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I didn't eat for three days, and I'm still taking breaks from eating, where I only eat five days a week.
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My three adult children do not communicate and have not given me any reason why they have shut me out.
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I get angry because I wish I had known how to help myself 20 years ago.
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It's almost like it's 'normal' and 'all good now' but for me, she has no idea how hard it's been. I did try talking to her about it, but she (understandably) doesn't really get it.
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Tonight I had a massive fight with mum because of something she said but she denies it, instead rang my sister and cried to my sister so now I am dirt.
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I am trying to have them understand that the way they communicate with me just doesn’t work.
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Being the 2nd child I also noticed my mum always treated me differently from my siblings where she clearly didn’t love me which also hurts me to this day. I cannot put it out in words to show how much this has hurt me recently.
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I am not able to work these days and even can’t focus on my study. I am loosing everything.
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I am just really worried what the future holds and don't know what to do now that she legally is an adult.
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she has always suffered depression, self medicates with alcohol mainly but does use other drugs if available to her.
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I know sometimes this does not help my PTSD but I am stuck in my own head thinking about how this early abusive event affected the rest of my entire life.
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I’m unemployed cos I went to TAFE and no one will give a job. I am trapped .
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Im a 40 year old female that has spent the last 10years in the State Trauma Hospital as an Anaesthetic Technician. My PTSD was brought about after years of exposure to shocking traumas, deaths, and no support from management.
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happy birthday
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I know now that there is a lot of unreleased trauma in my body that is a contributing factor in not healing mentally or physically.
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of course the ridiculous shame, guilt, feelings of being a burden and not wanting to make a fuss
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I didn’t tell anyone for 8yrs. When I did tell my family I wasn’t supported.
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I’m struggling with depression/anxiety I’ve been on antidepressants for quite sometime now. (I’m not even sure they work)
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Those who I should be able to talk to aren't interested.
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I know I'm not alone but I feel so alone in this.
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I am 28 years old and my partner and I have been struggling with having our first home built. It has taken 3 years so far and is only half way built. The process has completely drained me, as I feel like my life isn’t moving forward because of it.
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I work from 7:30am to evening, and just seems like I can't do anything with the money I earn besides pay bills, buy groceries, and rent an apartment.
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I often have to hold back tears when hugging him.
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I’ve become aware my visual memories and flashbacks are semi distorted regarding the suicide
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I am 14 years old I have really bad anxiety, ADHD, sensory issues, OCD, POTS syndrome (not a mental disorder but I used to be able to run 12 km and now I cant even walk 3)
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I feel so bad, I know I'm hurting people's feelings by not hanging around them, but I don't want to make them feel like they've done something wrong when it's my fault.
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I just want to pretend that it all never happened, but I feel like I’ve crossed a line that changes the trajectory of my life. I’m so anxious about this and I just really don’t know what to do to feel better. I do know that I never want to do this again, and I do want to live.
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I was exposed to numerous types of traumatic events throughout my childhood, including sexual abuse and I have been seeking professional help for more than 20 years and have gone undiagnosed until about 3 years ago.
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I'm still the one who has to be followed around, check on, and have barely a say in my own financial and other decisions.
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I have lots of health issues and just can't stop crying
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I can't breathe without making an effort to... light-headed, chest is tight, pounding headache.
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I just feel that I have lost a constant in my life as my parents were always there and now one has gone on ahead.
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Even my mum, step dad, sister and brother-in-law have no idea what I’m going through.
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she is obviously unable to work and cannot fully care for our kids alone so I am forced to be only able to get casual/part-time work while on Newstart allowance (required to be still applying for full-time work) and cannot earn more than $680 per fortnight or I will lose my entire Centrelink payment.
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We are surviving on tiny government handouts and I am at my wits end. I am looking for a second job.
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My Dad passed August last year.
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I feel like I don’t want to live in this life anymore
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I don’t even like the job… I’m looking at other employment opportunities.
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When i had job during high school I would cry and get angry before most of my shift, and I still do it to this day with preparing for a job interview -that I am unsure of taking- or anything that involves talking to strangers and new people.
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I'm single and don’t have kids. I had a falling out with a close friend about 2 years ago and lost most of my social circle through this.
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I feel that it’s unfair that I am struggling to pay, when he is not. 4 years it has been this way.
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I too suffer health anxiety.
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my Mental health has deteriorated significantly in that time. I think it is getting much worse as I get older actually and the PTSD is debilitating now.
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I keep telling him that it is not my responsibility to pay for his habits but he just doesn’t listen.
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For the past 2 years I have been battling severe depression. I feel completely numb.
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We have 3 beautiful adult children and 2 of the best grandchildren. We see each other once a week.
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Now I feel like I'm failing at life or like a ugly man child and everything always felt out of my control, or that thing's couldn't be better given the circumstance.
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The thing that grates is an 'accidental' (prearranged) bumping into him by her when the kids are with her.
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I'm so down, lonely in my thoughts & just feel hopeless & lost.
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Chronic constipation, prediabetes, ringing in ears, eye floaters, ADHD diagnosis.
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I am so sad and full of grief from the losses which he understands but the jealousy and resent toward him parenting his other children is driving a wedge between us and our relationship is suffering.
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I have had nervous breakdowns in the past due to this.
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this speculation is hurting my heart and head and I want someone to tell me the truth.
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A coworker said she has done and would’ve done the same thing as me but it still isn’t helping me get over it.
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me, before I knew it, he had upset some pretty rough people and he manipulated me by telling me that if I didn’t come with him, he wouldn’t speak to me again. I was so scared and confused that I left with him to his home place 12 hours from my own.
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I'm too scared to study, go to university or do a trade.
