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in the morning and i can t sleep | 0 |
haven t had one in awhile took med still nothing helped | 1 |
is off to the dentist then the midwife for blood test whoop de frikking do | 0 |
ternyata hanya gue yang make twitter | 0 |
petemc they re horrible they re out to get me | 0 |
i don t eat junk drink only water and tea don t eat dairy and even tried stopping with gluten not taking any med | 1 |
wa feeling fine today and i smoked a cig i know i know and i couldn t remember if i washed my hand before or after touching something like greasy like earlier i remember wiping some wd 0 off my hand lol just a bit i think i m good but overthinking wa fine otherwise lol sorry | 1 |
today i felt like doing something about this so i decided to make an account and come here ive been suicidal for like a year now and i cant fucking bear it ive almost killed myself quite alot but apparently i have a habit of pussying out of everything i dont know if im dealing with depression or if life is just giving ... | 1 |
hey everyone so the title say it all been going through depression since i wa around the age of currently i am and beginning to lose to my demon this often push me to take thing to the extreme for example if i want to achieve something then i become obsessed with it and go all out so to say otherwise i feel dead inside... | 1 |
i m am very depressed i m getting a degree that i have no interest in getting a job in i work in a retail store and feel like i m going to end up stuck in these type of job forever i play video game hour every day i eat unhealthy my living situation stress me out tremendously i don t want to move back in with my parent... | 1 |
axon those got cancelled now everybody else is rattling my brain amp makin me cuss something terrible | 0 |
thousand mile no | 0 |
is so jeles argh sy pn mau jln sm kau jg sadddddddddddddish | 0 |
mileycyrus ouch mine too | 0 |
rampantheart can do everything except add a twitter field in the comment | 0 |
i just hit something hard i mean i ve been numb before the loss of feeling ha even killed relationship but after the breakup of the best bf i ve ever had numb ha been more common keep in mind it s been abt a week so far well lately with how he s acted and everything and because he even said so i thought we had a chance... | 1 |
wa said to me by my mom too the sentence still ring in my mind not because of how much it irritates me but because of how inherently true it is and not long before that she also felt the need to tell me directly that she doesn t care about how i feel nor if i hurt myself thanks for supporting me mom after already strug... | 1 |
thought sleeping in wa an option tomorrow but realizing that it now is not evaluation in the morning and work in the afternoon | 0 |
retracelady djslump morning oh no more of them terremoto earthquake italy | 0 |
balamurugan a longterm member of the team is leaving this month we ll miss working with him hope he doe well in his next venture | 0 |
toddlington only a quarter of a percent babe darn | 0 |
for some reason my life feel like i m stuck in the th circle of hell or something i don t know why i can t seem to hold grasp of anything positive i m year old i have a job i hate with a passion i m in school and almost have my degree but it s taken me year just for my aa i want to direct movie i feel like i can truly ... | 1 |
already been on ssri s and they didn t do anything i don t desire companionship or want relationship just want to kill the desire entirely | 1 |
need to sleep but cant | 0 |
i just need someone to talk to or distraction and sympathy | 1 |
i stood up for myself about not being credited for artwork used by my school and now somehow that ha lead to a teacher talking about me to my peer behind my back and me being harassed by a woman who work for the school on their drama production i contacted my principal and he ha not responded my mom say if i go to anyo... | 1 |
ugh stupid bug in spamassassin rule qa backend discovered it s going to take some fixing at some point adding to the todo list | 0 |
can t sleep i have to wake up in hour | 0 |
bj keswickproblems ndp oh yeah you must enjoy record breaking inflation housing price that canadian can t afford because of all the foreign investor paying outrageous tax being driven into the next great depression make sure you stand with trudumb | 1 |
so we paid a company 000 to lift our house to fix the crooked floor they installed these pier yesterday and started lifting this morning about an hour later the guy come up and tell u they can t raise it more than an inch because the foundation started to crack turn out that stabilizing the house is guaranteed but lift... | 1 |
dancing with myself i m not emo want to write a song | 0 |
jonathanrknight silver tulip um that would be a hell no to the fugly poker dog pant on the cruise hi jonathan sorry i missed you | 0 |
michatagana shame what s wrong | 0 |
