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ptsd
63k5qz
[35, 40]
I need quiet and darkness to recover from a major trigger like that. I went inside and sat in the bathroom with the lights off. We had left the radio on in the bedroom and it was blaring so loudly, but I couldn't move I just needed to sit for a little bit. I thought I had calmed myself back down so I went into our office. He came into the office all furious.
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anxiety
6zm4mm
[0, 5]
I was working on this so hard and spent all of my money... and I just failed my driving test. Now the idea of retaking it gives me a panic attack. I started learning how to drive 4 years ago, and it was okay until I got this driving instructor. 90% of the time when I should be learning, he would be lookig on his phone and he would never point out any problems so I felt rather confident to finally try and get my license. In my country you first have to pass the test with your instructor and just then in an official institution.
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ptsd
70j1wq
[13, 18]
I can't go anywhere without and inhaler and I tested positive for asthma even though I've never had an issue before all this happened. I'm on busphar, celexa, and atomoxetine and I've been on them longer than the hallucinations and such. I don't know what to do. I feel like I should go to get psychiatric help but now that I'm in college and only working part time I'm scared of not being able to pay the doctor bills. I don't know what to do.
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relationships
7q9p9d
[60, 65]
She approached me and started to say something but I interrupted saying, “If this is about my phone, I am under no obligation to share with you anything that is spoken between me and a therapist, and I do not care that this is during work, I have an emergency number to call at any time when I feel like I have to, and I felt like this was important as I don’t want to go back to the psych ward.” She stopped and just said “oh, ok sorry.” I understand that this may be a negative on my performance at work, and I may not be entirely right, but I have cut myself at work (not during work but after shift and right outside at my car) and the way I was feeling I needed emergency counseling. I have tried to have a conversation with her before about how I was feeling, but it didn’t go so well since she felt like I was being rude, so while I am open to trying again, I want to know how I should go about it again and/or should I get the manager involved? Thank you for reading and I appreciate any and all responses.
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domesticviolence
8c7koy
(55, 60)
I was silent and looking in his eyes. After about 2 minutes, I got off him and headed back to my room. Just as I was getting to my door he yelled something nasty. I said something like "Go to hell", and got in my room and closed the door. He rushed the door and I had to use my body to keep the door closed when he bashed into the door with his body twice.
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anxiety
6pxnrj
[5, 10]
I can't afford a treadmill and I'm not a big fan of gyms (plus there's none really nearby), so I'm trying to use really the one option available: going outside. This is a real problem for me and my anxiety. I feel like a gasping hippopotamus when I try running and am too embarrassed to let anyone see me like that, so every time I see a car or person, I stop running and immediately go back home. I try going outside late at night and early in the morning so I can run, but there are like always people around and it drives me insane. I don't know how to maintain the motivation to be active while dealing with my anxiety that keeps convincing me that everyone is judging me and may yell insults at me or the other side of things: may kidnap, attack or murder me (since I go out when it's pitch black outside to reduce the ability to see me).
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ptsd
9wvnqn
[0, 5]
I’m really tired. It seems like the moment that I’m starting to recover or I’m starting to get some sort of progress. I get triggered and I have to start all over again. It’s so hard to see the point in fighting all of this all the time. I still live with my abuser and sometimes I can make it.
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homeless
6n4e4j
[25, 30]
Note: it was a mistake to sign the lease as I should have considered what would happen if 1 person lost their job. 6. I was notified 1 month after I returned home I would be laid off as the group was being shut down. (Note I did not make very much (low middle-upper lower class)). 7.
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relationships
7nmgmt
[5, 10]
He became depressed and gained a lot of weight, which makes him even more insecure about his looks. He also dropped out of university but now has come back to finish his degree. About me, I’m 21 years old, already graduated from college and now working a part time job but my goal is to become a flight attendant. I’m 162cm tall and weight 49kg, so I think it’s safe to say that I look fit. I also have a good looking face, I’m quite popular at my workplace among my coworkers and customers.
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domesticviolence
8xqnpo
[30, 35]
once I saw the light, saw that I didn’t even know myself anymore, I shut everything down. now, maybe it doesn’t seem like all sociopaths are this way. but they are if you let them. have the strength to say no. have the strength to be YOU.
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2.13
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12.77
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2.13
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relationships
7qo2ei
[5, 10]
Three of them said "so sorry I actually can't" and gave some noncommittal excuse, whether that was work or school related (even though school only started up again about a week ago and midterms are far away). I was disappointed but figured that it happens and I can still have fun with the three other people that are coming. Only to wake up the next day and have the other three friends text me that they couldn't come either for varying reasons and they were "so sorry". I was so upset the entire day. I had told my mom about it and she had told me that what I didn't realize was that none of them were really my close friends, since people that are actually friends don't flake out like that, plus none of them have ever come over to my place or vice versa or done anything more than hang out every now and then.
973
1
0.8
1,516,059,604
100
13.539255
157
6.21
18.63
98.27
5.44
31.4
11.46
96.18
66.24
19.75
10.83
7.01
0
0
0.64
3.18
8.92
3.18
12.1
12.1
10.19
11.46
3.82
18.47
5.73
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1.91
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1
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15
11.699677
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anxiety
9x4x6m
(3, 8)
Another time I had one was today in class. I was worrying about fainting because I fainted last week and didn't want it to happen again. Today I was feeling dizzy from worrying and I was thinking "I need to get out of here." I managed to calm myself down by taking deep breaths and closing my eyes before it got too bad. Can someone tell me if these were actually panic attacks?
24,573
1
0.8
1,542,234,522
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1
14.6
19.18
100
58.9
20.55
13.7
13.7
0
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15.07
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2.74
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4.11
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1
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3
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assistance
6qloz4
[16, 21]
I need to see that list. I can not make a decision based on evidence I can not see. Please include that list as evidence. I very much want to see it. **
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0
0.571429
1,501,469,339
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8
12.5
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1
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1
0.87125
0.26
anxiety
9o8q8r
[23, 28]
People say "follow your gut" but I don't even know if I have a gut feeling on this anymore because I have obfuscated it so much and overthought it to exhaustion. People have told me this is really no big deal in the long run but it feels absolutely monumental to me and will be something affecting me the rest of my life. Can any of you relate? How do you make really tough, lifelong decisions like these if you have anxiety? Thank you.
