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EDAnonymous | warmcorgi53 | 2019/01/20 | Seeking tips on how to avoid eating out of boredom I’m still on winter break from college and am mostly just sitting at home bored all day.. what do you guys do to keep yourself occupied and take your mind off food? | 4.467132 | 5.51763 | 4.544186 | 88.012248 | 70.162791 | 6.663566 | 28.286822 | 6.427356 | 1.195719 | 171 | 6 | 34 | 1 | 3 | 53 | 39 | 43 | 0.145 | 0.855 | 0 | -0.6808 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 22 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rejected_desk_puppy | 2019/01/20 | Best resource to double check calorie count You know when you want to attempt to eat something not pre packaged but it doesn’t have a definitive calorie count printed on the label? Yeah that wigs me the heck out. And lose it has so many options many of them varying in calories... does anyone have a good reliable resour... | 3.492255 | 5.626768 | 4.707941 | 81.494902 | 74.588235 | 6.886275 | 29.715686 | 7.793538 | 2.065816 | 556 | 25 | 103 | 8 | 12 | 183 | 93 | 136 | 0.04 | 0.823 | 0.137 | 0.9273 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 18 | 14 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 19 | 14 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 69 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113979 | 0 | 0 | 0.182981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.442356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | evelynssecretacct | 2019/01/20 | Buying bigger bras makes me feel like a whale- a rant I went on birth control 6ish months ago and guess what— my boobs got bigger. I didn't gain any actual weight, so i'm certain it's because of the hormonal change. I figured they'd go back to normal after a few months, but alas they have not so I finally bought some b... | 0.910026 | 3.264402 | 2.766923 | 90.66141 | 85.384615 | 5.620513 | 20.205128 | 7.031649 | 0.521682 | 497 | 15 | 103 | 7 | 15 | 165 | 89 | 130 | 0.142 | 0.787 | 0.071 | -0.8726 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 18 | 23 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 11 | 2 | 11 | 13 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 58 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138188 | 0 | 0.328654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181736 | 0.128387 | 0 | 0.196867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306405 | 0 | 0.143733 | 0 | 0.197974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170049 | 0.11996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218842 | 0 | 0.166596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255326 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | DrKBird | 2019/01/20 | DAE have weird weighing rituals/habits? Someone posted a few days ago about irrational things we think might affect the weight on the scale and it got me to think about weighing myself.
I have some weird habits/rituals, and I'm curious what yours are or if you have any?
Mine: I wait until the absolute last possible ... | 2.890456 | 5.583255 | 3.729036 | 84.832211 | 79.57554 | 6.296595 | 22.216307 | 7.554174 | 1.136689 | 581 | 18 | 105 | 9 | 15 | 185 | 93 | 139 | 0.059 | 0.856 | 0.085 | 0.5514 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 22 | 20 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 18 | 1 | 12 | 14 | 7 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 73 | 24 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.347617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378876 | 0.11219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.360388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191491 | 0.162678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112847 | 0.217678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | YouSmellOfButterfly | 2019/01/20 | Lost only 2 lbs in 10 days Are you shitting me
Guess I just have to restrict harder :) :) :) :)
^I ^was ^already ^going ^insane ^with ^my ^low ^calorie ^allowance
^^time ^^to ^^die | 1.751382 | 3.693018 | 2.12424 | 87.720645 | 112.225806 | 1.771429 | 23.78341 | 3.1291 | 0.266102 | 138 | 6 | 20 | 0 | 7 | 42 | 31 | 31 | 0.168 | 0.569 | 0.263 | 0.6486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.404658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.400986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | especiallygirlgiants | 2019/01/20 | Will my ED haunt me forever? I’ve was in recovery for two years until I fell back into my disorder for about a year, and then since that have been in recovery for almost 3 years with some small slip ups along the way. But recently the thoughts are back. And they’re strong. The little monster that is my eating disorder... | 0.578074 | 2.650301 | 2.688153 | 92.583182 | 84.10101 | 5.791631 | 19.529582 | 7.071269 | 0.329891 | 727 | 20 | 161 | 10 | 21 | 245 | 105 | 198 | 0.288 | 0.645 | 0.067 | -0.9942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 15 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 30 | 32 | 21 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 28 | 5 | 20 | 27 | 2 | 26 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 108 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124801 | 0 | 0 | 0.205301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.458996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103139 | 0 | 0.069746 | 0.128062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263601 | 0.137006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271906 | 0 | 0.130407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07874 | 0.105963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257902 |
EDAnonymous | stupidminnow | 2019/01/20 | Tell Me Your Experiences with the Halo Effect I find these type of stories soooo interesting and motivating. If you were once fat and then thin (or vice versa) please tell me in great detail the differences in how you were/are treated. | 6.43876 | 7.978963 | 6.465116 | 74.240155 | 65.976744 | 9.454264 | 28.286822 | 9.725611 | 2.621766 | 189 | 6 | 33 | 4 | 3 | 60 | 36 | 43 | 0 | 0.751 | 0.249 | 0.9062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 20 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.567327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | aha98 | 2019/01/20 | I need to get my shit together (again) so I promise this week I will eat like a normal person, at normal times of the day and normal amounts of food.
I will not binge and I will not purge.
I will lose weight the healthy way.
I will go to the gym every morning before class and I will attend every single lab and lecture... | 2.218462 | 3.733195 | 3.249936 | 93.272464 | 76.452229 | 5.849878 | 20.357178 | 6.297961 | 0.003561 | 587 | 13 | 130 | 4 | 13 | 188 | 85 | 157 | 0.115 | 0.717 | 0.168 | 0.6948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 16 | 8 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 27 | 30 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 25 | 6 | 12 | 15 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 11 | 82 | 27 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129517 | 0.130496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083903 | 0 | 0.214059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064231 | 0.090751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199106 | 0 | 0.14439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186184 | 0 | 0.112171 | 0 | 0 | 0.142116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088068 | 0.110919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.521584 | 0 | 0 | 0.127123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095512 | 0.102103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100832 | 0.101897 | 0.15469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | nomeatonmybones | 2019/01/20 | DAE just HATE being short? So, I’m 5’0”, thought I was 5’1” until I went to the doctors and turns out i’m a whole inch shorter, which sucks. Even before I found this out I hated my height, because the shorter you are, the more stubby/fat you look. And also I have a lower BMI now because of this, which brings me down ev... | 1.003312 | 2.433363 | 2.655626 | 96.594867 | 79.606061 | 5.485801 | 18.476407 | 5.985473 | -0.443667 | 817 | 16 | 199 | 5 | 20 | 269 | 126 | 231 | 0.14 | 0.814 | 0.046 | -0.9678 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 36 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 20 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 33 | 41 | 18 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 27 | 3 | 28 | 30 | 7 | 30 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 20 | 4 | 5 | 9 | 127 | 38 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252403 | 0 | 0.234886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364638 | 0 | 0.116286 | 0.131882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15133 | 0 | 0.127595 | 0.072109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1159 | 0.308814 | 0 | 0.117338 | 0.124567 | 0 | 0.092128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109571 | 0.080479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18741 | 0.150124 | 0 | 0.143682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081407 | 0.109552 | 0.11071 | 0.168069 | 0 | 0.127944 | 0 | 0.154092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100479 | 0 | 0 | 0.196088 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | toastandbuttr | 2019/01/20 | Dysmorphic and overwhelmed with my body Ok so, I’ve never been diagnosed with an eating disorder and don’t think I have one, but certainly have disordered eating.
Lately I’ve been especially stressed about my body because I honestly don’t know what I look like as I’ve gained and lost weight over the years. I’ve never... | 5.170227 | 4.967522 | 5.692702 | 84.824426 | 68.223301 | 9.455663 | 26.228155 | 9.150863 | 1.650348 | 1,182 | 28 | 262 | 20 | 18 | 382 | 154 | 309 | 0.12 | 0.738 | 0.142 | 0.6042 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 40 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 19 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 25 | 20 | 7 | 8 | 4 | 53 | 55 | 30 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 14 | 13 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 19 | 35 | 12 | 34 | 40 | 9 | 28 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 0 | 8 | 18 | 166 | 50 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0.069803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.476723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072602 | 0 | 0 | 0.163959 | 0 | 0 | 0.0732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21958 | 0.059754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037372 | 0 | 0 | 0.059996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078622 | 0 | 0.080689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17473 | 0 | 0 | 0.063302 | 0.420471 | 0.080024 | 0.078084 | 0.060812 | 0 | 0.067684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157749 | 0.159116 | 0.110337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048471 | 0.054402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076081 | 0 | 0 | 0.091648 | 0 | 0 | 0.153593 | 0.08103 | 0 | 0 | 0.056884 | 0 | 0.144785 | 0.057 | 0.065118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081938 | 0.074779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065855 | 0 | 0 | 0.047521 | 0.137501 | 0 | 0.056787 | 0.04171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348418 | 0.064314 | 0 | 0 | 0.079861 | 0 | 0 | 0.077571 | 0 | 0 | 0.072895 | 0 | 0.078207 | 0 | 0.138189 |
EDAnonymous | lecollecteur | 2019/01/21 | How the FUCK is the sub fasting okay and "healthy” but subs for supporting people with eating disorders are being banned Yes I know intermittent fasting has many benefits, such as fasting for 16 hours a day can promote longevity, lower your risk of neurodegenerative diseases, lowers cholesterol etc. but there are peopl... | 7.710455 | 9.843053 | 7.043409 | 69.055114 | 63.545455 | 9.5 | 35.568182 | 9.827889 | 3.929545 | 520 | 24 | 76 | 11 | 8 | 161 | 75 | 110 | 0.092 | 0.602 | 0.305 | 0.987 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 15 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 15 | 11 | 2 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 51 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.571008 | 0 | 0 | 0.164751 | 0 | 0.207452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193702 | 0.102227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.515827 | 0.162418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | noctif | 2019/01/21 | Watching Amberlynn Reid helps me eat vicariously through her I spent the whole day watching her videos and the anxiety from all the food she eats filled me up. Couldn’t bring myself to go to the grocery store today (and probably tomorrow) and I’m running low on meals so I’ve been rationing my food. Watching her videos ... | 5.725167 | 7.557502 | 5.6875 | 78.034167 | 68 | 9.333333 | 32.083333 | 9.725611 | 3.227833 | 348 | 15 | 61 | 8 | 6 | 109 | 57 | 80 | 0.096 | 0.841 | 0.062 | -0.4215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 12 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 39 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.470918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.556498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11242 | 0 | 0.406381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Gyuu | 2019/01/21 | Can I share a poem/lyrics about my ED? I wrote this thing (intended as song lyrics but it ended up being some sort of poem) about the feelings I can’t seem to shake lately. I know it’s very angsty and I’ll probably be embarrassed later, but right now I feel so alone and I think sharing might make me feel better. So, he... | 2.991286 | 5.56983 | 3.005206 | 90.859132 | 78.297297 | 5.624467 | 24.871977 | 6.836019 | 0.972135 | 768 | 28 | 146 | 8 | 19 | 232 | 105 | 185 | 0.177 | 0.734 | 0.089 | -0.9531 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 18 | 13 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 34 | 26 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 18 | 5 | 25 | 21 | 3 | 42 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 19 | 0 | 4 | 21 | 99 | 30 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174756 | 0.162779 | 0.137182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170489 | 0 | 0.174971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115012 | 0.119631 | 0.149806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103048 | 0.496942 | 0 | 0 | 0.090446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127982 | 0 | 0.123119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | NorthofBoston | 2019/01/21 | I’m really sad. TW: Weight gain, self-loathing, general fuckery
idk if I chose the right tag and if I violate any rules I’m sorry feel free to remove
I was ALWAYS thin. It’s basically what I was known for in my social circle - that and being a smart kid with good grades.
