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1 | thinking hanging late september medication life badcannot fixedhi im antidepressants felt good told doctor want go mg mg eventually meds month became different person depression came back doctor told go back mg did month feel mostly normal recently started feeling suicidal never happened before set deadline hanging ... |
0 | teachers dress halloween bring classroom joy appreciated sweethearts teachers dress bring joy classroom sweetest things ever trying bring happiness laughs classroom appreciated maybe even bring candy room decorations deserve raise acts kindness made fun acting silly amp fun |
1 | gpa fucked futurei study constantly grades get worse gpa fucking compete people gpas fucking guess respect anymore im fucking done objectively suck everything including video games spend hours upon hours on suck sports im always left behind going somewhere im asthmatic roadkill mauled death purpose die parents wouldn... |
1 | want outive dealt depression suicidal thoughts years seriousness reason havent killed yet mom reason left stay here however dumb ass something really bad back found it said best herself parentchild relationship requires trust lost hers put shit years think last straw dont see point going forward anymore especially moth... |
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1 | matter famous are much have friends family really things never satisfy someone even rich everybody pleases you isnt same one would understand nobody understand whats going someones mind probably want happiness before something others simply keep you prevent killing yourself even money satisfy you actors streamers get l... |
1 | rock bottomthis may long understand want read im m rental manager toyota drive acura tl amenities could ever want make good money love job one semester away receiving associates computer information systems live nice place lot acquaintances aside main job also club dj side im going mention dj dealership work for sake p... |
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1 | im sorry needed talkhi reading stuff afraid comment anything made throw away account im know teen years it get better im aware need somebody talk person usually talk trust kinda kept sane living high school experience talk feel pretty abandoned also feel really guilty feel selfish im holding trust anybody else getting... |
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1 | really long post suicidal really lonely indifferent sure dohi im really sure id like say really suck explaining accurately ill try paint good enough picture hopefully someone write something makes something click me ok problem im interested anything nothing myself im year old female guess im pretty introverted id lo... |
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0 | anyone else wanted minecraft since like never got it idk parents never got minecraft want spending money video games fine wondering anyone else kinda craved minecraft never it |
1 | think donei cannot continue like past two years indication cannot change either overwhelmed studies care little friends although know family kind would care mind leaving behind slept night long sleep least hours day cannot remember last saw daylight would nice see sun one last time written things owe everyone brief ex... |
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1 | looking forward killing myselfi lost money gambling bit left im going try work things ex work first loose ends tie up weeks im ready ive planned method im going fun gambling last bit money become rich blow ill kill myself one little thing look forward to |
1 | ive planning redflag cant talk therapist it doive planning redflag hate it know cant talk therapist id risk getting baker acted florida thing something many obligations like school family cant miss institutionalized something talk therapist go to |
1 | life doesnt get fucking better life always gonna horrible pointless even get older doesnt shit comes getting olderwhy keep living human life sufferingive suffering long remember like meant suffer whats point even living |
1 | really long post suicidal really lonely indifferent sure dohi im really sure id like say really suck explaining accurately ill try paint good enough picture hopefully someone write something makes something click me ok problem im interested anything nothing myself im year old female guess im pretty introverted id lo... |
0 | saw little bunny rabbit couple minecraft think cutest thing ever know followed around sat together next pond dearly |
1 | vacation great real life trash thoi went vacation amazing one day back work want kill again reality mediocrity crashed back face see exit wake up trash job get pushed around feel like garbage posted nice picture wife trip truly happy cant tell her cant see frail piece shit man even me |
1 | want cut away society get away everyone delete ties history somewhere nobody knows am want run away foreverso sick tired expectations want time people roles |
1 | plain simple year old bipolar alcoholic cannot hold job save life tried medication medication medication none works longer yeari literally cannot stop drinking slowly killing mei thousands dollars debt probably lose everything next coming months get shit togetheri want get drunk take every pill fucking done iti tired ... |
