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GingerWithSunscreen
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EDAnonymous
shortLavender
2019/01/08
Recovery is hard... ... and I'm not sure I want to keep trying. It's so hard to explain my feelings/emotions. I want nothing and everything all at once.
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uncommonlyaverage
2019/01/08
I haven't purged for a week, and I gained 10 lbs despite not eating over maintenance. Any advice? Hello fellow ED sufferers, One of my main goals was for harm reduction and I want to stop purging Towards the end of 2018 I was purging several times daily. I had gotten to around 102 pounds at the beginning of last week...
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els4
2019/01/08
Overshoot How normal is weight overshoot? I have been in recovery for the past year and I started with a bmi of 18. Before my ED it was about 20. However, while right after starting recovery I maintained around 113 lbs (5'4) for awhile, I was still doing some disordered things like purging and overexercising. Now that...
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EDAnonymous
cigs4breakfast
2019/01/08
I feel like I’m completely losing control After a relapse a few months ago, I’ve been doing really well with not restricting. One of the ways I counteract restricting is by exclusively eating things I really like, but now I’m spiraling in the other direction. Im about to have Taco Bell for the third time this week (it ...
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EDAnonymous
VakariansFemshep
2019/01/08
So I went to a office party... A few weeks ago were I met my old department. Thanks to birth control and binge eating I put on a lot of weight since the last time I've seen them. *anxiety intensifies* One coworker told me "You look great!" [Thank you for lying to me] "Now you actually look normal, you were waaaaaaay ...
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EDAnonymous
losemore
2019/01/08
Had my first appointment with my ED therapist today. Proceeded to get so drunk last night that I slept in and missed it. Yikes. That’s all, folks.
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EDAnonymous
helloaveragejoe
2019/01/08
Scared of intimacy I feel like I really need to share this with someone. I haven’t kissed a guy (or had sex) since I broke up with my ex 4 years ago. I’m really embarrassed about this which, again, results in me being anxious about future dating. To be fair, there were enough guys interested and I have been in situat...
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EDAnonymous
kriegers69
2019/01/08
hahahahahhahaahah My (now ex I guess) boyfriend broke up with me unexpectedly last week on the day I was supposed to move in with him and while I’m trying to pick myself back up??? My shit ass brain is refusing to let me eat. I’d bought over a weeks worth of groceries the day before he decided to end it so I’ve been g...
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number1wifey
2019/01/08
Does anyone else eat really weird foods or food combos?? Does anyone else eat really weird foods that would gross anyone else out? My most shameful thing that I love is to make a Little tiny bowl with like a tbs of kewpie mayo and next to it some Korean chili sauce or ssam sauce, and I’ll sit and dip my finger in it, a...
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EDAnonymous
LittleBookOfSorrows
2019/01/08
DAE pig out while sleepwalking? I sleepwalk a lot and sometimes do some crazy shit. Worst thing I did was when I was staying over at my friend's and during the night let opened the front door, opened the gate and let her dog out. The dog was missing for three days. Last night for the fourth time in my adult life I r...
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premium_chaos
2019/01/08
I Extinguished dat Binge I’m incredibly happy. I’m doing keto and atm high restricting to get to my UGW. Yesterday was a sugar binge (but remained around maintenance calorically). I had such strong cravings for sweets today but instead chugged ~1.5l of water and had pork rinds instead. No more cravings and no carbs! ...
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EDAnonymous
FavorFusion
2019/01/08
Fucking period so for the last two fucking weeks or so I’ve been on my period. Like wtf. I’m underweight fucking body, stop making me lose all my iron. I’ll need it later
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EDAnonymous
VanillaPeppermintTea
2019/01/08
Feeling like shit because someone eats less than I do I'm mostly recovered. I'm staying in a dorm abroad and the food here is super tasty and healthy. I was super worried about what the food choices would be like but they're great. It was going wonderfully until a new batch of students showed up yesterday. One of the ...
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EDAnonymous
HannyLannyPanny
2019/01/08
burn all the food well...if you let your dinner burn at purpose you won't be able to eat it. thats a clever one. pizza is gone. what will burn next?
