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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hgswz5/i_cant_do_this_anymore/
|
-Arry-
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I can’t do this anymore Last year I tried taking a whole bottle of pills and I didn’t succeeded. Please I don’t want to hear it about how much I’m loved or how much things are going to get better. It’s bullshit.
Don’t shame me for what I choice to do. It mine wish it’s my life and I no longer want to be here . I can’t take it anymore.
Does anyone know what pills will actually do the job? Or maybe how many pill bottles? Please .
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| 1,734,493,328
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdl7m2/i_seriously_considers_committing_for_a_second/
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#NAME?
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I seriously considers committing for a second.... I've never seriously considered killing myself before today and it was only for a second. I need someone who doesn't know my sister to talk to its her fault but I dont have any friends who don't like her so I can't talk to them about it.... I'm not actively suicidal right now I just want to move away from my parents and start a new life somewhere else away from all this. I need new friends and maybe even a significant other. I hate being a child and I hate my life. 👍
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| 1,734,120,977
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9ttwf/i_love_you_guyssss/
|
-PatkaLopikju-
|
I love you guyssss I deel so spiny I'm so happy let's all be happy I love you reditt
| 0
| 1,733,694,658
| 0
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hknqtf/i_dont_know_why_but_i_am_thinking_about_killing/
|
-_blond_-
|
I don't know why but I am thinking about killing myself everyday nowadays .
| 2
| 1,734,960,504
| 2
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdxq5c/i_need_help_whilst_my_boyfriend_is_on_the_way_to/
|
#NAME?
|
I need help whilst my boyfriend is on the way to me I am really struggling after a party where all of my once friends have left me, trashed my house and left my door wide open when they left so I could’ve been robbed and I wouldn’t have even known whilst I was having a panic attack
| 0
| 1,734,161,343
| 0
| 0
| 0
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| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hfx83o/potential_life_saver/
|
70183500550
|
potential life saver? just a quick tip: if u dont have a note about a list things that help/work for you when you feel like crap, make one
just take a screenshot of it and set it as a wallpaper
i genuinely feel like this might save my life
sorry if this is not that revolutionary, but some people might benefit from it
take care of yourself please, you are not alone, far from it
| 0
| 1,734,392,829
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hio56s/i_have_35_or_so_500mg_paracetamol/
|
03ratbag
|
i have 35 or so 500mg paracetamol i’m just so fuckinf tired of being a burden to everyone in my life
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| 1,734,713,753
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1heyww8/i_keep_seeing_myself_dying_like_deja_vu/
|
0jigsaw0
|
i keep seeing myself dying like deja vu it feels like it’s getting closer everyday
| 2
| 1,734,287,446
| 1
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| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdpt6p/ignore_this_post/
|
1WorthlessHumanBeing
|
Ignore this post I'm sending this message to a specific person, so I want it to disappear from the front page before I write my message.
| 0
| 1,734,133,752
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hfrkpx/what_snacks_help_with_suicidal_thoughts/
|
1dkanynames
|
what snacks help with suicidal thoughts? i shouldnt be alive and im fundamentally trash but good ice cream or good chocolate helps the physical dread i feel. but they just make me fat and cause my skin to break out giving me more of a reason to off myself. and i was stupid and gave my 30 morphine pills to the hospital, so what are some alternatives?
| 2
| 1,734,378,115
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhu47z/im_so_low/
|
1eevis
|
I'm so low I just need someone to tell me it's going to be okay, please. I've never been this low
| 0
| 1,734,618,631
| 0
| 0
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| 1
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7hywl/wouldnt_it_be_so_fucking_hilarious_if_i_jumped/
|
1w2nn2f0ck1ngd13
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wouldnt it be so fucking hilarious if i jumped from a hundred story height and went splat on the ground and all my blood and guts went everywhere 😂 title
| 3
| 1,733,428,098
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hej9wh/i_need_reasons_to_live_i_just_feel_so_tired/
|
2_7_53_73
|
I need reasons to live. I just feel so tired Please
| 1
| 1,734,231,109
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hav6eb/how_do_i_found_out_if_my_friend_commit_suicide/
|
3000HoursOnSmoke
|
How do I found out if my friend commit suicide? Close high school friend, shared same music interests and thinking back same outlooks on a lot of things, wanted to contact him, found all socials deleted, how do I find out if he is still alive?
| 0
| 1,733,810,402
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hko5yf/its_550am_ive_been_awake_all_night_at_a_fancy/
|
420faery
|
It's 5:50am. I've been awake all night at a fancy resort the guy I'm in love with took me too for Christmas. All I want to do is douse myself in water and walk into the huge snowcovered forest that surrounds us on all sides. Find a nice tree to sit under and wait for hypothermia to set in.... I'm so tired.
