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someone keep me up im at work | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
whoa im super hungry life cereal w granola amp raspberry is calling my name | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
people go into depression due to these reason in relationship http t co 9 usxvnja | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
doing the usual with breakie in starbucks before heading out for the morning with camera but weather looking shite at this stage | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i think my tweetdeck is failing me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jonnyfx no article on the fact his home wa robbed while he wa at the game and his kid where at home or about his battle with depression nope let twist his one quote about not winning trohpies to drive more hatred journalism these day if you could call it that sickens me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
really i m tired i tried pill choking myself with a belt hanging carbon monoxide and i can t buy a fucking gun because of the fucking country i live in so tired of this shit so tired of being loveless and before you start with you must be an incel no i don t blame woman for not liking me i blame my fucking gene and i blame my shyness and how my stupidity ha fuck thing up i m tired but i can t fucking seem to die | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
found my sana and ha realized that just like a white girl i eat my problem | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i tried to tell my boyfriend another family member and a few different friend how much i ve been struggling and have been completely ignored i can guarantee if it all got too much for me they d all be the first to ask why didn t she tell u | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t know what i m supposed to do anymore i can t even remember what it s like to be normal it s felt like i ve been in hell i need it to end now | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i get into argument with my mum almost everyday and the reason is because of me i don t intend to start a fight but i always some how manage to my mum ha no tolerance for stress and that s why she is so sensitive to argument because she ha been through a lot from me and my dad i hate to admit but i don t like to be around my family my younger sister doesn t even like to live in the same house a me because of my toxic behaviour and inability to communicate properly i never wanted to hurt anyone but now i ve become a thorn hurting more and more and i have seen my decline over time with how much more severe thing have been in home my mum ha been damaged so much by stress that she is forced to stay in bed for the rest of the day if an argument unfolds and it wont be long until she ha a heart attack from stress unless something change when i go out with friend s once a month or so i m quiet and there is never any trouble caused and i m able to have a break from reality for a few hour until i go home and face stress again home drive me insane and i hate it because i m around people i can t get along with but i never wanted it to be this way but i made it like this my only peace is when im asleep alone or outside with mate and thats not enough to keep me going over the past year i have changed so much and i don t know what to do anymore i have become emotionless and hollow building up all my pain and sadness inside and not showing anyone except some friend but only the tip of the iceberg i never wanted to be the bad guy but i end up being one because of a mistake i make i myself can t handle stress either so i might not even finish school yet reach college it doesn t help either that i don t want to go to college so my mum will kick me out of the house to go live with my dad who ha been severely affected mentally by drug and is deranged my mum say i m exactly like my dad and he is a horrible person i don t know what there is to live for in life i m hurting everyone around me and who know how long it will be till my friend cut me from their life depression is horrible and i will never wish it upon anyone because it is like a wound that re open deeper and deeper everytime it close to being healed i hate life and hate myself i don t enjoy anything and hate school so where will i end up if i survive school i don t know and it scare me because time is ticking faster than i want it to i am going to commit suicide in the end whenever that time arrives i have sealed my faith and can t undo my bad the tunnel is getting darker for me and worse is to come i waited long enough for a sign to keep going but i never received one i m a burden on my family and a selfish soul that doe not deserve to exist only i can save myself but i gave up a long time ago how do i even find a reason at the lowest point in my life if anyone read this thanks for taking a moment out of your day to hear my pain | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
zaibatsu me i m up | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
viennateng why didn t you tweet that you are in germany heard about the concert in marburg in the radio hour before it started | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi i m a 0 year old boy from italy and recently i ve discovered that i suffer from depression i have a bad job which doesn t pay me a lot my girlfriend broke up with me for no whatever reason and every single day i cry and wish for my death i m trying to stay lucid but i have prepared a bag full of pill around 0 of them in case thing still go wrong i m trying to go forward with everything but i m tired of being a good person and treated like shit yesterday i wrote to another girl you know just for company haven t got a message since then still waiting if thing go wrong i m gon na pull the trigger on my life and go finally away | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
