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how to not be an asshole during a deep depression? | i feel like my depression (and agoraphobia) have made me so selfish and i want to be better. i struggle to take care of my basic needs and i feel like i can no longer do anything for anyone else anymore. i cant get myself to stand long enough for simple acts of service for my loved ones. i'm bad at getting back to text... | 39 |
What should I expect from antidepressants? | I (21M) am starting antidepressants and today was my first day. I understand it’s supposed to take a bit to kick in, but I’ve never been on any medications before so I’m not too sure what I’m supposed to feel like. For me, it’s kind of a crap shoot weather I’ll be depressed on any given day so I’m a bit worried I won’t... | 3 |
Toxic parents and Depression | I quit my job in social work after being attacked by clients. Supervisor wasn’t supportive. Anyways, since then it’s been breakdown after breakdown. I was having SI and sought out support from my parents. They told me to not be selfish and then decided to tell all of my extended family how I was feeling. I am now being... | 2 |
Self Isolation/Drifting from family | I am 27M. I come from a single parent household. My parents never married and separated 6 months after I was born. They are still civil today. My father is an engineer. He married and had 4 additional children. My mom was a nurse and I was raised by her and my grandmother
I did not have a bad childhood. It was nothing... | 1 |
Why everyone else around me seems to be doing well in life except me | I have been struggling with these thoughts for years. Is it victim mentality or i don't know what but everyone i see looks happy and doing well in life. When I'm having a hard time i think that everyone is suffering they just don't show it but that might not be true. I tried to find out if people around me are faking i... | 13 |
I might just do it | Every day I grow less and less fearful of the inevitable void and as these feelings consume me its almost like the void is pulling me in. It seems to be a golden ticket to free myself of my pain that has followed in my shadow for the past 10 years. I'm young, I have a family who cares about me and a wonderful girlfrien... | 1 |
stuck since 10 years | I'm 24. Moved from south America to Germany 2011 but suffered here a lot since my parents just relied on social help and got depressed and a lot of things happened to me. I was forced by society here to learn the burocracy and achieved a great education but I was neglected at home event though I had always received lov... | 2 |
I don’t even know anymore. | My energy is completely gone and I feel like I’m dying on the inside. The things that used to make me happy and bring me joy just makes me feel empty; even talking to my friends makes me feel empty. I don’t even have the desire to want to eat anymore (I’m surprise I can even still function properly at work) I barely sl... | 18 |
What should I do next? | I've been dealing with depression and anxiety my whole life, but a few years ago, due to a health issue and lockdown it got so much worse.
Ever since I started college I've been dealing with so much shit (health wise and other matters) but until that point (2020) I was able to manage, after that health complication th... | 1 |
Depressed about moving back home | I've spent my summer so far feeling extremely down and depressed. I recently graduated and had to move back home due to the fact that I had no money (in fact, I'm in debt) and no job.
I managed to get a job that pays $25 an hour, however, with the high rent prices I don't think I'll ever be able to move out on my own.... | 1 |
Stuck!! | I feel I am totally stuck. Nothing makes me feel good. I work all day to keep myself busy but as soon as I wrap up work I am clueless. I get breathing issues ( probably anxiety) . I scroll endlessly on the phone. I have hard time falling asleep. I just don't want to feel like this any more | 2 |
I feel empty and find no point anymore. | I feel bored all the time no sadness nor happiness almost numb, my mind is so blank it feels like I'm not even real at times and I find my life pointless. All I do is sleep and try to distract myself from reality desperately searching for something to distract me something to interest me only to become bored and daydre... | 1 |
I am miserable | I'm looking for the easiest way to isolate myself from society forever.
Wherever I go I feel like I'm a parasite.
I live nearby my aunt, she always offers me food cus I don't make my own, so sometimes I'd rather stay hungry.
I have to lie, pretend I ate already, but sometimes I can't help but accept it. And it hurts... | 2 |
Every day I feel completely alone | Even among people, I do not feel needed and heard. I've been overthinking for as long as I can remember. Every time I try to improve my health in a medical way or with the help of a psychologist, everything goes downhill, as if I was not destined to be happy. Maybe I look at things only from the negative side, but it s... | 3 |
My wasted life… | Father passed a few months back and I moved back to help and get everything in order.
