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I've been getting professional help for 1/4 of my life and still am in agony. | I'm 19. I've attended different therapists for 4.5 years. I've been on meds for 3. Some professionals that I've attended just kind of gave up on me when I told them I'm not feeling better after a ton of sessions and their work put in. I've tried different kinds of therapists, been prescribed 15-20 different meds and no... | 6 |
i will no longer take my meds anymore bc i will drive myself crazy to the point i kill myself but not even hint any emotions in real life | im done i cant sleep ievery time i screw up at something i just wanna kill myself or torture myself to death it doesnt even have to be something major for example if i pour just a little bit of lets say coke on floor only thing i can think of at that moment is to smash the fucking bottle to the ground and slit my wris... | 1 |
Guys how does alcohol affect you when already feeling down | I’m considering drinking vodka to help ease the self harm | 1 |
Do personal interests & sex drive eventually come back after a deep depressive state is over? 24 M | I’ve been depressed & lost for about 2 years, there’s many questions I can’t seem to find answers to. I’ve lost total interest in my previous hobbies & past sexual desires, do these things eventually come back? Any help is appreciated, thank you! | 2 |
Idk what to do | Me and my ex broke up after 2 years the only thing to stop the pain is drinking I just sit in bed I’m so lonely I don’t wanna be alone | 2 |
I can't do it anymore | I'm useless and i don't want anything. | 1 |
I wrote my note tonight. | I wrote my note tonight. I just cannot take another day. In the note, told my parents I love them both so much, but that I’ve tried so hard for so long, and I just cannot do it anymore.
I told them to please know that they were as perfect of parents as they could ever possibly have been, and to please not feel guilt ... | 96 |
really been on the edge of just ending it today. | sorry to post on here again i’m sure y’all have heard enough of my annoying ass. i just don’t see a way forwards at all. i’m gonna feel like this all the time and people treat me like shit until they know i’m suicidal and then they change. why can’t people just accept and like me for me? there’s so much wrong with me i... | 2 |
Feels like a huge weight has been lifted from my back | A huge component of my depression has been my lack of money. I am on SSI and the money gets deposited into my mom's account at my request, since I have the tendency to impulse buy things in order to get a crumb of serotonin. I thought for the longest time that the monthly disability money wasn't even enough to cover ... | 6 |
I’m so pissed. | I hate it when people say they care. You don’t. You clearly don’t. You very clearly fucking don’t. The same people who “want you to stay” are always the exact ones giving you the finger every single day. Any time someone reaches out - it’s always about what they can do for you immediately and then back to their lives. ... | 1 |
does it ever get better | i’ve been depressed for maybe about 8 years. i’m 21 now. can’t take care of myself it’s so hard. i have good things in my life but they somehow mean nothing. i’m gaining a lot of weight bc of an eating disorder but idk what to do. i still want to die a lot | 1 |
I never fit in with people | I'm just too much I guess. social media is an emotional rollercoaster sometimes. my moods are too affected by whether people like me or not. and that gives me ups and downs. I need to find other things to do.
edit: I'm just weird I guess. I'm eclectic | 1 |
I feel like the most hideous person on the planet | And maybe it’s just another depressive episode getting to me, but I really think it’s true.
I can’t think of one positive physical attribute I have. There’s nothing attractive about me. I look deformed and hideous. I can’t imagine why anyone would ever be attracted to me. Sometimes I look at pictures of myself and jus... | 1 |
Constant nightmares | Every single night i keep having nightmares and it’s getting exhausting. I don’t know how to stop them | 1 |
Life is boring and I hate who I am | I just hate how my life is and how I am. I am a socially awkward introvert who struggles way too much with communication with people. I try my best to talk to people but it always feels like im saying the wrong things or I either don't know what to say or run out of things to say to people. I hate it, im 21 years old i... | 3 |
Feeling alone in a foreign land | I am a master's student living and studying in Germany. I moved here 3 years ago for better professional opportunities. So far, its been paying out and life on the surface seems to be going in the right trajectory but still feel unsatisfied and lonely. Being in a foreign land with no family nearby and a huge language b... | 3 |
Im depressed for apparently no reason. | Ive gone through some traumatic things in my life, death of a parent, substance abuse issues, etc., but i feel ive moved on from all of that.
