groups specifically for people who struggle with ED but are trying to lose weight in a healthy way an... | 6.404538 | 6.983355 | 6.359808 | 78.408942 | 65.615385 | 9.576923 | 31.634615 | 9.516145 | 2.760154 | 272 | 10 | 51 | 5 | 4 | 86 | 51 | 65 | 0.096 | 0.661 | 0.243 | 0.8126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 10 | 7 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 34 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182904 | 0 | 0.23122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216065 | 0 | 0 | 0.234536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164052 | 0 | 0.755036 | 0.185829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Murder_Your_Darlings | 2020/01/10 | Do I still have an ED? So I've been struggling with an ED for two years and my weight has been VERY up and down over that time but last month I managed to perform in a play and I realised before the performance nights that I needed to eat more to help fuel my energy and memory as I was sort of flaking near the end of r... | 4.717028 | 5.067768 | 5.606762 | 83.139985 | 69.23622 | 8.712205 | 30.048228 | 8.660443 | 2.159733 | 982 | 36 | 202 | 15 | 16 | 323 | 136 | 254 | 0.095 | 0.765 | 0.14 | 0.9321 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 20 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 41 | 33 | 30 | 0 | 7 | 16 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 12 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 18 | 4 | 34 | 25 | 6 | 28 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 8 | 18 | 131 | 26 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060399 | 0.093134 | 0 | 0 | 0.088084 | 0 | 0 | 0.21927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090909 | 0.155451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.5453 | 0.074196 | 0 | 0.078667 | 0 | 0 | 0.058664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19873 | 0 | 0.07551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070894 | 0 | 0 | 0.065858 | 0 | 0.085781 | 0 | 0.08335 | 0.261069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068377 | 0 | 0 | 0.062866 | 0 | 0.212791 | 0 | 0.101741 | 0.092852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056911 | 0 | 0 | 0.051791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060302 | 0 | 0.173525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073284 | 0.052387 | 0 | 0.071245 | 0.432627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063094 | 0 | 0 | 0.057196 |
EDAnonymous | lynnbsh | 2020/01/10 | Does your s/o know about your eating disorder? I want to see other people’s experiences with this my husband cares about my bulimia/anorexic way and my past since I was a kid with it, he cares, wants me to feel better but I feel like shit because if I start restricting it sometimes makes him cry. How has this gone for ... | 2.754205 | 4.897007 | 3.702692 | 87.811474 | 76.846154 | 6.794872 | 23.141026 | 7.793538 | 1.10741 | 259 | 8 | 52 | 4 | 6 | 83 | 52 | 65 | 0.201 | 0.657 | 0.142 | -0.8079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 4 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 31 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.45162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253831 | 0 | 0.193815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216646 | 0 | 0 | 0.22397 | 0.158223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211424 | 0.153544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227342 | 0.183207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219046 | 0 | 0.156762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261265 | 0.175798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | unicorn6642 | 2020/01/10 | why is my mom hellbent on making me suffer (For context if it matters, I'm 19 and still living with her. It's just her and me)
My mom knows I have ED and wants to help, and yet it feels like shes going out of her fucking way to make me miserable.
I've had mental breakdowns because of her twice within one week. A few ... | 2.695204 | 3.926133 | 3.762805 | 91.239548 | 74.656109 | 6.738462 | 23.180995 | 7.168622 | 0.588985 | 1,654 | 45 | 375 | 17 | 34 | 535 | 199 | 442 | 0.051 | 0.873 | 0.076 | 0.8909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 52 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 20 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 26 | 1 | 22 | 25 | 0 | 16 | 1 | 66 | 64 | 34 | 0 | 12 | 9 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 27 | 22 | 19 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 6 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 10 | 63 | 5 | 42 | 46 | 13 | 46 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 41 | 17 | 4 | 7 | 26 | 245 | 90 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114599 | 0 | 0 | 0.04713 | 0 | 0.037363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107274 | 0.062723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063331 | 0.068356 | 0.121448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.030991 | 0.043787 | 0 | 0 | 0.05602 | 0.052135 | 0.592914 | 0 | 0 | 0.226653 | 0.064045 | 0 | 0.034834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041083 | 0 | 0.122961 | 0 | 0 | 0.070722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.033684 | 0.049961 | 0 | 0 | 0.066594 | 0 | 0 | 0.089832 | 0 | 0.054122 | 0 | 0.05147 | 0 | 0 | 0.052108 | 0 | 0.115991 | 0.368214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061768 | 0 | 0 | 0.143568 | 0 | 0.065143 | 0.045056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065184 | 0 | 0.060053 | 0.117622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083066 | 0.046615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116605 | 0.048742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068611 | 0 | 0 | 0.048948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.03574 | 0 | 0 | 0.058567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119746 | 0.063807 | 0.073726 | 0.158809 | 0 | 0 | 0.144606 | 0.048651 | 0.049165 | 0 | 0 | 0.056818 | 0.165919 | 0.06843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044621 | 0 | 0 | 0.08708 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | FridgethatRidge | 2020/01/10 | When your mom jokes about your ed with you but refuses to let you get any help Fuckimg mint boys amirite haha | 8.41 | 6.373724 | 6.399091 | 88.368636 | 62.636364 | 10.618182 | 35.636364 | 8.841846 | 2.478855 | 88 | 3 | 20 | 1 | 1 | 25 | 20 | 22 | 0 | 0.677 | 0.323 | 0.8422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.53879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.617098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | who-am-i-but-a-meme | 2020/01/10 | progresspics made me relapse??wtf I've had a really bad anorexia when I was 15/16 years old, then I became bulimic and when I was 18 I started having binge eating disorder. Now I started counting calories again, and the shitstorm is back. I thought I recovered but apparently not ??since I'm 19 now but literally have th... | 3.478683 | 5.822027 | 4.184467 | 84.258442 | 75.391753 | 6.785338 | 30.365407 | 7.793538 | 2.169828 | 402 | 19 | 74 | 6 | 9 | 128 | 67 | 97 | 0.153 | 0.721 | 0.126 | -0.5809 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 17 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 13 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 48 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193181 | 0.419534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257885 | 0.207821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355645 | 0 | 0 | 0.21004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161784 |
EDAnonymous | prettyprettyprettyyy | 2020/01/10 | I want to not have disordered eating anymore but.. But I don’t want to gain weight. I’m at a perfectly healthy weight but I feel like it’s maintained by the close attention I pay to food daily. But I don’t want to have to think about it everyday anymore and I’m just so sick of it. I’m so sick of counting calories and h... | 2.968 | 4.266685 | 4.184615 | 88.215385 | 74.076923 | 7.046154 | 26.076923 | 7.554174 | 1.271754 | 494 | 17 | 104 | 6 | 10 | 162 | 72 | 130 | 0.214 | 0.635 | 0.152 | -0.9459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 27 | 22 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 4 | 19 | 22 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 74 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.529819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087268 | 0.123301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229327 | 0.110591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3054 | 0 | 0 | 0.420345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | homgerygorl | 2020/01/10 | Just discovered theres a bella hadid sub Time to hate myself 😎🤙🏻 | -1.038 | 1.029699 | 3.068333 | 86.4225 | 93.666667 | 5.666667 | 14.166667 | 7.168622 | 0.135667 | 53 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 20 | 15 | 15 | 0.27 | 0.73 | 0 | -0.5719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.861038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.50854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Donna-Anne-Fries | 2020/01/10 | has anyone tried the new fibre one square flavour im going to buy it anyway but is it good or not | 0.555 | 2.088922 | 2.645455 | 95.688182 | 81.272727 | 4.4 | 15.545455 | 3.1291 | -1.121709 | 77 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 26 | 21 | 22 | 0 | 0.839 | 0.161 | 0.5927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266872 | 0.393859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.507224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.453521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | somethingrottenn | 2020/01/10 | haven't purged in three months haven't skipped a single meal since then either. it's been.. kind of rough at times, like me and my friends took a picture together recently and when my friend sent it to me i burst into tears at the sight of my body and how it looks and i still feel guilt and the urge to get rid of every... | 4.538096 | 5.151587 | 5.458494 | 83.11324 | 69.724138 | 9.001815 | 25.952813 | 9.134996 | 1.837379 | 1,129 | 31 | 233 | 21 | 19 | 371 | 162 | 290 | 0.109 | 0.785 | 0.106 | -0.4286 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 20 | 14 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 18 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 50 | 40 | 27 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 20 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 5 | 26 | 9 | 36 | 22 | 6 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 12 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 27 | 152 | 43 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.107027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091574 | 0.133713 | 0 | 0.093325 | 0 | 0 | 0.193996 | 0.119736 | 0.121824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094475 | 0.114992 | 0.118519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125697 | 0 | 0 | 0.22447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099207 | 0 | 0 | 0.098568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132619 | 0 | 0.169469 | 0.101392 | 0.229202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228418 | 0 | 0.089399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053581 | 0.109923 | 0 | 0 | 0.092099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103777 | 0 | 0.222386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11074 | 0 | 0.087541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169176 | 0 | 0.11664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281041 | 0 | 0.10829 | 0 | 0 | 0.093661 | 0 | 0.087218 | 0 | 0.221993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084433 | 0 | 0 | 0.077628 | 0 | 0.175172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088152 | 0.09586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070275 | 0 | 0.087069 | 0.191856 | 0 | 0 | 0.104799 | 0.121852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21188 |
