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98_305
Yeah.
neutral
communication behavior
98_307
You know, it was a- it was, uh- it was pretty good. I just didn't feel like I had my friends around, and-and it just-- It seemed kinda boring. I mean, I felt good physically and, uh, you know, I, uh- I was more on time to work, I was doing really good at work and so forth, um, but, you know, it just, um-- The hard part for me was I just, uh- I just didn't have any friends around. I just kinda-- I felt isolated. I just didn't- I just didn't feel comfortable, you know.
sustain
communication behavior
98_309
Well, my-my girl- my girlfriend and I were trying to work it out. But it just seemed like we were arguing all the time, you know. It just didn't seem like-- You know what I mean? Like the not-drinking part was good, but it just didn't seem like anything else had changed.
neutral
communication behavior
98_311
You know.
neutral
communication behavior
98_313
Yeah.
neutral
communication behavior
98_315
No-
neutral
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98_317
-and I really don't see that working out really well.
sustain
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98_319
Well, I don't know. I mean, it's a-- I mean, my friends drink though. So, it's kinda hard to- it's kinda hard to, you know, to be with them, and then-- When I'm not drinking, 'cause it's-- I just don't feel like I fit in, you know.
sustain
communication behavior
98_321
Yeah, they don't drink that much, but they-they seem to-- You know, like they do drink though, you know.
neutral
communication behavior
98_323
I mean, it's just beer. You know-
neutral
communication behavior
98_325
-it's not like they're drinking whiskey or anything like that. It's--
neutral
communication behavior
98_327
You know, but, they'll drink beer, and it's just-- You know, for me, I don't know. Sometimes, uh, I don't-- You know, I have an intention to have a couple of drinks and maybe I'll have, you know, more than a couple, you know-
neutral
communication behavior
98_329
-and then I don't know what really makes a-a legal limit. So, I think I can drink what? Like two or three drinks an hour, is that what it is?
neutral
communication behavior
98_331
One drink per hour, okay.
neutral
communication behavior
98_333
I'll have to remember that. [laughing]
neutral
communication behavior
98_335
Yeah, One shot.
neutral
communication behavior
98_337
Okay.
neutral
communication behavior
98_339
Just one though?
neutral
communication behavior
98_341
That's it.
neutral
communication behavior
98_343
Yeah, I guess. I-I think I probably know a couple of friends that don't drink and I don't really, uh, probably--
neutral
communication behavior
98_345
I'd have to really think about it. I don't really have too many good friends. You know, I have some acquaintances that don't drink but-
neutral
communication behavior
98_347
-pretty much everyone I know like drinks.
neutral
communication behavior
98_349
Yeah, I, uh--
neutral
communication behavior
98_351
I don't know. Just, it's weird, I-I think that, you know, kinda when I go there, you know, and-and hang with them at all, it's, uh-- You know, we- you know-
sustain
communication behavior
98_353
Yeah. Yeah, exactly.
neutral
communication behavior
98_355
Well, 'cause they're drinking and then- and if I'm drinking soda, they kind of mess with me a little bit.
sustain
communication behavior
98_357
Well, they just mess with me until I get-- You know, until I drink a beer with them, you know. So--
neutral
communication behavior
98_359
You know, I mean, just-
neutral
communication behavior
98_361
-they're just kinda like egging me on, I don't know.
neutral
communication behavior
98_363
You know, I really don't feel like being an outcast, you know what I mean, they're my friends, you know. I--
sustain
communication behavior
98_365
I've been with them since, you know, like high school. So, I can't.
sustain
communication behavior
98_367
They mean a lot to me.
sustain
communication behavior
98_369
I guess maybe it would probably be not a bad idea to not hang with them for a little bit, I guess. You know, I mean, I-I-I-- Yeah.
change
communication behavior
98_371
Yeah, sure. I gu- I think that would be something I could probably try.
change
communication behavior
98_373
Well, if I need to get my license back, I think it would be pretty important for me to stop hanging around with them for a while, you know.
change
communication behavior
98_375
Yeah, absolutely.
change
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98_377
Yeah.
neutral
communication behavior
98_379
Yeah, yeah.
neutral
communication behavior
98_381
I think that would be a good idea. Uh, is this gonna help like get my license back, like, at this-- Like, the-the plans that I've made, is that gonna really help me like--
neutral
communication behavior
98_383
Okay, good.
