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im gonna die alone | im so ugly i have nothing of worth to any part of me. i am just a number in the population. i was only born to be someones stranger and not to be myself. im never gonna be happy. how am i supposed to live like this. oneday im gonna die and im gonna have nothing. nobody will have anything to say at my funeral. i wish i ... | 1 |
Don't really understand the point amymore | Been battling with a reason to care about anything or anyone family included for awhile now. It comes and goes and when I start to think I'm starting to do better and care about things again the bullshit comes knocking. My brain starts overthink and the depression sneaks back in. Sometimes I just think it would be easi... | 1 |
I don't know what to call this | (15F)
I just don't think I can do this anymore, I've been fighting with bad depression for a really long 3 years. I know it's not that long, I've seen others with worse then me. But it feels so long for me. I seriously don't think I can keep up anymore. I've waited so long for help, but I don't think I can wait longe... | 1 |
It might be time | I'm not sad anymore, Ive lost feeling a little while ago. Everyday is just the same. I have no direction or passion. I'm grateful for everything I have done in life so far even though it's been far more bad then good. I still hold those little triumphs in my memories. I wish I could overcome my troubles but like everyt... | 1 |
I don't see future here I'm desperate should I move abroad | Guys I'm a 28 years old male from Italy, i just have a huge issue here, i don't see a future. I struggle with mental disorders since the age of 16 I tried to work and I failed different times, now I'm willing to work again but I don't find a proper job that pay me enough to move away from my parents house which living ... | 2 |
I feel sorry for the people that care about me! | I really really don’t wanna live anymore. | 2 |
does *anything* get even slightly better? | ive been depressed for as long as i can remember, and it seems like it just gets worse and worse. ffs, im only 20 and the amount of yearning for death, hopelessness, and lack of motivation only scares me for the future.
i never really planned id make it to this age, but now im here and idk wtf to do.
i have no suppo... | 1 |
Psychomotor r-tardation | Do any of you suffer from this and find it gets easier at night? | 0 |
My body is tired | 29 years old, male.
I don't know what exactly to write, these last months have been a nightmare. My body feels shit and I'm always tired. it's like when I was under pshyco medication 9 years ago, but without the benefit of not feeling depressed.
I just came home after working 2 weeks in a summer sport camp with inten... | 8 |
I'm so bummed, guys! My parents straight-up jacked all my cash! | Hey, fellow Redditors, I'm coming at you today feeling super down. Like, seriously, my life has gone from okay to a total disaster in, like, no time at all. Lemme fill you in on this crazy messed-up situation I'm in.
So, I come from a family where everyone just hates me, my parents, my elder brother. I always fe... | 5 |
i want this to be “just a phase” | I (18 F) am tired of life. All I’ve done recently is lie on my bed and doomscroll on TikTok. I graduated high school last month. I’m honestly surprised because I rarely showed up for class. I’ve been depressed since the end of freshman year (when the pandemic began). Getting good grades has always been easy, but I feel... | 1 |
I can’t stop daydreaming | I literally spend every second of my free time daydreaming. Sometimes I even do it at my internship or when I’m with my friends and/or family. It’s ironic how it’s supposed to be comforting, but whenever reality hits me and I’m forced to acknowledge that the life I dream of is not actually my life, I want to die. Just ... | 1 |
I regret existing. | I hate myself. Im a overweight 13 year old idiot im short all i ever do is put myself down. I wish i could just end it. Ive had these thoughts since i was 10. My parents dont care about how i feel my mom just says "ok" my dad says "get over it" they dont treat me the same as my older brother. Im failing academically im... | 14 |
It's been though | My life has always been a mess. I'm 16 and I honestly lost interest for everything, I feel dull, my hobbies and the things that I love are basically gone. It all started when I was 13, one of my friends that I met online committed suicide, I knew her in person. That right there, that was the moment where I felt the mos... | 1 |
“When you try your best and you don’t succeed” | Honestly, after 7 years of constant depression and anxiety, medication and ECT treatments. This year was supposed to be the year I start to acclimatise to society again. I’ve been trying to count my small wins but every time I get beaten down.
