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i just need to vent a little i think it s upsetting to be a student who know the answer to your professor s question a student who want to engage in discussion but also a student unable to do so because of this silly little thing called anxiety cowardice even a i ve been told it s been an uphill battle ever since i started highschool my grade have always been decent but they re never a good a they can get because i can t speak up in class i know the answer and when i don t i can make intellectual guess not that i m boasting but it s something that i know would be well within my capability if i weren t so scared all the time whenever i m called on to recite it take everything in me to keep the shakiness out of my voice in the online set up even if the question being asked is a simple how wa your weekend i stutter and shake and sweat a if my life is on the line during face to face class i would visibly shake in front of the class and i ve lost so many point time and time again because of that the embarrassment and humiliation even if no one laugh or pick fun at me outwardly burn so badly i guess it s doubly upsetting because i ve been told that i just have no goal in life and because of that i can t bring myself to prepare for anything then proceed to cry and complain about it when i m unable to answer a question or perform well you deserve it if you re not going to do anything about it is it my fault wa being so anxious that my mind would go blank at every question a choice i do try i don t back out when i have to speak in front of the class i try my best to pretend that i m not terrified out of my wit i ve joined a quiz bee or two even if i could never bring myself to compete further than that and i want to do more i don t want the people who say i m wasting opportunity wasting my life to be right in the end maybe it s hard to believe but it s just so tiring when you see everyone around you breeze by an obstacle that you need to spend hour and day on just to overcome imagine that hyping yourself up to do a thing accomplishing it telling someone about it casually only for them to throw it back in your face because you couldn t do better than that ah what a mess | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
what is this i feel hotter i m sicker than ever | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
smarrison i would ve been the first but i didn t have a gun not really though zac snyder s just a doucheclown | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
awwh babs you look so sad underneith that shop entrance of quot yesterday s musik quot o i like the look of the new transformer movie | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hey guy just kind of a nervous rant here so sorry if it s long i work at a job where it s an open and fun environment with about other people about a month ago i had a yearly review with my bos who actually ended giving me a small promotion i wa super excited and feeling optimistic my team had been performing well and our bos like to reward u with small thing if we hit our number beer on a friday buy pizza for u for a lunch day etc in the heat of the dopamine rush i wa having from the promotion i had the spontaneous idea of doing a roast for our bos in the office after work on a friday we re all fairly close a far a co worker go with each other so at the time i didn t think this seemed like a bad idea he thought it wa a good idea and said that would be fine he agreed to get food beer for it i thought awesome so i announced it at one of our weekly meeting people seemed meh about the idea but it wa on the calendar this thing is getting close and i have so much anxiety about how embarrassing and awkward this is going to be not to mention my bos usually doesn t come into work on friday but agreed to specifically for this event i know of only other guy that have a few joke written but have no clue of anyone else is even willing to participate i wasn t thinking at the time that the majority of people hate public speaking don t want to attempt comedy in front of their co worker and be taking shot at their bos on a friday after work we have fun at work but i m getting the sense that no one is really into this i think it ll end up being me up there speaking for about minute maybe getting an uncomfortable laugh or two and then having this be a gigantic failure going to be really hard to show my face at work if this doesn t pan out if you made it this far thanks for reading just had to vent and get this out there | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t wan na be here anymore i m sick of feeling like this all the time i wan na kill myself tomorrow i might not do it but the thought of doing it are too much now | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
in the last 0 day i lost the love of my life my home my cat my job and my will to live today i got covid so now i cant even look for a new job so i ll lose the new apartment got no friend some family but they dont care i m out of reason to continue help | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
linkedin is being really mongy for me tonight in fact it ha just sat spinning doing nothing a few time recently | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