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| 1,734,961,905
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdego2/im_tired/
|
4CCake
|
I’m tired Life is just a constant fight. I’m tired of fighting. I’m tired of trying to figure this out. I don’t wanna die, I just wanna sleep. But i gotta pay these bills. I gotta finish this degree so I can get a better job and pay more bills. Paying bills just because. My life feels worthless. I just go home and wanna sleep. I’m tired of therapists just validating my feelings. Im just exhausted. My job is cutting my hours. So I gotta get a second job. I’m so tired of trying to be happy.
| 1
| 1,734,103,135
| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1he8i46/im_so_suicidal_rn_how_can_i_relax/
|
5cro
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I'm so suicidal rn how can I relax yessssssss
| 2
| 1,734,199,308
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ha39tg/killing_myself_if_i_get_rejected/
|
77daystildday
|
killing myself if i get rejected 16f, fat, and objectively ugly. no friends at school. im going to try talking to and making friends with anyone i find interesting this week and if i dont get accepted once thatll be my sign to finally end it all. im fucking done.
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| 1,733,724,342
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1haqzd9/how_do_i_talk_to_someone_with_suicidal_and_self/
|
9-Tailz
|
How do I talk to someone with suicidal and self harm tendencies? One of my close friends is suffering from suicidal thoughts and tendencies and I don’t know how to talk to them about it. I know it’s a hard thing to talk about (I’ve been there) but I want to talk him out of it. I really appreciate his existence and it would kill me to see him go. Any help is appreciated because I don’t want him to disappear.
| 0
| 1,733,796,500
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hi29xf/life_isnt_settling_up/
|
9797b
|
Life isn't settling up This time im tired af, i feel like I can't go through this anymore. I'm having intrusive thoughts. I want to hit my motorbike on a wall or in a truck. My family hates me everyone hates me. I think i don't belong here. I have zero energy to carry on.
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| 1,734,640,159
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmjf0j/why_cant_i_find_a_sub_gal/
|
A-Chill-Redditor
|
Why can’t I find a sub gal?! I’m 22m based in Scotland and I find it hard to fulfill my needs as a dom, it’s quite hard to find a sub lady .. it saddens me and I’ll probably kms in the evening
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| 1,735,197,958
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmjce9/am_i_cooked/
|
A330_enjoyer
|
Am I cooked Does thinking about suicide make me suicidal?
| 2
| 1,735,197,636
| 0
| 2
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hd23o5/manic/
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ACH0N3y
|
Manic I havent been able to organize my thoughts all day and my friend told me our mutual friend who we had just been talking to passed away and was seen being taken out on a cart. This was a peer who I would talk to a lot about the struggles of what is going on, alters, adhd, panic disorders,…. And I’m just praying it was a horrible accident and not the big S 😔
| 0
| 1,734,056,745
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1heyqc8/i_cant_see_anyway_out/
|
AUncreativePerson
|
I can’t see anyway out I’m just 24 and I can’t see anyway out of this depression. I feel lonely and unable to communicate with people. I hardly know what I’m doing at my job. I recently moved out and it was a mistake. I feel so lonely without my mom. I know that’s pathetic.
I keep imagining overdosing or purchasing a gun to end my life.
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| 1,734,286,952
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hafkie/i_am_disgusting/
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AcademicEquipment208
|
I am disgusting I am so lazy and stupidly disgusting, I have always hated my self. I dont want help I just want to sleep forever. I wish i could have made my parents happy by being a medic but instead i waste their money and the opportunities they gave me
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| 1,733,766,474
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4rh9o/im_drunk_and_depresses/
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AcanthisittaOk8812
|
I’m drunk and depresses I’m drunk and depressed and I just wish these feelings would go away forever.