EDAnonymous | ForeverRayne7 | 2020/01/10 | Soooo Been eating a lot lately
Thought it was recovery
Realized it was BED acting up again
Now I want to starve
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EDAnonymous | tomorrowcomestoday18 | 2020/01/10 | The fact that people who barely to no interest in food exists.. Went to lunch with my friends yesterday (about the 8 of us) and 3 of them barely has any interest in food. They're all guys and underweight. I'm a girl but seeing how they only took a few bites of their food really did something to me. It was to a point wh... | 4.858047 | 5.18035 | 5.492188 | 84.184063 | 68.921875 | 9.2125 | 26.15625 | 9.188382 | 1.795591 | 497 | 13 | 105 | 9 | 8 | 161 | 85 | 128 | 0.012 | 0.87 | 0.119 | 0.9112 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 16 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 16 | 4 | 21 | 8 | 8 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 70 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.741642 | 0 | 0.078976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04994 | 0.102453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065486 | 0 | 0 | 0.109748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081291 | 0 | 0 | 0.081458 | 0.093059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094761 | 0 | 0.114127 | 0.11755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | KieranBoonee | 2020/01/10 | you ever just take a break from your ed for a few weeks then inevitability end up relapsing this month has been exhausting so much to the point where i rarely have enough effort to binge or restrict, im literally just lying in bed all day everyday feeling depressed and su*cidal. I've been trying intuitive eating I gues... | 6.907896 | 7.136788 | 6.571019 | 78.527338 | 64.533981 | 10.361812 | 31.729773 | 10.125757 | 2.971577 | 432 | 15 | 82 | 9 | 6 | 135 | 76 | 103 | 0.155 | 0.736 | 0.109 | -0.608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 20 | 14 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 12 | 11 | 5 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 54 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151523 | 0 | 0.202362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240412 | 0 | 0 | 0.208096 | 0.242766 | 0 | 0 | 0.212526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187535 | 0 | 0.172715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150546 | 0 | 0 | 0.137001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376925 | 0.286106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shonamairead | 2020/01/10 | I feel so shitty My boyfriend is so much thinner than me and I’ve gained so much weight and I’m so fucking fat and I feel disgusting but I can’t stop myself from binging and my therapist is asking me to keep a food diary but I can’t write my binges in there because it’s so fucking EMBARRASSING I want to die | 0.121231 | 2.342852 | 2.29416 | 93.53139 | 87.955224 | 5.141045 | 21.807836 | 6.627428 | 0.449628 | 247 | 9 | 55 | 3 | 8 | 83 | 43 | 67 | 0.242 | 0.7 | 0.058 | -0.9311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 12 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 36 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311638 | 0 | 0 | 0.476518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152011 | 0 | 0 | 0.313835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | invisible_still | 2020/01/10 | dae not care anymore if people ask me about my ed i just straight up say "... yeah". like,, , i don't keep it a secret anymore ?? i'm tired of pretending. fuck it sjdksjdjs | -0.575294 | 1.638161 | 1.638471 | 95.427118 | 96.058824 | 5.072941 | 21.505882 | 6.742158 | 0.614607 | 126 | 5 | 28 | 2 | 5 | 42 | 30 | 34 | 0.243 | 0.672 | 0.085 | -0.7957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.622113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.360494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ivegotnotits | 2020/01/10 | I had a full on breakdown last week after drinking full-fat milk for the first time in about 10 years This is so ridiculous and irrational lol. My partner’s dad made us all coffees and had bought full fat for the few days he was staying with us because he doesn’t like anything else. We’ve only met a few times and I sti... | 5.17793 | 5.66425 | 4.682895 | 89.68943 | 68.263158 | 7.175439 | 27.938596 | 6.427356 | 1.030491 | 754 | 23 | 158 | 4 | 12 | 227 | 114 | 190 | 0.142 | 0.772 | 0.086 | -0.9333 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 14 | 9 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 28 | 26 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 8 | 9 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 3 | 19 | 6 | 19 | 14 | 10 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 24 | 101 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087853 | 0.128737 | 0.206788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109952 | 0 | 0 | 0.246166 | 0 | 0.128565 | 0.314877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140126 | 0.082986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127058 | 0.08976 | 0.120638 | 0 | 0 | 0.106872 | 0.151929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118887 | 0.083868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093163 | 0 | 0 | 0.133623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085139 | 0.095558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133919 | 0.301018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166944 | 0.161015 | 0.123444 | 0 | 0.146528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302268 | 0.108516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09973 | 0.100784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08091 |
EDAnonymous | smallnpc | 2020/01/10 | Me to me: I definitely don't have a problem Also me: nearly cries in public because I saw a picture of a really really pretty girl and realised I'll never be as skinny and pretty as she is. | 6.11475 | 4.622277 | 9.32 | 63.865 | 66.75 | 11 | 32.5 | 10.125757 | 3.416 | 149 | 5 | 26 | 3 | 2 | 58 | 30 | 40 | 0.062 | 0.648 | 0.289 | 0.869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 23 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.659808 | 0 | 0.310287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | yodream | 2020/01/10 | How do I deal with the shame of seeing people after gaining tons of weight? I litterary binged everyday during christmas and I have gained lots of weight. It has gotten to the point that I now have my period in the first time in 4 months and you can also cleaely see the difference in my face and body. I'm now scared of... | 4.720824 | 5.59182 | 4.911854 | 86.266807 | 69.449438 | 7.731086 | 23.822097 | 7.793538 | 1.031987 | 354 | 8 | 71 | 4 | 6 | 111 | 61 | 89 | 0.126 | 0.79 | 0.083 | -0.6249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 1 | 14 | 11 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 52 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192017 | 0 | 0.091739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376 | 0.190043 | 0.299272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.457329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | vfgoiugkjgdslk | 2020/01/10 | I ate a bagel It was good | -6.895714 | -8.294717 | -2.425 | 118.6825 | 147.571429 | 1.4 | 3.5 | 3.1291 | -3.5598 | 19 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 0.58 | 0.42 | 0.4404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | relapse_central | 2020/01/10 | So I just found out I'm pregnant. I'm not ready to recover but I also could never have a termination (pro choice, just not for me) so my head is a shed and any advice would be greatly appreciated! | 1.271341 | 3.254515 | 4.236768 | 82.943445 | 80.95122 | 7.026829 | 22.445122 | 8.076483 | 1.20441 | 153 | 5 | 33 | 3 | 4 | 55 | 33 | 41 | 0.039 | 0.83 | 0.13 | 0.6835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 24 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263557 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | aartbabe69 | 2020/01/10 | The weirdest things trigger me Like seeing common “thinspo” (ew I hate that word) of half naked skinny girls is upsetting yeah, but what really gets me is seeing anyone no matter how they look enjoying life bc my ED has convinced me that I can only do that once I’m thin. | 2.887736 | 5.149228 | 4.128906 | 84.340151 | 76.924528 | 6.504151 | 21.920755 | 7.554174 | 1.054678 | 214 | 6 | 39 | 3 | 5 | 70 | 45 | 53 | 0.139 | 0.658 | 0.203 | 0.6124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245411 | 0.169744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370018 | 0 | 0.264248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.553738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Pigeons_r_life | 2020/01/10 | I feel like a poser I’m not underweight anymore and nobody comments or worries about me like they used to. I feel inadequate but at the same time so much more motivated to not eat. | 6.41 | 6.074862 | 7.491111 | 73.415 | 65.666667 | 10.533333 | 34.666667 | 10.125757 | 3.365433 | 144 | 6 | 28 | 3 | 2 | 49 | 30 | 36 | 0.096 | 0.691 | 0.213 | 0.6793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 19 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377504 | 0.266686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.379105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bl00d-fire-death | 2020/01/10 | i wish i could purge :( sooo about two weeks ago the pendulum swung from restricting to B I N G I N G. no fucking clue how much weight i’ve gained, too scared to look. and this happened RIGHT when i hit my gw too. i just can’t stop eating!!! it’s all i think about!!! and i don’t even compensate for it by restricting li... | -0.805937 | 1.223538 | 1.181557 | 101.154587 | 90.582734 | 4.997207 | 17.528989 | 6.522977 | -0.376743 | 488 | 13 | 124 | 6 | 17 | 160 | 87 | 139 | 0.212 | 0.684 | 0.104 | -0.9614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 37 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 25 | 21 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 19 | 3 | 14 | 17 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 77 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158265 | 0.112663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.433166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170628 | 0 | 0 | 0.130452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124781 | 0 | 0 | 0.27863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120505 | 0 | 0 | 0.141274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137842 | 0 | 0 | 0.121872 | 0 | 0.116429 | 0 | 0 | 0.113188 | 0.171832 | 0 | 0 | 0.127328 | 0 | 0.486802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | smollbork | 2020/01/10 | Tips? Does anyone have tips on how to forgive the people that caused you psychological damage? In my case it’s my ex that I’ve reconnected to who sparked my eating disorder 😬 I just want to forgive him so I can move on with my life... he keeps apologizing but I can’t help but keep resenting him in the back of my head. | 1.196558 | 3.422403 | 3.4629 | 87.028636 | 82.787879 | 6.801732 | 21.549784 | 7.957252 | 1.014487 | 251 | 8 | 55 | 5 | 7 | 86 | 49 | 66 | 0.123 | 0.761 | 0.116 | -0.1179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 35 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325708 | 0 | 0.248698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.505205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | abbeyrxad | 2020/01/10 | guess who just binged on a salad and had RICE.
