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random memories flashing head dayjust random memories life always happens im lowest wonder people remember kill myself
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hi many problems probably stupid pushing anymore ex sleeping men hard extra hard last years enjoy sex anymore know tiny dick imagine loving fu king people nice big cocks relieved moved past me realise woman ever want me even say problem massive compromise want force into think suicide lot year old son it lately get ra...
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hoping drink enough go sleep without cutting tonight depressed cannot even masturbate
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teen boy last weeks bff leave seen doesnt respond calls messages etc good friends before ignores me mean
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mom literally yells get house moment im asked hang friends mom yells anyway summer house basically everyday walking around town friends everyone stoped inviting hang out meanwhile mom yells asking stopped getting house little bit ago one friend called asked wanted hang her go ask mom drive says no give reason keeps say...
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straw broke camels backlife one big pile misery me year especially hell severe social anxiety communicating people hard finding people feel comfortable around even harder even know normal conversation without awkwardness silences used three friends would actually talk hang with lost year anyone left talk feel comfortab...
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alonelife lost magic hopefulness felt nothing look forward to one talk to cant help feel cant trust anyone people really dont care unless benefiting someway posted something week ago felt embarrassed deleted it feel alone lost dont really know else turn anymore pray every night life end dont understand anyone really ma...
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tired lifei dont know im suicidal im tired pain unhappy would rather stop existing everything black happiest im asleep
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learned good friend tried commit redflag need advicehey all first off thank wonderful people take time busy lives help people struggling people friends struggle highly appreciated nevertheless days ago learned good friend mine tried commit redflag called ambulance pass away came shock hes really great happy funny guy g...
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desperate female one interested relationship female wants relationship offers
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lady tramp ii scamps adventure think good movie think first lady tramp movie better original would think original movies compared sequeals better lady tramp ii takes original time juniors turn lady tramps youngster scamp always hates treated things done him following rules house taking baths time taking things nice eas...
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know much longer hold outthis going long wall text last years painful difficult life far back tried hang myself would privately write redflag get confronted parents went journals what fuck problem why would us this attention seeking real bitch move selfharmed bit well mother confronted front grandparents it you know ...
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helpim started higher education school hate it worst thing boring crappy hate people there friends always seem hate me even call friends people like fuck me take piss family sorts dont know life go way way carry school hate try something else im really interested would love something software hardware thing dont know ...
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actually c im shaking know feel cold even got blanket cold go away
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know enough drinking maybe work also scared also want go like this one supports really people really care pretend care dead took bunch pills
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sometimes forget havent publicly told age not happening anytime soon tell pretty much anyone dm
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years wanted die ever since teenager never happy matter gone life always miserable wanted die killed mother want go pain losing went pain living years worry hurting anymore time come happy goodbye everyone finally going it happy life finally
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ive never sad before im really scared one else turn redditlook know sounds stupid fucking girl well life went shit mom died days later mom died always close side family barely graduated highschool plans go college lined up ended move state away personal reasons father never close per se used fight lot much anymore do...
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feel empty feel like something missing me something need something makes happy something positive even make sence
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weird place life girl really good friends might like might like like domt want ruin help
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contemplating redflagim male thinking redflag awhile now much hate world depressing hard know parents accept even accept self questioning sexuality caused alot self loathing started cutting years ago scars added hidden cant really find reason get bed besides school hate school many bullies homophobic assholes grown a...
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plenty written mamets the house games good decided revisit flick see held years surprised much enjoyed viewing again films success durability probably much two principal ingredients always fun film good story good scam mamet manages bring signature moodiness obvious histrionics film scamming us audience mark simultane...
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although remade several times movie classic seeing first time creative dialog unique genius final scene deserves credit critics given it highly recommended one best comedies recent years
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want die feel like right suicidal theres nothing wrong lifei want die feel guilty it theres nothing wrong life feel like im ungrateful im suffering much mental illness im anxious depressed nothing life wrong feel like right upset maybe im little btch cant deal slightest inconvenience cant control feel everything feels ...