over the past couple month i have been suffering a lot with my anxiety i am in an environment where i am surrounded by people who dont care for me are blantantly rude and fake and pressure me beyond belief i am exhausted and want to be happy i m not saying for a second that i am perfect and nice all the time im a know ... | 1 |
manu ginobili is out for the rest of the season and the playoff | 0 |
just watched tropic thunder dreading tomorrow | 0 |
i m a year old male and today is the last day to drop out of uni without paying for the semester i ve been trying to get this degree for a long time and i finally seemed to be on track until last year when my year relationship ended and i wa basically unable to function let alone study properly so now i ve still got fu... | 1 |
darknbold biolakazeem love and light from me too but i had to unfollow him on all his account so not to fall into depression too blaming mourinho not his fault it s the club that chose him over mourinho someone that should come out and humbly apologise to the club and fan before he leaf | 1 |
sleep til noon i did it wa the only one left but i got tempted and ate it soon a i got home i had a chocolate velvet amp ate d mocha | 0 |
am gutted checked weather report for the wrong day no fishing for me today | 0 |
wahre worte depression depressionen burnout | 1 |
i m cleaning my house today taking my dog on a nice long walk brushing her giving her all of her treat taking all of the trash out doing all the laundry writing my note and going to bed tonight with the hope that what i take and the amount will kill me i m but i feel like i m 000 i can t pay any of my bill i can t hold... | 1 |
i don t know how to push myself and adjust to schedule and adult life no one wa really around to teach me i play video game a lot before it wa because i enjoyed it but now it s because i have nothing else to do with myself or other people i don t have any friend but even now i can t fit in online it feel like no one my... | 1 |
i dont think i can do this i am so paralyzed with fear and dont know if i can make myself go in even if i do what if i have a panic attack and embarrass myself what if i am not smart enough and mess everything up customer will probably be mad at me for being so slow im so scared i dont know how to talk with people smal... | 1 |
esuriospiritus time to come back to flawda for double date no seriously i m sorry to hear that | 0 |
you ever see your depression dread and feel kinda racist | 1 |
i think my arm are sore from tennis | 0 |
is waiting for the scrapper to come to pick up his old saab | 0 |
lost my phone some where maybe in the grass it just so long hope it doesn t rain | 0 |
phlaimeaux where are you | 0 |
i don t see why suicide is selfish in my case if i killed myself to make other people s life better i don t think that should be considered a selfish but im called selfish for wanting to kill myself i don t get it im a fuck up if i m alive and i m a fuck up if i want to kill myself i don t know what to do anymore | 1 |
up early ish to study before getting taken to lunch but then i have to come back from lunch and study more | 0 |
day leave then easter no work for a week except for the long list of diy job to do at home | 0 |
hi guy pls who know how to overcome depression i m dying slowly | 1 |
andy cyrus im still awake too lol cant sleep glad your up tho | 0 |
i have no will power to do anything i hate doing assignment and study all they do is blame me for not doing anything cuz everyone are doing the same thing and they say that i m not the only one who ha problem i don t know why i m really afraid to call it quits even my mom told me to kill my self i m not sure what i m w... | 1 |
once i hear niphkeys my depression disappears i will not tolerate any zino slander please | 1 |
i ve been struggling for a long time but it s getting worse i feel alone constantly no matter who s around me i fake a smile to pretend i m okay but i m far from it idk what to do anymore i don t eat i can t sleep no matter how hard i try i never feel that i m good enough what do i do do i give up i don t wan na die bu... | 1 |
hi i am an y o female and i struggle with social anxiety i am attending my last year of high school year and i ve been struggling attending school lately especially history class a i have a presentation that wa due week ago it s only in front of the teacher i ve had this teacher for maybe three year now but i hate pres... | 1 |
pure hurt my neck at the gym | 0 |
ughhhhh i so didn t see that coming on house ilu bb | 0 |
starting next month april 0 i ve landed a job at somewhere i have no experience in because all i know is kitchen work it s a filing job and it s very social and communication based something i clearly have anxiety with i will be speaking to people face to face and on the phone daily and i get so anxious thinking about ... | 1 |
i really just need advice right now it s current am where i live and i ve yet to sleep i suffer from emetophobia the fear of throwing up if anyone need context my anxiety usually at night come forth it always wake me up but i wake up with panic attack because i feel nauseous similarly like tonight i m losing sleep beca... | 1 |