71
1
0.8
1,539,570,489
3
4.770392
84
4.65
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11.9
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21.43
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relationships
7q8072
(15, 20)
I don't think I have the means of moving out. I got my review in Dec. and I was supposed to get a raise if I did well, but they gave me a bonus instead and I know I should be grateful I got anything but it wasn't what I needed and I can't get another job at the moment, nothing in the area is hiring for more than what I make at the moment. But I don't know what to do with my family. Just this morning I heard my sister telling my parents, they should like her more because she is the winner and I am not. I think she was talking about jobs - she recently got hired at a private university and is making great money, has excellent benefits, and could help her get her Masters.
21,986
1
0.8
1,515,884,864
3
3.077832
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11.37
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98.56
64.75
25.18
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0
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4.32
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1
1
1.70742
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0.8
13
4.592594
0.466667
domesticviolence
5ulf5n
(10, 15)
I can't even talk about the day she left me because it was so traumatic. I can't even admit it to myself. It was awful beyond words and I can't tell anyone. How can I see a therapist if I'm afraid I'm going to lose my shit just opening up about that one day? I feel like it would ruin any progress I've made...I'm afraid I'm going to be hiding forever.
32,740
1
1
1,487,326,656
6
1.489283
72
1.8
1.38
98.86
1
14.4
8.33
98.61
63.89
27.78
19.44
18.06
0
0
1.39
0
8.33
2.78
11.11
13.89
11.11
6.94
4.17
25
4.17
1.39
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1.39
1.39
9.72
0
9.72
2.78
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2.78
6.94
0
0
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0
18.06
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5.56
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1.39
0
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1.39
0
0
5.56
0
2.78
1.39
0
2.78
5.56
22.22
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12.5
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5.56
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0
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0
0
1.39
1.39
0
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0
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22.22
9.72
0
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11.11
0
0
2.7143
2.5556
3
1
1.125
1
1.69386
1.56857
1.84178
1
3
3.884241
-0.48
anxiety
78l47c
[5, 10]
I cried for hours and at one point, something came over me and just slammed my head into my bathroom door. Sadly, since I'm in a dorm, it's a shitty hallow core door and it broke bad and now there is a hole that I have to figure out how to fix. It's a $100 fine if I can't figure out what to do with it so that's just compounding on the already existing stress. I have $3 to my name right now, I luckily get paid Friday so I will be able to pay for my car, but I'm still left with only $100 for 2 weeks and I have to figure out how to pay for my textbook for my night class. It's a mess and I don't know what to do right now.
881
1
1
1,508,902,157
1
3.137092
136
27.97
5.3
99
1
27.2
5.88
92.65
64.71
19.85
12.5
12.5
0
0
0
0
7.35
4.41
17.65
11.03
9.56
8.82
1.47
16.18
0.74
0
2.94
3.68
0
6.62
1.47
5.15
0.74
0.74
2.21
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0
0
0
0
8.82
2.94
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0.74
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0
2.21
0
0
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0
1.47
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0.74
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0.74
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0
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5.88
0
2.21
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2.625
3
1
1.1429
1
1.66288
1.54754
1.80037
0.67
4
4.90142
0.044643
ptsd
96nznb
[40, 45]
She treated me like a freaked-out horse. It was clearly effective. Today, my marriage is different. My wife doesn't rely on me near as much as she did; she looks after her own affairs (poor wording, lol). She also doesn't ask for my opinion on very many things, even though she previously wanted my input on almost everything.
1,033
0
0.8
1,534,065,015
13
4.51377
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0
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3
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1.76059
1.62593
1.89219
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3
5.223738
0.264815
almosthomeless
6xc1cm
(10, 15)
As you can imagine, people are not so charitable in this city, but you'd be surprised, people can be generous with what they let slide, its easier than depending on pure charity. At best with this method, you will find a series of short term places, and you will probably get into at least 1 sketchy situation, so always protect yourself and have a way out. If you haven't already, hit up the DPSS. It will take an entire day, but if you tell them you're homeless, they will give you an EBT card that day. It will literally take being homeless and penniless to be eligible for GR--cash relief, or at least that is what it took for me, but within a week or 2 after attending a GROW meeting, you should be eligible for something like 230$ in cash aid.
30,949
0
1
1,504,237,084
77
12.11
143
36.93
86.85
67.81
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28.6
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60.14
17.48
9.79
0.7
0
6.99
0
2.1
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4.9
14.69
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2.8
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3
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3
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1
1
1.62692
1.42419
1.87977
0.98
6
11.529061
0.164286
almosthomeless
67rk1n
[6, 11]
-What should I do when I move out? -What should I know before moving out? -How can I prepare? -I'm planning on going to a community college and then transferring to a university to get a Pharm D. Should I wait a year, work and save money before going into school? I'm getting desperate and I don't really know who or what to ask anymore
619
1
0.8
1,493,245,623
10
1.061924
65
30.37
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99
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63.08
20
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11
3.340199
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anxiety
6gy1te
(0, 5)
I didn't even realize I was doing it until I felt the coldness on the skin of my temple. I thought I would feel fear but all I felt was relief and how easy it would have been to end my overthinking, torturing anxiety brain. I was diagnosed with GAD and depression officially at 12. I have severe insomnia and crippling anxiety constantly which leaves me to overwhelming dark depression. I think about everything I've said and done and it feels like fight of flight all the time.
51,276
1
1
1,497,334,005
5
6.218333
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1
17.6
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14.77
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5.68
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12.5
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2.8
3
1
1.125
1
1.76075
1.51948
1.89037
0.86
9
6.517778
0.195833
ptsd
9vpvk0
(7, 12)
Sometimes it goes into an actual panic attack, but not too often. My husband has recently banned me from going anywhere alone unless absolutely necessary (like to work). Is this something a service dog would be helpful for? Or does it have to be a lot worse than that? Sorry if it's a weird question, it's just something I've been thinking about.
4,773
1
0.6
1,541,809,581
3
5.069385
62
20.06
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1
12.4
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66.13
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1
1.6788
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5.818462
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relationships
7sh9sa
[25, 30]
My question: how do I heal from this? As much as I wish there were a way to go back and fix my relationship with her, she deserves to heal from the damage I've done, and I have no right to ask for anything -- and so I won't. Lessons I've taken away: + I will **NEVER** do anything like this again. Too much pain for someone you love, and it's very hard to reconcile internally.