packing my overnight bag for tomorrow going to the hospital | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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up early ish to study before getting taken to lunch but then i have to come back from lunch and study more | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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for the last year or so i have suffered with extreme tiredness an shortness of breath i ve been to hospital and had every test going and found nothing it also doe not affect my cardio i go to the gym regularly if anything this help it however when i am resting i literally feel like i m about to pas out i then try to breath more and hyperventilate i have control of this now and use an oximeter to reassure myself but it s incredibly tiring feeling like this drinking also help it not a good way to cope i know obviously i m taking all medical precaution but if anyone ha experienced similar it would be reassuring thankyou for taking your time to read this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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they usually make me zzzz but not today | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the note is done written edited signed done the noose is cinched and hung all that s left is for me to decorate the door i stood staring at it for what felt like an eternity today every second had felt like eternity i had writhed in agony watching each minute tick by a if a lifetime had passed i had tried everything i knew and i d been told dunked my face in cold water but my forehead had felt red hot meditated and focused on my breathing but i d retreat back into my head between each breath and be left gasping for air took a scalding bath for a moment i wa in my skin again but then the water and i felt a one i tried to nap a reset wa always in store but i woke up still at death s door i hadn t done it yet though i d never been closer but i still hadn t done it before i hit send before i decorated the door i told myself i d go for one last run to get out of my head i ve been treading water the last week just barely keeping my head up i tried mushroom a few day ago and for the first time in what felt like month could accept myself in fact i discovered i wa stuck in time two month earlier when i d been dumped my heart hadn t moved on but the universe relentlessly had and for hour the mushroom gave me clarity that i needed to move on and even had there wa a moment when time seemed to stop and suddenly i wa vaulted forward to the present over and around the intervening month i wa present again but just a sudden a the revelation had fallen upon me it wa stripped away and the black dog weighed down my chest once more shakily i put on my running clothes i considered my route an old standard roughly mile it d buy me a calculated more minute to think about this decision i cinched my lace i hate these shoe i struck out the door when my foot hit the pavement i realized this wasn t a regular jog i wasn t running to run i wa running to kill myself or not i d find out along the way suddenly the route and distance didn t matter i knew i d be going further than i d thought i started out at a normal pace and began upping my tempo i knew i wa out of shape i knew a single minute mile would be my limit a it had been on several of the past day but today wasn t those day i couldn t feel the exhaustion the pain of my body moment earlier all i could feel wa my body exhausted i wa trapped in my head i could push my body well past it s limit today because i wasn t leaving my heart or my head until my body hurt more around the first mile i started muttering to myself you ve never outrun yourself before but today is the day you beat yourself and i kept running i came upon a long flat stretch a narrow catwalk along the water s edge and i broke into a sprint i wa going to break myself now i pushed until i could feel the burn in my leg my throat and my lung i hadn t pushed myself like this in day week month or maybe even year i d forgotten what it felt like i started feeling light headed this wa to be alive but it couldn t last i ground to a halt and walked finally outside my head again but still thinking finally not drowning in my thought i d realized earlier what it is in those last moment it is quite literally drowning in your thought my brain take over dwelling on my past failure rejection loss and it s a if every iota of my brain power is diverted to these fruitless foray in my hippocampus every drip of processing is diverted suddenly my breathing reflex kick in i haven t been breathing i ve been drowning in my thought and with it a sense of fear and dread adrenaline course through my aorta spreading across my chest and dilating my bronchus fight or flight from my own past pushing myself achieves this same end but what am i running for what am i running toward i don t know and i feel so lost and unbound adrift and asea i thought again if this is your last run you re going out strong and started sprinting again i ran and i ran and i ran i ran through throng of people amidst cherry blossom who didn t know i wa probably running to my death but suddenly i didn t want to die anymore at least not yet not now and i started a new mantra this run saved my life and i realized i could say that every time i ran or biked or hiked or sat with friend or worked on a project or spoke to my mom but to do so i d have to get through those long dark minute of pure and intense pain i d have to learn to hurt myself again running hiking biking but i kept running a fast and a hard a i could i circled back around on my path it wa a lollipop route and i wa completing the candy and i pushed myself until i wa back on the inner leg of it the stem i pushed myself so hard i started vomiting in a homeless camp of all place i d had nothing to eat today and little yesterday i wa subsisting on coffee the bile came up black sour bitter much a the coffee had been going down it seemed a funny parallel and i decided then that i wanted to write about this i wanted to share my story because today i didn t kill myself i might have some part of me wanted to but i ran away and i ll keep running it s tough but i think i found something to run for again i d mostly stopped running age ago but i think this wa the motivation i needed to start again the rest of my life is in shamble and i don t know what i m doing but i can keep running i ll start running with a group i think and each time i ll let them know at the end this run saved my life i ll let them decide what that mean to me and them | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? 