I’ve always been alone and on my own. Lack of relationships and true friendships.
Things are tidying up now and I’m completely lost on what my next steps are.
I lack direction and am feeling lonely and stuck.
I’ve been good ... | 2 |
Story ( ig ) | Hello I want to tell you about my story about my life, I am very young for my age to be on here but I just feel like I needed to tell my story
I've been in so much drama I've been in religion trauma homophobia, trauma, transphobia trauma, and child abuse, a first started it when I was young and I had to go to this chur... | 1 |
Not being attached to living | Right now I am 17 and it's been like this for like 5-6 years and I did try to find some attachment but I wasn't able to in the past right now I am just living since I don't have to take responsibility or smth but I don't feel like living when I become an adult and have responsibilities.
For example everyone around my ... | 1 |
I don't know if I'm suicidal or in a toxic relationship. | I've made a lot of mistakes in my life. I feel like it's too many to live with. Nothing ever really made me happy. Growing up all I remember is that when I got excited about something I was going yelled at. Told to sit down and be quiet, etc. I've been in a toxic marriage for a long time. I thought it was better for my... | 1 |
Still feeling so fucked. I wanna go away but | Sup guys, 18yo British dude here, ya can probz see by my post history and this post I suffer from pretty fkin bad depression and anxiety.
Recently I decided that shit won't really change itself, I decided that I'd picture the life that I want to live and try to emulate that to the best of my ability.
It is centered... | 1 |
i dont know | my brain can think anymore lol it’s just empty and numb nothing goes through my head idk tho lmao | 1 |
I feel numb | I finally started feeling happy again after an abusive relationship I had months ago. I thought I was ready to start dating again and went out with a girl. We clicked but it didn’t work out. She felt like someone who I could be happy with but there were deal breakers for me. It feels good to know I’m setting boundaries... | 1 |
I feel fundamentally flawed | For my whole life things have gone wrong for me. I’ve defaulted to either blaming myself or thinking I am just inherently cursed. I’m not sure how to cope anymore, how am I supposed to move forward when I’m still me? When I’m still this cursed person? If I’m still me, everything will go wrong no matter what I do. I don... | 16 |
Pretty sure I'll die alone | I'm 27 and I've never been in love or in a relationship. I'm still a virgin. Idk why I can't connect with anyone
Idk what to do. How to talk to people. I don't see it changing. Idk who'd even want me. Idk. | 85 |
I can't do this anymore | I'm only 14. But I can't do this. I have a relationship with a really cute girl who I don't think gives a fuck about me but I can't find anyone else. Nobody likes me for me. I can't even believe she accepted dating me in the first place. I'm genuinely a loser and look fucking ugly. I tried to tell her I felt sad the ot... | 0 |
1st vacation in decades, am I making a mistake? | A series of medical and emotional "situations" has me feeling very low.
I had a medical emergency that landed me in the hospital for a couple days. My therapist had a medical emergency and I haven't seen him in months. My parent's (both deceased) home burned down...the only home I knew before I moved out. My sibli... | 2 |
Parents | I was honestly really happy for a while ya know, it had been a bit since I posted but alas I’m back. It feels a bit heartless to complain really, they aren’t abusive, never have been but my parents just make me so miserable sometimes, like yeah I’m a teen I’m sure I’m a pain in the ass but it can’t be my fault all the ... | 2 |
How did I get here ? | I have this urge to remain silent I don't want to say anything my lips feel heavy I can't really force them to move
I wish my entourage was as silent as me
I need a moment to understand all that happened I've been so sad and living kept getting harder
I'm supposed to fight , to bare to try constantly and I survived ... | 2 |
My life is a mess and I have to vent | And being a mom makes me feel like shit. I can’t provide anything but the bare minimum basics for my kids when they deserve everything. I am trying so hard to find a job, go back to school (stay at home mom for 16 yr no work history doesn’t make it easy to be hired) but it is going no where. I have nothing to show for ... | 3 |
i have no will for anything | my brain is not motivated to do anything at all i feel awful i don’t care for things anymore i can’t even act happy | 3 |
Safe Mode w/o Networking 1st time in 10 years | Idk why I am posting here. I don't have a question and I don't know anyone here. I don't know what I need from this post. It has veen about ten years since this last happened to me. I can't seem to do anything beyond a very strict autopilot. As if I shut down and had to reboot in Safe Mode but without Networking (socia... | 4 |
I don't think I fit in anywhere | I want to be a part of things socially, but I end up feeling like I don't really fit in. Its hard to know really, but I feel self-conscious a lot. anyone relate?