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thegoldengarden
2019/01/08
Is it okay if I take a laxative for constipation? I have had bulimia for a year, I am recovering, I haven’t purged in like a month now !! But I am just wondering, is it okay for me take just one lax for constipation. Or is it damaging ?
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strawberrybubblegam
2019/01/08
u know it’s bad when 4 days into my fast and my ED voice is telling me that i look like amberlynn reid bc i had 2 tbsp of whole milk in my coffee as opposed to 1. like ??? fuck
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defyangravity
2019/01/08
Websites like MPA? Are there any other websites you like that are similar to MPA? I love MPA but I’ve been having issues with logging in and I’m ready to give up the site but I want somewhere else I can go that has the diets, thinspo, and discussions. Any suggestions?
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ilovemymom4118
2019/01/08
Plasma donation gone wrong I tried to donate plasma today. They forced me to eat crackers and then told me my blood pressure of 86/60 was too low to donate. So I ate the crackers for no reason and I can’t even get the money I needed. I need to purge I’m not ok I’m not
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wannabegrapefruit
2019/01/08
He doesn't want to commit to me because I'm too fat Major life changes in 2018 happened. I quit a career I had been very invested but unhappy in and moved to a new city for a new job. New job in December 2017. We moved in together in January. New apartment in March. December through September I was studying for the LSA...
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metaphoric_mayhem
2019/01/08
Shout out to Ads am I right? So I do the daily challenge on my spider solitaire app because, you know, ~party hard~, and for the past few days every time I get on the app I am met with a new calorie counting app as my ad. Like. Thanks solitaire. I appreciate you reading my mind since I never actually had any on my phon...
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EDAnonymous
MagnoliaPetal
2019/01/08
Constantly sucking in your stomach? So this morning while getting dressed in front of the mirror I noticed that apparently I continuously suck my stomach in a bit. When I relax and I mean *really* relax, my belly will expand to twice its size, hanging in front of me like a 5 months pregnant belly. It's all taught and r...
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EDAnonymous
110_percent_bot
2019/01/08
I told myself I'd never do it but I purged today I woke up at 5am. I usually skip breakfast but I was hungry at 9am. I needed to concentrate and couldn't afford to be hungry so I ate the only food I had in my room. 5 gummy bears. Small treat, so far so good. Then a fuckton of pretzels. Ok but will she stop? Then an ent...
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EDAnonymous
cinnamonspiderr
2019/01/08
I feel like I'm never going to win. So I have low self esteem. Like practically non-existent. And im fat. BMI of like 38. Relevant information. You see, I'm insecure and think I'm unlovable, but don't you know being insecure is the most unattractive thing for a woman to be? Men like confidence! Confidence is sexy! But...
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EDAnonymous
songfireleaf
2019/01/08
my body hates me (tmi) literal shitpost lmao A few years ago I had to have pepto bismol like 60-70% of the time in the mornings bc of tummy rebellion that was almost definitely ED related. Repeat morning tummy rebellion has been happening again and I don't have pepto rn and also don't have time to grab any so I'm Suff...
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EDAnonymous
navillanavilla
2019/01/08
My boyfriend sucks! But ya girl is already codependent on him and won’t drop him. We’ve only been dating for a couple months but he thinks he knows me way better than he does. I try to tell him I’m depressed but he thinks I’m just horribly lazy and always live like a slob (I’m not the cleanest person but the state of m...
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EDAnonymous
sunnshine67
2019/01/08
Anyone have experience with donating plasma while high restricting? I wanted to donate plasma this morning and I ate a real meal last night so no worries there but for future reference does anyone have problems with donating while fasting or high restricting? I wouldn’t think so because they put your red blood cells ba...
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PunkRockSuperstar
2019/01/08
Work Comments Are the fucking worst. A bunch of course workers were talking about food and someone said "I never see Punk eat". I just laughed and said i had food in my bag. This fucker. He says " yeah, I bet you binge though". Fuck you.
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EDAnonymous
qiaozhina
2019/01/08
The Big Bulimic Disappointment Has to be when you manage to get some semi-decent gobfuls out hands-free and you're like 'finally....is this my moment when I level up and don't have to coke on fingers and objects anymore....' and then your body is like '*nope*. that's it. three heaves, that's all you get. You're done no...