Then I went to college and got really fucked ... | 0.451123 | 2.836236 | 2.278553 | 92.826952 | 88.842105 | 5.903509 | 18.442982 | 7.333567 | 0.453035 | 723 | 20 | 156 | 13 | 24 | 238 | 117 | 190 | 0.163 | 0.731 | 0.106 | -0.8861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 27 | 27 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 20 | 5 | 22 | 17 | 1 | 21 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 10 | 4 | 3 | 8 | 88 | 32 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092672 | 0 | 0 | 0.075738 | 0.116785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098501 | 0 | 0.247422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093415 | 0.267227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098487 | 0 | 0 | 0.109958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12851 | 0.119228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181568 | 0 | 0.117928 | 0.121008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07547 | 0.084705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127365 | 0.129313 | 0.147983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065691 | 0 | 0 | 0.271246 | 0 | 0.206489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162162 | 0 | 0.226998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071721 |
EDAnonymous | imnotverycreative685 | 2019/01/21 | Phantom poops?(tmi) So I’m just wondering if this is just me or if others go through this too..
So I will get the feeling I have to poop but if I don’t go immediately, it goes away and I can’t go for a few days or have to take laxatives. Am I alone on this one? | -0.547232 | 1.122018 | 2.645 | 93.613489 | 85.610169 | 6.645198 | 21.69774 | 7.793538 | 0.737777 | 200 | 7 | 52 | 4 | 6 | 72 | 42 | 59 | 0.055 | 0.921 | 0.024 | -0.3839 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 40 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184632 | 0 | 0.602519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | DinosaursAndStarStuf | 2019/01/21 | Ughhh period bullshit I just had TTOTM less than two weeks ago, but the past three days I've been cramping, bloated, and moody af. I chalked it up to the stress of starting a new job and too many sugar alcohols... until I started bleeding like a mf'er this evening.
Ughhhh I know it's because of rapid weight loss... | 4.341604 | 5.830296 | 5.54 | 79.091667 | 70.9375 | 8.333333 | 28.333333 | 8.841846 | 2.257708 | 649 | 24 | 122 | 12 | 12 | 216 | 109 | 160 | 0.179 | 0.742 | 0.079 | -0.9504 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 17 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 10 | 4 | 16 | 12 | 2 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 70 | 17 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.150817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136998 | 0.165166 | 0.309517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302798 | 0 | 0.316284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142878 | 0.080745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113611 | 0 | 0 | 0.149264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104726 | 0.117541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147534 | 0.107145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24794 | 0.376398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Automatic_Breath | 2019/01/21 | I’m relapsing and I need help. So, I used to be 54 kg. (119 lbs) However, I’ve since gained a lot of weight and unfortunately reached 68 kg. (149 lbs) This is also the highest weight I’ve ever been and I’m considering starving myself like I used to.
I don’t know how to lose weight. The only time I lost weight is when... | 0.798417 | 2.70898 | 2.762859 | 93.274891 | 82.197674 | 5.907524 | 20.582763 | 7.048012 | 0.31731 | 627 | 18 | 145 | 8 | 17 | 210 | 94 | 172 | 0.213 | 0.686 | 0.102 | -0.964 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 22 | 27 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 21 | 2 | 19 | 19 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 82 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098283 | 0 | 0 | 0.090825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085689 | 0 | 0 | 0.054034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27056 | 0.264 | 0.137071 | 0 | 0.076279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068844 | 0 | 0 | 0.161418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07046 | 0.074219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139249 | 0 | 0 | 0.047548 | 0 | 0 | 0.78533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057266 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | reynita1 | 2019/01/21 | hi i guess i’ve been checking out this sub for a little bit now, and my nerves always get to me when i work up the courage to post. i think i’ve re-written this five times now. so hi lol | -1.466512 | 0.312738 | 0.661674 | 105.636233 | 90.627907 | 3.44 | 15.576744 | 3.1291 | -1.49801 | 143 | 3 | 39 | 0 | 5 | 47 | 34 | 43 | 0.034 | 0.811 | 0.154 | 0.7076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 21 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.425828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.390927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249925 | 0 | 0 | 0.227438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dollysteak | 2019/01/21 | My housemate’s eating habits are triggering me and I’m scared I’m going to relapse I knew my housemate for about 4 years prior to us moving in together about 8 months ago. She has always been a thicker girl until now. She began dropping a lot of weight really quickly recently and it’s really hard to ignore the fact she... | 3.05508 | 5.157781 | 4.35808 | 83.652407 | 75.77551 | 7.393321 | 26.646568 | 8.296473 | 1.924429 | 984 | 38 | 187 | 18 | 22 | 324 | 137 | 245 | 0.141 | 0.779 | 0.081 | -0.9278 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 1 | 13 | 11 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 36 | 31 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 14 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 26 | 1 | 32 | 20 | 6 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 16 | 0 | 4 | 19 | 119 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072339 | 0.13106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.48571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140623 | 0.079541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100888 | 0 | 0.112287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119546 | 0 | 0 | 0.119821 | 0 | 0.09472 | 0.126126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228066 | 0 | 0.234342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112881 | 0 | 0.118808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099212 | 0 | 0.124058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115922 | 0 | 0.142744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.433519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229256 |
EDAnonymous | AbleBadger | 2019/01/21 | DAE weight go up and down ~30 lbs every few months? I feel so alone. I'll go weeks or months either eating very little or non-stop binging. But I won't restrict one day and binge the next. The phases come and go in months, not days. Because of this my weight will go up or down about 30 lbs every few months. It's so emb... | 1.519307 | 3.520824 | 2.815286 | 93.357387 | 80.204819 | 5.595783 | 17.603916 | 6.627428 | -0.221746 | 313 | 6 | 69 | 3 | 8 | 101 | 60 | 83 | 0.114 | 0.803 | 0.083 | -0.5617 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 11 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 9 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 35 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112832 | 0.16534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16512 | 0.134802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078836 | 0.161733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.515209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134911 | 0.184846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133145 | 0 | 0 | 0.12944 | 0.393005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Capt_butter | 2019/01/21 | time for a ranty thingy Sorry if none of this makes sense
i really feel like im faking that i have an ed, ive only purged one time in the past 2 or so weeks (was basically all water sadly), and i always end up eating way too much (today as at 3pm, im already up to 900). i really feel that i dont burn enough calories... | 2.58781 | 2.705678 | 5.038718 | 86.162991 | 73.859813 | 8.357276 | 19.958611 | 8.418075 | 0.682547 | 372 | 5 | 88 | 6 | 7 | 133 | 77 | 107 | 0.078 | 0.867 | 0.055 | -0.3057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 16 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 2 | 14 | 10 | 6 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 54 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165255 | 0.119756 | 0.124605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175508 | 0 | 0 | 0.306467 | 0 | 0 | 0.265271 | 0.154734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302876 | 0.213965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101476 | 0.113893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142955 | 0.103819 | 0 | 0.312917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174643 | 0 | 0.141947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118866 | 0.120122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | netflixandnothing | 2019/01/21 | Call NASA, my body defies the laws of thermodynamics I've been eating on average 600 cal a day and my weight has not budged in two weeks. In fact it has gone UP. WTF
Is my scale broken? Am I broken? Am I sleepwalking to McDonalds in the middle of the night? lmao
If I don't shed some pounds when I get my period in a f... | 0.448604 | 2.430108 | 3.028685 | 90.491599 | 83.935065 | 6.966883 | 16.118506 | 8.076483 | 0.281443 | 279 | 5 | 66 | 6 | 8 | 97 | 58 | 77 | 0.202 | 0.751 | 0.047 | -0.9148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 40 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314871 | 0 | 0 | 0.289454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227382 | 0.34519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | blueblackbird_ | 2019/01/21 | i just wish there wasnt any brain fog when fasting i currently very depressed and food doesnt give me any joy at all. meaning i can fast for days without getting any cravings. the only problem is that i get heavy brain fog starting day 2. and no matter how much caffeine and magnesium i take, everything just feels dream... | 1.914803 | 4.274442 | 3.641394 | 86.016764 | 80.923077 | 6.468942 | 26.611914 | 7.66913 | 1.678248 | 717 | 31 | 141 | 12 | 19 | 239 | 114 | 182 | 0.14 | 0.764 | 0.096 | -0.7927 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 32 | 28 | 13 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 22 | 4 | 17 | 25 | 7 | 23 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 88 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107021 | 0 | 0 | 0.088803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117813 | 0 | 0 | 0.240933 | 0 | 0 | 0.110024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08616 | 0 | 0 | 0.13919 | 0 | 0.092945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252946 | 0 | 0 | 0.220844 | 0 | 0 | 0.191158 | 0 | 0 | 0.213826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218256 | 0.077093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11276 | 0.10352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105442 | 0.108157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158657 | 0 | 0.083229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085817 | 0 | 0 | 0.085993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083077 | 0 | 0 | 0.076381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073266 | 0.117378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118851 | 0.089039 | 0.06365 | 0 | 0 | 0.131409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248189 | 0.208048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | grandeicedcovfefe | 2019/01/21 | Medicine = weight gain ? Help I was just prescribed a round of antibiotics and steroids for an allergy + small infection and I’m low key freaking out they’re going to make me gain weight
I know I should be concerned about healing my body instead of losing weight but my brain can’t justify this right now 🙃 | 3.038 | 5.543852 | 3.06 | 90.935 | 77.666667 | 6.666667 | 28.333333 | 7.793538 | 1.794333 | 248 | 11 | 49 | 4 | 6 | 75 | 51 | 60 | 0.095 | 0.793 | 0.113 | 0.25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 25 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252667 | 0 | 0.253931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.830988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mglwmnc | 2019/01/21 | Canker sore infestation Haven’t eaten more than 800 calories since 5+ canker sores popped up and though the pain is making me break out in tears, I sure do like the ease of not being able to eat. Was ready to go to the doctors for treatment, but stepped on the scale with positive results. Questioning a cure.
