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Going through the motions of being human, how do I live again? | Hi guys, I’m 28 year old male suffering with depression and anxiety. I’ve always felt like I’ve had this underlying sadness since i can remember but the past year I’ve felt immensely worse. Like the post says I feel like i’m just going through the motions of being a human. On the outside everyone sees a confident, fit,... | 1 |
So tired of looking like an alien. | Just come back from vacation in Gran Canaria. I had a ridiculously good time. Really really enjoyed spending time and travelling with my partner. Had some lifetime experiences such as scuba diving, parasailing, jumping off a boat and swimming in the deep ocean.
And yet.. I’ve just looked through all my partner’s vide... | 1 |
I'm fine. | I'm fine. Two words that are commonly used by the depressed teenage population. Two words that are so simple yet so exhausting to say, over and over again. We say we are fine. We are fine while we are broken, bleeding on the bathroom floor. We are fine while wishing we were no longer here to experience the pain that co... | 9 |
How to get help | As title says I've had enough of feeling like this. Every day is the same and all I want to do is stop existing. I don't want to tell my parents as they are very old school and hate just about anyone and anything that doest share there own opinion. I have a gf but if I tell her she'll just freak out and cry and I don't... | 1 |
No more news | It's been since Thursday that I no longer have any feedback from my crush.. I'm worried about her. No more replies to my messages, I stopped sending them, I feel like she's just sick of me | 1 |
Quiero suicidarme | Yo soy un chico de 29 años solia tener una vida relativamente bonita hasta mis 22 despues todo fue un declive radical economico y de indole sentimental. Creci sin padres en un ambiente de violencia fui a prision por portar un arma pero aun así siento que no he hecho daño a nadie y la gente solo me ha juzgado y ha tacha... | 1 |
Depressed after Social Interactions | After socializing, after going to a community center or a cousin's house and talking to the people there, I just feel so drained and so depressed. Does anyone relate to this? I have extreme social anxiety, I've basically been a social outcast my whole life, I've never really had any friends, more like awkward acquainta... | 5 |
🚨 I 23M need urgent help 🚨 . Experiencing extreme hairloss scalp, Eyebrows, eyelashes,mustache and beard hairs + depression, anxiety, brain fog. Help🚨 | Almost 6 years ago I was 17 I started experiencing sudden hairfall on scalp and eyebrows which gave me extreme headache and anxiety for months ,initially I was not able to understand what happening with me...I had to go to psychiatric for headachea and anxiety which settled down the situation for sometime.
But hair... | 0 |
It's time I end this | It's time.
The clock has run out.
I just need to end it already.
I tried to find love and acceptance and it didn't work.
This is getting embarrassing to keep trying like this. How much longer am I going to make a fool out of myself. It's time.
I know you all have been waiting for this. I finally give up.
I ca... | 0 |
Is there a point? | I returned to work, phased return to help with my mental health, but it's not good, I am still so burntout i feel I have reached the point of no return, I am exhausted every day, every day is like trudging through treacle. I can no longer see the point in existence. I would like the world to open and pull me out, I don... | 0 |
i’m so scared all the time | my mum has cancer. she’s having chemotherapy and it’s just a waiting game, seeing how she’ll respond. i thought she was doing well but she’s had to switch back to a more aggressive form of chemo, which means that she’s going to feel like shit from the side effects.
i’m so scared the meds won’t work. i have no idea wha... | 4 |
I’m ruining my relationship with the only person that likes me. | My boyfriend insists I’ll get better. It’ll all get better. Everything will be okay in the end, yeah?
But here I go. Second day in a row. Having a total sobbing suicidal meltdown.
It happens no matter where I am.
At my home.
At his home.
Through texts.
Through calls.
At night or in the morning.