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ever feel sudden confidence burst feel like narcissisticbecause im right idk act like bro im fucking hot could doubt single minute im built like s model natural fox eyes like long eyelashes like need capitalize rn damn this probably wear hours needed take system delete im back normal
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one last post herepretty sure lost best friend redflag dont hear tonight im ending too im sorry edit alive
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took pills vodka doi take many want call ambulance hours worst passed safe need this
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dog died best friend every day id come home form school matter bad day hed come give kisses cheer up really wish ha snore time him really dont know ill get without him pet make sure give much love possible theyre gone
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anyone actually care stretch marks almost friends super insecure idk guys even care lmao
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anyone success redflag lines i haventi get sick seeing redflag hotlines linked everywhere redflag mentioned help anyone ive tried times people bored apathetic unknowledgeable reduced um yeah um dont know um cant say seemed want know immediate as night plan redflag said didnt i dont want involuntarily committed one sai...
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great showi remember much remember watching loving it remember mother father really like grandmother like grandmother really appreciate became adult knowledgeable nonsense favorite song show sardines morning that might title remember seeing show hearing song went cleveland ohio visit cousins sister sang song much time ...
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parents okd iti told parents despite antidepressants im feeling suicidal im law school town hate another year ears debt support school anyone comes preparing competitive applicant job want really overwhelming parents said today clearly im dedicated lawyer im strong enough handle this redflag might best option im strong...
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last night prayed god would get killed today whether car accident building courage kill know know
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first saw movie alaska airlines flight since seen twice more simply simply one best films years found enjoyed first viewing little cloudy happened seeing weeks later things began fall place confusing deep fact depth movie may appreciated long time example occurred third viewing sammy davis jr jr grandfathers dog pet ...
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screenplay due go back school wont live longi dont care anymore dont care anything anymore want kill myself plan want slit wrists open longer here longer burden anyone dont matter make people mad me im worthless
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one last postive posted times lost track got better mother still narcissist dads still barley ever around even anger issues friends would still much better without me still nobody loves me im still horrible personim still lonely im still sad still anxiety im still ugly waste space still fault molested im still tired ...
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got history test without learning yeah first years middle school im kinda proud hehe
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yohi really dark moment atm aspergers syndrome affect social skills trying improve time never enough one day im probably going die alone whats point continuing parents help either want go back home home makes worse isolated know whats going me never understand one understands remember reading article redflag rates auti...
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everytime think future want moreive set failure know going go
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think redditor plans kill themselvesi know right place post ive seen redflag note post redditor different sub hours passed may already gone it sub this someone contact
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get political dont think women black people property anymore
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theoretically speaking much sugar would enough sugar crash thanks fall asleep cant im taking special reinforcements bad idea let know
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ok know friend going talk something happened today kinda embarrassing im internal battle trying stop saying ngl pretty pog help
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everything now even go seek happiness feels like pointless know distraction time right back started feeling living pointless motivation live ready go exhausting say least means go maybe guts makes feel trapped meaningless existence things stay alive upset others death knows long mentality carry though damn sure recomm...
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wanna sleep never wake upim alcoholic im drug addict hate life much sleeping thing makes feel better motivation one motivates me cant go anywhere start new life nationality got cheated many times girls nowadays dont want loyal guys go rich ones really gave everything nothing works me wanna sleep rest peace
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im even sure im posting thisits first time posting here help all guess im venting want kill myself nothing change mind cant it conservational instinct strong let me night got shitfaced tried jump front metro obviously didnti cant even remember stopped me piss drunk im useless incapableofanything waste space want bring ...
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youre cool funny imitate languages ok first all im super offended triggered try imitate mock indian people get it sounds funny accent silly whatever school last year goddamned annoying hear people say beta e pronounced like emma every fucking sentence indian accent popular kids thought funniest thing entire world dont ...
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brother attempted redflag last night sobering moment mei sleeping mom woke around am brother lying sideways room blueish green vomit carpet mom asked do first thought weird drug mixed juul sniffed vomit smelled like cleaning product said mom need call lady line kind empathetic gave details situation shaking inside fe...
