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mrbigglesrox hey emily you lie meanie | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dreadkey i m k o d battered and bruised my arm the tambourine self conflicted pain | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i know i m not the other one going through this but holy fuck i jsur feel so alone and in so much pain and it hurt so much even my therapist doesn t seem to undersrand how much this really hurt and how much i really just want to fucking die | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
another long and slow day ahead sigh | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jetshun person who read my twitter can t catch up for another week can t talk about it here but yeah saaaaad | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
fever ha started anyone have any miracle cure for a cold | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
rickrodgers just kidding man rim doesn t even have a sync client for linux and the opensync package suck at least it can charge lolz | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mental health using social anxiety and depression a tool of productivity http t co i p0xklncz | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
catvix i am news to me and sorry to hear about the job | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hate when people tell me i am so strong or brave i definitely don t feel like it i wish i wasn t i wish i could just end it for good i don t want to keep being strong so that i can just keep suffering it just make me feel like a coward honestly | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depression is when you don t want to live and don t want to die either | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
today i pretended i wa okay to my mom so she would continue to let me stay in her house i choked down food so it looked like i had an appetite and told her i would go draw so i could be myself alone i can t even draw anymore anyways i saw this a fake it til you make it i ve been told it s actually that i m not putting any effort in and using people so i guess i ll sleep a long a the people around me will let me then hoping i never wake up | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
one of my site s pr dropped http plurk com p n0jlt | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hey everyone it s me ifiwasanotaku sorry that i ended up deleting it all last time but i gave it all some time and i don t think i can sustain this life anymore a i planned before i will be dying on th april but i just wanted to reach out to everyone who reached back to me that night and asked me to think some more i will always appreciate you all and all you did i m ugly and unlovable and i don t deserve this all i hope you ll forgive me for making your effort go to waste thank you again for everything | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
anyone ever had a delayed response to an anxiety inducing event like even when you were having anxiety during the event i had something super duper stressful happen on sunday and last night i wa horribly nauseous all night long and my fianc think it wa a delayed response to what happened on sunday any insight | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
swellvintage a lot better today thanks unfortunately being sick did not mean loss of apetite for me x | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m have been feeling down lately and my mum brought up something today that really made me feel worse i want to disclaim that i do not at all blame my mother for this she wa bringing up a fair and valid point that i had been trying to ignore i am extremely lucky and go to a quite fancy school but my mother constantly feel the need to bring up that i m wasting all of the excellent opportunity there while this is true it suddenly hit me that she wa right and that i felt like i wa not only wasting school opportunity but my own life my sister also ha mental health issue and is seeing a psychologist and i feel like i need a similar set up however i feel awful about telling my mum that she will have to send her other kid to therapy a well is there any way to see a therapist by myself online or something | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
septmourningm texas is far from phx lol what part | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wednesday my b day don t know what do | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just finished a delicious breakfast my last in paris i ll miss milk europe ha the tastiest milk in the world i don t drink it in u | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
azraeel got home after 0 in the end back in for a 9am start aswell | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
well that made me sad i sat down to watch tv and then remembered i dont have cable anymore lol | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im so confused and frustrated and conflicted and angry and want to cry i feel like my friend have abandoned me all except one of them in our friend group never make plan or ask to hang out and all of them have new friend group this year they re closer with and it almost like there s no one to talk to anymore it s my last year of highschool and i just feel like i don t wan na be surrounded by any familiar face from school anymore and that i don t actually have any friend and people will just tolerate me or they just ignore me all together a bunch of other stuff is going on but idk i just feel so lost and unproductive and like i have no goal i never finish project i start like hobby wise i never finish show and it just make me feel stupid and lazy whenever i try to talk to anyone in my family about something important or good i want to share i feel like most of the time it s an unenthusiastic oh that s great or just not now i m stressed i have to get xyz done which i understand but i don t like opening up for this reason i also just can rarely describe my emotion properly or even know what i m feeling but i don t even like talking about my emotion it make me feel gross and pathetic | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