So. Glam. | 3.989839 | 5.806711 | 3.710516 | 90.545774 | 72.387097 | 6.895484 | 25.303226 | 7.554174 | 1.065538 | 253 | 8 | 52 | 3 | 5 | 76 | 56 | 62 | 0.103 | 0.723 | 0.174 | 0.705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 29 | 2 | 1 | 0.332836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MonikerOfApathy | 2019/01/21 | DAE just wake up and feel the need to throw up? Past couple days i’ve been fasting and i keep waking up and immediately needing to throw up but it’s all bile and water. | 0.470833 | 2.634503 | 2.67 | 91.95 | 85.388889 | 4.711111 | 17.333333 | 5.985473 | -0.476867 | 133 | 3 | 30 | 1 | 4 | 45 | 27 | 36 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.459583 | 0 | 0.26787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.615961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | peachypetrina | 2019/01/21 | What if makeup had calories This is just one of those thoughts that I had before I fell asleep but imagine if each makeup product had a calorie count and shit | 13.517742 | 7.522862 | 10.964516 | 71.666774 | 57.387097 | 12.4 | 47.129032 | 3.1291 | 3.868523 | 128 | 5 | 24 | 0 | 1 | 38 | 26 | 31 | 0.154 | 0.846 | 0 | -0.7096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 19 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.502533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.400186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.606213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.468848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jewishtemptress | 2019/01/21 | I’m finally relapsing. Ugh. I thought I was doing great, eating around 1400 - 1800 calories every day for a month. I just stepped on the scale and I gained four pounds. Fuck that. | 1.225588 | 3.88634 | 1.638471 | 95.427118 | 92.235294 | 5.072941 | 21.505882 | 6.742158 | 0.614607 | 139 | 5 | 28 | 2 | 5 | 42 | 30 | 34 | 0.17 | 0.649 | 0.181 | 0.1027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.399925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.4025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rot-and-poetry | 2019/01/21 | Dreading dropping to an UW BMI The closer I get to an UW BMI the more I panic that I'll never be able to look in the mirror and not be disgusted. I haven't been uw in years but from what I remember I looked the same as I did at a normal weight. I was hoping when I started losing again I'd notice some kind of change, bu... | 2.055 | 2.665297 | 3.8825 | 92.1625 | 75.428571 | 7.028571 | 21.142857 | 7.168622 | 0.309639 | 392 | 8 | 95 | 4 | 8 | 133 | 71 | 112 | 0.123 | 0.81 | 0.066 | -0.794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 20 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 15 | 2 | 15 | 14 | 5 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 66 | 19 | 0 | 0.196355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187625 | 0.176471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102587 | 0.188361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204473 | 0.215823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.494665 | 0.219671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192386 | 0 | 0.223551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115815 | 0 | 0 | 0.239107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126446 |
EDAnonymous | hyuminfytre | 2019/01/21 | (Vent) Fluctuating hell Tw: weight talk, death talk, numbers, negativity and Boohoo
The past 5 years I've dealt with EDNOS cycling, the depths of my restriction made me lose 60lbs in about 4-5 months. Nobody saw it as bad since I went from 240lbs to 170lbs. 170lbs is my lowest weight, which is downright pathetic to m... | 3.077348 | 4.477667 | 4.165 | 88.059167 | 73.967532 | 7.341126 | 24.521645 | 7.937092 | 1.147422 | 1,183 | 36 | 255 | 17 | 24 | 385 | 176 | 308 | 0.194 | 0.729 | 0.077 | -0.9899 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 16 | 5 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 18 | 10 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 42 | 39 | 30 | 3 | 8 | 11 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 16 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 30 | 5 | 37 | 23 | 5 | 31 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 13 | 3 | 6 | 19 | 151 | 44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079256 | 0.057864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122434 | 0.195722 | 0 | 0 | 0.098514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09808 | 0 | 0.125391 | 0 | 0.079976 | 0 | 0.08531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047996 | 0.067813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175508 | 0.049593 | 0 | 0.053947 | 0 | 0.075918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085032 | 0.093716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093479 | 0 | 0.101616 | 0 | 0.307597 | 0.099074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079711 | 0.106194 | 0.103619 | 0 | 0 | 0.089818 | 0.063361 | 0 | 0.095362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100698 | 0.095845 | 0 | 0.075766 | 0 | 0.139558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181228 | 0.065807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111975 | 0 | 0.076141 | 0.577949 | 0 | 0.087994 | 0 | 0 | 0.109156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122254 |
EDAnonymous | WanderingWombats | 2019/01/21 | Today I said goodbye to my scale I’m not ready to throw it out, but I’m putting it in a drawer where I can’t access it as easily. I’m done with weighing myself 5-10 times a day and letting the number on it dictate my mood. Hopefully I can be able to celebrate me instead of just a number | 5.79526 | 3.483643 | 7.664375 | 78.109792 | 67.90625 | 10.408333 | 33.833333 | 8.841846 | 2.665527 | 225 | 8 | 50 | 3 | 3 | 81 | 48 | 64 | 0.025 | 0.744 | 0.231 | 0.9193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 35 | 11 | 0 | 0.361569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210834 | 0 | 0.342725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | silverblades | 2019/01/21 | Anyone else triggers themselves with their own photos? I just looked through the folder in my pc where all of my "progress" photos are stored. My bmi was 16 and i used to hate how i looked. But since my ED relapse i don't hate those pictures now?? I look at them and see "goals" instead of the sick person i was. Anyone ... | 2.410455 | 4.405227 | 2.645455 | 95.688182 | 77.333333 | 4.4 | 21.606061 | 3.1291 | -0.335648 | 257 | 7 | 54 | 0 | 6 | 78 | 49 | 66 | 0.172 | 0.828 | 0 | -0.9129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 36 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298017 | 0.436704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.536865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | doublecouponn | 2019/01/22 | Orthos how do you do it?! I mean I know fitbits aren’t super accurate BUT i “burned” more than i ate today. I feel semi immortal and not invincible because I feel hungry. Like ???? How do y’all move past that? I take phentermine and I STILL feel hungry. | 0.322029 | 2.753202 | 3.007714 | 86.221 | 92.4 | 6.057143 | 19.142857 | 7.44753 | 0.938486 | 193 | 6 | 38 | 4 | 7 | 67 | 36 | 50 | 0.069 | 0.742 | 0.189 | 0.7193 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 25 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.518999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | obviouslynotjackie | 2019/01/22 | Exercise bulimia I really needa stop working out/dancing like a mad woman after eating anything I hadn’t planned to eat. Like,,I’m honestly trying so hard to recover (though I’m not even underweight to begin with, almost there though) but I have this overwhelming urge to do SOMETHING. And I can’t control it, I’m midway... | 2.246836 | 4.610066 | 3.945 | 84.29315 | 79.677966 | 7.323164 | 27.629944 | 8.3441 | 2.250828 | 470 | 21 | 89 | 10 | 12 | 157 | 85 | 118 | 0.161 | 0.737 | 0.102 | -0.6911 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 12 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 11 | 4 | 11 | 9 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 53 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159305 | 0 | 0.180977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215899 | 0.127862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sadboyofearth | 2019/01/22 | Ugh I hate food So I didn’t eat all day and I just ate dinner and my stomach hurts. Like I didn’t even want to eat and I felt pretty okay before but now I just feel gross and bloated and sick... | -1.813561 | 0.075881 | 0.410909 | 105.17803 | 96.045455 | 2.933333 | 11.878788 | 3.1291 | -1.95773 | 149 | 2 | 39 | 0 | 6 | 49 | 31 | 44 | 0.233 | 0.624 | 0.144 | -0.7184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 22 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.5872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14508 | 0 | 0.275497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Belarie | 2019/01/22 | Anyone not strict about fasting at all? As long as I get the hours in I’m good.
Like- “Drinking diet soda will spike your insulin!!1!!” That will be really important info for someone who wants the best results or needs to lower their insulin spikes (Type 2 Diabetic?) but I will do anything to get me through a fast - d... | 2.879815 | 5.254695 | 4.28893 | 82.609952 | 77.495575 | 6.586967 | 27.086887 | 7.686295 | 1.820211 | 460 | 19 | 83 | 7 | 11 | 152 | 86 | 113 | 0.116 | 0.7 | 0.184 | 0.8294 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 19 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 14 | 9 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 53 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169377 | 0 | 0.19934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202257 | 0 | 0 | 0.206125 | 0 | 0.254212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122482 | 0.173054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253117 | 0 | 0 | 0.203176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236689 | 0 | 0 | 0.214371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179615 | 0.186827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192308 | 0.14125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tentaclebarn | 2019/01/22 | Torn Recovery is actually going ok and I'm feeling much better....and I like having energy to do things and make good work and art and have a conversation with people and not forget everything 24/7 and feel like I'm dying....but I also wish I could be losing. But I know that if I lose weight, along with that goes the s... | 3.893416 | 4.296744 | 5.553297 | 82.612507 | 71.071006 | 8.985691 | 23.055944 | 9.095869 | 1.414628 | 633 | 13 | 137 | 12 | 11 | 217 | 103 | 169 | 0.108 | 0.695 | 0.197 | 0.9264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 14 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 38 | 28 | 19 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 15 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 15 | 8 | 11 | 22 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 88 | 27 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0.371075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101364 | 0 | 0.137336 | 0.154018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112102 | 0.138381 | 0.140793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101201 | 0 | 0 | 0.081745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083719 | 0.114655 | 0 | 0 | 0.227833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192269 | 0.090552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072036 | 0.106314 | 0.101375 | 0 | 0.139632 | 0 | 0 | 0.13493 | 0.22709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179058 | 0.247699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283606 | 0 | 0.10776 | 0 | 0 | 0.084608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074762 | 0.10061 | 0 | 0.15435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145759 | 0 | 0 | 0.184554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154018 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dorianthrowagray | 2019/01/22 | omgomgogmgomgkgmgkgmgmjdndjahdbbcjskdnz I'm sorry I've lurked here forever and I've never posted but I'm having a mental breakdown and I have to vent
I was browsing random thinspo on tumblr and there's a picture and I am so so so sure that it's my best friend and I can't find the pic on her insta or anything but it lo... | -0.627482 | 1.501988 | 2.089468 | 94.034167 | 91.446809 | 4.622695 | 15.812057 | 6.214336 | -0.558139 | 674 | 15 | 158 | 7 | 24 | 233 | 110 | 188 | 0.219 | 0.7 | 0.08 | -0.9789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 35 | 23 | 20 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 23 | 4 | 19 | 20 | 6 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 108 | 33 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187883 | 0.110309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112972 | 0 | 0.144111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132148 | 0.158127 | 0 | 0 | 0.097208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143633 | 0.191354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125736 | 0 | 0.131919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100886 | 0.271532 | 0 | 0.208284 | 0 | 0 | 0.15434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | FridgethatRidge | 2019/01/22 | I can't stop binging I tried "recovery" for a good two weeks and it was basically just me binging for two weeks straight. I started to restrict again but now I'm just going back into the restrict/binge/purge cycle that I've gone through for the past 3 years. It sucks and just feel so fat and gross. I've even tried rest... | 2.077858 | 4.581182 | 2.507871 | 93.508179 | 81.409639 | 5.6166 | 24.884873 | 6.937598 | 0.912498 | 333 | 13 | 69 | 4 | 9 | 102 | 54 | 83 | 0.246 | 0.645 | 0.109 | -0.946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 41 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149378 | 0.220458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18604 | 0 | 0.209905 | 0.219747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356903 | 0 | 0.513515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.42167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169261 |
EDAnonymous | stagvelvet | 2019/01/22 | I said it out loud I work in an educational setting where staff takes "working lunches" - we eat with the kids, don't get a scheduled lunch. I've been dodging the question "Why don't you eat?" All year. Coming back after a long weekend without medication left me with questionable judgement.
