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when people ask me what i wan na do or what my plan for something is i always kinda give a vague idea or like say very generic thing everyone around my age might be saying like oh i wan na move out and pursue this or that type stuff but in reality i don t even know if i want to be here i think that my lack of proper planning for thing or goal setting is because when i wa younger i had to go through a lot of difficult thing that traumatized me and made me minimize the space i took up not only in everyone else s life but in my own so much to the point that i didn t even think i wa gon na make it to the age that i am today i really only planned on being here a day longer than i wa yesterday and eventually it s added up and i have been here for this many year i don t know how to look forward or plan for thing ahead farther than tomorrow really because i never intended to be here for that long anyway but it s becoming a really bad problem a i am in my 0 and everything i do now is going to affect the rest of my life it s hard to know what i want to do or what i want to pursue when my whole life i didn t think that i would even be here i am so lost and genuinely don t know what i am doing or who i am and i feel detached from everyone around me i feel like i am just existing and i am thankful for the thing i ve experienced and the people in my life and all that but i m just so lost i genuinely have no word to describe the void i feel and sometimes can not believe that i did this to myself i made myself so small i don t even see me so how could anyone else see me it s so hard when your own mind is the thing that make it hard for you to do anything and i ve just been struggling a lot lately | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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wa said to me by my mom too the sentence still ring in my mind not because of how much it irritates me but because of how inherently true it is and not long before that she also felt the need to tell me directly that she doesn t care about how i feel nor if i hurt myself thanks for supporting me mom after already struggling with a potent and vicious envy tormenting and tearing me apart from the inside out that nobody besides myself can comprehend the degree of i ve reached a breaking point beyond what i ve felt before living life unable to stop thinking of someone who feel the exact same just better disturbingly similar attribute idea and one particular concept a concept they executed first because unlike me they re smart and put their year of childhood into crafting something awe inspiring something i should ve done by now it all perfectly line up and enunciates all of my shortcoming constant cry nightmare panic attack and many point of a gun to my head i m nineteen and they re a year younger than i am which really tell how close i wa all of these desire and concept too bad they were stuck in a frangible brain like mine so i could only watch everyone similar sprout and bloom into something significant and prodigious something i should have done unfortunately i clearly wasn t meant to accomplish any of that so i ve tried drawing box and figure but in the end i know better how it ll take year of struggling with this before anything i create even resembles anything i want it to be i don t have the willpower to do it nothing to overcome my feeling of valuelessness i ve just wanted to impress people endlessly feeling boring and disposable take a toll on you especially when you see other people very similar to you shining like star and this mean there s technically no more passion in me passion is the heart and soul in the concept of art so there it is i m not capable of true art i can t comprehend true art sure whatever may be unique about me will die with me before any of it could come out but you know what there s a lot of people out there who do it better there are people who s unique idea are more intuitive and inspiring than mine are the artist i envy ha executed concept and idea with disturbingly strong similarity to my own just better and there are many alike him a well so if people would like whatever is unique about me so damn much they can just go to that fucking artist instead the one who didn t fuck everything up the one who could handle the hardship he wa dealt i m done with it all i already tried shooting myself in 0 and failed once i try a second i definitely won t have to try a third | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gerrycoe hi gerry i m in dublin most of the time college | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
allieblue i have one vodka mudshake not going to be enough | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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my brain just doesn t work i almost feel retarded with this costant foggy brain feeling that i have my head is completely foggy i can t even do simple task properly such a making the bed drive ecc i need to read a sentence multiple time before getting it now everytime i try to do these thing my brain just can t concentrate on the step to do them and i end up feeling even more depressed how is this possible my executive function is fully impaired at this point i ve been dealing with this shit since two year at least and i m just a shadow of what i used to be | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
meatrack no more sneaky late arvo surf now man i feel the late arvo glass off is now a distant memory of summer | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just woke up from the most vivid sketchy not cool dream of my life time to stare at the wall with the light on | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
victorahiwe that s what you want even all your generation together can t make him enter depression bunch of attention seeking low life | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