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EDAnonymous
not-creative-enough-
2019/01/08
Why does recovery seem like it has to come with weight gain? Like if your underweight I understand. But for those with a normal bmi, do you have to gain weight? Are you not allowed to maintain or is it just hard when trying to recover? What about those who are overweight already and want to lose weight while still reco...
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scienceofspin
2019/01/08
You tried it! There’s this guy who works in the cafeteria at my work and this morning I was down there getting coffee (having a massive internal struggle as to whether or not I can afford one packet of sugar in my coffee) and he walks up and hands me a Boston creme muffin. I accepted it but screamed internally not kn...
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EDAnonymous
shoqer
2019/01/08
I need encouragement :( I was doing so well, trying to eat regularly trying to recover. I was purge free for like 10 days. My face got slim again after being super puffy for more than 1 years of purging multiple times every day. Today I don't know why. I simply didn't have enough strength to resist the urge to binge ...
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EDAnonymous
stlib
2019/01/08
A shout out for the boys You matter. You’re here, *you’re valid* and -we care-. Chant this in your head every time you are told to “man up” or anytime you feel you’re alone. You’re a human person, I’m sorry society has tried to tell you that you’re a rock. I hope here you can find a tiny bit of reassurance on you...
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EDAnonymous
kittenbun
2019/01/08
girls who seem effortlessly tiny are so triggering to me i watch a lot of haul videos on yt and omg... seeing these girls who are like 110lb / 51kg / 8st just looking cute and perfect and miniscule in everything really *gets me*. every single time i'm like 'welp guess i don't need to eat anymore today!' the thing is...
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EDAnonymous
genrewhy
2019/01/08
(24F) Relapsing when I thought I had recovered for good... Have felt like I’m not coping recently and have relapsed significantly over the past 5 months after nearly 4 years of recovery. Just need to vent because I feel like I have no one I can talk to about this.. I have been restricting to 400-500 calories a day an...
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ital21978566556432f
2019/01/08
So I've been binging since New year... someone please kill me thanks.
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EDAnonymous
leorio403
2019/01/08
just spent the whole day binging i feel disgusting. today was the worst day ive ever had in terms of my ed. this morning i went to the store to buy binge foods and ate everything, including an ice cream pie that was almost a year expired. purged that, then again. binge. purge. i was hoping i was done but nope, bought f...
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EDAnonymous
lewdpup
2019/01/08
give me the strength oh lord! it’s my birthday and my parents just gave me 2 bouquets of candy and strawberry cheesecake i felt my soul leave my body as soon as i saw all of it yall please.. i’m trying not to lose my mind rn
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EDAnonymous
areddittoshowoff
2019/01/08
Peach thread? :) I don’t want to connect my accounts, but I’ll add anyone here. :)
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EDAnonymous
ijuanaexpire
2019/01/08
i tried to purge The whole day I was thinking about the chicken nuggets and sweet chili chicken tenders in the oven. I eventually gave into my urges and just thought to myself, 'hey, it's okay, this won't count because i'll make sure to purge after.' I've never purged before. I was convinced that I HAD to do it, other...
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EDAnonymous
i_b_p_r
2019/01/08
snapchat memories made me feel better but also worse so i was looking through my snapchat memories as one does, and i went all the way down to my first saved memories. and maaaaan did they make me feel weird. like on one hand i’m definitely thinner now than i was my freshman year of high school, but on the other hand i...
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EDAnonymous
CS191
2019/01/08
Help me find some self control (or excuses to never leave the house again) Why does entertainment/fun always revolve around food? My best friend asked me to go to the movies and I said yes because I always feel bad about saying no. She bought popcorn and I dug right in like the pig I am, I promised myself I wouldn’t pu...
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EDAnonymous
AsianMemes
2019/01/08
What makes EDs glamorous? So I’ve been lucky and I’ve never been around someone who thought EDs were glamorous. What things have you heard from people about why they think it’s so amazing?
