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EDAnonymous | bunnyalert | 2019/01/24 | “How are you gaining weight if you have an eating disorder?” I finally worked up the courage to tell my dad that I was dealing with this and he rolled his eyes and said that, along with, “is this your way of punishing us for suggesting you lose weight?”
It’s an EATING disorder, you donut. You can eat too much or eat ... | 3.616141 | 5.394893 | 4.14303 | 87.218182 | 73.296296 | 7.872054 | 27.828283 | 8.57599 | 1.987667 | 542 | 21 | 109 | 10 | 11 | 171 | 95 | 135 | 0.183 | 0.758 | 0.059 | -0.9547 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 19 | 13 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 16 | 1 | 15 | 9 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 69 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084952 | 0.135803 | 0.113455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.673941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096834 | 0 | 0.101595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104558 | 0 | 0.320813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151478 | 0 | 0 | 0.095898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mangpd | 2019/01/24 | Really bad restriction during the school year is impossible So I had decided over break that once I got back to my dorm, I would restrict under 500 cals every weekday, fast on Saturday and have a free day on Sunday. Cut to yesterday, literally 1 day after I got to my dorm, and my classes yesterday sent me into a panic ... | 9.823095 | 6.311174 | 10.626889 | 63.757 | 61.301587 | 13.889524 | 40.279365 | 11.979248 | 4.775424 | 499 | 19 | 91 | 12 | 5 | 175 | 75 | 126 | 0.187 | 0.695 | 0.117 | -0.831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 14 | 6 | 19 | 5 | 1 | 30 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 62 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16147 | 0.350667 | 0.128009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18599 | 0 | 0 | 0.138697 | 0 | 0.176926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152876 | 0 | 0 | 0.149172 | 0 | 0 | 0.135227 |
EDAnonymous | im-stressed-af-fam | 2019/01/24 | Why didn’t we bring back the daily food diary thread? The previous sub r/proed had one and it was the bomb. r/1200isplenty currently has one but it doesn’t feel the same. Is there a reason why we didn’t make one here? | 1.072667 | 3.385818 | 2.08 | 96.18 | 84.111111 | 6.266667 | 15.666667 | 7.554174 | -0.049533 | 172 | 3 | 39 | 3 | 5 | 54 | 34 | 45 | 0 | 0.932 | 0.068 | 0.4329 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 25 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.607403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.539223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lunasouseiseki | 2019/01/24 | The pros of starting at a new work place Your old work bestie isn't there to have lunch with anymore.
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EDAnonymous | VoiceOfAsh | 2019/01/24 | Been watching food stuff on YouTube for hours now And usually I’m fine when I do that but the last couple of days I’ve felt like I’m dying. I’ve never felt so hungry in my life. But I feel like crying. All the food I have is tasteless. I know I could eat every single thing I have and not feel full or satisfied. I don’t... | -0.233695 | 1.917433 | 1.67936 | 97.780172 | 89 | 4.693596 | 18.630542 | 6.182691 | -0.243249 | 420 | 12 | 98 | 4 | 14 | 138 | 73 | 116 | 0.152 | 0.658 | 0.19 | 0.2463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 22 | 11 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 13 | 6 | 7 | 15 | 5 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 57 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121915 | 0.168955 | 0.16773 | 0.098476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154416 | 0.109086 | 0.439837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369282 | 0 | 0 | 0.141165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083918 | 0.124468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107854 | 0.298398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224498 | 0 | 0.117769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168173 | 0 | 0.090064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | itsaani | 2019/01/24 | I made a terrible mistake. My boyfriend and I play Scrabble often. Its fun (mainly for him cause i suck :c). I have a habit of reading the word+meaning outloud and sometimes try to make silly puns. Oh boy. He laid the word PURGE down, and my dumb-ass went "Purge, me after every meal" while laughing until I realized wha... | 1.981293 | 3.916579 | 3.299526 | 90.776185 | 78.425287 | 5.72931 | 24.668103 | 6.627428 | 0.806059 | 332 | 12 | 69 | 3 | 8 | 108 | 65 | 87 | 0.092 | 0.736 | 0.171 | 0.7351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 13 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 13 | 5 | 12 | 5 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 43 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25185 | 0.177666 | 0 | 0 | 0.289929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | -dreams- | 2019/01/24 | Surgery Recovery Sucks Had surgery recently, and came home to find out I gained 25 pounds in water weight from my hospital stay 🙃
It's coming off so slowly, even worse since I'm still recovering from the surgery I'm worried I'm totally screwing up my body and it's recovery from still being under 1000 calories every d... | 8.988793 | 7.236864 | 8.761466 | 70.986336 | 61.298851 | 11.918391 | 36.692529 | 10.686353 | 3.813439 | 361 | 13 | 65 | 7 | 4 | 117 | 62 | 87 | 0.116 | 0.826 | 0.058 | -0.6318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 12 | 9 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 38 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120292 | 0.176272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11095 | 0.177363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113629 | 0.155617 | 0.144949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086987 | 0.122903 | 0 | 0 | 0.157239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183368 | 0.274778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.418989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174712 | 0.17532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ogoodgrief | 2019/01/24 | I wrote this in my journal and I'm kind of proud of it. I realized today I've been dealing with this shit for 7 years and I guess this is what I have to say about it.
