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i need to stop attaching self worth to my birthday today is my birthday, and every year i do this incredibly toxic thing where the only thing i ever expect is for people to remember and wish me. i know it’s toxic but when people don’t in my head im like “was i not a good enough person this year?” because i associate be... | 0 |
anyone else feel like their life is going in a loop? it's like every day goes the exact same | 0 |
there's only one reason i haven't killed myself yet, and it's not a very good one. (cw: rape)when i was 17, i was raped. he was my boyfriend at the time. he'd done something, asked if it was ok if he slept with someone else on his upcoming 18th birthday, or something like that, and it had disgusted me. i didn't want... | 1 |
is mild self harm really that bad? i have noticed when i’m stressed or anxious i normally don’t want to kill myself as much as the feeling of just knowing i could and i resort to normally taking 5-6 extra pills or very mild cutting and if it makes me feel better and doesn’t actually hurt me is it okay? what bad things ... | 0 |
are you an earthquake? cause you rock my world. | 0 |
should i study for my math quiz or try to unlock the payday 2 secret ending | 0 |
i have a controversial opinion. the normalization of pre marital s\*x and m\*st\*rb\*tion has led to the social degeneracy of society. | 0 |
i feel like life is just too much.sorry if this post comes across as a bit incoherent and whiny. i just need to get some things off my chest, and somebody just to listen. i feel like if i told people in 'real life' they'd just scoff at me and call me whiny. and i know that my problems are nowhere near as bad as other p... | 1 |
motivational quotes day 11 nothing in life comes easy
so why do you expect something out of a quote? | 0 |
just got accepted into a university, this is a "poggers" moment this is awesome, it's the course and uni i wanted, and even better, i didn't even do well in my hsc, so today is a good day
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anyone got any good discord servers i need people to talk too and all of my servers are dead | 0 |
is a sad time for me bruh
i just squirted ketchup on my nuggies without shaking the bottle first. it looks like the red sea | 0 |
remember kids middle eastern governments oppressed women, not islam | 0 |
to all my bi homies out there ayo i kinda think im bi but i cant really put my finger on it, how did yall figure it out | 0 |
i think i'm ready.hey everyone,
it's 3am and at this point i don't know how long i've been crying but that's not what this is about. i think i'm finally ready to end it all. i don't have anyone anymore, my family completely blocked me out, i have no parents and my "friends" barely talk to me. i haven't talked to anyo... | 1 |
need some helptoday was my 18th birthday. i spent it with my family and youth group. i really had a pretty good day. when i was driving home from church, i suddenly almost decided to drive into the other lane. i had to talk myself out of it and i started to cry. i'm on medication. i've had suicidal thoughts before but ... | 1 |
what should i do? i have this physics assignment and it’s so difficult and i can’t focus and it’s almost 2am. should i do it now or wake up early and do it? i’m scared i’ll oversleep tho hahah | 0 |
fuck thisi'm falling deeper and deeper. i am about to give up my desperate search for any feeling of joy or brightnessfalse or notto light up my dull everyday schedule. every person in my life likes me for someone i am not. i've been posing to be filled with confidence, charisma, and people skills. but when i'm alone a... | 1 |
my profile picture is so hawt i know you agree with me | 0 |
just told my mom that i'm pretty sure i am depressed..i walked into her room, said "i think i have depression", then immediately broke into tears. she hugged me and comforted me saying she will do anything to help me, she will find me someone to talk to, and that i can always talk to her about anything. i love my mom s... | 1 |
just a loser writing some shit, sry for wasting your time if you read this fullyi often wonder how good it'll be if i was not born at all. or how good it'll be if i could just die today or if i don't wake up tomorrow.
i often fantasize about me killing myself and it feels honestly good. like won't i have to die someda... | 1 |
i wish someone would spend time with mei wish someone would see movies with me, go to concerts with me, go to the beach with me, talk to me all night, let me vent to them, etc. i wish someone would give me a hug. | 1 |
i'm sorry. i just wanted to say this somewhere. it's okay to ignore it.no throwaway. i don't really have a reason to use this account again.