It’s always the same and... | 26 |
ive found peace in my derealization | after a really bad high dose of weed a while back, i havent felt alive or real. hated it at first but now ive found peace in it. im never here anymore and thats okay.
i look at the walls and im not sure what im seeing. my hands dont feel real. everything feels really light or really heavy. i have constant brain fog a... | 7 |
I'm no longer hesitant | I've always felt some sort of hesitation when it comes to thinking about killing my self..... and now that's gone. I'm no longe4 afraid of dying. I don't know what that means exactly. But things may change for me. | 2 |
Was essen wenn kein Appetit und keine Lust zum Kochen? (Depressionen) | Hi ihr Lieben
Ich leide jetzt seit einem Jahr an Depressionen und in den letzten Wochen habe ich immer wieder das Problem, dass ich Hunger habe, allerdings weder Lust zum essen/Essen zubereiten habe und auch keine Ideen. Ich schaue mir viele Rezepte an und denke mir nur, dass es mir eigentlich zu viel Arbeit ist. Zude... | 0 |
How to change If I want to change but can't | I am a 20 year old Male living in Germany.
Now for about 8 Months I don't really appreciate or lets say have fun with things I used to do (well, mainly gaming). Of course this is a part of growing up but I am here waking up and don't know what do / what I like to do. I just sit here and watch Netflix all day (currentl... | 1 |
I’m 21, why do I feel so old? | I feel like I’m out of time… like I’ve got nothing left to do. Everyone still calls me “kid”, “kiddo”, but it all feels so weird. I feel like I’m 75 or smt like that, and it makes me so depressed I can’t really do anything… | 2 |
I don't know what to do anymore. | 18M I don't know what to do anymore my boyfriend 17M left for 5 days I don't have friends to talk to one of his friends posted a picture, and my boyfriend had a girl setting next to him I'm confused because he said no girls were coming on the trip with him, my depression has gotten worse over the last two days and I'm ... | 1 |
all i have left is nostalgia. | i feel like i’m just living through nostalgia now. nothing makes me happy anymore. i’m constantly looking back at old games i used to play and old memories when i was truly happy, not weighed down by anything. just wishing i was a kid again and making myself feel worse. i miss waking up happy and excited for the day. | 67 |
Everything that could go wrong is starting to go wrong | I left my job about 2 months ago because I couldn't take it anymore, since I had a little savings I could live till now but I'm having no luck getting another job, today I've ran out of money and only have food for like 5 days. I've been so depressed recently that my house is absolutely disgusting because I can't do an... | 2 |
Who should I call? | The thought of turning a gun on myself would be quick and easy but it scares me to know I might feel everything before I do it. But even now, I feel like such a coward because I can’t even work up the courage to get out of bed, grab my gun, load it and be over with it. I have absolutely nobody to talk to and if I calle... | 2 |
I'm 53 and I have screwed up my career and my life--probably permanently | I don't know even know if this is the right subreddit for this--if not maybe suggest a better one. I don't mean to break any rules, although that is another problem I seem to have...
It's a long story to tell but I hope you will stick with it. All I know is the situation has left me very depressed and wondering if I h... | 2 |
Seeking a bit of help | This problem may not sound very important to any of you. I’ve been on medication that was prescribed to me for roughly a year now, it’s working greatly but recently I decided to stop taking it, now I know this is a stupid decision but it’s never really affected me, I almost thought I wouldn’t have needed the meds anymo... | 1 |
Why do I feel like I’m lying when I tell someone about my mental health? | I’m having a really tough time right now, but when I tell someone about it I start to feel guilty and as if I’m lying when I know it’s all the truth.
I feel like so many bad things have happened that no one would believe that it could be the truth.
It makes me feel like I should soldier on because no one would ever... | 1 |
:( | I've been hurt by strangers, friends, family, and most importantly, myself. The only people who haven't hurt me are my rabbit and stuffed animals. I'm doing better, but I just know that one day I'm gonna shut down and shut out everyone in my life. I wish I can move out to the middle of nowhere and never talk to any hum... | 16 |
I want to end it all so bad. | Just like the title says. I’m so tired of being here. I don’t amount to anything and I’m not really attractive. I have goals but I never want to get out of bed to fulfill them. I’m not going to say that everyone would be better if I left because I know that some people would be sad. But my brain just feel happy when I ... | 0 |
That’s hard | Something hit me hard but too shameful to tell anyone irl even I know my friends are kind to me, and I just can’t forgive myself even with my faith. I just feel I’m getting closer to closer to sth horrible. No imminent life threat but the trends doesn’t looks good. | 1 |
No hope is left for me, no matter how much of an optimist you are. | Life is fucked up, but what I don't get most is the fact that I'm supposed to fix my life anyhow.