having an eating disorder is so lonely because it just lives in your head all day, it's so shameful. you don't want people to know even though anything... | 8.120228 | 7.555807 | 7.563794 | 75.056664 | 62.271375 | 10.659692 | 35.94291 | 9.957138 | 3.453985 | 1,139 | 45 | 205 | 20 | 14 | 357 | 151 | 269 | 0.243 | 0.691 | 0.067 | -0.9948 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 17 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 21 | 2 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 19 | 12 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 34 | 36 | 15 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 23 | 5 | 39 | 27 | 3 | 24 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 23 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 131 | 44 | 1 | 0.198423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.483827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063983 | 0.102283 | 0 | 0 | 0.102966 | 0 | 0.22741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304554 | 0.165757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065528 | 0 | 0 | 0.284402 | 0 | 0 | 0.093528 | 0 | 0.100329 | 0 | 0 | 0.108681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088874 | 0 | 0.10182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103313 | 0.218096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096939 | 0 | 0.175211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078897 | 0 | 0 | 0.079059 | 0.090318 | 0 | 0 | 0.101839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082945 | 0.113646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065912 | 0 | 0.097475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094041 | 0 | 0 | 0.067358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16372 | 0.058517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108472 | 0 | 0.063889 |
EDAnonymous | clonedanmarinoplease | 2019/01/24 | Trying to transition to Keto but terrified So after around 5 years of disordered, restricted eating, I’m attempting to get my life in order and try “normal people” dieting in the hopes of a more functional life. I started a new, mentally challenging job that requires all of my brain power, and eating disorder brain was... | 8.493923 | 8.228957 | 9.193938 | 62.690848 | 61.389381 | 12.489086 | 38.30236 | 11.855464 | 5.083933 | 492 | 22 | 73 | 14 | 6 | 167 | 82 | 113 | 0.122 | 0.75 | 0.128 | -0.2899 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 18 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 18 | 10 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 50 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117311 | 0 | 0 | 0.107225 | 0.157123 | 0 | 0.136513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.470741 | 0.128103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160236 | 0 | 0.087151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148105 | 0 | 0 | 0.300498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146388 | 0.106312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208227 | 0 | 0.149799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108934 | 0 | 0 | 0.098751 |
EDAnonymous | -igaveup- | 2019/01/25 | b/p so i have been binging and purging so much lately and i really dont know what to do. i only eat when i b/p bc i cant bring kyself to and im purging around 1-4 times a day. i feel like i have no one to reach out to. i dont see my therapist anymore bc i was doing well and now she's on medical leave and i never told h... | -1.795107 | 0.070431 | 1.546316 | 97.568947 | 94.724138 | 3.880218 | 15.907441 | 5.399115 | -0.808931 | 487 | 12 | 119 | 3 | 19 | 174 | 90 | 145 | 0.049 | 0.885 | 0.066 | 0.2732 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 24 | 22 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 21 | 3 | 13 | 17 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 81 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.448229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134115 | 0 | 0 | 0.141546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166697 | 0 | 0.09716 | 0.155319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353134 | 0 | 0 | 0.308316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152352 | 0.215257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162734 | 0.157245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082796 | 0 | 0.169946 | 0.159522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120252 | 0 | 0.110749 | 0.111709 | 0.116195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102088 | 0.11458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115982 | 0.149002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087848 | 0 | 0 | 0.143958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135457 | 0.139659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | justcallmeamess | 2019/01/25 | Drunk I’ve had 432 cal of merlot, my calorie total for the day is 1359. H e a l t h. 