just once, i want to be able to put all of this into words, but i've been staring at the screen for twenty minutes. i don't think i can.
i am 27. i still haven't finished unde... | 1 |
so yesterday, during zoom class, my english teacher asked us what a “tradition” was and i gotta say, i really enjoyed watching a bunch of people temporarily double over when i said “peer pressure from dead people” | 0 |
i’m such a fucking disappointing fuck upi just impulse quit my job. i’m sad about it. they liked me. i should’ve done it. it was the first time in a long time i felt like i had purpose. now that’s gone again. i just saw the joker with some friends but apparently i agreed to see it with my boyfriend first. i’ve been too... | 1 |
progress!hello everyone! first post in this sub!
today i feel like i had an important breakthrough/epiphany, and thought those of you who suffer from low self esteem and feelings of worthlessness might gain something from my ramblings. writing this out will probably help me more than you, but i wanted to share.
for ... | 1 |
to the girls saying kill all men i wish you guys would hurry and do it already 😔 | 0 |
guys i finally did it!!! no not get a girlfriend....i already have one lol
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i had chocolate for the first time in years!!!! :o
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ngl tastes good & weird....i think it's cuz it has sugar owo
but idk lol i don't like chocolate maybe that's why i stopped eating years ago (2-3 years).
a sec... | 0 |
my life is shit..i have been depressed for like a half a year.. im ashamed of myself and my family.. my mom's brother took advantage of me when i was young (made me suck his and he sucked mine) and i am ashamed of it.. yesterday my older brother admitted to killing 3 people when he was my age (one was for self-defence ... | 1 |
parents told me to kill myself.i'm 16 (turning 17 on august 20th) and recently my mom lost about 160 dollars out of her wallet. my dad is a scum bag and loves to take advantage of my mom. not only that, he blames everything on me and my mom loves to chime on in. if money goes missing it's my fault, food goes missing it... | 1 |
just got dumped, lost the only good thing in my life.i'm 19/m, and a couple weeks ago my girlfriend left me. we had been together for five years. i even proposed to her two months ago, bought her a nice ring, and she said yes. she seemed ecstatic. but a couple days after she changed her mind saying we should wait a bit... | 1 |
the bite of 87 meme is the only meme that makes me laugh lmao my humour is so broken istg | 0 |
what kind of mental health professional should i see?i'm pretty depressed. the cliff notes version is that i'm a semi-forever alone (i did have my first relationship last year at 25, but it's over), i'm directionless, body image issues, self esteem problems, no friends, no job/career, sexual orientation confusion, basi... | 1 |
do you think my mother would accept my death by suicide?i'm not sure if this is the right place to ask something like this. when i asked my mother about this she obviously said that she doesn't want me to die and that she would be sad if i did, but i don't think that she would be honest to me about this anyways. and ju... | 1 |
tough anniversary comingmom died 11/16/1998. i was 18. it has been 18 years since then. i'm days away from the point in my life where i will have lived more without her than with her. i'm 36. the same age she was when they diagnosed her.
my partner has a business trip. i will be alone. i scheduled friend visits. i'm ... | 1 |
daily “i’ll pay any girls £20 if they’ll let me take a nap with my head on their lap” post i’m getting dangerously affection deprived
he’ll | 0 |
you could have been all i wanted, but you weren't honest now get in the ground
you choked off the surest of favors
but if you really loved me
you would have endured my world | 0 |
i made a subreddit i made a subreddit!!!
it’s called r/dumbconspiracytheorys
i’m so exited first community i’ve created!!!!!!!! | 0 |
racism is back look at the reddit icon on your homescreen, what do you think about that, more riots? | 0 |
planned datei’m excited now. on my 18th birthday i am going to kill myself at school in the bathroom stall i always eat lunch in. i have like 10 months til then but i don’t know if i can last that long. it’s funny, the school found out about this and the only reason they could think of for me not to do it is “someone c... | 1 |
should i get an oculus quest 2 or a nintendo switch? so i've been saving up for a switch for some time, but then the quest 2 released, and it's the exact price of a switch. now i'm extremely torn. which should i get? | 0 |
did they find out that im a pedo?😳 i woke up to that red sign on my profile. tell me what that is pls, im scared.