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alenakristina oooooh i love it sorry i can t help if you can t find it i probably wont be able to find it because well you know | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i feel hopeless like time is passing by and i m just here useless like nothing i do or say can change a goddamn thing i m tired of feeling this way but a soon a i get close to getting out of this hole something reel me right back in i don t have anyone to share these thought with so here i am i feel stupid for even posting how i feel like i should have someone to spill this to but i don t stupid pathetic worthless it s all that defines how i feel | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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ok so last week on wednesday i had to go to hospital because i got appendicitis then the next day i wa bleeding internally so basically had surgery x i am currently still in hospital and it been about a week exactly today however i started getting very severe anxiety and have reached out to my nurse and everything to take med but they domt seem work i even tried mindfulness youtube breathing yet nothing seems to be working for me my thought pattern is like your not gon na get outta the hospital alive your gon na die shit like that with my thought racing and it been going like this all day and i can t seem to stop it just my thought taking control of me and i feel like shit because of this anxiety like i never had this bad anxiety before also im still stuck in this hospital until im released maybe this week can someone please let me know how to deal with this i feel like i cant take it anymore and it getting to me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
may 9th and september th are the worst day of the year for me and may in coming up so fast i feel the depression kicking in | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
misterrabbitt it influence people more than love kindness or friendship it will cause lover to quarrel people to be unkind and others to throw away friendship it brings about depression envy greed and a whole plethora of immoral and unethical behavior money truly rule all | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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every time i start to be stupid enough to believe that maybe i m not crap or that thing might be ok something bad always happens when i stay depressed and assume the worst and feel bad about myself thing usually remain about the same what is the use of trying | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i woke up feeling fine earlier wa tired drank a lot of coffee and no water get home drink a few sip of water and take a nap woke up with dryish throat this dude wa coughing at work tho not coworker and i wa gon na ask him to cover his damn mouth could he have gotten me sick unless i need more water | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am a male who should be having the time of his life in college meeting new people getting a degree experiencing all that life ha to offer in reality i dont want to be here any more i feel that i am in people life to help them through their stuff and then one they re fix im out of their life i feel like there are maybe people in the world that would miss me if i wasn t here i feel like everything i do on a daily basis is to keep an appearance that i want to live and that i am doing thing for me i have never been this close to just accepting the fact and just not waking up tomorrow i know it might hurt some people that i know but i am dont suffering in silence and i am done with this facade that i have to keep up every single day of my life my life feel like it is on repeat the same thing happen and i dont feel anything besides not wanting to be here i dont feel emotion like others do i can go from laughing like im about to cry to a straight face within second i dont feel sadness i dont feel happiness like others i am in a constant state of numbness i dont want to play this game anymore im done with it there no one i trust that i can share this with and no one in my life truly understands this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
raymondroman oh no how did you manage to send something to the trash can and empty it without noticing i feel for ya | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is awake at a sensible time and is doing alot of coursework bohoo | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s ironic and funny even that when i m feeling so angry and alone and after every professional that i ve seen said there s always people who ll listen to your problem the one time i try to actually reach out to them they never answered | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i can t stand feeling like nobody care anymore it sound weird and desperate but i really just want to love someone and them to love me back | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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my sibling ha been dealing with anxiety and depression for awhile it s definitely been affecting his health alcoholism loss of appetite mood swing however he won t acknowledge that fact that he need to see a medical professional we have tried to talk to him about his drinking and health but doe not care to get checked anybody have tip on how to move forward it s tough to see a sibling deteriorating but i don t want to keep heckling him a it get him more angry and le likely to see someone | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i reaaly miss john mayer s twitter fuck rude people remove him if you don t like his tweet bitchfucks | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
marnieblaze haha nope i guess nothing is original these day | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t have motivation to do anything concerning school or work i m constantly tired despite getting proper amount of sleep i don t have any particular emotion towards anything i ve grown to hate the idea of going out with friend now because of how ugly i feel and low i think about myself i always think about my weight thinking what to eat and when i ve never had thought about sh until a few day ago for the past four month i ve been feeling like i have depression hating my life ha become the new norm for me and i keep waiting for when this feeling will end with no luck | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
