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rcompo rachel hang outage is neccessary i wa gon na be home this wekend but dumb folk make me work so im free f and sat until | 0 |
i had never even thought of suicide before because i wa too shielded from the real world and i thought that it something people do only in the most horrible situation it started when i wa at school speaking to a kid i knew only because she wa a friend of a friend we we re laughing about something when i saw the scar on... | 1 |
my fast remains un broken | 0 |
alystoe i hope you are okay | 0 |
missxu sorry bed time came here gmt http is gd fnge | 0 |
so i recently moved to a state 000 mile away from my home with my parent even though there wa no point in it i m and this isn t just the right place for me and there s nothing i can do about it all my family member who lived here convinced my parent to move over here cause apparently it s better when i m here my anxiet... | 1 |
i need help managing this idk what s causing it but you know when like you anticipate something happening and you get that sinking feeling in your stomach it literally make me feel terrible it s been happening since my toxic ex and i ended which wa year ago i wa on medication and stopped because it s only gotten worse ... | 1 |
the title is exactly what i feel ive been kind of distant i m quieter respond shorter and get more irritated internally each day go by and i think all of this will be gone soon normally i d try to do a much a i can but that thought scare me so much everything feel so fast and slow at the same time i hate when people me... | 1 |
just realized im talking to no one | 0 |
i just want to stop being so sad i feel like i m failing at life i m sitting at my desk and i just can t stop fucking cry over literally nothing i just don t see any hope for my future somehow i always come back to this feeling i used to fantasize about getting hurt enough to be in a hospital for like week just to get ... | 1 |
it s so upsetting ami s in agony and the vet can t see her until pm my poor little thing | 0 |
marcfennell i should be in that photo | 0 |
twiggassssssss i been out of range all day i m back now and hopefully for good | 0 |
i seriously don t get how people just live their every day life without completely falling apart and i don t get how people are just happy with their life i m in college right now and i m failing class have no friend and zero motivation to do anything about it i really just don t see the point in putting myself through... | 1 |
enjoying lunch at the lake of constance uh that would be cool but impossible | 0 |
body clock still up the chuffer note never ever stay up late again also afro is back | 0 |
haven t talk with aaliyah love in a few miss her some wife say to thank her for the mag she sent u | 0 |
i think i need to get laid sad revolution i had earlier rofl | 0 |
work is dragging pretty tired only got about and a half hour sleep | 0 |
msdivineknight see thats why i never go to bed early cause if u sleep u miss thing i slept i missed joe unhappy and | 0 |
flowfy0 kenklot manlikeicey people will just be capping nonesense she died of depression yen yen the word depression wasn t even been abused then like they do now she died of blood clot disorder | 1 |
i m amp i literally can t imagine a future here for myself at all i only see my depression worsening a time go on working crappy minimum wage job still all alone living alone with no one to care about me the list go on amp on i seriously feel like one day i will eventually commit suicide like it just my destiny amp i m... | 1 |
not many people from my home town using irl connect | 0 |
amandaenglund sorry to hear about your loss there have been many this year so far | 0 |
i m hella breaking out | 0 |
dmt powder helping with depression amp anxiety dmt psychedelics nftgiveaways mentalhealth mushroomhead http t co rerydsu9 | 1 |
mm twitter appears to have eaten some of my post naughty twitter | 0 |
im hungryyyy need more sushi | 0 |
i m so sick of being in a state of breakdown and every hotline i call treat me like dogshit hang up on me like nobody fucking care and i can t take rejection after rejection after fucking rejection when nobody s ever accepted me for who i am or loved me even once all i ever do is fuck up and nobody forgives even my tin... | 1 |
back from bangalore missed dancing with a handsome wonderfully smiling foreigner | 0 |
deepbluesealove im still here reading an article on a different site seems a little dull on twitter tonight with no music | 0 |
to transcode a 00mb wmv to a 00mb flv file without loss of quality possible or not anyone know everything i try is terrible | 0 |
ha a hangover | 0 |
my anxiety is so bad right now i have been vomiting and have bad pain in my stomach and abdomen lot of sweating and extreme issue sleeping last night i didn t fall asleep until am and woke up at am in a complete panic eating is very difficult for me right now and i have a sense of impending doom constantly is there any... | 1 |
another long and slow day ahead sigh | 0 |
anyone who read this pray for my grandma she s in pain | 0 |
ch0en huh like what i didnt know | 0 |