| 0
| 1,733,132,937
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hngpo0/i_committed_an_impulsive_act/
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Acceptable_Pilot_905
|
I committed an impulsive act I posted this on other sub but didn’t get correct response. I’m 18F took 500mg tramadol, 530mg dextromethorphen due to family fight. Now I regret it very much. And those who are telling me to go to an hospital, I am not from a developed country. I come from a lower middle income Asian country. I don’t have mom(died at 15). I live at a hostel(1st year nursing student) I’m at my grandparents home for holidays.My town has only a secondary level govt hospital and a tertiary level private hospital(which my grandparents would never take). Government hospitals here are shit they don’t give proper treatment. Please suggest something
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h693ge/this_world_doesnt_need_a_pathetic_loser_like_me/
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AccomplishedPath4049
|
This world doesn't need a pathetic loser like me. That's all I am in this world, a pathetic loser. I'm subhuman filth and no one gives a shit about me, not that they have any reason to. I'm tired of being lonely. I'm tired of trying not to be lonely. I'm tired of being an alien in a world that neither needs nor wants me. I'm tired of it all. I just want to close my eyes one last time and melt away into oblivion.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5fqk3/christmas_day/
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AccomplishedSky404
|
Christmas day I used to think (every year) that everyone should be happy on Christmas day. Nobody’s allowed to be depressed. But I don’t think I’ll be happy this year, I even think of doing it on Christmas day…
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hg27zf/if_you_are_hurting_reach_out/
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Accurate_Degree4186
|
If you are hurting, reach out I joined this server because I myself felt pain. From reading the other posts here I realize how bad this actually is. If anyone here is feeling alone or in pain, dont hesitate to reach out. I will talk to you for as long as you want.
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| 1,734,408,087
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdsrtg/i_look_so_bad_i_avoid_outside/
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Active_Constant_1246
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I look so bad I avoid outside M34) 6ft
Virgin
Havnt left the house mostly since 2019 as I look so rough
I drink less and smoke way less now
But I feel so tired and look it too
I looked so well 10 years ago it hurts to be this way now
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| 1,734,142,942
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hl366z/i_ruin_everything_i_ruin_everything_i_ruin/
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Active_Honeydew6787
|
I ruin everything I ruin everything I ruin everything I I hate my brain. Ive ruined everything. My stupid sack for shit brain wont hold onto any date or deadline. I just procrastinate and be sad and waste my life. I fucked up. I fucked up college. I fucked up my gpa. I fucked up opportunities that I can’t get back. I want to join an organization but to be part of it you need a certain gpa. Thought I had it. Didnt. I keep missing dates and deadlines. I need to get adhd meds but even when i do its too late the damage is done. Why am i here. I am the cause of my own suffering. I dont want to be here anymore.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hc9e9p/im_having_suicidal_thoughts_after_taking_ecstasy/
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AdOpening9164
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I’m having suicidal thoughts after taking ecstasy I took an ecstasy pill 8 days ago with my best friend. I have done it around 4 times in the past, the most recent time I did mdma with my boyfriend a month ago.
I’ve never had a bad comedown like this before. I feel very depressed, overwhelmed, overstimulated and angry. Im just seeing the negative in life and getting angry and acting irrationally. I keep getting suicidal thoughts because I’m overthinking more about my financial situation and life.
Will this ever end?
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h80qg4/i_hate_being_a_guy/
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AdSuspicious9027
|
i hate being a guy If I had been born a girl my life would have been a thousand times better
| 0
| 1,733,489,782
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5au7y/advice/
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AdamantineHero
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Advice One thing I strongly advised against is self harm, I been under psychosis when I self harmed and really wished I didn't. There is many risks like infection, social stigma, nerve damage and others. Especially infection is a big one because I am pretty sure that most people who self harm don't use sterile blades. Trust me, a infection is by far the worst way to go out. You will hate yourself more if you self harm, try to be with people, you don't have to talk all the time because just being with them will greatly reduce the urge to self harm.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1he96fi/my_gf_blocked_me_on_my_birthday_didnt_even_said/
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Adept_Amoeba6313
|
My gf blocked me on my birthday. Didn't even said happy birthday I feel so awfull. The past months were not great and now this
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| 1,734,201,202
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4efsl/im_not_suciald_i_just_dkwhere_to_go_for_help/
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Admirable-Eye-7210
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Im not suciald i just dkwhere to go for help IM 15 qnd i have had been pregnant and had a child and shes about 3 months old recrntly i have found oit i have another child and i dontknow how to tell anyone or what to do pls somonw help me i beg
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| 1,733,089,454
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3qfpz/im_tired_of_everything/
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Admirable_Act3033
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Im tired of everything 12 F (before you go in the comments crying about how I have so much to live for, please try not to) My "parents" dont love eachother and I cant do anything about it. my mom died when I was almost 2 years old and my brother had to go to a mental hospital and now he is living on his own. my grandparents take care of me and my dad isnt exactly the best father figure. Im done. Im tired. Theres a lot more depth to this so if I get a few comments I guess I will explain it further
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h8dgya/help/
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Admirable_Monk_8998
|
Help Someone here has ever thought about committing suicide by cops ?