Again, I get the question f... | 1.145437 | 3.784657 | 2.611921 | 88.885154 | 91.129032 | 5.398827 | 23.819648 | 6.980633 | 1.153194 | 627 | 26 | 122 | 10 | 22 | 203 | 107 | 155 | 0.086 | 0.789 | 0.125 | 0.802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 37 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 24 | 20 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 9 | 7 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 21 | 6 | 19 | 13 | 4 | 23 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 20 | 10 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 78 | 26 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119069 | 0 | 0 | 0.097936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.521305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133086 | 0 | 0 | 0.106828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126112 | 0 | 0 | 0.114094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.428034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121153 | 0.101286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144532 | 0 | 0 | 0.095763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114927 | 0 | 0 | 0.122775 | 0 | 0.185447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082019 |
EDAnonymous | vanillacokezerobunny | 2019/01/22 | I deleted My Fitness Pal off of my phone Last week Wednesday I made the conscious decision to not log food in MFP. This was a huge event in my life because prior to that day I hadn't missed a single day of logging in well over a year. Today I made a bigger step and got rid of the app off of my phone. Counting calories ... | 5.038352 | 5.988215 | 5.221217 | 84.04883 | 68.775281 | 7.581273 | 29.440075 | 7.594959 | 1.76165 | 1,080 | 39 | 207 | 11 | 18 | 340 | 161 | 267 | 0.188 | 0.731 | 0.081 | -0.9884 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 12 | 5 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 20 | 10 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 35 | 43 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 5 | 30 | 4 | 37 | 23 | 5 | 44 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 20 | 2 | 2 | 19 | 142 | 40 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111874 | 0 | 0 | 0.118072 | 0 | 0 | 0.076608 | 0 | 0.213873 | 0.141588 | 0 | 0.111146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138044 | 0.162095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127086 | 0 | 0.120664 | 0 | 0.114861 | 0 | 0.151962 | 0.137792 | 0 | 0.116181 | 0.065658 | 0 | 0.214265 | 0 | 0.10051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124074 | 0.128975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257014 | 0.17753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356738 | 0.083886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133568 | 0.092383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08349 | 0.080525 | 0 | 0.099769 | 0.219839 | 0 | 0.119121 | 0 | 0 | 0.085322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100806 | 0.153033 | 0.112993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080928 |
EDAnonymous | windyy3 | 2019/01/22 | My bf treats me differently when I'm at a lower weight :( We're in a long distance relationship. When I gained 10-15 pounds 6 months ago, my SO was less affectionate when I was over his house and more prone to getting irritated with me. When I went back home, he was also less clingy over text... like usually he would a... | 1.996691 | 3.185027 | 3.514368 | 92.496863 | 76.361111 | 7.11939 | 19.650327 | 7.724431 | 0.259146 | 783 | 15 | 190 | 11 | 17 | 259 | 105 | 216 | 0.162 | 0.735 | 0.103 | -0.9102 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 70 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 17 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 14 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 33 | 36 | 24 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 6 | 27 | 6 | 21 | 18 | 6 | 38 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 111 | 33 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10244 | 0.106588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119754 | 0 | 0 | 0.098499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141114 | 0.126837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128492 | 0 | 0 | 0.295615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211197 | 0.104417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062582 | 0 | 0 | 0.113362 | 0 | 0 | 0.139834 | 0 | 0.115613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082063 | 0 | 0 | 0.137529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.623954 | 0 | 0.356243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181994 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ssenkradeht | 2019/01/22 | I think other people are fat and ugly too Everyone always seems to say "I only see myself as fat and ugly but not other people, other people can be way bigger than me and I still think they are prettier/skinnier than me" and that is true for me too, to a degree that is.
But usually I see other people and I think abou... | 4.439 | 5.15813 | 5.521333 | 82.194 | 70 | 7.6 | 25.666667 | 7.554174 | 1.327067 | 585 | 16 | 113 | 6 | 10 | 194 | 83 | 150 | 0.072 | 0.855 | 0.072 | 0.25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 31 | 25 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 20 | 4 | 13 | 23 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 89 | 36 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104815 | 0.109059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086569 | 0 | 0 | 0.125241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1165 | 0 | 0.136488 | 0.144064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088815 | 0.199367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.545198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208462 | 0 | 0 | 0.313334 | 0.11932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087076 | 0.25195 | 0 | 0.104054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144353 | 0 | 0.077308 | 0.104036 | 0 | 0.159606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | vodkabipolar | 2019/01/22 | What are the odds? In my deviance crimj class we got assigned random deviant behaviors and behaviors unacceptable to society... and I got assigned disordered eating. Overeating, undereating, anorexia, severely overweight or underweight.... This'll be great for my mental health. 🙃 | 7.209817 | 10.980365 | 6.267287 | 59.257515 | 92.170732 | 9.854878 | 44.14939 | 8.841846 | 6.984583 | 227 | 16 | 23 | 8 | 8 | 69 | 36 | 41 | 0.179 | 0.735 | 0.086 | -0.5267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 16 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.517438 | 0.356641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | standingbymountains | 2019/01/22 | Sauce recommendations? My go-to dinner is usually some sort of protein, vegetable, and rice, as dinner is generally the one meal I eat. I’ve been doing a lot of “stir-fry” type dishes with a 15 cal teriyaki sauce, but I can tell I’m gonna get bored of it. Anyone have any other low-cal sauce recommendations? I like the ... | 3.634286 | 5.532986 | 5.244762 | 78.833571 | 73.52381 | 7.180952 | 23.904762 | 7.957252 | 1.335805 | 340 | 10 | 64 | 5 | 7 | 115 | 63 | 84 | 0.032 | 0.807 | 0.161 | 0.8932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 8 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 35 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17479 | 0 | 0.190134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368463 | 0.276041 | 0.197328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | swagzilla_xo | 2019/01/22 | Olive Garden My bf works at Olive Garden and they have to weigh out all of their portions, so the calorie counts on the website should be close to accurate ! | 5.695 | 6.72609 | 4.813333 | 87.27 | 67.333333 | 7.333333 | 28.333333 | 7.168622 | 1.391333 | 125 | 4 | 24 | 1 | 2 | 37 | 26 | 30 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ItsAFetish | 2019/01/22 | haven't binged in 6+ months... ... but only because i moved in with boyfriend and his family and don't want them to notice it 🤦🏻♀️ does anyone else's living/financial situation affect their eating? | 1.1745 | 3.726197 | 3.46 | 84.505 | 87 | 6.2 | 18 | 7.554174 | 0.75835 | 158 | 4 | 30 | 3 | 5 | 54 | 37 | 40 | 0.041 | 0.959 | 0 | -0.0857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215146 | 0.315267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314846 | 0.257038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245597 | 0.327028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | radcherrywinter | 2019/01/22 | This video has really opened my eyes to what I am doing to my body. Warning - graphic content https://youtu.be/rZZu7oLPQOQ
I’m not gonna sit here and say watch this your eating disorder will be cured! Because it doesn’t work that way. But it is a huge heartbreaking eye opener into what we are doing to ourselves. | 3.948678 | 6.786758 | 3.845517 | 84.70954 | 76.413793 | 6.625287 | 23.45977 | 7.793538 | 1.384025 | 253 | 8 | 44 | 4 | 6 | 77 | 50 | 58 | 0.141 | 0.821 | 0.039 | -0.7263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.447223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.461441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | celinat0r | 2019/01/22 | please talk me out of starting EC stacks I’ve struggled on and off with EDNOS since I was 13 (18 now) and I’ve never tried an EC stack— I never planned to before, but recently I’ve been gaining again and I’m freaking out lol please give me reasons not to buy bronkaid rn | 1.003158 | 3.159976 | 2.192193 | 96.266184 | 83.035088 | 4.501754 | 23.535088 | 5.461319 | 0.176909 | 214 | 8 | 47 | 1 | 6 | 68 | 42 | 57 | 0.087 | 0.721 | 0.192 | 0.765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 24 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.581358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272266 | 0.261465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | httpram | 2019/01/22 | i got called fat today we had a thing where we had to sit down for a meal in one of my classes and i am picky and also a freak so i only ate the dessert and someone thought it would be funny to say “of course the fatty only eats dessert” thanks!!!!!!!! I thought i didnt even look that fucking bad today but i guess i di... | -1.553882 | 0.22561 | 0.913235 | 103.654559 | 91.117647 | 3.4 | 16.735294 | 3.1291 | -1.270976 | 282 | 7 | 75 | 0 | 10 | 95 | 60 | 85 | 0.194 | 0.782 | 0.024 | -0.9429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 18 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 11 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 45 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189209 | 0 | 0 | 0.116316 | 0 | 0.163689 | 0 | 0.225461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138686 | 0.311314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162758 | 0 | 0.207132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188428 | 0 | 0 | 0.13597 | 0 | 0 | 0.324962 | 0 | 0 | 0.387997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145388 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cloudjm | 2019/01/22 | Idk how to cope with getting this bad again i’ve had an eating disorder for almost 10 years now, my whole teenage life was spent in and out of therapy and hospital being treated for anorexia, i had a terrible time with therapy but after years i finally was able to recover in a way and the past 3 years i’ve been dealing... | 3.300869 | 4.888776 | 4.299064 | 86.563667 | 73.734043 | 8.630355 | 29.022695 | 9.210783 | 2.412967 | 737 | 31 | 155 | 17 | 15 | 239 | 104 | 188 | 0.231 | 0.742 | 0.028 | -0.9908 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 15 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 23 | 27 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 1 | 14 | 2 | 22 | 14 | 4 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 24 | 98 | 23 | 3 | 0.123052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123219 | 0.127445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231223 | 0.189239 | 0.205487 | 0 | 0 | 0.104708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141028 | 0.125949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06429 | 0 | 0.069933 | 0 | 0 | 0.135665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067626 | 0.100304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260746 | 0 | 0 | 0.108657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102877 | 0 | 0.128641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09252 | 0.098905 | 0 | 0 | 0.422162 | 0 | 0 | 0.078847 | 0 | 0.09769 | 0.071753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136715 | 0.083544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097673 | 0 | 0.149844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316966 |
EDAnonymous | reddotm | 2019/01/22 | why does my brain work like this Whyyy can’t I stop comparing myself to every single girl I see. I even do it with my friends now which is messed up and I hate being so obsessed with looks. I seriously just want to end my day and crawl up in bed when I see someone that I think is prettier than me lol I will always find... | 2.470411 | 4.435104 | 4.042179 | 85.883922 | 77.042328 | 7.410022 | 24.874261 | 8.313333 | 1.606199 | 736 | 26 | 150 | 14 | 17 | 245 | 114 | 189 | 0.206 | 0.672 | 0.122 | -0.9527 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 17 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 18 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 38 | 39 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 27 | 7 | 18 | 29 | 5 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 22 | 103 | 36 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146569 | 0 | 0 | 0.14987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153865 | 0 | 0.117485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118908 | 0 | 0 | 0.088672 | 0.121439 | 0.226227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067882 | 0.09591 | 0 | 0 | 0.122704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103723 | 0.124114 | 0.210424 | 0.128787 | 0 | 0.112605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11933 | 0 | 0 | 0.147563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131178 | 0.269112 | 0 | 0 | 0.112738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098691 | 0 | 0.207088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128159 | 0 | 0.117224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086006 | 0 | 0 | 0.144137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113752 | 0.103354 | 0 | 0 | 0.190049 | 0 | 0 | 0.336723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086024 | 0 | 0 | 0.078284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124453 | 0.121142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097737 | 0 | 0.136815 | 0 | 0.146784 | 0 | 0.086454 |
EDAnonymous | StressedCookie | 2019/01/22 | It's back again as soon as I saw the scale and my mum is catching up I was pretty strict with my "diet" until Dec but a lot of events happened by January. I tried to eat less and trying not to count the calories, but more on proportions. I went back to school on Jan 2 and I actually felt good. There came a time that I... | 1.137652 | 3.188701 | 2.586828 | 94.233659 | 81.804233 | 5.248789 | 20.000278 | 6.339386 | 0.007301 | 706 | 19 | 156 | 6 | 19 | 229 | 112 | 189 | 0.052 | 0.884 | 0.064 | 0.6261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 34 | 23 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 5 | 26 | 2 | 21 | 7 | 4 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 106 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.12318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291183 | 0.105394 | 0.076947 | 0 | 0.21482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128892 | 0.288741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.516648 | 0 | 0.141989 | 0 | 0.130426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063824 | 0 | 0.121198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105873 | 0.100955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111622 | 0 | 0.113075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069371 | 0 | 0.14239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107314 | 0 | 0.119439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120071 | 0 | 0 | 0.127749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080881 | 0 | 0 | 0.147208 | 0 | 0.119649 | 0 | 0 | 0.1714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113493 | 0.117014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | whoopsie__daisy | 2019/01/22 | Ended a whole week binge free with.. A binge. BUT I am not going to get dragged into the cycle, posting for accountability.