two nfts worth 0k now worth 00 i m slowing sliding into depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gemma brett i made a film with teenage woman who cared for their mum cold house dark room the love shown the tear shed the weight of responsibility the frustration at missed opportunity the depression the anti depressant castaway in their own life the youngest wa | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hello everyone i just want to share a quick post with you all anxiety is such a disabling state to be in it crushed my life for some time causing a series of tragedy in my life i wa able to cure myself completely of all anxiety forever because i did it i know all can do it it take mental sacrifice and self discipline first i found that anxiety is closely related to thought thought of the past and thought of the future i sat in silence for a long time watching the thought the emotion that came with it until i realized that thought do one thing they take you out of reality reality is now now in this very moment a thought carry a tag with it a tag of past or future something will not go right in the future for you something terrible may happen how do i avoid this impending disaster what will i do i found that when these thought occurred nothing terrible wa actually happening to me we are only imagining something terrible happening it is almost like daydreaming it is not real further it go against reality the future is not here only now is here whatever now is for you maybe this laptop a screen a wall an iphone in a car that s where you really are bring yourself to the present moment where you are always real true and safe similarly with the past it doesn t exist now i know you will say it doe but when you think of anything in the past you are imagining it now remembering is imagining it is a thought if you don t believe me go in the mirror look at yourself and tell me if you have any past hanging off of you do you see it anywhere do you see the future anywhere or do you just see yourself now a you are safe in the mirror thought are not you they are seen by you and you have the power to simply ignore it if it suck you in become conscious of the now where you can bring yourself back to safety lastly i found out the greatest truth in the universe through spiritual contemplation meditation stillness and surrender i found that this world and my body are not who i am that i am the light that shine on all experience the light that illuminates thought and even illuminates my body my identity shifted behind me to the great mystery of life i now know that whatever happens is not under my control in life i am just the light and this light embrace and becomes everything in the universe aye the universe is contained in this light and we are it therefore whatever may happen to my body to my illusory identity it totally fine because i have always been here and will always be here so will you because it is all one thing you can not be told this or learn it you just have to find yourself or rather lose yourself your identity your belief it is a process of humility humbleness internal poverty and surrender become nothing and you will find that you are everything that ever is wa or shall be you are all safe everywhere blessing and love for you all | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
chabi prsk tu l a fais tomb en d pression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ckngdead here come the depression tweet | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
such a tough game to watch tonight for state finally going to bed after also staying up to watch the season premiere of the hill | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sore throat please god don t make me sick sleep time night all x | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i doubt theyd care but at the same time i dont wan na die alone he s the only person i have in my life and our friendship is most likely going to end once he move away but it s going to leave me in shamble i m probably going to attempt soon after he leaf but thats the thing i dont wan na die completely alone yes i still feel a if i have nobody by my side even though we re pretty close but regardless of that i just want to die knowing at least one person will give somewhat of a fuck about me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
paulriggall me too why am i not going to glasto stupid girl crosby still amp nash are playing too | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mileycyrus where did you find that quote no don t answer better sleep xoxo from germany where it s already morning | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
getting ill and very fed up with how thing have turned out | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hey guy im gon na be honest here im a year old stoner with a lot of mental health issue i havent ever really had anyone i felt comfortable or safe opening up to and i know it can be the same for a lot of other men of all age i wanted to create a subreddit of some sort a a safe place to vent give and seek advice for domestic or any other reason a men mental health problem seems to be kinda looked over i m looking for advice on how to grow that kind of community i haven t had a safe place like that for me and i dont want men to have the same problem or feel the same way i would eventually like to grow this in to a full fledged non profit organisation kindest regard safewithus | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hate myself this probably sound cringey but i do i hate myself my friend call me fat a a joke and id like to take it a a joke but i can t i can t i can t i can t i feel like they hate me i have no evidence they do but i hate myself i m worthless i can t even describe myself without wanting to kill my self all my friend are either small and skinny or lanky i m chubby but they make me feel awful they joke about me behind my back i have a true friend well i hope he s true that tell me this even though i ask him to do it i don t want after each joke i hear i want to die i can t tell anyone that would rope them into my mess and i m probably the least suspecting person to think this because i ve been faking a smile for year since i wa 0 at 0 year old i wanted to die hate myself i don t know who to blame but me i m useless i had a failed suicide attempt at age at fucking i tried to slit my own wrist i m only here because i love my parent and my dog but a soon a they die i have nothing but my own thought which i feel like are against me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m a ci straight white guy with a good education and a decent job yet still i can t stop this incredibly self hatred i can t stop feeling so pathetic and desperate and worthless i should be so grateful for all the luck i ve been given but not doing so only fuel my self hatred even more i don t know if this is relatable and i don t know if this is just further compounding how shitty it is of me to be fortunate and still hate myself | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ollyog well not far from the station by the look of it just head there i m actually jealous would love to be in belgium right now | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