scarletjac thanks i know that video is harrowing especially the last minute i must admit i cried | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jambothejourno i am indeed the one with my rlc interview in good stuff thought i d finally found something no one else had | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tw depression mention to ed light mention of disassociation i think that s everything first time i ve written anything and don t expect people to see it but idk the idea of having my anger written down in a le private area is comforting idk like diary piss me off sometimes bc i m writing shit down but then what it s just for me it feel the same a it being just in my head sometimes sometimes i think it s great and v therapeutic and everyone prefers different thing it s absolutely a valid technique so no hate but anyway i hate the fact that i can t cry anymore i m numb all the fucking time idk what i want ever i feel so bad about myself when i see my face for more than like minute which is an issue bc i facetime my long distance girlfriend a lot and can t get away from it i feel so bad about myself when i feel hungry still working through a lot of issue with food so i m constantly feeling on the edge of a relapse i m so numb to everything i couldn t tell my girlfriend that i loved her for like week and i felt so guilty about it but it felt like a lie to say and i couldn t bring myself to do it bc i just don t feel anything she s been really understanding but ik it upset her so i ve started saying it again but i still find it hard bc i feel no connection to the word i know that i love her like she s the best thing that s ever happened to me but the word just feel empty i feel so distant from myself and emotion and even with all this guilt and resentment and sadness towards myself i can t even breakdown over it it s actually breaking me i feel like i can t do it anymore i just wan na feel again | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tolu pepper alexlobaloba the sadness and depression is real but nothing come close to the feeling of miscarriage and losing a child i will take the sadness and depression over the last two anytime | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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so why are depressed people so lazy the first thing to realize is that fighting depression is a full time job depressed people sleep a lot because their brain get tired from fighting negative thought and feeling all day | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
f i am just so tired i hate my life i know there s a beautiful side to life but oh my god i don t even wan na see it if the thing i ve been through are always going to be in the back of my head i don t feel guilty about leaving my friend or family anymore i just feel ready what i m worried about is failing | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
downloading the torrent of last night s sytycda where my love bj wa tragically but predictably eliminated | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
owen 90 who do british people still eat like there in the great depression era | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
what s the best way to eat reheated pizza i keep trying to eat this one but it s too hot and make my mouth be in pain | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this post covid depression is making me go through it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
aaaaand the nausea is back | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wish people didnt give up on me so quickly because of how shy i am i wish they didnt view me a cold or mean because i never knew what to say so i just kept to myself i wish people didnt call me weird because i find it difficult to make eye contact i wish i didnt have to mask myself and pretend to be someone im not for the sake of fitting in i wish when my brother returned home from the military after year i had remembered how to properly communicate with him we seem like stranger now i wish i had been able to make friend even friend i wish i were able to get a girlfriend whats the meaning of life if you can t spend your time with someone you love i wish i didnt have autism i feel so isolated i feel so alone worst of all i know there is absolutely nothing i can do about it there are no pill for autism only mediocre therapy session to remind you of how different you are from those around you i cant do this anymore living like this is hell | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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a little about me first i have always been the type of person to see thing only black and white i live my life through fact and being direct im very detailed and observant i observe people behavior and see who they really are are they genuine fake im also the type of person who analyzes everything could be over thinking i analyze every conversation every behavior every tone and i start to over think doe this person hate me did i say the wrong thing i dont think i can change the way i am by not caring because i had a lot of pressure of being perfect or good enough growing up i define myself a a perfectionist and a people pleaser i hate who i am and i push so many people away in my life because i dont feel like anyone actually care about me i feel alone and im sad i started a program at school that is very competitive to get in i wa hoping to make friend there since we all worked so hard to get in it been about a year and i dont see any of them outside of school no one text me outside of school and during school no one talk about anything other than school it like no one actually care what i did over the weekend or how my life is i would put myself out there and be interested in others life and even invite them to do stuff but i always get turned down every time i get turned down it just another step deeper into depression i just hate the person i am and i feel like i dont belong in anyones life | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
misterphipps you cooked risotto without me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hate how some people think we use our anxiety to avoid responsabilities when in reality even moving can be difficult due to anxiety in my case sometimes anxiety attack make almost impossible grabbing thing my hand start feeling really weak | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been eating on time but i feel like my main meal consisted of some food and depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
idk what the fuck is wrong with me i can t fucking learn it feel so painful i can t concentrate i eat so much sweet until i want to vomit i m extremely depressed i can t do anything it hurt so much to be alive every day is so fucking painful to get through i want it to end so bad i m in a fucking nightmare i feel like a retard i can t ask for help i really don t know how i will get through anything i m at home all the time i have to join a university and learn but it feel like walking through fire wtf can i do i have appointment with psychiatrist but i feel like i should be in a fucking hospital fuck i want to fucking tell my mother but i fucking don t know what can i say i don t know how can i help myself i wish i had an easy way to kill myself i don t even know if anything can fix me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