🙃 | -4.695362 | -3.554336 | 0.73913 | 103.418551 | 100.73913 | 3.066667 | 12.014493 | 3.1291 | -1.872699 | 63 | 1 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 26 | 23 | 23 | 0.138 | 0.862 | 0 | -0.34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Scarab-Beetle | 2019/01/25 | I’m so screwed up I follow parismelodyraven and that poor girl is so sad and going through something awful and feels like she is worthless, and all I can do is look at her body and want it. That’s so fucked up, why would I want that. 2017 and 2018 were hard because all my ED thoughts that I thought I was rid of just ca... | 6.913293 | 5.343147 | 6.363537 | 85.95189 | 65.219512 | 9.17561 | 32.695122 | 7.168622 | 1.854673 | 315 | 10 | 69 | 2 | 4 | 97 | 61 | 82 | 0.249 | 0.667 | 0.084 | -0.9559 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 20 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 8 | 13 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 44 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206662 | 0 | 0.163835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135894 | 0.192004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248466 | 0 | 0 | 0.152744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190921 | 0 | 0 | 0.173074 |
EDAnonymous | figglygiggly | 2019/01/25 | Does anyone else feel like their ED mindset only kicks in at certain times of the year? I feel like early February to July is when I revert to rigorous fasting, working out and calorie-counting. My mental health takes a massive nosedive, which results in weight loss, which results in a (temporary) self-esteem boost tha... | 7.954433 | 6.7535 | 7.556557 | 77.042323 | 62.940887 | 10.287488 | 36.556158 | 9.120679 | 3.163199 | 829 | 33 | 156 | 11 | 10 | 262 | 129 | 203 | 0.146 | 0.751 | 0.103 | -0.8342 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 15 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 30 | 24 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 17 | 7 | 22 | 22 | 5 | 30 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 95 | 30 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135974 | 0 | 0.168319 | 0.246649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133178 | 0 | 0.077623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426009 | 0.257959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106435 | 0 | 0 | 0.118832 | 0 | 0.127939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288214 | 0 | 0 | 0.089247 | 0 | 0 | 0.128006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095537 | 0.096547 | 0.146568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155018 |
EDAnonymous | doubledigitsplease | 2019/01/25 | Unnoticeable weight loss I feel so down about myself rn. I’m 5’3” and I’ve lost about 20. It’s been 4 months now, I’ve never received a single comment about my weight loss. Honestly, I’ve never noticed a difference in the mirror, but I assumed that was some body dystrophia talking.
I posted a progress photo to imgur... | 2.851274 | 4.204696 | 4.200046 | 87.7708 | 74.463415 | 6.490854 | 25.007622 | 6.907726 | 0.90964 | 778 | 25 | 163 | 7 | 16 | 257 | 120 | 205 | 0.211 | 0.669 | 0.12 | -0.9702 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 14 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 27 | 25 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 18 | 5 | 27 | 13 | 4 | 25 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 105 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208642 | 0.152326 | 0 | 0.106316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135017 | 0 | 0.099756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189522 | 0 | 0.119963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065277 | 0 | 0.071007 | 0.20959 | 0.099927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099727 | 0.132793 | 0 | 0 | 0.192725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109094 | 0 | 0 | 0.11811 | 0 | 0.119659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124975 | 0 | 0.080041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133171 | 0.099778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073694 | 0 | 0 | 0.60858 | 0 | 0 | 0.11274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | frozenmargaritas | 2019/01/25 | Is there anything better than a huge shit? Guys and gals and non binary pals I just finally took a really great poop and I feel incredible. I’m dancing around. I feel like air. All hail fantastic bowel movements. | 1.326893 | 3.863792 | 3.158571 | 82.595 | 99.25 | 7.285714 | 20.714286 | 7.957252 | 1.992179 | 169 | 6 | 30 | 5 | 7 | 56 | 33 | 40 | 0.076 | 0.567 | 0.357 | 0.908 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258707 | 0.279864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317919 | 0.224592 | 0 | 0.344387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346604 | 0 | 0.311284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | junglebooks | 2019/01/25 | how do i increase my sex drive/can i do this without gaining more weight pls send help so basically i’ve been underweight for a hot minute (aka the last two years(?)). i dipped to my lowest weight and bmi ever over my first semester at college - got down to a bmi of 16.8, 112 lbs at 5’8.5”.
