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transition strategy shabnam nasimi former policy advisor to the UK Minister for refugees and Minister for Afghan resettlement UK shabnam is a political commentator on British politics foreign policy immigration and ethnic minorities Eunice okasi partner Eva in Germany he's been head of the office of Christian Democrati...
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no place for a girl to study uh and um have any sort of aspirations and hopes and so that's what one of the reasons why we left the country and over the last 24 years or so um my family and myself have spent much of our time and the opportunities that have been presented to people uh like us to be able to speak for the...
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happening in inside and it is honestly uh catastrophic I think one of the things that I've seen just um have been inspired by attending the rice Cedar conference this year this is my first time in a South Asian country neighboring Afghanistan seeing particularly women so prominent speakers and in government positions a...
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my hope and what so many of us have been advocating for is we don't want a return of another horrendous terrorist islamist attack anywhere in the world both outside but also inside the country for us to begin to pay attention and think of this as a serious problem not only for for the country but for the global Communi...
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household so the the connection and the the um the problems inside the country is very close to home for me it's something I'm having to face and deal with on a regular basis which is why it's so much more pressing to see what we can do yeah gosh shabnam uses the terms like catastrophic and devastating it's these are t...
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think the short answer to that is that the support for the Afghan Mission among the American public was veining and it has been 20 years and I think the public American public that is didn't see a way out of it and saw this a never-ending ever going sort of a military campaign or at least a military presence so both pr...
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not being able to do so people said we'll cut our losses and leave now this argument could be made that we should have stayed there longer I certainly made that argument and believe in that particular case but but you're a democratic country and you respond to people there are having said that I want to make a couple o...
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one of hunger and starvation I mean even on a when we were there uh for in the Hunger issue and being able to get the nutrient value was was tough even with the American presence when we were there it's a country that takes its caloric intake is heaviest on Wheats as a non-eating country it eats a lot it Imports a lot ...
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there were no women in school while the time we ended there were like 50 of the students were women so you had all this and Afghanistan is a younger country and then India so you know 70 80 percent of them are under 25 30 years old so most of that people have only seen life with U.S presence in the country with having ...
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let down yes I think by us all okay I'm going to get to the Betrayal part later in the podcast Eunice I'll come to you um the food security part that Kosh mentioned and uh so did shabnam you know they need food right the most important part is that the basics they need um Germany recently pledged an aid of 90 million e...
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one thing that we have learned very sad to say but we cannot export democracy somewhere where we want to have it that's the first thing and the second thing if we have been seeing and why this fail of Afghanistan came so fast of those two days or three days is because the whole help that we have been doing for the Afgh...
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so this is sadly to say and I think this is the one thing that we have worked on that there were mistakes made uh which you know we discussed this uh right at the beginning that you know the the weapons that is falling in the hands now there's Narco trade there's all kinds of things which are happening if we if we focu...
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learned from those lessons or have they just washed their hands off that we can't deal with this anymore no I think one of the things we're very good at especially our military is about Lessons Learned so I think you know one can look at in real time the changes that were made in our military posture in a civil coordin...
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was made started by on the president Trump and then by concluded with President Biden I think diplomatically which is basically said we need to leave Taliban we need to really leave and we'll take your word that you'll be good that to what you stale us will do it especially on women's right and then didn't pan out and ...
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and you still start making a deal and so we can so it had this Taliban particular deal now they've they said they will take care of the rights that were provided to the women they did not education initially they did it now they're even drawing from it so then working with them and providing support further just underm...
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support that perhaps okay you know when we talk about the failures to the people of a country especially Afghanistan it doesn't matter whether it was a military success but a political failure military success but a diplomatic failure as far as they are concerned there's no food on the table not even a table there's no...
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security terms there is no one view on the on this because when the security Conference was held in December everybody in the region has a different boy whether it's Uzbekistan Pakistan India Iran everybody in this area has a different solution to uh Afghanistan yes yes um thank you well look I think first and foremost...
