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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h576m4/i_really_cant_do_this_anymore_i_just_want_to_be/
|
DifferentAvocado7249
|
I really cant do this anymore. I just want to be happy. Was laid of from my job, havent eaten, no money, no job, no family, no friends. Im all alone theres is no point to any of this. Im tired ive struggled my whole life in and out through homelessness. The jobs in my area dont even pay me enough to have a car or my own place. Im so done with this.
| 1
| 1,733,176,997
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hejbyf/cocaine_addiction/
|
Diligent-Ad8978
|
Cocaine addiction Someone Is addicted to cocaine?
| 0
| 1,734,231,315
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3qjv0/night_walk/
|
DimensionBreaker4lif
|
Night walk Intentionally got myself raped and beaten up last night. Had a huge fight with the only person close to me and I feel like I just wanna die. Went for a walk at like 12AM-ish half hour to a shady-ass station. No trains were running unfortunately so I asked the nearest group of guys to just beat me up till I’m dead. They took me under a random bridge nearby and started punching, kicking, etc. eventually they all just fucked me and left me in the dirt. Got back around 4 in the morning. I’m in so much pain. Just been smoking since I got home. I don’t know why I’m posting this.
| 6
| 1,733,012,609
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9ki4n/i_need_help/
|
DimitriosKatsikas
|
I need help People care, but I stopped caring. I don’t know how to get that passion for life back. It’s so scary, but when I feel the emptiness every morning when I wake up it makes me want to end it all. Help, please.
| 2
| 1,733,669,700
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h60fq6/will_i_get_help_uk/
|
Direct_Tennis_5779
|
will i get help UK if i cut my wrists and go to a&e will they help me? will they believe me? i need to be on a psych ward and nothing else is working. i just need help.
| 3
| 1,733,265,591
| 5
| 4
| 4
| 5
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6avo7/starting_to_feel_like_suicide_is_the_only_option/
|
DisastrousDeal1375
|
starting to feel like suicide is the only option. i cant eat, i cant drink anything and i cannot even think straight. i am so tired of my life and of this world. this world is shit and i deserve better than this. i’m debating admitting myself but i don’t know. i’m scared to bring it up to my mom.
| 2
| 1,733,298,481
| 1
| 2
| 4
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hev1my/does_shooting_myself_with_a_hunting_rifle/
|
DisastrousPraline207
|
Does shooting myself with a hunting rifle paralyze me It's propably buckshot or less
| 3
| 1,734,276,967
| 5
| 5
| 4
| null | 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hi82wq/i_want_to_kill_myself_because_of_misandry/
|
Disastrous_Average91
|
I want to kill myself because of misandry I know you will say I’m dramatic but I can’t help the way I feel. Maybe I am too sensitive, I just feel like I wasn’t made to live in this world. I will never be ok. I hate it so much I can’t deal with it.
| 2
| 1,734,656,448
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hahj2h/i_need_help/
|
Dismal_Importance391
|
I need help I am having intrusive thoughts of ripping all of my hair out, taking all of my medication at once, and other various things. I’m not sure if I’m actually suicidal or if I just want to get away from everything. I need help but no one can or will help me. I have no one I can really talk to about this. My grandparents will get mad at me for having these thoughts. I am 20 and female
| 3
| 1,733,771,221
| 3
| 3
| 3
| 3
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5vhxs/i_hope_i_dont_wake_up_tomorrow/
|
Dismal_Living482758
|
I hope I don't wake up tomorrow I just want everything to stop
| 1
| 1,733,253,487
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hepto4/someone_talk_to_me/
|
DistinctAd591
|
Someone talk to me It’s my birthday and this is the worst ive felt in my life
| 0
| 1,734,258,140
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hehuc6/i_cant_continue_to_live_next_year_i_hate_my_life/
|
Diz_ishere
|
I can’t continue to live next year, i hate my life too much is going to happen, too much shit i don’t wanna do. the only way that this can end smoothly is if i just don’t exist so i don’t have to be forced to do things i don’t want to do
| 1
| 1,734,226,220
| 4
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4mrt0/can_someone_talk/
|
Dizzy_Living3824
|
can someone talk? please
| 0
| 1,733,113,729
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpzxx1/od_on_paracetamol/
|
Dizzy_Variation_8943
|
Od on paracetamol?? so i just took 5 pills like a couple of minutes ago and i know it wouldn’t do anything to the average person but i have kidney problems so im wondering if i OD and should be worried
| 6
| 1,735,599,174
| 0
| 6
| 4
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6zcx1/i_have_never_felt_so_close/
|
Dolphin-Aesthetic
|
I have never felt so close. I have a plan. I’m just waiting for the result of a relationship conflict. Depending on what it is, I’ll be doing it.