I binged last night after eating my daily calories (1,000). I ate: Half of a quesadilla with cheese, beans, garlic, salsa and sour cream, two vegan chocolate chip cookies, a gluten free brownie a... | 2.477143 | 4.406121 | 3.965737 | 86.604092 | 76.898089 | 6.778708 | 22.042311 | 7.709487 | 0.910156 | 610 | 17 | 125 | 9 | 14 | 202 | 109 | 157 | 0.02 | 0.818 | 0.163 | 0.9755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 23 | 18 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 12 | 7 | 23 | 11 | 3 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 72 | 14 | 2 | 0.16218 | 0 | 0.158264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181899 | 0 | 0.179449 | 0 | 0.209186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331901 | 0 | 0 | 0.143643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164006 | 0.115861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084732 | 0.155578 | 0.184341 | 0.136029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162224 | 0 | 0.103897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094569 | 0 | 0.307456 | 0 | 0 | 0.11011 | 0 | 0.158426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dancar22 | 2019/01/22 | What does being inpatient at a hospital do for you for binge eating? I'm curious about what happens when you're inpatient at a hospital. I'm at my wits end. I can't stop over eating and I can't stop purging. I just can't and I don't know why. I need help but am afraid. Has anyone ever been? | -1.095069 | 0.985454 | 2.117708 | 92.545347 | 95.5625 | 5.969444 | 18.048611 | 7.38713 | 0.587415 | 228 | 7 | 52 | 5 | 9 | 81 | 40 | 64 | 0 | 0.872 | 0.128 | 0.5787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 33 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.573387 | 0 | 0 | 0.248156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.468485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ghostsportclub | 2019/01/22 | Recovery is slipping away I mean, I don’t know if I was fully recovered but I was doing bloody well. From October onwards I’ve been eating normally, as I wanted to try really hard to just enjoy myself when I was with my bf (we’re in a LDR and he came home for two months! It was amazing), and also I’m a university stude... | 1.355588 | 3.376746 | 3.542902 | 87.829059 | 80.862745 | 7.021176 | 21.47451 | 8.076483 | 1.118773 | 766 | 23 | 162 | 15 | 20 | 262 | 122 | 204 | 0.161 | 0.68 | 0.159 | -0.6597 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 16 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 43 | 37 | 18 | 1 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 14 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 27 | 6 | 19 | 25 | 3 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 106 | 35 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109151 | 0.089332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120573 | 0 | 0.133148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.475509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097883 | 0 | 0.104412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.421442 | 0 | 0 | 0.107403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104071 | 0.2294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092731 | 0 | 0 | 0.086143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148851 | 0 | 0.11471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074441 | 0 | 0 | 0.067743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078876 | 0 | 0.113487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205571 | 0 | 0 | 0.141471 | 0.208913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | PM_ME_BrusselSprouts | 2019/01/22 | Holy moly the girls at the hospital... I started volunteering at my local hospital and last night was the nursing unit training. At least 85% of the working women I saw (from cashier in the cafeteria to doctors) that was under the age of 40 was slim and beautiful. I work in the oil field right now and it was such a hu... | 2.992696 | 4.404512 | 4.034676 | 88.86291 | 74.203762 | 6.859486 | 25.612665 | 7.404128 | 1.088974 | 1,222 | 41 | 262 | 14 | 25 | 396 | 178 | 319 | 0.072 | 0.801 | 0.127 | 0.9599 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 40 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 20 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 22 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 43 | 38 | 29 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 19 | 13 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 10 | 22 | 7 | 35 | 19 | 12 | 44 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 20 | 1 | 12 | 20 | 166 | 41 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131711 | 0 | 0 | 0.105186 | 0 | 0.142515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111924 | 0.148192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128851 | 0 | 0.13459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149506 | 0 | 0.105198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131938 | 0 | 0.129533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092905 | 0.06426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132226 | 0 | 0 | 0.131568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10126 | 0 | 0 | 0.186198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084281 | 0 | 0.104422 | 0.153395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104404 | 0 | 0.160171 | 0 | 0 | 0.118687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.478785 | 0 | 0 | 0.093437 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ttammyt | 2019/01/22 | Fought through a binge!! Like most of y’all, after the demise of ProED I have been out of control. That plus a breakup has caused me to binge uncontrollable for the past couple of months. Today was the first day that I decided not to order a crazy amount of food but instead I ate a boiled egg. Might not be a crazy feat... | 0.87925 | 2.84892 | 2.0275 | 98.3375 | 82.25 | 5 | 18.75 | 5.985473 | -0.445625 | 294 | 7 | 70 | 2 | 8 | 93 | 59 | 80 | 0.096 | 0.745 | 0.159 | 0.7325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 15 | 3 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 47 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320904 | 0 | 0.316583 | 0 | 0.184522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243371 | 0.345974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303525 | 0 | 0 | 0.228376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | spoopygayleo | 2019/01/22 | Books about eds or mental illness in general Does anyone have any good book recommendations for books about eating disorders that aren’t winter girls and letting ana go. I read a lot of young adult fiction books about mental illness but I’ve read quite a bit but am looking for some new ones | 5.826455 | 7.491113 | 5.434318 | 80.591477 | 67.545455 | 7.681818 | 28.295455 | 8.076483 | 1.868909 | 238 | 8 | 42 | 3 | 4 | 73 | 44 | 55 | 0.07 | 0.893 | 0.037 | -0.1901 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 22 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260491 | 0 | 0.198901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129173 | 0.190638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190864 | 0 | 0 | 0.193232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.458104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241748 | 0.454698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | catunicornmermaid | 2019/01/22 | Full-blown relapse feels inevitable This past month, I FINALLY made a break through in recovery/therapy/self-care and made the most meaningful progress so far in my 7-month-long recovery.
But I’m afraid my therapist pushed me a little too soon to process my sexual assault last week before I was ready to handle it beca... | 5.936715 | 6.812018 | 5.852664 | 80.592921 | 66.71831 | 8.990814 | 32.054501 | 9.08505 | 2.672428 | 1,481 | 59 | 277 | 25 | 23 | 464 | 197 | 355 | 0.126 | 0.783 | 0.091 | -0.9258 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 21 | 18 | 3 | 4 | 17 | 0 | 16 | 5 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 50 | 45 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 16 | 3 | 4 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 14 | 9 | 32 | 6 | 41 | 29 | 5 | 67 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 26 | 0 | 2 | 39 | 172 | 51 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08705 | 0 | 0 | 0.091873 | 0.150383 | 0 | 0.059609 | 0.107997 | 0.083209 | 0 | 0.10262 | 0 | 0 | 0.108618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108198 | 0 | 0.063064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200119 | 0.081688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197774 | 0.069858 | 0.187779 | 0.214239 | 0 | 0.332706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107722 | 0 | 0.086472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191093 | 0.098007 | 0 | 0.086537 | 0 | 0.109397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103996 | 0 | 0 | 0.093828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093348 | 0.067792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184878 | 0 | 0.093652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167017 | 0 | 0 | 0.097901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102012 | 0 | 0 | 0.080889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082854 | 0.07528 | 0.096713 | 0 | 0.20764 | 0 | 0 | 0.163507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111827 | 0.113537 | 0.064965 | 0.062657 | 0 | 0 | 0.114039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095523 | 0 | 0 | 0.168911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235314 | 0.119077 | 0 | 0.090648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | qiankgs | 2019/01/22 | Surgery Recovery i had my wisdom teeth removed five days ago and i’m having the worst time recovering. i didn’t eat for three days before or three days after, and i pretty much knocked out before the doctor even gave me my anesthetic. now it’s day 5 and i’m still bleeding in spots and am in intense pain (like i’m curle... | 2.11 | 4.571017 | 3.014298 | 90.194 | 80.914894 | 5.462128 | 22.165957 | 6.742158 | 0.601574 | 376 | 12 | 74 | 4 | 10 | 119 | 71 | 94 | 0.077 | 0.815 | 0.107 | 0.2168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 10 | 8 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 44 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132754 | 0.194534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.489776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194274 | 0.158604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.404049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | suicuned | 2019/01/23 | Purged after eating an apple I just ate an apple after dinner and then got too anxious that I ate too much today so I threw it up. AN APPLE. This has gone way too far. It scares me and I want this to stop but I don't know how. I'm just deathly afraid of gaining any weight. :( | -1.1165 | 0.931701 | 1.298333 | 99.1125 | 93.833333 | 3 | 12.5 | 3.1291 | -1.643 | 211 | 3 | 49 | 0 | 8 | 71 | 43 | 60 | 0.141 | 0.78 | 0.079 | -0.4215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 33 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222652 | 0 | 0 | 0.369883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193116 | 0.259885 | 0 | 0.3987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | vctrlcs | 2019/01/23 | what i ate today (tw food) - apple
- burger + fries from a restaurant w no calorie counts (aaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAH)
- a fucking chili cheese hot dog
- one (1) lindt milk chocolate truffle ball thing
someone pls convince me this isn’t an insane amount of food, i feel guilty as fuck | 4.136327 | 6.979432 | 2.68098 | 93.296163 | 75.734694 | 3.92 | 26.126531 | 3.1291 | 0.345193 | 215 | 8 | 38 | 0 | 5 | 60 | 46 | 49 | 0.222 | 0.713 | 0.065 | -0.836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.696974 | 0 | 0 | 0.532864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ana-wrecks-ya | 2019/01/23 | Homewood Health? Has anyone gone through the ED programme at Homewood Health in Guelph, Ontario?
I might be going and it would be nice to know what people's experiences with it are | 4.908182 | 7.52333 | 4.075758 | 85.433636 | 72.030303 | 5.612121 | 29.181818 | 6.427356 | 1.431473 | 146 | 6 | 25 | 1 | 3 | 43 | 29 | 33 | 0 | 0.905 | 0.095 | 0.4871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.720712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240826 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | noonesgonnaseeit | 2019/01/23 | My sick patient is my thinspo I just need to get this out of my system on here because I know my friends and coworkers will judge me suuuuper hard about this..