My life just feels meaningless now no matter what i do. I had been following a productive life plan that left my life feeling meaningful and nice, i would get 10k steps a day, n... | 2 |
I cannot imagine a future in which im happy | I've been living for others since i was around 10. I've done things i didnt want to, said things i didn't mean, lost friends i wish i hadn't or more importantly kept friends i wish i hadn't.
I know nothing is going to change, because i'm a fucking coward and i cannot handle change for the life of me. Id rather suffer ... | 225 |
Everyone stops talking to me when I’m struggling | I know I’m difficult to be around, I know I say and do the wrong things all the damn time.
I know I am at heart, a horrible person who does not deserve to be alive, but despite that, I try so hard to be what other people need, and the moment I need someone, they stop replying or walk away.
I was called pathetic and ... | 3 |
My life is good, but... | I'll be honest, I love attention. I need it, I breathe it. I love it when people ask me how I'm doing, how I live, how I feel. Maybe because I had the most terrible moment in my life, I was left completely alone in the swamp of events and did not know how to get out of it. I had no hope, I still remember that period wi... | 3 |
Hi Reddit guys | I’m here recently. I want to tell you a little about my situation.. I quarreled with my parents, I live in another country that I just don’t like, you know? I recently had an accident, I'm in the hospital with a bad leg, well..a busy life though. tell me what do you do when you feel bad? what cheers you up? | 1 |
it's getting bad again | I knew I was risking it overextending myself in my work and hoping for more support from people in my personal life to help me feel positive but this burnout I'm dealing with has just really made all my fatigue, feelings of failure, and lack of motivation really just leading me to want to give up trying. I just don't c... | 1 |
I'm done | I'm sick and tired of living this life, nothing ever pans out for me. I lost my job and lost out on the girl of my dreams along with a load of other things. They say things get better but they really don't they just get worse. I have nothing left to live for at this point just slowly rotting away in my room. In a few d... | 1 |
How do I know if I’m depressed again? | Hi guys! So… I had a depression at 16, i cured that one and later at 19 I fell into depression again. I was free of that one at 21. Now I’m 23, and my mom has noticed that I might be falling into depression again. There are days where I just feel dead and want to die. The other day I cried hysterically on my drive to w... | 1 |
How to build up self-confidence without founding it on accomplishments? | Q: How to build up self-confidence without founding it on accomplishments?
I believe my depression stems from a lack of self worth. I've lived my entire life thinking about grades and academic achievements for the most part, and so now that I've arrived in a university setting, I've found that I'm performing way worse... | 1 |
When will things ever get better | I got diagnosed with bpd a few years ago and everyday is such a struggle, especially lately I’ve never felt so lonely and like there’s a huge hole that will never be full, I just drink or get high to numb these feelings, I don’t even feel like I’m here, not even sh can take the pain away.. i don’t know what to do anymo... | 1 |
A shallow guy | Just one of the numerous struggles I have. I for the life of me can't relate to 99% of people irl and online. Having to introduce myself is such an issue to me. Like what do you say? My name is X I am 22 years old and then what? Hobbies? Activities? Nada.
I don't have much going on for me and I don't know how did I re... | 1 |
Can depression sometimes make you incredibly apathetic/unemotional for short periods of time? | I've been depressed for many years, but recently I've found that I'll be intensely depressed and upset for a few days at a time and then I'll suddenly be unemotional and unable to access any of the depressive feelings I had in the days before. It's almost like a switch is turned off in my brain and all of my feelings a... | 1 |
Eventually I will switch off the life button | One of my first memories is finding a knife on the floor and fantasizing about killing myself. I picked it up and pressed the blade against my skin across different parts of my body, wondering how much it would hurt to pierce through. I put the knife back down but the thoughts never went away.
