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ellisonrox awwww but she will be on tomorrow i will still watch her show even though you guy persecute me are you far away | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m year old i started university like week ago at that time i wasn t feeling miserable or anything i wa a close to being happy that i have been in a long time but when the class started and i met the stuff that involves university made me feel depressed again i don t have any motivation i m studying something i already know i don t like and if i wanted to start another career i d have to end this year because of my university a regulation i don t really feel motivated i don t feel good and i cry almost everyday it s being super rough to me maybe i m exaggerating or maybe i m not but sometimes i don t wan na be here anymore if u know what i mean i don t know what to do to feel better i have my s o my friend my family but nothing help also i haven t had many good experience at therapy and the medicine make me feel even more depressed that i am | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
aw snapcase arent getting back together i must have dreamt it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
study group extraordinare about to leave campus some of tort outline finished good thing but sleepy a h will be back am | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve made like post already in different part of reddit trying to explain the mess that is myself and my life story but i swear this time i m gon na try and get a grip on all my thought and what i think is messing up me and my life ok first off i don t think i ve had anxiety or at least not nearly a bad until like year ago after i quit my job it wa fine at first but a the year went on i just slowly started to feel more and more like shit right after i graduated high school like almost year ago my dad s alcohol problem really started getting bad and he wa already sort of an asshole but it really ramped up when he started getting wasted every day ditching work not taking care of himself a much etc he started guilt tripping me into taking care of him and it got to the point where i basically had to babysit him until he either fell asleep or ran out of booze mom eventually got to that point too and from there it wa basically constant verbal abuse and a sense of worthlessness until mom finally got disgusted with herself and him and slowly began shaping up but that wa only because they ran out of money both theirs and mine by the time they started becoming relatively functional again my mental state wa fucking shot and i m surprised i m retaining enough sanity to not kick the shit out of them and anyone else all i got out of it wa the neverending fear that if i do anything to upset them they re probably gon na kick me out of the house more on this later now we re living with dad s mom who s crazy but still function much better than either of them and i would be fine around her except she doesn t even want me around and if dad keep getting fucked up then i would be kicked out while he get off with basically no punishment starting the year i quit my job i developed a porn addiction that i didn t even think wa possible until just recently i don t know if it s the main cause of all my problem but if it make me feel any better i ll quit on the spot i want to move out go to college start my own life and all that fun shit so badly but there is no way in hell i m gon na be able to pas class get financial help or even take care of myself in the mental state that i m in right now i m trying to avoid online college because i miss being able to go out and meet people and be a weirdo and there s no way i m gon na get anything done sitting in this house i don t have any idea on what to do except sit around and pray for some sort of miracle because i m completely fucked at this point i can t even bring myself to get out of bed most of the time sometimes i ll fall asleep for no reason and i can t tell if it s because i m freaking out too much or there s something else wrong with me after i ve spend the past couple day reflecting on everything that s happened and constantly fearing that my family will eventually throw me out i think i ve lost my mind i want to believe it ll pas but i have no idea anymore right now i think my best bet is cry until i get enough financial assistance to move out and start college but i have no fucking clue where to begin on that i don t care how low quality my life and housing is i just wan na get away from my crazy fucking family they re one of the few reason i have anxiety whatsoever the only other thing that really give me anxiety are project because i can never finish them presentation because i can never finish them properly and driving to a destination for the first time because my sense of direction is utter shit if i have any other random related thought i ll edit them in but for now i think this get my point across if this post doesn t belong here i ll move or delete it or whatever if this post seems like a mess it s because it is and i m sorry edit ok another thing that really fucking bother me is my parent are always telling me i m so smart and all that but then treat me like a dumbass i really don t feel smart at all especially after how much i struggled in grade middle school and how much trouble i have figuring out anything past basic stuff the only reason this give me anxiety is because if i can t do normal schoolwork there s no way in hell i m gon na be able to do college level work like should i even attempt college when i have nothing going for me edit i forgot to mention the reason i hate when they call me smart or anyone really is because it s just an excuse for me to do more work instead of it being some sort of compliment edit will having a sugar addiction give me anxiety make it worse because ever since i got to grandma s house i ve been eating a lot more sweet junk food because she won t stop buying it if i need to cut that out too i ll try my best tl dr family crazy terrible decision from everyone how do i stop feeling like shit and move out | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