I have not told anyone involved about my plan. I’m not using it to manipulate anyone. I’ve been suicide baited in past relationships myself and it’s a really shitty thing to do.
I am a burden to everyone and my existence only complicates things. When I die, while it may be sad, a lot of the problems that I cause won’t be anyone’s concern anymore. And I won’t feel like such a colossal fuck-up. I won’t feel anything. That’s the exchange.
| 5
| 1,733,368,323
| 5
| 5
| 5
| 5
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hb509t/suicide_on_my_birthday/
|
DoodleSofa29
|
Suicide on my birthday These feelings are so overwhelming. I’ve already cut my arm extremely bad, it’s dripping. Give me something to latch onto, I don’t know how much longer I can hold on.
| 6
| 1,733,846,388
| 1
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hbu0g0/i_dont_want_to_live_anymore/
|
Double_Iron3872
|
I don't want to live anymore Well, I just wrote my suicide letter. I've been crying for a while now. I thought getting a diagnosis to why I'm like this would help but of course my behavior has caused damage in the past so even with a diagnosis and prescribed medication I'm still hurting because of mistakes of my past. I can't do it anymore, I'm so scared but at the same time I feel it's the right thing to do. I'm so lost
| 5
| 1,733,925,421
| 6
| 5
| 6
| 6
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hb9cqk/ive_lost_so_much/
|
DowntownAfternoon758
|
I've lost so much Partners
Friends
Family
I just feel so broken. Like grief has swallowed me whole. And there will only be more to come in life.
I just want this to all be over.
| 1
| 1,733,857,344
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hjgasu/have_been_told_im_ugly_and_its_haunting_me/
|
Dramatic_Rough_3694
|
Have been told I’m ugly and it’s haunting me I have been told basically my whole life growing up that im ugly…. How does anyone else feel who faced something similar? How do you keep remind that you’re worthy? I tried my best from a while but I guess due to the holidays seasons and no work or classes. My empty mind is having such feelings again.
Please share your experience how you helped to have mental peace please I want to live. 25M if that matter
| 0
| 1,734,806,837
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h53clu/i_think_i_almost_killed_myself/
|
Dreadershredder
|
I think I almost killed myself In class the other day I almost cut my wrist with scissors but did it on my thumb first for whatever reason and it bled quite a bit so am I just overreacting or did I almost do it
| 6
| 1,733,167,625
| 6
| 6
| 4
| 6
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hbwbrh/at_this_point_again/
|
DrowningKites
|
At this point, again I have severe OCD and my family is once again terribly mad at me, every days miserable just compulsions to get rid of my stress. All day every day. Family fucking hates it. Don’t they know I do too?
My girl isn’t around right now so I can’t even ask her about her secret “guy friend”, fuck knows really
Fuck knows why I’m typing here. Just want someone to talk 2.
| 0
| 1,733,931,812
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hoojup/took_too_much/
|
Dry-Lobster-6652
|
Took too much I took 4000mg ibuprofen in an attempt then 5 hrs later I forced myself to throw up will I be okay I'm sorry if this is against the subreddit I'm really scared
| 6
| 1,735,448,156
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmcqns/merry_christmas/
|
Dry-Seaweed-2600
|
merry christmas this will be my 17th christmas alone and I thought and it is equally as suffocating as the last. even if youre alone this season, im happy youre here, so merry christmas
| 0
| 1,735,173,006
| 0
| 1
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h8tc1z/overdosing/
|
Dry-Wrangler-1179
|
Overdosing Is it Possible to overdose on antidepressants?
| 0
| 1,733,580,854
| 0
| 3
| 2
| 0
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdgw81/i_dont_have_any_plans_to_live_on_after_my_30s/
|
Dry_Breadfruit9236
|
I don't have any plans to live on after my 30s U may ask my specifically 30s right? Well it's enough for my siblings to complete graduation and they start there own life, it's all I have want in my life now. I'm currently 23, completed my graduation this year and only working parttime and not got full time yet. I m depressed since age of 10 and has social anxiety. I don't feel much emotions now, don't have any romantic feeling for anyone and even don't care about most of people. I just want my siblings to have better opportunities and better choices to make in life. I know i sound stupid but it's all truth.
| 1
| 1,734,109,602
| 0
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hog1xi/im_just_done_with_this_and_ill_probably_kms/
|
DueWhereas7354
|
I'm just done with this and I'll probably kms I don't really feel anything just stress anger and no happiness and all I do is be on my phone or masturbate I just don't even feel attached to anyone I'm just done with being...although I'm still young and I should be enjoying life...I just don't have feelings...
And my school is shit my sleep schedule ruined and I'm sick with asthma
I just don't know what to do...