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been either decided from outside or by other political leaders and the global community and that is where the problem is the people of Afghanistan did not welcome the Taliban with open arms they were not elected they didn't go enter the country um through the will of the people they were they came in through violence a...
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their way out is people compare Afghanistan to Ukraine and other countries Ukraine you provided weapons billions of Aid to fight how can we expect the people of Afghanistan to fight for their rights on an empty stomach with no weapons when weapons were collected actually the men of the Taliban came returned to Afghanis...
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as you I hope you will agree Muslim countries around the world where Women's Rights human rights are respected um and actually today Amnesty International has um called for an urgent independent uh investigative mechanisms to be put in place to investigate the human rights violations that have taken place over the last...
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still it's we don't seem to learn from our mistakes we're still repeating the same thing that we did over the last 20 years or in terms of the history of Afghanistan the people don't seem to matter and that's where that sense of betrayal and heartache comes from when will the International Community recognize what the ...
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make it as a religious religion problem would you say that those countries who are having the same religion should get take more care about it or not I what I'm what I was missing now is what kind of role the Afghans in Afghanistan what kind of food they can take care of what kind of what they can do now this is what I...
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I'm saying we share the values more closely with the Muslim countries and more importantly the Taliban are introducing laws based on Sharia law there needs to be more clarity and engagement with the Taliban to make it clear that this is not Islamic in any way in form absolutely I'm I'm absolutely underline it but I don...
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time there's some sort of a new order by the Taliban the international response we hear is we condemn this this needs to go beyond condemnation you need to hold them to account where are the mechanisms we talked about Aid earlier you mentioned that Aid is a first of all the Taliban banned women from working for ngos re...
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know EU itself has I think uh since 2016 given some five billion dollars right so the European way of doing things is here take the money to as we this is not maybe the right way and it's also not take the money and this is exactly not what you want to do I mean you have a good place in the heart I'm not 40. questionin...
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was far from it uh there was Corruption of course there was still security issues but every time I visited I saw hope there was more whip girls in school than any other time there was a change in in political system more women were in Parliament there were introductions around human rights across the country I mean the...
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to come back to Pakistan I will come back to you because you're the American sitting out here so I am going to come back to you that you know when we talk about uh the the situation yesterday at at this podcast that we were doing it comes to the same thing unless you stop terrorism in a country nothing else works so Am...
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over to Afghanistan the second part is related to what can you really do about Pakistan and be our ability to say okay there shall be no terrorism in Pakistan I don't think anybody in Pakistan can decide that and control it let alone somebody in America Pakistan is a is an interesting uh and increasingly perhaps rapidl...
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cannot do it and it isn't presence I think you can have this engagement so yeah the issue being yes Pakistan remains a source of instability in Afghanistan you and I may defer as to how well Pakistan is able to sort of it has an Ebbs and flow in it and certainly it had a when we were there you had a little bit of a con...
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going because the rest of us have moved on to indo-pacific and foip in Ukraine and so it'd be people like yourself will have to continue to make sure we don't forget so that's number one and then second you'll have to be realistic when you say you got the whole Taliban accountable how we don't have those tools we're no...
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the end of the day Afghans have to determine whatever the future is The Outsiders have tried it now the Brits the Russians and us and it hasn't really worked and so whatever that shape takes away when there will be a a worthy group within Afghanistan that we can support I think you'll find support again yes in absence ...
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resolve it don't always come to us then to that we fail this this is a fantastic opportunity let India Take the Lead work with Indonesia a country the largest Muslim country completely detached taken the least amount of refugees from Afghanistan let them Step Up gutter I too you too another relationship with the UAE an...
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going to ask one last question to you Eunice um you know this Global South taking the lead on it which uh which America keeps saying this and even in India say that we need to do it but the global South is so divided right now and more so because of you know the Asian conflict and because of uh supply chain issues beca...
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Union uh this is definitely we are not done but I just can underline what the previous speaker have been saying is if there is someone to support then I think the support will get back this is definitely the case right a final comments uh shabnam you've heard both the gentleman what do you have to say look I understand...
