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why do both of my best friend have to be shitty simultaneously can u at least take turn hurting my feeling jerk going sleep | 0 |
im now and my entire fucking life people have laughed at me every day i get told negative thing about my body and personality every fucking day a while back i reached out to my friend about self harm all they did wa joke around and tell me to cut myself deeper now i told them about suicide and they did exactly the same... | 1 |
so i live here in orlando fl and we have the world s tallest chair swing ride so imagine the swing that you would go on at a carnival but 0 ft high and going at up to 0 mph i wa so nervous but i decided i wasn t gon na let my anxiety ruin it so i went it and lo and behold it not only wa really fun but actually surprisi... | 1 |
greyhoundgal omg front page i d be so excited congratulation sorry about torres hurting his paw tho is that your dog | 0 |
i ve been eating the same food every meal for month now bc everything else make me want to throw up and cry this is pretty normal for me so i never thought to bring it up with my psychiatrist and recently i ve been able to eat other food a well but when i sat at the table this morning i found everything repulsive even ... | 1 |
i think i am having a nervous breakdown i need help i have too much going on i cant even get into detail i had a panic attack and i kept hitting myself in the face it 0am right now i dont want to say whats going on particularly but i have absolutely nobody there for me or anybody willing to help i had a panic attack ab... | 1 |
gerrycoe hi gerry i m in dublin most of the time college | 0 |
i wa on 0 mg of hydroxyzine and i felt like it just wasn t doing anything so my doctor switched me today | 1 |
i know my problem arent a bad and probably much le important and im probably dramatic for feeling this way but please | 1 |
my memory s fading i m losing weight i don t sleep sex feel hollow i have no motivation to do anything and i frequently think about death i ve been seeing these symptom in myself on and off again for the past few year but never really put them together until now i attributed the weight loss to a study i read stating th... | 1 |
ahhh my webcam is messed up and won t turn on | 0 |
thisisguan | 0 |
i get really bad anxiety when i cant my breathing i feel like my breathing will sound eratic and too loud people around me have to have to have one headphone to the side so i hear it or i get severe anxiety i also feel this way when i write or type a even though i can hear myself im not focusing on it and it think oh n... | 1 |
i have 0 success in life even duo i wa given every opportunity to grow myself i strugglecwith my mental health for about year now i m at the moment every year i hope thing will change for good but every time i feel immense disappointment i can t find any reason to continue living with every breath of air i feel like po... | 1 |
over year my ex husband waited to find out if this wa going to court in the process he lost his business his taxi licence and his home he began suffering from severe anxiety and depression and needed medication to help him get from one day to the next | 1 |
princessbuddha im having the same problem i never drive anymore | 0 |
awww ellie sound so sick poor thing | 0 |
i am finally checking myself into the hospital for suicidal ideation i don t think they will be able to help me but at least i will be safe and not a risk to anyone else i am pretty scared it will be the end of my marriage maybe of my job i put this off for a long time but i am not safe i wish so badly i had never been... | 1 |
i passed the part where the withdrawal made me feel crap i m slowly becoming the person i wa before med but i really didn t miss it my insecurity is the highest it s ever been in year i ve been ignoring school i ve gained weight there is always this sound in my head saying no one actually want me my usual cheerful self... | 1 |
im going bed nowww surprising not rly i have school morow thats right my spring break day r over | 0 |
i dont remember the first year of my life due to my father and his friend molesting me till mum finally managed to get away from him my earliest memory is drowning at the age of and having no one to care about me afterwards i wa just sent on my way at 0 i wa accused of beating my little brother when nobody wa looking m... | 1 |
tried to install a twitter application on my phone didn t work though boo | 0 |
simon felice is no longer playing with the felice brother i m not sure how i feel about that | 0 |
getting changed in the hope that that mean we can go to the store now poor cat is out of food oops | 0 |
borning thats me with a cold virus all bunged up and eye all squinty bah | 0 |
im boring i really dont understand how to use this | 0 |
my friend ha suffered with depression for what seems most of their life and recently it s become apparent that it s become worse due to them distancing themselves being more irritable and stressed and even mentioning suicide they have also withdrawn from doing thing with me a much when we used to do thing very often i ... | 1 |
stustone your show is whack way worse than whack it s wiggety whack | 0 |
last day at home today catching the train at 0am tomorrow ha been a nice break but now i need some breakfast a shower and a shave | 0 |
so bored still no internet at home | 0 |
whoisariston no problem tongue in cheek remark lot of acronym but no nz | 0 |
i don t know what happening i really don t know i don t even know if this is the right group to be typing this to but if anyone can help please do i m your everyday 9yr old who is currently in university growing up i d say i wa a very extroverted and out going person but after covid and moving to a whole new area for u... | 1 |