footballer open up about depression crossydailystar toxic waste i think we know who the toxic waste is here | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mizzzidc this isn t real if it s real your depression is warming up | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is phoneless now off too sleep | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sorry for the clickbait title i just really want to share call this number if you re feeling down and hopefully it ll lift your spirit 0 99 0 i saw it on instagram | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
theekween heart break witnessing trauma anxiety depression loss of a loved one thelmasherbs | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
naughtyhaughty i had on my page for sooooo long until it got deleted sad day in history | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
http twitter com freddybust status thats right | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i f met my girlfriend on a game called genshin impact she is amazing really kind to me and is the first person who ha made me feel loved in a really long time the problem is that i still deal with suicidal thought worse now than any point before in my life and what hurt all the more is that i don t want to disappear from her i quite frequently find myself cry because of the thought of her losing me i ve felt incredibly lonely for most of my life that i can remember i used to feel like nobody would miss me if i died now i know there s someone who would really miss me and it hurt a lot i don t want to talk to her about this mainly because i feel like my bad mental health already affect her too much and i really don t like making her upset i wa on the verge of getting to therapy but then money trouble hit my family i feel hopeless and i wish i didn t meet her so i could just end it without feeling terrible | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so a a kid i moved around a lot because my dad wa in the military but since my teen i ve lived in the same state and it been a near decade i m depressed and i want to travel and move to other place this isn t isolated i also have dysthymia social anxiety disorder and aspergers i m just wondering cause it s hard to find others who relate to this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ryanseacrest tie bar i missed it on wednesday | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t know if i want to die but i wish i wasn t ever born i am so fucking confused i constantly imagine myself getting hit by a train or jumping from high building i browse way to get oneself killed all i have are negative thought i imagine myself killed in accident or fight i am on medical study and i am not fucking interested in anything that these study involve i hate each and every one of people that are in here my group are all guy whose goal in life is to fucking learn a much a they can and boast about it later if they only have chance destroying other people by chance they are not fucking human i tell you their mindset is fascist hurting and non respective for others that i sometimes ditch fucking day on uni because of it they are fake pretending to be your friend while the other day they plunge you in front of every other my friendship with my only true homies from high school is constantly deteriorating my best friend got himself a girlfriend and got so fucking high on her that he completely lost touch with reality he doesn t fucking care anymore i do not have a girlfriend nor a chance to get one i do not have perspective for my life my real ambition are completely separate from the path that i ve already chosen every day is the same i don t find enjoyment in life i hate degenerate humankind but i am somewhat a degenerate myself i suspect myself to be fucking autistic because of symptom that appear in everyday social interaction call me stupid incel or whatever i do not fucking care i just needed to write this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im this year when i finished school i started a business and thing when great too great because i made alot of debt at the time it wa not alot and now over the course of month ive lost the business thanks to covid i now work a a car salesman im married and my son is week old but now i sit with debt that i made while i wa make x what im making now and i cant pay it i cant provide for my wife or son ny wife dropped out of university because i cant pay it anymore tomorrow ill sell my last few possession do i can make it through this month but i plan on ending it soon atleast then my wife can collect life insurance and she will be set for life a for me i just needed to rant ive made up my mind | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have chapped lip boo | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gmg 00 lol omg don t tempt me i just started p90 hour ago i need to at least be good for a day shoulda asked me yesterday | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so many thing i can t will never be able to do again my friend talk about going skateboarding or how awesome it would be to go skiing soccer wa my favorite sport and i can t play anymore well i can but at the risk of my left knee buckling in on itself which it ha done just the act of getting out of bed is painful and every girl i talk to i eventually have to tell them i got hit by a car which come off a gaslighting like i m looking for