All of us can fix our life, if we really *really* try, but I just don't, because I find it absurd the fact that I have to a path in this ever increasing mountain of stress. I, out of EVERYONE ELSE has to somehow find a p... | 2 |
waiting to die | i haven’t felt loved in so long. i just want to let go. waiting for my breaking point to build up the courage. why does life have to be so lonely. inside my head i’ve always been alone. | 3 |
Living Life to the Fullest - Never Drinking Alcohol Again | I use my Centrelink to travel Australia, play guitar, and write poetry. But I still feel so alone.
A lot of people compliment my guitar playing when they hear it, and whenever I happen to read some of my writing to somebody, they say it makes them feel emotional, like it brings a tear to their eye. But it all really f... | 0 |
I don’t know who i am | I’m 24 years old now. I just fell like a shell of who i used to be. i got diagnosed with major depressive disorder and general anxiety disorder this past january. i’ve been on 10mg of lexapro since then and i just feel hollow. I have to really force myself to do anything i’m interested in, it’s a battle to get out of b... | 2 |
Feeling like a disappointment | Why does everyone expect so much from people? Like I know I'm not perfect but why does it need to be restated every day. I realize my family hate me and that everything I do lets them down, but the sad thing is that they never even try to hide it. It makes me feel like maybe I'm the problem and maybe I should just go a... | 1 |
Scared of the dentist’s criticism | So my depression is still here and it’s been manageable {as in staying alive} but for the past year I’ve not been consistent in taking care of my teeth. A year ago was the first time my dentist even counted while checking out my gums and it’s bad and I was told to do better. I haven’t gotten better though and I’m suppo... | 3 |
Words left unsaid | The text the calls the chats, memories, time spent, kisses, hugs, tears. All of these shared between me and this wonderful amazing woman. The time spent together was worth more to me than anything, anyone, item. All of it to me was priceless. She showed me the light the path the way to true happiness she showed me how ... | 2 |
I think my only hope is getting out | Been having a really hard few months, with some really oof realizations recently (that I'm still traumatized and feeling those effects, that I have some fears of abandonment, on top of what I already knew like emotional neglect and abuse etc)
It's really hard to not be *allowed* to live the life you want, to live the... | 1 |
I hate social media | I’ve been obsessing over Instagram lately. I have a small amount of followers and almost all girls I know in real life have more than me so that means they are hotter than me (I’m not stupid). I just can’t imagine finding anyone that likes me when I know I look the worst out of all the other girls around my age/town. I... | 2 |
I just want to get out of this episode and get better | I've been diagnosed with clinical depression since middle school from being a survivor of CSA at ages 4-9. I'm 25 now. The anniversary of my friend's loss of life is coming up and I'm spiraling. I think that's what triggered it this time.
I felt the episode start a few days ago and I can't seem to get out of it. I can... | 7 |
I'm convinced my life is going to fall apart any second | So recently I went through a few major life changes, got divorced after years of dating and a few months marriage, I had to move, left my first major job where I had become fairly comfortable for a job that pays better and has more growth opportunities but is constantly stressing me out, and I started dating one of my ... | 2 |
Just waiting so I can die | I don't see any use anymore, waiting for help takes too long, the nights are too long. I barely sleep, eat. Have no friends, no money (like at all, do not know how to make it through the month) . I have several numbers for a crisis team and an IHT team, but I just don't know what I would say to those people.
I simply... | 1 |
Can someone see me? | It's crazy the lengths i go to to hide my pain, yet it crushes me when no one notices theres something wrong. | 12 |
Does life ever actually get better | I’ve been struggling with Anxiety and Depression since I left high school. Got so bad I dropped out of college and just started working. Made some bad choices in life ended up losing my career. Now I’m work a dead end job that only has part-time hours. I’m 25 and feel like I’m going no where in life. I keep hearing fro... | 3 |
I feel so down right now… | Hello! I am a (28F). I got diagnosed with chronic depression a couple of months ago, and I started taking Zoloft and a lot of therapy, and my life has improved sooo much, but at the same time, I have felt lonely.