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h56ym8/mental_health_check/
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AdvertisingThese9329
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Mental health check Hey guys, just wanted to say that I’m concerned for all of you and hope the best for you guys. How has life been lately? Do you have anyone to talk to? On a scale of 1-10 how are you feeling right now (1 meaning you’re fine and 10 meaning you can’t take it anymore).
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hiwkkr/im_29_years_old_and_i_feel_like_im_at_the_end_of/
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Aero2111
|
I’m 29 years old and I feel like I’m at the end of my life I never experienced young love, I lost the only relationship I ever had recently and she had more in common with me than anyone.
I’ve had casual sex a handful of times and it may have given me HPV which makes me feel like I can never date again.
I don’t have a car, I live with my parents, I work part time at a grocery store, I’ve never been married, never had kids, my depression has been a constant throughout my entire life and now it’s too late.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hoijg0/i_need_someone_to_find_out_if_he_left_a_note/
|
Affectionate_Farm839
|
I need someone to find out if he left a note A friend of mine took his own life in prison four years ago on Christmas night. I haven’t been able to bring myself to call the prison to find out if he left a note. Would someone here be willing to call the prison for me and ask?
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hemqj4/sasu/
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After-Search-38
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sasu anyone alive
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpj1f3/how_do_i_help_myself/
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AgeMiddle7124
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How do I help myself? It's bad. it's the worst that can be happening, my studies have gone down the drain. I have many pending assignments, my relationship with her is becoming worse I have preboards and boards next year with assignments to complete studies are in very bad shape all I do is rot in bed eating is non existent what do I do bad habits are increasing I don't want to lose her.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlv7i5/yessir/
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Aggressive-Run3568
|
Yessir They'd be so much better without me. They don't know it but it's true. I'm drunk, it's christmas and the best gift I could give my family is to just fuckin leave. Kids would be better and so would my wife. I wish I weren't a little fuckin bitch.
I should go downstairs and hang myself, thayd be the best hudt I could give anyone.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hgt4df/should_i/
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Agile-Set4448
|
Should I I know it's wrong but I don't know what to do I'm too afraid to talk to a professional and I'm afraid of my friends or family finding out it's just that I don't know what to I've contemplated this for years but I the only thing that stoped me is that it would be a sin to kill myself...i just have nothing to do or look forward to
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3ve1r/what_to_say_to_get_admitted_to_a_psych_ward/
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Agreeable-Repair-612
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What to say to get admitted to a psych ward? I want to go to the hospital because I've been having a lot of suicidal thoughts lately but I don't want to act on them but I feel like I need help to cope. Thing is I was in and out of hospital a LOT the past 2 years but haven't been in almost a year and I feel like they won't take me seriously enough to admit me. What should I say to get admitted for a while?
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h95cmt/31m_i_was_cheated_on_and_need_a_friend/
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AirWolfDelta
|
31M. I was cheated on and need a friend. Relationship of 5 years and she slept with someone else. Found out on Thursday evening. Just about every detail as well and was lied to for an hour until she admitted it. We share a house and not an easy situation.
Don't know who to talk to. I'm embarrassed to tell anyone.
I feel so angry and alone now. I'm trying to keep myself together but I'm not sleeping or eating. I know it's only temporary but my entire life just got shattered.
I don't know what to do and I'm overwhelmed with emotions.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdanit/how_long_will_i_have_tilk_i_bleed_out/
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Aito_miyazumakisan
|
How long will i have tilk i bleed out? If i slit my wrists how long would it take till i bleed out?
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| 1,734,091,083
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h489nt/being_lonely_sucks_sometimes/
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Akow_0330
|
Being lonely sucks sometimes. I am 25, and today I realized that I have no one to talk to about the things that trouble me.
I tried to open up to someone when they asked how I was doing, but it turned out it was just a formality.
I understand that everyone has their own problems, and I’m not forcing anyone to help me.