me, a dumb bitch. | -1.781429 | 0.131931 | -0.217143 | 109.087143 | 97.571429 | 2.8 | 7 | 3.1291 | -2.741029 | 48 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 13 | 14 | 0.415 | 0.585 | 0 | -0.7964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throwaway013120 | 2020/01/10 | a little gender vent i have NO IDEA how to flair this. the last time i posted was when the other sub was still a Thing—so like, 2018. let’s just be safe.
i honestly don’t know what i’m doing any more. i was doing real well right before i moved, and now i’m just. spiraling. there’s so much and this time i’m alone and ... | -0.657951 | 1.517428 | 1.798729 | 95.25388 | 93.526627 | 5.069308 | 17.11114 | 6.70267 | -0.077893 | 1,227 | 33 | 282 | 18 | 46 | 416 | 164 | 338 | 0.119 | 0.65 | 0.231 | 0.9907 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 42 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 24 | 32 | 6 | 3 | 15 | 1 | 22 | 9 | 4 | 8 | 6 | 62 | 51 | 36 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 19 | 19 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 32 | 22 | 24 | 36 | 10 | 36 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 12 | 4 | 4 | 27 | 172 | 51 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100702 | 0 | 0.077756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074765 | 0 | 0.118543 | 0 | 0.082737 | 0.109546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216004 | 0 | 0 | 0.099284 | 0.111207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09525 | 0 | 0 | 0.081224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087385 | 0 | 0.183322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089889 | 0.050799 | 0.093273 | 0 | 0.244659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160307 | 0.079257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198851 | 0.068677 | 0.475023 | 0.097451 | 0.085857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064903 | 0 | 0.097682 | 0.105913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077609 | 0.206683 | 0.071476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067408 | 0 | 0.101586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083035 | 0 | 0 | 0.194691 | 0 | 0 | 0.088516 | 0.101434 | 0 | 0.099807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103636 | 0.077649 | 0 | 0 | 0.101647 | 0.111307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078151 | 0 | 0 | 0.111193 | 0 | 0.064596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167953 | 0 | 0 | 0.114699 | 0 | 0 | 0.118402 | 0.087423 | 0.090134 | 0 | 0.108555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fategghead | 2020/01/10 | Am I the only one who feels like shit if someone around me eats less than me? It’s so bizarre but even in recovery stages I try to make sure people around me eat more calories than me, am I the only one? Maybe I just want to make sure everyone else is getting in enough calories for the day? | 6.341257 | 4.721232 | 6.267869 | 86.340929 | 66.377049 | 9.444809 | 31.808743 | 7.793538 | 1.859979 | 228 | 7 | 52 | 2 | 3 | 72 | 43 | 61 | 0.067 | 0.782 | 0.151 | 0.6536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 11 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 9 | 8 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 35 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40351 | 0.164711 | 0 | 0 | 0.20373 | 0 | 0.130229 | 0 | 0 | 0.188405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099695 | 0.140859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263226 | 0 | 0.198084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267216 | 0.299914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ibehapa | 2020/01/10 | am i starving myself? or am i just not eating enough? i don’t even know anymore :( i am 5ft 3.75 inches. i weigh 133ish lbs, mb 135. i’ve been aiming for 1,480 calories a day since summer i think? i just got off a 3-week winter break, and while most days i tried to eat 1,480, the holidays made me eat a lot. now i’m bac... | 0.16712 | 2.474317 | 2.014726 | 94.803268 | 89.269058 | 4.261947 | 16.932896 | 5.773588 | -0.469649 | 834 | 20 | 178 | 6 | 28 | 274 | 125 | 223 | 0.158 | 0.755 | 0.087 | -0.9626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 11 | 18 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 46 | 29 | 26 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 20 | 16 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 19 | 4 | 12 | 24 | 9 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 6 | 10 | 107 | 25 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074599 | 0.081004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.794172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100243 | 0 | 0.192234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147162 | 0.069308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117312 | 0 | 0 | 0.08969 | 0 | 0 | 0.055136 | 0.081372 | 0.077592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086232 | 0 | 0 | 0.053317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047397 | 0.194471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108536 | 0 | 0.164959 | 0 | 0.091799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099585 | 0.080253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064453 | 0.062164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057222 | 0 | 0.155641 | 0.118139 | 0 | 0 | 0.087542 | 0 | 0 | 0.09352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | random-frogv2 | 2020/01/10 | Do yall have that one person irl that you can talk to about your ED? For everyone else I'm like "hEhE nO iM jUsT nOt HuNgRy" but I can tell my best friend everything ED related, like I just trust her with that. Ik she won't snitch or judge me or anything. It seems like a lot of people keep it as a complete secret, so d... | -0.213171 | 1.95923 | 1.566537 | 98.43639 | 89.243902 | 4.743415 | 14.297561 | 6.2581 | -0.796643 | 298 | 5 | 70 | 3 | 10 | 97 | 60 | 82 | 0.017 | 0.733 | 0.25 | 0.9737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 7 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 44 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140797 | 0.206319 | 0.165704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19241 | 0.180971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217505 | 0 | 0 | 0.17898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139599 | 0.351643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323694 | 0.175999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cryingtoliability | 2020/01/10 | purged at friends dorm pretty sure she knows and can probs smell it. ive hit a new low. we just ate sm and i got insanely anxious and bloated but im so embarrassed hahahahahaha! | 0.6175 | 3.119268 | 2.951333 | 86.727 | 91.5 | 6.213333 | 23.866667 | 7.554174 | 1.378007 | 141 | 6 | 30 | 3 | 5 | 48 | 32 | 36 | 0.195 | 0.658 | 0.147 | -0.4412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.43203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.413083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.389062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.360429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kciv_artist | 2020/01/10 | how do you know you're developing an ed? i don't know if i am developing one or have one | -0.704286 | 0.70087 | 3.676429 | 87.406071 | 84.714286 | 8.009524 | 20.02381 | 8.841846 | 1.000124 | 69 | 2 | 19 | 2 | 2 | 27 | 15 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.629904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.776673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lostmybiscuit | 2020/01/10 | This Sub, Summarized by the Comments You'll See "haha, I do that"
"haha, I do the opposite of that"
"damn that's so bad for u and also exactly what I do lol"
lengthy, helpful, and well-informed paragraph of harm reduction that helps you *or* that you'll remember guiltily next time you do the bad thing anyway
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EDAnonymous | cobra_m14 | 2020/01/10 | 1 month binge /purge free Honestly don’t know how I made it this far especially over the holidays , I was depressed and almost wanted to give in over Christmas time since all my brother could say I’ll enjoy my food now and diet later, then my mom said look at me I’ll restrict then (binge/purge) such a trigger but went ... | 4.620649 | 5.186454 | 5.280935 | 84.629974 | 69.519481 | 8.237922 | 25.78961 | 8.238736 | 1.41962 | 300 | 8 | 62 | 4 | 5 | 97 | 61 | 77 | 0.049 | 0.756 | 0.195 | 0.8953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 16 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 6 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 33 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130549 | 0.239702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292649 | 0.199447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237687 | 0.19871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shrinkingviolet85 | 2020/01/10 | Today I printed out a thinspo collage to put in my journal because apparently I’m still in 2010 That’s it that’s the post | 3.004231 | 4.311915 | 5.364615 | 79.755385 | 74 | 6.738462 | 36.076923 | 7.168622 | 2.646292 | 99 | 6 | 19 | 1 | 2 | 35 | 22 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.489013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.513293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.407765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.483988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Ednasucks | 2020/01/10 | Working is triggering cw sex work So I've picked up