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i wasn’t paying attention to the timei’m gonna go die now. 15 minutes is like 5 minutes less than usual. not that bad but fuck. | 0 |
i don't know what to do should i watch netflix or do my module due on wednesday | 0 |
a broken systemim in a bad place. a very bad, yet all too familiar place in my brain. i know there is happiness out there but right now i can't even remember what it feels like. every part of me wants to retreat and keep pushing but i'm almost out of strength.
i know it isn't permanent and i know there is help out th... | 1 |
a bit down...i don't have friends. the friends i have are split into two groups via their economic/social status. half of my friends had kids rather young, are undereducated, super religious and are trying their best to take advantage of government benefits. more or less, i love them, but they are welfare queens. the o... | 1 |
well...there goes first semester.i haven't made any friends. my grades are not as good as i want them to be. i am praying my gpa is good enough to transfer to the 4-year school i want to go to, and i'm terrified of what life will be like if i make it there. oh well. that's probably another two semesters away.
i just f... | 1 |
as the spouse of a person under treatment, what is the best way to be helpful, supportive, without enabling?argh. i've been married for several years. she's been under treatment for depression and anxiety for most of those. whether it's the disease or the meds, i often feel like i have a dependent, not a partner.
hey,... | 1 |
hejsjsthe hotline doesnt give a shit. i'm tired of wearing out my only friend and my parents that have enough to deal with. i'm homeless. my wife left me. a girl i've been talking to for a month just used me to make a catfishing account. fuck this. i'm done. | 1 |
imagine if our age was replace with levels and each day, you gain one xp, in which you need 365 xp to level up. that would be like so cool to think of it like that. | 0 |
you are not a victim."do not go gentle into thy good night. rage, rage against the dying of the light" | 1 |
not racist but like why are countries with mostly white people usually just most people living their normal "vanilla" lives. but then other countries with non white people it's always extra for no reason with weird cultures, weird chants and shit and just weird. filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler f... | 0 |
i haven't done anything, but i've come to a decision.i've decided that if i were to ever actually go through with committing suicide, i would want it to be livestreamed, or recorded in some form of video. i know that it's been done before, but i figure that if some sick arse finds it entertaining then that's at least ... | 1 |
deep voices kinda hot ngl oh and uh, red kinda sus he just did the sex | 0 |
i’m fucked the first school quarter is gonna end and my procrastination kicked in by the third week of school so now i have work from 6 weeks ago that i have to do in 6 days so basically 1 week per each dayi don’t know how i got to this point. | 0 |
fuck mei tried to kill myself by cutting but i am just bad as usual and didn't do it.
i will just climb somewhere this afternoon and jump. | 1 |
cuddling > sex i haven’t ever had either but still why frick when you can cuddle with someone and feel how warm they are and hug each other | 0 |
friend in wallingford pa threatening suicide.i live in canada and i have a friend in pa who's been constantly depressed and always talking about suicide. specifically he says he plans to wait until he's able to buy a gun in two years and do it then because he feels like that's the only way he'd be able to bring himself... | 1 |
does anyone else sleep at lunch?i get plenty of sleep every night but come lunch time i am just so exhausted that i go sleep in my car at lunch. i even keep a neck pillow in there.
oh the lovely side effects of depression and the meds i'm on... | 1 |
just a thought for suicidal people i don’t know why people think suicide is the answer you have got to take a step back and evaluate what is wrong and why you think suicide is even an option you’ve gotta work through your issue’s. think for a second death is forever you die that’s it so why waste a 1 in 400 trillion c... | 0 |
have u guys ever winked at a girl? what happened next? i think the last time i winked at a girl was in elementary in the playground when everyone was on top of this snowy small hill. i fell down that hill after the wink 😉 | 0 |
identity crisis (not really tho) i'm 17 and nearing graduation this year, and i took a moment today to reflect back on my school life.