I've had a final destination and that was to go to Japan and kms but it's so far ahead and I just don't want to endure all this pain and suffering....
| 3
| 1,735,422,024
| 4
| 4
| 2
| 5
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmc4kq/how_to_find_people_like_you_guys_irl/
|
Due_Count_9572
|
How to find people like you guys irl I know we're not allowed to reach out to specific people on this sub to meet up. But does anyone have any advice for finding a group of people in real life who understands the way you guys do? I appreciate this sub but online isn't enough. I don't have social media anymore and I'm not willing to get it. No friends no boyfriend no one to ask. I tried looking up support groups and similar in the dmv area and found nothing.
| 0
| 1,735,170,982
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5scjy/no_duty_to_report/
|
DurianFuzzy2586
|
No duty to report Are there any resources without a duty to report, even if there is a clear plan to harm yourself or others?
| 0
| 1,733,245,700
| 0
| 5
| 5
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hab5rl/just_please_help_me_end_it/
|
Dying_person
|
just please help me end it i got everything ready, but i just cannot bring myself to finally kill myself. there is nothing to live for, i'm a failure and an utter dissapointment to everyone. sure it will be hard on everyone, but they'll get over quick.
im such a coward I can't even finish the job, I'm scared I'd survive or get a call. just please give me courage, advice, i'm scared, i hate feeling like this.
| 5
| 1,733,755,179
| null | 5
| 6
| 5
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhf1ky/i_think_the_only_way_to_fix_what_i_have_done/
|
DyspraxicSelfHarmer
|
I think the only way to fix what I have done wrong is to die See title
| 2
| 1,734,564,713
| 4
| 2
| 4
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5dzs7/analyzing_everything/
|
Easy_Ocelot_1582
|
Analyzing everything I can’t help but overthink and analyze everything, especially social situations. I try to read if people are angry and annoyed with me and one awkward moment would send me into a spiral of intense suicidal thoughts. It’s exhausting cause it’s every conversation I have with someone. I just want peace, I don’t want to live with this anxiety and the constant belittling of myself. I’m so fucking tired but nobody knows that. I put on a mask and trudge thru the day. This turned into a vent but thanks to whoever read
| 2
| 1,733,196,082
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hopajy/i_dont_like_being_a_man_im_not_trans/
|
Economy-Category6740
|
I don't like being a man, I'm not trans I don't like being a man. I think it has made me a bad person. I know it sounds like an excuse for bad behavior but I haven't done anything wrong, it's more I just have very unpleasant thoughts. I'm basically an incel even though I have a gf. Idk if anyone can relate but I need to talk to someone about this. I'm so depressed
| 0
| 1,735,450,808
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 0
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7l9ko/im_so_scared/
|
Educational-Ad3077
|
I'm so scared I don't want to die but I don't know how to deal with this pain. It's 11pm and I don't know if I should go to the hospital or an emergency clinic because I'm scared to be alone and I don't know what to do anymore. I want to go back to a clinic but it's too expensive and I don't know if our insurance will approve it again. If I kill myself tonight I won't ever get to talk to my parents again because if I called them they would know. I'm scared that if I make my friends take care of me they'll leave.
| 2
| 1,733,436,370
| 2
| 4
| 2
| 2
| 2
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnerk0/hello/
|
Educational-Bee-6396
|
Hello I don't know why but I just don't feel like this. Life is worth it anymore. I just can't wrap my head around it.
I don't
Wanna be here anymore. I have no real reason why I just don't wanna be here anymore. It's so weird.
| 1
| 1,735,305,777
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h780ne/friendships/
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Educational-Fee-5398
|
friendships Friendships are something I never had an never will. I'm 17 and I was held back twice cause of how stupid I am. As you can imagine, I walk around while being simply ignored by everyone or laughed at occasionally. My mom isn't supportive of me and my dads gone. Aside from all that I have always had terrible social skills, all throughout my life, and I look absolutely hideous. There's no one to blame except me for having no friendships. Others have it worse so why complain
| 0
| 1,733,401,575
| 0
| 0
| 2
| 1
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1herpf3/if_anyone_could_listen_to_what_s_happening_in_my/
|
Educational-Put2886
|
If anyone could listen to what s happening in my life and tell me the options. I would gladly talk to them before anything happens. Add meee .
| 0
| 1,734,266,127
| 0
| 0
| 2
| 1
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hf8i10/i_feel_in_my_heart_i_gave_up/
|
Effective-Election82
|
I feel in my heart I gave up I don't care anymore about fighting , I just want to screw up relationship with my family just so I can finally kill myself. They won't be able to understand otherwise
| 4
| 1,734,314,544
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 6
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5koeh/cut_my_wrists_so_im_just_waiting_to_die/
|
Effective-Sriker343
|
Cut my wrists so I’m just waiting to die I got pissed because I’m 17 and can’t do shit everyone else can who is younger so I’m just gonna end it, but I doubt it since I always pussy out after a couple times
| 6
| 1,733,222,672
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1honodr/maybe_life_just_aint_for_me_ive_tried_it_out_for/
|
EffectiveSign5140
|
Maybe life just ain't for me. I've tried it out for plenty of time and I don't think it's worth living. I still need time and preparation to die how I want to, so maybe something will change until then? I doubt it.