But damn, it turns out I really need someone who would put a hand on my shoulder and say, “It will pass.”
| 0
| 1,733,073,782
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hakcd8/i_want_to_end_it_all/
|
Alarming-Mix-8522
|
I want to end it all I feel like i want to end my life. I graduated college with computer science degree and ended up unemployed. Now i am working in trades as electrician and feel like such a failure. I thought i was meant for better things than working as electrician i always wanted to be software engineer and do intelligent jobs. I despise everyday my life i wish i never was born so dumb so i cant even find job in tech. I wish i could just kill myself but im too much of coward. I cant change jobs at this point and i dont know what should i do in my life
| 2
| 1,733,778,238
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9j3y0/is_there_anybody_who_can_take_someones_soul_or_a/
|
Alert_Masterpiece546
|
Is there anybody who can take someone's soul or a method that can kill someones soul? Help Is there a way that can possibly kill the human soul forever?Because you know there is a saying even though you suicide there is a chance you might be born again in the future(I believe that ghost exists)🙏.Or is there a just way that someone can take my soul out of my body? Because I don't want to live at all and at all cost.Is there anybody who thinks the same ?🙏( sorry if it's not understandable)
| 1
| 1,733,665,374
| 3
| 3
| 4
| 4
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hn6vsm/im_tired_of_feeling_numb/
|
Alone-Middle-6305
|
I’m tired of feeling numb I’m not sure what to do with my life anymore I turn 25 next month. I’m always sad depressed lonely or numb. I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up, not sure if I can live much longer like this
| 1
| 1,735,273,774
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpfg6p/god_gave_me_the_worst_genetics/
|
Alone-Painting-7474
|
God gave me the worst genetics As a 26M with autism, I have experienced a lot of challenges throughout my life. I was born with severe asthma and a fissured tongue, which is a genetic condition that is not contagious but can look unpleasant. Due to my autism, I struggled with learning and was a slow learner, leading me to drop out of school. Additionally, I have started experiencing hair loss, had acne issues in middle school that resulted in acne scars. I feel unattractive and believe I have had a streak of bad luck. I am hesitant about my future and doubt that anyone would want to date someone like me who lacks a career and has autism.
| 0
| 1,735,534,439
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7am31/i_about_committed_today/
|
AloneTravelerr
|
I about committed today My mind went like I sped up my vehicle and about swerved into the lake. I don’t know why I hit the brakes last minute, but I did. I don’t even know why I’m posting here. I’m not sure what to think anymore or even if I can.
| 6
| 1,733,409,514
| 6
| 6
| 4
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9qf7c/im_going_to_hang_myself_later/
|
Alone_Laugh_2598
|
i’m going to hang myself later I'm going to try with a belt when everyone goes to sleep. I'm a bit scared because i believe in God and suicide isn't a good thing but even if i live i will end up in hell so it doesn’t matter
| 5
| 1,733,685,563
| 5
| 5
| 6
| 5
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h625u0/wanting_to_hurt_people/
|
Alone_Nothing685
|
Wanting to hurt people I have no idea if this is the right place to put this but i’ve been battling depression the past 3 years and i’ve had ups and downs but nothing compares to how horrible I feel right now. That isn’t really anything new but the past few weeks I constantly think about hurting other people, whether it be killing them or something else. I don’t know where to go from here because the thoughts gets worse everyday and I don’t get anything done nowadays, I just cycle between thinking about killing someone or myself. Please recommend something that isn’t therapy or something like that because I don’t have the money for that at all
| 2
| 1,733,270,109
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1heo6kq/please_someone_please_talk_to_me/
|
Alone_Transition4992
|
Please someone please talk to me I just really need someone to talk to like really bad, I just please need someone to talk to. Please
| 0
| 1,734,250,550
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h615uk/someone_help_me/
|
Alternative_Fold275
|
Someone help me I know this is going to sound hard to believe, but for most of my life I was living in a reality where there are no double "L's" in the English language, only words with triple L's. For example, my name was "Willl" and the word is spelled "halllway." One day I woke up and my name was spelled "Will" and all the other words with three Ls changed to two Ls. Is there anyone out there that has had an experience like this or something similar? Or if not, can someone explain this? I know this sounds crazy but I'm feeling like I was somehow transported to another dimension or parallel universe.