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filler ig | 0 |
you are coolhere we are | 0 |
i want to diei have been looking into suicide for months now, and i think today is the day that i actually do it. i've been reading on some things. i just can't tale the pain anymore. my kids hate me my family hates me. i have no support i just want to die | 1 |
felt like my world is crushed into pieces2 weeks ago, the love of my life broke up with me. he just out of nowhere blurted out the words "i feel like our relationship has grown apart" and as soon as i saw those words, i knew it was over. i went home right away and left my mom at the salon, but called my dad to pick he... | 1 |
if the people i follow posted on their profiles more, i’d like my homepage more than this sub you people are so interesting | 0 |
this brings me joy://matias.ma/nsfw/ | 0 |
i just can't take it anymore.... you say bobux and no body cares anymore...... it's like the world has gone crazy, but if you say mega fart booksub 3000 gtx everyone want to kiss and hug you? i just can't explain..... | 0 |
my mom is about to kill mewhere should i escape??? | 1 |
someone talk to me 16 m if you're bored dm or pm me i don't mind either | 0 |
quick question if i created a sub for you to spam memes would you. join? | 0 |
how do awards work? filler filler filler filler filler filler filler | 0 |
i had a girl ask me for my snapchat it was because were in the same group for an english project but- | 0 |
some kid knows my ip address i'll explain this best i can, in greentext format
>be me
>7th grade
>be in this class that assists in math
>only be in there if you failed the math test at the end of the year prior
>have one kid in that class
>become good friends
>ffw to 8th grade
>friend st... | 0 |
the last nice place on the internet, place give me hope...*please
the internet is a cruel scary place.. the rest of the world isn't far behind. i don't have hope anymore. i've lost motivation to follow my dreams because of everything. i just need someone to at least pretend to care. thank you. | 1 |
just a quick idea imagine reddit added a karma shop | 0 |
imagine sleeping cringe, couldn't be me
\*visible sleep deprivation\* | 0 |
you know what i did today i ate an entire large pizza, sliders, a pound of pasta, and a couple burgers. still kinda hungry | 0 |
day 3 of posting interesting songs on here. eminemgodzilla 2! [aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj aj a](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hsuath_nc2u)j
filler and woomy. | 0 |
hopelessi feel hopeless. i get ignored all day, get called annoying, am useless, and just am an overall loser. i don't serve a purpose in this world. "oh, but you're still young." it doesn't help when you feel hopeless at thirteen either. life just gets harder. i didn't intend to be a burden, but that's all i am to my ... | 1 |
a friendly reminder of things you should probably be cleaning at least once a month... 1. all of your linens: sheets, pillowcase(s), blankets, comforters, quilts etc. just take a day yall, just a few hours and it will be as good as new. i would say stuffed animals too but i know i have some with sentimental value that ... | 0 |
u/comrade-d0ggo: how the otter put this person in an endless circle it all started when u/comrade-d0ggo decided to share the otter with a 2 million community of teenagers. little did they know, it was only beginning to what would happen next. the awards are constantly flooding, and this account’s reddit premium weeks i... | 0 |
almost went through with it.recently i found out allot of things. they pretty much hit me all at once. i found out the for the first time in our 4 year relationship, my wife cheated on me. out of spit and because i partly pushed her away by acussing her of cheating because of my panic attacks and paranoia of ever losin... | 1 |
03 gang rise upima mf adult this year
god i hate adulting already | 0 |
do any of y’all have tips for going to sleep? lately i have been struggling a lot to go to sleep because of stress with school and also for some reason my brain thinks it’s a good idea to make me sad as soon as i hit the pillow. i haven’t slept properly for 4 days and i’m starting to get darks circles because of it. i ... | 0 |
what according to you is the most attractive thing in a person? :3 we all have different preferences so it might vary greatly depending from person to person. let me know!! :) | 0 |
one question, why do people act like it ever gets better?it won't. i have been bipolar as fuck for 6-7 years now and nothing fixes it. it just gets worse and worse until i die. but to be fair i do deserve it. i am definitely a piece of shit who should kill himself, so it isn't really a bad thing. it just sucks you know... | 1 |
guys i’m sorry i kept bugging you about valerie and lab rats i just wanted to make you happy.