edit: I'm taking a break | 1 |
I don’t think I should be alive | I’ve made so many mistakes I hate who I am I hate how I look I hate that I was even born. I hate that I’m such a coward I wish I had the courage to kill myself.
Im a worthless coward I want to die I hate waking up everyday. | 15 |
I can’t get deeply sleep; how long does this last? | I had a traumatic experience happen to me. Currently I am dealing with depression and anxiety. I have been working out vigorously a few times a week, and this has helped tremendously. But I am still not getting peaceful, deep sleep. Typically what happens is that I am exhausted, go to bed at 10:30pm, wake up every t... | 2 |
Vent space | Free vent in the comments-judgement free | 2 |
I think I forgot how to be happy | I just looked back and realized that I've been depressed and having anxiety for four and a half years, and having OCD for four years. Wow time flies by fast.
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Depression just feels like an endless pit that keeps sucking you in. Before you know it, you have no way to escape. There was one time a year ago when ... | 182 |
My most recent episode | This is a long one, but it felt important to get it out into the world:
In an effort to always be transparent, and with hope that maybe just maybe my own experiences could help someone else that has lost their way and cannot seem to see a glimmer of light at the end of the dark tunnel that is a depressive/anxiety ... | 1 |
I’m so tired of people telling me to “think happy” and “be positive” | People always tell me “one day I wake up and I’m super depressed, I go about my daily business. The next day I wake up and I’m happy, I go about my regular business, the next day I’m in between and I do the same thing.” And to “just think happy and snap out of it” or “life is hard. Why can’t people just accept that”
... | 11 |
Life took a downward spiral. Started at 17 than further and further into wpression I went. | As a teen I delt with confidence issues physically and mentally, hit this super bad case of anxiety and depression by the time I was 20. Took a simple ssri and it really did help ALOT. I couldn't believe it took away so many years of depression. Unfortunately when I unred 29 it stopped working, or I developed some wors... | 1 |
Hello all | Hey all. It's been a bit. I've been a bit since I've posted here, around 2017-ish. I've been visiting on and off occasionally.
I went through a traumatic experience when I was stationed overseas but I want to say I've since "recovered". Some things were never the same and in some ways I was better, but the depression ... | 3 |
How do I cultivate morning motivation? | Lately I'd say my depression has been getting better, but there's one area I really struggle with. At least a couple times a week, I wake up, and my first thought is something along the lines of "who gives a fuck". Why should I bother going to work? Why should I bother doing anything that I would prefer not to do? Life... | 5 |
Shame | Does anyone else feel like if they wanted to, they could be productive and not depressed, but they’re too scared to leave? Maybe I could get back to my normal life, but I feel more comfortable in solitude. I feel like I’m letting someone down by not doing better, doing more, with my life, but it’s just too much. | 2 |
my mom doesn't understand | As from the title unfortunately I say that my mom doesn't understand what I'm getting into. She calls me selfish and tells me it's been a long time and I'm not really depressed. Then I lost my dad and says I should react for her but I can't I would but I can't do it, it's not up to me. | 1 |
Finally I’m out | Dear Everyone,
I tried. I honestly tried. I tried so hard. I am too tired for all of these roadblocks. I know it seems stupid to commit suicide over college, but you have to understand that was my goal.