When I was 18 and in m... | 1 |
Losing discipline on depression/anxiety meds | I’ve been taking 2 medications Aripiprazole 5mg and venlafaxine 225 mg for 2-3 months but I’ve noticed all my discipline is gone. I no longer feel the need to say no to myself or make myself do things (cleaning/walking dogs work out etc) my motivation is also gone. Anyone else experience this ? If so what steps did you... | 1 |
I've been escaping my despair, but now developing anxiety that something bad may happen. | So recently the past 2 months I've been able to maintain a healthy showering schedule once a day and I've been brushing my teeth I've been eating cleaner and healthy. I finally feel like my life is getting back on track after 2 years of feeling like I don't know what I'm doing with my life. Now that I feel like everyth... | 1 |
Venting because I suck at relationships | My LDR partner came to visit me last week, it had been 4 months since the last time I saw them and before that it had been 3 years since we last seen each other - due to traveling restrictions and a break up. I don't think we will ever get rid of the distance, the reason we don't progress is because of me. Because of m... | 1 |
sometimes i feel so unimportant | i feel like nobody really cares about me tbh. it's gotten to the point where i've just completely stopped calling all of my "friends" for extensive periods of time just to see if they would even bother to message me or check up on me to no avail. it's always me who has to call people just to see if they're hanging out ... | 1 |
Is anyone else feeling like this? | This feeling started around 8th grade and just stayed. I'm currently in high school and I'm really struggling right now. My grades are fine but I know I have the potential to do so much better cause when I try, I see the marks and results. I'm also in IB in a pretty challenging high school, so I have even more pressure... | 1 |
Anyone feel the same? | I’ve been depressed my whole life, not sure if I am or I’m just a stubborn one doesn’t want to change. I tried, alot of days I felt so powerful & positive, but sometime the negative thought came out of no where and the cycle repeat. Each time I fall so deep and it’s like I feel numb, and back of my head telling me I ne... | 1 |
It's Getting Bad Again | I have chronic depression it's usually pretty bad but there is a baseline of about of - 1 week or so. Then I can think again and have some knowledge.
I'm studying this certification and no matter how much I pound into my head this thing I still can't make a lot of progress. I know people say oh it takes time. But I've... | 1 |
Aimless again | For a while, stepping in as a father figure for my nieces provided a sense of purpose and feeling loved. My brother and his family are the only reason I moved up here, and the only people I know. I don't make friends easily, for reasons I'll probably get into
But recently, my brother has turned a new leaf and has been... | 1 |
i’m scared of what my sport is doing to me. | i doubt anyone will take the time to read, it’s 5:52 am pst and i’m about to board my flight back to my home state. However, my mental health has hit rock bottom I believe.
I’m an collegiate athlete F(21). More specifically, a track and field athlete. I can say that I am probably fairly good? A little above average? I... | 1 |
I can't be happy anymore | Recently i was abandoned by my parents in different country and i don't know what to do (i live here but i can't find properly work). sometimes o want to disappear | 1 |
Just want to cry | I do | 1 |
Left Low and Dry | Well, I don’t know how to go about this, I don’t even know how to process my emotions in this current moment, but anyway my girlfriend of more than 3 years broke up with me last night, the reason being she “wanted to be free” and “have freedom” and apparently that can’t be done with me even if I’m more than willing to ... | 1 |
I don't know what to do anymore | I feel so stuck. All I do when I am not at work is playing games on my phone or watching tv. I feel miserable, I can hardly make myself do anything productive. I hate my job and taking the steps to find something else feels impossible. Going back to school, making a portfolio, applying to jobs, it all feels so out of m... | 2 |
Contemplating suicide | Literally everything feels hopeless I don’t have anyone really in my corner everyone i have just judges my mental health and everything I do to try to make things better just doesn’t work I literally am just at a breaking point where I feel like there’s no possibility of anything getting better everyone just seems to h... | 2 |