22
1
0.857143
1,516,738,052
2
-0.368987
74
5.23
34.24
62.88
51.03
18.5
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97.3
71.62
24.32
16.22
12.16
0
1.35
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0
8.11
2.7
17.57
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relationships
7o7k8k
[5, 10]
Given the diagnosis she refuses to take her prescribed medicine which is a cause for concern to me as when she is on a low, she tends to be very apathetic and rude in responses to conversation or ideas of things we can do. We live together in a house with two other people. We have our own space but the common area is shared. She has expressed that she doesn't like the living situation but the fact that it is cheap and we are all locked into a lease has prevented me from making any changes. After our lease is up I want to look for a place that the two of us both like but I am afraid it may be all for nothing.
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anxiety
7z753z
(40, 45)
It can influence you to lie, encourage you to do things you wouldn’t do without it. If there’s any way that you can, try to expose it for what it is. Either to yourself, or someone who supports you • Having at least one person who can support you is vital to recovering. They don’t have to know everything, or be a perfect support, but fighting alone is how eating disorders can really take over
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relationships
7o60ed
[30, 35]
We had signed up for the boat ride (something she was extremely excited about), but the lines got a little backed up and the time got pushed back. An hour had passed of us at the event and we were scheduled to go on the boat ride in about 15 minutes. However, since that hour had passed, her boyfriend refused to stay any longer and made both of them go home, even though she really wanted to go on the boat. These are some of the bigger events that have pissed me off; however, they have the same fight everyday regarding their differing values, and her wanting to do things/live her life and him refusing to make any sort of sacrifice or compromise to do that with her, resulting in her just settling to the situation. Since graduation, he accepted that crappy job and moved across the country, taking her with him.
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relationships
7p8fb1
[0, 5]
Hey everyone, throwaway for personal reasons. Tonight my girlfriend met her lady friend she didn't see for a year. I bought them wine, paid for dinner and was happy to give them the entire night if they wanted to so they could spend time together. Later on in the night I received a call at 1am requesting me to take her home. I get there and there's a person I've literally never seen before, a guy.
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homeless
94bci6
(0, 5)
Original frustrating moment: <url> Writing this so y'all can see what kind of people I'm dealing with! I called up the non-profit this morning to ask if I can use another identification document instead of my birth certificate because getting a BC from the clerks dept in my town cost $28 which I don't have. I asked for the girl that I talked to yesterday since she would know what my situation is but the gentlemen who answered the phone told me that she nor her supervisor was in and that I should call back on Monday and talk to Cassandra or her supervisor to reschedule my appointment that was set up for this morning. Ok I said then hung up.
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relationships
7p76o4
[33, 38]
I don't want to lose the girl of my dreams. --- **tl;dr**: Amazing relationship > Weed addiction ruined relationship. Can/How I make her fall in love with me again? Any other opinions?
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homeless
6xbx4h
[10, 15]
When I left my buddy's house, I went to an organic farm where I volunteered for a little while out in nature where I could clear my head. I really enjoyed it immensely but quickly realized I would not be able to get ahead or make a living for myself though I learned a lot of valuable skills that I can take with me along the way in this journey. I came back after about a month to the DFW metroplex where I reside now with my dad, step mom and 6 siblings. I stay in a humble shack in the backyard that we fixed up with a cot and a/c and an extension cord. Because of my dad allowing me to stay, I was able to get a job and am expecting my first paycheck on the 5th of September.
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survivorsofabuse
6ewyoh
(5, 10)
I have some tainted memories with my dad and have doubts about my grandpa. Anyway I don't control when some of these memories and questions pop up. I feel really bad about myself when it happens, sometimes I cry and other times I just have rage. I don't feel like I can talk about it with anyone. I could really use some advice on how to deal with these memories and emotions when they take over, or if any of you have found ways to stop memories from popping up?
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ptsd
9jkb7s
[5, 10]
I'm not getting any resources from the VA and I'm not getting better. I'm 100%, war time, service connect disabled for PTSD. I've been kicked out of the MHICM Range program because "I'm not making enough progress”—ie not magically getting better. Im currently doing ACT therapy but it's not helping and the VA here can't offer talk therapy so they referred me to the Vet Center. After about six months there, my therapist told me I was "too depressed to help."
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domesticviolence
608lcy
[0, 5]
(I originally posted this somewhere else but it was taken down because someone felt it didn't belong there) I think I should start this by saying that I was originally born somewhere else and moved to my current home when I was really young. I don't really know anyone else in my family on either sides, other than my mom, dad, and my brother. I have never really been close to anyone in my entire life besides my grandparents on my mom's side, and my music teacher. Except my grandparents died when I was 8 years old (both within the span of 5 months of each other) and my music teacher had to quit his job as he was struggling economically.
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assistance
8q2yft
(0, 5)
Hey everyone! I'm going to start by saying that if you're reading this I hope you're doing well and are having a really good day. I apologize that this post is long but if you could read through the whole thing so that you understand the situation then I would really appreciate it! So as the title says, I have a friend who is currently struggling with severe depression. I care very much about her and am very concerned for her well-being.
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relationships
7oydxq
(0, 5)
Context: My father-in-law is/was the ultimate handyman, he could do practically everything round the house. He undertook a massive project to essentially redo the entire house by himself. At the time of this post it has been 7 years on going and had faced innumerous delays. The biggest restrictions was of course money, my father-in-law refused to get any contractors, in the belief they were too expensive and wouldn't do the job to the standard he wanted, he also sourced all the materials from back yard sales and contacts.
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survivorsofabuse
7d38vh
[4, 9]
In the first month I was living here, I was doing a lot of really self-destructive things and ended up hospitalising myself, but now I have a job and am working very heavy hours to keep myself busy, and am not drinking heavily or using drugs or self-harming. Unfortunately, I'm also more or less repressing all my feelings, and I'm having trouble with mood swings (particularly anger), anxiety and more recently, daily migraines. Any suggestions? Particularly suggestions for someone who works 40+ hours a week, so doesn't have much time to relax anyway? I hate living here, but don't have much choice for the foreseeable future.
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relationships
7opk1h
[70, 75]
Please tell it to me JNMIL, I just don't know what to think any more. Am I unempathetic? Am I in a JNMIL situation with a FH who can't be helped? **TL;DR** My fiancé has banned me from asking questions about his relationship with his mother, after I questioned the need to visit her for the fifth time in five days (4x+/week since we moved in together). Edited to add: I have often turned up and helped.