beachbassbone roomie wa home all day all he had to do wa scratch at the door comforter ha to goto large laundromat machine | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i dont know what to do | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
houndour i wish i wa there i m pretty good at scaring the shit out of people | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
triviathursday onepsychcommunity trigger warning the following post discus depression suicidal ideation and suicidal attempt that may be harmful to some audience reader discretion is advised http t co tufohfqg | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
where did u move to i thought u were already in sd hmmm random u found me glad to hear yer doing well | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i m fucked up badly with my 9f ex girlfriend and now i m so guilty of how i handled thing i m punishing myself mentally and physically i ve lost nearly 0lbs from not eating and going the gym so now i m around lb at i don t leave the house unless i have to and i just exist in my room everytime i smile or laugh i stop instantly because i don t feel like i deserve to feel happiness anymore i think i ve had a mental breakdown because i m so guilty all the time and i can t seem to forgive myself because it doesn t even feel real that i d decide to make the choice i made i don t even know who i am anymore if i can be so deeply confused at choice i ve made in hindsight imagine knowing deep in your heart you ve met the love of your life and you ve thrown it all away because you can t handle a simple issue | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
if you have a computer which isn t doing much or a cpu core not doing much if you re technical get in touch i need processing power | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
misscassandra still on my quot lion amp tiger amp bear quot shyt but god is good consequently i will be too | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
well that sucked | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
working too need a break too | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
won t be tweeting much tonight maybe all tweet will come out in form of tweet vomit later at about in the morning | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m slipping into a deep deep depression divorce failed business losing my home many regret etc etc i need a direction in my life i can focus and work hard on but i don t even know where to begin i need someone to help me a there s no way i can do it myself i have adhd so my mind go in a million direction all the time is a good life coach what i need | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
that depression can sieze today | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
fionamccarthy i am sure it will i have got load to do today | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i understand nothing from this twitter | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
like the title say i have no idea who i really am i question myself and wonder if i am a good or bad person lately everything in my life ha sucked and i just want it to be over w this is not a confession btw i m ok i won t harm myself i just mean the disorder to go away i need to go back to therapy and get on medication maybe | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
after these few day i ve slowly started to realize something i m a living bad omen i have so many issue i m so mentally ill so many disability my life ha never been the slightest bit normal nothing is ever easy i m stuck in an asian household i m probably gon na forcefully get married be a housewife and get forced to have child i m not even a woman but this is a very religious country that belief what you are is what gender your assigned at birth i did fall in love really hard but he s across the world from me his mom hate me and everyone is against our relationship and i m causing him more harm than anything and he keep trying regardless to be with me i hate that i feel so bad because i m not worth it and it s not going to amount to anything these few day proved to me that i just have to accept that my life wa meant to be a misery so many problem so many illness cant even go to school i ve already attempted today didn t work i wasn t strong enough so now i m just injured i ve got absolutely nothing going for me i m just wasting my parent money for food and clothes they just wanted a normal kid who can make them proud i can t even leave the fucking house i can barely even see god decided to give me every single bit of ugliness there is in the world and i m slowly starting to accept that i wa rebelling against it for awhile i can still amount to something the world can t hate me forever but i know it isn t true i wish i could pas in my sleep or be able to get a noose to tie on my ceiling fan waking up every day is an absolute misery for me and i m just causing more pain to everything and everyone around me imagine living a life where you can t even look in the mirror that s me i have never once willingly looked in the mirror god won t give me anything and i ve stopped expecting anything at this point death is my only savior because life hold nothing for me only failure hatred instability and vulnerability | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i need therapy and i finally fully acknowledge it i am an unemployment year old student in lebanon middle east not the u my parent are some old school arab folk that would never entertain the idea of me going to therapy and the fact that i could never share the real reason behind it only make thing harder and the possibility of them cooperating even more impossible thankfully i can figure out how to sneak to therapy behind their back and although i have it really hard money wise i could afford a mid to low budget therapist a long a it will get me anywhere it would be the absolute biggest financial burden ever but i guess i got ta heal my problem among a couple lesser one i am what would be best described a in my own word casually suicidal i have been for so long just wanting to die and although i have no intention to act on it it weighs a lot on you to be jealous out of all thing from people that die around you i am scared that talking about it to a therapist might make her have to break confidentiality