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want hang home cuz depressing want die public place either cuz want give trauma random passerby best place hang yourself
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movie amazing watched town next one grew up went saw buildings story took place in overall loved movie one jake gyllenhaals best also favorite parts science fair times father sad seemed homer wanted follow dream dad seem care one way another tag line true sometimes one dream bright enough light sky way movie shot imp...
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beautiful filmjohn garfields character distant relative les miserabless jean valjean detective rains recalls victor hugos javertthe ruthless arm lawbr br like many films noirsthe city epitomizes evil whereas country nature represents sanctuaryredemptionand second chance whose life seems forever doomedbut even luminous ...
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friend sexually assaulted me wanna drop deadhe coerced things mocked me day disclosed vulnerabilities
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im gonna kill myselfits feels like everyone hates push everyone away nothing right idk im crying time cant hang anymore im killing tonight goodbye everyone
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im breaking pointim beginning realise sad reality lifes unfair matter much try better yourself matter much think youre whats right best still likely come empty handed doesnt help people thought cared arent anymore either ive tried past months ignore thoughts need vent know feelings nonsensical im point dont care selfis...
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really wanna diei wanna commit redflag sometimes feel lonely really wanna die im frickin afraid death know im coward theres still bit life empty shell
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really know do nearly first time lied also things like unemployed months looking job parents pay foe everything lives me get life hard sometimes get down feel like trust broken again know do
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literally grow bruh whats stopping you
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exreporter jacob asch eric roberts hired acquaintance raymond j barry find exwife son asch heads palm springs quickly locates ex laine beverly dangelo someone believes son a young johnny depp things turn bit complicated asch discovers former white trash laine definitely married form millionaire simon fleischer dan heda...
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one worst weekends whole year know talk toim crisis mode atm woke friday thinking meeting rush for turns actually online shit me idea going we ended using multicaller phone call phased out meant ask prizes businesses donate week ended time work ones wanted thursday rest friday it also scared sort person told manager id...
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violent hater minorities guys vote want negative karma
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please help hot wheels inside me long story short bone shaker model hot wheels car lodged ass im afraid stuck originally rectum think entered colon dont want tell mother father obvious reasons feel pointy exhaust pipes poke around lining large intestine im really afraid shred insides push perhaps guys give advice get o...
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talk meim gonna post mostly posted rdepression day added effect wanting miserable life end one annoying symptoms ive got right now really really would love die idk symptom depression anxiety whatever something wanna talk about always like think something makes feel someone happy feel like gives meaning really prominent...
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feeling overwhelmed would appreciate little helphello throwaway account young close eighteen years old trouble coping mental instability outside sources stress hallucinate badlyto point fullblown panic attacks force day school around people nauseating terrifying know need sort help family afford sort treatment last tim...
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slowly coming peace idea deathi need post history say ive seeing therapist year hes helped since way get thoughts out recently like switch kinda flipped ive redflag mind past time different now roughly past week like get ready go bed would rather hang myself dramatic way upset wanting it waiting actually it therapist n...
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life hardbarely two months year want live everyone would laugh whats threatening push edge might failing module second year collegei know hysterical somebody would prepare kill something silly final straw actual reason feel like im mentally ill unable cope life maybe made life anyway everything held precariously togeth...
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ive legitimately considering latelyim still live home super depressed car job schooling motivation get things hate everything myself dad emotionally abusive mom ignores care brother old enough need anymore cant picture going further could snap fingers able drive anxiety keeps so cant go therapy things might better cau...
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ill kill tomorrowi friends im unable pay attention anything interest makes impossible perform well school cant anything productive waste time needlessly scrolling internet genuine interests spend time front computer ive struggled severe social anxiety years caused isolate society also detrimental mental health dread wa...
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day friend brought gun school so happened guym im talking friend timeactually friends classmates used make fun him slightly average iqhe simpletonor everyone thoughthe used sit behind soi used conversations day one day noticed looking weird like watching classmates weirdly thinking something alsohe kept checking bag ...