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relationships
7tls0f
(7, 12)
My friends are getting kind of weirded out by all of this and I am running out of excuses for my boyfriend. I dont want to break up because other than this one issue he is a wonderful partner and I really enjoy my time with him. How can I address this issue and cone to a reasonable compromise? --- **tl;dr**: boyfriend wont hang around my friends since i slept with some of them.
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relationships
7parsi
[0, 5]
WARNING: Messy post, I'm really all over the place, sorry guys. I have a lot on my mind. Hope you can make the best of this text. Also sorry for any spelling errors, english isn't one of my talents. Me and my boyfriend has been dating for over a year now.
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relationships
7pqeql
[60, 65]
I can afford it alone. He just has nowhere else to go. His wages are low, he relies on me for transportation. I actually have to leave my job during the day to drive him to work. It is tough on me to do that.
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homeless
7jz4ax
[5, 10]
Their system is similar to Lego - A one Family house could be build in only 5 days and costs so little that everyone can buy one ( THIS WAS A WOW EFFECT FOR ME ) And it cleans up the environment from all that nasty plastic. I personally LOVE that Idea and think that concepts like this are ( or at least should be) the future of Construction and Real Estate As far as I know, their technology is still open source and they just start business - I can smell great opportunities for Entrepreneurs here! Here is the Link to an article about them on their own Eco -News Platform; for everyone interested into it: <url>
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0
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5
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0.090179
ptsd
6glmp3
(5, 10)
I can't remember what was in the marital home when I left. I left under duress. I am still piecing together weird, incongruous chunks of time, flashbacks, disjointed memories, and trying to figure out what happened; it seems like my brain just can't access specific details when I'd like it to. The problem here, other than everything, is that I don't feel like my attorney gets why I'm such a useless participant right now, and I could use some advice on explaining it. Do I have my therapist call my attorney?
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1
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anxiety
9n13q1
(10, 15)
Please leave a comment below or DM me if you're interested in being interviewed! The discussion should be relatively short and will be limited to what you're comfortable discussing. I'm more than willing to accommodate your preferred interview method. I'm comfortable with email, Reddit, Skype, or any other platform. &#x200B;
26,961
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anxiety
7kimsg
[11, 16]
If it helps, I just started taking a new birth control that’s a bit stronger than what I was on before, so I’m relatively sure that’s why I feel bad RIGHT NOW. But it’s still bad enough that I can’t do much for myself, and I just don’t understand why they can’t believe that. I think they must see me as a burden or something because it seems like they don’t think I’m worth helping if my problem stems from anxiety rather than a different(“real”) illness. and they’ve decided they are the judges of that, not me or my doctors. I just don’t know what to do.
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1
1
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ptsd
7t81kz
(5, 10)
I've moved to a safe and accepting space and have my life on track to going good places. However, the therapy is going to be a challenge. I have found prescription medication to be useful for getting the most out of therapy in the past, but I don't experience symptoms the way I used to. Besides, the side effects Lexapro had eventually outweighed its benefits as I healed. Therefore, I decided to buy a 1oz, 300mg CBD oil (Elixinol) tincture just to try.
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23
7.878759
0.35
ptsd
9hk4mi
(20, 25)
They love you and are very loyal to you. They also have individual personalities. Alaska is a funny bunny who stomps her hind legs if she doesn't get her own way (she always wants treats but she can't always have it) but my friends rabbit is a sleepy type one who will jump on your bed, try to steal your food and won't stop eating it's own food. People may quickly think "drugs" but just try and quickly think "animals" unless you are dangerous when you have your episodes or become angry after them. Just think that all of that drug money some people spend could go on raising and giving a loving home to an animal who will heal him/her.
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relationships
7pgpcm
[10, 15]
3. I leave fairly often for extended periods for work. On one of my work trips I was gone for two weekends. I trust my BF and don’t mind if he goes out. The first weekend he said he didn’t do anything and just stayed home, yet through my friend’s FB I could see that he added three girls as friends.
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assistance
85ix57
[10, 15]
She is very sweet and I love her immensely. I can't leave her where I am currently for fear of her being neglected. She is very attached to me. I will have no choice but to live in my car for the foreseeable future, which leaves me with the issue of what to do with her. I can't keep her locked in my car all day.
1,510
1
0.8
1,521,460,907
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2.132059
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anxiety
9cpr5b
(8, 13)
Either way, I can’t see anyone genuinely liking me. My mum sincerely told me she loved me a few days ago, and I had a hard time believing that. I hate to diminish her own thoughts and feelings, but I felt as though she’s deluded to be able to love me. Anxiety sucks. I wish I could look at things rationally and objectively.
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1
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almosthomeless
7ihs4q
[0, 5]
So I'm unemployed, broke, no car or drivers licence (its suspended due to unpaid tickets). Unemployment ran out a month ago and I have no savings. I got a 5 day sheriff lockout two days ago and have until Monday morning to clear out. I pretty much have to leave my stuff behind because I can't afford storage nor can I take it with me on the streets. I'm in the San Fernando valley, Los Angeles County California.
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relationships
7rffj5
[25, 30]
I don't think I've ever felt soo intimidated by someone before. I feel like I'm going to melt whenever I'm around him. Although you're thinking, what's the worst that can happen. He rejects you? Previously, I made a stupid attempt to try and hook up with him during one of my "breaks" with my boyfriend (we previously broken up for a few months, but got back together during the 3 years together).
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assistance
8tu88q
(5, 10)
Every cent right now is going towards making sure I don't end up homeless (I've gotten forbearance on my car payment for the moment) and it's looking grim. **[I feel embarrassed asking for help, but here is my Amazon <url> I couldn't figure out how to share my Walmart list... If anyone knows how, please let me know. Also, if you know of cheaper/better items I could add, please let me know.
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ptsd
79sd7z
(5, 10)
(God bless.) He was very caring at a first glance, but as the relationship went on I started discovering deeper things about him. Please be understanding that at the time I dated this guy I was around 14 or 15. He got off to IRL gore. You may think, well that's weird, but that's not the abusive part.
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relationships
7thrz3
[20, 25]
Any suggestions? I apologize if this is trivial in nature. Thanks for the help. EDIT: I should also mention that when I do fall asleep, I snore REALLY loudly and I can hear myself in my sleep. My boyfriend says that it sounds like I'm not breathing or trying to breathe.