| 0
| 1,733,267,454
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdgr02/i_dont_see_why_i_wont_have_another_mental/
|
Altruistic_Log5830
|
I dont see why i wont have another mental breakdown in a week or two and just finally end it I hate myself so hard im disgusted by my existence
| 2
| 1,734,109,244
| 4
| 4
| 2
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hawoyg/i_want_to_be_with_my_spouse/
|
Ambitious_Object2231
|
I want to be with my spouse My husband (32) died of alcoholism (liver failure) in October. Every day I am struggling to find a reason to live. I want to be dead and be with him. I miss him so much.
| 1
| 1,733,816,635
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9g2s7/i_want_to_kms/
|
AnOmoriFan
|
I want to kms But I'm not depressed or anything, I dunno what's happening
| 2
| 1,733,653,695
| 4
| 2
| 4
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9lxur/if_anybody_needs_a_friend_im_here_for_you/
|
Ancient-Fix-2292
|
If anybody needs a friend I'm here for you ❤️ You don't have to be alone
| 0
| 1,733,673,743
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnxohj/i_just_want_to_die/
|
AnotherAltAccount6
|
I just want to die I don't want to live, I fucking tried of life.. I don't fucking care anymore I just want to be fucking dead, no one actually cares or loves me anyways, apparently all I'm fucking good for is my body, somebody please just fucking end my worthless shitty fucking life
| 2
| 1,735,359,572
| 1
| 1
| 4
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hj1431/fuck_islam/
|
Another_WeebOnReddit
|
Fuck Islam Fuck Islam Fuck Islam Fuck Islam
Fuck Islam Fuck Islam Fuck Islam
Fuck Islam Fuck Islam Fuck Islam
Fuck Islam Fuck Islam Fuck Islam
Fuck Islam Fuck Islam Fuck Islam
Fuck Islam Fuck Islam Fuck Islam
Fuck Islam Fuck Islam Fuck Islam and Fuck Islam
I hate this religion in all of my guts, it ruined my life, I could have a normal life without this piece of shit cult.
| 0
| 1,734,751,462
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6yixk/i_upset_my_best_snd_closest_friend_i_wanna_really/
|
AntisocialCoffee29
|
I upset my best snd closest friend, I wanna really kill myself I accidentally upset my best friend because of a stupid mistake and they havent talked to me in a day. They were my only real friend and Im tired of making everyone upset in my life. I think Im going to end it tonight for real this time.
| 4
| 1,733,365,903
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6uc5t/i_want_sleep_forever/
|
AnxiousAd164
|
I want sleep forever 😊 I hate waking up and seeing disgusting and ugly people everyday. I just want to vomit. People are a cancer to this world.
| 1
| 1,733,354,237
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hgzo0q/dormancy_going_to_heaven/
|
Anxious_Beach4061
|
Dormancy, going to heaven... I am autistic, with DID. My family is toxic. My WHOLE family. Everything is tense, I have to watch my words....they are all manipulative.
I feel like going dormant... I can't stand it anymore. I'm exhausted, tired...
In both families, I can't release the tension.
How to support???
| 1
| 1,734,521,612
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 0
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h43cq2/nothing/
|
AnxiouslyGone
|
Nothing. I cannot live with this much trauma in life I'm losing my beloved partner and I'm mentally declining. I don't want to be in pain anymore, I just can't bear it anymore.
No social life
No purpose
No true family
I fucking hate everything I just want to fucking die
| 2
| 1,733,059,950
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhdaf0/i_want_to_be_missed/
|
Any-Echidna-2722
|
I want to be missed I’m not depressed, but I think I want to kill myself. My life is fine, but I don’t know, I kinda want to do it. I guess I want people to miss me. Like at every funeral you always hear people talking about how great the person was and how much they loved them.
| 2
| 1,734,559,911
| 4
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcuqbb/i_tried_to_kill_myself_using_pills_and_then_i/
|
Apprehensive-End5428
|
I tried to kill myself using pills and then I admitted myself to the hospital. My life stopped even if I didn’t actually die. My body is still hurting and I almost permanently destroyed it. Idk how to move on.