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1 | know tell anyone thismy heart feels cold feel lonely beautiful family many loved ones care me good job wonderful life still feel miserable want end girls wife daughter fuck hurts live thank listening really mean that thank you |
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1 | relocated graduate scheme fiance friends here best friends live away busy university friends take interest lives now work makes anxious lonely feel trapped endless loop work home sleep repeat life feels pointless accomplishments fiance adore struggles depression hard discuss together worry end breaking mental health s... |
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1 | im you know feelingive experienced enormous amount loss recently ive posted reaching myself experienced loss days ago entire family gone today recognize worst part feeling alone even speak someone knowing support comes lack true knowledge awful going actually is one broken person another you talk me |
1 | feel ugly talk anyone make friends date really hurts isolated horrible cannot think otherwise ugly talk anyone |
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1 | last tonight im donemy girlfriend broke second time two days ago actually happy last week once school fun well football changed gf meant world incredibly depressed since think im killing somewhere next week cant hold anymore ive going classes ive fighting mom dad last night actually cut wrists still red bleeding dont c... |
0 | getting thrown last job finding employment scarce united kingdom six members wonder boys better known crazy gang see advertisement employment gold strike town red gulch yukon territory newspaper clipping back theres story chamberlain saying country better prepared war go yukon frozen limitsbr br by way case misplaced c... |
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1 | feeling like living tbhim hopeless atm know do say feel expect future view current situation |
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1 | life probably best ever finally got friends rely on well school starting new job everything could want yet still want die feel like nothing ever going make happy point life going great still want die |
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1 | noticed since began using small dose respiridone augment ssri noticed tremendous difference think actually use logic find easier ignore intrusive thoughtshowever started gaining weight yes even small dose cannot help feel little insecure also cannot afford buy new clothes lift weights couple times week too wondering ma... |
0 | thinks bit odd story year old england got stabbed death really big news outside uk compare school shootings like hear england within day seems like story exclusive uk know year old boy set girlfriend paid another year old stab way teaching lesson got angry sent nudes another guy |
1 | utilitarian perspective kill myselflegitimately think everyone know school dislikes me barely tolerate me hate presence i cant exactly avoid them idea about died tonight might bit sad and think like either might even happy although im sure theyd get weeks close friends way closest friend barely interact with perhaps ... |
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0 | girlfriend ok worried long time hospital girlfriend good thank fucking god |
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0 | well im bit pickle recently got gf first time couple weeks ago weve gotten see twice bc busy schedule strict dad meaning rlly gotten close texting well yesterday found best friend happens friend too happens one introduced us crush whole time gf feels extremely guilty told one friends feels guilty wants break up already... |
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1 | im afraid everythings gonna get worsethings sort looking like theyll get better im afraid everythings gonna get worse things get worse somehow know do know ill able go living im dealing lot different kinds feelings right now complicated |
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1 | right longer rememberanything say confidence anymore anything believe purpose anyone tell disagree instantly cannot explain reason to time alone still nobody talk to everyone hostile anything believe in |
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1 | life confusingi dont know disorder whatever ive lurker depressed long time coming it dont know completely still get urges im depressed completely still get urges mean guess im looking anyone talk get thoughts open im pretty low risk certain urges worse others brains pretty scattered comes yall cant tell |
0 | falsely accused sexual harrasment earlier today im confused hear happening time never thought would happen |
1 | even get virus im gonna survive pandemic anywaythanks making cure worse disease entire world seriously considered redflag since teenager quarantine happened im giving world three weeks get shit together two support friend whos country much worse claim quarantine three weeks watch come excuse extend it everything ever l... |
1 | redflagdepression antidepressants generally good place every often get really low moods last days more less nothing seems help normal usually go away motivation feel anxious really low mood feel like end really want pass constantly google things reasons might happening blue happen anyone else tips getting ruts feeling ... |
