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| "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today" | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment" | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you" | |
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| "value": "i'll ask a few questions to get us started and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential " | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are you okay with this" | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "so how are you doing today" | |
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| "value": "quite well" | |
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| "value": "where are you from originally" | |
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| "value": "los angeles california here" | |
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| "value": "um native born los angelinos" | |
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| "value": "what do you do now" | |
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| "value": "i uh" | |
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| "value": "home school my ten year old son and uh" | |
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| "value": "i'm a home maker i have five children and married twenty two years" | |
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| "value": "do you travel a lot" | |
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| "value": "do you travel a lot" | |
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| "value": "uh somewhat we can we went to israel about two months ago um" | |
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| "value": "for a pilgrimmage with our church yeah so i would say yes i've traveled a bit" | |
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| "value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips" | |
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| "value": "uh well most recently we like two months ago went to israel for a pilgrimmage we were gone about nine days and" | |
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| "value": "uh we stayed in a place called adonis galilea which is a um" | |
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| "value": "that's so good to hear" | |
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| "value": "most most i enjoy is is the the people i think to uh get a better understanding of how different cultures um" | |
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| "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert" | |
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| "value": "what do you do to relax" | |
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| "value": "most of the time like by the end of the day after i've cooked dinner and we've had dinner together as a family" | |
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| "value": "um watch t_v have a cocktail with my husband" | |
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| "value": "what are some things that make you really mad" | |
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| "value": "so that that gets me angry but um" | |
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| "value": "in terms of like really um" | |
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| "value": "getting like heatedly angry i mean other than like" | |
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| "value": "little things that my children do to you know" | |
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| "value": "especially my oldest child who's twenty one" | |
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| "value": "haven't i haven't haven't felt that" | |
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| "value": "um contributing to society helping uh" | |
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| "value": "to raise um responsible people i guess um" | |
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| "value": "and of course the love and the affection and the um" | |
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| "value": "all kinds of stuff that's going on in the world and you know have have uh" | |
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| "value": "uh huh" | |
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| "value": "you're never not a parent" | |
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| "value": "you know it's and so you have to accept that and that's i remember when i first" | |
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| "value": "with my first child um" | |
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| "value": "thinking you know when i brought him home from the hospital this is it i mean there's no going back you you cannot" | |
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| "value": "it it it uh" | |
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| "value": "in some ways it takes away your freedom but in other ways it give you a different sort of freedom" | |
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| "value": "other than that i mean no now i sleep well i mean other than that i sleep well but sometimes if i wake up like really early in the morning" | |
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| "value": "probably basically the same i think i might complain a bit like oh i'm tired or my body hurts or whatever you know" | |
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| "value": "dream job hm" | |
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| "value": "i think i've already lived it i'm also a birth doula" | |
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| "value": "yeah and um" | |
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| "value": "so i've attended a lot of births and now i really only do it for family and friends" | |
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| "value": "the birth the bringing of new life into this world so" | |
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| "value": "i would say that's probably" | |
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| "value": "was my was a dream job and i didn't know it" | |
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| "value": "i trained much after you know i did my managerial stuff and um" | |
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| "value": "was awesome it is and was awesome so i don't work at at a hospital anymore" | |
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| "value": "actually the hospital that i worked at is now closed" | |
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| "value": "i like i said i do it for family members" | |
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| "value": "what made you decide to do that" | |
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| "value": "i attended a friend of mine's birth by accident" | |
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| "value": "she uh she had had the same o_b as i did with all my children" | |
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| "value": "i came to bring food for her husband when she was in labor we were you know close friends" | |
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| "value": "her labor picked up quite a bit when i got there you know she wanted me to stay she didn't want me to leave" | |
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| "value": "i hadn't planned on it so that was the first birth that i had attended outside of you know myself giving birth" | |
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| "value": "which is a whole different experience" | |
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| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "so after that i was really interesting interested in possibly study un nurse midwifery" | |
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| "value": "uh huh" | |
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| "value": "but then i discovered this thing called being a doula which is really gives you" | |
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| "value": "even a lot more hands on uh one on one contact with the patient which is what i like" | |
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| "value": "so i trained to do that at at a hospital in inglewood" | |
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| "value": "um about fifteen years ago" | |
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| "value": "'cause my son is fifteen and he was a year old no sixteen he was a year old" | |
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| "value": "how hard is that" | |
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| "value": "well it can be challenging in terms of hours it depends on how long the woman's in labor but" | |
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| "value": "uh and you know also like" | |
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| "value": "for me i always tell my friends and family if they want me to be their doula that i cannot guarantee a hundred percent i'm not doing it for business" | |
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| "value": "and that way and because of that i don't have like back up doulas that in case i'm sick or unavailable somebody else can fill in for me" | |
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| "value": "so um but so far it's been that all the women that've asked me i've been able to be there for some reason so the" | |
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| "value": "the uh the only one that i missed was one a friend of mine from church she wanted me to go with her second baby" | |