everything is still broken | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve felt like this for a bit but never super realized until i looked into a depression a i ve thought more and more recently that i might have depression i ve just kind of been watching youtube and show recently not doing anything i like recently i haven t had any good motivation to get up and do stuff like playing video game even though i want to i just can t get myself to i ve been failing school i can t motivate myself to sit down and even do that which i really really need to do and i feel bad for it too since i haven t done really anything and my mom stuck her neck out to help me i ve just about always had good grade up until spring of last year i think i m always happy when out doing stuff around people basically but i m not always feeling that way i ve just kind of been feeling off and a bit sad i want to reach out to people but i don t have the courage to do so even if they re a relative or a close friend i don t want anyone feeling sad because i am and i m just kind of trying to keep people other than myself happy people have asked me sometimes if i m ok but i always respond with i m fine sometimes i know like at the beginning of conversation i sound a bit sad which is why people ask if i m ok but then i kind of just go to a normal somewhat happy tone i don t want to really say i m depressed cause i think it s just my own fault for being too lazy and i know recently especially i haven t been getting to sleep really at a time i should just cause i don t feel tired basically ever so i just stay awake and sometimes force myself to sleep i m not really ever cry which isn t very depression like which is guess is kind of why i ve just thought for awhile that i don t which i probably don t i m sure i m exaggerating but i don t really get to a point where i feel sleepy and then when i do go to sleep i sleep for hour and even if i do set alarm i wake up but i m just not motivated enough to actually get up so i usually just fall back asleep but i just haven t told anyone up until now especially not irl until now but even this ha taken some courage to admit even to myself but i probably didn t say everything a im just kind of piecing stuff together in no specific order or anything and just ramblind on but i m sorry this ha been long thank you for reading and have a nice day or night i did forget to mention some stuff i don t really have suicidal thought i mean i ve thought of suicide but never actually thought about doing it and i have been thinking about talking to a friend that i believe ha had depression in the past but i don t know if they still do so i don t really want to put that weight on their shoulder a well and also i haven t been eating a much probably not because of depression if i even have it which i m sure i don t at this point and also my hygiene i haven t been taking care of my hygiene the best i kind of stopped brushing my teeth for awhile i hate to admit it but my teeth are pretty yellowed and i haven t really been taking care of thing such a acne a well | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
woke up and wa having an accident quot it s pushing it s pushing quot he wa cry because he couldn t stop from wetting his pant | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi first post here so sorry if i m doing anything wrong recently i ve been suffering from very intense anxiety and panic attack nearly every night they re usually triggered around midnight and last through to around 9am normally preventing me from getting any sleep at all during the night my bedroom also seems to be one major trigger a i m able to calm myself down sometimes but a soon a i re enter my bedroom the panic flare up all over again and it s like i m in full fight or flight mode during the daytime the panic is almost nonexistent i think the most difficult part is that it generally happens during hour when nobody is around to give me comfort so strong feeling of isolation and hopelessness often accompany that brings me to my question for anyone who ha experienced nightly anxiety what ha brought you comfort during a time when you re unable to reach out to others i would love to hear about your experience and the thing that have helped bring you comfort in a time of isolation thanks | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
off to the drs it too early | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
driving to schiphol apperantly i am not the only one stuck around aalsmeer | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mund ia am good bro dealing with some mental health issue bipolar on a depression stage now been on a manic stage for a while | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jardinjaponais hug i hope your day get better cell phone provider are made of suck | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hey guy i m a very anxious person and do get anxious quite often a some of you may have a well my anxiety is often followed with sharp chest pain that will happen there and there for a couple of minute however i wa just wondering if this ever happened to anyone my right side of my chest is swollen just above the breast and it go down until the middle of my chest that s the only part where it hurt and the rest is just swollen and i have this tight feeling in my chest i have no trouble breathing but it hurt to do so anyone have this when they are anxious fyi i wa also diagnosed with costochronditis a couple of month ago | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mhm not having a good day blah blah blah | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