sex work to help pay off some extreme debt I've gotten into. I have a full time gig but this is extra cash. Since "recovery" I have gained so much weight. I can barely cope. And how the massage parlour bills me as BBW and the clients tell me how much they love a real ... | 1.217982 | 2.954314 | 3.275679 | 90.991683 | 80.009174 | 5.82789 | 20.074312 | 6.742158 | 0.23748 | 398 | 10 | 87 | 4 | 10 | 135 | 74 | 109 | 0.081 | 0.755 | 0.164 | 0.9118 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 13 | 13 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 13 | 11 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 52 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107808 | 0 | 0 | 0.195286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.537433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.481951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pinapplepancakes | 2020/01/10 | spent 20 minutes at the grocery store.. fretting over which type of greens/lettuce to buy. aka, something that should be incredibly easy to buy because realistically i know none of them are calorically high, but god forbid i have arugula over romaine and eat an extra 15 calories. | 6.418673 | 8.903221 | 6.285459 | 71.817577 | 67.367347 | 7.34898 | 36.739796 | 8.076483 | 3.198506 | 226 | 12 | 35 | 3 | 4 | 71 | 44 | 49 | 0.058 | 0.848 | 0.094 | 0.2014 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.552531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.570515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bluebird-bukowski | 2020/01/10 | Do you think it’s ever safe for someone with an ED history to do intermittent fasting? Hey friends. Sorry if this has been asked before, I’m new here. I’ve struggled with disordered eating, and in the last few years it’s been through bingeing/ possibly food addiction. Maybe BED, but I never got diagnosed. Before that, ... | 2.750532 | 4.533316 | 4.223706 | 85.70875 | 75.666667 | 7.536879 | 25.225177 | 8.3441 | 1.612224 | 548 | 19 | 112 | 10 | 12 | 182 | 89 | 141 | 0.131 | 0.741 | 0.128 | -0.128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 26 | 25 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 14 | 17 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 68 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152849 | 0 | 0 | 0.12572 | 0 | 0.199334 | 0 | 0.27825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165947 | 0 | 0 | 0.187383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168938 | 0 | 0 | 0.147894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197703 | 0 | 0.126318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137135 | 0.130765 | 0 | 0 | 0.161889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269563 | 0.133273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1261 | 0.157908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138532 | 0 | 0 | 0.183023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131414 | 0 | 0.150527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129777 | 0 | 0.199097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105288 |
EDAnonymous | tea-addicted-taemint | 2020/01/10 | The calorie density of m&m's is an attack on my life and figure Damn those round bastards...who made you so edible? | 9.524348 | 7.199134 | 9.797391 | 65.785652 | 60.73913 | 12.678261 | 40.391304 | 11.208143 | 4.634078 | 95 | 4 | 16 | 2 | 1 | 32 | 23 | 23 | 0.234 | 0.766 | 0 | -0.7003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.551312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.578862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.481463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | babyhoundtreehero | 2020/01/10 | Is there a sub for other people to tell you how much you look like you weigh? Sooo I’m 5’6 and told my boyfriend how much I weighed last night, and he was SHOOKETH. Like, not lying to make me feel better, but actually shocked. I honestly can’t tell with my body anymore how/what I Actually look like/how big I am. I want... | 1.018718 | 3.400091 | 2.313077 | 93.915256 | 85.153846 | 5.517949 | 22.769231 | 6.937598 | 0.628554 | 300 | 11 | 66 | 4 | 9 | 96 | 56 | 78 | 0.037 | 0.747 | 0.216 | 0.9017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 4 | 5 | 10 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 37 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186529 | 0 | 0.234269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | yousucktoes | 2020/01/10 | has anyone ever found a way to “recover” from BED? idek if this is allowed so def take it down if it’s not
i was just wondering if anyone’s ever “recovered” (in quotations bc i feel you cant recover from binge eating but idk) from BED bc oh my god ! i just want to able to eat and then stop eating when i’m full. i wan... | 1.214713 | 3.373742 | 3.642069 | 86.168161 | 82.218391 | 6.625287 | 23.45977 | 7.793538 | 1.346439 | 329 | 12 | 67 | 6 | 9 | 114 | 59 | 87 | 0.112 | 0.72 | 0.168 | 0.7502 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 23 | 11 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 44 | 10 | 0 | 0.179076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.732956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105623 | 0.142142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | llama1122 | 2020/01/10 | My ED doesn't matter cuz I'm overweight A couple friends and family know that I purge. They don't really care. Pretty sure it's cuz I'm huge anyway so it really doesn't matter | -1.454474 | -0.05763 | 1.788816 | 90.697961 | 114.789474 | 5.057895 | 10.013158 | 6.627428 | -0.366063 | 142 | 2 | 29 | 3 | 8 | 50 | 28 | 38 | 0.256 | 0.546 | 0.198 | -0.0933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.400931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.464259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | alethoz | 2020/01/10 | Just got back from the hospital Hey folks. It’s been a minute. I was just discharged from the hospital from non-ED mental health stuff after 7 days and now I’m going to residential for ED stuff. I don’t think I’m coming back on this subreddit. It feels weird coming here even after just a week of inpatient. So good luck... | 1.531555 | 3.934813 | 3.413455 | 86.781727 | 82.9 | 7.636364 | 21.090909 | 8.57599 | 1.5204 | 391 | 12 | 80 | 10 | 11 | 131 | 68 | 100 | 0.018 | 0.855 | 0.127 | 0.8922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 15 | 12 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 53 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128015 | 0 | 0.1633 | 0.185202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110151 | 0.162566 | 0.155014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gk_r | 2020/01/10 | rant lol (possible TW (just to be safe)) i’ve been kinda binging all week.. and idk what to do. i was diagnosed with moderate-severe depression and i had a blood test done and i was weighed then i kinda just let go. i havent been counting.. just kinda glancing taking slight note and not going over 2200. usually staying... | 0.714504 | 3.196071 | 2.396 | 91.585308 | 89.15 | 5.476923 | 19.192308 | 7.010147 | 0.415004 | 777 | 23 | 162 | 12 | 26 | 254 | 126 | 200 | 0.249 | 0.611 | 0.14 | -0.9822 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 14 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 20 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 45 | 40 | 18 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 5 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 6 | 24 | 7 | 15 | 22 | 4 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 100 | 30 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099925 | 0 | 0 | 0.127219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109888 | 0 | 0.174232 | 0 | 0.24321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092164 | 0 | 0.123087 | 0.14505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292491 | 0 | 0.139996 | 0 | 0.146232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361295 | 0.102094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156692 | 0.110411 | 0 | 0.074664 | 0 | 0.162437 | 0.119865 | 0.114297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155271 | 0.146134 | 0 | 0.139636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312004 | 0 | 0.128981 | 0 | 0.095393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152193 | 0.096839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161447 | 0.146694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152322 | 0.114127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157394 | 0 | 0.168583 | 0 | 0.114633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TastingTheSun | 2020/01/10 | Recovery I need to get better. I need to get out of this cycle and have a healthy relationship with food. I idolize food. I give so much power to energy. I think I may try out 12 step | -0.501538 | 1.663878 | 2.580205 | 90.456462 | 91.307692 | 6.196923 | 18.05641 | 7.554174 | 0.564801 | 141 | 4 | 32 | 3 | 5 | 50 | 28 | 39 | 0 | 0.79 | 0.21 | 0.7717 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.660491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285377 | 0.261992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200767 | 0.405015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | melonhead273 | 2020/01/10 | this is what you WANTED!!!! TW: numbers Ahh so my very traditional asian mom has been encouraging me to diet my whole life (even though ive always been a healthy weight) and always told me she thought that for my height (5'6") that I needed to weigh as much as her to be pretty. She is very small and only 5'0".
