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No, honey, we don't. I'll make some coffee and start cleanin' up this mess. Karl, you want some coffee, huh? |
What are you doin' up again, Frank? You need to get a little sleep. |
Did Vaughan go home? |
Yeah, he has to go to work in a little while. I do too. |
Did Karl go to bed? |
I guess. He went to the garage. Poor thing, he's probably never seen such a crazy mess. He probably wants to go back and live in Mr. Cox's shop. |
I bet he don't. Karl likes me. |
I know he does. |
Mama? |
Huh? |
Is everything gonna be all right someday? I just stay nervous all the time just about. |
Yeah, honey, someday everything's gonna be all right. |
Doyle wouldn't really kill you, would he? |
I promise we're gonna get away from him. The time has to be right, that's all. I'd rather him get tired of me and leave me. Then he wouldn't want to hurt me. He wouldn't care then. We'll be fine. I promise. You go to bed now. I love you. |
I love you, too, Mama. |
Well, at least he's tryin'. But who knows for how long. |
He's lyin' Mama. He ain't gonna do better. |
I know honey. Just remember what I said, we'll bide our time. You just steer clear of him as much as you can. Doyle's had a real hard life. It's just about run him crazy I think. |
We've had a real hard life, too, Mama. |
What's you last name? |
Childers. |
What are all them books? |
Different ones. One's the Bible. One of 'ems a book on Christmas. One of 'ems how to be a carpenter. |
How come you're carryin' them around with you. |
Ain't got nowhere to set 'em down. |
Don't you live somewhere? |
I did live there in the state hospital. |
Why'd you live there? |
I killed some folks quite awhile back. They said I wadn't right in the head and they put me in there in the nervous hospital instead of puttin' me in jail. |
They let you out? |
Yeah. |
How come? |
They told me I was well. They had to turn me loose. |
Are you well? |
I reckon I feel all right. |
You don't seem like you'd kill nobody. |
Do you like to play football? |
I never was much count at it. I never did get picked out fer it. |
Me and the Burnett twins and some boys plays down at the junior high practice field all the time. If you ever want to come by and play. We ain't no good either. Well, I'll see you later. |
Hey there. I thought I heard somebody on the porch. Wasn't your name Karl? |
Yeah it is. Your name's Frank. |
Yeah. What you doin' by here? |
You told me to come by. |
Did you want to play ball with us? |
I ain't no good at it. I just come by. |
Well, anyhow, I was just fixin' to go see my mama down at Ben's Dollar Store. She's workin' two till eight. |
All right then. |
Wait a minute. You want to go with me? You can meet my mama. |
I don't want to worry your mama with company. |
Aw, come on. You'll like her. She's real nice. She'll give us somethin' if we ask her to. Candy or somethin'. |
I was kindly needin' to do some tradin'. Reckon they sell toothpaste? |
They sell some of everything. Come on let's go. I won't tell her about you bein' in the state hospital for killin'. |
This is what I call my secret place 'cause I come out here when I feel like bein' by myself. I used to come here with Karen Cross. She's kind of like my girlfriend, or used to be. She says she likes Jerry Maroney now. But I'm gonna get her back 'cause I love her. We used to come here and hold hands and talk and read books to each other with a flashlight. She didn't want to have anything to do with me in front of other people 'cause I don't have any money. Well, mama and me, I mean. She seemed to like me a whole lot when we were out here though. She said she loved me, too. Out here. Settin' right on that stump you're on. See, her daddy's a dentist so they're rich. So's Jerry Maroney's daddy. He owns the ice plant. Was your folks well off? |
Naw. Didn't have too much. Enough to scrape by on, I reckon. |
They still around, your folks? |
My mother's dead. My daddy's s'posed to be around still. He don't want to have nothin' to do with me though. |
How do you know? |
He never did want to. I figure he ain't changed his mind much. |
How did your mama die? |
You don't need to know all of that. You're just a boy. You need to think about good thoughts while you're still a boy. They'll be plenty of time for the other. |
I've had a lot of bad thoughts since my daddy died. Sometimes I wish I was still real little and he was still here. My mama's real good, but I wish I had both of 'em. When we went to Memphis one time in the car, it was rainin' so hard we couldn't see the road. But I wadn't scared because I thought as long as daddy was drivin' nothin' could happen to us. I feel that way about mama now. Mama has a boyfriend now. His name is Doyle Hargraves. He works construction so he makes a pretty good livin'. He still don't help mama out with any money though. He ain't no good. He's mean to her. He don't like me at all. Mama says it's because he's jealous I belong to my daddy instead of him. He stays with us all night sometimes, but he's got his own house. Somebody told me it's so he can still have other girlfriends. I like it on the nights when he ain't at our house. I'm not so nervous then. |
How come her to keep bein' girlfriends and all with him if he's mean to her? |
She says it's for the times when he's good to her. She's lonely since daddy died. She said sometimes she don't know why. He threatened to kill her if she ever left him. My daddy would kill him if he was here and somebody was mean to mama. Vaughan, he's real good to mama. Vaughan that you met. But he's not able to do anything to Doyle, he's funny you know. Not funny ha, ha, funny queer. He likes to go with men instead of women. That makes him not to be able to fight too good. He sure is nice though. He's from St. Louis. People who are queer can get along better in a big town. He got transferred here to work. But mama said the real reason he left is 'cause his daddy hated him. For bein' the way he is. I wish he liked to go with women. I'd rather him be mama's boyfriend than Doyle. |
Karl. You know when I said daddy got hit by a train. |
Yeah, I remember you atellin' me that. |
It ain't the truth. He shot hisself with a shotgun on purpose. |
Why did he do that, reckon. |
'Cause he didn't have enough money to take care of us the way he wanted to. That's what the letter said. He got laid off from work and had to just work odd jobs. I thought he took care of us fine. Karl, did you really kill somebody? |
Yeah, I did. |
Who did you kill? |
Two people. |
Were they bad people? |
I thought they was. |
Maybe they needed it. |
I growed up and got taught it ain't right to kill nobody. |
It's okay if you're lookin' out for yourself. If it's selfdefense. Was it selfdefense? |
I'd like to kill that son of a bitch. I hate him. |
You ort not to talk that way. You're just a boy. |
Well, I hate him. |
He ort not to talk that away to you neither. He ain't no count. He's mean to you and your mama. Yore mama and that feller that's carryin' me to get somethin' d'eat's gonna be back here directly. |
Will you stay here with us for a long time? |
I reckon if you want me to. I got some of that potted meat and sodie crackers left over if you want some. |
I don't see how you can eat that stuff with all those insides it's made out of. |
I reckon it tastes pretty good to me. |
I like the way you talk. |
I like the way you talk. |
Hey Karl, you off work? |
Yeah. |
Where'd you get them flowers? |
That gal that made employee of the month give 'em to me for awalkin' with her. |
I was goin' to the secret place. I borried one of your books to take down there. You ain't mad, are you? |
Naw. You can look at all my books you want to. |
It's name's A Christmas Carol. |
That's than un on Christmas I was tellin' you about. |
You want to go with me? |
Yeah. |
I'm gettin' tired of readin' for a while. |
All right then. |
Boy, folks sure had it rough back a long time ago, didn't they? |
Yeah, I reckon they did. Hit like to tore me up when I read about that pore little cripple boy. |
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