in bed finally long day tomorrow | 0 |
when all i did wa be there for her i drove fucking mile when her anxiety wa about to make her pas out when her parent wouldn t understand even when she left and there were pregnancy scare and thought of him leaving and now the whole town know me a a fucking rapist and stalker even though we only kissed once i know this... | 1 |
i cant sleep missing the person i love most for the past yr of my life if only | 0 |
jamsandwich i wa sniffling for the first time this year at am today crappy isn t it | 0 |
i m done i m tired of fighting i want to rest now | 1 |
back from the casino a big fat loser | 0 |
i m sitting on my bed alone in my dark room smoking weed looking at the night sky and old photo listening to music i wa listening year ago and thinking about those time when everything wa fine and i knew le than i know right know it hurt so much physically and mentally | 1 |
off to work ahhhh such is life for the poor amp unknown wa thinking earlier how much loot that miley cyrus ha at age | 0 |
i m wa waiting in the clinic waiting for my turn then a young woman who seemed happy came in and sat next to me a couple of minute later we started talking it wa le than a month since my first visit i thought that after a month or two i will be the same person a i wa before some event that i don t want to mention here ... | 1 |
my interwebs is so fraked up that i can google map something on my iphone bar gprs no g faster than my 0mbps cable connection | 0 |
codaqueen oh wait he doe have in oakland on the th can t understand why he only ha amp in oakland | 0 |
new podcast alert surrey scorcher guard caylin raftopoulos join the mvp cast to reveal his retirement plan and how he dealt with depression by learning to speak up http t co fn qbl r z | 1 |
i m terrible at articulating my thought so apology in advance let me just say up front that no plan ha been made and despite thinking about it so much i don t think i could go through with it this is just a vent piece i guess i feel like such a burden all the time i genuinely only have one real friend left and feel lik... | 1 |
excuse the blasphemy but no i dont need god to tell me anything before i choose to do whats right no my lack of religion isnt what gave me anxiety and depression it your abusive parenting style on the first half of my life dont blame my belief pls | 1 |
is upset that he can t update his facebook by texting it and might cry a a result school today also blah | 0 |
today sucked i m gon na die without chris and callum wahhh | 0 |
nobody will let me make one giant cookie | 0 |
why do i feel like i m being punished for having depression | 1 |
kariajay all this time you didn t notice i wa gone just needed db is it | 0 |
so a a kid i moved around a lot because my dad wa in the military but since my teen i ve lived in the same state and it been a near decade i m depressed and i want to travel and move to other place this isn t isolated i also have dysthymia social anxiety disorder and aspergers i m just wondering cause it s hard to find... | 1 |
i m gon na get up late tomorrow and it s am here i gon na get tipsy by my lonesome that s that s just sad | 0 |
vacation make me feel sick | 0 |
i m so tired of living every day i wake up and resent that i m still alive wasting oxygen i m in pain every day i want it all to stop i wish my mum had an abortion when she wa pregnant with me i hate myself | 1 |
one triop down one to go | 0 |
nothing wa sick all day it sucked im just up late cant sleep | 0 |
coffee time wish i had whiskey like cameronreilly | 0 |
hi everyone so i went to go see the batman at the movie today with my parent and i know this is probably really common but i feel so overstimulated at the movie thing are too loud and the room get too dark i can t see anything and it freak me out i get sensory issue when this happens man i wanted to see the batman real... | 1 |
so i went to the hospital yesterday after having an anxiety attack and i still do have anxiety a i m typing this i wa just wondering if the level rise in the blood during stress my wbc count wa at 0 and my neutrophil count wa at 9 i wa just wondering if anxiety and stress brings them up i also deal with costochondritis... | 1 |
fenrirclemo unfortunately that ain t how anxiety work though just telling people just do it is kinda like telling people with depression just be happy it take alot of work and i m proud of how far he s come even with his stream he far more himself than he used to be | 1 |
damm back to school tomorrow | 0 |
i m not a big fan of sharing overly personal stuff online so i ll just say that i ll have to take a moderately long plane ride soon a couple week from now i think and every day i have at least one mini panic attack worrying about it there are some minor complication that could happen to me on the flight but nothing par... | 1 |
surely is this is the first time i have tried to do this | 0 |
it s so exhausting waking up every morning instantly with a wave of sadness and discontent then the whole day is filled with me trying to keep my mind off of my own thought and trying to chase little happiness i m tired of this why can t i just wake up happy and in a good mood like everyone else i m so exhausted and ti... | 1 |
can t sleep again | 0 |
i wasn t in a relationship but there wa this girl who i wa heavily attracted to for whatever reason nothing worked out well i ve tried throwing the kitchen sink at it for quite some time now but i ll never get any closure because she s hardly active on any social medium after much deliberation i actually realized that ... | 1 |
lot of depressed people out here just barely holding on to what little they have if anything life is tough another day | 1 |