And I f... | 2.701758 | 4.745068 | 3.924375 | 86.630291 | 76.627119 | 6.684887 | 23.491879 | 7.645422 | 1.075045 | 699 | 22 | 141 | 10 | 16 | 228 | 117 | 177 | 0.049 | 0.777 | 0.174 | 0.9732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 13 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 25 | 15 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 30 | 6 | 17 | 14 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 98 | 41 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10821 | 0.225183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276918 | 0.113037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148229 | 0 | 0.115097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129805 | 0 | 0 | 0.108222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095576 | 0.132214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158477 | 0 | 0 | 0.099471 | 0.100333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183383 | 0.205823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132944 | 0.107424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223295 | 0.239434 | 0 | 0 | 0.494325 | 0.121663 | 0 | 0 | 0.151072 | 0.155603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096123 | 0 | 0 | 0.087137 |
EDAnonymous | swankarma | 2020/01/11 | haha how do you wipe someones memory i just told my bf about my “weight issues” and i already wanna die.
like just kill me, please
i regret telling him already and would like to exist’nt immediately. i wish i could take it all back aaaaaaaaaaaaaa why am i so stupid i literally hate myself what is this.
i didnt really... | 3.029391 | 4.742838 | 4.014914 | 87.799382 | 74.724138 | 7.316092 | 22.428161 | 8.076483 | 0.981885 | 567 | 15 | 120 | 9 | 12 | 183 | 93 | 145 | 0.259 | 0.585 | 0.156 | -0.9634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 28 | 20 | 13 | 4 | 8 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 25 | 8 | 10 | 15 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 78 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132441 | 0 | 0.097852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254391 | 0 | 0.140462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061969 | 0.087555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255836 | 0 | 0 | 0.271184 | 0 | 0.067354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092148 | 0 | 0.214241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234218 | 0 | 0.083209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072288 | 0 | 0 | 0.447726 | 0 | 0 | 0.110589 | 0 | 0.140935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087061 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | O_O--ohboy | 2020/01/11 | Does anyone else feel like their ED is an emotional super power? I feel like my ED gives me an extra reservoir to endure sufferring so I have an ethical obligation to make things comfortable for other people since I can tolerate discomfort. Am I alone in this? | 5.17625 | 7.457937 | 6.298333 | 71.28 | 70.25 | 10.633333 | 28.666667 | 10.686353 | 3.866817 | 210 | 8 | 33 | 7 | 4 | 70 | 39 | 48 | 0.082 | 0.615 | 0.303 | 0.9173 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199118 | 0.291781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237889 | 0.320329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287977 | 0.40688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | EDwannabe | 2020/01/11 | Healthcare with disordered eating Is anyone else here related to the healthcare sector while also having disordered eating like sometimes I feel morally wrong training to be a healthcare professional when I hardly take good care of myself you know? | 13.062 | 13.295057 | 10.795 | 53.29 | 52 | 12 | 45 | 11.208143 | 5.848 | 208 | 10 | 22 | 4 | 2 | 63 | 34 | 40 | 0.07 | 0.747 | 0.182 | 0.607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163011 | 0.238871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.534379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.477104 | 0.194752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254893 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cornycorncorny | 2020/01/11 | Feel guilty bingeing, but I need to gain weight Literally every time I eat, I want to eat everything in sight. I am supposed to gain weight in order to get my menstrual cycle starting back up again, but I want to do it healthily instead of constantly shoveling food in my mouth. My stomach is never satisfied and I never... | 7.01656 | 6.122748 | 7.022722 | 79.116667 | 64.640327 | 10.178632 | 33.757206 | 9.345793 | 2.807761 | 2,928 | 106 | 585 | 45 | 38 | 938 | 282 | 734 | 0.136 | 0.751 | 0.113 | -0.9606 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 50 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 45 | 29 | 2 | 7 | 26 | 0 | 58 | 54 | 18 | 5 | 10 | 111 | 114 | 64 | 0 | 17 | 22 | 1 | 17 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 32 | 33 | 37 | 6 | 16 | 4 | 1 | 13 | 21 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 24 | 95 | 13 | 91 | 79 | 20 | 106 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 17 | 40 | 0 | 7 | 51 | 409 | 127 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.034294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076351 | 0 | 0 | 0.080581 | 0.098925 | 0 | 0.156849 | 0 | 0.036491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190536 | 0 | 0.047872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047106 | 0.082969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.526568 | 0 | 0 | 0.113947 | 0 | 0 | 0.056649 | 0 | 0.036131 | 0 | 0.115623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238516 | 0 | 0.08235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112025 | 0 | 0.097487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047241 | 0 | 0 | 0.136951 | 0 | 0.042339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050817 | 0.057488 | 0.045309 | 0.043016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043851 | 0.03029 | 0.062852 | 0.042981 | 0 | 0.037951 | 0.072023 | 0 | 0.046813 | 0 | 0.038704 | 0 | 0.028625 | 0.043477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043217 | 0.045493 | 0 | 0.050225 | 0.034229 | 0 | 0.189147 | 0.063595 | 0.165373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.029059 | 0.06523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.02973 | 0.037444 | 0.044804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041071 | 0 | 0 | 0.041034 | 0 | 0.04311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.027472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040792 | 0 | 0.085868 | 0 | 0.068345 | 0 | 0 | 0.048446 | 0 | 0.106421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.030353 | 0 | 0.136988 | 0.179263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064486 | 0.034468 | 0.074964 | 0.039482 | 0 | 0.049791 | 0.08547 | 0.027478 | 0.042133 | 0.034045 | 0.100023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087346 | 0 | 0 | 0.044643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126469 | 0.068078 | 0 | 0.208883 | 0 | 0.039754 | 0 | 0.047878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130651 | 0 | 0.060927 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | katnixx369 | 2020/01/11 | Dad asked how much weight I lost This made me feel so good like wow that serotonin was nice haha but the weird thing is I’ve felt bigger than ever lately and I feel as though I look so bloated and big but I guess that’s not the case? This sounds bad but now I have so much more motivation to restrict and lose even more ... | 2.441886 | 3.758066 | 3.013158 | 96.020439 | 75.447368 | 5.592982 | 19.245614 | 5.461319 | -0.488975 | 283 | 5 | 66 | 1 | 6 | 88 | 55 | 76 | 0.211 | 0.591 | 0.198 | -0.4886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 17 | 14 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 8 | 6 | 3 | 10 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 42 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177317 | 0.129456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280531 | 0.192097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214757 | 0 | 0.203905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178122 | 0 | 0 | 0.233945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116711 | 0 | 0.239558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356668 | 0.237583 | 0.231822 | 0 | 0 | 0.200946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141086 | 0 | 0.208648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Scoobyboch | 2020/01/11 | ED brain Do any of you wake up feeling like you gained 40 lbs and so you go and look in a mirror only to find out that you look the exact same as you did the day before? So then you go to weigh yourself and you see that you either only gained a pound, or you have the morning skinny and you have to sit there pissed off ... | 1.597429 | 2.93006 | 2.75042 | 96.971176 | 77.705882 | 4.857143 | 18.02521 | 3.1291 | -0.851655 | 306 | 5 | 72 | 0 | 7 | 98 | 54 | 85 | 0.117 | 0.812 | 0.071 | -0.802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 13 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 13 | 1 | 9 | 12 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 49 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146183 | 0 | 0.204057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242506 | 0.171317 | 0 | 0 | 0.219178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.604128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sadsadmegan | 2020/01/11 | Honestly just a big fuckin vent TW - numbers I've basically accepted I'm in a good old relapse again but honestly Ive been too terrified to get help even when ive been really fucking bad
My other half found a referral form to the local eating disorder service after we'd talked about it and we agreed (bc there is some ... | 3.414052 | 4.954427 | 4.71622 | 83.880196 | 73.351852 | 8.600871 | 26.131808 | 9.168548 | 2.043544 | 848 | 29 | 175 | 19 | 17 | 281 | 146 | 216 | 0.143 | 0.699 | 0.158 | 0.1488 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 21 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 34 | 36 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 3 | 20 | 9 | 17 | 17 | 5 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 11 | 4 | 5 | 11 | 106 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.151561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119424 | 0.129678 | 0.094676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16284 | 0 | 0 | 0.124003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17029 | 0 | 0.287164 | 0.081143 | 0 | 0 | 0.260534 | 0.124216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085355 | 0 | 0 | 0.164451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146959 | 0.103671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148261 | 0.107673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099517 | 0 | 0.246598 | 0 | 0 | 0.147216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128147 | 0 | 0 | 0.124581 | 0.189126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110328 | 0.169808 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shoqer | 2020/01/11 | I have extreme anxiety when I have to cook for myself. But I need to do it so I made a Weekly Meal Planner on Google Sheets. It automatically generates a grocery list for you also. Well, my perfectionist ass made me have the most careful plan ever before doing something.
Here it is: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets... | 3.516954 | 6.694582 | 3.576 | 83.125308 | 83.2 | 5.476923 | 24.192308 | 7.010147 | 1.177954 | 896 | 33 | 155 | 12 | 26 | 274 | 118 | 200 | 0.051 | 0.886 | 0.062 | 0.2698 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 50 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 30 | 27 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 19 | 3 | 27 | 21 | 8 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 109 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177437 | 0 | 0.143914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083123 | 0 | 0.271259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13526 | 0 | 0.45163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255239 | 0 | 0.286098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113019 | 0.17395 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | yeet-the-deed | 2020/01/11 | I‘m ashamed of myself TW: mentions calories, mindset etc. I really just want ro rant
I‘ve been using a calorie tracker for years now, especially back then when my ED was really bad, but I haven‘t documented much lately.