sympathy the last one i told said she d help me through it or whatever but she just stopped talking to me after hanging out a couple time which sound like nothing but now i don t talk to anyone perhaps the worst part is that the guy never even said he wa sorry my friend don t even ask me how i m doing all they fucking talk about is dungeon and dragon nobody asks how i m doing everyone is just like oh yeah him he got hit by a car and just assume that i m fine all i think about is cry in someone s arm i am practically on the verge of tear every waking moment of every day i guess what keep me going is the fact that it could have been much worse i could have not opened the trunk of my dad car in time and he could have crushed me from my knee up all the way to my chest rather than just at the knee i wa getting my bag out of the back of my dad car when a guy in a f 0 pickup truck pulled up behind me either pulled too close and the car jumped forward when he put it in park or he just forgot to put it in park and it rolled forward pinning me at the knee between the two vehicle for like second | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
being border restricted victim day by day we getting engulfed in frustration depression suicidal attempt and much more that we can t express in word depression fmwangyisaveindianstudents takeusbacktochina | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
seating here helping my baby with his paper well he is forcing me too seat with him im sleepy | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i 9 f moved to a different state to support my partner while they re at school we went from a duel income household to me being the breadwinner i wa diagnosed with adhd anxiety and depression last year and am on med and in therapy i just keep screwing up at work the work isn t hard but i m making stupid mistake i feel like im not doing anything correctly i try to be thorough and am told by my bos that i m getting too caught up in the detail i try to be quick and cover the basic and am told that it isn t my best work i have no idea what to do i m told to ask question if i don t understand by my bos and when i do she s short with me example i asked if i should include document with a proposal because the last time i did there wa push back from someone saying they didn t need to provide the document she replied if i wa asking if i needed to follow to the standard operative procedure i feel stuck my performance ha been worse partially due to depression which ha affected my focus cue adhd issue med for that aren t working great i just feel so stuck i m literally cry once a week bc i feel like i m failing so badly i m literally doing working extra because i m behind and not charging for it bc i just feel like i m so behind i started this new job and wa immediately sent home to telework full time so i can t just ask the people around me for help | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
guy i think i will be soon dead idk how longer i can take it drug and alcohol dont work anymore it all became so pointless ive got left nihilism is actual realism and i cant fuxking take it i just wish i could fuxking get eaten up by some black hole or destroyed by supernova idc at this point anymore i just wish to be gone for good | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ate too many oreo yesterday feel very sick today | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i can t do it anymore it feel like none of my friend care about me my ex left me and now ha blocked me my mom ha been hounding me about shit that i don t have the time or energy to shoulder i can t speak loudly without struggling i can barely eat without it feeling like sand down my throat i feel so alone | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tried to install a twitter application on my phone didn t work tough boo | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
orangeflowers me too it scary not the clutter but the unclean pain keep me awake lately but shld start subsiding in a wk or so | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
and i m running out of time to decide i couldn t give a shit le about my major about internship about anything i don t know how to fix myself and i can t bring myself to try anything anymore if i manage to survive past the next few year which seems to be getting exponentially difficult i m going to have fucked over my career or myself now i have no good option | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am a late 0 s man in canada i have discovered i am bisexual my friend and family would be shocked i have always been with woman my whole life until last weekend i wa helping a coworker and his wife move we were finished and i needed to use the bathroom before i left when i came out they asked me straight out if i wanted to have sex with them i wa taken aback for sure but i felt my fantasy wa coming true it wa a wondeful experince never had a man give me oral sex before and i returned the favou http favour no r now i feel like my friend and family will reject me and i feel i should just end my life and aviod the hassle my http hassle my life is worthless and i feel after this happened i am done | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