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are people both inside and outside the country who are working towards some sort of a United position on the future of the country I'd love to see the International Community the west and other neighbors to support this movement and provide that platform amplifying uh their voices to create a credible uh transparent Un...
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regard to the hijab thing you saw resistance but this is nothing that you're seeing anymore in Afghanistan it's like as if they've accepted the Fate well look you can't the the comparison between Iran and Afghanistan is that Afghanistan um is an incredibly uh patriarchal but also a very traditional Society we still hav...
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have access to technology don't have access to uh to sort of uh the progressive uh demand for democracy and freedom it's working with those educate them and understanding what they're human right unfortunately like I said Afghanistan is still decades apart even from in comparison to its neighboring countries and so wha...
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know this is a time where we've got to prove we're going to be in the right side of History because you know millions of lives are on the line right now Eunice what about the the refugees uh you know who who are there in Germany what about their cultural uh integration is it complete or like shabnam said in you know th...
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to Germany who doesn't have any documents any papers if they have any degrees on that degree just to study online just to have be there for two years to study online to to collect their credits to reach and bachelor degree after the two years we can see what the German government is saying if they can't stay or not sta...
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400 000 Afghans in Germany and I think there are many people of them integrated look at us I have self my roots somewhere else as in Germany my parents of America so there is always a way if there's a willing right gosh the final word I'll give to you you have National Security experience too you know the in the past c...
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do that as piecemeal first of all it's very case specific so I think you never go into any of the National Security issues with just one you'd react to the system as you've heard several times in the Army uh you know you have a plan and the first thing you time you hit in the face out goes the plan so I think it's the ...
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have to deal with two important issues one you know those who have served in Afghanistan from our side it's very easy to fall in love with the country and its people so it's it's tough I mean it's a lifelong friendships in the in the sort of war zone so it's very tough to leave those people and even today help them as ...
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up so the greatest loss we have had really is of Afghan women now having said that the greatest Legacy that America and NATO's left in Afghanistan was really the aspirations of his young people and so we hope that through that comes the new Afghanistan and whenever that is we'll be ready to sort of help and move it for...
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I always believe journey is much more important than destination all your bad work becomes your great stories later on my name is always the easy target I think anybody who casts Fort is political if anybody talks about India people think that he is in politics through your podcast I want to say that that I am india-ce...
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acted in films made in the UK in the U.S and is active on social media too anupam kher is more than just an actor he's been awarded the padmashree in 2004 and Padma bhushan in 2017. so let's get on with the conversation anupam ji thank you so much for coming on my podcast I've been wanting to have you on the podcast ri...
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the best hairstyle this is a very dignified sexy bald look but it is dignified very late very late but when initially you lose an early 80s there is no possibility I don't know why they thought that assistant director writers good looking but a cliche so at that time then I till today I used to write diary and I used t...
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lot of people say I will give my left arm to be again if I was asked to do because it established me as an actor for the rest of my life memories I think the way that person dealt with that Bibi Pradhan that was the name of my character the way he dealt with was also gave courage so I think at that time Mr bhart Mahesh...
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can do something like this then I don't think to take a train and go back to Shimla or to Delhi or to Lucknow if you want to be equal with anybody in the world just don't expect anything from him or her foreign was not working I walked up the sixth floor and you opened the door and he said they are fantastic foreign bu...
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my best friend my best friend but I could say anything to him about any topic he was my biggest admirer and my biggest fan who barely played silica pictures when he died uh um it was very strange that he unfortunately died with some strange disease which made him feel that the food is sand and water is acid so he starv...
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I decided of course I cried and everything but then I decided I must not moan his death I must celebrate his life foreign way to get our grief when you celebrate the loss of somebody of course the person has to live that life a tragic loss of at a young age it's very difficult but I can imagine your father's reaction a...
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try to be somebody else that is why we are trying to be somebody else we are not if we are my strength is if I am myself on my shoulders because it's too tiring and it's too boring and I'm not saying it just for the effect I genuinely don't feel I don't I don't like bodyguards I don't like people to helping me uh check...