why can t people just accept i m tired of living i never asked be here i just want a day to say my final goodbye like what people do to elder so why can t i im happy with the memory i made but i don t want to continue i m done | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
she s guilt tripping him for feeling good about himself she s saying he s the reason for her sadness and she s missing a version of him where he wa at his lowest she didn t even see the depression that lived in her husband because it made her comfortable | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
alrighty folk i ve been ready to go for a while but i guess now it feel more right to leave this world no offence but this ha been the most boring nonsense tenure ever and i have no idea how the majority have deluded themselves into staying in a world that is mostly just a turd with sparkle and corn in it then call it the spice of life i am increasingly bored with life nothing is worth the effort or struggle to do what die later that is not appetizing i quite uni i quit therapy i quit med i don t really want to be here anymore but i am constantly held back by my own laziness i just want to sleep all the time to the point that i hope that any merciful god would give me death a a reward for withstanding such a shitty existence i haven t even mentioned what wa wrong with mine the list is short and simple i really dislike the premise of working for everything i dislike working for something and the feeling of accomplishment is a dull tap and i am wondering wtf i just pulled all my teeth out for nothing is really ever worth it i am not remarkable average or even good anything i have is a replaceable a a wasted battery and that is ok nobody relies on me and that is the best place to be for someone who want out i know i don t need any reason to justify wanted to make a grand exit i think it almost abusive to sedate someone into living gaslight their entire experience for extra hand in the population politics cog too many people are waste of space and have absolutely nothing yet still have convinced themselves that life is better than the great void amp x 00b anyway i finally picked my method of exit kawabonga bitch | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
life is genuinely so miserable and i quite frankly don t want to keep living like this but at the same time not only am i afraid of dying i literally have no accessible mean of dying either im too much of a pussy for the more violent kind of death and i dont have access to any of the item required for the easier way out all i am capable of doing is waiting for something to magically happen shit is so fucked and im tired | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
waitin the theory test centre open | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
kailuh dis guy wa talking about his brother s cock and thats all i feel like talking about ewww you can figure out the rest | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
yeah once i m alone i get so so depressed i ve only been at home for a day because it s my off day and i m already feeling like shit like there s nothing to look forward to i would opt to go out but i don t have money for it to be a good day with friend i know that there are thing we can do that doesn t require money but food is a necessity and i can t really go out without spending on food i d go to a friend s house but i only have one friend who s house is always available but she life too far away it s really hard to realise that the only thing keeping me sane is distraction like work i try to be more involved with my family but they always make me feel like shit i try to reach out to my friend but they re always busy signing up for cool class like yoga or pottery or whatever would help me meet new people but it cost money and plus i work hr day a week it s hard to spare time and my adhd causing me time blindness doe not help at all like yeah i have free day but when you count in the hour i spend having executive dysfunction or procrastinating it s basically nothing i can t relax for shit when i m on my own it s hard to reach out to people when they don t take whatever i feel seriously i just wish they cared enough to reach out and be willing to spend some time with me even if we don t have money i hate being alone so much fyi i am on an internship and i m being paid 0 a month and my family is not financially stable | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m not sure where to even post this but i m hoping someone who read this can relate for the past month everything feel wrong or off but there is objectively nothing wrong i started a new long awaited and anticipated job and quit my horribly toxic previous work place this wa the moment i had fantasized about for the last few year but ever since then i can t seem to feel ok everything feel chaotic and out of place but nothing else ha changed i am on a good routine but i still feel out of control again absolutely nothing is out of control in fact looking from the outside in my family is in one of the best stage of life we have been in why can t i seem to feel at home or grounded i feel a constant longing for something but i have no clue what it is i can t come up with a solution to this feeling because when i think about it logically i can t find anything to fix i just can t feel ok | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
conflict in the very north part of the world result in economic depression at the eastofafrica many day away politics will still play super opportunist promise are in the way of this fiesta the ongoing conflict serving a an additive to promote political ambition | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
