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i m never enough why do people always leave why do i always scare them away i can t anymore i want everyone to be happy but i cant do it im not enough for them i wish i can make a difference i feel so alone right now i want to disappear | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
still waiting and missing my baby boy | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have severe anxiety and ocd and i avoided the dating scene until year ago because i honestly wanted to get over my fear and find someone i wa lucky to find a great partner and have been in a good solid relationship for six month yet somehow throughout this whole thing i ve secretly become an absolute wreck i m constantly worrying if this is the right relationship preoccupied with analyzing everything trapped in my thought and making myself utterly miserable ha anyone else experienced this like is this standard for u anxious folk or is this actually a huge red flag that dating or even this person just isn t for me thank you kindly for any advice | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
oh man i can t find a tenori on anywhere what am i going to do | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this view of depression is disturbingly common despite all the work mental health activist have put into fighting the stigmatization of mental illness negative and ignorant perception of the disorder remain prevalent | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my friend use to hear voice she would hear voice in her head of people talking to her but the voice have gone away or at least that is what she think say she think that her neighbour are out to get her she think that her neighbour are plotting to kill her she also think that her neighbour have killed someone else because she said that she heard them admit it and she recorded them admitting that they killed someone she said that her neighbour talk shit about her and want to harm her and say sexual thing to and about her she life in an apartment building and they live right underneath her so she will sit by her window and she will record them because she think that they are talking crap about her and saying that they want to kill and harm her so she will record them trying to get a much evidence a she possible can so she can go to the police the thing is though that nobody else can hear these recording only she can she wa at my house yesterday and she wa playing these recording to u and a the video wa playing she wa like see they just said this and then she would tell u what they said but we don t hear nothing it is completely quiet my boy friend literally had the phone up to his ear and didn t hear anything and she wa a few foot away from him and she supposedly heard it so loud me my boyfriend and other people have listened to these recording and no one else heard anything but her and she say that she hears them talking so loudly when to u it is completely quiet and she is so positive and confident that these recording are real because every video that she ha anytime that she listens to it she always hears the exact same thing on each video so it is not like every single time that she listens to the video she hears something different she ha like video of her neighbour talking about her and every video she hears the same thing like every video say something different but no matter how many time she listens to each video it always say that same thing that it said last time that is why she belief that it is true but again nobody else hears anything the video she show up is completely quiet and no one is talking ha anyone experienced this do you know anyone that ha experience this it is so hard and difficult to watch her go through this because i have been so supportive to her ever since i met her year ago and i will continue being supportive but when i tell her that we don t hear anything she get fraustrated and mad because she hears it i understand why she is fraustrated though because hearing voice that other people don t hear i get can be very stressful and frustrated but i am just stuck it s hard watching someone you love go through this i need advice | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so bored still no internet at home | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mizfitonline is ur host down i m getting nothin | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
cuckold i m being set up again except now i ll have to watch her with huge membered guy i feel like a hat stand | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ll go back to the beginning i started dating a girl i feel i really fell in love with it lasted only month but i really felt something for her there were a few time i asked to be intimate with her with the last time her telling me she thought she wa asexual i wa fine with that and wa trying my best to adapt she wasn t a touchy partner but my love language is touch whenever she asked to tone it down i did everything i could to tone it down though in hers and my whole friend group s eye i didn t try hard enough she broke up with me over text with a long paragraph not in person because our friend group probably told her i wa shaking from anxiety that morning i talked to a friend who wasn t in the friend group about what i knew wa going to happen the girlfriend got very upset with me about that but i felt like i couldn t talk to anybody about it without them telling the girlfriend about how scared i wa i admit talking to someone else instead of her wa wrong but i felt like if i talked to the girlfriend about how scared i wa of the break up it wa going to get worse she told me i made everyone uncomfortable that i don t listen or have boundary after reading that long break up paragraph i spiraled i ran somewhere the group wouldn t find me and i completely broke down it wa so bad that i wa taken to the hospital because of my thought of self harm and worse i lost that friend group that girlfriend a lot of people from that place there s only one person in that friend group that still talk to me and i think she s annoyed with how much i dream about everyone no one in the group talk about me anymore i wa easy to get rid of and easy to forget what suck more is that this isn t the first time this happened in that group i always knew that one wrong move and i wa next and then it actually happened i haven t been able to keep track of time or my own memory i haven t been sleeping well either too little or too much i ve been using pot a lot more than i had before and i m exhausted all day every day all i want is to die | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