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okay uh and because I was the producer of the film also is yeah so I literally studied a lot but studies in fact I recently met a very very well known neurologist why Buddha never got Alzheimer's uh but it's my job to do that scene that well and that happens with the only people who are not educated actors you became a...
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things to tell your masses and your neighbors my father was like that okay um [Music] [Music] contrary on the other side my father will tell the whole world he will he never used to travel by flight um so he will call me at 1 30 2 o'clock in the night from uh some station or sometime when the mobile came from the mobil...
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it at all exactly she said foreign [Music] you can't stop it of course later things changed I took her to Simla and she just kept looking and I took her to Simla club and many articles how she used to be in Simla when she used to say I'm looking okay the women they used to sit near the fire the Indian officers they wer...
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memory yeah what an amazing actor amazing Storyteller uh amazing person with great knowledge you could talk to him about anything in the world during the shooting of foreign [Music] and then unfortunately he lost memory so I think when I did many Gandhi kunai Mara that I met a lot of people with Alzheimer's and um beca...
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pictures say one can arrive I knew when I was shooting for Sarah this is going to be the ultimate for many years not only for me but for any actor okay you see that is the arrogance an actor has if he is educated as an actor or at that time 90 people were not trained actors I always thought that I always thought that M...
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important than destination and what is the point of taking the journey which does not have ups and downs which does not have speed Breakers which does not have life according to me is 90 monotony and 10 excitement interviews one of them will be this okay statement to make no why I'm trying to say that that you there is...
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have thought that a second uh but hermesh ji was a great person I don't want to sort of talk about him but this is one this was one of them I am one of those lucky people you can still count 50 films which are a class I'm gonna decide to go into Hollywood or UK films and you went to Bend It Like Beckham all these movie...
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some International uh mileage was making Bend It Like Beckham and I one day got a mail from her that uh I'm making this film I think she had offered this role to or she had wanted kept Mr bachan in in her mind so bend it like for the father's role yeah because that film did become a cult film but I mean I can't imagine...
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mean Priyanka Chopra has now become so successful enough foreign I think that at a very young age my father took away the fear of failure by after an incident when I he thought I had failed he said remember one thing failure is an event never a person it's how you need to grow um I think Indian you can only do brillian...
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a personal collection of 14 000 books and that is books do make you a very rich person in any field uh observation and I'm also people's person people are my my richness so when you're doing that then you are ready to pick up anything and you're a good listener and observer I'm not talking at people I'm talking to peop...
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at that time and sikandar was already there and she wanted to do theater and we did theater together with Mr garki and then and we remained friend for a long time and then when she had issues with her marriage and I was ditched by some somebody I was going with then things became different so we have known each other n...
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keeping her uh amount of films that she did she's phenomenal yeah yeah and it's like one can't imagine a movie without you know like a Shahrukh doing a role without you playing his friend or dad or whatever and you can't imagine any mom who's a Punjabi mom doing anything yes yes Kiran kher is her she she became popular...
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that it it was a great platform uh unfortunately it turned into a completely different thing that's a separate issue but it was a great video from moved away as soon as yes yes yes yes because when Anna Azaria was in that meeting where they were making a decision whether they should become completing a political anothe...
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and she said when kejriwal decided politics she went on to the BJP yeah she tried that but then she said that was her understanding with my politics expertise Administration politics and that didn't work because it's a commitment I like acting very much I love acting and I think I will continue to do that but we never ...
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understand if people today who are born in free India they are born in free India they do not know I came from that ah I think anybody who casts what is political because when you are going behind that curtain and you are putting a stamp you are putting a stamp for a party or an individual and that individual belongs t...
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the point in the the point is that we are all we have all started our carriers together we have all fondness for each other we have all fondness for if an actor or an actress or a film person has the right to say anything about any situation then he or she should be also brave enough to sort of go through the city situ...
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but also because of the language and because of the artistic Brilliance of the film film is based on truth is you did accidental prime minister it is one of my best performances so that's it I wanted to know how did you feel doing that role very difficult I had first said no to the films they had started looking for so...