| 3
| 1,735,445,126
| 4
| 5
| 4
| 4
| 4
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5ebh0/can_it_make_me_braindead/
|
Efficient-Question95
|
Can it make me braindead? I've got about 40 pills of venlafaxine and I plan to OD soon, didn't do it yet because i'm afraid it'll make me braindead instead of just killing me
| 5
| 1,733,197,133
| 6
| 5
| 6
| 5
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hiezae/i_give_up_im_finally_killing_myself/
|
EkaterinaKuznetsov
|
I give up. I'm finally killing myself I've chugged an entire bottle of smirnoff and am about to sl*t my wirst to die. im so tired of living and i decided to give up because nothing will ever get better. i wish my life turned out better but i chose the wrong path. 18 years on this planet is long enoug for me
| 6
| 1,734,681,262
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcwb11/im_just_kinda_over_it/
|
Electrical-Soup-7248
|
I'm just kinda over it I'm just tired of putting in so much effort for so little return. I work hard, I put all of my energy into being a good, supportive, emotionally available father/husband/friend and I can't put my finger on when, but at some point I stopped feeling like it's working, I don't get any satisfaction out of anything in my life anymore, I don't feel like anyone is pouring back into me and I'm just fucking empty. I feel like everyone would be better off if I'd just finally end it.
| 2
| 1,734,039,934
| 4
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hb99gv/helium_suicide/
|
Electrical-Treat9306
|
Helium Suicide If I were to kill my self with helium, do I need a specific type of helium tank and is there any other things I need to do or consider
| 5
| 1,733,857,138
| 5
| 5
| 4
| 5
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hjbvq7/i_hate_who_i_am_i_dont_know_why_im_like_this_im/
|
Electrical_Curve758
|
i hate who i am, i don't know why im like this. Im ruining everything. idk
| 0
| 1,734,794,341
| 0
| 0
| 2
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hohxyr/this_is_it_i_guess/
|
Electronic-Elephant2
|
This is it I guess Locked myself in the bathroom and decided to setup my goodbye device using a belt and tie. Since this is my first i hope it works.
In the meantime i got my wife and kids in the living room going on with their lives without a single clue on whats on my mind.
Good bye fucked up world.
Hope we never meet again.
| 6
| 1,735,427,353
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcbc96/i_am_as_close_as_ive_ever_been/
|
Electronic_Bug_5500
|
I am as close as I’ve ever been I legally emigrated to a better country than my own a year ago, and now my permanency here is extremely doubtful since the paperwork to remain here is complicated. I just cannot live back in my home country, I cannot face that reality after a year of living a much better reality. Is suicide justified in this case?
| 2
| 1,733,971,729
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hobd9u/can_someone_please_talk_to_me/
|
Electronic_Choice808
|
can someone please talk to me i dont want to soapbox here but can someone please please talk to me, im doing really really badly and id really appreciate someone right now
| 0
| 1,735,409,238
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ha20br/letting_go_is_so_hard/
|
Elitahh
|
letting go is so hard. I'm ready and I don't fear it really. Ive fantasized forever about it. I live alone, it'd be easy - nobody would find me for some time. maybe im bitter that this is the way it has to be. Bitter that i won't be missed or thought about. That i never got to do much. I know ive already put it off too long, borrowed more time than i deserve. Numbed myself as long as i could. It's the right thing to do. I just need to let go. Then it finally stops aching. Then everything stops. Relief.
Advice?
| 4
| 1,733,719,697
| 5
| 4
| 4
| 5
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpujlu/i_am_tired/
|
Embarrassed_Age_5647
|
I am tired i no longer feel human, i am a failure, a lost soul in this world, i do not want to live anymore, i hate my life and i hate being pushed around, 21 years are already too much for me, only alcohol keeps me going, bo longer my pills or therapies work, i feel tired, for how long i rest, sleep or make time for myself, i do not feel ok, i am tired
| 1
| 1,735,585,160
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h84f80/will_this_work/
|
EmergencyCautious509
|
Will this work? I have 900mg of codeine phosphate, 10mg of diazepam and a shit ton of alcohol. Will it be enough to end my life? I recently tried around 300-400mg of morphine and it didn't work maybe cuz I have too much body weight (80kg) so I'm hoping this time it'll work.
| 6
| 1,733,500,335
| 6
| 6
| 6
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| 5
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1holy5j/financial_stress_taking_a_toll/
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EmotionalBag9669
|
Financial stress taking a toll. I'm feeling overwhelmed and struggling. I live with my parents and siblings, but our finances are dire. I used my bursary money to help out at home, and now I'm facing a delay in my graduation until I can repay it. We've missed utility bills, and my parents' business is struggling. I'm feeling hopeless. I've been applying for jobs and internships, but it's all feeling like too much.