twittera que me muera | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
chewie update ocd in left leg fixed but possible ocd in right leg a well and worse still hip dysplasia in both hip not good | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi i wa wondering if anyone ha small kid with anxiety i have a seven year old that ha been coming to me the past couple day saying he feel like he can t breath and sometimes is on the verge of hyperventilation he is a very emotional child and always ha been looking back he may have always had anxiety but it s turning to physical symptom while this is happening i validate what he is feeling remind him i m there for him and we do boxed breathing his lung are clear oxygen level normal no wheezing no pain when experiencing this i have struggled with anxiety and feeling of shortness of breath too i wa wondering if anyone ha gone through this with their child and what are some resource i m calling the doctor tomorrow for an appointment a most of you know living with uncontrolled anxiety can truly feel like a nightmare and is the last thing i want for any of my child any advice would help thanks | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
duncn revision again oh and morning itscammy | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
also the anxiety and post groove depression yho ha a sana | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
casasteve vw forum are a nightmare for that enthusiast on forum always result in politics and bitching | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m not here for support or anything i m simply here to find an easy painless way to do it i m sick of this place it s not getting better it won t get better only worse it s been this way for year man like literally year when i wa a kid the only thing that made i enjoyed wa video game and now i hate video game simply because i don t find any enjoyment in them smoking weed used to make me feel more numb or at least not like this but i m sick of it i m angry i m angry at my existence and i m angry everybody get so upset when i say i don t wan na endure anymore it s pathetic it s a if the pack animal want to include me in their pack just because i want to exit so somebody please tell me an easy way to leave this place | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
aahmddr gradyymk je me ba encore contre ma d pression videmment y a pa que la pillule qui rentre en jeu mais c est le facteur d clencheur | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i told them about my suicidal thought and that i don t know how long i would be gone it just got so much easier now the thought of killing myself i mean i originally planned to do it when i wa 9 but thing have changed the thing i wa afraid of wa abandoning my friend now all they all know is that i m taking a break if i just did it they would think i moved on not knowing what actually happened to me thinking that i got better | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am moving and i might not be able to bring my cat with me i haven t even had her year i am losing everything again i have to move and start over and lose the people close to me it feel like every time i try to improve my situation i get worse i know it ll get worse before it get better but this is hell i wish i could just have a safe place without having to uproot my life the only apartment i can afford doesn t allow pet i might just risk it and sneak my cat in anyways but i am scared of being caught and evicted god just everything everything is too much i have been cry for age | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
another assignment to be done an dinner with dad tomoz | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
openaccess thejcpp evidence for machine learning guided early prediction of acute outcome in the treatment of depressed child and adolescent with antidepressant by arjun p athreya of mayoclinic et al http t co jq nldickx depression mentalhealth | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
get to speak to my boyfriend til about so happy but then cant speak to him til may that may hurt a little | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gvenk thanks alexandernl sorry | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hate this time i am super bored but everyone is sleeping | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
re pinging kyle custom icon i made look cool but the edge could be le square might look bad on a diff background | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
they didn t respond after a day so i brought it up in person if they even got it and if they liked it they said that picture stress them out knowing that they could be accessed by a hacker and that they didn t do it for them i like to send picture when i m feeling good because it make me feel even better but this sting of rejection is really tough for my anxiety i feel silly and ashamed and don t understand how he didn t like it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i just can t people and the thought of how i am uninteresting and awkward in social situation make me sick | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tiffinyhogg i heard timewarp wa fantastic gutted i missed it wa playing egg | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
flawless why did my baby have to eat prune today and now he finally went my poor baby | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jyesmith that s a lot of angst for a tuesday afternoon | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve had depression for a long a i can remember really some day i m sad for absolutely no reason that s how today started now i m in my head and i m more depressed than i ve been in a very long time i hardly ever cry i haven t cried in probably month i m cry right now i m fucking sobbing like a lil bitch my boyfriend is in jail not sure how long month idk i live in our house with our year old he s my sister kid but i have custody my best friend ha depression and her boyfriend struggle with drug and she work a very full time job she doesn t reply much to me anymore i m not mad at her i know her life it very tough and she struggle with depression a well i m just sad because she s my go to person and now i m lucky if i get a reply