danphelan urgh it wa just the video and they cut the robot part | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my mom straight up asked me last night if i wa cutting my wrist in front of my entire family when she saw my scar i think she said that joking but it s the truth i m so scared she s going to push it further i m so scared she s going to hate me for it and punish me i feel so so stupid for doing it on my wrist so so stupid i just didn t think anyone would notice they haven t ever before i m not sure she actually suspect anything from me tonight i think i ll burn my wrist cooking something so that it cover up the scar and the story is more believable they re all going to hate me i didn t sleep all night last night because i m so scared i used to think i d be ok with people finding out i feel like this but i m not i m really really not | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
knot serious oh btw djrocko9 amp i tried to go to that cuban buffet i told u about so excited it s closed on monday sad story | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i can t tell if i m actually enjoying life or i m just dancing to distract myself from the depression atp amthoughts | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ahhhhhhh everyones doing laundry except me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
pixie anna scroll back a few hour you missed a whole lotta jon | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is wishing he loved me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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update thanks for everyone s reply s and advice i signed up to private guitar class going to the first class this saturday again i would like to thank everyone for the advice | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
justanotherjerk i wan na c quot no doubt quot soooo bad | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
no rain please | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is feeling like dancing in the rain like a pixie but the rain stopped ohh well lol i ll watch flight of the conchords instead | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
today i wa prescribed xanax and celexa for my depression and anxiety i have major anxiety about taking pill the side effect freak me out especially when it come to mental medication i ve took zoloft in the pas for a couple day and it freak me out with suicidal thought very angry and ticked off i m scared this might happen again i m so lost on what to do i really need the help but scared of the help | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wrote exactly three line of dialogue tonight then gave up | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the apple app store is filled with themits bad enough to operate this type service through in app purchase some with free trial but when you read the review they are all riddled with example of predatory pricing or the counselor or whatever just completely ghosting them after taking money for a couple session it fucking terrible when you consider how many suicide it will lead to that could have been prevented if they had actual help it pretty disgusting that apple atleast treat them like great top tier apps and ha them in a bunch of their list when they shouldnt be in the store at all sorry just a rant i wish i could suggest decent mental health apps but i have no clue | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
head got bashed by a door today | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
at wye river it s really cold this internet is really expensive | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s been and a half month now the depression is getting way worse with suicidal thought antidepressant don t help me at all trazadone moklobemid i can not cope with his death i ve dropped out of uni my life is meaningless now i have 0 hope i don t look forward to anything anymore all relationship i have now feel empty also i m an adult now year old i don t think it s even possible to make real friend at this age i ve grown up alongside him went through middle and high school with him all the memory i have with him are just a burning memory now and the worst of all is when you don t believe in god or afterlife anymore you just know that your best friend is nothing but a brain rotting in a cold grave right now and you won t ever see him again never ever | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
vernonhamilton you re a stranger | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i would like to disconnect myself from this world shit because it cause me even to not sleep some day i managed to do some thing because i m a moderate intense social medium user the easiest solution would be just stop using social medium and i would like so but i have adhd and i can t just stop using it i dont find other way to entertain me i m gamer and i would like to enjoy mobile game but it feel super inconvenient playing on a touch screen also some of them drain battery so quickly and i get bored so quick of them these are some thing i already managed to do i m currently using sync for reddit so i can mute word about w r related this wa my major concern also on pc i m using re so i could do the same on pc i have an extension called simple twitter which allows me to remove trendings and having more like an ipad twitter experience luckily tiktok and youtube algorithm doesnt show me content i don t like to see everything is funny or accurate about what i like my major concern are mobile twitter even i have muted word it show me news i dont want to see my tl is fine but it going to search and i see those clickbaity trend which most of time i enjoy but always ha rvssia ukra ne shit i dont want to see my family always put news on tv even i always say i dont lile to see them even i always suggest to turn off the tv or simply switch channel the simpson it s always at lunch time for example the situation wa the same even on early covid season in 0 0 when nobody knew anything always the news were covid de th increase to x president declares lockdown shut down some comerces etc etc everywere i like to see ha somewhere support for ukr ine which dont misunderstand me i support and donated for the cause and i wish the best for them but it still reminds me about the problem which i dont like to see this is the minor concern but it doesnt help me to be calm i would appreciate other way i can entertain me when i m exempt from responsibility thank you in advance | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i get really bad anxiety when i cant my breathing i feel like my breathing will sound eratic and too loud people around me have to have to have one headphone to the side so i hear it or i get severe anxiety i also feel this way when i write or type a even though i can hear myself im not focusing on it and it think oh no i sounded weird didnt i in regard to my breathing i feel like im making people scared of me with how scary i probablly am acting from their pov i want to stop this a it give me severe anxiety around people | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