I painted a picture in my mind, I told myself the idea that if you want to be successful you must have an educatio... | 1 |
I'm falling apart at the seems | I'm actually crying right now. No matter how much love I know I have or how many others I see struggling like me, I still feel alone and empty. It hurts so much to be alive but it's still so scary to die | 0 |
Vent: I just wish I was normal. | I mean, cmon, I cant even go to the gym in the fear that someone from my school will be there and make fun of me. I keep saying I will wake up early and go to the gym to avoid this, but when I set my alarm clock for 9am, I turn it off and fall back asleep, and I wake up at 2PM!!!! That makes me mad. Not to mention tha... | 1 |
As soon as the holidays come I get depressed | The school holidays just started last week in Uk, and since then I just have felt so damn hopeless and lonely. I’m 17, all my ‘friends’ are out and about enjoying the holidays, but I’m stuck inside with no one but my family to talk to, feeling lonely and resenting everyone else having a good time. At least during schoo... | 2 |
Every family has a person who breaks the chain of poverty. May you'll be that person | Here is one of my biggest learnings from this year: success is not limited to a chosen few. It is within reach for anyone willing to work hard and persevere.
Being determined to overcome challenges does not mean you have to do it alone. Surround yourself with a supportive network of mentors, friends, and colleag... | 0 |
Walled In | I don't want to let anyone get close again. I don't want to feel like someone needs me ever again. Every time I've thought someone needed me they've been all too happy to show me how wrong I was. I just want to shut down and stay in this little emotional prison I've built for myself but it seems like anyone who I spend... | 8 |
I feel worthless | I do nothing. No matter how bad I want to try and better myself my body goes straight to playing games and watching stuff. I feel worthless and useless and I don’t know what to do. I failed the school year because of this and now I’m close to failing summer-school. I would’ve offed myself by now but I don’t have a good... | 12 |
As a token depressed and flaky friend, how do I work through the cognitive dissonance of having a depressed and flaky friendcrush? | I’m having such a hard time differentiating between this person making excuses to not hang out with me because they don’t enjoy my company and them just actually having a rough go of it. It’s like… robbing me of the ability to courteously save face and dip out if they don’t want me around. Part of me wants to say “look... | 0 |
Nothing horrifies me more than the passage of time | I can't explain how much time horrifies me.
I feel so trapped knowing that I only have a limited amount of time in order to accomplish everything I want to do and knowing the amount of things I won't see because of how short our time here is. Before I know it, it'll be the future and I'll have even less time to get th... | 122 |
idk anymore | hi. lately i have been feeling suicidal and i really want to end my life but i know that this time will pass too but i don't have the power to keep it going. my cat died a month ago. he was only 6 months old and he didn't even die from any infection, he jumped off my window although he never does so, he just sits there... | 2 |
It hurts so bad … | Today was an especially rough one. My addiction and depression has worn me down so far & causes me immense anguish. I hurt so bad mentally. I cried a river of tears of guilt, regret, shame, and sorrow today. I literally created this Reddit account under an hour ago—because the weight of my pain is so intense, that I ne... | 12 |
I'm a spineless failure. I have no talents and am useless as hell. I am a burden to my parents and am just useless baggage for them to carry. I wasted my own life, and am lazy as hell with mental disorders like schizophrenia,ocd. No job, a loser,and shy as hell. I cannot communicate with anyone. | All my life I have been weak,vulnerable and wasted my life stuck in my own head with ocd thoughts, and having music ocd alongside with having a bad temper and losing it whenever I get pressured too much. I'm an emotional person who deals with harassing people daily and am a weak coward who cannot even commit suicide. I... | 0 |
I can't take this anymore | My whole life is already bad today is the big day with I have to perform for a musical but I don't feel like it anymore since my best friend texted me saying "They’re taking away my electronics, moving my room and giving me heavy sleeping pills for 3 days so I sleep all day :/" I'm crying so much rn my mascara is all ... | 5 |
it's getting worse. | for the past three days, i have been waking up with no energy at all. it happened before, but never this bad. yesterday i had no appetite. today i don't either, and im nauseous. i have been crying every day for no aparent reason. i feel like absolute crap. im on winter break (south america), and going back to school on... | 2 |
Regrets of life… | Regrets of bringing children into this world. I’m so scared they’re going to endure what I went through but at the same time struggle to give them my all.