i m 0 day clean from fentanyl so the chemical in my brain probably aren t in the greatest shape i miss my other best friend i saved all of our video and picture she wa my best friend from around 0 0 i wa in a very toxic relationship and she constantly tried to break u up rightfully so once i finally broke up with him the girl and i we fine we were great one night we went to a party and then the next day i went home and wrote her a long text telling her she wa toxic towards her boyfriend we got into a huge fight then they started stupid rumor about me trying to get with her bf wasn t true then i went 00 step too far i got with this new guy who wa total gang gang and a snow addict at the time i knew a window in her house wa broke and could always open while she wa at school my new man and his friend robbed her house and by rob i mean only took the bong and weed that wa one of the biggest mistake of my life the whole time it happened i sat at home have an anxiety attack because i wanted to tell my man nevermind but i didn t want him to think le of me how fucking cool of me i have a very guilty conscience and i m empathetic a fuck i ended up telling her the truth she already knew she s not stupid i knew she wanted to kill me the moment i confessed to her face a week later i ended up giving her 00 00 to make up for what wa taken i hoped she would want to continue our friendship but it wa over i don t blame her i wa the toxic one all along i needed to do deep soul searching well now it s 0 and that happened year ago i still think about her everyday i miss her more than ever i love her soul and that s rare to find i ve been looking at all our old video picture that i saved to my eye only on snapchat i have hundred of snap of u my point is if anyone is actually still reading do i try to message her on facebook or should i just be happy that she wa apart of my life did i forever ruin what could have been i feel like i m just getting through everyday not living i m prescribed very strong sleeping med i m tempted to take a couple but i won t i m tempted to walk to the gas station and drink my sorrow away but that ll only make thing worse i could go across the street and sit on the swing in the park but it s dark now i m just babbling on about nothing i feel like it s the loneliness talking | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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atipyque tars9000 sarahelhairy la jeunesse je la rencontre tous le jours elle est en d pression elle ne croit plus en l avenir et c est encore pire sou macron le jeunes ne sont ni aveugles ni con | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
saamx thanks you too lt | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hold a lot of pain and trauma in me and i m not good at sharing it with others except for a very select few i have started therapy recently sometimes this pain really take control of me almost put me in a black hole where i can t stop and it take a big toll on me and those closest to me mentally therefore i am hurting the people i love most in my life and the pain only get worse i wish i can stop but i get so deep in this hole for that moment of time and i can t escape it when i realize how awful i have been to everyone else it s too late the damage ha been done they understand my trauma and what i been through but people can only handle so much i don t want to hurt those around me anymore what are the best tip to stop or just improve over time thank you | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
getting ready for work 0 | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m pretty sure the gym is curing my depression bc i ve been a funny mf lately | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
new testament test at 9 0 am | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
if depression wa a garden | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
parent contribute to their child s depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is really bored and really sleepy and mad she can t find a custom lanyard maker that wont make me buy 000000 minimum | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been feeling this way for close to a year at this point but it ha gotten worst within the last few week i feel that i am unable to calm down and i m in a constant state of panic at first i passed this off a just stress from school from being behind on assignment but i m all caught up with work now and i just feel even worse my heart ha been racing for literal hour and this kind of thing happens way too regularly now i m also really struggling from being in recovery from an eating disorder and i ve struggled with depression really badly for about a year about a year ago i also went through a traumatic event that cause me to panic whenever i hear any urgent voice from another room im just so done with feeling this way and keeping it to myself all the time and i want some validation for my stress | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
glavas lol u read my bio but spelt my name wrong darylo ahem | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
fuck myself fuck life fuck people fuck society fuck everything because fuck fuck fuck all of this bullshit i would ve never fucking chosen life why am i expected to live it fuck just fuck all of this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so rylee grace wana go steve s party or not sadly since it easter i wnt b able do much but ohh well | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i just found out my boyfriend is depressed i really want to be there for him but i feel like i ve only been saying the wrong thing how can i be there for him help him and see him get better i m worried it will continue to the point it will consume him i can already see his personality changing and i m scared for the future what thing can i say or do to comfort or help | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
