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She was not even allowed to go to church. And Valancy took cold after
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cold and ended up with bronchitis in June.
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“None of _my_ family were ever like that,” said Mrs. Frederick,
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implying that it must be a Stirling tendency.
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“The Stirlings seldom take colds,” said Cousin Stickles resentfully.
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_She_ had been a Stirling.
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“I think,” said Mrs. Frederick, “that if a person makes up her mind
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_not_ to have colds she will not _have_ colds.”
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So that was the trouble. It was all Valancy’s own fault.
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But on this particular morning Valancy’s unbearable grievance was that
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she was called Doss. She had endured it for twenty-nine years, and all
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at once she felt she could not endure it any longer. Her full name was
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Valancy Jane. Valancy Jane was rather terrible, but she liked Valancy,
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with its odd, out-land tang. It was always a wonder to Valancy that the
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Stirlings had allowed her to be so christened. She had been told that
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her maternal grandfather, old Amos Wansbarra, had chosen the name for
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her. Her father had tacked on the Jane by way of civilising it, and the
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whole connection got out of the difficulty by nicknaming her Doss. She
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never got Valancy from any one but outsiders.
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“Mother,” she said timidly, “would you mind calling me Valancy after
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this? Doss seems so—so—I don’t like it.”
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Mrs. Frederick looked at her daughter in astonishment. She wore glasses
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with enormously strong lenses that gave her eyes a peculiarly
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disagreeable appearance.
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“What is the matter with Doss?”
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“It—seems so childish,” faltered Valancy.
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“Oh!” Mrs. Frederick had been a Wansbarra and the Wansbarra smile was
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not an asset. “I see. Well, it should suit _you_ then. You are childish
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enough in all conscience, my dear child.”
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“I am twenty-nine,” said the dear child desperately.
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“I wouldn’t proclaim it from the house-tops if I were you, dear,” said
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Mrs. Frederick. “Twenty-nine! _I_ had been married nine years when I
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was twenty-nine.”
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“_I_ was married at seventeen,” said Cousin Stickles proudly.
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Valancy looked at them furtively. Mrs. Frederick, except for those
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terrible glasses and the hooked nose that made her look more like a
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parrot than a parrot itself could look, was not ill-looking. At twenty
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she might have been quite pretty. But Cousin Stickles! And yet
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Christine Stickles had once been desirable in some man’s eyes. Valancy
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felt that Cousin Stickles, with her broad, flat, wrinkled face, a mole
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right on the end of her dumpy nose, bristling hairs on her chin,
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wrinkled yellow neck, pale, protruding eyes, and thin, puckered mouth,
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had yet this advantage over her—this right to look down on her. And
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even yet Cousin Stickles was necessary to Mrs. Frederick. Valancy
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wondered pitifully what it would be like to be wanted by some
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one—needed by some one. No one in the whole world needed her, or would
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miss anything from life if she dropped suddenly out of it. She was a
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disappointment to her mother. No one loved her. She had never so much
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as had a girl friend.
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“I haven’t even a gift for friendship,” she had once admitted to
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herself pitifully.
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“Doss, you haven’t eaten your crusts,” said Mrs. Frederick rebukingly.
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It rained all the forenoon without cessation. Valancy pieced a quilt.
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Valancy hated piecing quilts. And there was no need of it. The house
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was full of quilts. There were three big chests, packed with quilts, in
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the attic. Mrs. Frederick had begun storing away quilts when Valancy
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was seventeen and she kept on storing them, though it did not seem
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likely that Valancy would ever need them. But Valancy must be at work
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and fancy work materials were too expensive. Idleness was a cardinal
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sin in the Stirling household. When Valancy had been a child she had
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been made to write down every night, in a small, hated, black notebook,
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all the minutes she had spent in idleness that day. On Sundays her
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mother made her tot them up and pray over them.
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On this particular forenoon of this day of destiny Valancy spent only
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ten minutes in idleness. At least, Mrs. Frederick and Cousin Stickles
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would have called it idleness. She went to her room to get a better
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thimble and she opened _Thistle Harvest_ guiltily at random.
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“The woods are so human,” wrote John Foster, “that to know them one
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must live with them. An occasional saunter through them, keeping to the
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well-trodden paths, will never admit us to their intimacy. If we wish
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to be friends we must seek them out and win them by frequent, reverent
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visits at all hours; by morning, by noon, and by night; and at all
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seasons, in spring, in summer, in autumn, in winter. Otherwise we can
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never really know them and any pretence we may make to the contrary
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will never impose on them. They have their own effective way of keeping
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aliens at a distance and shutting their hearts to mere casual
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sightseers. It is of no use to seek the woods from any motive except
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sheer love of them; they will find us out at once and hide all their
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sweet, old-world secrets from us. But if they know we come to them
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because we love them they will be very kind to us and give us such
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treasures of beauty and delight as are not bought or sold in any
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