Regrets of staying with my wife and worsening her life with my struggles. She insists I’m not a burden but the occasional resentment tells me all. I know I cause... | 1 |
Why should I care that my loved ones want me to live | I’ve decided that life isn’t worth it but my genuine questions is why should I continue to live just because my “loved ones” will miss me, be sad. etc? I feel like that’s not good enough reason. why should I care about their suffering if they don’t care about mine? Asking me to continue life is equivalent to asking me ... | 1 |
I want to trade all my emotions in exchange for a bit happiness | I am tired of being sad. I am tired of being hopeless and not realising my self worth. I don't have a job, a loving partner, a good confidence, or good looks. I am just another average person who doesn't matter in anyone's life.
I just want to be happy, and I am willing to do anything for it, even if I have to sell ... | 11 |
How can I help my depressed friend | I'm not sure what subreddit to go to. But I'm gonna try to keep this short as possible.. I'm gonna be vague just to keep his information private.
I have a online friend that has moved to the another country. he has no irl friends in the new country for the longest time he wasn't able to work. Recently He had gotten th... | 1 |
Slow progress | Fell out my depression today and cleaned my room so proud of myself bc I’ve been feeling drained and busy to do even the simple things in life 🥺 just giving myself anonymous recognition bc I’m always so harsh on myself for not practicing will power | 9 |
I’m really torn.. | I feel like the only thing fuelling me to continue to be alive is my daughter. She doesn’t deserve the hurt losing me will bring to her life.
But, she is only 2.. maybe others will speak kindly about me to her, someone will come and take my place, she won’t know the difference if I go now.
On the other hand, do I des... | 3 |
So close |
Im really thinking about ending this… its so close. I can see them. They’re calling me everyday. All the time “eat us, end this”
I don’t wanna suffer anymore
All i do is fuck up. My brain cant do things right. I don’t deserve to be here anymore.
Whats the points when all i do is fuck up and make everybody hate me. W... | 1 |
How much failure is too much failure? | Everything I touch is just ruined.
Every decision I take turns out to be a complete disaster.
Tired of my current situation, haven't gain anything from work and studies.. I'm stuck in a single phase since years.
Feels like I've lost everything and now I just feel tired..idk what to do. | 9 |
Self Neglect. | I didn't realize I was depressed until I sat down and looked at it all and I definitely, am in fact, depressed.
I think everyone saw it but me. However, I realized the route of a lot of my issues is self hatred and a constant feeling of guilt. I'm not sure why. However, I've been heavily neglecting myself. Not drinki... | 1 |
That funny feeling | It really never goes away. | 1 |
Depression or lose hope | For me? i used to be strong more than i should i never try to be weak even situations i have the right to fall even for a while but always i never let me down yeah fighter i guess lol but still wondering why ppl fight so hard to be happy somedays i just want to jump off any high building maybe i feel some sort of free... | 3 |
Never enough | I failed again.
I never get things right.
It's my youngest daughters birthday today.
I got up early with my wife and kids for breakfast and to see my daughter open her presents.
My own childhood was full of abuse. I dont see much of my parents or siblings. I saw my sister the other day and she gave me a present fo... | 1 |
I am going crazy | This is nsfw for a reason, if anything concerning triggering topics is not good for you to read, stop here.
Now that this is out of the way. I wanna start my story with some contextualisation so people hopefully can understand me at least a bit.
I am (20M) not average to say the least. My life consists of ups... | 0 |
I'm scared | I've been depressed for a long time but at least in the past i liked to talk about it with others. I liked to go out to put my mind at ease. But now i don't want to do any of that. I Don't answer my friends' calls. I don't talk about it to anyone. I don't know why. I just don't have the energy anymore it seems. And I'm... | 1 |
I’m completely hopeless | I don’t want to make this post long. I’m just completely out of options. I moved to a new city last month. And in three weeks I had a break in burglary while I was sleeping. I had two job interviews days after moving and I didn’t get either job, and they couldn’t give me any real feedback. I also tried to get a therapi... | 2 |
I just want to sleep and never get back up | I just got into Drexel University with a great scholarship and I received my visa today. I came home and informed my parents and they did not show even a shred of emotion. It’s been like that for some time and I know that they have been dealing with their own stuff but statements like” we worked hard for the wrong kid”... | 2 |
Depression in response to sick loved one | A few years ago my grandpa was diagnosed with dementia. He's to the point now where he's sleeping more and more, can rarely finish a sentence, and is having some trouble with walking and basic hygiene.