everyday at some point i get this overwhelming urge to kill myself sometimes it when i wake up sometimes it when i fall asleep sometimes it in the middle of the day there is no rhyme or reason to the timing a year ago my best friend who i went to for encouragement and care killed himself and i think he killed himself because he couldnt handle my problem on top of his own i keep cutting myself and while i dont cut that deep it get deeper everytime i do it i feel like im a disappointment to my dad and grandma since i just lay around at the house instead of going to university it just so hard to convince myself to do anything a nothing is fun anymore i used to love playing game but now that is boring and lifeless my dad think i should just push through and maybe i should but it just feel so difficult i feel like im a terrible person who abuse others for emotional gain a i will often make request of others without reciprocating and will get mad and yell at others for doing thing that inconvenience me ive been trying to do better but everytime i seem to improve i come back worse than before i think the world and my family would be better of without me being a parasite i feel like killing myself will ultimately make the world a better place im sorry for the rambling text i probably sound stupid or crazy but i wanted to get my authentic thought out | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ollien and carousella i can t i have another doctor appointment at 9 and another one at suck | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
pissed coz a friend is to busy to see me day | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
childrensjewell so damn annoying when that happens isn t it hope she doesn t copy your work | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gloomy weather again | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m not there is on hbo in 0 minute got excited then remembered i should get some sleep tonight and why is it not on again soon sad | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i stopped taking ssri about month ago and have been really depressed and anxious since i don t have adhd but i have an adderall prescription and take 0mg xr about time a week i am trying to find alternative to taking medication for depression so i picked up some 0mg htp supplement is it safe to take the two together if not would it be safe to take the adderall in the morning and htp at night | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m so tired of trying and i know i m not even trying that hard anymore i used to be more enthusiastic and put more effort in but now even if the smallest thing go wrong i give up i just don t have the strength to try anymore my self hatred ha been getting worse nothing i do is good enough i am continually disrespected by the people in my life i just don t see the point if i have to continue to struggle like this i never asked to be born so why do i have to continue suffering through life i just want to lay down and wither away i have no value anyway i m not convinced that i can continue to do this anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
chriscantore congrats i m totally jealous only wish my xm wa working | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mo job no money how in the hell is min wage here f n clam an hour | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i forgot my phone in my car but i m too scared to go outside and get it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ow i totally ate pavement this morn at stephen green luas stop so sore and there wa a freaking tv camera there of all the time to fall | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
vanessafungamw we need to educate ourselves that it s ok to stay single if there s no right person available marriage already ha enough financial stress then on top of that you do it with the wrong person ndiye ma depression nama bp aya muvi kwati | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am so screwed up a confused and dumb child i never felt so bad all my life i wish i have any specialty too bad i have none | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im waking up and have some weird thought i think one of them is that i think im unattractiv because im not that heigh with cm i think im way to small and thats the reason im unattractiv to woman i also dont get enough attention from my parent i feel so hollow because i think i deserve to be ignored i think that im seeking to much attention and thats not healthy but i want my father punish me if i show my feeling and my problem with and what is with me he denied everything i need and thats left me with im a burden for him thats my fault that i exist in this world i love to be connected with other people but this feeling from the past come back and say to me u dont deserve this attention other people ha way le that attention like you so be happy what you have but im not happy thats weird and i cant right now figure out where i have to put this thought i wish i had more atttention from my parent i want to show them what i like and i wish they would be interessted in what i do i have this frustration inside me and i hold this to much back i want to say myself im good enough constantly to push myself to the limit is exhausting and to please other people this suck | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have already had a bad start to my day i wa in a car line about to drop off my daughter and my foot accidentally left the pedal and i bumped into the car in front absolutely no damage or scratch left she come out immediately saying you stupid bitch n a bunch of profanity at me i have my kid in the car under yo and i m pregnant so i avoid all confrontation plus she s threatening to put her hand on me the cop come they give her my insurance info and a of now she ha already filed a claim with them the only thing i m stressing about is telling my husband he s so emotionally abusive and it just suck it wa an accident and i know he s going to talk mess to me i just wished i had a more supportive husband by my side i ve already had a bad day i ve already had enough emotional abuse at the hand of my mother and sometimes i feel like he s worse and i just can t continue living like this any longer he won t let me divorce him either i can only imagine the custody battle he will drag me through i have no job and no where to go no one to lean on i m just feel so stuck even if i did leave he physically won t let me leave with my kid and if i leave when he s not here i ll be scared of the threat | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i always get insomnia at the most inopportune time | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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poohpot lmao im sorry poohpot i ate it all | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my friend who s always been like a motherly figure to me and i ve always looked up to her ha been mentally struggling for ever