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was more surprised at it than Valancy herself. Barney had come along in
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Lady Jane one dim twilight and told Valancy unceremoniously if she
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wanted a drive to hop in.
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“I’m going to the Port. Will you go there with me?”
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His eyes were teasing and there was a bit of defiance in his voice.
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Valancy, who did not conceal from herself that she would have gone
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anywhere with him to any place, “hopped in” without more ado. They tore
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into and through Deerwood. Mrs. Frederick and Cousin Stickles, taking a
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little air on the verandah, saw them whirl by in a cloud of dust and
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sought comfort in each other’s eyes. Valancy, who in some dim
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pre-existence had been afraid of a car, was hatless and her hair was
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blowing wildly round her face. She would certainly come down with
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bronchitis—and die at Roaring Abel’s. She wore a low-necked dress and
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her arms were bare. That Snaith creature was in his shirt-sleeves,
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smoking a pipe. They were going at the rate of forty miles an
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hour—sixty, Cousin Stickles averred. Lady Jane could hit the pike when
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she wanted to. Valancy waved her hand gaily to her relatives. As for
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Mrs. Frederick, she was wishing she knew how to go into hysterics.
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“Was it for this,” she demanded in hollow tones, “that I suffered the
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pangs of motherhood?”
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“I will not believe,” said Cousin Stickles solemnly, “that our prayers
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will not yet be answered.”
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“Who—_who_ will protect that unfortunate girl when I am gone?” moaned
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Mrs. Frederick.
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As for Valancy, she was wondering if it could really be only a few
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weeks since she had sat there with them on that verandah. Hating the
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rubber-plant. Pestered with teasing questions like black flies. Always
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thinking of appearances. Cowed because of Aunt Wellington’s teaspoons
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and Uncle Benjamin’s money. Poverty-stricken. Afraid of everybody.
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Envying Olive. A slave to moth-eaten traditions. Nothing to hope for or
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expect.
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And now every day was a gay adventure.
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Lady Jane flew over the fifteen miles between Deerwood and the
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Port—through the Port. The way Barney went past traffic policemen was
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not holy. The lights were beginning to twinkle out like stars in the
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clear, lemon-hued twilight air. This was the only time Valancy ever
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really liked the town, and she was crazy with the delight of speeding.
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Was it possible she had ever been afraid of a car? She was perfectly
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happy, riding beside Barney. Not that she deluded herself into thinking
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it had any significance. She knew quite well that Barney had asked her
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to go on the impulse of the moment—an impulse born of a feeling of pity
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for her and her starved little dreams. She was looking tired after a
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wakeful night with a heart attack, followed by a busy day. She had so
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little fun. He’d give her an outing for once. Besides, Abel was in the
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kitchen, at the point of drunkenness where he was declaring he did not
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believe in God and beginning to sing ribald songs. It was just as well
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she should be out of the way for a while. Barney knew Roaring Abel’s
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repertoire.
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They went to the movie—Valancy had never been to a movie. And then,
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finding a nice hunger upon them, they went and had fried
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chicken—unbelievably delicious—in the Chinese restaurant. After which
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they rattled home again, leaving a devastating trail of scandal behind
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them. Mrs. Frederick gave up going to church altogether. She could not
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endure her friends’ pitying glances and questions. But Cousin Stickles
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went every Sunday. She said they had been given a cross to bear.
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CHAPTER XXIII
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On one of Cissy’s wakeful nights, she told Valancy her poor little
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story. They were sitting by the open window. Cissy could not get her
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breath lying down that night. An inglorious gibbous moon was hanging
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over the wooded hills and in its spectral light Cissy looked frail and
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lovely and incredibly young. A child. It did not seem possible that she
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could have lived through all the passion and pain and shame of her
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story.
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“He was stopping at the hotel across the lake. He used to come over in
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his canoe at night—we met in the pines down the shore. He was a young
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college student—his father was a rich man in Toronto. Oh, Valancy, I
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didn’t mean to be bad—I didn’t, indeed. But I loved him so—I love him
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yet—I’ll always love him. And I—didn’t know—some things. I
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didn’t—understand. Then his father came and took him away. And—after a
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little—I found out—oh, Valancy,—I was so frightened. I didn’t know what
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to do. I wrote him—and he came. He—he said he would marry me, Valancy.”
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“And why—and why?——”
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“Oh, Valancy, he didn’t love me any more. I saw that at a glance. He—he
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was just offering to marry me because he thought he ought to—because he
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was sorry for me. He wasn’t bad—but he was so young—and what was I that
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he should keep on loving me?”
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“Never mind making excuses for him,” said Valancy a bit shortly. “So
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you wouldn’t marry him?”
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“I couldn’t—not when he didn’t love me any more. Somehow—I can’t
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explain—it seemed a worse thing to do than—the other. He—he argued a
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