What’s the point? | Why should we keep living if we are going to die anyway? Why should we continue to live in this world when after we die you wouldn’t even remember any of it? No matter how happy or long you live for, it all has the same destination. There’s no point. | 2 |
I never loved myself | I have always done so much for everyone around me. I always make sure everyone I know is the happiest they can be. I will do anything for others. I've helped strangers. People have told me I'm the nicest person they've ever met. I took up cooking because my ex partner didn't know how to cook and was eating like garbage... | 2 |
i wish i didn’t exist. | at least that way i can’t leave my family without closure. i’m so tired of feeling this way | 2 |
It all seems so pointless | I'm always tired just trying to exist and I don't even want to. All I seem to do is go to work and come home and do nothing because I'm too tired from work. Doing anything else costs money, which I don't have unless I sell my labour. My body aches and my mind is constantly battling itself. I want to be in love and expe... | 2 |
Literally don’t know anymore | I’m so sad and I just feel so alone I feel like I have no one in my corner or anyone who understands me I literally just most of the time wanna give up | 2 |
How to stop venting? | I’ve realized that I have a problem with venting to people both when they’ve offered to listen to me talk about my problems and when they haven’t. I’ve been trying to stop altogether for a while now but I can’t seem to prevent myself from occasionally letting things out when I feel comfortable/vulnerable. I was on a go... | 1 |
Giving up - losing the will to live | Hi... so as the title says I really am having way to many issues to even live or even do anything haven't really slept to the point where there's bags in my eyes I'm 19 btw...
My head hurts with constant headaches, constant rage blackouts total of 5 within the last 2 months. Heartaches that feel ghostly physical. Havi... | 1 |
No one will remember me | I'm typing this as i can't contain my angst anymore... i'm used to feel lonely, but as i grow it gets more painful.
Why does it have to be like this?? Why am i so miserable?
I went through school, uni, 4 years of taking dance classes, now work, and i haven't met a single person who cares to know me outside of those p... | 1 |
Help me | I don't feel alive any more. I just want to die but I can't bring myself to do it. What's the least painless way to commit suicide | 1 |
I dont want to die. But living doesn't really feel beneficial to anyone anymore. | I guess some background since I have nothing to lose and if you all judge me you'll just be in line behind me.
I'm in the army and I've probably had depression most of my life and trying to stay undiagnosed for fear it would have ruined my chances for a career and opportunities.
I'm also married and that is now proba... | 1 |
What do i do about the guilt? | I keep pushing my friends away. Not responding to people i used to text 24/7, never picking up the phone, flaking on plans last second, i feel like a fucking terrible friend. i just let myself rot in bed all day, constantly tired but barely ever awake. the guilt of this is making all of it worse, amplifying the actions... | 1 |
tired again | I hate how my self-confidence is so fucking low
I am losing the only person I have .... which is me
I am so alone | 2 |
I feel useless and not wanted | I have a belief
You know how in nature like animals are left behind or get eaten for being useless, Like either babies or young animals, and then some are left behind for not being a good choice for mating. Well, I feel like in the human species, i'm a useless female and no one will ever choose me as a mate, my appear... | 1 |
Why am I not happy? | I never thought I would think about not being around and plan about it. It's scary. I feel like a burden, it's stopping me from opening up to anyone. I can't even tell my girlfriend about my thoughts cause I'm scared she'll think I'm trying to make excuses to take up her time, and like not take me seriously or somethin... | 2 |
I miss being happy | Two months ago I was relatively happy, my mom was out of the psychiatric hospital, I was in a relationship with someone I liked (still like) very much, was in a job I liked, my life was fine.
