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i feel like i didn t do a much a i should have done in term of content creation and getting myself out there during 0 9 and 0 0 i know there s obvious reason a to why i couldn t do some of this stuff in 0 0 but i sometimes get myself really down for not doing certain thing i could have done in that time on my own i try to comfort myself when i see others who did certain thing at my age but sometimes it not enough i really hate how i feel so disoriented with my age due to not feeling like i did enough what i wa supposed to i m thinking of trying to see if i can be prescribed anti depressant so i can feel le crappy about myself | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
lol i did that then i wa silly and thoght kb wa the same a k so it still not working i doubt i will ever find one | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
theleaguesf not fun amp furious the new mantra for the bay breaker it wa getting rambunctious the city overreacted amp clamped down | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
michatagana ahh i m sorry there s a nasty virus going around apparently shame atagana | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
need to sleep but cant | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am just jealous of so many thing i don t have depression destroyed my memory and i can t remember anything what make thing worse is this is my final school year and i have final exam in around a month i know i will fail because i physically can not remember anything every time i see people learn i feel jealousy that they can do thing i can t the jealousy appears also when it come to my two friend they both have other friend than me so they can leave me anytime they feel like it they also don t talk to me that much and spend more time with those other friend they also wanted to do something nice to one of my friend and didn t even invited me to spend time with them it just hurt i tell myself i just need to meet more people either online or irl but it s hard and i m just trying to ignore my true feeling i wa always there for everyone since i can remember and all i get in return is being ignored and forgotten i started to think about myself more and now i m rude and only thinking about myself but i don t care they are not the kind of people i want to be friend with if you reached this point thank you for reading i just wanted to anonymously tell my true feeling and thought to someone have a nice day | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s a nice day for once and chibi and i are stuck at home waiting for a parcel | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
everybody s trying to feel ok about themselves otherpeople mentalhealth selfhelp depression anxiety | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depression ya these day yi nobu bipolar inside which one is this one | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
angry barista i baked you a cake but i ated it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
idk i m not a native speaker so i don t which crisis it is i m in my dorm room paralyzed took a seminar topic on which i can t find paper when i ask for help no one then came my shitty sem test mark with just the end sem remaining yes this is not the first time i ve cried after joining college i just can t see my future and i can only be numb to my grade and pain for so long | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i kept sacrificing a lot of myself for other people who were never gon na stay i keep recreating those dynamic and now that i m aware of the people and behavior to avoid i m completely alone i hate being alive everything is so much harder when you don t have any love and support not that these connection i ve lost were loving and supportive everyday is just a reminder i ll never find my place | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
thabiler ntsikimazwai it is a form of abuse the result are permanent depression and enxiety depending on med for the rest of your life | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
missed and the hill now i have to catch up tomor but i have real housewife ugh i need to figure out my priority | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just threw up all over the bathroom not fun | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i haven t had a job in a year and today i finally had a phone interview for a work at home position that involved customer service since i have over five year of experience in that realm i thought i wa going to do well like i wa feeling really confident and thought i wa going to slam dunk the interview i watched so many interview video article wrote down interview question and my answer and practiced multiple time in the mirror and recorded myself over and over again i felt so good about myself but when the interview started and he started to ask me question i panicked because they were nothing like the one i thought they would be for the position i could barely get my thought together and form sentence i hung up and he called back and i lied and said the call dropped and then he went onto the next and i just couldn t do it i hung up again and broke down into tear and started to shake lmao at this point i feel like i m stuck in a vicious cycle of anxiety i want to get a job again i want to get back into school but this anxiety shit ha me in a chokehold and it s making so sad idk what to do | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