doe anyone else feel helpless every day i just feel like i am passing time from one shitty situation to the next what is the point i am a m father or two with two kid early teen and college age and married to my best friend career marriage etc i can t stand my job it s not the company rather the job itself i am an account manager in the pharmaceutical industry which translates to constantly apologizing for other worker s fuck ups and dealing with burnt out frustrated pharmacist all the time i never cause the problem but i am treated a such and shit get taken out on me there is absolutely no joy in this position and it suck whatever remaining happiness i have i am looking for another job i have mental health issue gad depression ptsd etc which do not help i never know how i am going to react behave or feel each day sadly no matter how i try to hide it my family always know i am seeing a therapist which help at the time but the effect always wear off in a day or two i want nothing more than for my kid and wife to be happy and content with their life i am sure that hard to do with me around following them like a storm cloud or eeyore i had a classmate i grew up with she wa awesome beautiful inside and out the type of person who make the world better just by existing she recently had a freak medical condition that caused her to have a massive stroke and pas away positive humble great mother wife she didn t deserve it no one doe i suppose in any case i wish i could have taken one for the team and taken her place she wanted to be here i don t anymore it s not fair i very rarely find joy in anything anymore kid wife family excluded i should be and want to be okay not happy or content it s just not there sorry just venting thank you for listening | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
heartbroken over little sandra prayer are with the family | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so ive came to the conclusion that i actually have anxiety and imsonia have all the sympthons for anxiety and i cant sleep for shit im can be dead tired and i go lay down and 0 min later im still up ive spent plenty of night up for hour trying to sleep ive had a few night where im asleep but i feel half awake ill be sleep but i feel like im still awake ive been avoiding seeing a doctor because my family is pretty judgemental but i really feel like i need sometype of help it getting in the way of my life i cant sleep the lack of sleep ha me weak it making my work life hell because im fatigue then my anxiety always me over thinking and feelomg weird in when im in social setting | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve lost over at least job because of my mental illness maybe i should just focus on counseling and my medication for now and stop pushing myself to take job that i m clearly not ready for i m 9 year old and i can t even keep a job i feel like a complete waste of time and energy please someone tell me that it s gon na be ok and that i m doing the right thing should i just quit or should i keep fighting for the job i dunno | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
babdhlamini she s looking for cheap therapy talking about depression and all like this singular act won t push her down that path faster | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just got reduced to tear by jeremy kyle off to the doctor now i hate the doctor it so scary arghhhh | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t have access to a gun and after attempting and going unconscious i don t think i could go through the pain and fear of hanging again i want to overdose with something like fentanyl i guess the only thing i m scared of is getting arrested because of it is there a possession with intent to overdose law do you think i d be charged for more information yo minor perfectly clean record except legal hold for suicide never touched any kind of drug including alcohol legally mentally disabled have a 0 for depression and anxiety | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
no picnic my phone smell like citrus | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depression your mom taking your sneaker it s well | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jeffree star jeffree how do you keep your hair one color my permanent dye fade within the week | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
to be fair i don t have access to much of my family s history past my parent so i don t know if there s a possibility that someone in my family tree had anxiety but when i wa younger i remember taking online test about anxiety because i couldn t see a therapist then worrying about the result did i somehow create my anxiety by self diagnosis then spin it into the real thing | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
through out the day i keep telling myself okay tomorrow you need wake up and do these thing so i have to go to sleep early job search and practice permit test to get the license but every night once it reach 9 0 i find myself unhappy in my bed ruminating about how i messed up in life and how worthless i am that no one want to hire me i wonder is it even worth it i then end up sleeping till like or am i ve applied to food le and such and have gotten either no call or few place rejecting me i stay up in bed trying to find something that ll distract me or pacify me to sleep and even when i do go to sleep early i dread waking up i just wish i could sleep forever | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wan na come with them to bohol | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