former ohio st football player harry miller medically retires from football due to mentalhealth concern delivers powerful message to anyone struggling with depression http t co lkynhiiifj mentalhealthawareness mentalhealthmatters endthestigma health wellness | 1 |
can t stop thinking i m dying of something anything all the time petrified a usual but i m also too scared to go to the doctor and the whole shebang anyway so here i am stewing in my own juice of despair agonising over all the what ifs while doing absolutely nothing about it don t you just love it ironically i feel lik... | 1 |
just finished watching the new hero episode god i can t wait for next week episode hero ftw | 0 |
hey reddit family ive had seperate case of severe panic disorder for about year on and off i used to take lexapro on the smallest dose mg and then mg and it really helped me overcome my disorder completely the first time end of 0 9 into 0 0 but when i got panic disorder a second time end of 0 0 from smoking weed how i ... | 1 |
just finished cooking spag bol from scratch in other word been cooking for the past hour i m not hungry anymore | 0 |
i quit my job recently and need to get a new one because i m running out of saving i live in a foreign country so there aren t many option i ve been to some interview but i ended up not taking the job because i wa too anxious i looked for part time work but almost all of the job were shady in some way like not deductin... | 1 |
ha a bit of a scratchy throat i hope it go away before thursday and my weekend of fun | 0 |
ha a poorly cat at home i want to be their to hold her fur back and pas her tissue | 0 |
my therapist and psychiatrist say they can t fire me if i follow the protocol and that the program will help me work while doing iop the iop program would only be hour a day on day a week so i could still work part of the time could my job fire me for doing iop worst case scenario i would be able to bounce back but it ... | 1 |
it s all hug and kiss till you wear sneaker and cause depression a you are buying sneaker for your kid pls buy your own too good morning | 1 |
amp x 00b so i m in my thirty i m about to finish my phd in one of the world s best university and this morning i felt fine i usually revert to writing in here a a way of emptying my soul and feeling better usually it work and it ha taken me from the deepest pit of my depression to a milder state of mind not to a happy... | 1 |
playing killzone the demo | 0 |
i feel so trapped been through a divorce that s completely breaking me financially i have no friend and i work too much to make them i wa dating a lady fell hard for her and i can t move past her or get over her since we work directly with each other my job is a fairly uncommon one so i don t have much opportunity for ... | 1 |
it seems that twitter lost some update yesterday again twitter fail | 0 |
schofe that sound like a great show shame i m at work | 0 |
this post is regarding my father who relentlessly forced his own will upon me and made me choose my career and life choice based on that a a result it ha brought catastrophic consequence for me i wa an above average student at school but used to be excellent in creative pursuit like theatre writing story and poem engli... | 1 |
suicidal all weekend watched the infamous funky town gore video i m usually ok with gore and death but that wa horrific made me think could that be me in hell for eternity i mean if human could do something that drawn out and horrific there s no telling what would be in store down there and all because i couldn t handl... | 1 |
sherrigarrity sorry i missed responding yesterday rochester is in mn so we are not to far from each other dark chocolate rock | 0 |
not having clothes is sending me into a state of depression that ion like | 1 |
i m very glad britney isn t crazy anymore that wa one hell of a show now i m sad that it s over next up ap at cook county | 0 |
choclatdrop 0 he s not paying me any attn | 0 |
so i made a similar post in confession but i guess it belongs here maybe maybe not i don t think anyone really care anyway well when i wa m i ve been tortured by two girl aged around they d wait up for me after school take me to a secluded area and sodomize me when they were finished they would repeatedly kick my priva... | 1 |
is sad that the march break is over | 0 |
love to get drunk just not by himself | 0 |
i ve been very close yet i ve been postponing for a while on and off to cut thing short i believe i may end up leaving sometime next week there are a few reason why otherwise if i don t i am saving up for my mom to buy me a new ar it ll take about month to get sufficient fund but i am solely using it on myself i alread... | 1 |
i have a friend in another country who ha no one to turn to and is battling anorexia otherwise alone for the past month she s in a bad and worsening physical and mental state low key suicidal but ha the option of a stay in a treatment clinic however she s scared and ha all these reservation about going it s in a differ... | 1 |
i m fucking and why the fuck do i still feel this shit fuck fuck fuxk fuxk fuck fuck this i hate this | 1 |
i m 0 and i m alone and it s tough to pretend i m a whole person amp x 00b i haven t made a friend since high school i m starting to befriend someone at work but it s giving me a lot of anxiety because when am i going to say the thing that make her hate me it feel like i have to do everything right to be social or mayb... | 1 |
fuck len wein s house caught fire earlier today the family is safe but they lost their dog | 0 |
gordonchiu you re one letter alway korean don t use quot x quot so there s no hope for me | 0 |
is back in byron bay cafe fresh missing all my melbourne friend | 0 |
well i wa going to rpm vespa need oil i ain t going anywhere | 0 |
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