lordreginald same but if they survived the great dookie depression they ll be alright | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hey guy i ve been depressed for a while now and have passive suicidal thought every day my younger sister is excelling earning lot of money travelling and living life to the full which is fantastic and i am so proud of her but i can t help comparing my low energy life lack of any friend and absence of any passion or achievement to hers a after all we came from the same weird parent if i end it the only people it would affect would be my mum she deserves better than what i have to offer but i don t know how to make her proud she must be so sick of me i just don t know what i am meant to do i m on a low income salary riddled with debt flunked university because of weed addiction i have essentially ruined my life i just wish i could press rewind on the last 0 year or at least start afresh by allowing my life energy to pas on to someone who could utilise it better what to do | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i just set up a twitter profile for one of my colleague and noticed he s got a much more swish sidebar how do i get that | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i just feel like i ll have depression forever nothing really work at least not for long i m just too tired i don t want to try so hard all the time anymore i don t want to get better i give up | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wet hair in my eye | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hate hearing his girl being ill nothing i can do though | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
katsun at this point i m trying to remain optimistic that it won t be a delayed a live but it s getting harder each day | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
y male so for the last couple of year i ve been sad depressed at first not too bad like just gloomy but progressively stronger but maybe for the last maybe year to year and a half it s gotten pretty dark everything seems meaningless for a little back ground i m in a very healthy relationship my relationship with my parent wa pretty good for the most part up until recently but everything s o k just regular petty thing i grew up an only child spent allot of time alone parent worked day allot love them for it so i ve gotten pretty good at hiding most of anything that s going on all smile and small talk but recently i get this deep deep sadness it almost feel like i m in a vast dark room by myself screaming but it s silent and then i think of a bliss darkness like if only i could keep my eye shut it ll all go away when i feel like this i hide in a dark room usually cry i don t really know why i didn t proof read this i ve never told any one these thing and i feel like if i read it back i m gon na back out and erase it so sorry if it s all messed up | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
working on my senior paper | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
myocardium dl shikista could be heart broken depression is yasiat | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have no friend i have no talent and im not smart either im not loved i am just their utility i feel like this life is not worth living there is nothing ahead of me i have no interest no passion nothing | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
got to do spanish revision today | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this insane rant here ha 000 like really what exactly are they liking that someone can be this vile toxic disrespectful amp totally irresponsible to her own mother depression is actually a fair amp deserved escape route you to be honest nonsense | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jlsofficial a photoshoot eyy im sure you will all look hot come back to brighton say hellooo to the boy love you load xxxxxx | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mattpro legitimately good cop out there | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
damn stiff neck day | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
well it sunny outside but im stuck indoors far far away from a window roll on dinner | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
asante se she is driving herself to depression by being selfish and vicious | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nobody like leatherhead | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m not sure what i want anymore out of my life it all ha seemed to just blend into one recently and everything that i reach out to to find a sense of drive encouragement seems to be so far away it all feel like i m wandering about looking for something anything to give me a sense of meaning anymore but it just feel like i m just going in circle i just feel lonely at this point | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dil shikastagi isn t quite the same a depression but nice word nonetheless very apt for me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have a choice between two job neither is ideal and i am having such a hard time deciding that all i do is delay and speak to anyone who will listen i am terrified of making the wrong choice and the indecision is making me frozen i don t know what to do i have spoken to counsellor family and friend everyone is getting really annoyed with me and i am with myself but all i can do is spin my wheel i had a traumatic experience with a previous employer and i am just scared to pick the wrong one | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i do not want to wake up tomorrow | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve just had enough of everything i don t know what to do anymore or who to talk to i tried to end my life twice through overdose and that didn t work i have episode where i just don t want to be here anymore i get agitated and it doesn t matter what anyone say or doe it doesn t make it any better i fear that i will have an episode of contemplating suicide and i ll just jump off a bridge it s like my mind take over and i don t think of anyone else my last resort is sectioning and i know what it s like i live in uk but i feel like that would be the safest environment for me where i can focus on getting better without having that constant worry of ending my life can anyone provide any advice at all i would appreciate it i just feel like my life is so pointless growing up with a disability being bullied always feeling different to everyone else childhood trauma and now having a constant battle everyday with my mental health i try to get on with life but i always feel like it would be better if i wasn t here | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
maxime megelder but i m useless if i don t sleep it s not fair i want all the fun a well | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
work laptop is officially dead not happy at all | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