And holy .... I used to actually follow my ED, I ate <1000 a day, but my weight was stable. It ... | 2.717363 | 5.234895 | 4.336807 | 81.272059 | 78.926471 | 7.709244 | 24.420168 | 8.63404 | 2.02967 | 557 | 20 | 103 | 13 | 14 | 186 | 93 | 136 | 0.168 | 0.666 | 0.167 | 0.197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 12 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 19 | 26 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 16 | 3 | 9 | 15 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 67 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247819 | 0.134548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135159 | 0.128881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118459 | 0 | 0.124284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.417528 | 0 | 0 | 0.190093 | 0 | 0 | 0.196229 | 0.144887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103771 |
EDAnonymous | katebishophawkguy | 2020/01/11 | Do you guys get hungry and start craving foods you don't even LIKE? I have a desperate need for peanut butter, my least favorite food. | 4.453462 | 6.1211 | 4.003077 | 89.516923 | 70.923077 | 6.738462 | 24.538462 | 7.168622 | 0.898215 | 107 | 3 | 21 | 1 | 2 | 32 | 24 | 26 | 0.271 | 0.729 | 0 | -0.753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.813961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mcp-92 | 2020/01/11 | Problem: depressed, panic attacks before work, life is unmanageable. Solution: I should do a juice cleanse. That should help. | 5.734474 | 8.916879 | 4.273026 | 72.887434 | 99.526316 | 6.110526 | 36.328947 | 7.168622 | 3.986568 | 100 | 6 | 12 | 2 | 4 | 29 | 18 | 19 | 0.433 | 0.39 | 0.177 | -0.802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.445177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.459124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | JadeStatue5280 | 2020/01/11 | Why Am I Torturing Myself? For the last 2 hours, I've been online looking at menus for all the restaurants I want to eat at, but will never allow myself. I know that if I even allowed myself to go to one of these restaurants, I would cop out at the last minute and order the least caloric thing on the menu instead of th... | 8.281545 | 6.213364 | 8.008182 | 76.832273 | 62.909091 | 10.981818 | 32.909091 | 9.3871 | 2.657764 | 437 | 12 | 88 | 6 | 5 | 140 | 68 | 110 | 0.135 | 0.767 | 0.098 | -0.6496 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 13 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 2 | 16 | 9 | 3 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 66 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116996 | 0.347059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16419 | 0.205605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212942 | 0 | 0.136379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151227 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | carleria | 2020/01/11 | I was doing a smoothie for my breakfast at 5:00PM and spilled a little. The first thing I thought was "that's okay, it only means there are less calories in it" I'm almost 30. I thought this kind of intrusive thoughts would be over by now. | 1.8175 | 4.146604 | 2.1665 | 96.6285 | 81.083333 | 4.673333 | 26.266667 | 5.683918 | 0.569912 | 188 | 8 | 40 | 1 | 5 | 57 | 41 | 48 | 0 | 0.955 | 0.045 | 0.2263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 29 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190216 | 0 | 0 | 0.681911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203391 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | a_vellajo | 2020/01/11 | What’s going on with me? Ok I don’t even know how to explain it but I’ll try my best.
3 years ago my body started changing in such a weird way. Keep in mind, nothing in my diet or exercise or lifestyle changed. One of the changes is that I randomly developed hip dips.
This phase lasted for a year and then went away o... | 2.19568 | 4.528431 | 3.049813 | 90.810137 | 79.674157 | 6.652185 | 24.49563 | 7.793538 | 1.240164 | 706 | 26 | 149 | 12 | 18 | 223 | 109 | 178 | 0.094 | 0.851 | 0.056 | -0.8415 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 11 | 10 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 25 | 24 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 12 | 2 | 18 | 17 | 9 | 44 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 1 | 6 | 23 | 99 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395588 | 0.16188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110466 | 0 | 0 | 0.233844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.556765 | 0.090674 | 0 | 0.113751 | 0 | 0.084043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117395 | 0.069524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093561 | 0 | 0 | 0.057849 | 0.085802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101002 | 0 | 0 | 0.1121 | 0.071328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115546 | 0 | 0.237334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074775 | 0 | 0 | 0.338926 |
EDAnonymous | boo_snug | 2020/01/11 | “But you haven’t even finished your plate!” This statement is so annoying to me! Just because I go out to eat and order something doesn’t mean I have to finish the entire plate. Sometimes I prefer to graze over a few things than eat just one thing. But like ....I don’t feel obligated to eat the entire plate. Maybe I’ll... | 1.646874 | 3.743614 | 2.610454 | 94.497274 | 80.261682 | 5.01077 | 19.536271 | 5.916635 | -0.211526 | 817 | 20 | 177 | 5 | 21 | 258 | 112 | 214 | 0.046 | 0.839 | 0.114 | 0.9336 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 41 | 25 | 18 | 0 | 7 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 17 | 5 | 22 | 23 | 7 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 9 | 8 | 111 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071791 | 0.1052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420238 | 0.08577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053642 | 0 | 0.058351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100321 | 0.102905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092666 | 0 | 0.068535 | 0 | 0.618889 | 0.11184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109343 | 0.069573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395211 | 0.101546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204633 | 0.197365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | basicomplex | 2020/01/11 | I can't tell if I want to recover or keep trying to kill myself in pursuit of liking how I look. Ok, I need to rant. I feel extremely alone in my ED and, tbh, no longer valid in it. About half a year ago I developed an eating disorder without any real effort... I have been agoraphobic for a year already and I was sick ... | 2.817707 | 4.523096 | 4.329334 | 85.356247 | 75.280835 | 7.067949 | 25.449758 | 7.846245 | 1.426272 | 2,043 | 71 | 411 | 30 | 44 | 681 | 249 | 527 | 0.159 | 0.689 | 0.152 | -0.747 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 81 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 27 | 31 | 6 | 2 | 19 | 1 | 44 | 19 | 9 | 10 | 2 | 97 | 99 | 44 | 2 | 11 | 25 | 0 | 15 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 19 | 29 | 8 | 6 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 14 | 12 | 2 | 3 | 18 | 21 | 69 | 19 | 54 | 72 | 7 | 55 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 26 | 2 | 10 | 33 | 273 | 88 | 5 | 0.057615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051072 | 0 | 0 | 0.059672 | 0.06358 | 0 | 0 | 0.187277 | 0.210025 | 0.156721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070243 | 0.063631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062901 | 0.127994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060408 | 0 | 0.06462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037157 | 0 | 0.049624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117909 | 0 | 0 | 0.05103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203923 | 0.246961 | 0.276597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150507 | 0.110539 | 0.065488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170649 | 0 | 0.122484 | 0 | 0 | 0.038618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102422 | 0.063742 | 0 | 0.094991 | 0 | 0.064992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040695 | 0.309625 | 0.057745 | 0.050875 | 0 | 0.193528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038458 | 0.116825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084707 | 0.085442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055283 | 0.13119 | 0.060457 | 0 | 0.078083 | 0.131456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055 | 0.119829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10893 | 0 | 0 | 0.11723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065578 | 0.110729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045818 | 0.057683 | 0 | 0.045912 | 0 | 0.060105 | 0 | 0.059141 | 0 | 0 | 0.057657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203901 | 0 | 0 | 0.048169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043319 | 0 | 0.100716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036917 | 0 | 0.04574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095077 | 0.169914 | 0.045732 | 0 | 0.07016 | 0.103606 | 0.05341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055539 | 0 | 0.167778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210025 | 0.074204 |
EDAnonymous | eardingu | 2020/01/11 | I can't stand living with people anymore, it makes me binge continuously When I lived with my family, I binged. Now that I live with roommates, I binge. The only times I'm okay is when I'm living alone or no one is home. I'm tired of living with people. And it's not even fair to them because I'm a real bitch when I bin... | 2.006939 | 2.605299 | 4.078163 | 90.759694 | 75.530612 | 6.82449 | 20.122449 | 6.86897 | 0.049371 | 342 | 6 | 84 | 3 | 7 | 118 | 57 | 98 | 0.136 | 0.817 | 0.047 | -0.6973 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 2 | 8 | 11 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 53 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112796 | 0 | 0.168801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.742982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228065 | 0.127986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098127 | 0.193416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | usernameblahhhhh | 2020/01/11 | Reddit algorithm keeps recommending plastic surgery subs Brah as if my body dysmorphia wasn’t already bad enough... can you please not :( | 7.834091 | 11.175964 | 5.863636 | 72.615455 | 65.818182 | 9.854545 | 38.272727 | 10.125757 | 4.761927 | 111 | 6 | 16 | 3 | 2 | 32 | 22 | 22 | 0.129 | 0.698 | 0.173 | 0.0531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.44278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.445689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.440443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | vxxrihye | 2020/01/11 | why is it only easy to eat low cal when im trying to eat high cal >:/ I cannot win | -3.847424 | -2.463146 | 0.142727 | 107.100758 | 100.363636 | 2.933333 | 7.333333 | 3.1291 | -2.621594 | 65 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 24 | 18 | 22 | 0.215 | 0.665 | 0.12 | -0.312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.70929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Sp00nful017 | 2020/01/11 | Can we discuss orthorexia? And the prison that it is? Because not only am I obsessed with calories, I am also obsessed with the nutrients in those calories. It’s not just me going 1 calorie over that sparks a binge, but the second I eat one thing considered “bad”, that sparks a binge too. I’ve become scared of fruit. F... | 1.757108 | 3.922799 | 2.636662 | 94.088857 | 80.258278 | 5.880971 | 22.649448 | 7.031649 | 0.608544 | 582 | 19 | 126 | 7 | 15 | 183 | 90 | 151 | 0.188 | 0.714 | 0.098 | -0.9554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 9 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 23 | 16 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 3 | 13 | 15 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 79 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307568 | 0.112275 | 0.203414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205608 | 0 | 0 | 0.187785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.565391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124806 | 0.140078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | carbonmonoxxide | 2020/01/11 | becoming a hermit just wondering if anyone else can