somewhat a depression post but i feel a if i don t know what my preference is i like men and woman but at the same time i ve never felt that emotionally just sexually am i just a weirdo or is their a statement for it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t feel like trying to make thing better in fact i never did i just accepted it a a part of life it may be because i ve never been that much of a person that work hard i m just lazy in general i like to take thing easy if you re lazy apathetic and unmotivated there s pretty much no chance of overcoming depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i feel like i have had this crap since i wa young and depending on whether or not i can convince myself everything will be okay is where my anxiety level are i am constantly plagued by my own thought about dying and more specifically what happens after and the wonderful memory throughout my life that will just be gone i love life so strongly the sunrise and sunset the connection with family friend my husband potentially future child that i ve been holding off on until i can come to some sort of conclusion with this anxiety and the companionship of animal sometimes i spiral into panic over it and just don t know how i m going to keep doing this for the rest of my life the anxiety is so bad that i would say at this point i have depression that i ve never felt wa a label that ha matched me in the past doe anyone have any kind word or advice or anything ha anyone had success with finding their way out of this anxiety i m not religious but i am spiritual and look at life very factually and scientifically this is just one thing that i don t have very good answer to or hope about | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jonnyisgeek i cant watch it suck | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m my snap is bradenisacuck feel free to add me anyone | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hellivina i miss em too | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i still cant understand linked in what sthe point of it again just got bakc from shoot bloody exhausted i need a hug | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
babyvtec geez it s so late for you good luck at work tomorrow i am soooo knackered too love you | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m am very depressed i m getting a degree that i have no interest in getting a job in i work in a retail store and feel like i m going to end up stuck in these type of job forever i play video game hour every day i eat unhealthy my living situation stress me out tremendously i don t want to move back in with my parent but i also can t afford to live on my own i have no passion no drive no meaning in life i m so lost why do i feel like i m losing all control of my life like the world is crumbling around me and i m slowly beginning to fall towards my end the worst part about it is i already know what i have to do to fix my depression work out sleep well quit weed quit masturbating quit nicotine eat well and most importantly stop playing video game i just never do any of them sometimes i ll go a few day good get this sense of euphoria and tell myself everything is fine why am i even worried about the future right now i don t need to do any of this stuff i can fix my life whenever then i go back into my depressive whole i cut off everyone and isolate myself background please don t suggest therapy i ve been to three separate therapist ongoing for the last three year | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ientje 9 aw i m fine too thanks yeah i miss you so much on the mfc but hope we can talk later on today kiss huglove | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i taled pill but god decided that i shoudl stay i used to be grateful but i think he wanted me here just to burn my molester in facebook now after loosing my job and being a penniless looser with a lot of debt again i can t stop to remind all my recent mistake and wish i had died maybe if i burn the asshole before and maybe if i swalloed more pill or more alcohol i m so furious at myself right now | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i m a 9 y o female who ha been on zoloft since i wa 0 i ve never drank or done drug but lately i ve gotten to a point in my life where i d like to try having a few drink with friend however on the side of my zoloft bottle it say not to drink alcohol would it still be okay to have a few | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have made up my mind i am going to kill myself tomorrow i ll be alone in the house for atleast hour so no one will be there to check up on me or save me i have the razor blade and pill i m going to use i have alcohol too and i m going to get drunk while i harm myself i m hoping to go before anyone find me i can t deal with life anymore i can t do this anymore i m not going to say my goodbye this is goodbye i hope y all are able to heal this is going to be it for me goodbye | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
today i had an important college presentation to do but since last night i ve been so dead feel like with my brain my body ha also given up i have to pull myself together to even get out of bed i had to wake up early today and i did but i just couldn t leave my bed i wa cry so much the whole night for no specific reason i decided not to go and explained my partner that i won t make it i told them how i wa feeling funnily they re my best friend who were doing the presentation w me one of them said i didn t have the ball to just say it straight to their face that i just don t want to go because i m being lazy or whatever it hurt me so much how do i explain this to them it make me feel like i m good for nothing i feel like a piece of shit for not doing thing i should be doing everyday it keep on getting worse for me i tried therapy but it just expensive and doesn t work for me plus i always have this stress of spending so much on therapy being a student if this is how it going to be like then i don t even wan na carry on lmao i d rather just kill myself but i can t do that also because i m such a coward and always think about the consequence of my action and how other people would have to deal w it the shame that my parent will have to face i have so much fear and anxiety it so difficult to survive | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i want to sing but i m afraid of everything my voice is shaking when i speak and it make me cry even thinking about singing or practicing plus to that i wa in music school when i wa a child and my music teacher just stopped working with me said i am useless and should just be quit when others sing i really need to start singing it s killing me but i am afraid to go to school for anxiety and childhood memory of being shit at singing and i am afraid of practicing home because i think neighbor can hear me i can t cope anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i really hate how people dis my band trace is clearly not ugly | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