I’m 23 and still cannot take public transport. I still rely on my parents f... | 1 |
Some writing/venting | Im a 21 year old male. I've had depression most, if not all of my life. Only within the past few years have I seen therapists and gotten it diagnosed. I take medication now but it's not what I would call "help." I used to really only be sad all the time. Now with meds, I feel nothing. But with the occasional episode of... | 2 |
I genuinely can't tell if my life's real anymore | It's terrifying. Like I know logically it is real, but I still feel like I'm following a script; like I'm a character in a movie. I fucking hate it, though I have a feeling that I'm gonna feel like this for the rest of my life. Depersonalization, derealization, whatever you wanna call it - it's definitely the worst sym... | 1 |
I can't sleep and I can't be bothered to eat or drink. I think I might dehydrate myself. | I haven't been able to sleep in several days and even though I'm starving, I just have no appetite. I tried to force myself to eat yesterday and I couldn't finish the food. I'm so thirsty but I don't want to get out bed to get water. I don't know what to do. I have no motivation for nourishment. | 2 |
For years I have and dealt with severe depression, and unfortunately it seems like I'm treatment resistant been on and tried many medications, my therapist just seems to talk without anymore attempted helpful resources. Looking for suggestions. | The biggest thing I want to try is exercise, I just don't know what kind that I can give a shot, because I have tarsal coalition in my feet so it can be quite painful. Times where my feet felt a bit better I tried running, or like jump roping and then I had to stop because of the pain, then the pain persists for over a... | 1 |
Isolating myself | I’m all alone in this world. I haven’t updated my social media in 2 years. I doubt any one noticed. A couple months ago my brother gifted me a pair of socks. That touched me. That someone at least thought about me. But the feeling is back once again. I can’t get rid off it. It keeps festering in my mind like a parasite... | 2 |
It's IMPOSSIBLE for things to get better | When I say it's impossible for things to get better, I mean there's no way in hell things are going to get better. The only thing that's going to happen is for it to get worse. Unfortunately, things have been getting worse for years now. I don't think it's going to end well for me. My stress levels are crazy high. I wa... | 1 |
Don't know what to do | Can't tell if I actually need a change or if I'm fucking up. Context: been on Zoloft for like four years and worked but left me either between numb or absolutely full of energy. Haven't had a regular psychiatrist because mental health in the poor California is fucked. Wait-list wait-list or everyone drops. I was told b... | 1 |
Father with relapsed (from withdrawal meds) depression. | Hi!, I’m trying my best to help my father to cope with his relapsed condition. He was diagnosed with major depression disorder and was in a hospital for two weeks as he was losing unhealthy amounts of weight. He was stabilised but with too much meds, Effexor 150 mg, 100 Luvox and mirtzapine 75 mg. And two hypnotics and... | 1 |
I don’t really think I’ll ever find someone | I actually thought i did recently. Met through a friend and talked for a little bit and went on a date. She is really pretty and everything I could want in a partner but I felt obligated to tell her after the first date that I’m a lot to deal with and I really am a giant mess to put up with. I didn’t divulge too much, ... | 1 |
When did it start to get better for you? | This is specifically targeted to anyone older on the sub. I’m 23 and I know I’m young and have so much time in front of me to improve things, but I feel so little hope for the future and just don’t have to motivation to keep going when it doesn’t feel like it will ever be worth it.
How long did it take you to feel lik... | 2 |
Family is f**ked | Hello,
Im a 27 year old male, and all i can say is i fucking hate myself. This might be a long story but i dont know, maybe this will help. I only have my wife thats keeping me alive rn but even thats getting tough because even she too is fed up with my mental (giant fight as a write this) But i need to know how to do... | 3 |
TW DRUGS, Depression | I struggle a lot with fake scenarios.
Like 30 minutes ago I was so in a world where all the people I love died, which never happend, I know that.
The only way I saw to get out of it was taking drugs, which I sadly did.
Now I am feeling like “am I doing it for attention? Why am I this way?”
I feel so invalidated by ... | 1 |
Trying my best. On a schedule, still thinking about ending it all every night. | 7:45 am: Crawl out of bed put on dress shoes, slacks and a pull over collared sweater that's dry clean only but I machine wash every week. Drive to my finance sales job.
8:30 am: Clock in. Get ready to make some sales. But wait you have 7 accounts on your calendar with complaints + margin / trade issues you need to f... | 1 |
Worthless | I turned 28 last month
I have no skill set, I can't find a job.