Honestly, some days I wish I could just sleep and not wake up. Just needed to vent and get this off my chest.
| 1
| 1,735,439,358
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hezbxl/killing_myself_soon/
|
Emrmemr
|
Killing myself soon. Im tired of trying to love through life im desperate for the release of death. If I don't die I'm running away at least to follow the will of god. Nobody can stop me and nobody will stop me.
| 4
| 1,734,288,565
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 5
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hj0tjk/i_destroyed_it_all/
|
Eneouement
|
I destroyed it all. My friend is in a loving relationship with a girl. I don’t approve of her for some of my own reasons.
Recently I got carried away and said some extremely personal insults about his girl behind his back. It got back to him and he was so extremely hurt.
That’s justification to kill myself surely right?
| 2
| 1,734,750,424
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmpgda/i_dont_want_to_exist/
|
EnigmaticJ
|
I don’t want to exist I never want to feel this lonely during the holidays again. I never want to feel this lonely because of a partner or where I am in life. I just don’t see the point anymore.
| 1
| 1,735,223,439
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5mjc0/your_best_friend_might_be_suicidal_in_secret_today/
|
Enough_Series_7026
|
Your best friend might be suicidal in secret today. It costs nothing to be kind to others.
| 0
| 1,733,229,775
| 0
| 0
| 2
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h91d2l/shove_political_correctness_up_your_ass/
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Entire-Inside-6858
|
shove political correctness up your ass People have the right to talk about it, without anyone questioning or censoring them, Reddit has become a politically correct whorehouse with these little words about culture wolk, and the fuck, etc., if someone wants to commit this act, they should be accompanied and supported.
| 0
| 1,733,603,078
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4d8dt/she_did_it/
|
Entire_Leopard6794
|
she did it… hi this is june, i was the owner of this account’s sister, she took her own life on friday, her birthday. she really was a great person and sister, we were very close. she wanted to kill herself because her best friend did, and she was in pain due to sexual and physical abuse. she struggled with self harm and depression, but she tried her best to keep her spirits up. she was and still is the person that understood me best.
| 6
| 1,733,086,393
| 2
| 0
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hff4t4/i_feel_like_a_fuck_up_i_feel_like_a_failure/
|
Erica192859
|
I feel like a fuck up. I feel like a failure https://ibb.co/FwTs5Y3
It's every fucking day .but I hope I get better
| 0
| 1,734,339,810
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hasj5e/i_dont_think_im_going_to_be_here_by_the_end_of/
|
ErrorAchilles404
|
I don’t think I’m going to be here by the end of December I have nothing to live for anymore, my boyfriend of two years broke up with me, I dropped out because I was too stupid for community college, I destroy everyone who I come in contact with, if things don’t get better soon I think I’ll be dead by the end of December. The only reason I’m waiting is because my best friend wants to see Nosferatu with me. That’s the only reason I’m here
| 2
| 1,733,801,328
| 4
| 4
| 2
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7dixg/i_dont_know_whats_the_point_anymore/
|
EstablishmentIcy4679
|
I don’t know what’s the point anymore Lost my licence, I’m too drained to do anything helpful around the house. I feel like a huge failure, a waste of space and a useless person. I can’t see any outcome that my life will be good. I’m only 19, but I’ve just suffered so much to get to this point I don’t see a reason to keep going
| 1
| 1,733,417,120
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 2
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4q1ho/help/
|
Euphoric-Talk-9155
|
help can someone just talk to me? please.
| 0
| 1,733,126,346
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hliatt/prob_will_kill_myself/
|
EuphoricChemical7899
|
Prob will kill myself If I’m still a nobody living the same cycle in the next four years I probably will kill my self (work,sleep,repeat)
I find it insane how people just accept the fact that we live to work idk.
| 2
| 1,735,061,495
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hp679o/if_you_would_want_the_plug_pulled_if_you_were_on/
|
Euphoric_Present3947
|
if you would want the plug pulled if you were on life support, why should I have to live when I have no will to I think I realized that I’m not living for myself, but for others. If it was up to me I wouldn’t want to be
| 1
| 1,735,507,311
| 1
| 1
| 3
| 1
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hl2znr/im_genuinely_not_a_good_person/
|
Even_Dress4434
|
I’m genuinely not a good person I’m an alcoholic who behaves terribly when drunk (flirting with others even though I have a partner, being dismissive and rude to my friends, not giving a shit about anyone around me). My alcohol problems stem from trauma and trying to escape flashbacks but it’s not an excuse. I don’t feel as though I can ever rid myself of this addiction or the reputation I have created for myself. I really do think I’m beyond redemption and I am desperate to not feel this way anymore and now I feel like I want to sleep and never wake up.