doesn t enjoy learning cs | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sonnyjoeflangan oh awesome shit i missed it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
headache pleeeease go away | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ooooh lol that leslie and ok i won t do it again so leslie won t get mad again | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
got ta do my cooking assignment it too hard | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s also crucial the scenarist address in depth from a psychological point of view theme that have been introduced throughout the story abandonment of biological parent of the partner amp family depression social pressure abusgul dergecerim ferayegizemkurt kaderiminoyunu | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
no clue where to put this so it s going here a while back i wa asked what caused you to start drinking so heavily my default respond to that ha always been it s just how i am which for the most part is correct deep down i think i always knew the real answer now i am finally realizing it s truth it s love a little more context i have been sober for over year now and to be honest recently it ha really been tested and i ve come closer than i ever have to relapsing it is worth mentioning i m not the type of person to actively seek a romantic relationship i have had a few very brief fling over the year but nothing i would consider serious and for the most part i have been okay with it but now i have actually caught real feeling for someone and i am falling hard so hard it s really scaring me it s causing me to want to hide from the feeling a i used too by drinking after year of counseling i wa given better tool to help process certain feeling that could lead to me drinking which i do believe they have helped me recently because i actually did something i didn t think i wa capable of i told her how i felt too my surprise she actually didn t tell me no but she didn t exactly say yes either which is why i am feeling the way i am now i believe now i feel like i m on a rollercoaster of high and low i see her and talk to her daily a we do work together however some day she seems so distant and shut off others it seems to me she s overly flirty we have gone out once it didn t really go a planned but it wa still nice now to the stuff that is really eating at me she had just gotten out of a relationship a while back i know it didn t end well and when i told her how i felt she said she still wa trying to get over her ex and she wa confused which is understandable and i want to give her time and space but at the same time i don t want to miss my chance especially because i have not felt this way about anyone for over 0 year to make thing worse her ex is also a coworker in our department and i have seen them leaving together after work multiple time a week which to be fair is really her business but if she really would rather be with him why don t she tell me that s what s killing me i feel like she is using me a a fallback or a second choice i really hope it s not the case i do not think i could handle it i just wish i knew for sure how she felt i can handle being rejected it the limbo i feel like i m in i can t handle and honestly i don t know what to do about it i m so scared i m going to slip one day and have a drink if that happens i know i won t recover from it and i ll loose everything i worked so hard to achieve there s more detail if anyone ha any question if anyone can tell me what i should do please feel free anything is better than how i feel now | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
best birthday ever untill the house sold | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is strangely sad about lilo and samro breaking up | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m so anxious about going to the therapist today i just dont feel comfortable for some reason idk im just losing my mind over this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m thinking about killing myself since i m almost did it time and had multiple breakdown the last year i m now and nothing changed but i want to get better how do i tell my parent i really need some advice please | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mileycyrus http twitpic com y 0 i want a sofie she s helllza cute | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
anyshalyke oh you went clubbing without me lol next time we can do it together | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
missing my boyfriend who im on the phone with but it just not the same tweet | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