my little pinky finger hurt so much | 0 |
yes it is and i got ripped off do not shop at wow | 0 |
a month ago my friend group dropped me because the past few month have been tiring after a situation that involved my crush i kept bothering them about it and it wa just not the same after that i understand where they where coming from though a of right now we re just mutuals we talk in class sometimes and wave to each... | 1 |
ha anyone been on this for anxiety im currently on 0mg of lamictal and my anxiety s been getting worse my psych prescribed hydroxyzine but im only able to take it at night a it either knock me out or lead to more physical feeling of anxiety tightness in my chest and headache his only other option he talked about wa an ... | 1 |
xambix wow welcome home eh that s well shit especially just coming back off holiday some fucking people | 0 |
sir almo it wont let me play doh keep saying user not valid | 0 |
can t sleep dam nap lol and it hot | 0 |
i have always hated myself and have attempted suicide several time for the past year since my last attempt what had kept me going ha been focusing on changing myself to become someone i can stand a long a changing and improving myself felt possible death didn t seem like the only answer to escape who i am despite covid... | 1 |
japh i wish i d known that there were more ticket earlier rang this arvo one left but amy would end up sitting alone sigh too hard | 0 |
omg my girl just woke me up reason doesnt matter amp now i cant fall back to sleep got ta b up at so maybe i ll just stay up sigh | 0 |
i miss family guyyy | 0 |
i get so confused sometimes i don t know whats real why i m being so dramatic if i can ever actually do this | 1 |
scc skwerl aww how depressing | 0 |
the note is done written edited signed done the noose is cinched and hung all that s left is for me to decorate the door i stood staring at it for what felt like an eternity today every second had felt like eternity i had writhed in agony watching each minute tick by a if a lifetime had passed i had tried everything i ... | 1 |
is supposed to work for university but the construction sight close by make contant noise | 0 |
so i have finally come to realize that i have had this fantasy that i have a family that care my mother ha her own issue bi polar my mom life partner just doesn t care and tell me to get over it my sperm donor of a bio dad remarried and ha his own family now and is ecstatic about his grand kid i feel like i wa the thro... | 1 |
mercygrl oh wow a little chubster you cant invite ppl to play uno on facebook at the moment | 0 |
in the university in the classroom on the computer shit my day is boring | 0 |
i ve had tinnitus for like year could it be somehow related to anxiety also neck pain for year tension mainly thanks for answer | 1 |
cathrynscott thank you nor me | 0 |
ginayates sorry to hear about maggie thought to your mum | 0 |
sloanb got it sadly only work for uk amp u at the moment | 0 |
lizp0 x oh man that suck i m hoping to go to school happy tomorrow or else it won t be good ahhh | 0 |
i m just so tired i can t do anything there are bag full of clothes and me took one and a half hour to unpack le than two of them i also made a mistake of leaving myself with my own thought so i began to spiral starting with me being angry at my ex and ending on me having flashback from primary school when i probably w... | 1 |
i don t really feel like i could talk to anyone here about it i sure a hell don t have the motivation to get a therapist though it would likely help honestly sometimes i wonder how i m expected to make it so many year there s just no way i can afford to smoke enough weed to get through even though i graduate in a coupl... | 1 |
gon na be a great day of the member of our team are off | 0 |
the great depression | 1 |
wanted to tweet that i wa in victoria but silly canadian service wouldn t work home now and sad vacation is over | 0 |
vernonhamilton you re a stranger | 0 |
austinhill i wish i wa sold out if you have some time let me know i would love to hear more about what you are up to | 0 |
gavlp yes i hope these shock are going to stop soon i think i m getting angry with earth itself | 0 |
cause of depression 0 mark http t co ha ni dih | 1 |
my lymph node are a massive a rahm emanuel s ball right now | 0 |
something except talking to people about it i tried it and i regret it especially my parent i m not diagnosed but it s so painfully obvious at least for me i don t even know why i feel this way it s making me unable to do simple shit and everyone around me hate me because of it memory loss is annoying too i swear if th... | 1 |
joenoia wa up lovely i anit show you no love yet | 0 |
therapy day again depression mentalhealth mentalhealthawareness momentum http t co teqvxekg | 1 |
i m so scared of being rejected i never talk to them because i m so scared my heart start racing and i don t know what to do about it | 1 |
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