| 1
| 1,735,004,926
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ho18ly/the_thoughts_hurt_so_bad/
|
Evening-Ad8751
|
the thoughts hurt so bad the intrusive and dark thoughts are getting harder to keep at bay. trying to surprise them is causing immense physical pain and torture. regardless of what i’m thinking of or doing at the moment i’m constantly plagued by the thoughts and imagery of hanging myself out in the backyard and when i try to push it away it feels like needles and knives stabbing through my body.
| 3
| 1,735,373,356
| 3
| 3
| 3
| 3
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkgtq4/sesame_chicken/
|
Evening-Arm5327
|
Sesame Chicken This is for my favorite woman who I will share the rest of my life with! She loves Chinese food especially sesame chicken!
Hoping she finds this in case she loses her way to me ❤️
She should know I am lucky enough to find her in my life and she is truly seen and deserves to be!
| 0
| 1,734,931,092
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hbl0nf/18_m_because_i_think_im_going_to_fail_college/
|
Excellent-Finish-166
|
18 M Because I think I'm going to fail College I have a scholarship that is letting me go to college for free, my mom wants me to go so I don't have a (in her words) shitty job like her. I don't want to disappoint her and I'm scared because I might fail.
It seems rushed but it's because I'm typing through tears right now./
| 0
| 1,733,889,812
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4of9b/i_dont_want_to_keep_waking_up/
|
Exciting_Ad_3534
|
i dont want to keep waking up. i feel like i can't breathe, my mind feels trapped in a cage of constant stress, where i'm constantly scatterbrained with any and everything to help me forget about how hellish my life actually is. my body is just moving through the motions of life without my conscious being there. every time, in school, at home, nobody really cares for who i really am. they care abt this persona, this made-up masked version of me where i'm this energetic and constantly happy and cheerful person but i'm not. i'm miserable, bitter, angry. i'm a horrible person and i know i'm going to hell for it but the care in me just isn't seemingly working.
| 1
| 1,733,119,637
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcxe9l/im_so_over_it/
|
ExitWooden5837
|
i'm so over it. i have borderline personality disorder. lost my fp and best friend of 5 years a few months ago, she cut contact with me. it's too much to bear. i have 0 friends 0 people to talk to and i'm facing homelessness because my depression rendered me unable to work for months. i'm 19. why has my life been so awful? i just want a way out.
| 1
| 1,734,042,868
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlk7ym/feeling_hopeless/
|
Expensive-Claim-7367
|
Feeling hopeless I’ve had sucicdal thoughts on and off for honestly 4 years now but at those past times I didn’t have enough courage to go through with it.
Now it is more persistent, I think about it everyday. When I think about it I feel at peace and relived from everything. I feel like I’m going to do it today. I’m scared I’m so scared but I cannot anymore
| 4
| 1,735,067,104
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7aiys/about_to_get_engulfed_by_flames/
|
ExpertLemon6990
|
About to get engulfed by flames I’m standing in the middle of nowhere with only a lighter in hand and a full gas canister by my side. I’m not going to cause a wildfire—there’s nothing flammable around me except myself. I’m sorry, but there’s nothing I can do about it. I’ve gone too far. This is the end.
By the time you’re reading this, I’ll be gone. But I genuinely hope that things work out better for you than they did for me.
See you on the other side.
| 6
| 1,733,409,270
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhoo4z/i_need_to_tell_someone_that_isnt_my_friends/
|
Extension-Pirate2000
|
I need to tell someone that isnt my friends Im going to die soon and im hope itll be easy and yeah im real tired but bye
| 2
| 1,734,598,031
| 1
| 4
| 2
| 3
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h58mfz/idk_what_im_doing_anymore/
|
Extreme-Employment31
|
Idk what im doing anymore I've feel like I failed everything. Work. My family. Friends and past relationship clearly. I've have a bad lust problems and usually I use that to cope but it's not working anymore. I feel terrible like I'm useless all over again. I can't seem to doing anything right it seems.lost the one person that cared about me and now I'm still stuck wanting her. I just feel like there's no point of me being here I'm just in everyone's way
| 1
| 1,733,180,674
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hbxwd4/im_scared_to_tell_my_phycologist_everything/
|
F0X1590
|
I'm scared to tell my phycologist everything If I do then I'll probably get hospitalized for Christmas and it will make my wife super sad that I'm doing that bad.