literally a im typing this im sat with my friend just feeling sorry for myself i said i would do something with them a i wanted to but when i actually started talking to them i felt like complete shit i havent said a word in about 0 min and it almost like there just this weird dead air 00 they can hear me typing this and know that it just me being quiet and not any other factor i hate myself in the sense that i agreed to do this but i just feel like a dick for not inputting anything they dont even really know that anything is going on because im too afraid to tell them too much so i just have this horrible feeling that they are starting to hate me and want to make me go away so they can actually enjoy themselves i think the worst part is is that i dont even blame them im really just not fun to be around anymore a i dont find anything overly enjoyable anymore i apologise if my punctuation or my spelling or whatever is off i just felt like i really needed to say something | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mutesi lydie ese niba rbc isohora report ivugako murwanda million zabaturage nibura babana na depression cg nikihe gihugu gifite amateka nkayurwanda ahantu ugera urumushitsi ukajyanwa gusura inzibutso nawe ubwawe ukavayo urira nyine utishimye so in some case the report is 00 ok | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just got home from watching michigan state get tromped | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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idolette marissatastic i m so sad about the house episode tonight but bigger amp better thing damn that taub lol | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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in recent week i ve been starting to learn how to live with my anxiety to the point where i very minimally get anxiety anymore anxiety itself happens a couple time a week still but it s nothing i can t handle today i had an amazing day with friend and of course we drank a lot to the point where i wa very drunk at the end which is okay bc i drink more than average i m 9 anyway it wa an unforgettable day and i went to sleep drunk af boom i wake up with the biggest anxiety attack i ve had in month out of nowhere you all understand anxiety attack so hopefully you get it when i say that i wa totally convinced my body woke me up because i wa dying in my sleep or that a heart attack wa nearing now i m calming down on the couch at 0 am watching the office when i just want to sleep what i just want to get off my chest is that i hate that this stupid disorder follows me around in every aspect of my life it s just really depressing there s nothing i can do to make it stop ever it s just depressing that it s always there around the corner waiting for me i wa so proud of myself for learning how to deal with anxiety but now this shit happened to me and i just feel tired about it i honestly wouldn t wish this on my worst enemy i wouldn t wish it on anyone if i had to choose between infinite money or not having to live with anxiety ever again i d choose the latter every fucking time sorry but i just had to vent about this im just tired | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ninjen i m sure you re right i need to start working out with you and the nikster or jared at least | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
would really love to go on holiday but it not gon na happen | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
today i felt like doing something about this so i decided to make an account and come here ive been suicidal for like a year now and i cant fucking bear it ive almost killed myself quite alot but apparently i have a habit of pussying out of everything i dont know if im dealing with depression or if life is just giving me shit but im finally going to try to get help i also might just stop using this account all together i dont really know what people say here and i dont know what to say myself and thinking about it i dont even know why im doing this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m very glad britney isn t crazy anymore that wa one hell of a show now i m sad that it s over next up ap at cook county | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
stats feed there is russia all my frends in depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
morning tweetpeeps i didn t get to bed until am yesterday wa on msn to alex until and then wanted to play dead space before bed | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ha anyone used seroquel at night for sleep and vrylar or palipidone in the morning my son need seroqual due to insomnia anxiety racing thought but we also need something throughout the day to keep his mood stable we have a call with his doctor this week but just wondering what others have done | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
last night my girlfriend 0f of two and a half year told me 0m that my depression symptom have been taking a toll on her she told me that she see my progress and my growth but this is in summary a she talk around her meaning it s not enough it s exhausting her and making her feel poorly my exhaustion and lack of self and confidence and inner love so i had to apologize to her last night and i m trying to show that i m growing but i feel so fucking hopeless right now and it s only been getting worse i joined this community because i m sure i won t actually do it but i need something to remind me and something to feel le alone because holy fuck am i alone i feel devoid of love and worth and i m struggling to find way to place it on myself i can t validate it if it s for me and i can only form a half life of happiness if i use someone else a the foundation so that s superficial i m really trying to keep going but it s so hard it s exhausting i just want to sleep all the time there s so much more in regard to our relationship i ve been trying to support her and make amends for who i wa when we first met i brought my trauma into it and lashed out at her in way of gaslighting infidelity and emotional neglect she didn t have any trigger for me to lash out at her i just thought she wanted to use me for self satisfaction but i m told that s love now i m confused there are two side of my mind one an optimist and a lover the other a cynic and a narcissist i want to purge my brain of these thing i m sorry this is so scattered i ll try to speak more coherently later brain no work | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i hate my living situation and i have no way out of it i m stuck and i cry almost everyday everyone in my home make me feel pointless and unwanted i wish i could control how sensitive i am about it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