need for daily alcohol dosage in order to do so this atrocious but free mental health clinic make it a little difficult but it s still a hell of a lot better than nothing it s not just a lack of med though i ve heard quite a few people say that depression come from | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i got into fasting couple of year ago and trained myself to go long without food i did month of just coffee and water last year im not joking i didnt die because i wa very overweight i lost a lot of weight and gained some back doe to depression eating this time iam going to push myself till i collapse i know i can dont ask me why it unfixable thats about it hope that yall are better | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this isn t getting better and i don t want to be here anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am not happy that i am still not better i have tried everything from working out meditating cutting off toxic people exercise being open and expressing myself truly i only noticed that it s getting worst and i have realized for the past few month that i am having bad side effect from my meditation and my doctor didn t even wanted to let me cut of meditation and even lower my dosage but thank goodness he lowered it cause i wa pissed he is also the one that outed me to my father and my aunt his sister then to my mom that i wa gay and he is my nd doctor btw cause my first one wa also dumb and didn t understand my problem i am so tired of this feeling you know a feeling that you don t wan na do stuff but just lay down and wan na cry also a feeling that you don t wan na do stuff or even eat this feeling ha been with me since 0 9 now and even though i tried to be better it just becomes worst and complicated i am running out of idea on becoming better atp thank you for reading this keep safe and take care | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dkoenigs thanks man i m so very grateful i feel unworthy of such attention though because i m in this because of myself | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
lauraechilds fine i wont make it up to you check your dm | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m year old and i never had a job only an internship a girlfriend and even a close friend for a long time the only thing i did wa finishing college and everything that i did after that wa to stay at home trying to find a job and failing at it i want to get over and be sucessful in my life but why doe it matter if i m already a total loser any normal person would look at an year old man that never had a job or girlfriend and say he s a loser even people from my family said that in another word sometimes i try to study programming other time i try to study thing in general but i know that i will fail and the people that hurt me will always be more sucessful than me so why i should even try | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
completely wiped and reloaded the 900 lost all bbm contact going to bed sad | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been plagued with mental illness for almost half my life i ve done and tried everything i can up to this point to recover but it s a losing battle that i m tired of i ve missed out on so much in my life because of my mental health being so shit and honestly i don t ever see it getting any better i figure year or sooner is long enough for me to decide whether or not to go through with my plan of killing myself no one i know personally know about my plan not my family not the few friend i have not even my therapist i don t plan on telling them because i don t want to be stopped maybe they ll hate me for it or maybe they won t odds are they ll never hate me a much a i hate myself this post is gon na get buried under everything else so might a well be talking to myself if you did read this though thanks for reading | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
onemoreproject that is lame | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mizzzidc how can a pair of nike spiral you back to depression if this is the case your family house is not the problem you are the problem and you need to fix it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
something s wrong i keep getting some error graphic instead of the music player when i go to a musician s myspace page now | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am bored nothing to do | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
goodbye discord friend you were the only one to show me kindness even if it did end up being fake goodbye dad i m sorry you weren t here to see me in my final moment goodbye xchara you might been fake but you were someone who wa never rude to me goodbye self harm this is a bit of a stretch but you kept me alive for so long and i m thankful writing this down there s not much it s sad it s embarrassing but i ve said my goodbye there s nothing left now i ll hopefully be dead in a couple of hour goodbye anyone reading this i hope i don t come back | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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trauma is real depression is real don t underestimate them but also don t underestimate the power of allah to treat them anti depressant don t do anything compared to what god can do | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just found that if i use window to browse twitter com the firewall software will automatically turn off and the pc hang | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s coming back i m sinking again i can t do anything in life i have superior study yet i can not get a job i have friend and a girlfriend but i still feel lonely because they are busy and i have nothing to do i m all alone with my thought and i ve been for too long it s all coming back again i even feel suicidal again they promised u a happy life if we put enough effort where the fuck is my happy life my job my own house the joy fuck them all i wan na burn the fucking world down and then end myself | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nathnaelb i would love to be ill next week dude but no pay | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dadi iyal and you ll get familiar with twitter pretty soon i m not coming back this summer so that mean i dont even see you then | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just burnt my finger on a hot cup of tea ouch | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