| 6
| 1,734,035,939
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1his6vh/hello/
|
Apprehensive-Rub6326
|
hello [kekma.net](http://kekma.net)
| 0
| 1,734,724,502
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4j9no/no_one_would_shame_me/
|
Apprehensive_Comb194
|
No one would shame me My life is at the point where I don’t think anyone would blame me for killing myself. I’m so exhausted. This is so hard. I’m so tired. I’ve had a mental health professional tell me years ago “I wouldn’t have made it if I were you” and now there’s more horrible shit that’s happened on top of all that other shit. And I’m supposed to keep chugging along. Anyone want to talk hmu
| 2
| 1,733,102,696
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h8n2js/dont_want_to_make_it_to_my_birthday/
|
Apprehensive_Rent178
|
Don't want to make it to my birthday It's my 23rd birthday in a couple of days and I really don't want to be alive for it. It's now been over 10 years since I started thinking about suicide
I've had enough of it
| 2
| 1,733,555,276
| 2
| 2
| 1
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hb46lr/tried_to_die_yesterday/
|
Apprehensive_Step_53
|
tried to die yesterday F20
just felt like sharing this because i don't know what's wrong with me. i keep having downs and lows but the lows keep getting closer to death each time. yesterday i got to my breaking point i kept hurting myself with scissors on my arms and legs, and then i took several extra addies to try and OD. I'm still alive, i haven't slept for almost two days though. the thing is i don't WANT to die... but if i keep having these lows i will. I don't want to leave my bf/ brother/mom/ little sister behind either, but at this point i've just become a burden to them :(
| 6
| 1,733,844,203
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpsbsw/i_cant_do_it_anymore/
|
AppropriatePoem9744
|
I can’t do it anymore I wish I was loved
| 1
| 1,735,579,529
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hg3b9y/ahhhhhhhhhh/
|
AquaMeow-7
|
Ahhhhhhhhhh I just want to scream so loud and nobody would hear me
| 0
| 1,734,411,886
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3yejm/loveless_and_empty_f_18_australia/
|
AromaticFollowing758
|
Loveless and empty, F 18 Australia I just want to find someone like me, someone who loves me and someone that I can love. I want to live away from it all. I hate this capitalist echo chamber, nothing ever feels real and I've never longed for anything else. With my countries constant state of financial crisis, it looks like it's far away. I live in Australia, it certainly could be worse, but it's never looked so bleak, the chances of me accomplishing what I've longed for.
| 0
| 1,733,039,774
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkesq4/my_life_is_over/
|
Artistic-Memory-6301
|
My life is over. I’m going to kill myself tonight. I can’t do it anymore. No one wants to help me. I just get blamed over and over for things I didn’t do. Yelled at and called useless. Everything hurts.
| 4
| 1,734,923,659
| 4
| 4
| 6
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hps85j/i_cant_live_anymore/
|
Asa_Mitaka_900
|
I can’t live anymore… I’m just so ugly and useless. I can’t concentrate while studying, I compare myself all the fucking time to people I used to go to school with when I was younger. I don’t know what is wrong with me but that comparison thing that I just stated makes me want to kill myself. I hate myself so much.
| 2
| 1,735,579,274
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlk6a8/im_currently_coping_with_these_thoughts/
|
Ashamed-Quarter5330
|
I'm currently coping with these thoughts Why did I not kill myself already? Do I wanna live? No. Do I care that others will be sad (they will mostly forget me) ? No. I am just a piece of trash that nobody wants. Today I got called ugly. We had a class photo and I was the ugliest shit among them. I always think like this. I have to kill myself for my own goodness. Please guys understand me. My therapists lie that they will help me. They don't. They just make me use some pills which don't even work. I use my pills regularly but I am getting worser each day actually. I don't use drugs or alcohol. I don't smoke either.
| 4
| 1,735,066,958
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhwglz/why_do_i_even_try_anymore/
|
AshyDreamer
|
Why do I even try anymore. I bash my head against the wall till I pass out. I've attempted suicide 2 times this month. Everything I try to improve on just keeps crashing down. I'm not good enough, I'll never be good enough.
| 6
| 1,734,625,065
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5avr8/health_anxiety_is_so_ironic_to_me/
|
Asillylittlestudent
|
health anxiety is so ironic to me 😓looking around the anxiety sub, i just find it really ironic how different my viewpoint is to theirs. For ex, while they might worry about getting cancer or dying, i just go, oh perfect timing, it’s about time to die anywyas😭😭😭
just my own view though 😓😓
| 1
| 1,733,186,818
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5oegt/i_wish_i_had_a_gun/
|
Aspierago
|
I wish I had a gun I feel like I could finally pull the trigger today.