since i ve known her mental facility in where she life are actual hell she tried to off herself a couple of time but didn t this time i m afraid that she ll do it because she s getting worse every day and i feel so helpless because word can t touch her anymore and that s all i can do she said that she feel worthless and life doesn t have meaning to it and that she think no one want her in their life and she doesn t know right from wrong good from evil and reality from illusion she s tired and the only thing she can think of is doing herself justice by ending her life to shut the voice in her head it broke my heart reading what she said and i couldn t translate it all i want her to find peace i just want the best for her i wish i m more brave to show her how beautiful life can be but even i can t see it so is there a point in trying i wish i could do more i wish i wa helpful i wish i can show her that she s not alone in this and that i love her i hate myself for even thinking that it s the best thing for her because then she ll be free she can finally rest in peace even though it hurt but i don t want her to suffer more than she already ha i want her to reach the peace she s been looking for i feel so selfish if i tried to stop her what should i do | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jamrock where did top cat go | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just been given ma marching order got ta go do some work yay | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sleepless night become more frequent a i slip back into the black hole depression anxiety stress pain anger sadness loneliness hurt all of it just collides and the you start to spin why try and stop it you always end up back here hello my old friend | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it happens to me i would like talk to someone who is not my nationality and talk english german but i m at the same time not comfortable with speaking in that language | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ooooooooooooh my headddd uncle johnny i never should have agreed to work the town election for you when i got that drunk last night ow | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just woke up apple gig wa ace last night seriously tired now work begin in one hour | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hetty christ heh yeah i shakily conquered the ladder pointless job tho we re too far away to receive digital signal w antenna | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
kwesidei not the whole crew | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i better be allowed to go to sway sway baby concert or i ll seriously cry | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just been the doc amp she give me some antibiotic for my throat no alcohol for a week | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am really tired but cant go to sleep | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i m a burnt out mentally ill college student that s already hard i have mental illness that leave the people around me annoyed amp scared of me my coping method used to be music now i can t enjoy listening to it because of my misophonia you know you have a problem when you can t even enjoy music i have to pretend i m okay even if my prof family know i m struggling with unbearable chronic fatigue they still expect me to do super well in college society still expects me to excel at everything toxic positivity inspiration p rn hustle culture blah blah blah so tiring well i can t i am literally mentally amp physically incapable of it i can barely leave my bed i barely enjoy doing anything i used to enjoy doing i m trying to find thing to latch onto i m trying not to give up god just really hate my gut i m at a dead end god i m so close to giving up | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nujurzyboricua i wan na go back home and go to bed lol whatcha workin out today | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i constantly feel like harming myself i scratch myself hit myself in the face and constantly think about suicide i need a therapist but have no insurance i can t afford it but need it why am i living if it s going to be this way i threw away all these metabolism drink because they are making me insane my heart beat so fast and i can t for my mental health drink them anymore i m and feel mentally ill | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sweetlyaroundme p i woke up this morning and i cant access any website or i havent cleaned my computer completely | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
bad day | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is really fed up | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
before i start talking i want to apologise for my english skill since it s not my mother tongue i just need to vent somewhere but i am also asking for help but most importantly i need someone to listen to me right now i have no idea on what to do i am a year old student who go to an art school staying in a boarding school under the week i have good parent and i love them and they love me but have little understanding that depression is actually an illness due to my depression i am very limited in talking about my feeling since it exhausting and i do not know how to express myself so when i m usually confronted my them i say i dont know an they ve grown tired of it i have been feeling more depressed but also suicidal starting to plan my suicide i wanted to take my life in late april probably by hanging myself i dont exaclty want to die but i just couldnt see any way of me feeling better but i want to feel better i dont want to take my own life i have a lot ahead of me a dear friend of mine and i talked to one of the worker in my boarding school and i told them everything since i wa afraid of taking my own life but i didnt talk to my parent since on my side it very difficult to explain this my mum is one of the few people that got damaged by the covid vaccine the doctor didnt take her serious and she suffered so much the past few month breaking down and falling down the stair one time my dad is a very busy man and i feel like he is just i dont know how to explain but emotionally not there often i know this is just my point of view and doe not reflect reality but i basically feel like this towards my parent the worker in my boarding school made up option stay in boarding school and looking for a therapist tomorrow calling my parent