i know how much you like lab rats so i made you a sequel
but i know i went to far and i am sorry
here you go | 0 |
i’m like a credit card i’m either being used or denied | 0 |
really considering suicidei just thoguht my life was turning, that i would get away from all the bullying that has followed me up until like 2-3 years ago, but it i've became bullied again and i think it's time for me to go. i've been feeling down for weeks now, i've felt kind of down since 2012 but it's only been a we... | 1 |
giving away silver. ginmie gud memes/jokes and you might get my silver if you're funny. | 0 |
todaytoday marks one year since someone very close to me took his own life away. i hadn't been best buds nor have i ever actually hung out with him outside of school but we did talk every now and then and every second of it was filled with laughs. every time i'd see his smile, it would make my day. this kid would hones... | 1 |
here is how much 1 viral post can bost your internet points before today i had 666 karma and 3 followers
now i have 7.3k+ karma and 60+ followers | 0 |
i'm tired of being suicidal and so is everyone in my lifeit's just never ending. even when everything is okay, i still feel like killing myself. i'm tired. and my best friend is tired of it, i can tell. i asked him to come over tonight because i was afraid i'd actually do it, and he's too tired. my husband stayed home ... | 1 |
a sacrifice must be made my mom just called reddit “like instagram”
how shall i sacrifice her and to which god? | 0 |
there was a spider in my shirt. my hair was messy so i thought it was just tickling my neck until ‘the hair’ fell down my shirt. check inside my shirt and its a spider. i am in shock and have just changed my shirt after scrubbing my torso 50 times but i wasn’t *that* traumatized. | 0 |
i screwed up... and badly.hey everyone. recently, a close friend of mine (lets call her jane) got admitted into the mental hospital because of suicidal attempt by overdosing. i was very worried. she spent the weekend there.. when she came back, she posted this on facebook: *nice to finally see who the fuck you actually... | 1 |
i kinda want waffles. i don't have a waffle maker though sadly. :( | 0 |
remember to spread your legs lads if your balls get too hot, your sperm die making you temporarily less fertile. also dont wear jeans for thgr same reason | 0 |
i have a tumor in my head and im scared. im not really sure what to do.
its called "the game" and you just lost. try not to remember it. | 0 |
girl, are you my pinky toe? because i wanna bang you against every piece of furniture in the house. | 0 |
rainbow 6 is the best 6v6 game i snuggled around a bomb, with 5 burly men, and we all stood up at once and committed multiple murders | 0 |
so fucking done with myself i’ve done some horrible stuff and i do mean truly horrible stuff which is why i don’t want to explain it and recently it’s been weighing on me so much i can’t even sleep anymore. i always try to be a good person these days but i just feel like i’m lying to myself at this point considering wh... | 0 |
help me so uh recently our class had a really big falling out and i've deleted all forms of communication w/them. i need a hobby or something to do, because i was just dumped by my girlfriend and best friend. please give me something so i don't just fall asleep sad forever now. also does this flair mean im giving advic... | 0 |
i just need someone to talk toi've got a problem. actually, quite a lot, but only one i'll mention here. when it comes to socializing, i'm backwards and outlandishon one hand, i cannot stand casual relationships. people exhaust me and most bore me before i've had 10 minutes to talk to them. on the other, i am freakishl... | 1 |
there is that demon inside me that is just waiting for my signal to push me down the bridge...i cannot hold it much longer. i am about to call a cop. wait for him with a crowbar, beat him, take his gun and shoot my brain out. my purpose in this existence is just gone, and i was already in a massive downfall. i have no ... | 1 |
treatment shaming in "the sun"it's no secret that a lot of people who suffer from depression or related disorders also struggle with substance abuse. however, the right thing for any disorder is to seek treatment from professionals.