So I work in dialysis and there’s this patient who is sooo tiny, our small gloves fit her super lose but idk if it’s body dismorphia or what but I was shocked... | 1.658609 | 3.516863 | 3.19892 | 91.482634 | 79.122699 | 5.819059 | 23.136605 | 6.742158 | 0.577428 | 611 | 20 | 133 | 6 | 15 | 201 | 96 | 163 | 0.136 | 0.731 | 0.133 | 0.3646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 24 | 19 | 17 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 25 | 4 | 18 | 17 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 85 | 35 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147079 | 0 | 0.298381 | 0 | 0.108192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170534 | 0 | 0 | 0.202354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.479588 | 0.42595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139944 | 0.141157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188281 | 0 | 0.134745 | 0 | 0.15203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hunnyangel | 2019/01/23 | My gf is moving across the country for a few months... prepping for an ED free for all My girlfriend has an amazing opportunity to take a spring job across the country. She’s going to be gone from March to June. Meanwhile, her loving and watchful eye is the only thing keeping me from going into hardcore restriction mod... | 3.262806 | 4.872472 | 3.910741 | 89.219872 | 73.876543 | 6.219183 | 23.57265 | 6.671995 | 0.582458 | 635 | 18 | 132 | 5 | 13 | 201 | 103 | 162 | 0.071 | 0.754 | 0.175 | 0.9556 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 12 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 20 | 23 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 17 | 9 | 22 | 17 | 7 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 86 | 24 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171527 | 0.203239 | 0.149974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176534 | 0 | 0.190062 | 0 | 0 | 0.11985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177437 | 0.158931 | 0 | 0 | 0.098267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142721 | 0.190043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168523 | 0 | 0.13444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237582 | 0 | 0 | 0.141952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.435475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | iceleo | 2019/01/23 | BAD start to the semester I came back to school after losing significant amount of weight. After being back I’ve done NOTHING but purge and drink at night!!!!For the last three days the mornings are ok. The nights are a big mess. I’m so stressed at school the only solution is what I find at home.!!! Fuck. | 3.788983 | 5.809154 | 3.812 | 88.749525 | 73.40678 | 6.753898 | 23.664407 | 7.554174 | 0.960333 | 242 | 7 | 48 | 3 | 5 | 74 | 45 | 59 | 0.244 | 0.655 | 0.102 | -0.8995 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 28 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315101 | 0.171077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209677 | 0 | 0.200717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.384557 | 0 | 0.196601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | KMedici | 2019/01/23 | I hate my body type more so than my weight *tw just generally being ranty and depressing*
I’ve had various phases of ana/BED/bulimia/yo-yo dieting since I was 14 (I’m 20 now) and have fluctuated drastically within my normal BMI range (actually I think I went a few lbs overweight when I was super depressed and in a re... | 2.782134 | 4.51088 | 4.103437 | 86.838181 | 75.436975 | 6.776807 | 23.496639 | 7.554174 | 0.956411 | 2,307 | 69 | 480 | 30 | 50 | 759 | 286 | 595 | 0.157 | 0.744 | 0.1 | -0.9853 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 73 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 11 | 32 | 35 | 8 | 2 | 24 | 1 | 30 | 54 | 41 | 4 | 11 | 73 | 83 | 45 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 2 | 19 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 23 | 24 | 17 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 33 | 74 | 14 | 59 | 66 | 14 | 62 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 6 | 20 | 33 | 5 | 7 | 28 | 291 | 97 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0.116286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059663 | 0 | 0 | 0.095295 | 0.247884 | 0 | 0 | 0.040518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198546 | 0 | 0.066513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038425 | 0 | 0.102635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052772 | 0 | 0 | 0.11806 | 0.053895 | 0.0502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090379 | 0.042565 | 0 | 0 | 0.054457 | 0.10136 | 0.072046 | 0 | 0.046033 | 0 | 0.217903 | 0 | 0.101585 | 0 | 0.047653 | 0 | 0 | 0.117991 | 0 | 0.063426 | 0 | 0.235299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118251 | 0.052959 | 0 | 0 | 0.098234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087326 | 0 | 0 | 0.052728 | 0.350236 | 0.19997 | 0 | 0.050654 | 0.053775 | 0 | 0.159085 | 0.060407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069781 | 0 | 0 | 0.043799 | 0 | 0.137859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063453 | 0.040374 | 0.045315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041306 | 0 | 0.06225 | 0 | 0.056324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047382 | 0 | 0 | 0.047479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058928 | 0 | 0.126517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056155 | 0 | 0.044798 | 0 | 0.052077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079167 | 0.114533 | 0 | 0 | 0.034743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.507882 | 0 | 0.055233 | 0 | 0.066521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043376 | 0.060508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038369 |
EDAnonymous | boxxfive | 2019/01/23 | Currently eating a pie found in a thrift store parking lot These are the depths to which I've sunk, friends. Title is not an exaggeration. Found a pecan pie in a snow drift between parking lot dividers, still sealed in the box, cardboard was only slightly soggy so it hadn't been out there long. I couldn't bear to leave... | 2.0347 | 4.484225 | 2.383583 | 94.671375 | 81.133333 | 4.816667 | 22.708333 | 5.985473 | 0.191033 | 299 | 10 | 63 | 2 | 8 | 91 | 59 | 75 | 0.047 | 0.863 | 0.09 | 0.2612 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 37 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.595822 | 0.209919 | 0 | 0.141955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.461988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throwawaybunnyrabbit | 2019/01/23 | stop making me fucking eat if you wont!!!! why is it okay that I have to gain weight but he keeps enabling his own eating stuff??? you need to eat too!!! dont tell me to gain weight when you're not trying to get better !!! it's not fair!!! I dont care if u weigh less!!! it's not by much and do u not think that I think... | -2.790656 | -1.142928 | -0.032468 | 108.333069 | 98.180328 | 3.146579 | 11.145137 | 4.271649 | -2.086943 | 582 | 7 | 170 | 1 | 25 | 197 | 79 | 183 | 0.062 | 0.782 | 0.156 | 0.9593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 67 | 0 | 13 | 1 | 5 | 11 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 15 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 33 | 40 | 13 | 0 | 7 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 13 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 26 | 6 | 14 | 33 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 101 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409408 | 0 | 0 | 0.714897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080737 | 0.091254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07882 | 0 | 0.116589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128398 | 0.129511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073013 | 0 | 0 | 0.099974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058019 | 0.111917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103021 | 0 | 0 | 0.212693 | 0 | 0 | 0.157607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TallGlassOfBees | 2019/01/23 | MA resi??? Hey Mass friends,
I’m getting out of IP and have to choose a residential. Can anyone tell me anything about Cambridge EDC or Klarman or Walden? Which one is “best”?
Thanks y’all ❤️😘 | 0.464615 | 2.870001 | 1.975077 | 94.794923 | 89.25641 | 4.145641 | 23.184615 | 5.683918 | 0.237622 | 149 | 6 | 32 | 1 | 5 | 48 | 38 | 39 | 0 | 0.735 | 0.265 | 0.9034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306393 | 0 | 0.360593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.459853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338545 | 0 | 0.228936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382997 | 0.403427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bunnywithbpd | 2019/01/23 | If you guys love the Kpop Weight Loss videos on Youtube, the youtuber is doing $1 patreon for 40 minute videos! There was a youtuber who posted super detailed/unbiased videos of idols who cycle through weight loss then all her videos got removed for some reason :( she has a patreon for 1 dollar a month and there is so ... | 10.834314 | 14.792418 | 5.488824 | 75.896373 | 59 | 6.886275 | 27.509804 | 7.793538 | 1.755669 | 384 | 11 | 52 | 4 | 6 | 96 | 50 | 68 | 0.094 | 0.699 | 0.208 | 0.9028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 29 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206873 | 0 | 0 | 0.512226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23345 | 0 | 0 | 0.262239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.629953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | missfizzel | 2019/01/23 | Body dysmorphia bullshit I'm honestly just so confused about how I look. In the mirror all I see is fat. Bloated belly, wobbly thighs and everything. But in person I can feel more bone sticking out in random places. Hip bones, collarbones etc - doesn't that mean I must be losing a little? On the scale my weight goes up... | 1.999957 | 4.701599 | 3.164815 | 87.169359 | 84.185185 | 5.91567 | 20.344729 | 7.32111 | 0.816361 | 442 | 13 | 83 | 7 | 13 | 142 | 81 | 108 | 0.107 | 0.795 | 0.097 | -0.4859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 24 | 20 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 2 | 14 | 15 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 58 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180969 | 0 | 0 | 0.147901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217983 | 0 | 0 | 0.182637 | 0.243316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189904 | 0.227231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172957 | 0 | 0 | 0.346623 | 0.197995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128282 | 0 | 0 | 0.264845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154499 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | martpogboi | 2019/01/23 | About to take my first shower in probably a month without intentions to purge while I’m in there
Little progresses I guess 🎉 | 2.5875 | 5.490153 | 3.755 | 82.39 | 84 | 8.2 | 24.666667 | 8.841846 | 2.590517 | 102 | 4 | 18 | 3 | 3 | 33 | 21 | 24 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.44115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.401364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.386028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | OriginalPainting | 2019/01/23 | I feel bad for wasting so much food I'll go to the grocery store and I'll buy "normal" groceries, and then I'll throw out everything except for the spring mix and broccoli. I usually have to hide what I throw away in the trash, because I don't want my roommates to see new, unopened bags of food in the trash. Sometimes ... | 4.50281 | 3.996758 | 5.425176 | 87.208934 | 69.655738 | 8.282904 | 28.903981 | 7.44753 | 1.454713 | 446 | 14 | 101 | 4 | 7 | 147 | 68 | 122 | 0.23 | 0.77 | 0 | -0.9703 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 16 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 19 | 16 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 56 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159138 | 0 | 0.141425 | 0.206505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.614444 | 0 | 0 | 0.156589 | 0 | 0 | 0.288787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124514 | 0 | 0 | 0.163588 | 0 | 0 | 0.165956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186548 | 0 | 0.299714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18519 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | brucie239 | 2019/01/23 | i hate bmi: from an athlete I'm a national/international level athlete and whilst I know that muscle is more dense than fat but I'm 125lb at 5"4 and I feel enormous.
However, I'm already lean and I know that the more weight I lose the more my performance suffers.
I just feel huge compared to "normal" women and my qua... | 0.047214 | 2.208803 | 2.60119 | 91.68 | 87.5 | 5.761905 | 21.071429 | 7.168622 | 0.637643 | 438 | 15 | 98 | 7 | 14 | 151 | 73 | 120 | 0.205 | 0.77 | 0.025 | -0.9738 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 21 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 0 | 11 | 20 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 60 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.442366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198259 | 0 | 0.501264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gothicusmaximus | 2019/01/23 | The Truth Behind Calorie Labels This is why I *deliberately* overestimate my caloric intake, even though I count calories meticulously on MyFitnessPal (I create a new, manual entry for every new packaged food I eat), and weigh food. I rarely eat out. This video just confirmed to me what I already knew to be true... but... | 6.692987 | 9.10679 | 6.208312 | 72.943182 | 66.5 | 7.755844 | 35.298701 | 8.418075 | 3.227284 | 408 | 20 | 61 | 6 | 7 | 126 | 71 | 88 | 0.113 | 0.818 | 0.07 | -0.7096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 13 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 39 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.460562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148642 | 0 | 0.189613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.544259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.434707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246055 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | zaniathin | 2019/01/23 | My friend has an ED but now I feel like a fraud This is absolutely ridiculous.
So basics about me, I’m 5’4” and 147.5lbs. I’m on the heavy end according to BMI and body fat.
That being said my ED presents itself like a rollercoaster and typically rears it’s head when I’m super stressed out. Lo and behold right now ... | 3.085306 | 5.26076 | 4.419885 | 82.905 | 75.949686 | 7.908219 | 28.261115 | 8.742487 | 2.355258 | 1,285 | 55 | 248 | 28 | 29 | 424 | 161 | 318 | 0.205 | 0.635 | 0.16 | -0.9555 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 14 | 26 | 4 | 6 | 18 | 0 | 17 | 12 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 51 | 43 | 25 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 18 | 6 | 4 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 36 | 14 | 32 | 33 | 7 | 33 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 14 | 2 | 3 | 21 | 157 | 49 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.083246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052001 | 0 | 0.072589 | 0 | 0 | 0.075446 | 0 | 0.18951 | 0 | 0 | 0.087106 | 0 | 0.086974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261866 | 0.071262 | 0 | 0.075555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129399 | 0.121884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187066 | 0.131813 | 0.157727 | 0 | 0 | 0.096962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13618 | 0.090666 | 0 | 0 | 0.131585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07285 | 0.081145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.586301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099046 | 0 | 0.05466 | 0 | 0 | 0.099484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067711 | 0 | 0.207758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060598 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fruitluvr22 | 2019/01/23 | Wishing skinny girls you know get fat I feel bad for this but I’m just going to say it but I’ve been hoping that the girls who were skinny in high school and were bitches to me got chubby after they went off to college. This actually happened to a lot of people I know and it’s a little gratifying to see we are now on o... | 2.032751 | 3.70986 | 3.927795 | 87.512222 | 77.395062 | 6.60388 | 21.447972 | 7.44753 | 0.672212 | 304 | 8 | 65 | 4 | 7 | 103 | 62 | 81 | 0.086 | 0.767 | 0.147 | 0.6609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 12 | 12 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 41 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.217967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186589 | 0 | 0.197831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116696 | 0 | 0.126941 | 0 | 0.178641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235992 | 0 | 0.443694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177625 | 0 | 0.226052 | 0.177989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207057 | 0 | 0 | 0.256853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | LilacOrange | 2019/01/23 | Underweight at a normal BMI? Hey ya'll, I just came back from the doctors (I just needed to update my prescriptions- nothing ED related.) The nurse there weighed me and measured my height and told me I was underweight, I'm 5'10'' and weigh 61kg according to their scale (\~134lbs) . This gives me a bmi of 19.2 on the ol... | 4.172353 | 6.893128 | 4.121333 | 83.682 | 74.882353 | 7.609412 | 28.827451 | 8.548687 | 2.421126 | 444 | 19 | 79 | 9 | 10 | 136 | 71 | 102 | 0 | 0.968 | 0.032 | 0.466 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 47 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36619 | 0.41067 | 0 | 0.177195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118158 | 0.173145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1253 | 0 | 0.163207 | 0 | 0 | 0.165569 | 0.162145 | 0 | 0.177321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14318 | 0.130093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41067 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lolstraightwhiteboys | 2019/01/23 | I just found out that I’m at my highest weight ever I was a month and a half without eating disorder symptoms too 😂🔫 | -0.249359 | 1.817054 | 2.766923 | 90.66141 | 87.846154 | 5.005128 | 24.051282 | 6.427356 | 0.798297 | 93 | 4 | 20 | 1 | 3 | 33 | 23 | 26 | 0 | 0.894 | 0.106 | 0.3089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thrownawaykalbi | 2019/01/23 | I will never deserve recovery I hit a LW of 79 pounds today.