neutral
communication behavior
98_384
-about the plans that you're striving for. Um, that I-- There would be, um, uh, someone to read this assessment-Mm.
neutral
communication behavior
98_386
Um, probably just not really drink as much. I mean, if I just didn't drink, I wouldn't have to really worry about that too much either.
change
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98_388
Yeah.
neutral
communication behavior
98_390
Yeah. This is true. Yeah.
neutral
communication behavior
98_392
Okay. Thank you.
neutral
communication behavior
99_1
Okay, like what?
neutral
communication behavior
99_3
Mm-hmm.
neutral
communication behavior
99_5
Yeah, uh, on the weekends?
neutral
communication behavior
99_7
No, I guess I haven't really thought much of it. Um, you know, I don't really think I drink that much in the first place-
sustain
communication behavior
99_9
-so I have a hard time believing that it's causing my anxiety.
sustain
communication behavior
99_11
In fact, on the nights when I don't drink, I-I have a harder time going to sleep.
sustain
communication behavior
99_13
Well, I, yeah, I guess I do have abo-about 2:00 AM, I tend to wake up on the nights I drink too much.
change
communication behavior
99_15
Jeez, no. I didn't think I was that bad.
neutral
communication behavior
99_17
I don't know. I mean, this is all news to me. I've, I don't want to do anything to put myself at risk and I've always thought of myself as a pretty healthy guy. I guess I'd put myself right in the middle of the five.
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communication behavior
99_19
Well, you know I'm training for the marathon, and that's why I'm coming in, is because I need to be able to get my sleep back on track, but I also don't think of myself as a hazardous drinker, and I'm certainly not an alcoholic. So, that's-that's why the middle-ground, five.
change
communication behavior
99_21
Yes.
neutral
communication behavior
99_23
Well, I-I think the natural thing would be to cut back a little on my drinking.
change
communication behavior
99_25
Mm, um, you know, I-I guess drinking no more than maybe three or four times a week, and-and on the weekends, which is when I would drink the most, cup back to no more than five or six beers.
change
communication behavior
99_27
Um, doing the math, I guess no more than 18 drinks a week.
change
communication behavior
99_29
Thanks.
neutral
communication behavior
99_31
Sure.
neutral
communication behavior
100_1
I don't know. I'm just having a little bit of, uh, having a little bit of trouble dealing with, uh, my criminal history and, uh, you know, trying to stay on the right path, but, you know, um, it's just- it gets, you know, it gets kind of overwhelming, you know. Um, I really wanna be, you know, a good productive member of society, but at the same time, you know, I got this background that nobody will overlook, you know. So it kinda makes it like, well, what, you know, do I go back to what I know?I mean, you can only work for $5, $6, $7 an hour for so long, and it's really frustrating. It's causing, uh, some anger issues to resurface and some depression to resurface and, um, you know, and, um, I don't wanna fall back, you know.
change
communication behavior
100_3
Yes, it is.
neutral
communication behavior
100_5
I don't know what about it is, um—
neutral
communication behavior
100_7
Yeah. It has a felony conviction on it.
neutral
communication behavior
100_9
And, uh—
neutral
communication behavior
100_11
Yeah, it is. And it's- I hadn't anticipated that it would have been-- You know, so at the time, it was just like, "Okay, cool. I'm not going to jail."
neutral
communication behavior
100_13
You know, and, um, now, it's like, okay, so this is more like a life sentence than it was a four-year sentence that they were offering. You know, I mean, I think it would have been bad either way, but, um, I hadn't anticipated that this was gonna be this difficult, especially since I went back to school and, you know, uh, got a degree and actually want to do, you know, some, um, corporate level or, you know, professional type of work.
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communication behavior
100_15
No, I'm not. Um, in situations where I don't know about it, I don't know about, I mean, if I'm not considered because of that, I probably-- Um, you know, that sucks too. Don't get me wrong. I mean, I-I don't- I don't get callbacks a lot because of that issue-
neutral
communication behavior
100_17
- I'm sure. The ones that really count are-are-are, you know, are kind of just, you know, uh, making me so angry and, you know, kind of spilling over into the rest of my life or the ones that I get face face, especially after a really good interview. And, you know, most of the times, I interview extremely well. And, um, it's, you know, I get the vibe that the job is offered almost halfway through the interview because, you know, they start telling me about what I'll be doing and what I'll be getting.And then, you know, when it comes to sign on the paperwork and I believe in honesty, so I tell them, you know, hey, look, this is what you're gonna find, you know, and, um, try to explain it. It's just-it's almost like night and day.