another thing that i am worried about is that any therapist i d go to might not be okay with me because of my belief i am pretty certain that my nihilistic philosophy backed by my lack of religious belief would have to be talked about problem is that i live in a muslim community and in these community my perspective on religion isnt taken lightly what is your take your opinion and all of that sorry if the text is messy and all over the place i just wanted to journal and thought that i might use this opportunity to take someone s opinion a well | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have suffered with shortness of breath due to anxiety ever since i wa diagnosed with gad generalized anxiety disorder about year ago doe anyone else have this it just feel like i will stop breathing doe anyone have any coping mechanism around this a it s really horrible a well a shortness of breath i also feel shaky and tingly and i have no idea how to calm down when i have these episode | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
birthday depression just ha an extra level of spice to it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
lol honeybaby i sound like a ny quil commercial that word only look right with a green background i want to sleep but i can t | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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so i have a mild stutter and i just had an epiphany i ve been letting my stutter control me but i found something amazing out i let my stutter define who i wa a a person instead of an aspect of myself it s so bad that when my parent talk to me like a normal person i d think to myself wow they act like i m normal despite my stutter they see past that and when i would work people would see my name tag and say oh i have a son named my name and i would think he probably doesn t stutter tho i let this define who i wa a a person and i let it really get to me i wa looking at old reddit post from other people asking how people view stutter and most people said they didn t care at all and even found it interesting some even said it wa hot cute made joke sound more natural and a a result more funny not like they found the stutter funny tho and one even said they were turned on by it and someone said something that stuck out to me they pretty much said how you perceive yourself is how others will so if i see myself a weird and anxious i will act that way and be perceived in that way but if i see myself a confident and charismatic and just act like my stutter doesn t bother me and even joke about it then others will perceive me a such this blew my mind a i thought everyone didn t pick up on my stutter at first and just thought i wa super weird but it s just me convincing myself of that so even tho this clicked i still can t just flick the switch off so how do i actually become confident with my stutter it s very mild and is fueled by anxiety so if i can get rid of my anxiety it ll in my opinion make me sound more charismatic and confident so i really wan na figure out how to just own it how do i do this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i came out of clinical depression like month ago i wa never on med i somehow used affirmation and mental exercise however today when i still see people battling mental illness and not address it and be in this successful relationship in front of the world and them coming to me with their relationship issue which point back to their mental health i find this so ironic and make me feel stupid for healing completely cause in this world we live in a healed person is punished with solitude and a person who is goin thru their trauma ha support from someone or something i don t even know what this cycle mean i just wan na know and be for someone out there | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i try every day to care about everything about what other people care about what they feel what they want from me the goal my job set for me how people perceive me how clean my house is how often i help out i try to hard to care and to make the people around me happy a much a i m capable of but i wish i wa allowed to not care if i were to do one thing for myself it d be to let the depression swallow me whole and kill myself but i try to care about what that doe to people and i try every day and every day i decide if i m going to keep pretending or collapse i think i m really good at pretending | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i called my doctor and told them buspirone wasn t doing anything for my anxiety attack and they said they d put in another prescription i just picked it up and it s called hydralazine but i can t find anything online about it being used for anxiety just hydroxyzine i had already taken it upon noticing this and now my anxiety is spiked | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
at my lowest low i become very apathetic or very angry at the majority of people and object around me i feel so lonely and making good friend and dating are so difficult for me while i understand this is difficult for many people i m only really focused on myself and how i feel because when i wa suicidal last year it wa due to not caring about myself now i care about myself but i hate other people for not caring about me in the way i want them to care about me i also have basically no money i make very little at my job because they won t promote me to being a full time teacher despite me working just a much a any other full time teacher in the building just another thing i m angry at people about i really wish i could meet people for any social benefit sex cuddling someone to talk to on a regular basis someone to watch tv with or go out to eat etc i crave those social interaction but i m struggling to find anyone to fill those hole thank you in advance for any help advice | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gaaa i want some peace and quiet hard to find wen living with people living in a small bedroom unit | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
masterballerina haha but then u d have go to cambeltown omg i can t even draw well in inkart | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
cubedweller gah not for me on freeview then still if they brought over the colbert report i d consider switching just to get that | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