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EDAnonymous
7kgs
2019/01/08
how many calories in a fried egg? i fried it with like 1 spoon of olive oil. please help
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EDAnonymous
averybluebitch
2019/01/09
I'm so bitter lol Was just minding my post mini binge business scrolling thru insta when one of the girls I follow for thinspo posts a gorgeous mirror selfie.... With those size stickers that come on clothing saying 00 glued to the mirror :))) what a great night lmao
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EDAnonymous
e_liz
2019/01/09
So apparently I’m completely fine & it’s all in my head 🙃 Opened up to a friend tonight about the real reasons behind my weight loss & how I’m trying to get a handle on it all. She’s a sweet girl but so oblivious & just didn’t understand what I was trying to say at all. I tried venting to her about how I a...
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EDAnonymous
-wemeyeo
2019/01/09
holy shit i feel so DISGUSTING uh. this is the highest weight I have been at in so so long im only 3lbs below my sw and I have been feeling like an even bigger piece of shit for like two weeks, not sure what to really do anymore haha every time I try to get back on the restriction train I fall off and start eating ever...
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Moose--And--Squirrel
2019/01/09
I can't let myself buy new clothes All of my clothes have become baggy at this point, but buying clothes is a hellish experience for me and it just makes me hate myself more. No matter how thin I get I absolutely hate the feeling of the fabric touching my skin the way it does in anything fitted. But, all of my baggy c...
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EDAnonymous
thatgentleman28101
2019/01/09
My dad saw my “health” apps I let him use the screen time settings on my phone, and when he was checking to see if it worked he saw my calorie counting and weight logging apps. He didn’t say anything, but he gave me a weird look and I know he could tell what they’re for 🙃🙃🙃
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fastingfrycook
2019/01/09
Quasi Recovery In the 4 weeks between Thanksgiving and Christmas, I lost 10lbs in a binge/restrict cycle and got back down to my gw1 when my bf arrived back. I have binged almost every single day since and haven't weighed in, am off my workout routine, and have eaten multiple fear foods in single meals. I've purged tw...
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aerienne
2019/01/09
I've gone 9 days without sweets and I'd kick someone for a twizzler. BUT, I feel great otherwise. No more bloating or cravings or overeating. I want a twizzler, but it's not the binge-monster that is uncontrollable. For the first few days, I literally didn't leave the house. I wanted to make it 3 days so I'd have som...
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PsychologicalUse1
2019/01/09
i literally just want to fucking die (wooo!) I look so fucking huge. I screamed at my sister yesterday because she wouldn't give my scale back, and then she eventually gave it back, then I weighed myself and had a mental breakdown! I literally just want to die I broke my fast and went to eat with my mom and I feel like...
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EDAnonymous
yeasomerandosaidso
2019/01/09
finally clicked for me I've never been formally diagnosed with an ED, never underweight, never hospitalized. What I do have: fucked up teeth, iron deficiency, diagnosed gastritis, possible IBS, colorectal problems. Despite striving to eat nutritious, healthy foods, my mouth will crack and bleed if I don't take a multi...
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EDAnonymous
SleepyHufflepuff
2019/01/09
Fasting and calories? If I was fasting for about two days, and then I ate like 700 calories, how much weight will I gain? Or will I gain at all?
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bitchincoffin
2019/01/09
What’s your dream ed technology? This is what I think about at work when I’m bored lol. Mine is a chip that could straight up be implanted into my body and tells me the exact calories and macros as I’m eating. Like I would be eating dinner or let’s be real shoveling handfuls of popcorn in my mouth and simultaneously wa...
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highriskpatient
2019/01/09
hospitalised for anorexia (follow-up) og post : https://www.reddit.com/r/EDAnonymous/comments/a8ec3g/hospitalised_for_anorexia?sort=top talked to a trillion doctors and finally got the medication i needed (reglan)! it took me so long but i think it was worth it. on my way to my first appointment with the ed special...
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molotov-cocktail
2019/01/09
upped my calories i've gotten to a point where i know if i lose any more weight my mum'll intervene. I know she's already worried and i do have moments of clarity where i can see that parts of me are verging on unhealthily thin. I don't want to make her life any harder than it already is, or has been. Getting smaller h...