i never really found a group to fit in with, people to hang out with, or even a steady lunch table. my average day's social interaction would be some loud and obnoxious class clown ant... | 0 |
it’s honestly really hard to find a girlfriend or a boyfriend that actually cares about you. a part of it, or at least a i believe is the fact that i go heads over toes on elder scrolls and fallout lore. the lores interesting to me, but no one really shares that interest. you might be thinking that i’m narrowing down m... | 0 |
god the good doctor is such a good series im rewatching it and i love it... yea it has some plot holes and inaccuraties but its just so good | 0 |
i’m really drunkthe pills are in the other room. my plan was to get drunk, take meds, and self harm to the point of blood loss. i don’t wanna wake up and be in organ failure from a failed attempt. blood loss will weaken my system, the meds will slow my heart rate, knock out my liver and kidneys, and eventually stop my ... | 1 |
need helpi am so deep right now. it's one of those moments where everything that can go wrong, is going wrong ... my grandmother and brother are in the hospital. i was supposed to leave on a vacation tomorrow but my flight just got cancelled. that was one thing i was really looking forward to and now i feel like there'... | 1 |
an email i sent to an ngo a while back.hi,
am writing this to you because you may be the only person i can write to that understands what am going through.
later on today, i'll be turning down a girl that likes me alot simply because i don't want to burden her with my issues.
i like her too btw.
issue 1: i've screwed u... | 1 |
why they are calling my parents? i just rubbed my super soft and bug tits against my math's teacher chest and grabbed his wennie, why authorities are angry and calling my parents? | 0 |
how can i lose fat quickly? how can i lose fat quickly? i don’t want strict diets or hard workouts though. i am 5”4, 175lbs. | 0 |
yeah, sex is great but have you ever planted 70kg of dynamite in taco bell’s toilet and set the timer to random? | 0 |
i think i'd be a lot happier if people weren't constantly questioning my happiness.i don't mind people looking out for me, but when someone tries to make me their little pet project with patronizing smiles and pretentious "i was once depressed; it gets better!!!! :)" texts, it just makes me even more miserable. like mo... | 1 |
the one and only person i thought would stay with me, has left me now too.my life s been a tragedy for many years now but a girl came in my life 10 months ago and picked me up from the ground, just to be on the verge of suicide again after 9 months of a relationship. she told me to piss off, dont talk to her and to lea... | 1 |
cheated onhi there, a little background information on me: my name is alex, i turned 24 last month and i broke things off with my ex (23) last weekend. we've dated for two years and have been on and off for the longest time. she has borderline personality disorder and i have my own issues with abandonment growing up. w... | 1 |
does anyone wanna play among us i think we could make it happen on the teenagers discord | 0 |
my own life has been seeing great progress, but the world ending keeps making me miserable. it's time for me to end.after years of thinking my drawings sucked and i'll never be able to make a living off of them, i've got work at an indie game developer and am seeing commissions for drawings and animations. after years... | 1 |
simp on me, my babes 😩😩😩 simp on me, my babes 😩😩😩 | 0 |
school won't let me in i have a small cough that is scratchy and im 99.99% sure it's not that virus! but hey out of school for nothing right? wrong subway just opened and i want to eat there, one of my closest friends recently gone back to my school and i've already spent a week in my room.
anyways have a good night/... | 0 |
let me tell you how my day's been...but first lets back track to last night.
i was considering killing myself fof the hundreth time. last night i cried to sleep. which brings me to today. its not even noon yet and ive already broken down crying. why? spilled milk. well, not exactly milk. every morning i pack myself a... | 1 |
kids' rooms should be their private space. i've always felt invaded when someone comes into my room. whenever i'm in my room it's to retreat as i normally spend my time in the living room or study. i'm very particular with where things should be, and i'm also a very private person and i don't like people snooping aroun... | 0 |
anyone's depression get worse or better depending on the weather?i woke up this morning in a very sad mood (more so than usual), dwelling on every negative aspect of my life. i got up and walked out on the porch to smoke and the weather was cold, overcast, and grey. my god, did it instantly make the feeling worse. ... | 1 |
i hate that my body is automatically seen as controversial/offensive i’m getting ready to meet with my employers (at a tutoring organization) for the first time to drop off some paperwork, and i’m wearing this kinda tight blue shirt that goes down to my collarbones. my mom then says i shouldn’t wear it because it shows... | 0 |
bye world, the world is better off without me.in 2 hours my parents are leaving and i'm hopping into the car closing the garage and popping some sleeping pills. just wanted to get this out there, so someone out there knows. | 1 |
hey, you. i got something to say. you're awesome! that's all. have a nice day. :-) | 0 |
just jerked off to some chinese stuff, so i can’t say it’s my proudest day to be alive ahhh, kinda regret it now that i’m thinking about some human rights violation shit. ahhh ‘not my proudest fap’ | 0 |
so it was reddit and not just me? right? | 0 |
having a hard time.20/m
i'm sitting here in my abusive mothers house. i'm not here by choice. my mother has psychologically and physically tormented us for years. locking my sister in closets for hours at a time. leaving us by the side of the highway and telling us to find our own way home. i've been bitten, thrown i... | 1 |
my s/o just admitted something to me.i'm sorry in advance for the rambling novel, and if this violates any rules i apologize: feel free to let me know or direct me somewhere else.