I never got a college education or even bothered to take an SAT, because I made the poor choice of thinking I would never need it, as I was shipping out to great lakes 2 weeks after graduation (navy)
Medical discharge, after 2 years, I fight with the sh... | 10 |
I don’t want to fight | I have been on the road of healing for about a year now I’m doing good but just for today I don’t want to fight I don’t want to get out of bed I don’t want to eat I don’t want to brush my teeth I don’t want to go to the gym today all I want is to stay in bed and read just for today I don’t want to fight | 1 |
Feel like I’ll stay single until I die … | I am 30 and I am still single, struggling finding someone decent … I am at the age where it is very difficult to meet new people, most of my friends are in a relationship. Dating apps are a struggle, it is very difficult to find someone decent. I am feeling really depressed… ( I am a woman) | 2 |
Fucking tired of the loop | Go to work five days straight and only have two days off to relax. It fucking gets to me. I just want to quit my job for a part time job where I only work one day out of the week so I can do more stuff I want to do. Work it's self isn't stressful but the 40 hours of commitment each week is.
I have a plan to get out b... | 3 |
brain fog is at its worst | i literally don’t know what i’m doing. i cannot think clearly at all and i constantly lose my train of thought. i can’t even watch a full movie or tv show without blanking out or getting bored. it feels like i’m losing my memory and i think my brain is slowly deteriorating and i’m getting significantly dumber because o... | 109 |
I feel paralyzed. | I don’t know any other way to describe it. I have been sleeping 12 hours a day lately because I feel too exhausted to do anything. I work remotely and I’m moving to another country for 6 months in 2 weeks. I don’t feel like I can talk to anyone. I’ve been seeing a therapist for a couple years now and it feels like I’m ... | 3 |
Hurting people around you | When you are left all alone with your thoughts they are not good for you when you are with other people you are no good for them.People tells you that you are lowering their mood you get irritated so easy that even simple problems can look like end of the f.in world,when people gives you advice it is nothing like that ... | 1 |
I feel like I’m just killing time until I get to see my kids | I’m a divorced dad of two amazing girls. They’re 7 and 4 and absolutely wonderful. I love seeing them - they stay over once every other Saturday and I spend Sunday with them on the weeks they don’t stay over.
As wonderful as they are, though, the rest of my life feels empty, dull and, as dramatic as this sounds, intol... | 3 |
Functional dyspepsia | Functional dyspepsia
Functional dyspepsia
I''m diagnosed with functional dyspepsia but do you know other illness that can cause "only" chronic nausea and brain fog, lightheadness ? Today for example all the morning was very very hard with NAUSEAS and have nothing eat since 20 before so i fasted like 16-17h and when i... | 2 |
I am starting to hate being around my parents and family | Background info I am 22 years old and I still live at home with my parents. I have struggled with depression,anxiety, and other mental health issues for as long as I can remember and have gotten help over the years from therapy,psychiatrists, trying different medications, but nothing has seemed to really help. I should... | 2 |
Hard to think of the future with suicidal thoughts | I've been going through this sort of cycle since high school, I think. I got out of it for a bit during college, but sank back into it, especially after graduating. I find it hard to think of the future because often times I just think about what's the next goal post I'm okay with going to (or feel like I have to go to... | 1 |
27 M, 10 years of depression, considering giving up due to body image issues and lack of social opportunities, giving a nightmare-fuel inducing experience to my mother all these years | I will write this now that I have a relatively peacefully mind state. I'm considering giving up entirely although I have had my moments of joy lately. But I am realizing the suffering for those scarce moments are not worth it.
My parents are fed up with my bullshit. They won't tolerate it much longer, I think. My mot... | 3 |
I want out. | I'm tired of this bullshit world and it's bullshit problems and it's bullshit people. I can't find a well paying job in this expensive as shit area so i'm stuck renting rooms in houses with 7 other people. Funny thing nobody ever tells you about being an adult is that nobody gives a fuck really unless it benifets them... | 3 |
i think i’m done. i can’t get any relief or help. | i’m just really struggling. i keep failing treatments and we had set up to try ketamine therapy, but there’s a nation wide shortage now and a week before i start i get a call saying that we have to postpone and they have no idea when it’ll be over. i’m just so tired. i’m at my breaking point with everything, i have to ... | 2 |
I am worthless | I look at the mirror and look deep into my eyes every day and I say “ You are worthless, there is no one more worthless than you. You are a piece of sh-t that has no value. You don’t matter and nor should you.” | 2 |
I keep falling apart | I am in my mid-20s. Never had a job. Failed college. I am in therapy.