doriantaylor i had one outside my patio i named him rex then the gardner took him down rip rex | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sad about kutner being killed off my fav show house | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi idk if anyone will comment and thats okay i just need to talk or something since i m just so tired of my thought and just this worthless feeling i have all the time dealing with depression is no joke and being in a small town suck more since there not many resource or help for me i ve gotten a little help here and there but have just fallen back to being in my room isolating myself i have suicidal thought quite often and worry i might act on them not soon mind you just scared of myself i think of plan on how i could do it i ve written letter directed towards family member and friend before though i keep them to myself i ve self harmed before but haven t for quite sometime though i worry i may resort to that again i really just want help but i have no idea how i can even get it anyhow i thank anyone for reading if you did i don t have a lot of hope left but i guess i m still alive so yeah | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i 0m recently had to move back in with my parent and i have become incredibly depressed due to many reason living here they aren t too keen on therapy and i wa looking into cerebral doe anyone have any experience and can give an honest review of it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
trying to write an essay in english painful | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so a murder gotcha cant believe it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it never actually get better it seems like it is but it s not it s just a lull until it come back again even stronger i m done i m obviously not worth keeping around and deserve to be buried and forgotten who tf am i to want anything fucking idiot | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
finally wrapped my body ha literally broken down this evening in bed return of super fever | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i feel like all of this is part of a bigger plan not that i believe in god or anything i believe that what we are experiencing right this moment is reliving our past we are living a fulfilling life there somewhere in the future i m not sure what the endgame is but being curious about it it s the only thing preventing me from burying myself six foot under i d like to find out if my older self is alive and well i feel him watching me from the distance | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i m so sick of life and the suffering and bullshit i have to go through just to get a small and short lived taste of fake happiness i want to kill myself but i m afraid that the light at the end of the tunnel is right there but it never is i just can t bring myself to do it and i hate myself for it i m stuck on the edge of just barley getting by and trying to convince myself to give up i feel pathetic even typing this anyone else going through what i am would ve found help by now and become a normal person not vented to a website since they feel like they can t tell anyone else i just want it to be over i don t know how i blew the opportunity of a life i wa given so many people do so much more with so much le but i wasn t given the tool to deal with this i m too emotionally and mentally weak i don t know what else the problem could be and i m not brave enough to choose the only solution and end it i hope this didn t bring anyone else down i know everyone out there ha it in them to be happy i m not sure about myself though i can t provide myself that same kind of confidence | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
but i have to work now so no time to play | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jazred i told you if i caved i d end up abusing it much like i do facebook it s because i don t have any real friend | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my life is a total shitshow i had an abusive childhood physical mental and emotional abuse complete neglect and ignoring from my father and overbearing manipulation from my mother religious abuse because of the way i wa raised i wa sexually molested in high school i went from that life experience straight into unexpected motherhood and eventually a marriage that quickly became toxic but i loved him so much that i couldn t even acknowledge the abuse that wa happening more kid later i watch them living through their own childhood hell and i tried so hard to fix everything but it just kept getting worse being used worsening mental and emotional abuse trying to carry the demand and unhappiness of someone who refused to get help for their diagnosed mental issue and i began losing myself in my own anxiety and depression after year of escalating mistreatment and abuse my husband told me he wanted a divorce the following month were a nightmare i found out he wa cheating on me and went through more abuse during the process of separation i fell completely apart emotionally and began having multiple panic attack a day i couldnt eat or sleep i had heart attack brought on from the stress my husband wa still living in our house at the time but didnt even show concern or acknowledge that i almost died i wa back at work the following monday he took all the money and spent what little i made at time i couldn t even feed my kid my daughter wa buying food at school so she and her younger brother could eat i fought tooth and nail for my marriage trying so hard because even though he treated me like shit he wa my world and i loved him he had been my rock throughout my teen year helping me get through the abuse and trauma at home only to become the same type of father himself i tried to help him to help my kid and i loved them all with my entire being trying to be the glue that held u all together but i couldn t fight the inevitable my entire life wa torn apart he divorced me leaving me with our traumatized suffering kid and our broken down house to assuage his guilt i sought help because i wa self harming and suicidal i wa diagnosed with a slew of mental condition including depression anxiety and ptsd i wa not a functioning human being for at least a