I've always had problems with depression and self-steem, but things were fine. In the last month my relationship ended things w... | 2 |
I don’t know what to do | I know I keep bragging I’m sorry but where tf can I go, pathologists take so long to get an appointment, I’m thinking I should actually kill myself, so many people told me to kms and I have a big nose and I’m ugly, and I don’t want to hear “you’re not ugly” I don’t wanna hear that fucking sugarcoating lie, IM FUCKING U... | 0 |
I never know whether it's my ADHD, depression, or anxiety that causes the most impairment. | ADHD went undiagnosed until January of this year (although I've been taking medication for it since October 2018), so comparing myself to neurotypical people is a daily habit that I'm trying to break. It's very difficult. Executive functioning hasn't been very good all my life and I just thought it was laziness. So ADH... | 2 |
Everyday I go to sleep I hope I do t wake up the next morning. (21M) | Everything I have ever cared about has either died, abandoned me, or took advantage of me. I hate life and there is nothing good about it. I hope I die tomorrow, and I will probably feel the same way the next day. | 3 |
i can let go of people easily, but i still miss and dread living without them | why do i seem to have the ability to get rid of anyone so easily, the moment i realize they can hurt me? i used to not be able to let go of people, worrying about how lonely i’ll become or how life will be without them no matter how they hurt me, but with time i got to the habit of extreme coldness and carelessness if ... | 2 |
Feeling void of anything | I don’t think I’ve felt peace since I was 15. In 22 now. I got pregnant when I was 16 and as you can imagine, my whole life flipped. It was my fault yes but at the same time, I was raised in a community that did not teach safe sex. They just said don’t do it. It felt the same as having a beer or smoking a joint. I don’... | 2 |
Hey, im relapsing substantially, any tips to get me through the night? | So, I just ended a 3 year strak without serious suicide thoughts, and am now doing my best to not cut my arm open (no serious cuts, maybe dangerous, but not life threatening).
Any Tipps for coping/ ignoring my own thoughts? | 2 |
Did you get out of depression and how was that for you? | Very depressed and can’t feel anything/no joy and also too confused and anxious to even think straight (only thinking about my past/not having ground under my feet). Did someone have this and get out of thie? | 2 |
im really in a bad place feel so pathetic | im thinking all day long about the girl i left 3 years ago... i had almoust a year i could fix it mybe half a year but i fuck it up,, i was mentally eall and i literlly lost evrithing ,, im alredy 35 soon and its feel my life going backwards,, i dont know whay not giving up ///
someone hear was obsesed after so long?
... | 3 |
The reasons i didn't commit suicide are gone | It's now been almost 4 months since my dog and my cat died, just two days apart and that has been killing me. My cat was my age (18) and my dog was three years younger. I promised myself that i would kill myself if either my pets died before i moved out or if anything would happen to my parents. These two scenarios wou... | 3 |
I don’t know but I feel like I might have a mood disorder that has been undiagnosed for more than 15 years. | Hello, hope you all are doing well. My name is Obinna, and I reside in Nigeria. I am a 33-year-old fellow. For the past month, I have been having low energy, difficulty concentrating, and finding it hard to remember things. The trigger (in my opinion) was the registration for my GRE exam since I want to enroll in a da... | 1 |
I've been feeling empty for years and I'm tired | **Hi**, I'm 27 years old, I've had depression since adolescence (from what I remember at least) and I also believe I've had Dysthymia for about 2 years
Every day that passes I can't find stimuli to do anything, I just feel NOTHING and boredom for everything.
I don't know why I feel this way, I have no reason, I had a... | 3 |
Lost Hope I Know I'm worthless | I won't say too much about myself, except for this the past decade i have always felt never good enough, always lacking in something. My romantic partners reminded me of this as well, as many cheated, monkey branched or treated me like i was/am trash. I've lost a lot of friends over this time, many become busy the othe... | 1 |
Lost a friend... | I've always been a sensitive person and one of them who trust their friends the most and treat them like own family, irrespective of anything!