I am very much ashamed of myself. I have a medical condition. It's not an uncommon condition, and it's not a "serious" condition either; it doesn't have any negative effects on my health other than pain. The pain gives me anxiety attacks from time t... | 1 |
SAD | I haven't been here for long time.
Life has turned to grey, no more colours. I have been disappointed by numerous of people, including ex, parents, sister, and also the gov dept, staff in uni.
I always said I don't need anyone because all they given to me is disappointment . .they are good at apologizing and promisi... | 1 |
feeling the lowest I have in months | Lost alot of will to live this month and I just feel so unloved, my parents don't care that I'm sleeping rough ,none of my family will talk to me directly , my ex partner hates me , I feel like there's nothing left to live for and I'm scared I won't see the end of the year the way being homeless is effecting my health... | 0 |
[long rant] living with people who don't understand depression | sorry for the long rant I don't care if no one reads it I just need to get this off my chest
19F. I started living with my sister and her husband for a "change in environment". They are tired of dealing with me since I'm depressed and wake up late, don't eat, etc. I want to go back to my home, because I dont want to b... | 1 |
I'll starve myself for some days cuz i'm fat, ugly and got no talents. Since the weight is the only thing i can change i needa cope thru starving :) | I wanna lose 10kg by the end of this months so wish me luck. I will only drink water. i know i will encounter fainting, extreme hunger, headache and maybe even pass out but idgaf :)) i did 30 day water "fasts" before. | 1 |
Really really triggered right now | I'm really struggling right now with so many things. And I feel like I don't know what to do. I just failed 4 of my degree exams. And 2 of them I knew I'd be resitting, but 2 of them I know I passed. I know I did better than how I was scored, and I find it really funny that they were both marked by someone who told me ... | 3 |
I suddenly feel hopeless again with no apparent reason | As the title says.
How do you get rid of this feeling? | 1 |
It’s so difficult | Have been in a bad condition since I got hurt by a terrible person, crying all the time, and the depression when just waking up is the worst.
Meanwhile the person who hurt me is living a good life, and seeing this makes me even more depressed.
Do bad people eventually get what they deserve? :( | 7 |
Everything has fallen apart and all I can think now is killing myself | Hello I’ve never posted like this but this is about all I have left so where to start. I was in a serious relationship for about 2 years. Before my ex no one ever showed interest to me romantically. But I did have a big crush on one of my friends for years but I tried that and she turned me down but I kept those feelin... | 5 |
Not sure what to do. | I get lonely when im not chatting with anybody. Usually i would chat with my sister but recently too many things happen and she needs time off or maybe she just got tired of me. I refuse to go on dating apps or games or anything else because I have zero energy to introduce myself to strangers.
But without anyone to ta... | 2 |
I’m in a great deal of pain. Idk what to do. | Hey all, I’m just a humble redditor, but trauma I’ve sustained over the course of the last 2 years has left me in what feels like a void of my own despair. And I feel I need somewhere to vent
Some backstory, I’m a Man (24), & I’ve been struggling with overwhelming sense of depression that comes in waves since I was 22... | 1 |
Alone | If anyone even ever comes across this I think they would have felt this feeling where feeling sad and depressed almost feels good, it feels comfortable. If you’re still feeling that don’t worry, it doesn’t stay forever. But that’s the problem, nothing replaces that feeling. Nothing. It felt like in the matter of a day ... | 1 |
Spent my whole paycheck on DoorDash even though I was trying to save it up | I just don't feel good. I like food, food makes me happy. I can't stop buying junk food whenever I feel sad. I just haven't been feeling too great these past few weeks, nothing makes sense to me anymore. I feel like a fool. I don't want to be depressed anymore. Food is only temporary happiness, I don't know how to be h... | 21 |
I ruined myself | I fucking hate myself. I became the person I never wanted to be. I just want to end all of this. Maybe one day, I'll just get drunk and jump off a bridge. I cannot be fixed anymore. I'm a poison. I'm destroying everything. I just badly want to end all of this. | 2 |
I don’t think I’ll accomplish anything | Every step of my life I’ve thought “maybe the next step is when it’ll get good” but I’m always able to fail. It’s not worth trying anymore and I can’t only hope that something happens to me before I live to the end. I’m a sad and alone 20 something who was born from a sad and alone kid and the only thing that will chan... | 2 |
I don’t want anything anymore | Is it weird that I don’t want anything in life?