Yesterday I was crying out of anger toward myself for collapsing 4 times on the way to the bathroom and having to call my older sister home for help. She ended up finally drawing the line at this and getting my mom involved, and now they are bringing me to... | 1.633711 | 3.583733 | 3.436243 | 89.306189 | 79.587002 | 6.420294 | 23.597904 | 7.471455 | 1.019123 | 1,799 | 62 | 382 | 26 | 45 | 602 | 211 | 477 | 0.184 | 0.71 | 0.106 | -0.9943 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 66 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 5 | 21 | 24 | 8 | 3 | 20 | 1 | 52 | 21 | 8 | 1 | 8 | 69 | 76 | 32 | 0 | 11 | 17 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 24 | 21 | 7 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 18 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 12 | 57 | 10 | 51 | 45 | 20 | 55 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 23 | 4 | 4 | 32 | 277 | 81 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236114 | 0 | 0 | 0.065307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066263 | 0.096755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173283 | 0.088152 | 0 | 0 | 0.081036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08901 | 0.190089 | 0 | 0.087174 | 0.051181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16583 | 0.090954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324824 | 0 | 0 | 0.14058 | 0.082001 | 0 | 0.052417 | 0 | 0.13373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089303 | 0.120382 | 0.113391 | 0.076199 | 0.260808 | 0 | 0.067504 | 0.095963 | 0 | 0 | 0.073368 | 0.041463 | 0 | 0.045103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070178 | 0 | 0 | 0.078352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053194 | 0 | 0.079605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162304 | 0 | 0.193858 | 0.159081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088784 | 0.086632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080132 | 0.092946 | 0 | 0 | 0.058339 | 0 | 0.183624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08594 | 0 | 0.055019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063378 | 0 | 0 | 0.082965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105448 | 0.050851 | 0 | 0.126007 | 0.185104 | 0.091214 | 0.075225 | 0 | 0 | 0.053881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046809 | 0.062993 | 0 | 0.09664 | 0 | 0 | 0.071611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281878 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Beanutpean | 2019/01/23 | seeing people that used to be thinspo long story short i used to be overweight and id see girls around me constantly that i wanted to look like, size 8s looked so petite to me and i wanted that body and then as i got smaller i started envying smaller girls but now im noticing that no one looks skinny to me anymore, onl... | 2.773092 | 4.832526 | 4.222386 | 84.501129 | 76.46988 | 6.354378 | 23.717269 | 7.3011 | 1.086311 | 658 | 21 | 125 | 8 | 15 | 218 | 93 | 166 | 0.127 | 0.711 | 0.161 | 0.8471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 27 | 32 | 16 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 18 | 7 | 12 | 26 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 78 | 29 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.124142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310751 | 0.127502 | 0 | 0.11258 | 0.320483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124643 | 0 | 0.144834 | 0 | 0 | 0.086203 | 0.193504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.506865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219744 | 0 | 0 | 0.225102 | 0.100976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | suddenlystevie | 2019/01/23 | Did anyone else have weird behavioural issues around food as a young child? When I was a little kid, I was generally a bit of a menace, but my behavioural issues around food were through the roof. Exampled of this include; I wouldn’t eat anywhere but home. I had extremely specific preferences over which cup or bowl I’d... | 7.801817 | 8.719147 | 7.68023 | 68.971874 | 62.647541 | 11.424699 | 33.889617 | 11.208143 | 4.12409 | 1,093 | 43 | 178 | 30 | 15 | 350 | 142 | 244 | 0.091 | 0.776 | 0.132 | 0.937 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 27 | 15 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 37 | 33 | 19 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 12 | 15 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 4 | 19 | 6 | 31 | 6 | 7 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 126 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053277 | 0 | 0.059933 | 0 | 0 | 0.05478 | 0.080273 | 0 | 0.209228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082217 | 0 | 0.085531 | 0.087022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067478 | 0.079517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080165 | 0.065446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.75787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087647 | 0 | 0 | 0.070708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135328 | 0.086285 | 0.064642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095402 | 0 | 0.072626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055653 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | norwegian_twat | 2019/01/23 | dinner with dad or? As I live alone and study about an hour away from home, and my dad rarely works from our hometown anymore, I rarely see him. This week his work has brought him to my student town and yesterday he asked me out for dinner later today. I really wanna meet him as I so rarely see him and it's nice just ... | 0.927526 | 2.62027 | 2.964329 | 93.087705 | 80.73913 | 6.068542 | 18.703964 | 7.048012 | 0.079015 | 1,324 | 29 | 306 | 16 | 34 | 447 | 168 | 368 | 0.081 | 0.83 | 0.089 | 0.782 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 51 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 26 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 29 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 75 | 62 | 41 | 0 | 14 | 29 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 17 | 7 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 45 | 5 | 49 | 47 | 5 | 49 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 23 | 16 | 3 | 12 | 20 | 194 | 53 | 3 | 0.167471 | 0 | 0.081714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086725 | 0 | 0.267853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087804 | 0 | 0 | 0.083043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078282 | 0 | 0.078672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196275 | 0 | 0 | 0.257047 | 0 | 0 | 0.074165 | 0 | 0 | 0.055307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042339 | 0.059821 | 0 | 0.091728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232237 | 0 | 0 | 0.237944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251981 | 0 | 0.082463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138057 | 0 | 0 | 0.088664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081818 | 0 | 0.07394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084124 | 0.091213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08883 | 0 | 0 | 0.066837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094399 | 0 | 0 | 0.090281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06659 | 0 | 0 | 0.200179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093735 | 0.118537 | 0 | 0.133743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073189 | 0 | 0.191518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066477 | 0 | 0 | 0.158743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296337 | 0.199396 | 0.067168 | 0 | 0.075288 | 0.077624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Sparklewhores | 2019/01/24 | Just watched Le Grande Bouffe I don't think I'll ever binge again. It was like watching a mukbang kicked up to 11.
Flaired as shitpost because it's not really related to anything but if you're 18 and over (and if you're here I hope so!) then it's worth watching for the comments on consumerism in general.
This isn't... | 2.374086 | 4.602418 | 3.285161 | 89.914409 | 78.462366 | 5.853763 | 26.462366 | 6.937598 | 1.174991 | 368 | 15 | 74 | 4 | 9 | 117 | 72 | 93 | 0 | 0.838 | 0.162 | 0.9293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 17 | 8 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 45 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220174 | 0 | 0.259122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29795 | 0.210187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SppookyGirl | 2019/01/24 | I binged so much today :(((( Binged 1500-1600 now I feel like actual shit and have a sugar headache
Bruh i can’t even purge bc my family is still awake 😭😭😭 | -1.545 | 0.427604 | 0.944353 | 100.403588 | 98.117647 | 5.072941 | 9.741176 | 6.742158 | -1.103628 | 119 | 1 | 30 | 2 | 5 | 40 | 29 | 34 | 0.116 | 0.804 | 0.08 | -0.2732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372283 | 0 | 0.199677 | 0.282121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Aprikoosi_flex | 2019/01/24 | Anyone else get their period and be relieved? Like I’m not getting laid but at least I know where the excess bloating was. Like okay, so my pants finally fit somewhat normally (large as they are) and I can go back to restricting instead of panicking 🥵 | 6.195 | 6.84937 | 6.629167 | 76.0325 | 66.083333 | 10.566667 | 34.75 | 10.504224 | 3.7952 | 200 | 9 | 36 | 5 | 3 | 65 | 44 | 48 | 0.128 | 0.653 | 0.219 | 0.4854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 24 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252649 | 0.370223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377557 | 0 | 0.205351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | catacomical | 2019/01/24 | I am so tired of my flesh [creative writing, tw, please remove if not allowed] The first time I overeat because of you I can feel a whole pan of brownies turning in my stomach in horrifying, sludgy tides—my lips stained with the greasy residue of butter, sugar, eggs. My face is flushed, almost post-coital. I imagine da... | 5.733139 | 7.452249 | 4.692776 | 85.611107 | 67.834356 | 6.16953 | 33.215235 | 5.985473 | 1.83098 | 705 | 32 | 123 | 3 | 12 | 207 | 104 | 163 | 0.14 | 0.846 | 0.014 | -0.9611 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 19 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 24 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 24 | 0 | 19 | 15 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 80 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.481015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080962 | 0 | 0.307483 | 0 | 0 | 0.136199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175997 | 0 | 0 | 0.169545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175765 | 0 | 0 | 0.153352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093368 | 0.552108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108712 | 0.174166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144485 | 0.17877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | beautifulchaos22 | 2019/01/24 | I need some help or support Hi everyone,
I’m 25 f and new to this sub but I’ve been dealing with ED symptoms for over a year with bulimia symptoms coming on in the past month or so. I know that it’s not that long and that some people have had EDs forever but I just need some support.
Also disclaimer: not here in pla... | 2.999848 | 4.828349 | 4.890484 | 80.998595 | 75.09375 | 8.644361 | 28.976974 | 9.27633 | 2.693075 | 1,763 | 77 | 347 | 44 | 38 | 603 | 201 | 448 | 0.125 | 0.804 | 0.071 | -0.9811 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 19 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 20 | 0 | 29 | 22 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 75 | 79 | 39 | 0 | 7 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 26 | 9 | 4 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 39 | 7 | 58 | 64 | 6 | 65 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 18 | 28 | 0 | 10 | 30 | 230 | 62 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142788 | 0.064764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099367 | 0 | 0.055891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120245 | 0 | 0.068302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08084 | 0 | 0.094236 | 0.075322 | 0.062927 | 0 | 0 | 0.076333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069812 | 0.065662 | 0.071467 | 0 | 0 | 0.073883 | 0.052194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.441725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114513 | 0 | 0.083044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065448 | 0.216396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076081 | 0.240913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.035694 | 0 | 0 | 0.129312 | 0.061352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069132 | 0.048768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174949 | 0 | 0 | 0.16252 | 0 | 0.070562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069745 | 0.101302 | 0 | 0.076333 | 0 | 0.069066 | 0 | 0.069972 | 0 | 0 | 0.069909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093609 | 0 | 0.072138 | 0 | 0 | 0.062393 | 0.069497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05822 | 0.066512 | 0 | 0.082538 | 0 | 0 | 0.082123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155138 | 0 | 0.058346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248725 | 0 | 0.151876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042602 | 0 | 0 | 0.069812 | 0 | 0.049603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1038 | 0 | 0 | 0.047049 |
EDAnonymous | LoveAnonymousAnon | 2019/01/24 | I hate it that my boyfriend lives with me because I always buy us food and feel obligated to eat. I also don’t like how much my boyfriend wants to eat (I feel like I have to eat, again) I love my boyfriend and I love being with him and around him, he’s literally perfect for me.