too much traffic on the a can t wait till all 0 lane are ready 0 0 | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m 0 about to spend most of my life try to meet s end got out of high school and did one semester of college feel like a burden to those around me i alway felt depressed always putting on a happy mask so i would have to make those around me worry went to the army for month thought it might change the first wa fun and happy but last wa hell felt depressed again got came home a try to start over watch anime which felt like it wa a cure for depression i just wanted to share this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve tried different table from the doctor and they all have really bad side effect i also can t live with i ve tried talking i ve tried working out i ve tried meditation and breathing technique is there anything else i can try | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depression is cause by oneself thru one greed for those thing that are bad for one health that one can t manage firstly you have to understand that you are the cause of ur depress state and you have let go of ur big ego to come out of that situation by taking to people | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
yoghurt overload | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
haha not even yo i just didn t know how to do that thang to you on twitter haha | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
love her iphone but hate the fact tjat she need to charge it often | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
biolakazeem lmao you re a you infer that a grown man is lying about his struggle with depression and when you re rightfully called out for that you say it s unprovoked if you think you deserve empathy then surely you would ve shown empathy to begin with | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wa looking for this usually i go to bed st but today my wife is sleeping so i will go to km it wa about the time to do it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
craaaaap my macbook pro is kernel panicking a lot now i think i m going to be forced into an upgrade sooner than this summer | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
still in bed and don t want to do anything else university is callung too loud | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it feel we live in such a cruel world people torment each other always wanting to make others feel worse give each other covid or hate or rage or despair i don t sleep well i ve met some people recently whom have treated me badly ghosted me pretended to be my good friend and i ve suffered a lot of emotional pain i always ask what ha been the point of all of this i ve had some terrible pain last few year what wa the point or is it all meaningless | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
laptop died on me yesterday have to reinstall but it the perfect time to try out window beta | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wow the most depressing thing in the world is losing a video that you ve created in a matter of second fml | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
donniewahlberg ooh i m excited and not even going be there long love youtube | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so im done editing quot the phipstape quot back crack a brew and see what we got no tree though | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
for the last five to seven year at least i ve always figured that once my parent were gone it would be my time i can t bring myself to do that to them however the resentment toward myself and my entire existence have manifested into something that is extremely hard to control i m not going to get into specific but that is just how i feel i guess my main curiosity is if there s anyone else who s still around solely because the thought of their death impacting their family would crush them that s the only thing going for me this day and age i hate every moment and every interaction even though i constantly try to convince myself it s good for me countless time i ve tried failed and never seemed to fit in i m just done i hate everything unfortunately even though i try to love i love my family although it s just too much i ve been hurt and ignored to the point i ve convinced myself no one give a fuck which is probably true nobody doe maybe someone is in the same boat i ve tried to be the most optimistic person i can but i ve been failed so many time i struggle to even grasp for a reason why | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i used to be quite smart aced everything in high school had best result from my school in maturity exam european equivalent to sat used to do extra curricular shit like attending science fair going abroad for competition and shit used to play the piano play sport i wa in a pretty good shape etc i did well even during my first year of college then covid happened i stayed home got lazy played video game all day kinda stopped taking school and friend seriously year later and i am still in a slump i somehow managed to not drop out but nothing interest me now i dont want to do anything nothing make me happy most of the time i am alone and just sit in my room and watch video or play some shit while procrastinating my duty my grade got worse my back hurt i lost my shape can not run for more than minute my sleep schedule is all over the place i stay up until am and i either sleep like hour a day or hour all the time i am thinking about how i peaked in high school and am just wasting my life now i dont cry or anything a i wa never really in touch with my emotion so i dunno if this is depression burnout or what i just want to not feel like a piece of shit all the time i used to have high standard for myself now i cant seem to reach the bare minimum in order to exist normally doe anyone feel the same how do i get out of this state of mind | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
meganh9 same it ha been drizzling all day if u are going to rain might a well pour | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
about to ge ready for work a i have a 9 hour shift ahead of me x | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
and of course i have access to my halo mythic map pack re download but bad news not the legendary map pack ugh 00ms | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