he told me two nights ago that he's addicted to pornography and that he's seen some shit. he's sought out some shit. for years. he's goin... | 1 |
first sign of progress in 10 years, i also think this can help a lot of you that are lost. since my mother left us, all of the burden of raising four kids has been put upon my father. naturally, some neglect was expected but not this... i've been horribly depressed since the divorce which was 10 fucking years ago and u... | 1 |
people's posts are going unnoticed!hey /r/depression community, i hope you're all doing ok today!
over the last couple of days i've been browsing here and commenting a lot on posts that have gone unnoticed. at first i saw some about a day old, and thought 'oh no, nobody has got to these!' so i commented. and then i we... | 1 |
i’m an ephebophile i deserve do diei’m a 21m and it’s only with an animated girl but i feel like an ephebophile and i hate myself do much because of it i just wanna die | 1 |
i will follow yourecently i've fallen in love with a woman and the situation is real fucked up.
i've been in many loving and long relationships in the past but i have never felt like this for someone. we're amazing together and for each other but circumstances have kept us apart and forced us into secrecy.
she stru... | 1 |
my date is set.i've decided to set the date for april 14th,2017. i'm just so done with life. i'm failing every single one of my college courses. i know i'm a disappointment to my dad. he doesn't even hide it anymore. my brother who is younger, refuses to acknowledge me in any way even though i treat him with respect an... | 1 |
top 1 reasons you should defect from the british army during the american revolution 1. you have a very high chance of dying. | 0 |
huge downfall involving a recent ex-gfim sorry if this is a bit long and this is my first text post ive ever done on reddit so i'm sorry for any mistakes and it doesn't help to be doing it all on a cellphone.
i've had a long history with depression through middle school and highschool. granted, i'm 19 years old curre... | 1 |
staring down a bottle of paint thinnerread a bunch of stories about life after death about suicides. they aren't all bad. it sounds like i'd spend a lot of time after death wondering wtf i did here and needing to wrap up loose ends, so i would just come right back. i'm ok with that. it's just my life right now is awful... | 1 |
being gayi am gay and:
1.my country is very homophobic
2. the public oppinion on gay people is extremely negative by the vast majority of people (88% according to a survey)
3. as a result of the negative public oppinion the laws are not going to change. another survey done by a major media says the best case scenario ... | 1 |
dear parentwhat i wish i could say to you i wish i can be able to tell you things, and be heard by you.
i wish i didn't have to shout my thoughts into the void.
i wish i could be enough.
i wish you'd try to understand that i'm not a lesser being, just a developing one.
i wish you didn't have a fragile superiorit... | 0 |
how do i escape the illogical thought processes?i'm so tired of sabotaging myself in all sorts of ways. is there any way for me to stop this? i want to take better care of myself in hopes that i'll meet someone but my disorders just keep getting in the way. even though i know most of my thoughts are irrational i can't ... | 1 |
link your favorite song and i’ll rate it out of 10 n o w | 0 |
why shouldn't i just end it?if i do, i won't have to deal with all my issues. it's not like there will be consequences for me. | 1 |
yo is it normal to have 150 bps? filler filler filler filler filler filler filler | 0 |
things really would be better for everyone else if i wasn't around.in a general sense, there would be more food for other people. a couple more jobs. more gasoline for others. just more resources in general.