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0
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2.993846
0.15
ptsd
7g40wz
[4, 9]
I really want others who can relate to the PTSD aspect to talk to. Not just anxiety but actual PTSD issues. I made a small little discord if anyone wants to join and just talk. If there's a bigger better one let me know! <url>
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survivorsofabuse
6kjn0m
(40, 45)
When I dare to open up to my friends, they tell me ‘Oh, my brother used to fight with me too’ and I feel diminished and dismissed. Since I left home at 21 and moved to the other side of the country I tried to talk up my family. I started from a place of recognising their vulnerability, justifying their actions by saying they were distracted by our financial woes and my dads early onset dementia. I told everyone they were amazing people. For the past two decades I have fought my body.
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anxiety
6hg57j
(0, 5)
So I've been taking Zoloft for several months and it has been working well for anxiety/depression but I'm having some problems with it. The biggest problem is that my mind feels blank a majority of the time. When conversing with other people sometimes I feel as if I have nothing to say. I feel as if I am less witty, and also less creative. I've backed down my dosage from 100mg to 50mg with some success as I don't feel as 'spaced out'.
35,873
1
0.8
1,497,544,447
1
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85
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17
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0
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2.625
3
1
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1
1.68744
1.3973
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0.67
2
5.337778
0.076235
assistance
9s4u4j
[0, 4]
I have a day off from school and I was going to walk about 3 miles, from Sun City to the lakes of Menifee today (to get a free phone because I am on EBT and my phone broke recently). I have not eaten breakfast or any food for a while. I know I have asked and received before and I am grateful but I don't think mentally I can handle not eating something today. Help or no help, Thank you for reading my message, hope you have a good day!
1,056
1
0.6
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93.91
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3
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food_pantry
8smg84
(25, 30)
However my job is physically laborious as I start at 2 a.m. and don't wrap up until 1 p.m. I'm currently relying on co-workers get to and from since my car is out of order, so I don't have time to run to the supermarket to ask any of them to help me buy groceries to pay them back later. I've run out of the pantry food, and ended of my work day early today due to feeling sick. I'm assuming it's a stomach virus, as I was home by 10:30 a.m. today, slept for a few hours, and ended up hurling everything in my stomach by 2:30 p.m. Please, I need a hot meal, even if it's from the local Chinese place.
8,142
1
1
1,529,532,322
9
8.460611
129
83.3
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0
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domesticviolence
6y85ge
(20, 25)
She desperately needs to see an oncologist or something about these tumors she's developed. It's breaking my heart seeing her like this. Other family members, all of whom are in Canada agree that going back to Canada (we moved to Texas in 95) would be good but her excuse is that there's no jobs. Also her not having a passport (it use to only be a green card required to travel across the border to Canada) is probably deterring that option. Thank you Reddit.
51,463
0
0.6
1,504,620,038
5
5.688621
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9
6.476494
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relationships
7oo7w6
[34, 39]
I'm upset, and the fact that I don't know whether I should be upset is making me more upset. I realize there's something crazy privileged about the whole thing (parents want me to spend more money? i should xpost to r/firstworldproblems!) If this really is an absurd thing to worry about, sorry for making you read through this thesis but please do let me know because I'm just really confused and sad. TL;DR: Mom accuses me of not valuing the benefit of earning money because I don't like to spend it, though getting a good job is pretty much all i've been focusing on.
1,721
1
0.8
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2
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106
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survivorsofabuse
80hl7k
[4, 9]
I didn't understand why he wanted to get me an erection, and I certainly didn't want him to do that to me, but he did. I think I was around 11 at the time It's been 10 years. My relationship with that cousin isn't a bad one as of now. Remembering all these things has caused me some distress, even though I doubt if this event qualifies as abuse...
1,171
1
0.8
1,519,687,472
8
5.180068
69
6.22
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1
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1
1.72351
1.45484
1.84981
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1
5.752158
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anxiety
7adyt6
[15, 20]
Today it all came to a head when no amount of uppers or downers was leveling me out. I had a meeting to run at 1. I had lunch with a customer at 12. I had a calls all morning...and you know what? I couldn't do it.
1,237
1
1
1,509,651,342
3
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48
49.05
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4
1.321531
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ptsd
6wbav0
[0, 5]
Hello everyone. I am wondering what experiences people have with using Mirtazapine as their main antidepressant for depressive and anxious symptoms (low energy, heavy feeling, irritability, concentration problems, insomnia, inability to complete mundane everyday tasks, social anxiety, fear of embarrassment, worry or overthinking about socialization, etc)? I am in therapy using a mixed method approach so suggestions of therapy aren't relevant. I have just begun proper psychotherapy, and I am looking for something to help me when dealing with reality outside the therapist office. My depression/anxiety has been building over the past 3 months after a long remission period and due to current circumstances has nearly swung full steam over my everyday life.
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assistance
9rdck7
[15, 20]
He was born addicted to several different drugs. He has ADHD and ODD I have a 9 year old. He has Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, Aspergers, and severe anxiety and OCD. And I have an 8 year old.
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ptsd
6aztof
[210, 215]
I have the scars, medical records, injuries, memories, and nightmares. I know it's caused me to suffer from CPTSD. But has it caused me to lose my mind? I can't remember agreeing to dismiss. I don't understand the response email, and I refuse to assign meaning by reading into her response.
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stress
655dz7
[10, 15]
**We strongly emphasize that some of the images included are extremely graphic suicide-related images. Some people may feel that these images are very disturbing and may find them to be triggering. ** 2. All information collected will be kept anonymous.
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assistance
9w5z5s
(5, 10)
Edited to add: I am unable to work, my disabilities are worsening frighteningly quick and I have no doctor, plus I keep getting dismissed at the ER. I've been struggling more and more with breathing and movement, I even had to start using a wheelchair. I have severe digestive issues and they've gotten so much worse I bleed when I go to the toilet. I'm in chronic pain and chronic nausea, it's like having the stomach flu forever stuff keeps coming out. So I *really* can't work.
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ptsd
8j89hu
(5, 10)
I'm 33 years old and support and live my own life. My parents are in their 70s and retired. They always tend to worry, so this was something I knew they really couldn't do anything about so I didn't want them to worry for nothing. There's also just the mental health stigma and as a guy that makes it harder too. I also have a sister that I have never been very close to.
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ptsd
7jynil
(26, 31)
But I noticed recently, that my sleeping problems might have a reason. I first thought it‘s just something physical, the lack of iron in my blood or something.. never thought it would be something this deep. This post isn‘t especially for discussions, I just really wanted to post my story. Of course you can comment, I would love to discuss some stuff with you guys. Thank you for reading.