I have meds and therapy to treat my long-standing, severe depression, but this is still taking a toll on me. Things ... | 1 |
I can’t make myself happy | There are external factors that seem to just knock me down every single day. I give up. Why try so hard when things end up awful anyways?
I would try so hard to force myself to be happy but it doesn’t feel like happy. I don’t want to do the things I used to love doing. My hobbies sit and collect dust. Even self-care t... | 3 |
This is making me depressed | So I’ve been suffering with Insomnia for the past 3 years now and back then it wasn’t too bad as I could sleep eventually and it did go away and come back here and there but I always managed to overcome it and go back to normal. However, now it’s come back even worse and on top of that I have this new time anxiety thin... | 2 |
Depression is hopeless | Meds do not work. There’s a lot of new science that’s it’s just placebo. Regardless I’ve tried quiet a few and they don’t work. Talk therapy doesn’t work. Pets don’t work. Nothing works. Then everyone says you don’t want help. I do but nothing works it’s so deeply frustrating. | 1 |
Getting better | After almost 9 years of being treated for major depression and going through a bit of a mental break I finally feel like I’m coming out the other side. I’m not a doctor but I would suggest you try probiotics and magnesium. Check with your physician first but I know these things are helping me. It also takes willpower a... | 1 |
Hii I'm 18 was talking to a girl from some months at first everything was going great now suddenly she doesn't reply or even read my texts or doesn't answer my calls I'm now getting depressed feeling lonely can't really sleep or eat |
Hi | 7 |
“I’d be okay with dying if I’m not the one who did it” | That was a line taken from “my anxiety” from Cal Scruby. And it’s probably the most accurate way I feel lately.
No one knows how I’m feel or let alone will even be willing to acknowledge it otherwise. I hate living | 8 |
Should my GF try another psychiatrist | I don’t want to offend or disrespect anyone in this community because I personally do not have depression. Can someone share their story about some psychiatrist they have seen and what they have done to help you with your depression? I would really appreciate it and maybe hearing someone else’s story will give her the ... | 3 |
Seriously cannot get out of bed, sleep has become the only thing I love doing | I love lying in a dark room, curtains shut and the feeling of being under the covers and just escaping from the world and all responsibilities. For the past 2 weeks I’ve spent every spare minute in bed or asleep with absolutely no motivation to do anything else. Even if I sleep 16 hours a day, I lay in bed for more. I ... | 9 |
when i realise i don't suffer enough to be valid, i retreat away and act like i shouldn't be complaining. (vent i guess) | i don't know what this is and google isn't helping, it just says gaslighting, but its not. like its with everything.
ill give a few examples: i'm depressed, i've accepted it after years, "oh yours is worse? oh then i'm not depressed then, ill just suffer". i have trauma, i've accepted this too, but it isn't enough to... | 3 |
I have felt nothing but insecurity and incompetence for the past 5 years | TW: Suicidal Ideation
For the past 7 years (since I was 12) I have felt nothing but incompetence and insecurity. I have constantly felt that I can’t do anything by myself without screwing up, and I can tell that quite a few of my family members think that way too (especially my dad, who has told me directly to my face... | 2 |
what do I do if my parents know I have depression but only make shit worse for me?!?! | I have depression and I am suicidle and idk how much Fucking longer I can take all of this bullshit. | 1 |
Why do I feel terrified when im not feeling super bad? | I just got off antidepressants after 5 years of numbing myself. I thought it was time to get back in the ring. Things seem to have picked up where they left off, but there are moments where I feel fine, and for some reason, I just start spiraling after that. It’s like I feel like I NEED to be in pain to feel validated ... | 1 |
is there a reason anymore | Different day, same thing. These days feel even more unbearable. The extreme discomfort to be in your own skin, staying like this basically forever. Stay past midnight, can’t sleep, eventually fall asleep at 5am just to wake up at 1pm, already disappointed in the whole day. Stay on your phone because it’s the only way... | 1 |
Feeling alone. Again | I am dealing with depression for more than a decade now. Never got any proper medical assistance or therapy. Just last year my ENT prescribed a few antidepressants because other medications weren't working. I was good for quite some time.