my siblings could have my car. my parents won't have to worry about me anymore. i wouldn't be screwing anything... | 1 |
i hope i die hopefully i get hit by a car or like a bus because then people will be like “oh it’s an accident” and not connect it to my depression 😀👍🏻 | 0 |
hey! how ya doing hello :d how r u | 0 |
how the fuck do you open up to therapy?i've basically hadoukened my entire education for a few years now, leading me to be a no show at my current course for two weeks and having no work done over said weeks (fuck me). i previously got recommended to a counselor and psychiatrist person a couple years ago, but being me ... | 1 |
i don’t know who needs to hear this but that is an anime character, they are not real they will never be real, they aren’t your waifu and they will never see or love you, go put some deodorant on | 0 |
twiggy and the adventures of her weird dreams man i had a weird ass dream. so basically it started off at school with two friends, and we were leaving to go home, but the school had this big funhouse next to it. we wanted to go but we didn’t have money for a ticket.
we then devised a plan to get through ... | 0 |
i just need to say these thingsi hate it.
today i googled 'how do i kill myself', not that i was looking for ways immediately. i think about suicide so often, i think the word is losing its weight on me. so my casual search gave me a lot of "why you shouldn't kill yourself" and "i tried to kill myself and heres what ... | 1 |
my time has come it's my birthday today, so as my last post i thought i'd share the top 19 songs played in my music library, most of which i've enjoyed in my last year as a teen.
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[https://o... | 0 |
ye so i probably walked in on my parents doing the ooga not too sure, just nigga parent room have hair care i need, fbi open the bitch, sheets quickly turn like nyoom and stempop lets out a sigh, i spray my shit and skyooom the fuck out, eat a jello and brush my teeth and go play on the ps4
also stepmom, real one fuck... | 0 |
i may have severely damaged my brain by inhaling toxic fumes, and this makes me feel very despondent.hello, and thank you for reading. i have never been inflicted with such an intense hopelessness in my life. i ordered acoustic foam, and after unsealing the air-tight packaging, a virulent smell came out. i began to wor... | 1 |
hopeless romantic, wish i felt less hopeless. recently came face to face with an open emotional sore, need help healing it.i have anxiety/depression/sleep issues. since i'd rather not have those, i sometimes lurk in r/sleepy. someone posted a video of this [girl who does guided mediation for sleep and relaxation](http... | 1 |
capital punishment is wrong i could talk about how it’s wrong to kill people regardless of circumstances as long as there not actively trying to harm others in that moment (it is) but i’m not going to because i thought of another reason. a lot of people who commit murder have a mental illness like psychosis that’s comp... | 0 |
ive got a doctors appointment in 2 hours that i dont think i need.im currently a sophomore in highschool. this year has been hell for me, as was the last and the one before it. over the last 3 years, i developed a lot of cynicism and this year i realized that i might be depressed. now im quite certain that i am, and wh... | 1 |
hey girl are u online learning? cos i can never understand a thing u say | 0 |
thoughts on forever alone and incels?has a 27 chronic acne male autistic incel ever gotten better? literally ever? | 1 |
it's funny that the last time that i made a passive suicidal ideation, the local fire department kicked in the door to my building, 2 cops, 8 paramedics banged on my door while i was asleep, asked me if i was going to kill myself, and i went back to sleep.but, you're not here to call anyone this time. | 1 |
don't y'all just love it when you spend day and night for over a year helping your friend get into a better mental state and once they are they basically fuck you off and give all the credit to another person and act like you did nothing but make it worse. personally i find it so enjoyable | 0 |
i'd like to think that i have a good music taste everyone who has listened to my spotify playlists, listened to my song recommendations or requested me to play songs whenever we are in a call said the songs i played are good | 0 |
my sister is depressed,help! :(my little sis is 11 years old.she cut herself saying she wanted to die.this worries me a lot,and i have no idea if it's a phase or what.what do i do? | 1 |
i want to cut myselfi feel ignored for all the people,i feel like i'm just a shit for y'all, i've trying to kill myself like 7 times but i didn't.. i've cutting myself since the 2009.. and i didn't for 3 years.. and now i want to cutting myself again.. so tell me.. i have to do that? | 1 |
my depression is overcoming mei’m so lost. i feel so worthless and feel like i have no place in this world. my anxiety makes it impossible to grow as a person and i just have no positive outlooks anymore. i know i’m not going anywhere in life and i don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. i see a therapist but my ... | 1 |
yeah, i work w, wtf is my life i'm so sad and fucking lonely why do i live when all i will do is die and nothing more what if i never make an impact never even make someone happy does that make my life worthless what even defines a life worth is anyone's life worth something or are we all sad sad human beings following... | 0 |
not living, just existing.not really sure why i'm posting here when i have websites like ss to go on (if you don't know what that is, i'm not going to explain it in case i get banned from here), i feel like i've been on that site for years and have seen people come and go yet i'm stuck standing still.