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domesticviolence
61xudn
(60, 65)
I won't defend myself, I know I shouldn't have raised my voice and I should have left much much earlier. I know who I am. That said.. Every day, I see a look that tells me a person I know loathes me. A thin veneer of social platitudes to cover a roiling hatred. I don't know what to write past this point.
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anxiety
80149w
[0, 5]
I knew something was up with me. My thoughts were consuming me. Couldn’t sleep. Stressed. Worried about anything and everything.
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ptsd
5mppfy
(73, 78)
night sweats (bed stinks so bad and I have to wash the sheets daily and my bedroom is 68 degrees and I only sleep with sheets.) night terrors (re-occuring dream: waking up with the feeling that I am supposed to tell someone something to prevent an awful occurrence from happening but unable to say the words. The words just won't come out) Wife scared to wake me up because I am fearfully jumpy and suffer from panic attacks upon awaking. depression
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ptsd
6hw12h
[5, 10]
I can't be having PTSD from something as mild as what happened even though I have pretty much all the symptoms. I feel I'm just lying to myself. I probably just want attention. I feel like a huge fraud... How am I even supposed to "heal" when I'm probably making everything up, I'm probably not broken, I'm just going to get yelled at again at the new therapy place like my last one because I'll be mute every session (don't even know why, I tell myself "because I'm not ready to talk about it" but it's been over 5 years since the last case and all this crap is minor, so it's probably just being ashamed over doing all this crap for god-knows-why when barely anything happened to me...), because "I'm not trying". I don't even know why I'm posting this, probably just begging for more attention, I've pushed the last true friend I had away a few days ago over my fears of therapy.
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anxiety
8pftpt
[5, 10]
Shortly after anxiety set in. Not a totally unfamiliar feeling but there wasn't any clear indication as to why I Was feeling this way. Let me explain why I can't go over the fact that this feels different this time. 2 Usually there is one thing single thing that triggers my anxiety.
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assistance
5ouwme
(8, 13)
I'm not against working my ass off, I'm just getting down right now, no responses to applications can do that. I'm in a state that doesn't even have a real art school. I have no funds whatsoever, no family to help, I don't know where to go from here? Like how do you even apply for scholarships? How do I not starve to death if I can get to art school?
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ptsd
8m4cm8
(0, 5)
I originally posted this in a relationship advice subreddit... but I figured here would be a more helpful and sympathetic audience. (CW: this post might be triggering to others who have experienced domestic violence.) I’ve been with my current partner (we’ll call him James) for about a year and a half now. And our relationship is great. We were friends for almost a year before we started dating.
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anxiety
90xayz
(5, 10)
So I got freaked out and cancelled again. Now I’m worried they’ll find out about it later and send me to collections to damage my credit and ruin my life without me ever knowing. I hope this sounds crazy to everyone else as well because it’s eating me alive. Nothing helps at this point, not even medication. Why do I always do this?
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6
4.933758
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relationships
7qsrhl
[25, 30]
How do I change the way I'm thinking about this so I can understand I shouldn't be catching feelings despite having sex with her? Which admittedly, I have been catching some feelings for her. But I want this to continue since I enjoy her company and we vibe well together. --- **tl;dr**: I met this cool girl that I might have feelings for but she told me she has no current intention to date, so we're really just FWB that hangout.
906
0
0.8
1,516,114,118
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2.361593
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survivorsofabuse
9xnknx
[10, 15]
But those are your most valuable skills, they are your surviving skills. And yeah, not everyone has them. Here is how you can translate your survivor skills into your further success. &#x200B; Time management and Organization
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relationships
7qtq2s
[10, 15]
The connection was 100% real and 100% mutual, no way around it and it’s the first time I’ve felt that way about someone in 8 years. Being around her lit a fire in me again - I wanted to be a better man because of her. I was sweet to her but not overly so, her son was with his dad for Christmas and I sent her flowers since I knew she was feeling down. She called me the next day and was so grateful and loved them. I was complementary of her and she ate it up and asked me in a non-guilty (more of an “I love how you are to me” way) why I’m so sweet to her.
2,303
0
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assistance
9k860c
[2, 7]
I figured hey in this world of the internet there is bound to be a video clip of it! But no, it seems like there is no way at all to see it unless you live in the UK. Very frustrating, my grandmother is very old and has been very excited about this, and I just want to bring her some joy. If anyone can somehow find the video link, I’m missing it somehow, I would be so very grateful. I know it’s called “the royal rebel” and it aired on BBCtwo in the UK.
1,114
0
0.571429
1,538,328,428
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9.47
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stress
95rtiq
[0, 5]
Hello people of this sub, recently i think im suffering with a light case of stress. I constantly think about dying and it terrifies me, especially after learning that stress can kill you. I dont really feel any of the sympthoms that usually come with stress like loss of apetite and rarely i haver my heart beating too fast and i wanted to know if my situation can turn into something worse like an heart attack or something like that. I know that my case isnt the worse one but it still freaks me out. Thanks for the help.
574
1
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assistance
9hlgb0
(15, 20)
I get home and go to bed and then struggle getting up in the morning. I’m trying so hard but I feel like I just can’t get it right. I feel stupid for literally everything I’ve done in life so far and the way I’ve gone about things. I’m terrified that letting this out will ruin me. I try so hard to pretend everything is ok and I just can’t anymore.
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domesticviolence
7c4yyu
[0, 5]
Some details changed for anonymity. Also, let me know if there's a better place for me to post this. My wife and I are trying to help a family member in an abuse situation. I'll call her Amanda and her "boyfriend" John. Amanda and John live a few hours away.
1,105
0
1
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relationships
7oer2s
(25, 30)
I work with her sister. Her sister got me this great job at our firm after I was introduced through a mutual friend and hit it off. I'm not unqualified, but her recommendation certainly helped. I met my ex through her sister. Her sister is charming, personable, but also the most vindictive person I've ever seen.
28,302
0
1
1,515,190,153
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56
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0
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ptsd
9ve7m2
[9, 14]
I’m not sure if this makes a difference, but my mom also had it for a while when my dad died, so I’m not sure if that has any effect on me or not. I was just wondering if anybody out there could confirm or deny that this is PTSD, even with the pretty limited information I’ve provided. Even though it’s not really serious, I would still like to know. Thanks in advance, and feel free to ask questions if you have any! -JimmyJuicebox
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assistance
8ujbq0
(3, 8)
The survey will only take about 5 to 10 minutes and all we ask is that you are at least 18 years old and only fill out the survey once! We are hoping to reach 1000 responses but the more the merrier, so please also spread it among your friends and family! Feel free to comment below if you have any questions and I’ll try my best to answer them. Here’s the link: <url> Edit: I've already posted this to r/SampleSize, but if anyone else know a good sub to send this to, please let me know!