dnwallace i am shuddering and shaking too | 0 |
good morning for a very rainy france no gardening for me today | 0 |
i have had suicidal thought since high school i am also trans and have always known it since i wa young i never felt it wa something i wa allowed to do i started transitioning a few month ago now at the age of i ve attempted suicide time in my life and i did the least almost hoping i would live or die 0 0 i ve always t... | 1 |
adame ruddy money i like it still waiting here oh what a surprise by state too hmmm seriously | 0 |
i feel empty inside miserable and worthless i hate this pointless point of fact but what else is there here taste disdain hate and fear within myself that s all i find even though i wish to be kind i wake each day in dreadful pain hating every breath and every night i say a prayer begging for freedom for death | 1 |
i am moving and i might not be able to bring my cat with me i haven t even had her year i am losing everything again i have to move and start over and lose the people close to me it feel like every time i try to improve my situation i get worse i know it ll get worse before it get better but this is hell i wish i could... | 1 |
ha to study math econ but isnt in the mood | 0 |
i feel like i experience anxiety backwards everyone say their thought are racing i get brain fog while my heart s pounding awful stuff when school is my main trigger and getting something done is the way to make it stop dae get muffled thinking when they re anxious any tip on how to deal | 1 |
doe anyone el anxiety cause extreme paranoia for context there will be situation to in which i think a situation is true when it not because of this family amp friend have to constantly reassure me it not wa wondering if anyone dealt with the same thing and if so what did you do to fix it | 1 |
my nose is bleeding | 0 |
cpt depression don t do this to me yesterday wa exhausting | 1 |
i married my fianc from another nationality and moved to his country south korea i ve been here for almost three month and thing have been rough my husband work all day at least 0 hour a day and when he ha free time all we do is fight he s even violent sometimes i am an online teacher and he keep my money he doesn t al... | 1 |
welcome everyone we are happy to continue our discussion on postnatal depression with you now how different is postnataldepression from maternal blue come on in and learn some more postpartummentalhealth timewithdrnita http t co cmfou0tnan | 1 |
angery chungus most opppressed memory loss is a symptom of depression j | 1 |
ientje 9 aw i m fine too thanks yeah i miss you so much on the mfc but hope we can talk later on today kiss huglove | 0 |
hello i f have told all my friend amp family i m in a dark place i just started treatment with a therapist amp am meeting a pcp soon i am on a personal leave from work to deal with these personal issue it wa tough but i have been transparent with my support system family friend that i left an abusive relationship amp i... | 1 |
i can t take this heat it s like an oven in here i feel sick nwo | 0 |
chimpytwit brilliant idea just bring a much a you think you ll spend amp i ll swap you bring a brolly | 0 |
bivancamp did you update itunes to the new version b you lost it new software update killed my ipod | 0 |
some of you on this sub probably have this a well i m about to be 9 and i have been depressed since i wa a child it ha taken away my ability to make friend be a functional human being and live a normal life i ve never felt wanted because i wasn t my narcissistic family wasn t of any help so i moved in with my boyfriend... | 1 |
dmt powder helping with depression amp anxiety dmt psychedelics nftgiveaways mentalhealth mushroomhead http t co xjixiuinun | 1 |
it really annoys me when i m on msn on my 0 late at night watching a dvd and i fall asleep inadvertently damn it lukey | 0 |
i m trying really hard | 1 |
i don t feel any desire towards anything in life anymore i see life a a pointless pursuit that ha more pain than joy it s simply not worth it if i m playing a video game or watching a tv show and it s not getting better i simply want to turn it off my passion energy love motivation and empathy isn t what it used to be ... | 1 |
is very disappointed | 0 |
i have bi polar disorder and per my therapisti have dismisive atrachment issue but right now i am struggling probably worse than i have in a while in a drunken fit i deleted almost all of the number in my phone so i had no one to reach out to i even called by sister but found myself hanging up after the first ring beca... | 1 |
two day ago i got the biontech vaccine my third dose on the night immediately after i got the vaccine i had a celsius degree fever on the next day it went down a bit i think it wa ish but wa evidently better than my first day today i still felt a bit hot and i checked my temperature to be around a well yet i don t feel... | 1 |
tomorrow is another day damn tomorrow is already today | 0 |
my best friend amy is coming round today to i ve got to clean the house and i ve got to find my amp cable | 0 |