finally got my med so hopefully i climb out of the depression slump still a bit rough for now though so i ll take this photo a a future benchmark http t co ytl xwedd | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am still suffering from a headache which ha been with me since yesterday afternoon feel like my head is in a vice not pleasant | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
yep at the age of le than i m already considering suicide i ve been depressed for about a year or two already and i ve thought about km but it wa always just that a thought until about a month ago maybe two month i thought about my life seriously and i realised there were extremely few thing that made me happy happy enough to keep me alive that is i decided that it might just be better without me in the equation i ve been obsessing over it and i just don t know why i have a good few reason to do it but i don t know why i keep thinking about it all the time i don t even know why i m telling y all this but i just am | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dr black yes i wa invited but will be in san francisco very sorry to miss it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
rebeccamayne that doe sound boring a hell becs | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is tireddddddd want to sleep but i have an assignment to finish and an exam tomorrow to study for | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jonathanrknight i hate the limited letter too hope you and the guy are fine i pray for my dog she s not well | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
last day in my nice little office dont wan na move | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
twxtd jordan i wish i could i have to keep my door open for other people that may need me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
andy cyrus im still awake too lol cant sleep glad your up tho | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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amidst the conflict among ukraine and russia in a contention and testing climate when there wa a ton of disturbance doubt disarray and depression in the security exchange subscriberuchisoyafpo | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hello my life is a rollycoster 0 year ago i married a wonderful man he wa everything to me im from spain and i met him in a navy base he wa a usmarine we had a baby girl in 00 and moved to camp pendleton i wa so happy in our house with our baby well one day told me that he wa going to irak so i wa so sad scared depressed and proud i spent all the time cry waiting for his letter and thanks god he came back home safe but he wa not mu husband anymore he wa a different man stress anger yelling all the time i spent 0 year trying to help him but even the cop came home and the cop told him that he had a wonderful wife and he wa going to lose me and that wa when my dad died i took my kid back to spain and a new life well year after that a met a man he wa olfer than me but i feel in love and now im stuck my now husband for year treat really bad my kid and me not phisically but mentally he is just i had a breast cancer year ago my exhusband wa there for me still have a good relation with him he is my best friend and now with depression sad anxiety and feel just love for my kid and i cant leave because it will look bad in my family and because finantially a cant go anywhere so i think i wont be happy and live this live well sorry i need to get this out of my heart i think with time i will be stronger because after the cancer treatment im just so tired depressed fatigue | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i wish he would delete her and not talk to her anymore i have nightmare about her every day for month but now they ve gotten worse i wake up time each night and after am i can t fall back asleep i wake up cry feeling paranoid depressed and betrayed what doe she have that make her so important that it s worth hurting your girlfriend over to this severity it s not like i don t want him to talk to anyone but me recently i saw him hang out with a large group of people and i felt so happy inside i know being in a group and having people around him make him happy i could ve joined but didn t i wanted this to be his moment i want him to have lot of friend i m just not comfortable with him having a close friendship with this girl who ha an obsessive crush on him all while trying to keep it hidden and secret but i see it everywhere we ve already talked about it and he know how it destroys me seeing he hang out with her instead of me he ha deleted her before but a few month later added her again and now they hang out again it s ruining me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
almostcool i m off now | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
