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why is it that i have follower none of whom acknowledge me
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i constantly have negative suicidal thought and i need it to stop
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captainseebass sparkyma girlfriend trouble got some serious thinking to do
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ellendeg ellen do my message not get to you if you didn t notice i m sad i try so hard to communicate wif u
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my parent are incredibly strict i literally can not do shit all the kid have a meal plan that they must follow or else cant have anything other than the bare minimum in our room no going out with friend or really even having friend in the first place no getting a job or having money for any reason constant room search ...
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allstarninja my choice are limited since they blocked my hulu
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i just want the pain to end i really want to die my life is not going anywhere i ve got no friend no future etc i m just so completely exhausted and sick of it all i wish i wasn t so sensitive but i just can t take this anymore
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i hate the constant stress i hate the nonstop work i hate the isolation i hate everything about college but i have realized that my working life will likely be no different work for most of my life dread work for the rest of it and repeat until i die i want to speed up the process and end my life but i can t leave my f...
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ogbenidipo iwa were gba we see the reason you are deep in depression you can t speak this way to your parent and expect to be healed of depression in actual fact it will sink you deep into depression
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redvinylgirl my mom ha it i wish you the best of luck
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i hope everyone ha a wonderful life you all deserve good thing i m too tired
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i cant give up smoking i tried but it s not easy
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i ve always been this put together person in people s eye but in reality i m so close to the end i see no light at the end of the tunnel i have no passion motivation and anything that generates to being happy i don t know what to do i m in constant despair i don t really like opening up to anyone i know i just feel lik...
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abitofdarkness the thing about depression is that you dont feel sad you feel sick sick of life sick of yourself and sick of everyone and everything around you depression make you hate everything it make you angry it like being http t co spnyeolkd
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didn t get shit done today i m so screwed
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school work talent cultural knowledge relationship health physical appearance there s always someone better than me and no matter how hard i try the result are mediocre nothin outstanding i shouldn t have existed everything i ve done amount to nothing
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ohonefourthree this is me word for word my stomach is all fucked up suck
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the absence of the ability to just get over it is depression
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i just fucking hate myself the thing is that i just recently got to the point where everytime i look into the mirror i just like get so anxious so fast like idk anymore all these negative feeling flood me when i see myself i just wish i wa better at everything and i look fucking disgusting and i know everyone around me...
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m i have been dealing with depression anxiety panic attack for 0 year and also have adhd i kind of suck at everything i am failing my rd university almost have no social life have no girlfriend for year no job no goal and no achievement i have been trying to get my life together for year i quit alcohol and cannabis com...
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ambermatson it s terrible isn t it don t expect many earthquake in euruope certainly not bad one
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i think i ve slept three full hour in the past it s not that i don t try to sleep or want to i do and so badly i m so exhausted right now i m crammed into a toddler bed cuddling my kid even laying here all i can think about is whether or not she wouldn t be better off with a different mother and i know i d never do tha...
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you can be rich asf and still suffer from depression
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wondering why gamebattles is down http bit ly qzuuy
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it been year 0 month and 9 day since i last self harmed i m really trying to keep the streak going but honestly i don t know if i can make it much longer i ve been thinking of suicide heavily the past few day and i m just so tired every aspect of my life all seemed to crash and burn within the same couple day and i m s...
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d castillo ugh that s disconcerting
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happy sunday r anxiety it s everyone s favorite day of the week sunday the last hour before monday rear it head again let this thread be a space to set your intention share your goal and concern or just to check in about the week ahead
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y isnt it a sunny a yesterday
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mandayyy
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living at home rent free depression extra free
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littleruen il va partir en d pression la
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ryleebeth ye im not very sad but weirdly enough shes lettin me go da party how confusing parent r lol
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my son vinca is sick so i stay at home just three tense day at work and i am back on holiday with kid
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in genting now but i now at gohtong jaya using com
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i feel so lonely and empty nothing fill that hole i have to live in a fantasy in my head to try and get some love and appreciation but a soon a i come back to reality all of it is gone i want this life to end i can t take it anymore
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edit i realize maybe i write too much you don t need to read it to answer the question in a way i needed to vent also thats what a lot of this is but i can only put one flair i have heavy anxiety social and general i think it s called not sure i avoid going anywhere a much a i can i get very anxious around new people a...