as a sufferer of depression myself, this makes my blood boil. i was just reading news... | 1 |
most people want to die because they don't want to live anymore, i want to die to die.the thing is, i'm not afraid to die, at all, no matter how painful it is. it's only because of how my ma and my one friend will react if i killed myself, that i am still alive today.
i feel so selfish because of the good life i have.... | 1 |
help, please!i am always depressed and saddened by everything, i don't care half the time, and cry to no end. i end up going over everything i can blame myself for, or come up with ridiculous reasons on why something non-relevant is my fault, and make my feelings worse. i've had suicidal thoughts, but don't cut myself,... | 1 |
i turn 30 today and life surprised me.i thought i would be someone by this age. i never had concrete goals but being a single 30 year old lady who works a lame job and lives in a shitty apartment wasn't high up on my list. i wasted my entire life, the best years are all gone now and i literally never lived at all. wors... | 1 |
anyone able to relate?in high school i never worked on improving grades, never prepared for college, never thought about dreams or career goals because to be perfectly honest, i never thought i would make it that far... i never made plans of suicide or anythingbut somehow i believed i would just wither away and die fro... | 1 |
breathe manually sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry | 0 |
i don't know what i'm expecting.i feel the need to write this.
like one last shout into the void.
nine years ago i was 14, i had anxiety and depression, and was on medication for both.
i had a terrible panic attack on one particularly rough evening, and just started swallowing pills to get it to stop.
i woke u... | 1 |
help me. ..please. i'm going insane.i feel awful. this is my last resort. i need the good reddit folk to give me some confidence.
i had a bad breakup with my ex, in that we didn't want it but for the pointless arguments we were having it was 'for the best'. fast forward 4 months and i feel like i'm losing her complete... | 1 |
i’m so glad i dropped out of college it made me so depressed i literally wanted to kill myself every day | 0 |
heyyyyooo my boyfriend and i run a gaming server together if anyones interested in joining its aimed at people 13-17 and we have a small minecraft java survival server too- we currently have 170 people and a handful of members are really active, we have a good community and we're just looking to grow it a bit more !
i... | 0 |
i was the person who posted the cyberpunk 2077 post yesterday, and someone got it for him! yesterday, i posted a photo (it got removed) of my friend who wasn’t able to afford cyberpunk. as it turns out, someone actually gifted it to him! whoever did it, i don’t know who yet, i, our friends, and more importantly he appr... | 0 |
dae feel like being apathetic/ungrateful even though you don't want to be?like you're supposed to love your family but you just don't feel affection/love towards them and sometimes they just become annoying to you?
i know i need to be grateful for so many things. in my head i am but i just don't fucking feel it. to my ... | 1 |
first time i've decided to let anybody know what's going on.i'm a 29 year old male. i've had a lot going on for me for a long time, but have battled depression since high school. the last three months have been the murphy's law of my existence so far.
february saw the end of my marriage, though that may have been for... | 1 |
a car almost hit me yesterdayi was riding a bike and my friend crossed the road and i didn't even think about it i just followed him. a car was 1 meter away from me and i got a weird feeling in my stomach. everything was in slow motion and i really thought i was going to die.
im kinda sad that it didn't hit me.
im ... | 1 |
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