I am about to get married, and I feel so lonely; during this process, I have let go of some of my narcissis... | 5 |
A Constant Struggle | I’m 21(M) and I’ve been struggling with constant depression and anxiety for about 8 months now, all of my friends from university have just graduated and I’m failing and about to drop out and I have never felt this low in my life before, I feel completely and utterly useless because of this, the thought of having to te... | 4 |
My desire to participate in life is zero | Nowadays, I don't answer the phone, I don't text back, read my email or go anywhere if I don't have to. If somebody made a cage the size of my bed, I'd probably feel no different.
Everything feels so pointless. It feels like it's all gonna lead to one tragic end anyways so why bother. Why put so much energy into figh... | 1 |
Having emotional outbursts that stop suddenly | I never get good cries anymore. Everytime I begin to break down and cry i will randomly just stop crying, and then I can’t even finish my cry. It’s like I go from being in complete emotional distress to numb in the span of mere seconds… is this normal? Does this happen to anyone else..? I’ve been off my meds so I wasn’... | 1 |
Do I have a future? | I am 21, gay male, basically no friends, almost always isolated. I have:
* ahedonia,
* extreme difficulties with motivating myself to study, * severe social phobia,
* stutter,
* chronic pain.
So, yeah, I am all fucked up.
SSRIs and SNRIs did help with anxiety, but I was so anhedonic and depressed on them. I use... | 5 |
What can my therapist do if i tell her i’m suicidal?? | I need to tell someone but i can’t have my family finding out. They would never ever forgive me. How much can i say before my Therapist is legally required to report me?
I’m a few months away from 18. Is it safer to wait? | 25 |
I hate my job, I want to quit. | I made a bald decision to move away from my family, and migrate to another country half way across the world. I’m 19 and I did this all alone. The first job I was offered here was a job in labour. I’ve been stuck in this job for 6 months now and I really hate it, I dread my evenings thinking about how I have to go in t... | 1 |
Helping a friend with severe depression | Please delete if not allowed, or please direct me to the correct subreddit, I'd appreciate it.
I met my friend at a program earlier this year at university. He has a beautiful personality that always tends to make the people around him laugh, including myself.
He reached out to me a few weeks ago, and our friendshi... | 2 |
I failed my Entrance exam due to my narcissistic father? | When I had my 2nd attempt of Entrance exam(had cleared my exam in the 1st attempt but decided to score better in the next attempt) my father called my Relatives at home (they had the option to come later but he insisted them to come earlier) and I didn't wanted to get involved and kept studying but before I was leavin... | 1 |
Not Sure I'll Live to See 30 | Depression has led me to drink, or maybe the other way around idk. But my job fired me, I'm running out of money for rent, and I have a wound on my hand from February that won't heal.
Went to urgent care who gave me some cream but I am just hoping it heals my fingers too which are actively dying.
How do you deal wit... | 2 |
this isn’t fair | I am so fortunate to have been born into the life I was. there are endless things to be grateful for in my life.
I didn’t endure anything horribly traumatic as a kid (or an adult, for that matter).
I love myself and who I am and I know I deserve the best.
why am I so depressed? it doesn’t come from trauma, low self w... | 1 |
I don't know what should i do | After the death of my girlfriend i became empty all of my feelings and emotions faded away. Waking up in the morning hurts. When i look at the ring i got from her hurts. When i look at our photos i start to cry.
The only reasons i didnt end it are my parents. I cant take away their only son.