So, here it comes like this - I met someone over a social site last year in Summer and we became good friends..(I like knowing people from all over the world and have encounter... | 2 |
I'm scared of future | I'm so scared of future. Every second. I'm scared that I will be scolded. I'm scared if I take one decision of my own it might ruin my life. I am scared to be happy. If I be happy. It might come back to me making me more sad. I'm so scared. Everyday my future is going dark and dark. I want to live. I don't wanna die. ... | 3 |
please help | hi. i’m a 16yr old girl that grew up in canada but now is living in korea. i can speak korean but it’s not that good. i can’t make any friends, or form any kind of relationship. everyone asks me, why? you can speak korean of course you can make friends! no. i can’t describe it but I am so lonley right now. it’s been ov... | 3 |
why can’t i do the things i love | there are so many things i want to do. so many hobbies and activities i plan on doing and love to do but i can’t bring myself to doing anything besides playing video games and watching tv. i am alway trying so hard to not let myself think about anything, and so it scares me to do something that doesn’t completely take ... | 2 |
I think i've hit the rock bottom | Losing my friends slowly because i suck at communication. I really tried. I went outside, i worked out, i ate healthy. But right now i just don't feel any physical capacity to get up even. Hard to think. Anxiety every morning and all day long is fucking unbearable. Sleep is fucked. Feeling literally intoxicated, even ... | 1 |
paranoia | anyone ever feel paranoid about others i just get paranoid about people having tinted windows on cars and people with big fancy trucks like they are all that or better than everyone with a car i just dont understand anything in life i guess | 2 |
Im so lost right now | Hi everyone, first time posting here so please be gentle with me. Im a 27 year old having depression cycles after I lost my job 6 months back. Basically the story is, first job I had I loved everyone around me but I could not handle the workload given and the second job straight up "fired" for being incompetent. I am a... | 2 |
It’s hitting really hard again. | Each morning I wake up with a sinking feeling in my chest. I go back and forth between wanting to cry all the time and feeling nothing. I’ve been thinking about suicide a lot and I recently slipped up and cut myself. The anxiety is eating at me, it feels like I’m about to implode on myself. I just want to make it throu... | 4 |
Increasing motivation? | I’ve suffered with this disease since my early teens, but it only gets intense when bad life events happen. I recently have found it so hard to do things I would usually be excited to do. Working on my project cars, going out with friends, and most importantly, the gym. My career depends on my strength and fitness, ... | 3 |
friendships | I have some friends, but I don't feel like I can tell them anything. I'm always alone in my mind, and when I feel empty, I'm looking for people I can dm on my phone, but I can't find a single soul.
If I find someone I love that much and tell them about my feelings, I'm not sure if they even care or if they just get ... | 3 |
I wanna kms so bad but im too much of a coward to do it | I don't have anything I want to live for. The only reason I'm still alive is because I'm thinking about the hassle my parents would go through after my death.
But im so tired i just wanna sleep and never wake up. | 6 |
It bothers me just as much as it has since it began, but I can’t cry anymore | I’m not god. I don’t know how I ended up here. When I started feeling this way, I used to be so sad and distraught. I thought something was wrong and if I tried hard enough, I could fix whatever was happening. It was like an overnight switch. I feel like I have some sort of disability or brain damage, but maybe I’m dep... | 4 |
Nobody actually cares. | I made a reddit just so i could anonymously post because nobody wants to actually hear about your problems.
I've been suicidal for as long as I can remember, going on for years at a time thinking about it everyday.. I haven't been however in quite awhile .. but not anymore. I'm extremely introvert and I don't ever spen... | 1 |
Shattered and Lost: A Journey through Heartache |
Hey there, everyone. I'm going through a really tough time right now, and honestly, I'm feeling pretty lost and broken. These past few weeks have been a never-ending series of disasters that have left me feeling completely drained.
It all started off okay. I got promoted to a supervisor position at work, and things s... | 1 |
Becoming an invisible spectator? | I’m at a point in my life where it seems like everything I worked to build up for myself is crashing down. I’ve always tried to achieve things, succeed, and compete, but I can’t keep up anymore or I’ll go insane. All the effort on things that I don’t really want to do doesn’t help with my mental state, I’ve been in a d... | 3 |
New wiki on how to avoid accidentally encouraging suicide, and how to spot covert incitement | We've been seeing a worrying increase in pro-suicide content showing up here and, and also going unreported. This undermines our purpose here, so we wanted to highlight and clarify our guidelines about both direct and indirect incitement of suicide.