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suppose i should start revision and stop putting this morning session off tweet soon
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i feel like i m having a panic attack which i ve had before i m all alone and normally that would be very bad but this time is different i think i might be disassociating or something because i m restless like a panic attack and my heart is racing and my brain is off the rail but i m also completely emotionless i can t...
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mai asher 9 lynnestactia the guy look depressed depression is real
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in today s society it seems like no one really care instead they re worried about lability litigation after something bad happens and want to shirk responsibility that being said would it be respectful to put my two week notice in before i commit suicide so they re ready for a replacement along with that it wouldn t be...
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what the title say
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just got up i have to watch my lil bro s mom is at work
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i just let my everquest subscription lapse just don t play it anymore don t have the time
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i m on a very low dose of lexapro a i m trying to taper off my anxiety isn t cured but i do feel like it help to talk me out of panic pretty easily last night at am i got a sharp pain in my head and felt very weird for a couple second i immediately went into full blown panic and woke up today very spacey like i m disso...
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so much for th paper i just woke up from my nap
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nickdawson hope your knee feel better quickly though after having been on it all night
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theekween help people who suffer from depression anxiety loss of loved one heartbreaking or have witness something traumatic thelmaherbs
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some backstory i have crohn s disease but am currently in remission so physically and health wise i ve been doing well the combination of medication that i m on seem to be doing their job and overall i feel pretty good so over the last year and a half or so i ve developed this awful anxiety habit of being terrified tha...
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i don t get it what did i ever do to anyone i doubt even some of the people that know me will feel bad or even start caring once they find out i m dead maybe they ll never even know and not notice my absence but why
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it s tuesday evening and i haven t been able to fall asleep in a few day because i can not stop replaying a sequence of event at work from last week i talked it out with my coworkers and i know that i wa in the right there wa nothing i could have done to get a better result and it s ok everything s cool let s move forw...
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idk if anyone else get this i get anxiety poop sometimes but i also get anxiety vomit idk if it from excessive hyperventilating when i have an attack or just from the anxiety i get super nauseous and have no choice but to go vomit this can happen every night if it particularly bad doe anyone else get this i tried looki...
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no gym yesteday they have a all new gym so i need a new induction good news is it s booked for wednesday woot
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i don t understand i got the dream girl and i m doing so good why do i still want to die why doe it still seem so appealing
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basically earlier i took a hit of this old roach this guy gave me and it tasted bad so i extinguished it didn t know it wa that bad lol he s a guy i know long story short i don t know if it wa moldy so i washed my hand and opened the cap of the case it wa in and just quickly inspected it with my eye not touching it the...
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thomas pennec gna gna gna prot ger le autres gna gna pour vous pour nous gna gna gna on est oblig c est la loi gna gna gna aller au diable quelque chose d oblig qui fout le momes en d pression pa un seul putain d adulte aussi abruti soit il ne devrait l accepter point
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literally and the depression that come before
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jamzeee i knowwwwww i sukkkk take care of my gurls
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beatccr i can t wait to read that one still waiting on my copy
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khensu i always feel like that too have an amazing day though xx
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about to shower which i hope will wake me up at last oh and the synth experiment yielded nothing last night
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i ve struggled with mental health issue since i wa in elementary school i ve gone through period where thing have been really bad and others where i m more normal i m doing really bad right now i m in law school and i don t have time for a breakdown but i feel like i m drowning i have class in hour but i ve been up all...
