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well that wa a waste of time
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running nose spinning head not a good combination for a meeting
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i give up i won t ever get better my life will be the same for the rest of my life my youth is already wasted i m rotten inside the pill on my desk are a constant reminder but also a comforting way out anytime i would want to the light from my window is a reminder of how the world will go on and forget about me i like ...
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i m so exhausted my brain create me a child personality a sort of a dissociation disorder that take control of me of my action of my voice of my thought so sometimes i m a child because of my fucking depressed brain i also have a lot of memory lost it s like my memory reset all the time my head is a prison a hell i hat...
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hi you all my first post in here i have to write my story down i m curious if there are more people in this im a 0 year old student from the netherlands i want to become a teacher at primary school my education take year right now i m re doing the third year i struggle with my past i do not have had a save bonding with...
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it all depends on how this go im 0yo male who just got engaged around month ago we were planning on getting married and having kid together soon both started work at the same company making quite good money but recently she tell me her feeling for me have changed that she love me but isnt sure we should stay together s...
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lettya ahh ive always wanted to see rent love the soundtrack
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wondering why gamebattles is down
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recently wa diagnosed with gad and though i kind of knew i had some sort of anxiety disorder my whole life being diagnosed motivated me to stop avoiding and confront everything i started going to therapy and i learned a lot about myself but the more i practice mindfulness the more i ve come to hate myself i ve spent my...
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is stressing out because my blackberry keep flashing a red alert status for no reason it faking me out and i hate it
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ok maybe i ll sleep for an hour or two then i must rise to work on my thesis
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it seems there is no more joy in this world the world ha literally gone to shit it s scary and truly saddening people fighting for climate change having protest a if that s gon na change a goddam thing everyone is diagnosed with some type of mental illness even if they re not they tell you they suffer from some type of...
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sarmar i guess i m out of funny
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no matter how many people i talk to my suicidal thought always fester in my mind a problem shared is a problem halved a complete lie i ve told people about my deteriorating mental state yet the burden still weighs on me no amount of talking will ever ease the pain i live though my situation is hopeless and i can only p...
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lookin like an all nighter i hate it when i do this to myself
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idk what it is with depression but it always make you feel like the bad guy me breath me right after what a po always breathing wrong
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i m so exhausted and i can t stop sleeping staying awake is a struggle i just feel like shit staying awake just make me want to sleep maybe i ll take a nap again
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so lately i been dealing with a pretty tense situation which involves trying to get myself out of a pretty big rut caused by my depression and lack of motivation basically a lot ha gone to shit now i m trying to fix it but there is this thing that happens whenever there is something difficult uncomfortable i have to do...
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i want to commit suicide a soon a possible but i cant fin a method thats good for me either the method seem too painful or i dont have enough tool for them i wa considering overdosing on paracetamol but it take too long i dont know what to do i would like some method or advice
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need to go and do some college work and then go to work having had no food
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to make thing clear no one invalidates me because i avoid every person and talk to no one i invalidate myself for whatever reason it s been made printed in my head to invalidate myself all the time like some sort of fucked competition on who ha it worse i dont know why i do it i know that every person s experience is d...
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can t sleep and brother is at home with girlfriend and baby so i can t sleep in his room any more
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i am a waitress in a busy restaurant and while usually i put my mask on and try to not seem so anxious for some reason lately my anxiety is getting to the point where i can t even look at people in the face and then my anxiety just get worse thinking about how much of a bitch or weirdo i seem for not looking at them i ...
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for the past month i ve been struggling with crippling anxiety that s manifested into some terrifying physical symptom and panic attack i ve gone to the er three time due to panic attack causing me to believe that i wa having a heart attack or pulmonary embolism my head gi system and cardiovascular system have been rea...
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i ve been struggling with motivation to do anything work related for the last month or so because i m depressed a a result i m super far behind on a lot of stuff my manager hasn t really noticed because i ll get the thing done that they need but i m in a really bad place mentally this week and i have done almost no wor...
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gurumn but this is canada canada is weird we re supposed to get snow through wednesday ugh
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im a y o male child sex abuse victim i wa molested by an uncle at pre school age along with my younger brother this disgusting trauma ha cast a shadow over my entire life and now that im in a period of increasing loneliness and hopelessness i think im just gon na leave i have so many social difficulty from this so many...