zurich doe not have smelly bag anymore | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i see a lot of people dealing with mental health issue being so hard on the self i know it s a hard time but please never bring yourself down your only human it s normal to experience these emotion please start being kind to yourself it will help so much | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
she now want an mmmf except i have to only play a supporting role would mind but the other two guy have huge cock what am i to do | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
stewiebrittany no i dont even know how to ride it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nhsuk the issue with this a a formerly obese person is the jolly fat folk persona i wasn t amp all those i know amp help are not happy being fat it is a myth put out by the food industry suggesting we are happy being metabolically unhealthy the depression caused is astronomical | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i d give anything to die i can t take this pain anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is back at the cabbins ew | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
basically earlier i took a hit of this old roach this guy gave me and it tasted bad so i extinguished it didn t know it wa that bad lol he s a guy i know long story short i don t know if it wa moldy so i washed my hand and opened the cap of the case it wa in and just quickly inspected it with my eye not touching it then i rubbed my eye and my felt felt weird lol am i just being anxious maybe i have dry eye i wa smoking some actual fucking normal weed too sigh you feel me random anxiety oof | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
batmannn i love chutney | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mccainblogette awwwww and you were trying to go to sleep hour ago | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
morw i get my blasted wisdom teeth pulled need sleep cnt stop worryng i hate needle | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
shaundiviney i want pizzaaaa | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i dont even deserve to live | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
something got into my eye now it itchy aw | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
can t sleep and wondering why my following keep going down guess i got ta try and be more interesting haha | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have gad and have been going through an emotional upheaval with my partner causing extra stress i ve been reducing my lexapro slightly a i felt it wa not working but now am more anxious than ever despite tiny change today i woke up full of dread to go to work no reason i love my job but it all felt too much a a mid ground i decided to work from home today instead of going in i still feel light headed and awful and have the added guilt of messing client around by changing the schedule or converting to online service what do i do how do i get myself to work when it all feel too much | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jordynhill oh i cic so much meaning to that ring but i have a feeling i d lose it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s so upsetting ami s in agony and the vet can t see her until pm my poor little thing | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
beginning to enjoy lazy town oh dear | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so struggled with suicidal symptom have had a lot of suicide attempt in the past year but have been getting better within the last two year so improving slowly well i wa until my bf of month broke up with me last week and i can t deal with the guilt of knowing i pushed him away with my anxiety ptsd and depression the pain of heartbreak is too much rn and a foolish a it sound it s very hard to take | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have bad depression and anxiety over this i need not only advice because i ve been kicked out of hair sub but i need advice for what to say and how to explain to bully in school about my big thick curly hair | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it must be annoying to be my friend employer fellow employee or anyone else who need to contact me i am scared to death of receiving bad news from people bring angry at me plan not working out or more responsibility being added to my plate that i just out right avoid any news all together im really scared that the government is going to come after me for incorrect tax breaking law which i have unbeknownst broken ect so i just avoid any and all thing that they could contact me through i dont even like doorbell this ha damaged my gpa because i don t even look at my school website so i miss homework and even test i guess i m just paranoid feel like the end is always drawing near and i d rather not see it hit me but it hit me regardless and it s impact is worse because i dint see it coming but because it hit me it reaffirms that bad news is coming and the cycle