I've already told my phycologist I have thoughts of stabbing myself in the throat with a knife or that I wanna inject myself with cleaner but this time is different the thoughts are alittle more planned out and even though I probably won't do it I still want to so fucking bad
| 5
| 1,733,935,810
| 4
| 5
| 4
| 4
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpg85q/i_dont_want_to_be_here_anymore/
|
F6x1
|
I don't want to be here anymore I feel so fucking alone I want to kill my self
Every few months I just end up here again all alone
I'm so tired of it , i don't want to keep doing this
| 2
| 1,735,537,094
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h8kh37/i_need_help/
|
Fabulous_Wait_9669
|
i need help i am pretty depressed myself and diagnosed w GAD, but i can tell my boyfriend deals with it worse, im scared something might happen to him. i dont know how to help i dont wanna leave him i wanna do everything i can to help but i need someone to guide me and help me id k what to do and. i get terrified
| 0
| 1,733,545,313
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ho1at5/i_hate_myself_and_my_small_dick/
|
Familiar_Bad_3975
|
I hate myself and my small dick that's all.
| 0
| 1,735,373,642
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hotm4o/fastest_pain_free_method/
|
Fancylilmuffin
|
Fastest pain free method? I just want to drift off but I don't know how.
| 3
| 1,735,469,273
| 5
| 3
| 4
| 4
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlttmy/how_to_tell_your_friends_youre_suicidal/
|
Far-Bobcat-9591
|
How To Tell Your Friends You're Suicidal? I'm really struggling. I don't know how to tell a few close friends that I'm suicidal. I don't want to ruin the friendship. I've been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. I feel I'm ruining my friendships from my roller-coaster of intense emotions, or raging or splitting on others. I feel my friends would be better off without me. I doubt anyone would miss me
| 2
| 1,735,101,558
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hbryq6/cant_stand_anhedonia/
|
Far-Breakfast1620
|
Can't stand anhedonia Can't stand anhedonia. My whole body is numb, I can't eat, my head hurts.
I can't take it anymore. Don't know what I did that I suffer this condition. Can't even enjoy food because everything is tasteless
What I have left?
| 1
| 1,733,918,634
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9w6jo/i_hate_that_i_was_ever_born/
|
Far-Consumer6443
|
I hate that I was ever born I’m significantly older…. And I just hate that I was ever born. I had an incredibly abusive childhood by really stupid parents. I hate life. I’m so behind. Like really, really behind developmentally. I really hate the life I was given. I honestly wish my parents never had me and I wish when they die, they come back and live the life that they’ve given me….. I want them to experience every pain and realize how poorly they had been as parents. I hate them so much.
| 1
| 1,733,701,236
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h83hgu/im_gonna_jump_off_a_building_in_10_minutes/
|
FckedUpPersonIGuess
|
I'm gonna jump off a building in 10 minutes Hello,
So, yeah, I don’t even know why I’m writing this. Probably just to distract myself, but it’s honestly no use. I hate being here, and the idea of ultimate liberation evokes a pleasant feeling deep inside me. I’ve heard people say that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I like that. And this is exactly what I need.
326 meters should be enough, considering I’ll be hitting a concrete pavement. I only hope I don’t fall on anyone unfortunate enough to be below and drag them down with me.
If you’ve made it this far into my rant, I wish you all the best in life. Hopefully, you’ll find something worthwhile for yourself. :)
| 6
| 1,733,497,866
| 6
| 6
| 5
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdso0p/life_is_not_worth_living/
|
FearlessEngineer2537
|
Life is not worth living I have autism and it’s become apparent to me that
No matter what you do, no one is going to see you as normal. Ever. They’re going to see you as a freak who doesn’t understand how to act like a normal person. This includes the ones who say they are supportive of “neuro diversity” at any point in time they will immediately react negatively to any positive autistic trait you express in the slightest if you give them an opportunity. There is no one on earth who will ever accept these traits because autistics are genetic defects who can’t integrate properly with any remotely normal person
| 1
| 1,734,142,588
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hn3n1i/i_feel_like_i_will_never_have_what_i_want_in_life/
|
Fearless_Task_9715
|
I feel like I will never have what I want in life while witnessing others gradually achieving their goals, I realize I will never have the comfort of a home filled with loving relatives or a soulmate. I will never become a successful writer or a skilled coder. I won’t have friends who truly respect me.
I just… feel cursed from birth at this point. Born and raised in a poor and violent family, I’ve always lived my life feeling like a burden to others.
I don’t believe in life after death. The void seems comforting, knowing I will no longer experience the pain of feeling like a failure.