year i barely remember that time of my life other than the agony and feeling like a walking corpse i mourned the death of who i had been the last few year since then have been nothing but struggle too my house had already been falling apart but thing just kept worsening electrical line not working that meant no oven full size refrigerator or dish washer no air conditioning no heat no hot water a pool that is dilapidated and look like a swamp there are so many issue with the house and i can t afford to fix them those are just a few none of the paperwork wa filed by my ex either so although it s mine according to the decree it s still listed a legally his i pay a mortgage in his name i can t afford to change thing with a lawyer i make so little money i can t keep my head above water to even keep our basic need met and even though it cost too much my mortgage is still cheaper than the cheapest bedroom apartment anywhere near me i cant sell it because it in his name anyway my ex is no longer in our life i m trying to find a job that pay a decent wage but i have no college degree i need to make at least k to be able to make it and i ve applied at literally hundred of place with nothing but scam replying positively my relevant work experience is over year ago and my current job ha literally zero room to grow or increase income i hate my job my kid are mostly grown but still live at home my daughter is in college she took out loan and scholarship my oldest ha his own mental issue that prevent him getting a job my youngest is in high school i ve filed for forbearance and now am thousand behind on the house we are of the brink of losing everything if i can t pay it all back because the loan can t be modified since it in his name and i can t refinance without an up to date loan within the next few month we are facing possible homelessness in the last couple year i met a guy who i am close to although we are long distance i fell for him hard and he encouraged me in my feeling but ended up basically leading me on i got my heart broken again i hadn t thought i could care for someone again after all i had been through but being burned again especially from this man ha left me with ash instead of a heart yet i can t turn off how badly i just want to be loved and how much i care for him he s still in my life a a friend but it s painful my heart is just so far beyond simply broken i don t think i can ever recover after all i ve been through it seems like almost every day something else go wrong thing break at my house not small thing major one today it wa my daughter s laptop that she need for school and me losing my next to last pair of contact that i can t afford to buy more of just when it seems like thing might not improve but at least be okay something else happens that knock u down even further i m working job but we are bleeding money so badly i can t keep up and i am just so tired of trying to exist i hate my life the only reason i haven t killed myself is because of my kid i love them more than anything and i feel so awful for feeling this way when i know how much they love me and how i love them i m terrified of slipping back into self harm i cant cope i m in excruciating emotional pain and the stress is overwhelming i have panic attack i can t sleep i ve had to stop buying my medication because my daughter need it more my son could use mental help but i cant afford it i just need to vent to scream that i am not okay that i can t make it i m so tired so tired and i just want it all to stop i just want the nightmare of my life to end there is no more light to be found the light at the end of the tunnel really is a freight train in my experience i am broken lonely unhappy in complete despair and i feel worse than beat down i feel like roadkill like im crushed and lifeless and not even reconizable a something that wa once alive and yet still the tire come to grind me deeper into the pavement endlessly i feel worthless unlovable hopeless oddly enough i still volunteer at church but even though i still go and serve there i don t believe any of it anymore because my life ha been so bad for so long and it just keep getting worse and worse not for day or week or even month or year literal decade of trauma a lifetime of it and still it get worse i dont know how to keep going every day it s harder and harder i ll probably delete this because i already feel so exposed but i just needed to try to get it out i just want it to stop i just want it all to stop | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? 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petemc they re horrible they re out to get me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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life is so much pain and it get worse every year everytime i make a step forward life fuck me stepps back i just wish i could do it now today i don t even care anymore that my mom will be sad i never asked to be born in the first place should i do it end my life end this pain | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
here i am after another failed suicide attempt back to the stupid fucking mental health hospital so they can shove more pill down me i take fucking med for my mental and physical health the lastb year i have tried to shoot hang stab od and purposely crash my car on the interstate at night i barely eat anymore i drink bottle a day just so i can fucking stand myself my mom fucked me up she tortured me for year cutting burning beating and my father knew about it the court failed me when i spoke out parent got divorced my dad took his baby my older sister and said fucking cya now i feel like i m never enough for fucking anyone i just lay in bed now just slowly killing myself i sleep so much that i m getting bed sore if i do eat my jaw hurt and is sore now i force myself to sleep i live in a fucking stupid town where i m the laughing stock i m known a the so people just make fun of me and it s ironic the good fucking christian s that pretend to be something and i get dragged to church and i see these good people that make fun of me me a god damn fucking stranger i hate it i hate this fucking world and everyone in it i get used i had a large some of money and during my worst time when i wa constantly