cpt depression like you and the baby ohhhhhhsnap don t block me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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mizzzidc the way people throw the word depression and mental health at every slight provocation these day is just alarming | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i feel so lonely and empty nothing fill that hole i have to live in a fantasy in my head to try and get some love and appreciation but a soon a i come back to reality all of it is gone i want this life to end i can t take it anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wa too honest with a therapist at my school and now i m being sent to a psych ward i m fucking pissed and i will be missing class i m literally about to cancel all the rest of my appointment | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
without absolutely any context of myself i will disclose when my depressive episode come about and these feel pretty major and intense when they do they feel and seem to get harder and harder literally a the year go by we who struggle with depression are very tough because i feel like i barely scrape through each and every time but it is becoming harder to bare and hold on and i worry for myself in the future do any of you with depression feel like your episode or however you describe it get harder and harder to bare when it come about amp x 00b it an expression of interest curiosity | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
last night i got high and drunk same time wow what a night but i wa alone usually i get really in my head when high and more depressed but i think the alcohol countered that anyway whats weird is i ve woken up today in a super positive mood my life situation ha not changed but i just see it differently i m alright with where i m at positive that i ll get where i need to i feel really optimistic and i m worried cause this is so sooo rare to me i m scared it will go away i haven t felt this happy in year but it s made me realise that happiness is not the absence of problem but it s the state of mind you have about your problem | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
samdj 0 unfortunately it didn t work but thanks for the advice i am bed ridden today | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m really desperate i m a yr old guy with no job even if i graduated from college no girlfriend never kissed or hugged a girl in my life no real friend most of them are toxic amp manipulative nothing special about me i don t know if i m pretty or ugly smart or dumber i m so confused about my self image it s like i live in hell get rejected by ton of girl ton of job offer i feel like i will live my whole life virgin single jobless loser i m too nice too shy always extremely anxious and stressful dealing with brain fog bad accent shitty voice low self esteem zero talent nothing good about me maybe i m only good at math amp coding i can t hold a good conversation with anyone only with my mom amp my brother i feel kinda confident speaking and it s been a while i m depressed living with a dark mood i feel like i m a loser amp i can do nothing i can t even go to gym practice favorite hobby or enjoying any movie youtube video video game etc i don t know what to do with my life i only think about option therapy ending my life sorry for my english it s not my native langage | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dian yach i would love to swim but don t know how | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i really need to see a doctor about my depression every time it s spiked like today i just feel worse and worse what the hell is wrong with me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ok here s the deal i live in a small town i ve never seen anythin famous n anyway so i thought i might luck up on something | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m missing you babe but a long a your alive i m happy yawwwnn i m tired my love imma try to sleep hopefully you had a headstart | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
m started prozac week ago ocd and health anxiety over the past year have had 00 doctor appointment and test in several country nothing significant found panic attack resurfaced yesterday no cardiac cause yet high blood pressure and crunching gurgling in chest how can i learn to accept that the cause of this is anxiety and not some missing undiagnosed rare issue side effect underlying problem nutrient deficiency electrolyte imbalance food sensitivity or supplementation fix how doe someone make that real shift | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
txt chat with jake lmfao it frikkin awesome i miss this effin boy so much awww hoping you would come back here na xxxx | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sooooooo busy right now have a lot of custom order to catch up on haven t blogged since the st there aren t enough hr in a day | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i didn t do the best in school i doubt i ll have any success i hate blaming it on other thing but i wa homeless for a little while and constantly on the edge of being homeless and i knew it i wa physically abused and have ptsd because of it i ve struggled with substance abuse i m just feeling like i ve already messed up and i don t even have good memory of my childhood i don t know what to do i m only 9 and i m just over it all i don t see it getting better im closed off from my friend and family i barely see them im just so lost mentally | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t have enough med to od myself i m afraid of pain so i cant slit my own neck if emotional agony can kill me then i would have died a million time over already | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m renting a room from a guy that i know from aa i heard from others that he s very odd and clean some even told me not to rent from him but the area i m in is in a housing crisis right now and i needed a place to land we ve had a lot of spat over very minor thing but he blow them up to a huge proportion one thing that i did that wa really bad wa i accidentally left my space heater on while i wa at work i realize that s dangerous and costly but i offered to pay the entire month s electricity which he refused and promised that it would never happen again recently i think he went through my drawer but i can t prove it he got really pissed off that i had a set of silverware in my room and gave me 0 day notice to leave it got pretty heated and i said that i need to contact a lawyer because the thing he s threatening to kick me out over are very minor and are basically personality thing he doesn t like i sleep in too late on my day off he ll go