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| "value": "i was with her for her first but the labor went so fast she didn't even call me [laughter] " | |
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| "value": "it was in the middle of the night she was like " | |
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| "value": "wow" | |
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| "value": "two hours of labor she wouldn't even if she had called me i wouldn't have been there in time [laughter]" | |
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| "value": "[laughter]" | |
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| "value": "it went really fast but other than that" | |
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| "value": "yeah i've been been been able to attend all the births of people that have asked me to do" | |
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| "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences" | |
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| "value": "in all of life or in your job" | |
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| "value": "whatever comes to your mind" | |
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| "value": "uh probably my my own birth" | |
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| "value": "i mean my the birth of my own children" | |
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| "value": "how did you feel in that moment" | |
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| "value": "like there's an extreme" | |
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| "value": "sense of joy excitement relief" | |
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| "value": "because of course you're out of the pain" | |
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| "value": "and then like it's just it's just a matter of you know" | |
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| "value": "going forward from there but it's" | |
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| "value": "it's like something you can't explain it's it's just it's awesome" | |
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| "value": "after you give birth" | |
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| "value": "that sounds like a great situation" | |
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| "value": "and i have experienced both ways i've done both um" | |
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| "value": "my last child was via c_section so i've had both" | |
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| "value": "both um experiences" | |
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| "value": "mhm" | |
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| "value": "is there anything you regret" | |
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| "value": "i with my third child i had kind of a crazy nurse she was a little" | |
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| "value": "psychotic but other than that we laugh about it now but when i was in labor it wasn't funny" | |
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| "value": "[laughter]" | |
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| "value": "and um she" | |
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| "value": "she was not there when the doctor i mean it was my my third child was" | |
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| "value": "born very quickly after he broke the water and oof" | |
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| "value": "my husband was there but she was not nor was the doctor and she got in a lot of trouble" | |
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| "value": "because i only had like two contractions after that" | |
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| "value": "oh no" | |
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| "value": "my daughter was born in the bed" | |
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| "value": "so for me it was great 'cause i didn't have to go through any of the labor but" | |
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| "value": "um i'm sure they weren't happy" | |
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| "value": "to fill out a lot of paper work after that" | |
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| "value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago" | |
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| "value": "now would i give mysef for ten or twenty years ago" | |
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| "value": "ten or twenty years ago i was probably more" | |
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| "value": "relaxed not as um" | |
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| "value": "like i feel now at my age that um" | |
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| "value": "i i don't have the same concerns that i did then i don't worry about" | |
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| "value": "uh i don't worry at all about what people think about me i don't worry at all about what" | |
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| "value": "you know" | |
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| "value": "you know like my i noticed my daughter's oh mom you can't wear that because people are gonna say this i just say i don't care" | |
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| "value": "you know but they do because it's still in their frame of mind that that oh mom you have to dress like this and dress like that whatever" | |
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| "value": "so that would probably be it the wisdom that you you achieve with age that" | |
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| "value": "you you see how life there are so many things that are more important in life than worrying about little things" | |
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| "value": "what are you most proud of in your life" | |
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| "value": "their friends suffer who come from divorced families or single parents and" | |
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| "value": "gratitude sometimes that we are married and we still you know we are still a family" | |
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| "value": "so i would say that's probably it" | |
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| "value": "that's great" | |
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| "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities" | |
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| "value": "one of my best qualities is" | |
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| "value": "uh" | |
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| "start_time": "1477.294", | |
| "stop_time": "1480.304", | |
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| "value": "being able to listen to people and being able to um" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "1481.204", | |
| "stop_time": "1483.104", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "not be judgmental um" | |
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| "stop_time": "1485.089", | |
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| "value": "through the years i've had a " | |
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| "start_time": "1485.509", | |
| "stop_time": "1487.909", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "a lot of experience with um" | |
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| "stop_time": "1493.409", | |
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| "value": "people with problems a lot of friends with problems people i know from church and" | |
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| "start_time": "1493.889", | |
| "stop_time": "1495.879", | |
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| "value": "it's just taught me that um" | |
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| "start_time": "1496.679", | |
| "stop_time": "1499.629", | |
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| "value": "everybody has weaknesses everybody has problems" | |
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| "start_time": "1500.149", | |
| "stop_time": "1503.439", | |
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| "value": "and um i don't think i'm better than someone else" | |
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| "start_time": "1504.079", | |
| "stop_time": "1510.879", | |
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| "value": "if you think you're better than someone else then that's usually um to me a sign that you don't know yourself well enough" | |
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| "stop_time": "1512.374", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yeah" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "1514.369", | |
| "stop_time": "1516.139", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me" | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "1516.279", | |
| "stop_time": "1516.959", | |
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| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "1518.594", | |
| "stop_time": "1521.204", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to" | |
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| "start_time": "1521.334", | |
| "stop_time": "1521.884", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "1522.284", | |
| "stop_time": "1522.924", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "goodbye" | |
| }, | |
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| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "goodbye" | |
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