a the title say i have been feeling emotional blunting and i don t take any medication i used to see a therapist but stopped month ago i m not even sure if this is related to my depression but for some time now maybe a month or two and more mildly for a long time before that pretty much everything ha been feeling dull i ve always had trouble cry and expressing feeling my emotion in general but now it feel like nothing can provoke strong reaction in me just a few week ago it wa year since my older brother s suicide and i didn t even feel that sad i tried to find the emotion inside of myself but i just couldn t make myself feel the grief much i also took a month break from listening to music since i felt like i wa listening too much and music didn t sound a good a a result and just a few day ago when i finally listened to music again i put on one of my favorite album which used to always evoke such strong feeling in me but this time it just felt empty ha anybody else felt this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wa diagnosed bipolar year ago i have very high level of anxiety my doc that i ve been working with ha been trying to get me to take lithium for a very long time i ve always been very resistant partly because i wanted to see if i could fix myself partly because my health anxiety ha me freaking out over side effect from lithium but my life is being taken over by the anxiety im not even living really just surviving really i don t want to struggle just to make it through the day so i think i have to get on my medication doe anyone have experience with lithium doe the good out way any possible bad thank you | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
top 0 country with the highest rate of depression united state http t co aubhvlr he | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im just a burden to her and everyone the world would be so much better if i just disappeared she s always on my back about everything i can never do anything right i can never please her she s always so upset at me she s always so mad tonight before she went to sleep she didnt even tell me that she loved me it okay i dont blame her i wouldnt love me either im nothing im pathetic im a waste of space energy and time in the grand scheme of thing there nothing about me that matter im stupid im incompetent im irresponsible and im mean im just a bad person and bad people dont deserve to be happy i will never make my mom proud i will always be insufficient she will always be finding new way for me to screw up when i die she will be so much happier without me everyone will be happier | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
cry my friend is moving away tomorrow | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
currently wishing i could have more of the treacle sponge and custard that louise made me last night while watching order of the phoenix | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi all going through a break up and the anxiety is so overwhelming right now to the point where i can t even think about food without getting nauseous i know i can t sustain myself this way but i just don t feel like i can get any food down i wa thinking i might just get some high cal protein shake or something ha anyone found a better solution to getting food in thanks | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been in and out of mental hospital for about year now i m just turned thing get good for a bit and then they get better and it a vicious cycle i m on med to help with anxiety and adhd but the thought just wont stop i counted all my med to see if it enough to die and od my parent don t really care because im sure my mom saw my new self harm scar and said nothing i relapsed really bad again and because of how open they are i m afraid of an infection i just want help but i m scared i m a burden my mom is sick right now and we dont have money to send me to the hospital again id rather i just die kinda instead of having to deal with everything i m bottling it all up again and turning to self harm idk what to do anymore i m so tired | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
s favourite youtube clip lightning mcqueen singing quot barbie girl quot ha been taken down | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ok maybe i ll sleep for an hour or two then i must rise to work on my thesis | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
beeen awake for awile sick | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sorry if this is kinda confusing and messed up i have a hard time putting my thought into word i f would sometimes get suicidal thought whenever i wa going through a bad panic attack but after i calmed down those thought would just disappear and i wa always sure that i would never do that stuff because i knew i only thought that a a quick escape from all the emotional pain and anxiety i wa going through but today those thought wouldn t get out of my head and i d find myself zoning out and planning on how to do it i wasn t even panicking about anything more like just feeling empty and depressed about my current and future life i ve been fighting everyday to feel some genuine happiness in myself and love for others so i can stop putting on this fake smile so everyone doesn t worry about me i miss it so fucking much and lately i ve been getting spark of those feeling again but they quickly dwindle away but now with these thought creeping in i feel like this battle that i ve been fighting for so long is pointless i don t even see a future for myself the people that i love in this life are slowly being consumed with negativity and become more and more toxic to me everyday and i ve noticed myself gaining that same negativity towards others and life and while i know that they re probably going through some stuff and i have sympathy for them it draining me and i can t be around them any longer since they clearly don t want change life been getting hard for me and it sucking the light out of me i don t know what to do about these thought but they won t get out of my fucking head and i m scared they ll get even worse please help me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ha oh god i don t know why i m laughing so much i think if i could feel anything i would be scared i m laughing and i m cry i don t know what to do i think my friend is suicidal scrap that i know they are and the problem is i m kind of