kristencampisi is this it u it officially over me this go round | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i promised my girlfriend i wouldn t try to end it again but i m too weak tonight i m on the phone with her right now i don t know what to do i just want it to stop but i don t want to make her cry again i m worthless | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have no direction my family is made up of very successful people i feel constant pressure to live up to their expectation but right now i could really give a fuck about school i m trying to sober up but it s so hard to do when i have school to deal with it just suck i just got on here to vent i just wan na lay in bed but then my anxiety is like you re going to fail x i just want this to be over fml | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
crap i need more dress too | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi i m new here and most of the time i m in a real good place life ha been really good since i had therapy i haven t felt like i want to end it in maybe five or six year now and that is not what i feel right now but i do feel emptiness and shallow i like to create to many thing but after i share them all of the feeling disappear i don t feel good about it anymore and when i m alone it s a if every thought in my head want to feel bad i feel like cry but no tear come and it s frustrating even i don t know who to talk to because everyone is so busy and i feel like disturbing god what do i do singing frustrates me and i m a vocalist i am taking a long walk right now but kind of lost the strength in my leg or my will to go further at the moment of writing i ll continue after typing this i guess | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
how do i quit a job i keep having panic attack and it s interfering with my job i just started two week ago and this is happening someone plz help i missed my alarm this morning and it s a bad look i don t know what to tect my bos i m quitting bc i feel nervous everyday about the job it s sad bc i actually liked it it s my body that s the issue | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i just want the pain to end i really want to die my life is not going anywhere i ve got no friend no future etc i m just so completely exhausted and sick of it all i wish i wasn t so sensitive but i just can t take this anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
driving back to la quinta tomorrow i should sleep but i m oddly wired | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
had the worst dream abt some turd face ex ugh it wa awful | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m going to love this season of the hill i can tell spartan sucked goodnight | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
theekween vhulivhadza help with anxiety depression heart break any traumatic experience and loss of a loved one thelmasherbs | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i m om an anti depressant and i feel it work somewhat i ve tried many others that just don t i ll be ok for a while just ok not cured or anything then ill hit these pit where i can t find joy in anything not even doing stuff with my kid like i just wan na lay in bed all day type of depression and idk what to do i do struggle with substance abuse and i know that s a big part in it i just didn t wan na get too into detail about it here i m so stuck i feel like i m in a funk and just wan na get out i ve struggled with substance abuse for a few year now which ha just worsened my depression honestly | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my dad call me immature when i have anxiety attack he swears and scream at my mom point at me and hovers over me when he yell and threatens to beat me if i don t somehow cure my mental illness i needed real help for a real problem and he sent me to a pseudoscientific hypnotherapist just because his friend went there i need help that doesn t make me a baby | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
oh just got all my macheist 0 apps sweet didn t get the espresso serial no though although they said they sent it oh well | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i plan to commit suicide soon i ve told my bird already i don t think they understand sadly i ve been fighting depression my whole life pretty much i ve tried many time to commit suicide but a i m afraid of pain i didn t go through it thing worsened massively once i lost someone dear to me because of my own action since then i m haunted be it in dream or in reality constantly by them and the result of what i did whilst under psychosis and incredibly suicidal state i began seeking help soon after they left after i realised what i did and it wa really tough at first but i made it for about a year i wish i never met that person it wa a curse i don t really have friend family yes supportive but it doesn t really feel like much i know they d be devastated by my death and so would my bird but every day is the same for me no matter what i try to differentiate and how better it get it s down to the same stuff haunted by those demon that try and make me fall and do what i shouldn t do i ve been told i m meant for great thing but this is all taking forever i m tired of all of this i m tired of living and constantly fighting i just wish to end it all even though it ll mean committing an unforgivable sin edit for the time being i have discarded the thought thank you all for the message and comment | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi i keep getting stressed anxious all of a sudden and don t know why for example this morning i woke up pretty calm and wa just relaxing in my apartment doing random thing i started to watch a show then all of a sudden realize i feel restless and slightly weird and i notice my jaw is clenched but i cant unclench it and then yeah it usually just spiral from there or i just feel really fragile for the next hour or two any advice it starting to happen multiple time per day when i m trying to do thing and completely get in the way i haven t been able to do schoolwork in week or anything that requires much brain power | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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