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fucken a man lol tiring night at work hope to get this job for got bout the hill dang nabbit lol
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i hate window movie maker sony vega come back i cant download it anymore my brother banned me from downloading
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hollywoodheat i should have paid more attention when we covered photoshop in my webpage design class in undergrad
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argh cant stop yawning
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i really don t know how to put it into word but i ve been working on my anxiety for the past few year and over time my anxiety attack become le frequent but like today there are some day where my dream are filled with everything that give me anxiety work life issue etc then i wake up with chill having an anxiety attack...
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geoffmartinez youre going to be in mexico on easter why
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having a major head ache this suck men arrrrrrrg
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depression is not a joke damn bangon pre
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don t want to live anymore i m tired of this i m tired of being in society and having to be with people just want to be left alone forever fuck everything i m a failure
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yinkapost man fell into depression y all should relax
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aniita 0 yes i did that s a sad topic for me haha i am not going to the concert it s very far and probably very expensive
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working rite now but have a massive headache building and feeling very sick
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jvmediadesign i have pic of bucket kitty but i ll probably post it tomorrow now mean having to find cable and connection
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picked mich st to win it all from the get go wa feeling pretty good about that pick all the way up until tonight a s lost too
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mamasvan lol nope but i did have complete camerafail
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i ve been in therapy a few month cbt he mostly just advises me to try to stay in the present and mediate at first it seemed to help a little but the larger issue i have won t stop bothering me i make good money and i m not bad looking at all but i have basically zero friend and i haven t been on a date in over 0 year i...
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just in case i d like to add a tw for health i went to the doctor office and had not been having such a nice morning day anxiety wise and my blood pressure came up higher than normal and ironically enough it had me more anxious than i wa this morning ha this ever happened to any of you guy and if so do you guy have any...
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i wish inwas dead i just cant take it anymore you stupid fucking redditors all you can give me is useless worthless nothing i hate you so much kill me kill ke kill me i beg of you the only thing that can validate you is to kill me ypu are worthless the only way you can regain honour is to kill me i am nothing
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i am prone to sinus infection and my nose is clogged and i had a slight earache a few day ago and chalked it up to a sinus infection i went to my cousin baby reveal and then i thought after the party what if i gave her covid she is a nurse and is around people with covid but wear ppe she also ha three booster shot and ...
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gemhostofficial jwu po from depression nap
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dontcha just love microsoft corrupted open xml document
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orangeflowers me too it scary not the clutter but the unclean pain keep me awake lately but shld start subsiding in a wk or so
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the past three day ive experimented with milligram klonipin everyday it made me see life from a different view ive never been able to talk to people talk on the phone make eye contact talk to a girl and im in constant edge the klonopin ha helped durastucally today i applied for three job called place asking to hire and...
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the maine please out me to sleep i have test in the morning
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yesterday wa a bad day found bernie mac died last year where wa i
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hope all is well this is my first time posting but would like to first take the time to say that i have been actively reading in this sub for the better half of a year since my generalized anxiety started to take over my life a little backstory i am m 0 lb and went to texas tech throughout college i wa on a pretty stro...
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lizhenry we haven t heard from her or sha
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darn it i woke up with a great idea for a lime article and i forgot what it wa
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i shouldn t post here or anywhere else but i have nothing else so firstly i want to apologize i m sorry that you have to read this first off because it s all nonsense and also because it may be stupid or weird since english isn t my first language i have nothing no family no friend no job i m stuck in my apartment beca...
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one le follower tonight
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theengteacher dammit getting to know this corner very well
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miss om aww i know i felt like that yesterday at work
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hyperbets i hope this doesn t last too long i feel miserable
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i have irrational fear of a home invasion being attacked by a stranger for context even thing like elderly woman with cane walking behind me sends me into panic mode me and my fianc just bought our first home together after renting for year instead of me being able to rest after a long day of moving i am instead laying...
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i went to the psychiatrist and he recommended drop of clonazepam mg every day before i go to college the place my anxiety is the worst im really afraid because i never took any medicine any advice
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haylieofficial every night
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thogden ever heard of a club known a notts county depression seems to never end
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i still don t understand how to setup subversion for a website
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