in and out i had friend and people the like me ask me for money it got to the point where people weren t comfortable talking or hanging out but would still ask for money for fuck sake i m such a disgusting fucking piece of shit filth that ylthey couldn t even see me i would be asked and would go fucking put money in mailbox and gas cap in car this is me this is me fucking stupid worthless existence i look forward to the next day hoping it ll be the day i die i d fucking shoot myself but for fuck sake i can t even put the gun in my mouth and pull the trigger without fucking it up i live in a fucking town of k people and there is only one place for therapist and fucking therapist is what they have i see my therapist every month then of course in a small town the last time i tried to kill myself i had er nurse who i know think i wa still unresponsive curtain in front of me and i got to listen for 0 minute about what they thought about me called me name made fun of me this is my life this is my worthless stupid life i want it to fucking end more than anything | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
j xx is the white guy manager there the one that shout when you walk in i wan na go back and feast | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m ready to go it could be day from now week from now or even month from now but this is the only way i see myself going out and i refuse to accept any alternative i ve ghosted numerous people trying to throw their retarded empty platitude my way and a much a some of these mf wan na tell me they ve been there no the fuck they haven t i wish people could just accept the fact that some people weren t meant to live long life | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
honey i did get some disgruntled people when i wrote my esn but the 000 hit in one day made up for it bill pull in 0 top | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
played another hand very bad and lost half my stack | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just got up pshhh going on the trampoline even though i am all sore | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
well the title say it all i ve decided to off myself after thursday im not sure how i m going to do it but i m tired of fighting for my life my in law kicked me out and i have to leave on or before the th of april i have no one and no where to go my husband refuse to get an apartment with me because he s not ready i have nothing good to look forward to and i know a soon a i move out he s probably gon na file for divorce so wtf is the point of being heartbroken and alone i m scared death is gon na hurt but it s what i have to do of course i m scared shitless but not being in pain anymore is better than surviving the worst | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is feeling weird today happy and sad at the same time and missing my people from italy ilyyy lt | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
do you guy also have the unbearable urge to just step out of your door one day and leave i can t take it anymore i tried for year to get happy or at least not miserable but all i do creates more critic and now i m not even at peace when i m home i have no hope finding peace success or even stability at home and just vanishing seems to be the only thing left to try sometimes i just wan na get in my car fuel it up and leave everyone and everything behind sleeping in the car and go wherever sadly i wouldn t even have the money to even last a month | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ajiee thnx ajeng i will have to skip that class im totally unprepared | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mad tired today callin it in early tonight nighty night twittas | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
somebody is selling the japan only release of my first album on e bay for damn thats it a classic is worth more than that | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my mom might have breast cancer won t find out anything for like a week i m so worried | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
maryjldn thank you longest bout of depression and anxiety i ve had but i mthrough the other side | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
oishiieats did they play polite dance song only my fav please dont say they did or course they did damn me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
thogden ever heard of a club known a notts county depression seems to never end | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hey everyone i am just curious if anyone ha also suffered from this type of anxiety i will get anxiety and panic about one thing and after coping and learning to overcome this anxiety my anxiety tends to hyper fixate on something else to worry about im wondering if anyone else ha dealt with this and how they stopped this cycle im currently on sertraline and buspirone and attend therapy a well for anxiety and panic disorder | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i love alcohol no i m not a problem drinker but i love a good hazy ipa a good single malt scotch and good wine but when i m having an extended bout of anxiety head fog i completely lose my desire for any of it is that odd | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
elliee haha yeah i thought it would be much more complicated and well ive just got home from school we ve not got holiday x | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i just can t do this anymore how the fuck did i make it to 9 at i tried to kill myself and thing got so so so much worse so bad that i didn t know it wa possible to live in such agonizing pain i hate people and i hate myself and i hate this life but i will miss the sunset i wish i could ve made it work but i couldn t do it anymore bye earth i ll be underground now | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i haven t thought about killing myself since 0 yet here we are today year later getting closer to 0 and i m in the bathroom of my workplace and the only thing i can think of is slicing my wrist when i get home i haven t slept in 0 hour and i m seriously considering drinking my pain away maybe i ll puke in my sleep and get done with it i don t care if anyone will cry for me probably will but i m in pain so much pain guy | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
