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[1312.06 --> 1313.32] Full of the Holy Spirit.
[1313.74 --> 1314.44] Left the Jordan.
[1314.56 --> 1315.52] Was led by the Spirit.
[1315.60 --> 1316.22] Into the wilderness.
[1316.40 --> 1316.76] There's that.
[1317.00 --> 1317.68] That place.
[1317.68 --> 1318.78] It's called in Greek.
[1318.92 --> 1319.50] The Eremos.
[1320.72 --> 1321.68] The wilderness.
[1321.92 --> 1322.48] The desert.
[1323.10 --> 1324.70] The lonely place.
[1324.98 --> 1325.82] It is that place.
[1325.98 --> 1326.74] Where we stop.
[1327.76 --> 1328.48] And notice here.
[1328.54 --> 1329.88] Jesus led into the wilderness.
[1330.04 --> 1330.44] The Eremos.
[1330.80 --> 1332.04] Where for 40 days.
[1332.28 --> 1333.10] He was tempted.
[1333.56 --> 1334.44] By the devil.
[1335.74 --> 1336.10] What?
[1338.32 --> 1340.10] We want the silence.
[1340.20 --> 1341.74] In order to bask in God's peace.
[1341.80 --> 1342.60] And that's wonderful.
[1342.70 --> 1343.28] That's true.
[1343.52 --> 1345.02] But notice who shows up.
[1345.04 --> 1345.62] In the silence.
[1345.62 --> 1345.78] Satan.
[1348.10 --> 1348.54] Satan.
[1350.14 --> 1351.22] In the silence.
[1351.38 --> 1352.08] Satan showed up.
[1352.30 --> 1353.16] In the silence.
[1353.16 --> 1353.98] Our fears.
[1354.18 --> 1354.92] Our anxieties.
[1355.18 --> 1355.74] Show up.
[1356.42 --> 1356.86] Saying.
[1357.02 --> 1357.72] Maybe screaming.
[1357.86 --> 1357.98] Yeah.
[1358.02 --> 1358.86] But what about this?
[1358.92 --> 1359.60] What about that?
[1359.66 --> 1360.56] That was so unfair.
[1360.68 --> 1362.08] I was so mistreated here.
[1362.28 --> 1363.28] I deserve more.
[1363.60 --> 1364.74] All kinds of things.
[1364.90 --> 1365.12] Go.
[1365.26 --> 1366.72] Happen in the silence.
[1368.72 --> 1369.46] These thoughts.
[1369.62 --> 1371.08] Try to dominate our minds.
[1371.18 --> 1371.84] In the silence.
[1372.10 --> 1373.02] And in that Eremos.
[1373.02 --> 1373.96] In that place.
[1374.14 --> 1374.94] Of encounter.
[1374.94 --> 1376.26] We encounter God.
[1376.58 --> 1376.86] But yet.
[1376.98 --> 1377.96] We also encounter.
[1378.06 --> 1378.72] The brokenness.
[1378.78 --> 1379.30] And the pain.
[1379.56 --> 1380.16] And the devil.
[1380.94 --> 1382.82] With the realities of life.
[1383.20 --> 1385.76] And who you actually are.
[1392.30 --> 1393.34] Henry Nowen.
[1394.78 --> 1395.64] Said this.
[1395.74 --> 1396.70] And I love this quote.
[1398.56 --> 1399.26] He said.
[1399.26 --> 1399.90] Solitude.
[1399.90 --> 1400.10] Solitude.
[1400.10 --> 1400.14] Solitude.
[1400.14 --> 1400.18] Solitude.
[1400.18 --> 1400.26] Solitude.
[1400.26 --> 1401.14] Solitude.
[1401.14 --> 1402.78] Is not a private.
[1402.78 --> 1404.44] Therapeutic place.
[1406.38 --> 1407.22] But rather.
[1407.38 --> 1408.76] It is a place of conversion.
[1409.44 --> 1411.40] The place where the old self.
[1411.68 --> 1412.22] Dies.
[1412.86 --> 1413.40] And I would say.
[1413.48 --> 1414.36] Dies again.
[1414.50 --> 1414.98] And again.
[1415.18 --> 1415.58] And again.
[1415.74 --> 1416.06] And again.
[1416.30 --> 1417.46] And the new self.
[1417.60 --> 1418.12] Is born.
[1418.46 --> 1418.84] Again.
[1418.98 --> 1419.40] And again.
[1419.56 --> 1419.96] And again.
[1420.10 --> 1420.48] And again.
[1420.90 --> 1421.42] Solitude.
[1421.70 --> 1422.58] Is the furnace.
[1422.58 --> 1423.50] Of transformation.
[1424.14 --> 1425.14] Without solitude.
[1425.14 --> 1426.74] We remain the victims.
[1426.74 --> 1427.70] Of our society.
[1428.06 --> 1429.56] And continue to be entangled.
[1429.80 --> 1430.80] In the illusion.
[1431.22 --> 1432.54] Of the false selves.
[1432.62 --> 1434.54] And we all have some false selves.
[1434.94 --> 1436.14] It is the encounter.
[1436.42 --> 1437.72] With the loving God.
[1437.88 --> 1439.28] Who offers himself.
[1439.48 --> 1440.64] To be the substance.