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Ureseth
2019/01/09
Buddy group Hey guys for all who needs support getting trough ed be free to join the buddy group i created. You can talk with me mostly about food and with the others. I am a chef and passionate about food. We can make recipes with ingredients you like or discuss pros and cons about certain foods (habits). Im a big fan...
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EDAnonymous
someone52207
2019/01/09
DAE lie about their weight and insist it's higher even though they're still in the "healthy" weight range? I'm about 5'7" and I keep insisting that I'm 140 lbs even though I'm actually 125 lbs. Really unsure why I refuse to let people know my actual weight. Then I even get a little offended when people actually belie...
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EDAnonymous
empTXistence
2019/01/09
Just re-downloaded MFP Deleted it 6 months ago, but whaddya know, I lost 18 pounds since my last login. Graph looks halarious. I'm bout to yeet another 20 pounds asap But anyways, idk why but lately I've been feeling very very fat. Havnt put any weight on but it's time to stop maintaining and get back into active di...
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EDAnonymous
thinandmint
2019/01/09
I WENT TO THE DENTIST! I've been so scared to go ever since developing bulimia and I'm so proud of myself for finally going. 2 years of bulimia and avoidance landed me 7 cavities, despite baking soda precautions. Luckily they aren't that deep and I'm privileged enough to be on my parent's dental insurance ($2000 bill t...
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NueNesta
2019/01/09
Does anyone else feel like a fraud if ...? You've had your eating disorder, especially for years, but have never been hospitalized for it?
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EDAnonymous
Biased24
2019/01/09
Any other trans folks out here? I was suggested to create a thread for the other trans people who might be in this sub. A few questions for the MtF crew out there, do you ever relate to the guys more than the girls when thinking about issues in ED and stuff, or feel invalidated because of your junk? i know i feel these...
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laisserai
2019/01/09
Food scale for my birthday gift? I go back and forth with counting calories. I stopped because it really fucked with my head but I need to get back to it because just counting in my head isn't really working anymore. Anyways, my birthday is coming up and I want to ask for a food scale but is that too obvious? I menti...
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EDAnonymous
RedditRanOutOfNamess
2019/01/09
My roommate just made a big deal about washing all the dishes I haven't eaten since Sunday and he's whining about me not doing the dishes? BOI
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EDAnonymous
tigerchik
2019/01/09
Recovery success: 9% increase in bone density after 13 years at a healthy weight. Ask me anything. I am a 31 year old in a very strong recovery from AN. At age 18, I was diagnosed with osteoporosis in my spine and osteopoenia in my hips after 4-ish years of AN. I went from 93 lbs at age 17 to 115 lbs at age 18, and hav...
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EDAnonymous
thegreenjellybean
2019/01/09
I can’t do this anymore I finally went to see a psychologist. After a lot A LOT of patience and pushing from my close friend, I went. She made me tell her what the problem is right away. She pressured me into telling her I was struggling with this fucking ED when I wasn’t ready to tell her yet and she could SEE how m...
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EDAnonymous
strawberryrhubarbjam
2019/01/09
Tea? How do you drink yours? Plain? Milk & Sugar? I’m curious!
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EDAnonymous
cisheterpatriarchy
2019/01/09
thinspo/forcing myself to think things doesn’t make me eat any less lol does anyone else just feel completely unaffected by thinspo? like i see it and think ‘wow wish that was me’ but it never stops me from eating my entire body weight in food. and also thinking about how fat i’ll be or looking at myself in the mirror ...
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vydka
2019/01/09
Body image and intimacy issues I've struggled with anorexia/bulimia for years. Started in high school and I'm 27 now. In college I was hospitalized for 3 months and improved slightly. Then relapsed a year later and attempted suicide. After that hospitalization I did much better. I started a relationship with a truly g...
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EDAnonymous
doses_and_neuroses
2019/01/09
Yeah sex is good but have u ever eaten an entire cake and lasagna and woken up to find it was only a dream?? I am feeling very blessed this morning
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EDAnonymous
quiteapear
2019/01/09
Daily calorie limit? What is too little? Just curious what everyone’s usual calorie limit is daily and how they divide it into their meal(s). I’ve always had a problem with bulimia, but a recent breakup from a long term relationship has triggered me into limiting my calories. Since the breakup last Tuesday (happy New ...