even when i have logical proof that it isn t true i still can t help thinking everyone find me annoying and hate me one example of this is a guy that work in the reception of my accommodation we get along well we talk more often than we would need to and often about thing that aren t customer employee related he ll asks me question about my family and my life when he doesn t need to in reality the only interaction we need to have is me collecting parcel or if i have problem with the accommodation so clearly all other conversation is optional and he wouldn t talk to me if he didn t want to yet i still can t help but think he hate talking to me and would rather i just leave him alone and yes there is the possibility that he s just putting up with me for those few minute but even then i know this probably isn t true a he suggested i apply for student ambassador next year and he wouldn t do that if he couldn t truly stand me because the role involves working with him for multiple hour so why despite these solid fact do i think he can t stand me and how do i stop thinking like this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i dont want to die but i dont want to live life is so lonely i can not for the life of me connect with anyone anymore and my brain taunt me with the past connection that i did have but now gone because thats life people and thing come and go and i need to be okay with being alone and working hard for my future alone but i see no point we work we meet people we eat healthy we work out we take care of ourselves but for what to just die at the end it miserable everyday is miserable and the good time are so quick to end and then youre back in your miserable loneley relality but after every good moment the bad moment just get worse and worse i have been excluded all my fucking life and i dont feel a purpose or community anywhere i dont feel wanted | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
a friend of mine gave me feedback about something and it came off a harsh and being a sensitive person it really bothered me then i wa so upset i sobbed a few different time over the last few day then all of the sudden i called them and talked about it and told them how i felt and then i felt vibrant energetic and super enthusiastic this behavior kind of scare me should it i ve suffered from bad anxiety since i wa and i m now | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so let me preface this by saying that i didn t cheat i m in a chemistry class and we just had our final exam i scored a 9 after the curve the average in the class wa 9 i got an a in the course and i wa ecstatic about my grade until i read a post from my college s reddit asking when academic integrity violation would be announced that s what started me down this spiral i started checking my grade every hour for the past three day just to see if it s uploaded so i can know if he think i cheated and reported me i ve been feeling nauseous and shaky i did well on my first test in the class a 9 but the second test i didn t do great a there s no reason for me to think that he think i cheated i ve done well on all the hw and he even said that the majority of the class had a huge improvement from their final compared to their midterm so he replaced the lower test grade w the grade for the final but i still feel so sick idk what to do or how to calm down i feel like i m manifesting it grade are supposed to be updated tomorrow by am so we ll see what happens | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my bathtub drain is fired it haz job do amp it iz fail i got all drano on it as amp iz still not draining i wan na shower dangit | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
pypi fail installing markdown with pip and easy install downloads the python version | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my heart my gloom your depression feel like the calm drift of smoke above the rage and fire of battle your extrapolation badmouths like salt i love you like a drifting sycamore seed | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been stuck in this house for two day | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sevenmac you should set up a video channel for your podcast on miro just checked and you re not listed there | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
what have you learned from depression don t be selfish your experience might save someone s life ashewospace black star | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
taking the rent to the airport not excited about being up this early have to go to work at | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve had a lot of anxiety about taking antidepressant but i finally did it after having a couple really really bad week recently first day is going okay i m a little nauseous and have dry mouth just proud of myself for making a necessary change and hopefully this is the right prescription for me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
danadearmond | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i stayed up too late didn t get the design done like i wanted to | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
rainarcher can only fit people max and it full otherwise you know it would be yours sowwi | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
trying to shout but can t find people on the list | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dang another spring break how cool is that too bad i have to work all week oh well more money for a phone ttyl everbody | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi i have been using efexor and rexapin for depression and anxiety for a while before medication i used to eat so i wouldn t die but right now i want to eat everything especially sweet and carbohydrate food how do you control weight while taking medication waiting for your advice | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
fuck i can t sleep | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my condolence to natasha richardson s family | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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