There genuinely isn’t anything that I want. I don’t want friends anymore, nor do I want a girlfriend, I don’t want to go out, I don’t want to work, I don’t want money, I don’t want to drink, I don’t want to game, I don’t want to watch movies, shows, or YouTube, I don’t w... | 266 |
Nobody cares about me | When I broke up with my exboyfriend I saw that everyone in our religion gave him support but not me. I felt like I was nothing and even some people started criticizing about the breakup. I seek professional help but they didn't help me either only traumatized me, I still feel so alone and I have no friends I'd give eve... | 2 |
I have 5 backlogs | So, I am currently in 3rd year of my college. And last year I had 5 backlogs in order to be promoted I have to clear them in july only. It’s stressful I am just unhappy. Reason for my backlogs is not I failed in exam it’s because I failed to appear in exam. I never appeared for exams. | 1 |
Battling extreme fatigue and muscle weakness | Anyone else suffer with chronic fatigue and tiredness as a result of depression? It's so bad I'm always tired no matter how much sleep I get. Its affecting my work life badly because I can't perform at my best. I have to take a 5 hour energy shot just to get me through work or day to day otherwise I'd be at home sleepi... | 57 |
Am not feeling ok | I wanna have a conversation with a stranger just idk why am 15yrs old and am still struggling with my old trauma s | 1 |
Another day, more misery | I feel so tired constantly. | 1 |
44M - Depression help although I wouldn't call it Depression. It's just my life. The medical profession labels it. | This post may be long because right now I need some support. I might ramble. This note is firstly to myself as well as to anyone who is reading it. Im 44 yrs old, and have been living with "Depression" "Anxiety" literally my entire life. I come from a typical white American family whoever. I don't see colors. It'... | 3 |
I'm tired of living the same day everyday | All I do every day is get up, go to work, come back home, have dinner, sleep, wake up, and repeat for the next day. I haven't done anything interesting in a long time. I have no one to talk to. I've never had a boyfriend, and the only friend I have is married and busy with her life, while I sit here in my room doing no... | 80 |
Hey peeps, i need advice and your help | Hello, i'm (F-20) (English is my second language so sorry if there’s a mistakes) I recently just moved to the states and now I live together with my fiance (M-22). Back in my home country, I have 7 cats. After I moved here I had to leave them and the first week I moved to America I felt homesick it’s been almost 6 mont... | 2 |
I think my parents are depressed, but I don't know how to help them | - we were rich 10 years ago then the economy fucked us. We're still privileged but barely getting by.