17,002
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assistance
9i4wl8
(5, 10)
I have anxiety ptsd depression and a severe eating disorder, she has severely crippling anxiety she needs meds for that we have to pay out of pocket for. We have until Feb on this lease and then we are done with this hell >We dont buy anything other tthan necessities but the rents so fucking high >We dont even have car insurance anymore bc we cant afford it >Often I have to work on an empty stomach, days at a time
19,914
1
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anxiety
9crny2
[2, 7]
This time, the school is way bigger and there are so many rooms scattered around the school. Just worried that I won’t be able to find my class. How am I supposed to know where my room is? This school is so large. I’m not ready for this.
1,867
1
1
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relationships
7q0opw
[35, 40]
I get where she's coming from, but only if there had been inappropriate conversation or actions on my or my ex wife's part. My ex wife and I have literally zero feelings for each other, other than friendship and concern for one another as we are our son's parents. I don't know really what to do at this point. Maybe someone can give me some insight? ---
2,126
1
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6.052857
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assistance
8f8qpb
(15, 20)
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7,050
0
1
1,524,800,808
4
4.703763
59
98.95
99
67.53
99
14.75
16.95
83.05
42.37
6.78
5.08
0
0
5.08
0
0
1.69
11.86
15.25
3.39
1.69
3.39
0
11.86
5.08
3.39
1.69
0
3.39
6.78
6.78
0
0
0
0
22.03
1.69
1.69
0
0
13.56
8.47
0
0
6.78
0
1.69
3.39
0
1.69
1.69
0
0
0
0
0
10.17
6.78
1.69
0
3.39
0
1.69
13.56
1.69
13.56
1.69
6.78
5.08
1.69
1.69
1.69
1.69
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
16.95
5.08
0
1.69
0
0
1.69
0
0
0
0
8.47
2.75
2.5
2.6
1.25
1.3333
1
1.71188
1.57778
1.87213
0.7
2
4.617419
0.0375
homeless
6fi1i3
(1, 6)
When you go to bmv/dmv they require a physical as well as mailing address when getting ID or drivers license. For the physical address you can use something descriptive such as "street name " mile marker 3 or under bridge at Dawson/Racine. Where ever you "live". I never knew this until recently and now I try to tell every houseless person I meet just in case. They might look at you weird in the office when you tell them your address but oh well!
23,814
0
1
1,496,705,738
12
3.553676
85
23.56
93.68
91.95
47.53
17
16.47
85.88
55.29
17.65
15.29
4.71
0
7.06
0
3.53
2.35
3.53
14.12
3.53
12.94
12.94
1.18
15.29
8.24
4.71
4.71
1.18
1.18
3.53
2.35
1.18
0
0
0
17.65
0
0
0
0
12.94
1.18
1.18
0
5.88
3.53
3.53
1.18
1.18
0
0
3.53
0
3.53
0
0
4.71
1.18
1.18
1.18
1.18
0
1.18
11.76
1.18
20
1.18
9.41
9.41
2.35
0
3.53
0
0
0
3.53
0
0
0
3.53
0
12.94
4.71
0
0
0
0
1.18
0
4.71
0
0
2.35
2.6
2.6667
3
1.3333
1.2
1
1.65228
1.51714
1.8585
0.89
5
4.101985
-0.081439
ptsd
8u4olb
(10, 15)
His mom came, he freaked out and got angry. He almost slammed the door on his mom's head/hand and I freaked out and pushed him away from the door. He got angry that I assaulted him and threatened to take me to court. His mom freaked out over the condition he was in. She ended up taking him to the ER so we could see if he could set up an appointment and get medication on spot (we never dealt with something like this and didn't know the procedure).
27,516
0
0.8
1,530,055,048
16
5.842065
90
60.8
84.14
1.45
1
18
12.22
91.11
62.22
22.22
18.89
3.33
2.22
0
13.33
0
3.33
6.67
17.78
4.44
3.33
8.89
2.22
15.56
2.22
1.11
0
0
0
7.78
0
7.78
1.11
4.44
0
18.89
3.33
0
4.44
12.22
8.89
1.11
0
3.33
3.33
1.11
2.22
2.22
1.11
0
1.11
3.33
2.22
1.11
0
0
13.33
2.22
0
5.56
5.56
1.11
6.67
4.44
0
17.78
2.22
13.33
2.22
0
0
2.22
0
0
0
4.44
3.33
0
0
1.11
0
12.22
5.56
1.11
0
0
0
0
0
0
2.22
2.22
1.11
2.7143
2.5
3
1
1.1429
1
1.75078
1.77
1.73147
0.93
73
5.822957
-0.5
almosthomeless
94uaui
[10, 15]
They took me to a Bar and bought me a beer.. ‘Tonight you sleep here’, miming sleep and pointing at a long wooden table. So night 1 was in a bar. And so it went, I’d arrive in some village at night and just be sitting on a curb waiting for some opportunity to arise when people would retire and I could sleep rough. Almost every second night, I seemed to be engaged by some local who would take me home: to sleep in a heavenly bed, to sleep in a barn, to sleep on a floor.. whatever, I was inside and it cost my small purse nothing.
1,393
0
0.571429
1,533,496,123
78
3.985806
108
72.72
39.05
79.42
77
18
9.26
91.67
54.63
12.96
9.26
7.41
0
0.93
0
0.93
3.7
7.41
15.74
7.41
5.56
8.33
0.93
14.81
1.85
0
2.78
1.85
3.7
2.78
2.78
0
0
0
0
4.63
0
0
0
0
9.26
0.93
0
2.78
4.63
1.85
0
0.93
0
0
0.93
8.33
5.56
0
0
2.78
4.63
0
0.93
0.93
2.78
0.93
5.56
3.7
0.93
20.37
1.85
12.96
5.56
0.93
2.78
1.85
1.85
0.93
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
16.67
7.41
5.56
0.93
0
0
0
0
0.93
1.85
0
0
2.8333
2.4286
3
1
1
1
1.62125
1.72688
1.91314
0.94
3
4.989279
-0.066667
anxiety
8d2b2z
[0, 5]
It's something that I continually come back to when I am thinking about my anxiety, and how it manifests. Lately, I have found some consistent stability with zoloft, and therapy. Long story short, after about half a year of being unemployed due to panic attacks at work causing me to be miserable, I am ~5 weeks back into a new job in a different field, on an SSRI, and feeling more or less great. As a result, I've had some more time to focus on what actually triggers my anxiety, rather than fighting off daily bouts of throwing up from panic. Sometimes, it's reading about politics, other times, it's ruminating over a perceived medical issue, or something "big" I need to do at work, or in the near future.