We've created a wiki that covers these issues. We hope this will b... | 1,781 |
Please remember that NO ACTIVISM of any kind is ever allowed here. No matter what day it is. | Activism, i.e. advocating or fundraising for social change or raising awareness of social issues (and suicide is, inescapably, a social issue) is absolutely against the rules here at all times.
Please understand that we're all for smart, strategic mental-health and suicide-prevention activism. It's essential to fight... | 712 |
I feel like the kindest most honest people are on here | The most loving, kind and honest people I’ve met are the first to go, last to finish. We’re all suicidal bc the world is a shit sad place. | 171 |
I absolutely hate it when people say "you are not alone" | It is the most dismissive platitude ever. First of all, yes I am alone. I am incapable of connecting with other human beings on any sort of rewarding or comforting level. No one else can live my dismal life and occupy my tortured mind for me, therefore I am alone.
Also, the fact that there are downtrodden legions o... | 321 |
Ever feel so bad you can’t even fake smile or happy anymore | Sometimes in life we gotta go thru the motion and force/fake something there
Imagine a stranger strikes up a convo with you. An employee asking you about something. You working your job and you gotta be cool. Typical you reply/talk bright spirited to an extent. A showing that your life is going okay
But I can’t even... | 6 |
I am going to be homeless. Why should I continue living? | I am living in a hotel. I had an apartment lined up to move into on the 22nd.
I needed to pay first month's rent as well as all the fees. I had an emergency and had to use all the money I saved up.
Applied for a loan. Denied no matter where I apply and constant email spam now. Because of the hotel i cannot make the... | 48 |
why suicide is considered selfishness, because to make a person suffer for the sake of the peace and happiness of others is even more selfish. | null | 5 |
Light at the end | Where I live Euthanasia is legal. I've been interested for years. But it's not easy to get into for just depression, it's usually for more painful physical conditions that can't be cured.
That said, there's precedent so it's not impossible. And after going to therapy for a while and mentioning it a few times it's sta... | 6 |
going to be gone in less than an hour. | he fell in love with someone else that quick. Im all alone now. I don't want to see him with someone else but I also want him to be happy. I have a lot of backup plans if I fail. nothing will change my mind. nobody can save/fix me. I took a lot of ibuprofen so when I try to hang myself hopefully it doesn't hurt much. | 41 |
I hate my parents | I hate them for giving me trauma that makes me feel this way. I hate feeling suicidal. I hate being alive. I hate it all and I just wish I enjoyed things and loved life but I honestly don't. I resent my parents because they are horrible people and I never had a chance at being happy
I am so emotionlly fucked up becaus... | 8 |
Listen | I posted here 3 years ago. I was fresh off of a breakup, a devastating breakup and was considering suicide because the emotional pain was so great that it was physically painful. I was flooded with comments that were telling me it will get better with time and I will feel better. Here I am, I am 3 years later in a much... | 9 |
I keep telling myself I'm gonna do it and when I try I stop | I'm such a fucking pussy. Life is hard and I can't fucking deal with this shit anymore so I go into the bathroom grab a blade and just hold it. I stare at it and wonder why can't I fucking slit my wrists already and bleed to death. Why am I so fucking scared? I want to die but I'm so fucking scared on what's on the oth... | 49 |
life is pointless | I have a chronic, degenerative illness, multiple slcerosis, it's getting worse day by day, and I don't want to live and watch my body slowly loose its function.
I'm 26 and I feel like my life has always been disappointing, always something to suffer about.
I've had my highs when I started uni, and now, about to get t... | 3 |
I can't take it anymore | I can't do it anymore my parents hate me and I'm gonna get kicked out tomorrow I have no friends I have been cutting myself for a week straight I don't have any money I'm just done I'm planning on doing it tomorrow when I leave and I'll never survive out on the streets anyway. | 3 |
I got caught. |
I am so utterly devastated and horrified right now.
I stole my dad's gun so I could do it. Right before dinner I took it and put it in my closet so I could do it once everyone went to bed.
Why did today have to be the day he checked the drawer where it is.
He was looking for it and the whole household was like wh... | 21 |
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