continues | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my life is meaningless im a junior in high school don t know what i wan na do when i grow up my whole friend group is senior who all are leaving me and moving away to knew college they don t know this but their quite literally the only reason im even alive right now they give me motivation to wake up in the morning the day im alone and don t see them im always just depressed it s almost like their my medicine i just know once i finally move away to be on my own im going to end my life so i just would rather not delay the inevitable i don t even think my friend would care that much they ve already told me thing about killing my self a a joke not knowing the state im in and it s really not their fault i know their just joking and that they mean no harm by it it s just that im obviously fucked up in the head i sometimes would just rather wish that i d get into a almost deadly car accident that wasn t my fault just so i can maybe appreciate life more id also like to know how my friend and love one would react to see if they d actually care i think about this a lot when im driving and it tends to make me speed and drive recklessly i just want a reason to live honestly | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my adult child with depression is very challenging to deal with i realize that she ha depression but she refuse to get a job amp expects u to pay for her living expense in an apartment when we bring it up she cut u off i feel bad because i know doing new thing can be difficult especially for someone with depression and anxiety but i can not afford to pay for my daughter s apartment and my apartment she is finished with school in august with a college degree i offered for her to move into my apartment but she won t now she isn t talking to me because of asking her to get a job but i m still paying for everything because i dont know what else to do | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
seasonal depression suck | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i think i ll try tonight i ll go on a late night walk and accidentally trip in front of a car that way if i fail i won t have to deal with all the shit | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
title more or le i m amab non binary and at the low point of my life so far i need to talk to somebody but i m a bit scared tbh the reason being while i m having more and more s icidal thought and thinking of how pointless life is i know that i m too much of a coward to actually commit to it and i don t want to hog the space for someone who s off worse than me tl dr i don t see much point in living anymore but i just know i most likely won t km is it ok though if i call the hotline | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
marieclr i wa serious lol | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
piccy coming soon off to watch 90 0 god i wan na move to america soo baadd | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
perruchee peteblacklab her dog had a phantom pregnancy and after her depression my auntie decided to breed her and only sell puppy to people she knew so the mumma dog will still see them http t co jvhtisc sf | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
quakeroatsfemb nice sometimes i also do that it s a great way to remove the layer of depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
curse this planet curse that most woman want an above average penis size curse most woman enjoy above average size curse i can t do anything to change mine curse i will always be inferior and never satisfy anyone fully curse that life made my life hopeless from the day i wa born curse people who get mad at me for giving up when there literally nothing i can do curse the people who dont take my problem seriously curse this planet i will go kill myself now | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
another day at centre point this time an early start so guessing train will be rammed with commuter | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
had the worst dream abt some turd face i used to date ugh it wa awful | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
lejeff oh pant i m hanging out with the old folk back in england defo b up when i get back tho | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
yep it s been week a lady at our church is watching her | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve tried 0 antidepressant nothing work i m about to fail out if college it s over for me i don t want to love anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
whyinthehell if i may butt in again i m done being nosey sorry your conversation wa just so interesting | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m not going to make it after school won t pas and be stuck there i think going out is hurting me i do thing and when i get back home i think it over and think what a failure i am i say something or do something and then i think everyone is gon na laugh thing is i ve got year before i leave school but i m still worrying i m worrying that my friend will leave after the mandatory time needing to spend with me even if i do go out with them more because it s spring i m worrying that this isn t my lowest point my mom already ha anxiety and depression and my dad who is an arsehole is moving out and i m just gon na leave her for the rest of her life however long that is the title is a tiny lie though i hope my mom carry on when i m gone i hope she carry on with the memory or just forgets me entirely so she doe need the grief without me i ve never told anyone except just a few joke with my friend and i don t think they caught on this one time i written a suicide note in my memo but i m so stupid i can t tie a noose not even a shoelace only thing i m good at is writing my handwriting is terrible look like a preschooler written it and i can t even join it up i came on here because i couldn t find anything to cut with and i can t go downstairs to get something it got a bit of the weight crushing my chest off but there is still some | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