| 4
| 1,733,235,484
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 6
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1haumc6/cant_get_a_good_job/
|
AstronautTrue475
|
Can’t get a good job Every job pays like shit and we can't do a single thing about it, it makes me so unbelievably angry. I need to make a lot of money and there is none out there for me
| 0
| 1,733,808,323
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7f1ca/my_therapist_messed_up_my_mental_health/
|
Averisathetreelover
|
My therapist messed up my mental health Wow. Didn't think the person I went to for therapy totally made me lose hope in reaching out to others. Been living with depression because of my intrusive thoughts but I have not really reached out to others for months. My life is going downhill right now. Is life really worth living? Might as well die. Seriously. I have been living like a soul out of its body. Living in a daze. Academic pressure on top of everything. Just got humiliated last week for not completing my work. How can I? If I am contemplating suicide?
| 2
| 1,733,420,854
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlq1bp/it_really_hurts_me_when_people_laugh_at_my_goals/
|
Avoumen
|
It really hurts me when people laugh at my goals and dreams.. I
| 0
| 1,735,086,311
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmbfwh/childhood_abuse_suicidal/
|
Aware_Campaign7568
|
childhood abuse suicidal > first i lack any kind of desires now
> previously in last 3 years i peaked to suicidal
> i am hardworking and not motivated through desires
> whenever i remembers my childhood abuse
> the suicide thoughts hits me hard
> specially when my parents denies those
> it still hunts me how they made up reasons to beat me
| 2
| 1,735,168,681
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h62qv1/f22_think_im_gonna_do_it_just_a_matter_of_when/
|
Away_Click5829
|
F22 think I’m gonna do it just a matter of when and where Don’t care anymore about my parents. I see absolutely no happy future for myself.
| 4
| 1,733,271,660
| 5
| 4
| 4
| 5
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hawsoy/im_here/
|
Awkward-Assumption89
|
Im here. I am here. Just reach out... you know who you are. I am here. its 252 am eastern. Regardless of what you're dealing with. This is not the way. I am here. Let me talk to you.
| 0
| 1,733,817,103
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hfqix3/i_hate_how_people_only_care_once_someone_dies/
|
BPYouNeverKnow
|
I hate how people only care once someone dies “Aww I’m so sad they were so great” fuck off. Why didn’t you show them you cared when they were alive? Because you never cared you’re a fucking liar.
| 0
| 1,734,375,518
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3yrra/i_attempted_and_failed/
|
BUNTAR0
|
I attempted and failed... I had tried to kill my self once and failed, the cut was not deep enough.... I don't know what to do anymore, my thoughts keep on killing me from within so and then I am recently finding out about this subreddit, I wish to get better mentally cause I am physically completely fine
| 6
| 1,733,041,304
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hbmwhg/im_feeling_like_committing_but_im_scared_to_do_it/
|
Background-Wing-6287
|
I'm feeling like committing, but I'm scared to do it. I've already got the note prepared, and I've opened the window in my bedroom two times to try and jump out. (I live in an apartment)
| 6
| 1,733,896,519
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpot85/i_feel_like_killing_my_self/
|
Baebenn
|
I feel like killing my self It’s really a hard time time. Life is not been good since last year when I lost my source of income I have failed to provide for myself and the little children I care for
| 2
| 1,735,570,254
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hl6ftr/after_christmas/
|
Basic-Newspaper4731
|
After Christmas. So the day after tomorrow, I'm planning on ending it all. I'm so tired and exhausted, I can't. I'm ending it after Christmas, because I want this to be my last Christmas ever. Wish me luck.
| 5
| 1,735,017,071
| 4
| 5
| 5
| 4
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcs4ov/never_understood/
|
BassRelevant5793
|
Never understood I am Rude and I feel guilty.
I guess I can't be talked to or something
| 0
| 1,734,029,194
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hg79eq/how/
|
BearNude
|
How? Nothing ever changes and everything feels one sided and like all the voices in my head are laughing and mocking me; can’t I just go to sleep and never wake up already!
| 1
| 1,734,428,860
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h53tkt/please_help_me/
|
Beautiful-Today-250
|
Please help me Please
| 0
| 1,733,168,768
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hj3178/what_is_this/
|
Beautiful_Diamond104
|
What is this Why am I alive? So that I keep getting disrespected, bullied, made fun of , overlooked and never listened. There’s no point to staying alive if ur getting this treatment
| 1
| 1,734,758,495
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hgpepm/im_high_and_i_hate_myself/
|
Beginning_Loquat_191
|
i’m high and i hate myself y
| 0
| 1,734,482,242
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 0
| 0
|
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