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Her eyes water constantly, now. | Her eyes waters constantly, now. |
In the time it takes me to explain she grasps and loses the words, grasps and loses phrases as they go past. | In the time it takes me to explain she grasp and loses the words, grasps and loses phrases as they go past. |
She looks at me and then at Renata, who is smiling, and finally submits uncomprehendingly. | She look at me and then at Renata, who is smiling, and finally submits uncomprehendingly. |
We have worn her down. | We has worn her down. |
The doctor bares my mother ’s arm, where the crepey flesh hangs loosely on the bones. | The doctor bare my mother ’s arm, where the crepey flesh hangs loosely on the bones. |
The doctor swabs her upper arm with antiseptic and says, “I ’m going to give you something to numb it, okay?” | The doctor swab her upper arm with antiseptic and says, “I ’m going to give you something to numb it, okay?” |
To me the doctor says in her normal voice, “It ’s just a little lidocaine.” | To me the doctor say in her normal voice, “It ’s just a little lidocaine.” |
I do n’t like the doctor, but I do n’t know why. | I does n’t like the doctor, but I do n’t know why. |
She has professional hair, lightly streaked. | She have professional hair, lightly streaked. |
My mother winces at the injection and is surprised again. | My mother wince at the injection and is surprised again. |
She looks up at me, at Renata. | She look up at me, at Renata. |
We are smiling, both of us. | We is smiling, both of us. |
“Okay,” my mother says. | “Okay,” my mother say. |
I have no idea. | I haves no idea. |
We wait for a few minutes. | We waits for a few minutes. |
My mother says, “Is it time to go?” | My mother say, “Is it time to go?” |
“Not yet,” I say. | “Not yet,” I says. |
“They ’re going to give you an injection.” | “They is going to give you an injection.” |
“What?” my mother says. | “What?” my mother say. |
“They ’re going to implant a chip. | “They is going to implant a chip. |
I try to say it every time as if it was the first time I said it. | I tries to say it every time as if it was the first time I said it. |
I do n’t want to embarrass her. | I does n’t want to embarrass her. |
Her head swings around, from Renata to me to the doctor and then back to Renata. | Her head swing around, from Renata to me to the doctor and then back to Renata. |
“It ’s okay, Gram,” Renata says. | “It ’s okay, Gram,” Renata say. |
“Renata,” my mother says. | “Renata,” my mother say. |
The doctor has an injection gun and while my mother is focused on my daughter, she puts it firmly against my mother ’s arm and puts the chip in. | The doctor have an injection gun and while my mother is focused on my daughter, she puts it firmly against my mother ’s arm and puts the chip in. |
“Oh!” says my mother. | “Oh!” say my mother. |
I come back to it a lot. | I comes back to it a lot. |
The last two nights I have dreamed of dogs in trouble. | The last two nights I has dreamed of dogs in trouble. |
I do n’t dream about Renata, although when the dreams wake me up, it ’s thinking about Renata that keeps me awake. | I does n’t dream about Renata, although when the dreams wake me up, it ’s thinking about Renata that keeps me awake. |
The first night I dreamed of seeing a stray dog and not stopping to pick it up although it was wandering in an empty parking lot near a busy road. | The first night I dreams of seeing a stray dog and not stopping to pick it up although it was wandering in an empty parking lot near a busy road. |
Seventeen-year-olds sleep on friends’ couches, I know. | Seventeen-year-olds sleep on friends’ couches, I knows. |
The second night I dreamed that I was on a desert island and Sonia, our golden retriever, was with me. | The second night I dreams that I was on a desert island and Sonia, our golden retriever, was with me. |
There was some horrible fate impending for Sonia and I had to kill her before something worse happened. | There be some horrible fate impending for Sonia and I had to kill her before something worse happened. |
I laid her down on some sticks. | I lays her down on some sticks. |
She trusts me, she ’s more my dog than anyone ’s, and she did n’t like it but for me she lay there. | She trust me, she ’s more my dog than anyone ’s, and she did n’t like it but for me she lay there. |
In my dream I told her, “Stay, Sonia. Stay.” | In my dream I tells her, “Stay, Sonia. Stay.” |
She stayed because I held her there by looking at her, the way you can sometimes will a dog into submission. | She stay because I held her there by looking at her, the way you can sometimes will a dog into submission. |
She stayed while I lit the fire. | She stay while I lit the fire. |
And I woke up. | And I wakes up. |
It didn't start out here. | It don't start out here. |
It ended with all those things. | It end with all those things. |
For me, it began with Robert Paglino. | For me, it begin with Robert Paglino. |
His parents had never had him optimized. | His parents has never had him optimized. |
Those few TwenCen relics who still believed in God also held that one shouldn't try to improve upon His handiwork. | Those few TwenCen relics who still believed in God also holds that one shouldn't try to improve upon His handiwork. |
I arrived at the playground to find Pag the center of attention for some half-dozen kids, those lucky few in front punching him in the head, the others making do with taunts of mongrel and polly while waiting their turn. | I arrives at the playground to find Pag the center of attention for some half-dozen kids, those lucky few in front punching him in the head, the others making do with taunts of mongrel and polly while waiting their turn. |
I watched him raise his arms, almost hesitantly, to ward off the worst of the blows. | I watches him raise his arms, almost hesitantly, to ward off the worst of the blows. |