to take me home and to go to the mental hospital immediately i just didnt know what to do so the worker had to call my parent they chose to take me home even tho the worker said that my father sounded on the phone like he wa understanding the reality looked different my parent where of course overwhelmed and angry i tried my best explaining everything for example my mother said i didnt even try to get a new therapist but i did my best when we got home it got worse my father asked stuff like how i wanted to take my own life i didnt want to tell him later my mum came downstairs and we all talked well not really they were overwhelmed and seemed angry tho they said they werent my parent screamed at me saying i didnt try to reach out to them questioning why i didnt talk to them but they said that they cant tell me reality or else i d start panicking an cry they told me that i cant accept the truth and i m panicking because of this that i m acting up cause i wa cry like a madman i felt like my world wa shattering they screamed at me that i wasnt trying my best and that i didnt even try i tried to explain to them that i wa scared to tell them and stuff i tried my best but i dont think they really understood they want me to go a mental hospital but i know this would make thing worse for me i neez my friend in boarding school but i know that this cant keep going on i know that school itself make me feel bad but i have all my friend there that help me so much but they said that it s too late for me and i should have made the decision earlier i m just totally i dont know i cant stop cry i wa speechless to how they screamed at me breaking down in front of them and i dont know what to do or how i should handle the situation we wanted to go to my old therapist who isnt really good but we cant reach him i don t know what to do i am home right now but i wan na go back to my friend i really need them right now but if course i cant my mum is still saying how she cant keep up with me and shes overwhelmed with me can someone help me please or at least can i have some comforting word im very sorry to anyone who ha to read this but thank you for listening have a good day or night | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i did not have a good day today felt confused and felt like i had no control over my own life but i m reminding myself that i need day like these to really appreciate the good one even though it feel like i ve been in this rough patch for a while and at time it s been really hard to keep going it is the hope that will get me trough this and is getting me trough it right now those feeling of dread and complete defeat can get the best of you and have you seeing no happy ending for everyone reading this i just want you to continue having hope for a brighter day and so will i you are strong | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ouch my toenail aaaaaaaa | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
heidimontag we don t get to see season of hill till may | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
damn i have missed gsoc apply deadline | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
themaccabees i ve ordered that special inch set thingy from that place online i m so forgetful but it s still not here i want iiiit | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im sorry im so fucking sorry i don t know why i act this way im so fucking angry and im so fucking sad that it hurt but i wish you would understand why i act the way i do im sorry i feel so sick i wish i never met my abuser i wish i could just act how i should i wish i didn t treat everyone like shit im manipulative im awful im terrible im disgusting i deserve to bleed out im sorry please i would beg for your forgiveness but i know i d just end up doing it again if you were my friend again i can t stop cutting myself i can t finish my food i can t stop cry i am so sad i am so tired it hurt it hurt so bad i deserve the karma i am going to get for treating ppl this way | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
theekween heart break trauma anxiety depression pain of losing your loved one thelmasherbs | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t want to die i just want to not be here anymore every time i ve tried to explain this to someone they can t seem to understand i just want stop feeling this way | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
at work and a little sick | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
lovebscott nope i m right along wit you | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been suicidal since th grade i ve never fit in any crowd and my mind subconsciously mirror people i m talking to because of trauma and now idk who tf i really am i don t remember 0 of my life even the bit and piece i remember are of abuse and trauma my mind is a terrible place and i can t escape it after fighting for year i m done i have no hope or fight left in me it suck cause i wa so close to have all i ever wanted a good research career someone who d love me a i am a fresh start in a new country but my parent fucked everything up they will never let me live my life peacefully and tbh i too don t really wan na fight anymore people always say i m strong but it s pathetic that i ve spent all my childhood teenage and adulthood trying and learning to be strong so i could withstand more abuse while others had fun had hobby learned new skill travelled loved and lived my strength just got me more scar and more trauma it s stupid really anyways all my life i fought for a way out now my dad just like that blocked it and i can t do much about it i m so furious at this world and my parent and everyone who bullied and abused me into killing myself they ve won a lot of time it s just another win for them and it ll give eternal freedom for me so i think no one got nothing to lose i m planning to kill myself after i made sure my death is gon na put all of my abusive family member into jail i m gon na collect evidence it might sound cruel but idgaf i just wanted to vent it out not seeking for advice | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
min till home time and counting i have a craving to visit the mac store but they will have closed by the time i get there | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
yawwwn got ta get up early tomorrow who s ready for the weekend | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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