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thing to say but at the end of it it's the audience which decides the rating of the film in fact in today's time pictures somebody stand there somebody's brother sister Aunt Uncle film um what do you have to sing do you think that it's a it's a fabulous thing because now people are saying that it's there's too much of ...
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seen and what is not to be seen but it's given a platform for so many young actors amazing no amazing it is a great creator of jobs it is the best thing that has happened it's the stories which were not told I yesterday saw uh trial by fire it's one of the finest shows that has been made nobody um another incident whic...
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two years when the pandemic happened I think the world changed yeah and with that change the mentality the thought process of the audience is people went through their personal traumas people went through their personal fear they went through fear they went to and something changed now they don't like anything which is...
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Trends not at all but you can't stop somebody from doing what they want to do but if your product is good it will find its audience in fact they will go with vengeance and they will the only way to kill this trend is to make brilliant work okay okay before I wind up I have to ask you about this uh Fitness regime that y...
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the greatest feeling it's for all those people who are listening to this I think when you are fit when you are working out it also fits makes your mind fit you think right you you are calmer person okay because there is so much it's it's a distraction first of all that one R needs your for complete concentration it dev...
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fantastic okay we just have to so you you do your physical fitness and you are uh you know and what you eat and I walk and I do yoga okay so that's your physical now you tell me you said you've decided at that point of time I'm going to foreign [Music] give me one word which is the dominating quality of Bibi Pradhan co...
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it once by going through it hmm and that has become more important to us and also I think people who pretend don't like themselves I like myself so I don't want to pretend that's a wonderful note to end this conversation on thank you so much for coming on the show always a pleasure it always I think good interviews are...
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greatest crime committed on this planet is the idea of Heaven you're looking at the calendar images that kind of yogis their their artists work the yogis were never like that you look at adiyogi the first joke is the most exuberant and athletic human being you can find journalists particularly they come to The Yoga Cen...
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possibilities on the planet we are a civilization who strategized thousand years later what we will be doing at one time people call me saturu according to their experience I am telling you my problems I will die as a failure I know that but I am a blissful failure [Laughter] welcome to another edition of ani podcast w...
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award for his contributions to spirituality and humanitarian Services thank you so much for coming our podcast I'm very honored that you're here A whole host of topics that I want to speak I spoke to you about a year ago we were just coming out of you know the pandemic at that stage so most of my questions were about h...
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on mysticism and all that unfortunately I could not address his uh inquiries about mysticism because that was just pre-save soil movement I went there mainly for that purpose to create support for that so I kind of avoided those things because you know people make controversies of all these things yeah but still I thin...
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say what nonsense that's not true see the greatest crime committed on this planet is the idea of Heaven because the moment you tell someone this is not the place to live well there's another place where you're going to go and live well it's a crime against humanity it is because you're making sure people don't live wel...
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will go and live well all the sort of people that they say they went to heaven I don't want to be in their company yeah true I know but you know uh you're talking about thousands of years of prophets and gurus and yogis who have been telling us no no don't blame the yogis yogis never talked about going to heaven it is ...
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planet but we will pick at it in such a way that you can't cross it you have to live there only forever not for your lifetime forever you think it'll be great it'll be just like any prison all right so this is the idea of Heaven it's supposed to be very beautiful but once you go there there's no way out I don't want to...
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mission Save The Weave is one of the projects that we're doing okay to bring back natural fiber because one of the worst kind of pollution that is happening is because of the clothing like they say an average American has about 28 grams of polyurethane in their body and this is one of the biggest causes for cancer and ...
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wear this before 15 years of age if they wear this polyurethane clothing uh any kind of synthetic clothing they get poisoned so you are wondering why somebody's autistic why this and that if I say this below where is the research where is the fact I'm saying see you will find facts after a massive numbers of people rig...
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okay I would say because it demands less maintenance but a Time Has Come and the richest people in the world are wearing crumply clothes once again you know in California I'm in somebody's house who's really up there in the movie thing and all that so when I go our volunteers ask is there an iron box the what this is n...