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I haven’t seen one of my closest friends since may of last year, and part of that is due to the fact that whenever we’re together I compare myself to her. she’s involved in cross country and takes it extremely seriously, she’s thin, and toned. I ha... | 5.218 | 4.851928 | 5.900714 | 83.926786 | 68.142857 | 9 | 30.357143 | 8.472885 | 2.023357 | 532 | 18 | 114 | 7 | 8 | 174 | 89 | 140 | 0.082 | 0.791 | 0.128 | 0.7496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 22 | 19 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 21 | 3 | 13 | 15 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 72 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13124 | 0.192315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207293 | 0 | 0.211467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203254 | 0 | 0.260247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141123 | 0 | 0.164053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240534 | 0 | 0 | 0.109446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148983 | 0 | 0.228561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120869 |
EDAnonymous | oldmog | 2020/01/11 | How do you track your progress? I never weigh myself, haven't known my weight since I was pregnant with my son 7 years ago. Since then I've used a dressmaker's measuring tape to keep track and bodycheck. obsessively. | 3.68378 | 6.266146 | 3.373354 | 89.133689 | 75.829268 | 7.026829 | 24.884146 | 8.076483 | 1.440995 | 174 | 6 | 34 | 3 | 4 | 52 | 36 | 41 | 0.039 | 0.884 | 0.077 | 0.34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.602054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.44314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234344 |
EDAnonymous | asdfthrowaway1928 | 2020/01/11 | when a colleague at work calls you out on losing weight too quickly and expresses concern and instead of feeling upset that someone might be catching on, you now feel a sense of anxiety over the fact that if you now stop losing or gain weight, she will know that you’re a fake and now you can never ever stop losing for ... | 15.027324 | 6.719526 | 12.880352 | 65.946162 | 57.732394 | 15.326761 | 48.176056 | 8.841846 | 4.6706 | 282 | 9 | 56 | 2 | 2 | 88 | 50 | 71 | 0.238 | 0.703 | 0.059 | -0.9136 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 44 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.633642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.459805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | prettyweeper | 2020/01/11 | restricting if you restrict do you gain weight? i have restricted for a few months and yet i’m heavy then when i started ! not a lot but, still some? | -0.218 | 2.003407 | 0.91 | 99.225 | 100.333333 | 5.066667 | 19.333333 | 6.742158 | 0.313533 | 116 | 4 | 26 | 2 | 5 | 36 | 26 | 30 | 0.207 | 0.718 | 0.075 | -0.4314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 20 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.400021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354724 | 0 | 0.400227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.610278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Astraydoges | 2020/01/11 | I didn't binge! Day 3 restricting, really wanted to binge, there was no chocolate in the house so i ate normally.
Imma continue restricting now lol | 2.529444 | 5.513022 | 4.523981 | 74.650417 | 89.740741 | 10.107407 | 25.268519 | 9.516145 | 3.937674 | 118 | 5 | 19 | 5 | 4 | 40 | 24 | 27 | 0.077 | 0.663 | 0.26 | 0.644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.61982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.526311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | leavetheredhen4 | 2020/01/11 | Guy friend told me I look like my goal weight TW numbers
Last night I was talking to a friend about dieting/fitness and he kept telling me it would be absurd for me to lose weight and I already look skinny. He was like “you can’t be more than what, 120 lbs?” (I am 5’8” for reference.) I actually hover around 130 but I... | 2.727278 | 4.572087 | 4.038291 | 86.741226 | 75.906475 | 7.223261 | 25.971823 | 8.076483 | 1.498928 | 542 | 20 | 114 | 9 | 12 | 178 | 95 | 139 | 0.123 | 0.761 | 0.116 | -0.4497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 23 | 19 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 16 | 5 | 19 | 8 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 68 | 22 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.391768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161816 | 0 | 0.206778 | 0.123715 | 0.069916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337126 | 0.299421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10321 | 0 | 0 | 0.125581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10756 | 0.116965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.488871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095062 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | babypjnk | 2020/01/11 | scales are liars my scale hasnt moved in months but when i compare bodychecks of my legs they look a lot thinner now. MAKE IT MAKE SENSE. im never weighing myself again bye | 0.057524 | 2.310503 | 0.507857 | 101.81131 | 101 | 2.333333 | 17.261905 | 3.1291 | -1.12681 | 138 | 4 | 29 | 0 | 6 | 41 | 32 | 35 | 0.068 | 0.932 | 0 | -0.296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323493 | 0 | 0 | 0.327506 | 0 | 0 | 0.514283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307484 | 0.409435 | 0 | 0 | 0.29711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | just4foodlol | 2020/01/11 | Extreme hunger I’ve eaten my breakfast (a big bowl of porridge) , two slices of soreen, 6 McNuggets and a fillet-o-fish, but I’m still extremely hungry and I can’t understand why as it is like 3 times the amount I would have normally ate at this point I’m the day. I’m trying to recover from anorexia and I’m wondering i... | 1.468 | 3.583902 | 3.481429 | 87.913571 | 81 | 6.857143 | 24.285714 | 7.957252 | 1.462714 | 266 | 10 | 55 | 5 | 7 | 90 | 54 | 70 | 0.025 | 0.921 | 0.054 | 0.4118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 28 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.581402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201438 | 0 | 0.289831 | 0.308873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210766 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | iamtheplantlady | 2020/01/11 | Lying about lactose intolerance Originally posted in r/confessions-
I was told it’s suitable for here too!
I’ve been lying about being lactose intolerant since I was 16. 4 years later, I don’t plan on stopping. It all started when I developed an eating disorder as a teenager, and I refused to eat meat and dairy (the ... | 3.642013 | 5.00376 | 5.829302 | 76.834839 | 72.488372 | 8.315564 | 30.091234 | 8.841846 | 2.533987 | 674 | 29 | 129 | 13 | 13 | 237 | 105 | 172 | 0.126 | 0.844 | 0.03 | -0.9236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 20 | 17 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 20 | 4 | 16 | 10 | 5 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 87 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125587 | 0 | 0.166118 | 0 | 0.169462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.615635 | 0 | 0 | 0.13322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144053 | 0 | 0.162169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106462 | 0 | 0.120119 | 0.125751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124105 | 0 | 0.11939 | 0 | 0 | 0.135238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09686 |
EDAnonymous | standragula- | 2020/01/11 | i’m really struggling right now and just need someone to talk to. so i’ve been trying to get better since the new year after seeing that my weight is 97 pounds and i still see myself as fat. i know i have a problem and despite wanting to lose more i know i cant. and over the past week i’ve been sick with a cold, so i b... | 0.710901 | 2.118623 | 2.32434 | 98.746025 | 80.37931 | 5.100201 | 18.320794 | 5.352783 | -0.667413 | 1,315 | 26 | 329 | 5 | 33 | 430 | 152 | 377 | 0.147 | 0.733 | 0.12 | -0.9118 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 28 | 25 | 2 | 6 | 17 | 2 | 26 | 24 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 69 | 62 | 38 | 0 | 10 | 22 | 0 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 17 | 20 | 1 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 18 | 43 | 11 | 36 | 47 | 10 | 31 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 11 | 1 | 6 | 25 | 200 | 53 | 0 | 0.069596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143823 | 0 | 0.045968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246329 | 0.298317 | 0.066823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036361 | 0.066763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15572 | 0.075972 | 0.118336 | 0.062813 | 0.065853 | 0.046456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102322 | 0.103209 | 0 | 0.134433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148235 | 0.04716 | 0 | 0 | 0.081656 | 0 | 0 | 0.199312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066594 | 0 | 0.069963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059435 | 0 | 0.055346 | 0 | 0 | 0.110918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071439 | 0.115141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058969 | 0.053578 | 0.068832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111159 | 0 | 0 | 0.145514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068378 | 0.055251 | 0.040582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141753 | 0 | 0.13597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164198 | 0 | 0.111652 | 0.338997 | 0 | 0 | 0.0628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089635 |