- my siblings left the country over the past 5 years. And I just got married so I moved out a few months ago. But we all talk to my parents regularly and I visit them weekly and my siblings visit the country 1-2 time... | 1 |
My best friend is gonna love | He’s my only friend and he’s gonna move to a different town it’s not that far but I still feel shorty cause he’s my only friend and the only friend I’ll ever have and I know this it the first step to losing him and never seeing him again we are already drifting apart and soon I’ll be all alone and I just wanna kill mys... | 1 |
Я в ахуе | Привет Вам, если меня кто-нибудь читает, так хочется любви и заботы, чувствовать себя кому то нужным, но к сожалению, человек с изьяном в виде хромой ноги и в добавок ещё и гей, никому не нужен. | 4 |
Every day I feel more like a failure, more fed up with being the way I am. | I've only tried to get ahead in life. And in everything, I have failed. I'm lonely, depressed, terrified of going back to work after my medical leave. and without hope
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I hope it all ends soon | 2 |
I want to unsubscribe from the world | I want to unsubscribe myself from life and I don't know what to do anymore have no friends have no family and my wife cheated on me and is still talking to him after 1 &1/2 months | 1 |
falling back into a depressive episode | things seemed to be going well. i was happy with myself, proud even. i used to be suicidal, how did i work my way up to having good friends and a great partner and regularly studying and going out
but it's getting bad again. feeling so insecure and demotivated and tired. nothing seems interesting anymore. i honestly c... | 3 |
Help me please | In 2021 I made a plan to kill myself. I joined college when the pandemic hit, so everything was virtual. It made it convenient for my depression to get worse. Since it was online, I talked to zero people for 4 semesters (1.5 years) Since college reopened, things became a bit better. I was dreading coming on campus. I h... | 1 |
Why can’t I just have a good month without self sabotaging and erupting | I’m trying my absolute best to get through life without weed and porn and video games. My relationship with God doesn’t make it any better I literally consider suicide even more when I “sacrifice” myself for him. All my life was about giving myself up for someone yet receiving absolutely nothing😔. Everyone says they h... | 30 |
(16M) My father died over a year ago, barely feel good since that, my grades in school are terrible and i skip classes very often, is it normal? | before any of u say that im irresponsible or something like that, trust me i try to do my best but most of the days i wake up and literally cant do anything, even with that i go to school almost every day but i still have skip many classes | 2 |
Hopeless | doubt this will get any traction but just need a place to spill: Graduated only a year ago, had my heart broken a few days after, then got into another relationship months apart from that ordeal heart broken again. I've been holding in a lot, it is also imperative to note I have OCD, anxiety and MDD; more than I can ha... | 1 |
Im scared of pushing away the people I love without them I couldn’t keep going. | I’m convinced I’ll end up alone because no matter how good of a person I try to be all of my mental health issues just make me an unbearable person to be with. I don’t see how anyone could put up with someone who’s constantly flipping between extreme sadness and anger and total content happiness for no reason on a dime... | 1 |
i am at the best point of my life and still want to kill myself | as the title says. i’m 19 years old, i just finished college and got amazing final grades. i have a loving girlfriend of 3 years, loving parents, i’m in great shape, have good friends, in a good place financially. i’ve struggled with bad depression and some substance abuse and SH before a few years ago due to some past... | 164 |
I don’t feel human anymore | These days I’ve been feeling like a monster under a human disguise. I think deep down I am a narcissistic and abusive person, maybe even psychopathic as well. I haven’t done any of this stuff, but I still feel like it. With that I feel the urge to isolate myself so I could control the “damage” I might do to others. I c... | 1 |
Low self esteem body image issues | I've always had a lot of issues with low self esteem in general but especially when it comes to body image. Considering I've been scrawny, underweight, and short my entire life. I feel like I had kinda come to terms with to an extent and it became something that didn't constantly occupy my mind except a year ago I deci... | 2 |
Depression isn't just sadness, it's an unbearable pain | It's deep in your chest and it hurts so much it swallows you. You want to pull your heart out of your chest so it can finally stop. When you've been hurt your whole life by people around you including your family there comes a point in your life when you just can't bear with it anymore, you hit a wall. It's like someon... | 36 |
I am a piece of shit and I want to die. | To whom it may concern,
I blame none for this but myself. I felt as though I was the cause of many grievances of not only my own life, but the lives of those around me as well.
For this, I truly apologize.
I cannot clearly remember the number of times I've been overwhelmed with pure self-hatred.
However, I ... | 5 |
How to navigate a needy and depressive friend? | Not even a close friend. I (41M) knew her husband through work and I don't even see him much, maybe twice since Covid. She has major mental health issues including a suicide attempt and was signed off work last year. She has two kids.
I met her for coffee once (her husband's idea) and she wanted to turn it into ... | 1 |
Jesse Star Taylor | Hey friends,
If you need some help, I found a guy on insta/YouTube I think could help a bunch of people. His content is changing my life. Has a lot of focus on the brain, our compulsions and patterns, relationships etc
FYI I have no affiliation to him at all. His content is just super raw and kind of jolts you ou... | 0 |
Help. | I just hit rock bottom, my wife and parents are mad at me for something i did, i have no friends to talk to, i basically pushed everyone away and now i feel alone. I dont want kill myself even though i want to, i dont want my wife to be alone but i feel all the problems came from me. Im so hard to deal with, i just don... | 5 |
I'm 32. Im on the beach now. It's sweet place, but i would like to exit my life. | Ok, let's start. Im russian dued who was against war. Run from the country when it's started. Already then i felt very tired for a few years, but nowadays it's hard as fuck for me. My government started war which i never asked and whole world trying punch my in the face. Could blame them...