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She is also HUGE on me not being able to show empathy (l can show it for some situations l have been in, but not so much for her, l don't know why) and berates me for this and chalks it up to me 'not caring' about her/it being a lack of care factor.
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last year I was having relationship problems and ended up in hospital with severe stress.
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I avoid all social interaction with my family these days, recently everyone of them independently has messed me over in a way that’s left me feeling truly alone.
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My inner turmoil often resembles a high-speed train derailing at neck-breaking speeds, causing chaos and fear.
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I am 14 years old I have really bad anxiety, ADHD, sensory issues, OCD, POTS syndrome (not a mental disorder but I used to be able to run 12 km and now I cant even walk 3)
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I absolutely hate feeling this way, anxious, helpless and worthless.
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It’s getting to the point where I won’t be able to cry anymore, I’ll just lay there emotionless.
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Last year I was doing well in school and even got some awards. I could tell that I was happier then and my grades definitely reflected that. At the beginning of this year I had my first few assessments and I did not do as well as I thought ~ 70 for each unit. As the year progressed I started seeing my grades plummet to the 60s and 50s. And for the first time, I failed a few as well. I still fail to study more in my room and instead resort to video games because I am too sad to write something or solve anything. I don’t know how to get back on track.
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My father’s side of the family haven’t spoken to me since and it’s been nearly 4 years since my father’s passing.
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i am scared that if I block him then he would get angry and harm me some other way. I am so scared.Does this end?How do I stop being so scared all the time? I have really good support from my family and friends. Everything else in life is fine.Its just that he won’t leave me alone still
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I dropped out of school because I got sick. I'm bedridden most days with an unknown illness.
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have not been as supportive as I thought they would be. I’ve had to cut some of them off social media. I feel like i’m the insane one and I’m the one being ridiculous but at the same time it’s so unfair they haven’t just been here for me and I can’t cope with the no support at the moment.
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I will always have this trauma to haunt me forever.
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I feel so guilty for letting it go on and on but I feel trapped and powerless. I feel like I’m slowly going insane living in constant fear of his drinking and dysfunctional outbursts. It effects everything in my life as I’m constantly devastated or picking up the pieces (literally).
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My anxiety is effecting my day to day life including my work as a Nurse.
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My closest friend can't understand why I still loved him. I guess what I am asking is:how do I reconcile the fact that he was gay but in a hetero relationship with me? Very confused but wanting to hold on to the love I thought we had.
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I’m kinda desperate for support.
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I feel like I don’t want to live in this life anymore
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I have lots of health issues and just can't stop crying
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She calls me weak, pathetic, needy, toxic and narcissistic, whilst letting me know that I've destroyed her life.
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I've always been oversensitive and let things affect me.
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I don’t feel like I can explain myself to anyone anymore which is starting to affect my day to day functioning in a subtle manner.
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I just get thoughts that the only way around this is that I need to end my life. I constantly day dream about death/suicide
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Everything is getting harder. Im scared of what my next step down will look like.
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I’m really anti social so I feel like I won’t be able to say what I wanna say or I’ll say the wrong thing causing them to just dismiss me and move me along without helping.
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I want to be around him. I miss our previous relationship. But I can’t see things changing. I’m lonely, no one to talk to so bury myself in work, horses and art.
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I feel jittery about little things.
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I’ve been on work cover for around 10/11 months due to work place injury, bullying, assault and numerous other things happened I’ve been sent to a new location ( temporarily) while I adjust to returning to work , today was first day back It was hard I was lumped in a role I’ve never done
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Life was great. until about 4 weeks ago the love of my life, the woman I thought I would spend the rest of my life with said she doesn’t love me anymore and she can’t be the person that I need her to be. My whole world got destroyed. I lost my wife, my house, my dogs and my cats.
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I'm reaching out because my partner of 7 years has depression and I'm struggling trying to support him.I just need nice words, reassurances, to speak to people in a similar situation.
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I have Type 1 diabetes which I've had for coming up 13 years. It has been badly controlled because I turn to sugar and junk food to make myself feel better.
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I don't want to spend the rest of my life dealing with anxiety, depression, fear of change and struggling to do every task in life.
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They just give me 'weird' looks, though this is my anxiety, I guess.
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I've seen so many therapists and I'm tired of being a burden on my family.
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I have seen a therapist, but in the last few months I have 'put on an act' to make it seem like I'm coping a little better, just small improvements each time so it doesn't feel like I'm faking it.
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When I say sleep deprivation, I get less than 20 hrs sleep per week, and not all of that is quality sleep either.
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lately I am feeling lost and I just can't find hope.
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I have looked at a few in the area and their reviews. I asked a few local ones about getting an appointment to see a GP before I really need to see one.
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We are no longer together as his behaviour was out of control and he would not seek professional treatment. I could not have that around myself and our children any longer.
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Over the last 5 years I have worked hard at entry-level jobs for 5-6 months of the year, save lots of money, then quit the job to feed a heavy addiction to 1 video game (~15k hours), casino poker (~2k hours), general computer addiction and Cannabis habit.
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I have periods of stability then a crash - I re-stabalise at a lower level of functionality. It has gotten to the point where I am agraphobic.
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I stopped a SNRI anti depressant 11 months ago that i had been on for 15 years and have since experienced an array of disturbing physical and physiological symptoms that did not exist pre medication.
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I got BPD and is unsure of what to do, where to get help and what kind of help do one need to cope with this problem., I think distraction is the one of the best way in getting thru that aweful wave… I do feel that mine lasts longer than it should by the time it’s about to pass a new one starts… just don’t know how to distract myself when I’m too caught up with the idea of SH and/or suicide
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But it’s been tough. I don’t love my job and I’m struggling financially with my mortgage back home and paying rent here
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