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1 | damn miserable alone loner confidence awful pitiful miserable existencei cinema alone one go withi everything life miserable alone nobody england final euro cup football nobody watch match with even though monumental huge thing countrybeing alone fucking awful spend life alone remain miserable alone death life fucking ... |
1 | knowim going save problem this im letting guys know im done life im fucking lonely nobody ever since girlfriend broke able happy know im never going happy one guess good bye im gone world transcend next one goodbye everyone |
0 | counts diagnosed depressed clinically depressed get regular treatments therapist depressive suicidal thoughts something doctor fills out sort process go through |
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0 | mom pissing shes fucking nuts love im tired bitching goddamn time calm enjoy day |
0 | years ago saw remake sixties classic mini coopers first time remember liking lot now two years later shown television wanted know whether would still like much saw cinema well answer yesbr br the movie team robbers one final job venice italy plan flawless execution perfect escape work rest lives one problem take accoun... |
1 | nobody remember long die erase never come backthats nice thought wish could completely painlessly disappear care painful me want people pain even anyone cares happen die parents care im sure that maybe friends care little know im suicidal thats ok ive left notes fault parents fault fault absence might noticed reddit co... |
1 | notei wrote redflag note today know want kill myself yet im last semester nursing school im failing im really hard time keeping everything frustrating ive worked hard life difficult best friendroommate still psych ward feel alone lost like takes anymore go hospital wait school year ive trying make through really hard f... |
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1 | pregnant bf flat broke live week week car stopped working still drug user family money friends point suicide want termination two girls work found pregnant say it know whether tell people complications lost baby kill myself please give advice someone laying bath knife bf asleep couch downstairs calling ungrateful bitch... |
1 | life alright summer break hell deal going back school genuinely know deal this endless agony redflag redflag boredom somehow get start school make winter seasonal depression top depression good combo genuinely feel hopeless really want go back school fell helpless please deal id rather die go back school |
1 | time gothings arent going get better me girlfriend long distance spent month half state fly back due family telling financial issues thought staying good happy her plan work save move within next months dad says owe plane ticket the one made buy borrowing money food etc unhappy colors seem dim right now im debating do... |
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1 | help feel depressed suicidal know whylet begin first episode depression ended night put gun mouth almost committed redflag depression caused bottling feelings years years end ex every suicidal thought parents arrested almost abandoned etc im usually good keeping things control lost control almost committed redflag it t... |
0 | since movie based true story woman two children welloff scary real really was acting gave movie push greatnessbr br diane keaton portrayed main character patsy mccartle two sons adored performance made real life story come life television screen hard watch scenes since real happens one becomes addicted drugsbr br just ... |
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1 | im hate life even though really bad think redflag daily years stress buildingsorry long is id like preface saying im right edge think contemplate redflag every day im closer year two tell call hotline whatever urgent think need talk get advice whatnot im ever serious call hotline first abused since kid institutionaliz... |
1 | farewell boysonce upon midnight dreary killed myself left one teary |
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0 | try make quick hope started like years old life started turn gray lovely child everyone loved me beside dad left mother one trait made special relatives someone cried come them hugged them automatical one day mothers crying kitchen i like usually decided make happy again tried hug her tried pushed away looks today sta... |
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0 | watching waco rules engagement sitting disbelief witness to big cover fbi massacre gunghotrigger happy government agents clearly remember waco standoff years old time watched cnn remembered reflecting children watched mount camel compound burn april remember feeling sorry children clearly felt fault evil leader david... |
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1 | nothing ever make feel satisfied myselfi keep pushing people away know theyre better without lives im finally alone made peoples lives better leaving still feel selfish empty want fucking leave earth want wake |
1 | night ends waysi posted close milestone previously mentioned come speak again anything like me might sleep much maybe sleep much need counts hours endlessly long painful nothing feels right nothing beautiful everything like knives belly anger throat so lets stay together tonight day tomorrow going three years since las... |
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