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three cheer for fiber to the home now we only have to wait year for it
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for the last 0ish or so year i ve spent most of my day wishing i wa never born my first suicide attempt wa when i wa in nd grade i held a giant kitchen knife to my heart and stood in my kitchen daring myself to fall over and honestly if it weren t for the pain it would ve caused my parent i wish i had nothing ha any me...
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crazytwism i know they block orkut in dubai in oman they have orkut access but skype is banned ru from the gulf
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alielayus i want to go to promote gear and groove but unfornately no ride there i may b going to the one in anaheim in may though
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stress i love it like it bliss stress is so fun not but it want to give a kiss that s no lie stress can fry your mind up and that shit can piss but i still try to deal with all the pain and misery it give stress stress oh yes in this world it life rat race or cop chase stress can help or it can make you feel like crap ...
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just burnt my finger on a hot cup of tea ouch
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stephenkruiser i am so sorry to hear that take care
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thestar rage i want one too is the branch in midv open too
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spitorswallow wish i could but the season don t change day of the year
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laurenlenewx awww i m sorry
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nobody is talking to me
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how do i make it in life when i know everything i literally know everything when it come to human nature you see i m a very observant person and i dislike human but i m a human and have human nature in me so wtf do i do guy who are taller with bigger dick get the girl while you re just here with nothing you see i want ...
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andy winward only quot seem quot funny
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i desperately needed to make a appointment at a clinic that i ve been putting it off for week but today i finally did it i didn t even overthink at all i love that i am finally breaking out of my shell
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trying to extend reading the watchman by not reading it at all i dont want it to end
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jess t haha i know eh but i m thinking about vet science at sydney uni cept that the guy wasn t there last night he wa in hostpital
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who have these symptom i have it for month but im still anxious and scared
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theekween heart break trauma anxiety depression pain of losing a loved one thelmasherbs thelmasherbs http t co ayy9 a u r
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one of my site s pr dropped http plurk com p n0jlt
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gr t my face is very itchy
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i choosed depression out of my own choice i wonder if others are like this or most are just victim of life please answer your response
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hi with my anxiety the grocery store ha been a tough place for me i ve managed by going at off peak time so there aren t a many people around dressing in layer in case i get too hot and wearing headphone or ear plug to block out noise my last issue is the fluorescent light they bother me a lot any tip besides wearing s...
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can t sleep bc i drank a diet coke 9pm suck bc i have to wake up at 0am
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depression healed
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good morning i have crippling depression http t co wpedw lez
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i taled pill but god decided that i shoudl stay i used to be grateful but i think he wanted me here just to burn my molester in facebook now after loosing my job and being a penniless looser with a lot of debt again i can t stop to remind all my recent mistake and wish i had died maybe if i burn the asshole before and ...
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morning good mood bad pain lovely day for staying in bed again
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gaspitsnicole sigh me too mostly i miss hsnging out with my friend damn growing up p oh yeah i miss being able to spell too lol
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befoot sport aubameyang en d pression
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feel annoying like gaslight to me since i wa born i just like to do thing alone but recently i went to see a lot of doctor for a thing that happened to me and all of them did not helped they said i only had anxiety and i needed therapy they did not cure my infection fortunately i had a last doctor that heard me and bel...
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ddofinternet first you get a bottle of water second you drink it third you become more depressed fourth depression
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i thought you would support me on this
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i m always scared of getting dvt but usually tell myself it s not it and move on i do get leg pain from working a desk job and have had leg ultrasound in the last year that were clear i usually tell myself if it s a symptom i ve felt before i m fine just started a work from home job where walk le i get up every hour bu...
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ssr faced sabotag with most vicious lie written abt him a blind item but not one of these gossip wrote abt his add ction or depression even tho everyone supposedly knew abt latter not suspicious ip nupurprasad pmoindia doptgoi hmoindia ssr social medium compromised
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friendlypharm too bad it s true for the most part
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so i have been on fluoxetine prozac for 0mg and it seems to make my anxiety worse 0 0mins after i take them i have been on prozac for roughly around week is this normal
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omg my mouth is in so much pain i just wan na sleep untill it time to take my brace off
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joannafbeckett i don t think there s one close by last time i checked the closest one wa 0 mile away
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i wish i had someone to talk to i m so upset no one like me anyway
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davidtaraso i m stuck on chapter incineration destination
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i m going to put myself out of this misery and go to freakin bed ugh
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stupid bus wa early i missed it stupid thing then i missed the bus after that finally got a bus then missed my second gutz
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lately i ve been feeling like i want to go to meeting like aa but with people struggling with depression or people that defeated it i don t know if this exist anywhere in the world i just know that it doesn t exists in my city have anyone experienced this if so can you tell me how is it like i feel like i have a lot to...