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EDAnonymous
The_Immortal_Unicorn
2019/01/09
A confession I guess? I have ADHD and I have always taken medication for it. In 2016 and 2017 however, I was off meds, simply because I was an annoying teenager who wanted to be rebellious. I started taking them again in December 2017 and I'm so ashamed of the reason why. See, they suppress my appetite. My mindset arou...
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drugstore-diet
2019/01/09
Why call it “binging and purging” when you can call it “eat and yeet” instead That is all
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snaafuuu
2019/01/09
It's my birthday and I think I might eat Because I'm so amazed I made it to 24 and I deserve to enjoy a day that celebrates that. I want to be kind to myself because I haven't been in a long long time. And also because I hate myself and look forward to fasting and being disgusted by the two meals I'm expected to eat ...
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ilonacamille
2019/01/09
almost killed myself trying to donate blood hello dramatic clickbait title, but for real. So I've been a vegetarian/flex-vegan for 12 years. My iron levels are usually low but still safe. I'm also a blood donor. Last time they told me my iron levels needed to be higher or I wouldn't be allowed to donate next time. ...
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EDAnonymous
audreyhepburnwho
2019/01/09
WE HAVE HALO TOP IN GERMANY NOW FINALLY It's sold at Edeka, i haven't found it myself yet but saw it announced on HaloTops Instagram. Helllll yeah! Can't wait to try it out. There's other similar ice creams available but I'm so curious to finally try halo top after seeing so many talk about it around here!
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flippdipp
2019/01/09
went to the dentist over break I always dread the dentist as a bulimic and so far neither a hygienist or my dentist have been suspicious of me that I know of. This app was not different, but when i got home i checked the samples i got and the toothpaste was sensodyne. checked my brothers stuff as he went at the same ti...
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zagadatbae
2019/01/09
How do I lose weight in a healthy manner without obsession? Without repeating today's weight in my mind? Without weighing daily? Without comparing myself to any other woman who may have remotely the same skin colour as me? Without feeling inadequate? Without suddenly expecting more from myself despite achieving goals? ...
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EDAnonymous
DisguisedAsMe
2019/01/09
Suddenly have stretch marks?! It's been in the past 2-3 weeks I got some white stretch marks on my butt/hip flexor area...anything I can do to reduce them? I am so sad because they appeared out of nowhere
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EDAnonymous
pwdump
2019/01/09
DAE hold their breath when walking past a bakery? Can’t get hungry until 1 PM! Breakfast is cancelled.
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EDAnonymous
konmarimylife
2019/01/09
Triggered by Marie Kondo I don't even want to be as tiny as she is! Doesn't matter, triggered anyway! She did her magic on the (enormous) house of this Asian American couple who reminded me of my aunt and uncle, who had such an excess of stuff, they had three different rooms acting as closets, and a basement piled high...
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EDAnonymous
msfixir
2019/01/09
Anyone else happy for the distraction of school starting back up? I struggle so badly with binge eating on winter break but I'm finally back to classes and I'm psyched! Like I barely ate anything today because I had lectures and I didn't even notice! Winter break always ruins me for restricting and fasting. Plus so muc...
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EDAnonymous
pushthesky_away
2019/01/09
A question about time lapse between overeating and gaining fat, and some anxious rambling. I'm underweight even though I promised myself I'd toe the line, and now I'm dealing with needing to stay under the lowest I weigh in at (comorbid OCD as well probably isn't helping that). I have eaten above my TDEE several times ...
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EDAnonymous
einhornschlag
2019/01/09
Exercising triggering the B/P cycle? Hey everyone! I’m really struggling here. DAE workout regularly and struggle even more with their ED? Between *trying* (and usually failing) to restrict, having massive binges only to purge every crumb I can out, and actively working on getting stronger in the gym I feel like I’...
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EDAnonymous
dethleib
2019/01/09
GIV ME SUGRRRRRR Help me, fellow sweet fiends. This isn't a sweet tooth, more it's like an insatiable lust for happy tooth rotting endorphins. I'm thissssssss close to ragequitting my retail drone position and fantasies of absolutely exploding myself with milkshakes, whip cream and an entire restaurant dessert bar are ...
