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stove in the middle of it, its pipe sticking out through the roof. At |
one end was a table or counter crowded with odd-looking utensils. Used |
no doubt by Barney in his smelly operations. Chemical experiments, |
probably, she reflected dully. At the other end was a big writing desk |
and swivel-chair. The side walls were lined with books. |
Valancy went blindly to the desk. There she stood motionless for a few |
minutes, looking down at something that lay on it. A bundle of |
galley-proofs. The page on top bore the title _Wild Honey_, and under |
the title were the words “by John Foster.” |
The opening sentence—“Pines are the trees of myth and legend. They |
strike their roots deep into the traditions of an older world, but wind |
and star love their lofty tops. What music when old Æolus draws his bow |
across the branches of the pines—” She had heard Barney say that one |
day when they walked under them. |
So Barney was John Foster! |
Valancy was not excited. She had absorbed all the shocks and sensations |
that she could compass for one day. This affected her neither one way |
nor the other. She only thought: |
“So this explains it.” |
“It” was a small matter that had, somehow, stuck in her mind more |
persistently than its importance seemed to justify. Soon after Barney |
had brought her John Foster’s latest book she had been in a Port |
Lawrence bookshop and heard a customer ask the proprietor for John |
Foster’s new book. The proprietor had said curtly, “Not out yet. Won’t |
be out till next week.” |
Valancy had opened her lips to say, “Oh, yes, it _is_ out,” but closed |
them again. After all, it was none of her business. She supposed the |
proprietor wanted to cover up his negligence in not getting the book in |
promptly. Now she knew. The book Barney had given her had been one of |
the author’s complimentary copies, sent in advance. |
Well! Valancy pushed the proofs indifferently aside and sat down in the |
swivel-chair. She took up Barney’s pen—and a vile one it was—pulled a |
sheet of paper to her and began to write. She could not think of |
anything to say except bald facts. |
“Dear Barney:— |
I went to Dr. Trent this morning and found out he had sent me the wrong |
letter by mistake. There never was anything serious the matter with my |
heart and I am quite well now. |
I did not mean to trick you. Please believe that. I could not bear it |
if you did not believe that. I am very sorry for the mistake. But |
surely you can get a divorce if I leave you. Is desertion a ground for |
divorce in Canada? Of course if there is anything I can do to help or |
hasten it I will do it gladly, if your lawyer will let me know. |
I thank you for all your kindness to me. I shall never forget it. Think |
as kindly of me as you can, because I did not mean to trap you. |
Good-bye. |
Yours gratefully, |
VALANCY.” |
It was very cold and stiff, she knew. But to try to say anything else |
would be dangerous—like tearing away a dam. She didn’t know what |
torrent of wild incoherences and passionate anguish might pour out. In |
a postscript she added: |
“Your father was here today. He is coming back tomorrow. He told me |
everything. I think you should go back to him. He is very lonely for |
you.” |
She put the letter in an envelope, wrote “Barney” across it, and left |
it on the desk. On it she laid the string of pearls. If they had been |
the beads she believed them she would have kept them in memory of that |
wonderful year. But she could not keep the fifteen thousand dollar gift |
of a man who had married her out of pity and whom she was now leaving. |
It hurt her to give up her pretty bauble. That was an odd thing, she |
reflected. The fact that she was leaving Barney did not hurt her—yet. |
It lay at her heart like a cold, insensible thing. If it came to |
life—Valancy shuddered and went out—— |
She put on her hat and mechanically fed Good Luck and Banjo. She locked |
the door and carefully hid the key in the old pine. Then she crossed to |
the mainland in the disappearing propeller. She stood for a moment on |
the bank, looking at her Blue Castle. The rain had not yet come, but |
the sky was dark, and Mistawis grey and sullen. The little house under |
the pines looked very pathetic—a casket rifled of its jewels—a lamp |
with its flame blown out. |
“I shall never again hear the wind crying over Mistawis at night,” |
thought Valancy. This hurt her, too. She could have laughed to think |
that such a trifle could hurt her at such a time. |
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