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my project is going down the drain legal issue seem to have dealt a fatal blow
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just woke up
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but how many people more realistically have a debilitating mental illness
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ok so ever since my anxiety attack i am convinced being tired is fatigue and a symptom of death can someone please just put me at ease
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having a coffee and going through my twitter facebook and other social network it seems to become a full time job to keep up
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i fucking hate my life i hate everyone
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i m all snuffly and then hot and cold tired and bunged up woe is me
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i don t want to exist anymore the thought of death ha brought me a lot of peace for a while now i have friend who are incredibly important to me i love them greatly and i know that they will be perfectly fine without me i accepted my suicidal urge a few month ago and talked to them about it i don t want them to feel an...
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is sad she ha lost her hn arm band it just disappeared
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corienb kutner s gone really have to see the new episode urgently but they aren t available on dvd yet
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is stuck in traffic
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dhughesy thats when i have my birthday but we already have plan
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wawaeilicious bdk skrg ni memg kurang didikan agama atau memg dah tak ada agama atau ramai bdk melayu bkn islam cara lain kau tu memg kau boleh decide ke utk matikan diri kau awal benda ni trigger kot utk org yg ada depression hari minta mati tp tau bunuh diri tu dosa ada cara tak dosa
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happyahma welcome back sorry to hear about the ant
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my dad call me immature when i have anxiety attack he swears and scream at my mom point at me and hovers over me when he yell and threatens to beat me if i don t somehow cure my mental illness i needed real help for a real problem and he sent me to a pseudoscientific hypnotherapist just because his friend went there i ...
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hey i don t want anyone to feel too down but any advice might help so for the past few day week scarily maybe a couple of month i haven t felt real and it s starting to scare me i ve struggled with anxiety for a while and i ve had it happen for a couple of day in the past but this time it feel different it s the physic...
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i have been on prozac since maybe september last year before prozac i wa on lexapro and i wa given the highest dose of that and it worked at first and then my anxiety started up really bad again out of nowhere so i wa switched to prozac and honestly i don t feel like i ve noticed a difference especially recently i ve b...
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added the dns system compatibility is okay and am looking forward to the possibility now open but i need to rework the intro sequence
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i ve kind of stuffed around a lot in my life delaying the inevitable of having to work a job and be a responsible adult and i m but the longest i ve ever held a job wa 9 month it wasn t that i m lazy i wa always doing other thing i enjoy but i know now unemployment ha caused most of my depression recently i just feel u...
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man tax suck i m horrified that i did something wrong on them turbotax decided to keep around a lot of the stuff i turned off
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i have anxious attachment style and i have autism a well i m and i ve never had a relationship last more than month at this point i feel no one gon na understand or love me and i ll be alone forever do girl not like guy that are clingy and sensitive do i have to change
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penalty scored at tynecastle still got beat though
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in the last 0 day i lost the love of my life my home my cat my job and my will to live today i got covid so now i cant even look for a new job so i ll lose the new apartment got no friend some family but they dont care i m out of reason to continue help
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i m so behind in all my responsibility that i m seriously fucking up my future the weird thing i don t care logically i should be panicking but i m so calm i feel like i m barely even here
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t wolfe i miss u too i m totally comin back tho lastnight wa sooooooo much fun
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i ve tried to do everything right i ve tried so hard it never get better no matter what it s always a circular road and i always end up in the same place i m just so tired
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oh hey it s the depression hour
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damnit i wa really digging this season of reaper http www tv com story 0 html ref story id 0 amp ref type 0 amp ref name story
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amidst the conflict among ukraine and russia in a contention and testing climate when there wa a ton of disturbance doubt disarray and depression in the security exchange subscriberuchisoyafpo
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