I just want to end it
| 2
| 1,735,263,182
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hoglcu/i_dont_want_to_be_me/
|
Feisty_Flow9069
|
I don't want to be me I don't want to be me!! I can't live like this. Everything is wrong with me and I'll never be content in life. I know it's never going to get better. I just wish I could give my life to someone who actually wants/needs it.
| 1
| 1,735,423,526
| 2
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hifv9y/so_confused/
|
FelicitousFairy
|
so confused i know people will care so much if i go, but can’t help but feel like nobody gives a fuck, relapsed on everything, not doing well lately
| 1
| 1,734,685,429
| 2
| 2
| 1
| 1
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h8h2py/i_just_cant_anymore/
|
FemInCenCal
|
I just can’t anymore I can’t keep going on anymore. I’ve been near homelessness for too long and I feel like I can’t breathe. I’m only here so I don’t hurt my husband and leave my 3 fur kids. Life shouldn’t be this hard
| 1
| 1,733,534,212
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ho3g65/i_am_so_tired/
|
FerretBusinessQueen
|
I am so tired. I just want to sleep and not wake up. 40 years of fighting and I’m so weary. I’ve called warm lines and done what I can right now. I keep trying and failing.
| 1
| 1,735,383,461
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhfxrv/remember_being_scared_of_death/
|
Few-Competition7912
|
Remember being scared of death? How the times have changed.
| 0
| 1,734,567,270
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 0
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3twbn/i_wanna_know_if_thinking_about_suicide_247_is/
|
Fickle_Store_4595
|
I wanna know if thinking about suicide 24/7 is normal? Like I think about it all the time every day every night and I’m 16 so I’m wondering if that’s just a part of growing up or something’s actually wrong with me
| 2
| 1,733,023,094
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hfbsdf/every_day_feels_like_the_worst_day_of_my_life/
|
Fig_pawzz
|
Every day feels like the worst day of my life... I have been hearing voices that tell me to kill myself its been going on for about a couple hours and I just can't take it I am very very scared that something might happen to me. I worry that the voices are right and that I am better off dead. I don't know whats going on, like is it a ghost or has all the stress of living and other people made me go insane...
| 2
| 1,734,325,555
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1he7vt9/helpless/
|
FinalTry4481
|
helpless (15f, if it matters)
i feel so pathetic for even making a post. i dont know what to do, i have nobody to talk to. all my issues are superficial compared to what others are going through, so why i do feel this way?
| 0
| 1,734,197,577
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 0
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hox27p/if_anyone_is_open_to_talk_to_for_a_while_id/
|
FinallyACleanMan
|
If anyone is open to talk to for a while I'd appreciate it greatly...not doing so hot 31m if that matters Turned on the NSFW not sure why..my snap is tbo24100
| 0
| 1,735,482,444
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hjvr3b/i_dont_want_to_wake_up/
|
Fine-Print7159
|
I don't want to wake up. I hope I never have to wake up again.
| 1
| 1,734,862,204
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hatoyy/sister_trying_to_od/
|
Firm-Sky-9168
|
Sister trying to OD My sister just took like 4000mg of Tylenol, 3000mg of some other pill, and another pill for kidney failure. She’s on the way to the hospital now but is she going to be alright? I’m not too informed on this type of stuff and I’m worried.
| 6
| 1,733,805,130
| 6
| 0
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmmq3t/help_available/
|
Firm_Log_1807
|
Help available If you need to talk to someone about anything help is available me and my friend have started a support group, so if you need to talk about anything you can if you need advice or any kind of help it's available
| 0
| 1,735,213,384
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hfl7i8/i_literally_just_want_to_off_myself/
|
First_Ground9858
|
I literally just want to off myself I wish I could
| 2
| 1,734,361,841
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkihkg/got_kicked_out_dont_know_what_to_do/
|
Fit-Coffee-4282
|
got kicked out, don’t know what to do I was fully financially dependent on my ex and he broke up with me then kicked me out a few weeks ago, since then I’ve been couch surfing doing things I’m not proud of just so I have a place to sleep. I’ve sent out hundreds (if not thousands) of applications and have only gotten interest from a handful of places before being ghosted entirely. I’m just so lonely and I feel like an object, if anyone has any advice im all ears, really can’t get much worse
| 0
| 1,734,937,993
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hd440f/life_is_way_too_fucking_long/
|
Fit-Construction-531
|
Life is way too fucking long Living is like being stuck in a long ass cutscene or a movie that just goes on and on. I just want it to be finished and done already. Maybe because im 16, but it’s just tiring to think that I still have to do this and that, more experiences have to come along the way when I want it done and finished. I’m not interested in living. Even if it has its good parts.
| 1
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I don't feel like really living, easy tips for painless suicide? Recently, I, 24F have been through the most shitty week of my life, something I don't wish to disclose, any free advice of painless suicide??
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