through the trash and confront me about thing he think i shouldn t be eating i sleep with my tv on etc we agreed on a move out date of june 0th but the heat in the house is not dying down i feel very unsafe living here just because i don t know the next thing he s going to blow up over i m also moving to a new city in june and i know that he s not going to give me a good review especially after threatening a lawyer this is a verbal agreement and i pay month to month so i know some apartment don t count that a a real tenant history lease though essentially it s like living with a friend for a couple of month i m so stressed out this is on top of me finishing my ph d and the pressure is insane i ve told my friend more thing that have gone on here and they agree that this guy is ludicrous and unwell what should i do am i truly in the wrong and i m that bad of a roommate i keep the house very clean including the room that i pay for i m serious that i think he go through my stuff | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
going to work | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jade is looking for a new home http apps facebook com dogbook profile view | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
going to sleep have a busy day going to meeting and stuff miss my girl shes in switzerland | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ha 0g of milky bar left and around 00ml of coke | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
theekween heart break trauma anxiety depression pain of losing a loved one thelmasherbs thelmasherbs | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ughh can t find my red sox hat got ta wear this creepy nick pirro version | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been feeling really down recently don t really want to be alive but i know that if i tell my therapist i am suicidal she ll put in me in a psych ward so while i will tell her i m sad and depressed and why i m those thing but i won t tell her more don t really want to be in a ward probably won t try to kill myself if i m being homest but don t want to be alive | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
henrygooden oddchicken i went there about a month and a half ago wa still open then smelt really good but i wa getting sick | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
good god they ruined my belly button | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i feel like nobody really care if i m gone even my closest friend replaced and forgot about me i just want to sit in my room and rot i just want to stop existing last night wa the worst i couldn t sleep because i broke down and my head keep screaming i want to die i want to die i want to die i don t know if i want to ever get better when there s nothing to get better for i even got excited because i got covid before and thought if it get worse i could finally die but i just had to get better it wa my one chance to die and i got better i m so sick of living i m so sick of being abandoned by people i thought cared about me i just want to be gone and stop existing it s so painful it hurt to cry every night and exhaust myself to sleep in that way even waking up had me cry i m just waiting for something to happen to me so i don t have to kill myself instead to save my family from the shame they d experience if i took my own life instead | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m trying to think of the last time i wa genuinely bored i stay at home a lot but whenever i m not doing something and even when i m doing something i m fighting against my anxiety mentally and physically i almost can t remember the feeling of being totally neutral and looking for something to do just because almost everything i do is to reduce the feeling and effect of anxiety on my body if i watch tv it s to try and distract myself from the heart palpitation and other fun thing and to reduce anxiety eat because i know if i don t i ll feel more anxious eat junk food because i m trying to push through the anxious feeling telling me if i eat junk food i ll get sick or die post online or socialise because again i m trying to push through the feeling of anxiety i get from posting online or socialising my life is anxiety management either trying to reduce anxiety or expose myself to thing that make me anxious which feel like everything to try and reduce anxiety long term oh how i envy people who are just bored | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have a constant fear of potential health problem and not being loved and ruining my relationship when i m with him i m constantly thinking of thing that can go wrong and way i could screw up and illness that we could suddenly have i am exhausted of living but he make me energetic about life i hope i don t screw thing up with him he s great and my happy place i m anxious and i overthink just about everything coming out his mouth even when it is kind trying to take it day by day just wanted to rant | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
kal penn i will miss you on the show you were awesome what a shock | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
well i got diagnosed with depression guess 0 won t be my year either | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
had too much fun last night paying for it now going to go and fry an egg | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been wanting to kill myself for a while but i tried to be strong and i kept fighting it i kept looking for a calling something to give my life meaning and everytime i think i got it it s just ripped away and i m slapped by reality i m tired of it the longer i stay alive the more i just drain the energy from the people i love killing myself would hurt them emotionally for sure but logically it be the best thing for them no more worrying about the loser | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
denpasar good luck look forward to the update run not an option in this wind seriously blowing a real gale | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
xrandommcrluvrx yup obsessed i bet they ve run out of stock though anyway thnx for the help with the phone i wa using the wrong code | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
melaniengzuer haha nah no more i go back twice a month the bus ticket too expensive already | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
think she is going to be at this traffic light all night haha | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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