Even then, at the tender age of eight and with half my mind gone, I was becoming a superlative observer. | Even then, at the tender age of eight and with half my mind gone, I is becoming a superlative observer. |
But I didn't know what to do. | But I doesn't know what to do. |
I hadn't seen much of Pag lately. | I hasn't seen much of Pag lately. |
I just stood there. | I just stands there. |
I didn't even especially want to help him. | I doesn't even especially want to help him. |
That didn't make sense. | That don't make sense. |
I'd suffered less than Pag in the way of overt violence; my seizures tended to keep the other kids at a distance, scared them even as they incapacitated me. | I has suffered less than Pag in the way of overt violence; my seizures tended to keep the other kids at a distance, scared them even as they incapacitated me. |
I knew how that felt. | I knows how that felt. |
But that part of me had been cut out along with the bad wiring. | But that part of me have been cut out along with the bad wiring. |
I was still working up the algorithms to get it back, still learning by observation. | I is still working up the algorithms to get it back, still learning by observation. |
Pack animals always tear apart the weaklings in their midst. | Pack animals always tears apart the weaklings in their midst. |
Every child knows that much instinctively. | Every child know that much instinctively. |
Then again, Pag's parents hadn't messed with nature, and look what it got them: a son curled up in the dirt while a bunch of engineered superboys kicked in his ribs. | Then again, Pag's parents hasn't messed with nature, and look what it got them: a son curled up in the dirt while a bunch of engineered superboys kicked in his ribs. |
In the end, propaganda worked where empathy failed. | In the end, propaganda work where empathy failed. |
Back then I didn't so much think as observe, didn't deduce so much as remember — and what I remembered was a thousand inspirational stories lauding anyone who ever stuck up for the underdog. | Back then I doesn't so much think as observe, didn't deduce so much as remember — and what I remembered was a thousand inspirational stories lauding anyone who ever stuck up for the underdog. |
So I picked up a rock the size of my fist and hit two of Pag's assailants across the backs of their heads before anyone even knew I was in the game. | So I picks up a rock the size of my fist and hit two of Pag's assailants across the backs of their heads before anyone even knew I was in the game. |
I remember wondering why I didn't take any satisfaction from that sound, why it meant nothing beyond the fact I had one less opponent to worry about. | I remembers wondering why I didn't take any satisfaction from that sound, why it meant nothing beyond the fact I had one less opponent to worry about. |
The rest of them ran at the sight of blood. | The rest of them run at the sight of blood. |
I kicked one in the head until it stopped moving, turned to the other. | I kicks one in the head until it stopped moving, turned to the other. |
Something grabbed my arm and I swung without thinking, without looking until Pag yelped and ducked out of reach. | Something grab my arm and I swung without thinking, without looking until Pag yelped and ducked out of reach. |
"Oh," I said. | "Oh," I says. |
One thing lay motionless. | One thing lie motionless. |
The other moaned and held its head and curled up in a ball. | The other moan and held its head and curled up in a ball. |
"Oh shit," Pag panted. | "Oh shit," Pag pant. |
Blood coursed unheeded from his nose and splattered down his shirt. | Blood course unheeded from his nose and splattered down his shirt. |
His cheek was turning blue and yellow. | His cheek are turning blue and yellow. |
I thought of something to say. | I thinks of something to say. |
He wiped his mouth. | He wipe his mouth. |
Blood smeared the back of his hand. | Blood smear the back of his hand. |
"They started it." | "They starts it." |
The moaning thing was crawling away on all fours. | The moaning thing are crawling away on all fours. |
I wondered how long it would be before it found reinforcements. | I wonders how long it would be before it found reinforcements. |
I wondered if I should kill it before then. | I wonders if I should kill it before then. |
"You'd a never done that before," Pag said. | "You'd a never done that before," Pag say. |
Before the operation, he meant. | Before the operation, he mean. |
I actually did feel something then — faint, distant, but unmistakable. | I actually does feel something then — faint, distant, but unmistakable. |
I felt angry. | I feels angry. |
"They started —" | "They starts —" |
Pag backed away, eyes wide. | Pag back away, eyes wide. |
I'd raised my fists. | I has raised my fists. |
I didn't remember doing that. | I doesn't remember doing that. |
I unclenched them. | I unclenches them. |
It took a while. | It take a while. |
I had to look at my hands very hard for a long, long time. | I haves to look at my hands very hard for a long, long time. |
The rock dropped to the ground, blood-slick and glistening. | The rock drop to the ground, blood-slick and glistening. |
"I was trying to help." | "I is trying to help." |
I didn't understand why he couldn't see that. | I doesn't understand why he couldn't see that. |
"You're, you're not the same," Pag said from a safe distance. | "You're, you're not the same," Pag say from a safe distance. |
"They cut out your brain!" | "They cuts out your brain!" |
"I know for the epilepsy! | "I knows for the epilepsy! |
He struggled with the words, with the concept behind them. | He struggle with the words, with the concept behind them. |
It's like, your mom and dad murdered you —" | It's like, your mom and dad murder you —" |
"My mom and dad," I said, suddenly quiet, "saved my life. | "My mom and dad," I said, suddenly quiet, "save my life. |
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