1,818
0
0.8
1,524,018,866
11
9.520326
129
71.85
12.25
99
1
25.8
20.16
91.47
55.81
13.95
6.98
6.98
0
0
0
0
6.98
5.43
20.16
8.53
8.53
6.98
0
13.18
10.08
5.43
2.33
1.55
3.88
6.2
0.78
5.43
3.88
1.55
0.78
1.55
0
0
0
0
17.05
3.1
3.1
1.55
6.2
0
6.2
1.55
0
0
0.78
2.33
0
2.33
0
0
6.2
0
1.55
3.88
0.78
0
1.55
10.08
0.78
23.26
0.78
12.4
11.63
3.88
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
20.16
3.88
10.85
0
0
0
0
0
1.55
3.1
0
0.78
2.7143
2.8571
3
1
1
1
1.76204
1.51892
1.80307
1
4
10.089586
0.016047
assistance
764xo3
(0, 5)
My mom is living on borrowed time and she needs cardiac surgery. The whole thing costs around €8000 ($11800) and needless to say, we can't afford it. I'm on my way to becoming a doctor myself (in my final year of med school) and seeing her like this without being able to do anything to help her is breaking me. I love her so much. We have no one else and the constant pressure is killing me.
11,122
1
1
1,507,903,006
60
4.463333
77
28.22
39.74
48.53
9.71
15.4
14.29
93.51
59.74
23.38
18.18
10.39
2.6
0
5.19
0
5.19
3.9
14.29
10.39
2.6
6.49
3.9
15.58
2.6
1.3
0
3.9
2.6
3.9
1.3
2.6
1.3
1.3
0
12.99
1.3
0
6.49
0
7.79
1.3
0
1.3
1.3
0
3.9
2.6
1.3
1.3
0
6.49
0
5.19
0
0
7.79
5.19
1.3
2.6
0
0
0
11.69
0
11.69
0
6.49
5.19
2.6
0
0
2.6
0
1.3
0
0
0
0
0
0
16.88
6.49
1.3
0
0
0
0
0
0
2.6
5.19
1.3
3
2.8889
3
1
1.1818
1
1.79511
1.57353
1.86075
0.9
0
5.004543
0.144444
survivorsofabuse
7gxpn8
(87, 92)
I am 26 but I have many years ahead of me still to go. As always, any questions please ask away, share your experiences or even just give some information on how you cope. I hope you enjoyed reading this (as morbid as it sounds) but this was the hardest to write, a step forward to finally making it public. I have quite a few things going on for the next couple of weeks so will be taking a break from writing. Expect the next part around the 15th.
5,001
0
1
1,512,159,284
4
4.56206
89
69.19
58.87
88.13
94.47
17.8
10.11
95.51
56.18
14.61
8.99
5.62
0
3.37
0
0
5.62
7.87
16.85
6.74
7.87
8.99
0
17.98
7.87
4.49
1.12
1.12
6.74
4.49
4.49
0
0
0
0
7.87
0
0
0
0
14.61
2.25
2.25
2.25
6.74
1.12
3.37
3.37
0
1.12
1.12
0
0
0
0
0
3.37
1.12
1.12
0
1.12
0
1.12
11.24
5.62
19.1
4.49
5.62
10.11
2.25
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
11.24
5.62
3.37
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
2.25
0
3
2.375
3
1
1.125
1
1.71565
1.44103
1.87175
0.84
0
4.911854
0.114286
assistance
6o75jv
(5, 10)
I've hit a roadblock and I need your help. I created a Gofundme campaign just to try and get my foot in the door. You can check it out at <url> and please, if you're not able to donate, please share it with anyone you know who might, or any groups you might be a member of who might help. I'm 30 years old now and have nothing to show for it, and I'd like to change that. Thank you all and good karma for everyone.
44,326
0
1
1,500,452,848
2
4.152609
86
24.34
87.75
41.87
99
17.2
6.98
95.35
62.79
23.26
13.95
6.98
0
6.98
0
0
9.3
4.65
13.95
11.63
2.33
9.3
2.33
19.77
0
1.16
2.33
1.16
3.49
6.98
6.98
0
0
0
0
17.44
0
0
0
0
18.6
1.16
2.33
2.33
9.3
3.49
3.49
1.16
1.16
0
0
1.16
1.16
0
0
0
13.95
6.98
3.49
3.49
2.33
0
1.16
16.28
3.49
10.47
1.16
5.81
3.49
0
0
1.16
1.16
1.16
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
17.44
5.81
4.65
0
0
0
0
0
0
4.65
0
2.33
2.75
2.8889
3
1.125
1.1429
1
1.64808
1.392
1.86801
0.55
2
4.92513
0.183333
ptsd
63y19u
[10, 15]
My memory goes, I panic, breakdown, rock back and forth, sit in closets. It sucks. But it's kind of relieving at the same time because while I'm broken I'm not choosing to be dramatic. I'm not just being manipulative. It's not my fault.
1,689
1
0.6
1,491,536,220
8
1.523125
42
1.8
1
99
1
8.4
19.05
95.24
57.14
21.43
14.29
14.29
0
0
0
0
7.14
2.38
7.14
16.67
4.76
9.52
7.14
23.81
4.76
2.38
0
0
0
9.52
2.38
7.14
2.38
2.38
0
0
0
0
0
0
21.43
4.76
4.76
0
2.38
0
9.52
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
0
4.76
0
0
2.38
0
2.38
0
21.43
0
16.67
2.38
9.52
7.14
0
4.76
2.38
0
0
0
2.38
2.38
0
0
0
0
33.33
11.9
9.52
0
0
0
0
0
0
11.9
0
0
2.5
2.625
3
1
1.2857
1
1.71068
1.44324
1.81089
0.83
5
4.133167
-0.088889