It's started again from a last few months. People I used to talk daily are gettin... | 1 |
Weight gain on Prozac | I switched to 40mg of Prozac from Luvox. I’m also on Vyvanse 40mg and Rexulti. How I managed to gain weight on Vyvanse is beyond me lol. Anyone else gain weight on Prozac or could be lifestyle choices? Or both? 😩 | 1 |
FUck it | I hate it. I love my life. I have so much time but no energy. Everything is exhausting.
It just need less than 30min to tidy up my Living Room but i am too tied. I had a bad night.
It just need 2minutes to the supermarket. I am hungry but i have no elan to shop or cook. | 2 |
I want to start again | I’m 22F, highly introverted, and currently working as an intern in an office, also studying in a university. I lost all of my friends a few months ago because of my depression and now whenever I try to make friends it always fails, even in this internship. I want to go to therapy but I’m scared that my therapist will ... | 3 |
Please help me | I started feeling depressed since like around a year ago and it somehow stopped for a few months and now it’s back again I just feel so sad and I don’t know why. Anyone who suffered from depression and is better now, can you please give me tips to be like happy? | 4 |
Will never own a home. | Parents got help from my grandparents to buy their property and home back in 1974. My little brother got help from his wife's parents to buy their property and home when he got married in 2001. I was born different and have never been stable in my life until about 15years ago when I got on medication. I'd love to buy m... | 43 |
Is being a adult underated or overated to you ? | I see it's just me on here that misses being a kid like wanna go back to the past because the past feels better than.now. I'm still in the present. You guys like y'all job y'all working at to pay your bills and rent? Why you guys like being a adult ? I understand the abusive childhood tramua so of y'all told me about... | 1 |
Feels like my summer is just being wasted | I had grand plans for this summer and lots of time to spend with my family which were promptly ruined and disregarded. Now i've done jack for the past few weeks and im starting to wonder why i even have this break. Reality is that most of my friends are out on a vacay, the family i wanted to see is also out on a vacay ... | 3 |
I gave up, I just feel bored | Hi, lately I've been thinking a lot (when I can) "trying" to get out of my comfort zone and my depression is only getting worse.
I've been suffering from it for about ten years now and I've gotten to the point where I feel almost nothing, nothing stimulates me, I'm rarely able to enjoy myself, I'm not stressed but I... | 4 |
Really struggling | So these past 7 years have been tough. Since I can remember things were pretty bad, which basically led me to become depressed and anxious about everything. But these past 7 years have been bad in another way.
I live in a terrible area and growing up, it was never that bad. But these past couple days I've noticed car... | 2 |
Nothing in my life seems fair | "LONG POST"
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I have been struggling with depression since I was ten besides depression is also a type 1 diabetic since the age of four so I was felt different/alienated from the other kids in school especially when I lost my great-grandmother around 9 I noticed I looked at life differently after that the foll... | 5 |
Hello first time writing something 😅😅😅 | Hello I'm a person who is a Bipolar and haves ADHD last thing mayor depression with I don't know how to write but I always thinking of killing myself. So If dis is a place we're we can talk about feeling and history I would love to tell you having kill myself still. I really don't know what to tell you is normal to thi... | 4 |
Education | The first time I remember a teacher telling me I wasn’t good enough was in sixth grade. I grew up with the passion for science, thanks to my mother. My mom would come home from her community college night courses and teach me everything she was learning. I would stay up reading books about animals, biology, anatomy, an... | 2 |
A New Journey | Tomorrow is my Birthday. 13 July 2023. I Have Set. A Resolution to heal my pseudodementia and My Disorder.
My Resolution
1. 1 Book Everyday
2. 3 Hours Exercise
3. Journals.
4. Socialise with family Again
5. Reduce Screen Time Less than 2 Hours.
I've previously set resolution Too. Like 6 Months I did start a reso... | 3 |
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