EDAnonymous | Snowbae | 2020/01/11 | My job hugely exacerbates my ED I work in audit so jan and feb are busy season which means the hours are wild which causes me enough stress as it is. To add to this, I’m on an away job which means I’m in hotels Monday to Friday for the next month and a half. This means eating in restaurants and getting takeaways EVERY ... | 3.415423 | 4.268544 | 4.240958 | 89.948761 | 72.450704 | 6.806761 | 23.35493 | 6.742158 | 0.537409 | 535 | 13 | 117 | 4 | 10 | 172 | 96 | 142 | 0.139 | 0.766 | 0.095 | -0.8658 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 21 | 18 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 19 | 16 | 6 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 71 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074454 | 0.105195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27226 | 0.076932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147932 | 0.481195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156602 | 0.138184 | 0.144274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156949 | 0 | 0 | 0.337348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hundlort | 2020/01/11 | Told my therapist about my ED Made it clear I didn’t really have any intentions to get better juuuust yet (holding out hope I’m not disordered and in fact, just an Extreme Dieter... which is very unlikely but still) and he gets that. Even made a joke at the end of the session “I would ask you to eat (amount), but I don... | 3.091095 | 4.099711 | 4.136942 | 89.803953 | 73.379562 | 7.815766 | 23.918978 | 8.238736 | 1.102209 | 514 | 14 | 116 | 8 | 10 | 167 | 96 | 137 | 0.032 | 0.81 | 0.158 | 0.9505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 27 | 25 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 15 | 4 | 16 | 16 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 68 | 23 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309637 | 0 | 0.170193 | 0.134007 | 0 | 0 | 0.099933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202827 | 0 | 0 | 0.150276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134483 | 0 | 0 | 0.083151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351343 | 0.100517 | 0.096947 | 0.148652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124839 | 0.178482 | 0 | 0 | 0.184243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10748 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | peachhambang | 2020/01/11 | tw lax abuse i took god knows how many lax and for what? i fucking hate being like this and feeling this bad about myself my bf doesnt know about this account or the fact ive ever even taken lax before and im seeing him in the morning. its 3 am and im regretting ever taking lax it makes me feel like shit and like throw... | 0.117097 | 2.477331 | 1.839557 | 95.125335 | 91.473118 | 4.481376 | 16.579785 | 6.152001 | -0.372054 | 704 | 17 | 151 | 7 | 25 | 229 | 109 | 186 | 0.216 | 0.697 | 0.088 | -0.9876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 14 | 8 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 37 | 34 | 14 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 22 | 6 | 19 | 28 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 11 | 102 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 0.282681 | 0.116411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099603 | 0 | 0 | 0.101508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122076 | 0.139808 | 0 | 0 | 0.244129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246519 | 0 | 0.078791 | 0.215811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180951 | 0.085222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.386565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121983 | 0 | 0.174839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079628 | 0.120942 | 0.119844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127041 | 0.080835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079252 | 0.076437 | 0 | 0 | 0.06956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | twa1238 | 2020/01/11 | Rapid weight gain in a week - what is going on? Help me please, in recovery and panicking TW numbers (weight)
okay I’m actually in recovery and have been doing pretty well lately but I’m freaking out now and would really love some help!!
last week my weight was at 51-52kg. I don’t get on the scale a lot anymore but t... | 1.040097 | 2.882298 | 3.029451 | 92.02562 | 81.028398 | 6.386414 | 18.805792 | 7.459 | 0.297726 | 1,803 | 41 | 410 | 27 | 47 | 607 | 201 | 493 | 0.121 | 0.754 | 0.126 | -0.8357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 48 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 27 | 18 | 6 | 1 | 14 | 1 | 47 | 28 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 72 | 78 | 45 | 1 | 12 | 21 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 24 | 22 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 22 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 24 | 14 | 47 | 10 | 42 | 45 | 10 | 83 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 30 | 4 | 13 | 49 | 255 | 75 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055987 | 0.147446 | 0 | 0 | 0.081565 | 0.044117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076215 | 0 | 0.120841 | 0 | 0.084341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101421 | 0 | 0 | 0.043894 | 0.051207 | 0 | 0.065466 | 0 | 0.08351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137448 | 0.077677 | 0 | 0.05633 | 0 | 0.039636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066436 | 0.052361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108944 | 0.161587 | 0.055904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096847 | 0.149012 | 0 | 0 | 0.041617 | 0 | 0 | 0.126398 | 0.044728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118671 | 0 | 0.036431 | 0.036747 | 0.038222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0544 | 0 | 0.05587 | 0 | 0.050419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084645 | 0 | 0 | 0.049617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055477 | 0 | 0.158468 | 0.197887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.031755 | 0.048691 | 0.039344 | 0.028898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.033647 | 0 | 0.096823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109163 | 0 | 0.058462 | 0.078674 | 0.119258 | 0.724185 | 0.044559 | 0.045941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047773 | 0 | 0 | 0.050329 | 0 | 0.07041 | 0 | 0 | 0.031914 |
EDAnonymous | -ThisIsSecond | 2020/01/11 | I am CONFUSION So the in december I’ve been trying to restrict but kept failing. After a month of weight gain I was like fuck it and are whatever I wanted. I’m talking peanut butter, chocolate, potatoes, bread. All my fear foods. I was 100% sure I was going to reach a new hw, but I weighed myself today and I LOST 4kg??... | -0.424136 | 1.809618 | 1.885019 | 93.0442 | 97.732394 | 4.271959 | 19.130602 | 6.112484 | 0.132792 | 268 | 9 | 55 | 3 | 11 | 90 | 57 | 71 | 0.268 | 0.589 | 0.144 | -0.9067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 33 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327713 | 0 | 0 | 0.250549 | 0 | 0 | 0.154024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255429 | 0 | 0 | 0.217832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256891 | 0 | 0 | 0.184002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159852 | 0 | 0 | 0.330024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rarelycontent | 2020/01/11 | i feel like I don't mind eating unhealthy food if its under my cal limit? Anyone else I noticed when I was at my lowest weight I was eating whatever I wanted but either in portions that kept me under my cal limit or just not very often and I somehow managed to stay smaller than when I try and eat "healthy". does anybod... | 3.695652 | 4.807657 | 5.01229 | 83.706261 | 72.043478 | 6.09971 | 26.843478 | 5.683918 | 1.034969 | 267 | 9 | 50 | 1 | 5 | 89 | 51 | 69 | 0.027 | 0.851 | 0.122 | 0.7362 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 12 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 37 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144514 | 0.211766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.63445 | 0.345306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104503 | 0.147651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170531 | 0.121904 | 0 | 0 | 0.251678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | darklightdiana | 2020/01/11 | Going to therapy for the first time because a bitch finally broke down after her first semester of law school First day of class this semester was this Monday and I walked into my first counseling session in YEARS to get help. I’m going to have to see a psychiatrist, therapist, and a nutritionist to manage my BED becau... | 4.94601 | 5.864773 | 5.775911 | 80.101644 | 68.96633 | 8.364242 | 30.674916 | 8.548687 | 2.377886 | 1,195 | 47 | 223 | 18 | 20 | 392 | 170 | 297 | 0.127 | 0.758 | 0.115 | -0.3854 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 14 | 11 | 2 | 3 | 14 | 1 | 17 | 13 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 34 | 37 | 23 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 14 | 10 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 8 | 30 | 2 | 38 | 30 | 5 | 43 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 26 | 149 | 39 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0.098502 | 0 | 0.121309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155232 | 0.08428 | 0.307658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112682 | 0.10307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104297 | 0 | 0 | 0.091305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153114 | 0 | 0 | 0.110574 | 0.092257 | 0.343436 | 0.122056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105473 | 0 | 0.229465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099946 | 0 | 0 | 0.090422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112121 | 0 | 0.203446 | 0 | 0 | 0.236438 | 0.080569 | 0.107283 | 0.074202 | 0 | 0 | 0.097488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105919 | 0 | 0.068399 | 0.076769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204312 | 0.080436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115626 | 0.105524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115433 | 0.117198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117717 | 0 | 0.191357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17861 | 0 | 0 | 0.245834 | 0 | 0.093572 | 0 | 0.112695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065002 |
EDAnonymous | lirains | 2020/01/11 | relapsing and feeling awful I hate that I've gained weight, I hate that i look different, I hate that I feel invalid for gaining weight or not being sick enough. I still hate myself. I don't deserve to recover or be happy I deserve to starve at and the same time I feel the only way I can be satisfied is if I lose weigh... | 2.141776 | 3.782666 | 3.802241 | 88.689958 | 76.984496 | 6.551374 | 24.130374 | 7.348243 | 0.983552 | 485 | 16 | 103 | 6 | 11 | 162 | 75 | 129 | 0.22 | 0.659 | 0.122 | -0.9319 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 12 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 20 | 24 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 23 | 1 | 10 | 20 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 74 | 30 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143529 | 0 | 0.091747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14787 | 0 | 0.685712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116647 | 0.155402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136476 | 0 | 0.080998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081931 | 0.110258 | 0 | 0.507456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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