Therapies didnt help, anti... | 1 |
Life is so awful, and I really want to go | I don’t find anything interesting anymore. People are boring, judgmental and cruel. They don’t understand what it means to suffer, and yet they’re so self-involved and obsessed with their own insignificant pain. They choose to identify with like-minded people and leave others who are different in the dust, and then con... | 1 |
i cant anymore | ive never been on meds or anything and i dont have anyone to talk to
i just dont want to be around anymore i just cant take it im so sick and tired of everything i just want it all to stop all i do is be a 3rd parent and a care taker to my grandma i just want it all to stop
this is supposed to be the summer its bee... | 2 |
Depression/anxiety getting worse and I don’t know how to change | I’m not looking for anything in specific here. I just want to get my thoughts out because I don’t talk to anyone about what I’m feeling.
I’m a 21 year old college senior. I have a caring girlfriend, a good internship with a global company, and a few close friends.
While on the surface it looks like my life is going ... | 1 |
The only thing | The only solution to this is to go out to the store and buy razor blades, aye? I want to cut every inch of my body. That will help me cope right? That will make it all feel better? No one can help me, the only thing left I have is a blade and the darkness. | 1 |
There it is | A bottle keeps me still and I thank myself for having rhe sense to keep myself from doing anything stupid. Alcohol keeps me too tired to do anything worse than spilling my thoughts tlike thick oil pouring out of my head. I cant stop that. And I don't know if I want to. It's the only part of me left that can touch anyon... | 1 |
Everything sucks now | All the shows i use to be able to watch to wind down are just annoying noise. all the music i use to like is just grating. the video games i use to love are boring. i don’t fit in with my friends anymore. i don’t have the attention to read. even my family when i see them i just wanna leave and don’t feel any connection... | 2 |
The only reason I haven’t killed myself is because it would ruin my mum. | My dad died suddenly, he was my best friend and everything to me. A year later my girlfriend cheated on me. A few years later I got my dream job and 3 months in a random woman accused me of criminal things and got me fired for no reason. 3 weeks later I found out my current girlfriend (2 days before this post) has been... | 2 |
My story | So I have been working for 4+ years now no savings because of this stupid gambling addiction. I know I am stupid but fuck man last year I have good savings and now I have no savings fucking hell. Fuck gambling I really wish I can turn back time. Been depressed for a year because I have no more money. Yeah I know its ju... | 1 |
I had the worst depressive episode | I cried for straight 12 hours while in bed doing nothing and my thoughts kept on eating my head i hate when that happens i don't know how to stop it. | 5 |
I need your Help, im lost and i dont know what is right anymore. | Im 26 in august, i moved to iceland from poland 1 year ago to become independent because i was spoiled by livin in my dads house. I have my own psychotherapist here and we speak literally about everything i trust her and shes young, we discuss my problems, bad habbits, existential crisis ect. Everytime when i feel i m... | 5 |
Tricks | Guys. How do you guys find happiness. If you know how can you please let me know. After all that have happened I do not think I’m in a good state of mind now | 1 |
My Past Sucks and it's Still Destroying Me to This Day | When I was young, I was bullied and picked on at school, and also by my step brother at home. He'd whip me with wet towels, yell at me, call me names regarding my appearance, hit me randomly, and often times make me look like a villain in front of my step mom. It wasn't fair. I lived with that spoiled shit bag for 8 ye... | 1 |
I hate being alive | (22M) Well i really hate the idea of living and the fact that i was born on this world i really wish i didn't even exist, i have tried meds, therapy, pshychiatrist all that, i feel like no one cares really i have spoke about my problems all just to be laugh at, being told i have less problems than other people, being i... | 3 |
I just wanna feel happy again | The person I married is cheating on me again ( cheated on me before we got married ) we have kids my GMA just passed I feel like a burden to friends and family I just want the pain to end thinking about going to the ER because I can’t stop thinking about killing my self because I know co parenting with this person will... | 1 |
How do you ask for help if you don’t even know how to explain the issues? | If I can’t figure out why I feel this way, how do I get someone else’s advice/help? | 1 |
i feel numb | it seem everythng is gong to end noww | 1 |
I'm planning to die soon | Next month I'm planning to die the day my ex left me. The hurt I've had to deal with this last year bc of her was more than when my mom died. She said she got over things and still cares about me in a way but I plan to hurt her. I have nothing left to live for. Almost no family, little friends and I cannot trust anyone... | 1 |