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of yogis their their artists work the yogis were never like that you look you look at adiyogi the first joke is the most exuberant and athletic human being you can find you look at all the gods that you have in this country if they don't dance they cannot be gods in our country non-dancing God not allowed in this cultu...
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all this and tomorrow morning they disappear and everything is fine all right it's quite funny so if you see in one level you will laugh when your body wants to laugh it will dance it's it's a consequence of exuberance it is not some special kind of dance you have to do this joy and exuberance you feel it's very much p...
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to live that's a very in-depth stage you're alive anyway and when you really look at it how long are you alive if you look at this even if you live to be hundred but what potential a human being carries it's too little if you explore the potential otherwise it may feel very long I mean in your own experience you can lo...
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different but Western societies if you travel there are many notches above us in terms of material comfort and you know that whatever is organization of life but they will all in the evenings after the drink they will all be laughing during the work can they laugh when they're driving can they laugh most of them can't ...
MtsakWaHenw
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attention one atom can engage you for the rest of your life it's so complex and fantastic what makes you ecstatic I've seen you at the video went viral everywhere you were ecstatic when you were dancing there was so much joy what made you feel that at that moment I'm I was not at that moment I'm like that every moment ...
MtsakWaHenw
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initially I go through from the age of 12 I start practicing yoga just for physical progress and it definitely set me apart physically and mentally then by the time I'm 12 13 I'm um very by then I've read you know thus capital and angles and stuff and everything I am fully fired up wanting to join the armed Revolution ...
MtsakWaHenw
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it I almost was on the verge of it their own corruption saved me then I went there and then I saw they were also full of corruption the corruption they were supposed to fight they were even more corrupt then I backed off where am I going you know yeah so later on I evolved into a hardcore atheist cool yeah because esse...
MtsakWaHenw
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same thing nothing changes for me that is very deep yes truth is the only Authority I have I don't value any Authority so naturally becoming atheist is natural when you think logically everything logically certain things fall into place rest of the things don't fall into place so you keep on discounting everything that...
MtsakWaHenw
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travel okay you traveled up to Nepal this side and decided Rajasthan only Northeast I did not do at that time okay mostly almost the whole country what were you seeking see I was not seeking anything all I knew was what I knew what I perceived was not enough I knew this is not it but I don't know what it is see this is...
MtsakWaHenw
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look absolutely nuts because there are troll armies which will go at me but there are things you can do with your senses which you have not imagined possible such as you can look you can look the other side of the wall if you want there are ways to do it there are many creatures who are doing that all right with the ki...
MtsakWaHenw
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so I kind of spend time in the jungles looking as if I just walk into your room if there are let's say five people with eyes closed if I walk in I'll tell you there are five people and what kind of people this is not Magic this is just keenness of attention so in all these years of non-stop riding driving crazy things ...
MtsakWaHenw
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saying I'm not seeking anything I'm seeking what I'm saying if you already know what you're seeking did you know no if you already know you're not a Seeker I am saying so what were you honing what skills were you honing or what were you what was happening then I felt kind of caged inside the body I thought this is too ...
MtsakWaHenw
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important thing is human beings have assumed too many things you can call it Society you can call it religion you can call it education it's all full of assumptions so essentially even in school when you went through school they rewarded your memory they never rewarded your attention isn't it there's a basic mistake we...
MtsakWaHenw
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really fantastic isn't it why would you say that why why not I'm saying see this happened in 70s I remember this so well in mazagon docks they installed the first uh gantry at that time a hundred and twenty five thousand ton ship was the largest ship they would take 24 to 28 days to unload one ship the cool is going up...
MtsakWaHenw
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happenings which happened uh when you went to kailash mansarovar what is it that you saw there uh in at you know that 2 30 a.m that you saw which you thought that there was something that happened could you tell us what happened at kailash mansarovar see there is a phenomena that maybe a lot of people are unaware of th...
MtsakWaHenw