being border restricted victim day by day we getting engulfed in frustration depression suicidal attempt and much more that we can t express in word depression fmwangyisaveindianstudents takeusbacktochina 00 | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nilelegania glad i wa able help you feel better i hate to see you sick love you | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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longing to own a sewing machine my birthday is too far away | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
for week i wa cripplingly anxious all day but had a few drink and realised i m only ever comfortable when drunk idk i realise it s unhealthy like soooo much but it s better than my sober self l how can i try and feel the same when i m sober | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i shouldn t have been born my mother told me she didn t even want to have me amp that my dad raped her amp that s how she got pregnant with me if abortion had been acceptable then there would have been a chance i wa aborted amp never would have had to live such an awful life i have nothing going for me amp i m so mentally ill i ve had such a hard childhood amp my adult life is becoming even more painful all i do all day is complain because there s nothing good in my life amp yes i ve tried making it better my father wa never in my life amp even my mom wasn t i never had a chance it s just too difficult trying amp i don t want to be alive anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
aliceverheij on m xp im afriad laptop is about yr old and think it just a bit messed up | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my throat feel so wierd i don t know if it s anxiety or something medical i ve heard anxiety make your throat feel like this but i also don t feel like i m anxious this have never really happened to me before i m on medical so this shouldn t happen should it someone please help | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i feel so helpless like i have absolutely no say in my own life and i have no idea what to do anymore all i want to do is to kill myself but the way that i ve decided to do it is going to be painful and right now i ve become so mentally weak that i can t even tolerate or accept pain i wish i could just die in my sleep tonight or get hit by a bus tomorrow because i m not even strong enough to end my life no matter how much i want to | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i shouldn t post here or anywhere else but i have nothing else so firstly i want to apologize i m sorry that you have to read this first off because it s all nonsense and also because it may be stupid or weird since english isn t my first language i have nothing no family no friend no job i m stuck in my apartment because i m a coward psychiatrist tell me i have agoraphobia but i don t think it s true i m just a waste of time space and money there s no need for me to still be here i ve tried multiple time to end it all when my family were still here i got caught and sent to psychiatric ward and now it s a neighbor who knew my dad he keep coming again and again to see if i m ok i m wasting his time a well like i waste your time writing this i don t even know why i need to do this it s not like i want any help nor i need any help maybe i just want to leave something somewhere testify about loneliness and mental illness i m already shameful just thinking about somebody will see this and witness how i m such a stupid human being just complaining about nothing playing the victim although i m not long time ago i thought i wa a victim tho my dad did thing to me people at school bullied me i wa thinking like that my mindset wa fxcked up now that i ve rethink about it all i see is the problem wa and still is me i can t blame others over what i did i don t wish this to my worst enemy this void that keep devoting me taking more and more space making me disappear slowly again i m sorry about all that and thanks to this sub if that post is not removed if you re in this state i hope you ll get better soon i don t know you but you re worth it don t let anybody tell you otherwise and never give up on thing you like or that make you feel good | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i love my atekinzz so much amp amp i soo miss her | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
being an adult fuckin suck lol i m just gon na say that i m and i ve been on and off homeless since i wa me and my family don t talk at all and i m ina point in my life we re i have my own home a full time job and i m doin better but sometimes it feel like i m all alone and that i should be happy in the situation i m in now i have no reason to feel depressed i think at least my fianc said she notice my change since i started working day a week 0 hour a week idk i guess i m just rambling it s just sometimes i wish i had my mom again or my sister or someone to tell me hey man i love you it s all gon na work out and give me a hug ya know life is stressful trying to be successful and independent since ha made me mature and grow in different aspect don t get me wrong but i want my family s love back i wan na feel included and not alone ya know and i m sorry if this post is irrelevant i m super anxious right now and don t know how to contain myself | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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