can your job fire you if you attend an intensive outpatient program and need to work part time while you attend my therapist and psychiatrist said they would not be able to but my therapist wasn t entirely sure | 1 |
depression make no sense sometimes i have a great life family member who love me friend who care about me everything going for me in term of college relationship life etc and despite all of these thing i still find myself thinking about ending my life suicidal ideation is something that i have dealt with since i wa a y... | 1 |
balqeesabd people that are mad they don too abuse mental health and depression too much | 1 |
so far this year hasn t exactly been easy i ve been out of work cause my grandpa had back pain that he had to get surgery for then he had to be put in the hospital due to internal bleeding then he got diagnosed with cancer then he had to go to the hospital again due to fluid build up and if that weren t enough somethin... | 1 |
i ve been just waiting for over a week and i can t do it i m making 0 progress on everything i m not even going outside anymore never happen before and it s not because of anxiety i just don t want to i don t care about the consequence i guess i just kind of gave up i keep waiting for something but it s not gon na happ... | 1 |
jacobsummers sorry tell them mea culpa from me and that i really am sorry | 0 |
wakey wakey i m bored my dog is annoying he weight 0 pound and doesn t want to come off of my knee | 0 |
banned from sims forum for the rest of the week aww it feel weird i wa only sticking up for chanel | 0 |
i love my atekinzz so much amp amp i soo miss her | 0 |
school suxxx wish i wa on tourny again | 0 |
fuck i can t sleep | 0 |
rising out of depression and anxiety is the trickiest trip one can take mentalhealth http t co ub9uycqzuw | 1 |
i wa at work today and suddenly felt really really sleepy for no reason i do feel sleepy sometimes but this wa like extreme sleepiness brain fog ish feeling that i haven t experienced at all which of course made me little bit anxious luckily my ha is more manageable now a i know how to handle it the sleepiness fatigue ... | 1 |
i have my week follow up with my dr after having my medication prescribed i wa given buspar and xanax but have only taken the buspar a xanax is only for when i have a panic attack so far i have noticed i am a lot calmer over all i still get worried but i know it a bit diff my mind over all feel quieter my mom ha said i... | 1 |
but telling them im not will just make them worry they got their own problem dont need mine too | 1 |
it s my fourth week withdrawing from paroxetine mg cr and currently i m on 0mg daily but i m going through hell will have 0 mg every alternate day starting next week pray for my soul | 1 |
should have stayed at home | 0 |
yay for baseball season boo to yankee losing their first game | 0 |
no body ever reply to me | 0 |
littleyellowjen what do don t think ily nawwww | 0 |
storycorey but it a mac | 0 |
octopuseatspie i got the i can ha chezburger book from the lobo and you are not here to look at it wif me | 0 |
i ve come to the realization that i am without a doubt suicidal but at the same time my life ha been more or le defined by suicide and i know all too well what it doe to the people close to you and because of that i know that i ll never go through with it some background i m year old and my first brush with suicide wa ... | 1 |
for a far a i could remember i wa always depressed and hopeless i wa always the mediator so i took in all the negative energy from others and let everyone use me like a emotional punching bag i grew up in a very dysfunctional way and i don t want to share it exactly but i want it to be known not only that but i have be... | 1 |
driving back to la quinta tomorrow i should sleep but i m oddly wired | 0 |
is seriously wondering what the australian public were thinking by kicking my baby kat off of sytycd i miss her already | 0 |
dachesterfrench i emailed you yesterday and u never responded | 0 |
i can t tell you how many time i ve hoped for someone to show up to a place i m at and shoot me maybe then i ll make it onto the news maybe then someone will give a damn maybe | 1 |
can anybody help with this i have a short minute presentation next week infront of about people over team i know it dosent sound bad but my anxiety ha gotten the better of me already dreading it and now starting to think of excuse to miss it also debating diazepam before it to help which i know isn t the smartest idea ... | 1 |
journalist throw shoe at chidambaram http ibnlive in com news journalist throw shoe at chidambaram 9 html | 0 |
my house had a flood one day when i wa home alone it wa really scary in the moment water running down the wall and moving faster than i could handle on my own it wasn t terribly bad but damaged our basement floor so my husband and i had to move everything upstairs we waited for insurance to approve the claim and then d... | 1 |
our duck and chicken are taking wayyy too long to hatch | 0 |
ronjeffries i d love to hire you again too it wa ton of fun last time i don t do the budget tho or the hiring | 0 |
kangaroogav preach brother special k single gammon roll amp water no dinner | 0 |
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