therapy meditation working out changed my diet spirituality religion medication what else is there | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mycaricature the only bit that got me really wa when he said babs wa a bad mum i m sure that hurt her even though she s laughing | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this is kind of a weird question this week ha been kind of low and slow life turned into a little more greyscale and i can feel an imminent depressive episode coming to say hey but i don t wan na do that right now i need to be focused right now on school for the near future and it s absolutely the worst time to sulk in my bed every day i know this is a fruitless attempt anyways but how do i block this episode out before my mind shuts down how do i recharge my battery before it even run out fuck you depression fuck you | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s so hard getting out of bed going to work and pretending you don t have a million thing on your mind it s so hard having a conversation with a coworker pretending that you re okay it s so hard smiling at the customer while you wonder if they can tell you re not really smiling it s so hard to put on a mask everyday so you don t hear are you okay i don t want people to ask me if i m okay because i m not even sure how to answer | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i have depression and anxiety for maybe 0 month and month i opened about it to my mom got a therapist and pysologist whatever at starting i wa like everything is gon na be good but it s not i realized ii dont wan na take the high dosage antidepressant and the therapist ain t for me and during all this i had my final for class 9 freshman of highschool i did not study and bit and just wa escaping the reality by playing game all day and avoiding my life and everything so i got my result and i passed all subject but did not pas science so i have to give retest it on and today is and i have been ignoring everything myself my problem my family and just talking to some people i made friend all day to avoid my life i can not avoid it anymore i dont wan na play my life on repeat everyday i also wan na redo the 9th grade but everyone think im dumb to waste a year but i really think i am not ready for the next year cuz of learning nothin this year and i just can not do it i think if i redo 9th grade it s a second chance im giving to meto make thing better slow and without taking hell lotta stress i used to be the perfect child i wish i never got depression it s ruining me and my mom s problem are increasing too i wan na study but i can not i just dont know why i feel so numb anyone got any advice plz | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
well i am rn haven t really achieved anything big in my life so far i honestly feel like shit while typing this i have never made such post ever and honestly i am tryna express myself so i make some friend or have a good conversation a i said i am i have been visiting a therapist and i have mdd major depressive disorder medication are helping though by i need to improve we don t have financial problem i really need to start making money for my own i guess i have seen a lot of people online that are doing much better than me and have achieved a lot and i am not even close to them well if anyone want to talk or want to discus something you can do it here or my dm | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
kristensaywhaa he is an as hm did you watch the first episodeee i freakin missed it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
minjy take care ye mungkin you boleh sembang sembang dengan kawan rapat you and luahkan apa di hati or do something that can give you satisfaction like house chore or running to get out from the depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
duchess rebecca man intervention is soo sad | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
back at work john muir dr http loopt u koqabg | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mtsiaklides aw i wish i could i can t really speak to my yia yia because she doesn t speak english | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi all i ve recently gotten out of a pretty long depressive episode i ve cleaned my room and done my laundry my biggest issue is now the dish i ve acquired quite a few dish in my room and today a few of my roommate noticed that some thing have been gone a while how do i put them back without them really noticing that it s back all at once and saving me from their anger and even more embarrassment | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i shower and wash my hair naturally curly so it s a whole routine do my skin care routine and feel good for a day or two then i just don t even want to do it again i stop washing my hair for a week or two i completely stop taking care of my skin i fall off my routine until i get that motivation back to do it again i m getting so tired of this i miss how soft and fluffy my hair feel after washing it i miss how clean and soft my face feel after exfoliating moisturizing i wish i could do this everyday but i just fall off i get so depressed and watch my hair and skin turn into exactly how i feel for the past few day now i haven t even been able to get out of bed i lay there wanting to do thing but i just don t get up it feel like there s so much weight on top of me just holding me down the only one good thing i did yesterday wa getting up to wash the dish i like celebrating the smaller thing but i m kinda getting tired of that i wish i didn t have to i wish i wa functioning like everyone else i wish living didn t feel like such a chore i seriously wish i could give my life to someone who want to live this out anyone else probably would ve made better choice to get out of my situation and much earlier too i feel so useless if anyone s got tip for the getting back into routine thing please throw anything you ve got at me thank you for reading | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