What is your experience like with depression? | I have been trying to understand what I'm going through and if it's just overthinking... Hence I would like to understand what depression is like for different people. Do you always feel sad? Do you have good moments where you feel happy? Do you stay in your room or do you go to school/work regularly? I really really n... | 1 |
I am a waste of space | I (41F) am a waste of space. I have a SO who I am with purely because it is convenient for him. (cook, clean, share rent). We have been together almost 12 years and are not even engaged. I have a son who is almost 20 from a previous relationship (not planned). We lead separate lives because his friends and family do no... | 1 |
I need help pls | Ummm..... Well it's my first time posting something here at reddit... No I mean first time posting things in any social media platforms related to my mental health. I just really want to ask anyone how can I cope with depression, anxiety and guilt because I really, really need someone just to tell me one thing what to ... | 2 |
I feel like im gonna cry again it comes in short moment where my eyes get really watery but it wont come out | Ive been thinking about how im lonely and then i tought about my parents (very abusive mom and absent dad) and then like i aanna cry now but i cant | 0 |
drinking at 11am | Drinking this early because there was some drinks left over from last night (roommate and me got high and had beers with pizza) so I drank those and now im still drinking because there's 4 more drinks in the fridge and like when else would I drink 4 more?
alcoholic arc is real | 2 |
I just keep falling | and I’m terrified. I wish I can die before I hit the ground.
Atp I don’t even know who I am without mental illnesses and it sucks. I’m in my middle twenties and I have no plan for my future because I thought I would’ve be dead by now. I’ve never had a relationship and I don’t think I’m able to love a person. I don’t h... | 7 |
Got drunk and spoke about my depression and sexual assault. | All I ever seem to do these days is moan about things. I can never have a nice conversation. I don't talk to many people and a family member finally managed to get ahold of me. I've mostly had my phone off and sleeping. I got drunk and just rambled about how miserable I am and I feel really embarrassed. I also feel bad... | 2 |
I feel weird being depressed | I can't think of any specific traumas or problems, but I've had periods of depression throughout the last few years. I'm academically gifted, and people tell me often that I'm going to be doing great things, but I just don't care about the future. I have hobbies, a good family life, couple friends, and cruise through s... | 5 |
Can't tell if this is the right place to put this. | Been on a downward spiral as of late. Constantly Wondering why people never wanna hang out, why I always get ignored (mainly by family). Just don't know what to do besides unaliving my self.
Was on a trip to Mexico was all great till I got the short end of the stick with my immediate family pretty much kicking me out... | 1 |
This Travis Scott announcement finna cover my depression for some time🙂🙂 | HES FINALLY DROPPING THIS MONTH AGHHHH | 3 |
Struggling mom with depression | Hi All,
I’m spinning. My mind is going 100 mph and I’m sitting here without the energy to move around, unable to find a way to feel better. I want to do some art, get creative or learn something new but I’m stuck. I know there’s worst ailments and pain out there, but this is mine and I know I’m not the only one stru... | 1 |
I finally fucking shattered | I didn't it could happen but there's a first for everything | 1 |
Sad | Sometimes I wanna die. I know how good life can be that it makes me feel so shitty when I’m down. I feel like I dont deserve happiness. The mistakes I’ve made and the mental tourment I’ve endured from growing up has just left me so worn I don’t wanna do it anymore. And in the same breath I think about the people who ha... | 1 |
No passions or opinions | I feel very dissasociated everywhere and I feel like I have no opinions on anything. I just can't see the point of anything. Like I used to be very opinionated and passionate about technology, science, geography, general knowledge, I LOVED IT, i loved the info and i loved being smart. Now im 180 from all of that and I ... | 10 |
I feel like a fraud | I feel like I’m a fraud because my feelings aren’t always the same day-to-day. Some days I’m contemplating suicide, and others days i just lose all interest in things. I’ve been feeling super lonely and isolated recently and it has not been helping me, but I feel like I’m talking myself into feeling things | 3 |
Divorce and Uncertainty | I've loved. I've hated. I've helped. And I've hurt. I've woke up at 3am to trudge through knee-deep mud in Alaska to catch thousands of pounds of salmon. I've helped friends navigate a river in the night, with our path lit only by a severe thunderstorm.