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EDAnonymous
roorose28
2019/01/09
so frustrated with myself i am CONSTANTLY fluctuating between losing weight in a healthy way (w/ weightlifting/exercising) vs eating absolutely nothing until i lose all the weight i gained through binge cycles. i'm so tired of being at this weight. and so tempted to just starve it all away (even though logically, i kno...
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EDAnonymous
northernmountaingirl
2019/01/09
back on my bullshit after a lengthy hiatus and gaining a few pounds, i'm backkkk on my bullshittt this time of year is particularly triggering because it's the season that i was at my lowest weight a while ago. i'm restricting to 800 calories/day or less and can feel myself slipping back into that awful competition mi...
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EDAnonymous
anotherlurkinlesbian
2019/01/09
I was doing so well today And then after work I had fries and soup...and two pieces of pizza...and then two poptarts with butter to top it all off Said I wouldn't b/p in 2019. Lol.
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EDAnonymous
watchmedisapr
2019/01/09
What do you think? (Peeping a potential ed'er at work) So my team at work just got a new member. She's skinny but not what I'd consider obvious ed except that she has those lines at the corners of her mouth like I've seen on ana girls. Today however I realized I've only ever seen her eat soup and cliff bars. Today sh...
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EDAnonymous
UnderseaK
2019/01/09
Easy trick to kill your appetite! Anxiety medication withdrawals! Sure, tapering off one med since I found another that works better is withdrawal hell, what with the nausea/dizziness/fatigue/sweating....but hey, my appetite is gone because I can’t even sit upright without puking! Yay for unintentional fasting! For...
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EDAnonymous
xxobutitoldyouso
2019/01/10
I just spend all of my Christmas money on food Because i can't really buy anything else (i am too fat for nice clothes) So... Frozen strawberries, light natural yogurt, light jello, cottage cheese, all bran bars (in 2 flavors), cinnamon, Quaker cereal (didn't even knew they made cereal), lettuce, zucchini,apples,oatm...
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EDAnonymous
Altedd
2019/01/10
36 Hours in... I'm sorta mad about how easy this is, it is a lot easier than i remember. Should've been water fasting the whole last few months but I didn't :/ Trying to drop those holiday 5 from December.
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EDAnonymous
lonelysweetpotato
2019/01/10
Favorite low calorie meals/snacks On the old subreddit I would look up threads about your recipe ideas all the time, but alas all that information is gone. Could we start a new one? ​ For me: Instant miso soup (35 calories) Wellness wraps (50 calories) popped in the toaster and slathered with a laughing ...
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yooolivia
2019/01/10
birth control cravings got the nexplanon implant a couple of days ago and the doctor warned me about cravings and mood swings so i’m scared as hell. does anyone have any experience with this particular form of birth control? i know it affects everyone differently but i’d just like some insight.
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hahaeereemah
2019/01/10
I just want to sit down with a huge meal and EAT I hate this mood 😭 I haven’t binged in a fair while but today the urge is strong - maybe cause I’m home alone, I weigh 0.5kgs more than yesterday and I’ve generally been feeling shitty today. I just want to sit outside (it’s a beautiful day) with a huge meal (or 3) an...
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ae_eliza
2019/01/10
Accurate Bathroom Scales? What’s the most accurate bathroom scale you’ve found? I hate that the scale in my bathroom and the one at my doctors office weigh me so differently 😭
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PuzzleheadedSpring
2019/01/10
Stopped myself mid-binge and threw the food in the trash And then proceeded to dig it out an hour later and keep binging. Digging food out of the trash is like a normal procedure and my stupid ED brain doesn’t even care that it’s gross.
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EDAnonymous
TurnTechAstraeus
2019/01/10
I just keep fucking eaten what the fuck is wrong with me??? As the title says since Xmas I've been stuffing my face like the pig I am. I haven't stepped on the scale cause I know I'll be around 125 again if my stomach's anything to go by. I need to stop. I need to eat more veg and smaller portions. I need to lose weigh...
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