Living in Turkey now, donat... | 1 |
I just want to die | I want to go to sleep and never wake up. I just want it all to be over. I don’t want to put and effort in to make things “better” it never works. They’re no point. I’ll always be where I am in life stuck here forever. I want to die. The thought of never waking up again is comforting. A quick easy death. It just being o... | 16 |
Pointless | Even when I try to let go, I fail. I literally can't do anything right. Didn't go deep enough this time. I guess. I dunno. I'm just dizzy and cold. But still here. Unfortunately. | 1 |
I feel like I've lost connection with everyone | I get treated differently by "friends" and I see they don't ever message me first. I'm going through a hard time in my life and those I thought would be there for me are no longer and it's hurting so much... I feel like I don't belong anywhere with anyone. I just wanna feel accepted :( | 1 |
what is the best medication for anhedonia? | I’ve tried
Sertraline
Fluoxetine
Citalopram
Escitalopram
Quetiapine
Pregablin
Clomipramine
On various doses and am currently on escitalopram 60mg but nothing helps for my depression :’(
I was prescribed aripiprazole but had a panic attack after taking the first tablet so I never continued with it. :( but wonder... | 2 |
I don't deserve this life and I should punished with death | Backstory: 26F, no job/post secondary education, living with parents.
I feel like I'm the only failure in the circle of people that i know. Everyone I know has a job/school they are working towards except me. Everyone has a talent or a skill they can use to get a job or a career except me. Everyone has a social life ... | 2 |
I'm such a loser | In 2022, I started dating someone I knew for years, and we had a lot of fun together, I started muay thai, my grades were okay and I was feeling optimistic about the NPTE, and I started investing a bit of money. 2022 was such a good year for me, then i basically lost all of it this year.
I lost the relationship. 2 m... | 2 |
Why do i never stop thinking about negative things? Please help me |
It’s ruining my life, please help me, i woke up not long ago, and immediately I remembered something upsetting, whenever i do i get sick with anxiety and im unable to leave the bed (heart racing, limbs are weak, moving (like turning sides in bed) is difficult without catching my breath), When im done agonising over o... | 6 |
i’m sick of many expecting me to go through agony to save them from temporary grief, especially when mine is most likely permanent | how could anyone with a clear conscious believe taking your own life is selfish? did they once stop and ask, am i being selfish for not letting them go as they’re suffering?
at least sign the do not resuscitate if you love someone in hospice, figuratively. | 3 |
Funny/sad Story | There's this episode of this old batman cartoon I randomly watched where there's this machine that makes the person in it basically live out their fantasies of whatever it is that makes them happy. Love, attention, admiration, whatever. People end up getting so addicted to the machine that they start doing anything jus... | 1 |
Nihilism Is Inescapable | There's no getting away from the fact that everything we do is for nothing. Our significance and contribution fall to 0 after we die. You could literally invent the wheel and in the grand timeline of existence your relevance is just a small blip in everything.
It makes no difference if you cure cancer or spend your wh... | 5 |
fuck therapy | Someone sitting there while you're hysterically crying, ripped in shreds of shame that everyone who has ever gotten to know you has decided they'd rather not. Sitting there saying "I'm here with you." Sure. Because you're paying them $200/hr to be there. And a couple months from now when this has extinguished the last ... | 6 |
The downfall got a bump to go up | I don't know who to share this with I have no friends in the med schooll I am in
During my prep for pre med exam I was scared from 1 thing ORGANIC CHEMISTRY. And today I have completed 1st year with a gold medal in organic chemistry | 1 |
Simplest sh** | Does anyone else reach their breaking point over minimal shit? Like 20-30 mins ago I couldn't get a fitted sheet on (had to come to the conclusion it shrunk in the dryer) and had a breakdown to the point I had to call my bf to be a safe person and my eyes are almost bloodshot from crying but I feel like an overdramatic... | 3 |
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