I've went on a thirty mile hike, camping around the buffalo river.... | 1 |
Tomorrow I’m going to kill myself. I have no friends, have never been in a relationship, and have no idea how to interact with others. I’m done. |
This week marks the end of my 20-year life. I'm here because I have nowhere else to turn. I've had a five-year depression and made three suicide attempts. Since leaving high school, I haven't had any friends or a girlfriend, and I feel like I'm working myself to death. I attend college and am succe... | 6 |
Never had any real friends | Speaking for myself as a late-mid 30s guy, I don't think I have ever had real friends. When I was in school there were people I hung out with during lunch break and the like, but we never had many things to talk about and we never hung out after school. I don't think I have ever done anything after school other than sl... | 1 |
how are some people so happy lol | like genuinely what is the secret??? | 1 |
I am lost |
I have been depressed most my life. I’m a 25 m and i just cant seem to get better no matter what i do. This crushing feeling i constantly have of hopelessness is getting really old. I think there’s something wrong with me. Ive been an alcoholic for almost ten years and i’m almost three months sober now, but ive never... | 1 |
Pregnant and depressed. | 31 weeks pregnant, and struggling with depression. Idk what it is. All the stress of getting things ready, trying to get everything we need, the house cleaned and all or what. I wish I was prepared for baby. But I’m just not, and it stresses me out. | 1 |
I would kill myself | It's my birthday today and it's been 2 months since my wife decided she wanted a trial seperation, father's day was a fucking joke... I had to go to my parents and her parents to celebrate our dads and she couldnt even get a fucking card from our kids (6 & 2) for me cause she is so preoccupied on 'finding herself'.
To... | 2 |
I feel so worthless | The only person that meant anything to me doesn’t care about me and my feelings, also i found out that everything they told me was a lie basically. Their name, their age, their promises, just everything basically. I’m fkn dead inside. They were my whole life sense n now i got nothing to live for anymore, the only reaso... | 1 |
Its time for change. But where do i start? | Im 31, and feel sooo bored and lonely. Alot of my friends went seperate ways, and i dont really socialize. Besides my parents, im not really close with my family, and i dont know why. I grew up with them, idolize them, but were just on differebt sides of the coin.
I go to the gym alot, i work a decent job.
The only,... | 2 |
Im scared | I hallucinated friday and it was the first time this ever happened. I am 34 and i feel so hopeless. I have 3 kids and i seriously dont know how i got here. I have no friends and feel so alone. I.didnt think this was how my life was guna end up. | 3 |
Have you ever taken a risk? | I'll be more specific. Like taking an acting class. Or performing at an open mic at a comedy place. Something way outside the comfort zone.
I've had depression for 30 years now and it's become a fairly steady state. Unable to work. Puttering in the garden is the riskiest thing I do these days. Or drive to appointm... | 1 |
Losing hope and I just need someone who understands | M21 here. Posting a journal entry that I made because I feel like it accurately describes how I'm feeling right now and I don't have the energy to type anything else. Here it is:
I feel like such a waste of space. I don't provide anything for myself or those around me. There doesn't seem to be a future in which I'm su... | 7 |
I am trying desperately to hold on to life | but I am losing my grip on it by the second. I am completely drained and I have no energy to do anything. I am suicidal but I am not sure how to end it. I am struggling badly. At this point, neither therapy nor depession meds are working. | 2 |
Sometimes I get scared that I’ll kms out of sheer boredom | It’s summer break and my depression is kicking me down. I’m about to be a college freshman and I really don’t know how I’m going to survive. I never had an interest in school, I don’t have the motivation to study as I did in primary school, and my social skills are awful. I have literally never left the house alone, I ... | 1 |
I feel depressed | I just feel disconnected from something and I'm starting a degree soon and I feel like I want to live in Los Angeles I feel much more connected to LA than the city I'm currently living in. I feel like I'm disconnected from the city I live in. I don't want to meet a boy here. I want to move there but I don't know what I... | 1 |
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