neutral
communication behavior
100_19
Black and white. It just stops right there. "I'm sorry. I can't really do much for you. I-- You have to go," you know, and it's—
neutral
communication behavior
100_21
No. I mean, there's different situations, you know. Sometimes they ask and, you know, I'll say something like, you know, "We'll discuss at interview". Uh, sometimes, there are situations where if I probably put that, I don't get a callback and those situations I don't know about. You know, but there are also times where I get an interview through, um, you know, uh, uh, some sort of connection or something, or like a buddy of mine or a family member will send me on an interview. You know, I don't have to fill it out- fill out an application for that. They just usually, you know, give you the interview. And at the end-
neutral
communication behavior
100_23
Yeah. It seems like it's a done deal. You just have to go through the motion of having the interview. And then-
neutral
communication behavior
100_25
-when I go through the interview and it goes well, and they're like, "Okay, well, you know, I think we can do something" and then, "Here, sign this, sign that," and the other thing. And it's like, but we just had a great, you know, I mean, I qualify. Like what does that have to-- Seven years ago, six years ago, what does it have to do with anything? Now, especially because, you know, the type of conviction, it wasn't a non- it wasn't a violent conviction. It's not like I'm a danger to the staff around me. It's not like it's a, you know, a theft type of thing. It was, you know, it was a possession, you know what I mean?
neutral
communication behavior
100_27
And
neutral
communication behavior
100_29
No, I didn't.
neutral
communication behavior
100_31
It's really frustrating because-
neutral
communication behavior
100_33
-it's almost like I-I don't wanna give up, but it's like, I'm not given any other choice, you know?
sustain
communication behavior
100_35
I do, yeah.
change
communication behavior
100_37
Mm-hmm.
neutral
communication behavior
100_39
Not that I can think of, no.
neutral
communication behavior
100_41
I think—
neutral
communication behavior
100_43
Probably get booted out right away-
neutral
communication behavior
100_45
-you know? Um—
sustain
communication behavior
100_47
Well, it's-it's sucks either way. You know what I mean?
neutral
communication behavior
100_49
Mm-hmm.
neutral
communication behavior
100_50
-you know what I mean? If it's gonna make things more efficient like as if-if you're what you're trying to say is if that's something that I could do and then if they get past it, then now I know that there's an actual intention by the hiring people to hire me.
neutral
communication behavior
100_52
Yeah, I think as far as maybe efficiency, you know, weeding out the things, not wasting my time, you know, but I had to tell you something, a lot of the people that don't care about that type of thing-
neutral
communication behavior
100_54
-are not the sort of jobs that I really wanna be doing. You know what I mean? Um, I don't know, it's just really frustrating.
sustain
communication behavior
100_56
Be an issue.
neutral
communication behavior
100_58
Right, and then the other thing is anybody that I might tell that to-
neutral
communication behavior
100_60
-that doesn't care-
neutral
communication behavior
100_62
-are probably not jobs that, you know, are worth going to get the interview.
neutral
communication behavior
100_64
Right.
neutral
communication behavior
100_66
Do you know what I mean? If I want to work at a moving company and I tell them off the bat, you know, from the gate, I tell them I have a felony conviction, just so you know before the interview and they don't really mind. I mean, that's great, you know, but at the same time, I don't- I'm not looking to be a mover or-
neutral
communication behavior
100_68
-a burger flipper or something like that. Not that there's anything wrong with it, but I feel like I have a little bit more to offer-
neutral
communication behavior
100_70
-you know, and, um, I don't know, it's a really, it's-it's like being caught between a rock and a hard place.
neutral
communication behavior
100_72
I have done, and my eyes have, you know, just become like mush after all the reading I've done on this situation.
neutral
communication behavior
100_74
I found out that I have the type of, um, felony that's expungable, I don't even have the type that's sealable. I have apparently the type that has to go on the governor's desk next to death row, you know, inmates or the candidates for, um, a gov- a governor's, uh, pardon. I-- That's what it all boils down to is that I have a class one felony-
neutral
communication behavior
100_76
-that needs to be, if any, you know, options, the only option I have is for, um, governor's clemency and I can't figure out why because it's-it's, I mean, I just, I maybe there is a loophole somewhere, I don't know.
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