suicidal too i see no point in life but i ve become sort of stuck in a rut of repressed emotion for a while i feel nothing so i have no desire to do anything let alone to kill myself but i m worried they do they said they would see me tomorrow so i don t think they re going to do it tonight they said they want to but they see no point because they always fail i don t know what to do i cant ask for help for them because i promised confidentiality and i know the pain of that trust being broken i can t do that to them that is not an option i know they re safe for tonight the only problem is i don t know how to make them feel better or if i can i m terrible at comforting people at the best of time and now i m half asleep and i think i m a little triggered for context my dad used to always tell me he wa going to kill himself if i left him and he would detail how worthless he wa and way he would kill himself and sometimes he would sh and almost attempt in front of me a well a me being suicidal myself on multiple occasion so it s a touchy subject i don t need people telling me to call the police or tell anyone else i need advice on how to make them feel better i can t bear the thought of one of my friend feeling how i feel or rather how i ve felt it s fucking torture and they do not deserve that shit they said they can t talk because they feel like an attention seeker and i tried to reassure them but i m crap at it please i m begging you give me some advice something i can do to make them feel better the thought of them in pain is agonising they don t deserve that i just need some idea on what to do what to say please | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mathie make for hard work for small business | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
watching tv trying to sleep not working | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my entire body hurt i m so weak it took me minute to finally pick up my phone from my nightstand and type this i can t get myself to eat i m starving if the bathroom wasn t right next to me i d be having issue i m supposed to be doing school i can t even think about it right now i sleep hour a day and spend the rest of it wishing i could sleep more i feel like i m captive in my own bed i look disgusting i wish i could just die in my sleep i feel so much pain this is what hell must feel like my parent can t afford to institutionalize me therapy doesn t help my life ha no structure if suicide doesn t kill me then i ll die of dehydration or malnutrition i m stuck here and left to rot i need help my situation is dire but what do i even do at this point honestly i ll just kill myself and i ll no longer be a burden to my family | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wish for good old cartoon to come back ie captain planet where s wally daria sadness | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
oh yes hb to one of the most intr movie in history let s tell each other the impression of our first viewing of electroma i remember it wa in the year 0 and then this film raised a lot of question for me cuz i wa not prepared to sit and watch robot die of depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
some of u are still living in denial about the state of the country that s the only way we get by day by day without falling into depression or anxiety | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
a little sad | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
existential crisis and angst ha become a month period drama for me every few month i will come across or think of a existential or scary thought where i ll go down a large rabbit hole and in the end become a nervous and terrified wreck i ve been through a existential crisis on mind philosophy sexuality identity apocalypse anxiety biology philosophy space anxiety and now it look like the next one will be quantum fucking physic based if i don t stop it in time i m just so sick of this cycle of fucking misery throughout my life i can t find any happiness or calmness because of my year is spent being terrified and super anxious sometimes i feel like lying down and cry but this depression ha made me so numb i can t cry anymore i just can t fucking take this anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is in study hall now and i will log off immediately http plurk com p mzxbg | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im talking about the kind of depressive episode where you lay in bed all day for day week and struggle to find energy motivation for simple functioning such a eating and showering just lay sit there having negative thought and feeling hopeless useless and pathetic i have these episode a few or so time a year my question is do you generally have something in your mind that feel like the obstacle you need to cross to start the process of getting out of your depressive episode for example sometimes for me i just feel like if only i could completely clean my house i d start to feel better other time it might be something else on my to do list or a few thing i feel are the obstacle to feeling better the obstacle always seem insanely mundane but also impossible to do in my state a if i d have to put on a ton of body weight and get up and do it with all that extra weight and already feeling fatigued it bizarre because ive noticed over the year that completing whatever it is that i ve decided a my obstacle is generally the st step to leaving my major depressive episode i can t describe the mental workout it is to get something done sometimes though like i may attempt to get it done time in a week to just end up giving up and going back to bed i m just wondering if anyone else get this and set up hurdle type thing for themselves when they are super depressive and do you ever eventually complete your obstacle amp doe it help you to coming out of the episode | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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