I just hate that when he’s here I buy us... | 0.845438 | 2.068873 | 3.093959 | 94.179522 | 79.487805 | 6.177062 | 19.623839 | 6.816662 | -0.021385 | 993 | 22 | 247 | 10 | 24 | 341 | 110 | 287 | 0.092 | 0.83 | 0.078 | -0.6759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 14 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 20 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 49 | 43 | 21 | 0 | 12 | 12 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 15 | 23 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 51 | 6 | 33 | 34 | 2 | 23 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 20 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 157 | 64 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041006 | 0.127999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045647 | 0.047937 | 0 | 0.096352 | 0.039429 | 0.042814 | 0.093773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.033069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.787031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.033868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207416 | 0.036632 | 0.049234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.434027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.02679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075153 | 0 | 0.045278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037694 | 0 | 0.079095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040777 | 0 | 0 | 0.040861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120977 | 0.040701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036425 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cbunni666 | 2019/01/24 | I want to go but then I don't I don't normally post. Just stare from the outside I guess. My husband and I are taking a trip to MD from FL next month. I'm in thr process of trying to lose weight. Being a size 12 at 5'3" doesn't fly with me. I finally started taking control and began exercising and eating MY way. Withou... | 0.690015 | 2.722252 | 2.335517 | 95.515 | 83.357143 | 4.862069 | 19.29803 | 5.935793 | -0.247334 | 1,028 | 27 | 233 | 7 | 29 | 336 | 168 | 280 | 0.082 | 0.755 | 0.163 | 0.9762 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 11 | 15 | 1 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 25 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 45 | 51 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 8 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 11 | 34 | 8 | 36 | 30 | 7 | 41 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 22 | 147 | 45 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092317 | 0 | 0.208569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086656 | 0 | 0 | 0.070821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085701 | 0.09271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116806 | 0.08315 | 0 | 0 | 0.067164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052658 | 0 | 0 | 0.114084 | 0 | 0 | 0.125931 | 0.114188 | 0 | 0 | 0.054411 | 0 | 0.177561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111488 | 0.117565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23302 | 0.113685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121972 | 0.083126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160644 | 0 | 0.110758 | 0 | 0.102038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118538 | 0.066717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198129 | 0 | 0.104266 | 0 | 0.082989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085929 | 0.18428 | 0.165328 | 0 | 0.253637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11976 | 0.401562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067065 |
EDAnonymous | Thatza_Latza_Matza | 2019/01/24 | One of my coworkers told me that he chews and spits He also told some of our other coworkers rip him.
For the record, I don’t know if he has an eating disorder or if he just has disordered eating habits. I’m not gonna ask, it’s not my business | 2.168774 | 3.155845 | 4.27184 | 88.035307 | 75.603774 | 8.318868 | 22.683962 | 8.841846 | 1.309645 | 191 | 5 | 44 | 4 | 4 | 66 | 41 | 53 | 0.054 | 0.946 | 0 | -0.4019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 27 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.584685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.522019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.487478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | spicy_buns | 2019/01/24 | Ended my 5 day fast early by B/P, feels like a new low point So I decided on Monday at some point that I wasn't going to eat again untill Friday dinner time. I'd had a lot of unhealthy food over the weekend with my mom and felt disgusting. My mom even said I looked "healthier". I love her so much but ffs.
I allowed my... | 2.935647 | 4.772285 | 3.957459 | 87.583351 | 75.295082 | 7.052963 | 24.517654 | 7.882392 | 1.270811 | 1,198 | 39 | 244 | 18 | 26 | 387 | 177 | 305 | 0.197 | 0.661 | 0.142 | -0.9694 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 19 | 25 | 7 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 15 | 23 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 54 | 41 | 25 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 17 | 15 | 1 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 15 | 28 | 12 | 36 | 18 | 9 | 51 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 17 | 6 | 9 | 33 | 146 | 36 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063023 | 0.09718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078861 | 0 | 0 | 0.081965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094841 | 0 | 0.090788 | 0 | 0.094832 | 0 | 0 | 0.082084 | 0 | 0 | 0.183636 | 0.083831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187441 | 0.066208 | 0.266953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336195 | 0.101615 | 0 | 0.171356 | 0 | 0 | 0.05267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077825 | 0.103682 | 0.202335 | 0.078791 | 0.083644 | 0 | 0.061862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217084 | 0 | 0 | 0.068128 | 0 | 0.071478 | 0.089508 | 0 | 0 | 0.090804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104985 | 0 | 0.088157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074012 | 0 | 0.106161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091054 | 0.073575 | 0.054041 | 0 | 0.087847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07434 | 0.338566 | 0 | 0.085912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06747 | 0 | 0.094446 | 0.065835 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | marigoldpony | 2019/01/24 | Craving the GOOD STUFF You ever just subconsciously crave food that will sustain you because your body is so desperate for nutrition it doesn't even want junk food, it literally just wants something other than Adderall, yogurt and string cheese. Okay body, you win. You've got me stoked on dinner tonight and lemme say i... | 0.989451 | 2.661509 | 3.018983 | 92.867684 | 80.465201 | 6.126242 | 22.275311 | 7.087007 | 0.53119 | 983 | 31 | 229 | 12 | 25 | 332 | 156 | 273 | 0.124 | 0.68 | 0.196 | 0.9556 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 3 | 19 | 13 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 32 | 37 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 7 | 10 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 20 | 15 | 23 | 29 | 3 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 122 | 38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097998 | 0 | 0 | 0.109701 | 0 | 0.229174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221892 | 0.202591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126013 | 0.169867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.541644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058507 | 0 | 0 | 0.093927 | 0.089564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079097 | 0 | 0.112237 | 0.098884 | 0 | 0.094038 | 0 | 0 | 0.095204 | 0 | 0 | 0.07475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108154 | 0 | 0.105089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089054 | 0 | 0 | 0.089236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094883 | 0.08621 | 0 | 0 | 0.158525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11707 | 0.128194 | 0 | 0.127078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090008 | 0.097879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092398 | 0.132102 | 0.088887 | 0 | 0 | 0.100687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cat_whisker | 2019/01/24 | Oof ouch owie So, just heard my mam talking about my ED to her boyfriend on the phone (not in a good way either - she said that everyone was mollycoddling me and that I should JuST eaT!11!!). AND OOF OUCH OWIE NOW I FEEL LIKE #*SHITE!* I've told her plenty of times to y'know *not* talk about me and my problems to peopl... | -0.32258 | 1.888387 | 0.845514 | 99.835759 | 99.958904 | 3.529224 | 14.302511 | 5.461319 | -1.038963 | 280 | 6 | 62 | 2 | 12 | 87 | 53 | 73 | 0.025 | 0.848 | 0.128 | 0.7673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 11 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 38 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151857 | 0.214557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.482791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175126 | 0 | 0 | 0.28698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177144 | 0.23839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | probablyfuckedurdad | 2019/01/24 | Anyone else get stressed out trying to self diagnose?? I’ve been diagnosed by many doctors as bulimic and see my psychiatrist bi weekly. I’m not really sure what’s been going on lately but I spend a lot of my time trying to sort out my own issues and labelling them and preparing what to say to her in our appointment th... | 3.708564 | 5.109091 | 5.257116 | 80.849937 | 72.37931 | 8.30721 | 24.905956 | 8.841846 | 1.836862 | 571 | 17 | 110 | 11 | 11 | 193 | 94 | 145 | 0.176 | 0.755 | 0.069 | -0.9428 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 27 | 21 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 11 | 5 | 19 | 15 | 2 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 72 | 18 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.121025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173435 | 0.254146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095364 | 0.103551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251755 | 0 | 0 | 0.142137 | 0.253879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126903 | 0.207205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12959 | 0 | 0.140967 | 0.104022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258889 | 0.123071 | 0 | 0 | 0.129148 | 0.068158 | 0 | 0.1399 | 0 | 0 | 0.126819 | 0 | 0.06059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105912 | 0 | 0.098626 | 0 | 0 | 0.098828 | 0 | 0.12938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | matchagreentit | 2019/01/24 | starting to dislike my favourite foods i’m not sure why but most of the foods which I used to find tasty, now taste absolutely horrible to me. I get nauseous and I start to feel like throwing up whenever I get a whiff of them.
I hate having to go through this but at the same time, I feel grateful because that means I... | 1.137692 | 3.251736 | 2.433013 | 94.984904 | 82.205128 | 5.438462 | 23.852564 | 6.627428 | 0.56161 | 293 | 11 | 66 | 3 | 8 | 94 | 55 | 78 | 0.193 | 0.688 | 0.118 | -0.7681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 3 | 11 | 14 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 40 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213388 | 0.150747 | 0 | 0 | 0.192861 | 0 | 0.510312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22049 | 0 | 0.119923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | NindeNehima | 2019/01/24 | I can't say it outloud Hello all. I used to be a pretty regular contributor to proED in the past, but I "recovered" and left the community. I have been struggling lately, and last night it really hit me as the why. I'm sobbing in bed but I can't tell my partner what is going on because I've never told anyone. This wil... | 3.677617 | 4.26383 | 4.937118 | 86.178975 | 71.648752 | 7.720121 | 26.977845 | 7.760101 | 1.368997 | 1,954 | 63 | 425 | 23 | 35 | 650 | 240 | 521 | 0.173 | 0.741 | 0.087 | -0.9954 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 64 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 24 | 20 | 3 | 1 | 25 | 1 | 41 | 10 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 89 | 85 | 52 | 3 | 9 | 20 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 20 | 28 | 6 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 3 | 10 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 8 | 67 | 9 | 54 | 59 | 16 | 57 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 22 | 1 | 11 | 23 | 289 | 87 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149376 | 0 | 0 | 0.063392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109513 | 0 | 0.086818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137774 | 0 | 0.184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218598 | 0 | 0 | 0.063071 | 0 | 0 | 0.094067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067131 | 0 | 0.108018 | 0.050873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111613 | 0 | 0.202352 | 0.059728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353326 | 0 | 0.078784 | 0 | 0 | 0.058046 | 0.080328 | 0.150803 | 0.07737 | 0.072817 | 0.050298 | 0.03479 | 0.071371 | 0 | 0.063019 | 0.059799 | 0 | 0 | 0.121081 | 0 | 0 | 0.237667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104695 | 0.105603 | 0.054922 | 0.068775 | 0 | 0.066826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077114 | 0.135956 | 0.049368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080279 | 0 | 0.144893 | 0.076777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075741 | 0 | 0.081053 | 0.045619 | 0.073216 | 0 | 0.076453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054821 | 0 | 0 | 0.100806 | 0.075901 | 0.056869 | 0.059535 | 0 | 0.074444 | 0 | 0.155785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053541 | 0 | 0.186723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047309 | 0.136886 | 0 | 0.056533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068044 | 0 | 0 | 0.077456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123006 | 0 | 0 | 0.25201 | 0.056523 | 0 | 0.17343 | 0 | 0 | 0.064256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207368 | 0 | 0.145139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MsFaceless | 2019/01/24 | ED tells spilling over into public... I love body checks, I love running my hands up and down my spine and feeling the bones go pop, pop, pop.
You sure get some funny looks while sitting in public doing that.
I was sitting at my desk at work just running my hands up and down my back, absentmindedly, then a colleague... | 4.41 | 5.605223 | 4.367143 | 88.687857 | 70.428571 | 6.171429 | 25.428571 | 5.683918 | 0.5618 | 280 | 8 | 57 | 1 | 5 | 86 | 48 | 70 | 0 | 0.796 | 0.204 | 0.937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 11 | 3 | 9 | 9 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 37 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281814 | 0 | 0 | 0.231796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157495 | 0 | 0.171321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.54414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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