laurenbavin hey you didn t tell me you had one of those jealous | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hello all i am sorry i have to make a post for this i am just new to therapy and medication my therapist prescribed me lexapro and told me if that didn t workout or it made me too sick or lightheaded she would switch me to zoloft what is the difference all i can find is horror story on lexapro or people acting like it s a miracle drug i find the same on zoloft i also am in a career field that requires intensive concentration during period of time firefighter paramedic and i have heard lexapro make it hard to focus or concentrate thought comment concern story all appreciated i just need insight | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so for awhile now i ve tried multiple time to hang myself and also tried to slit my wrist but all my suicide attempt have failed and im trying to find happiness in life and find a reason to live but everday i just wan na end all my suffering anyways here s why i feel suicidal so basically my mom and dad are abusive and make me feel like shit and then my brother and sister don t understand what im going through so they make it worse and my parent threated me if i call cps or anyone about what happens at the house i would get whooped till i got red mark and alot of bad thing somebody please help me before i take my life | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m planning on moving out of my father s house for the first time in my life my entire life i have gotten anxiety when i would stay away overnight somewhere other then my own home i used to not even be able to do sleepover but i ve improved a lot since then and even took a five day vacation to visit a friend last year and only felt bad the first day i know moving out will be good for me too however when i think about moving out my thought immediately go to how many panic attack i might get for a while after i move out and i m honestly terrified doe anyone have any advice that could help with this i can t live at home forever lol | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
maria0 0 9 depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
kal penn you were my favorite you did an excellent job | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normally i use my note app but this wa the first time i had written pen and paper somehow it feel good it s the final chapter of my life i hope people in my life understand i had to do this for myself the pain is too much for one to handle everyday | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi i hope you re alright erm i dont have anyone to talk to about my problem so that is what mainly lead me here i have been experiencing a very confusing and frustrating situation the past year well technically year i m 0 yr old so through hundred of small bit of information and realisation from family member teacher friend colleague and self reflection i have realised that i have some sort of mental disability my parent and family have tried to hide it from me my whole life but since about year old i have always known i wa different to other people but i just assumed it wa my personality i have suffered from anxiety my whole life and severe anxiety and depression since year old which no one know about not even my parent i have always wondered to myself why i wa so different to other people but i guess i never really thought that deep into it untill recently i went through an awful lot at the age i wa suicidal i used to self harm bad ptsd i d say i went crazy i wa just lost and confused so i guess you could say i experienced a life time in year so i defintely learnt alot and i came out a completley changed person for the best not worst which i am only seeing now i learnt to appreciate life family friend mental health and relationship while you have them i have always struggled to make friend i have been bullied on and off in school and i struggle to keep my existing friendship i struggle to talk to people i also had to go to speech therapy session and haven hand writing session outside of school everyone say im quiet which i am but i wish i wasn t i have so much i want to say and express i just really struggle doing it so so i dont get embarrassed i tend not to talk too much the past year i have realised that i have some sort of mental disability which ha been quite alot for me to take on especially on my own through alot of small thing like when my college teacher refused to tick the box on a form which stated i had no learning difficulty for 9 month staright well dom how about this let leave the box unticked for now and if at a later date you decide to open up about it we will tick it making feel like a fucking mental patient so i told my cousin about this and his response wa wait your parent haven t told you so i left his house immeditetly started driving home and broke down cry i eventually got the gut to ask my parent but their answer wa we got you tested when you were a kid but the doctor said it wa unconclusive then i told my friend about all of this and they all agreed that they think i have a disability s like aspergers autism adhd ocd which shocked me even more so then i started looking back through my life and alot started to fall together and make sense which wa extremely emotional for me then i found out that my uncle and cousin on my dad side have aspergers and that auntie amp cousin have aspergers and auntie ha dylexia on my mum side my mum and dad definitly have something too but no one will tell me this then made me realise that i am an extreme cocktail of this i have struggled my whole life but assumed it wa just me but the thing is i still dont know what i have and it making go crazy my family are hiding it from me i think i have aspergers but then again it could be adhd dylslexia something else autism i dont fucking know and i have no support off anyone i have no one to talk to and im going insane ive been feeling so lonely for year i really need a councincillor im ashamed and afraid to tell my parent about my depression anxiety and everything because i dont want them to start worrying about me it also alot for me to admit it not that easy for me i dont want my whole family knowing too so everything is locked up inside me then it come out in weekly or monthly burst where i just break down i am writing this at that time what would you recommend i do about this do you have any advice i would really appreciate it i would appreciate talking to anyone who want to share thing too thanks | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
argh driving into london today made a wrong turn at king x stuck in an extra 0 minute of logjam traffic | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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