i've ordered my ... | 1 |
welp boys i might have covid my brother was in contact with someone with it and is now coughing really bad, and now i am coughing really bad. i know i’m a teenager so i shouldn’t be super worried by my lungs are pretty fucked, and i’ve been staying inside most of this time so my immune system is probably pretty fucked ... | 0 |
weird video i found a weird video and [this](https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=okjzypn4erw) is the video | 0 |
i need a new show i recently finished community #sixseasonsandamovie and i really liked the meta-ness of it. any recommendations? | 0 |
i need a reason to liveanything. why do you want to live? i need something | 1 |
don't be a weenie. but a yub beanie use code markiplier in the epic games store or fortnite item shop | 0 |
i decided to get helpi saw a psychologist at my university. she's meeting with a psychiatrist tomorrow to talk about me and they'll figure out who to refer me to next and what kind of help would be best for me. she already told me that i'm probably going to need a lot of help and i'll most likely be put on medication t... | 1 |
a shitty 3am poem by me"your futures look so bright." i know they say.
"your brother's future looks so bright." i think they think.
"what are your plans?" they ask and ask.
"i don't know." i always say.
i've never been able to construct a realistic future anyway. | 1 |
i would like to enlighten you://youtu.be/lomhrxilwny | 0 |
ahaha my shoes are kinda big ahaha do you want to maybe put them on together ahaha maybe | 0 |
my coping mechanism is numbnessthis is my first time posting on this subreddit but i just need people to talk to that understand. my family does not understand, my boyfriend thinks it's a problem to be solved, and my best friend wants to be a psychiatrist and i feel like a project to her.
has anyone else experienced e... | 1 |
i’m wondering how some of you guys are going to celebrate valentines day. i i m going to celebrate it with my lucina and corrin plushies. | 0 |
am i alonei feel like i dont belong anywhere. i have a longing to get far away from where i am because it doesn't feel like i should be here. but i don't know where i belong | 1 |
i wish i could end my life but i don’t want to hurt my familyi try to make it short as possible
as of 2 september 2019 i’m 16 years old i keep on failing my exam i being i goddam disappointed to my family, they love i know that but they just want me and my two siblings to be successful right now my two siblings are yo... | 1 |
long incoherent rant. frustrated beyond belief.sorry if this is an incoherent post. basically i think i have some mental disorders. im extremely frustrated and i have no idea what to do. basically my whole life, ive been mediocre or terrible at everything i do. i have no real skills. even when it comes to things i trul... | 1 |
any gamers around here? i'd use a gaming buddyhear me out please so yeah, for the past 3 years i've been boosting accounts in csgo, apex legends, league of legends, r6 and overwatch for moneyyet all that has a really tryhardy vibe to it, and even tho i like doing what i do (no cheats to it ofc), i need some chill
and ... | 0 |
i don't know what to do.lately i've been wondering what to do. my so called friends seem to only care about their boyfriend or girlfriend and they seem to not care about anyone else or even attempt to care. they like to ignore all the single people within our group and do not notice when they are excluding others and ... | 1 |
need someonei need someone to talk to im losing my mind | 1 |
i’m just tired. mentally. i don’t know. nothing makes me happy anymore. i died a long time ago. i wanted to die, and in a way i did. i’m not the same person i was
i know the “ohh you’re a teenager you’re just going through what everyone else has!” i dont want to hear it.
did you all fucking want to throw yourself of... | 0 |
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