i’ve been trying to eat mo... | 2.233662 | 3.625126 | 3.53928 | 91.72892 | 76.138047 | 6.431481 | 21.802609 | 6.996648 | 0.369992 | 1,102 | 28 | 251 | 11 | 24 | 360 | 161 | 297 | 0.076 | 0.795 | 0.129 | 0.942 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 13 | 11 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 1 | 26 | 20 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 29 | 45 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 13 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 11 | 30 | 6 | 29 | 35 | 13 | 34 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 6 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 17 | 152 | 40 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113047 | 0.081923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078771 | 0 | 0.062448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090601 | 0.11184 | 0.227579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10585 | 0 | 0 | 0.185329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103595 | 0.146369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053522 | 0 | 0.11644 | 0 | 0.081932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200191 | 0.102673 | 0 | 0.090658 | 0.17205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092458 | 0 | 0.068381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081768 | 0 | 0.075306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069551 | 0 | 0.100071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120846 | 0 | 0 | 0.623732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065969 |
EDAnonymous | bee_yonce | 2019/01/25 | social crutch Besides when I’m in social eating settings, I’ll plan when I eat for when I see my boyfriend or friends, just to “regulate” my mood, knowing if I see them while I’m hungry, I won’t be able to focus, low energy, I’ll be hangry and withdrawn. It’s funny, my boyfriend was the first to point out how much happ... | 4.619313 | 4.797353 | 5.921186 | 81.405215 | 69.412371 | 8.940893 | 28.537801 | 8.841846 | 2.067448 | 370 | 12 | 76 | 6 | 6 | 125 | 64 | 97 | 0.021 | 0.775 | 0.204 | 0.9509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 12 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 3 | 11 | 7 | 1 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 47 | 14 | 0 | 0.21274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.653057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180956 | 0 | 0 | 0.164362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17598 | 0 | 0 | 0.433722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | JanuaryEmber | 2019/01/25 | School Play I was watching The Wizard of Oz ( in-school play). One of the characters said “ you need to eat or you will wither away.”
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EDAnonymous | chpbnvic | 2019/01/25 | Hmm let’s try moderation and high restriction to get out of this binge cycle... ~see ex is going to the same party as me in a month~
FUCK MODERATION! TIME TO FAST! I CANT BE THIS FAT FOR THAT
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EDAnonymous | basicvodkaboy | 2019/01/25 | a broken iphone and body dysmorphia or why i don't trust my judgement anymore so. ya queen’s iphone kicked the bucket last week. so i ordered a new one (this bitch is broke now, [pls send $$$](https://media.giphy.com/media/ld10X9zBw1MvC/giphy.gif), (for real)), and low and behold, thanks to the wonders of icloud (i pay... | -0.082907 | 2.172053 | 1.660078 | 93.847326 | 100.046512 | 4.105426 | 15.689922 | 6.018496 | -0.515017 | 1,005 | 25 | 215 | 11 | 43 | 326 | 142 | 258 | 0.114 | 0.76 | 0.126 | 0.7269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 96 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 17 | 8 | 8 | 2 | 8 | 31 | 27 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 3 | 27 | 6 | 17 | 17 | 8 | 32 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 23 | 121 | 39 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.11216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.509415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.55044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100357 | 0 | 0.126164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130821 | 0 | 0.118172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105817 | 0 | 0 | 0.076358 | 0.147291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092194 | 0 | 0 | 0.106546 | 0.103711 | 0 | 0.13217 | 0 | 0.124642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081647 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pinkie-pie-promise | 2019/01/25 | Good mobile games to distract me from binging I’m on day 6 of being binge free and I haven’t gone that long in literally m o n t h s. The catch? I’m off work these next two days, and I’m sick and bored all alone in bed 😬 my 3ds is at my boyfriends house, and dumb mobile games usually distract me pretty well (but only ... | 1.497883 | 3.430158 | 2.810877 | 93.710585 | 79.947368 | 5.906433 | 21.081871 | 6.937598 | 0.316205 | 356 | 10 | 80 | 4 | 9 | 115 | 74 | 95 | 0.166 | 0.62 | 0.214 | 0.7269 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 34 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235258 | 0 | 0 | 0.213075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163153 | 0.183118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sstephenn | 2019/01/25 | What do you think I should do? TW this post discusses numbers. Ok so I’m an 18 year old 5’10 male and I weigh 128 pounds or around 58 kg. I was originally 120 pounds and I saw a dietitian because my doctor was concerned about my weight loss. I told them it was just appetite loss and didn’t give them the whole truth. At... | 1.319002 | 3.298846 | 2.38242 | 96.316756 | 80.771429 | 5.260504 | 18.865546 | 6.227272 | -0.292109 | 654 | 15 | 150 | 5 | 17 | 207 | 107 | 175 | 0.134 | 0.754 | 0.111 | -0.4883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 9 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 32 | 30 | 13 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 21 | 3 | 10 | 21 | 5 | 14 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 89 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102995 | 0.111418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096239 | 0 | 0.152591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105102 | 0.280041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120879 | 0 | 0 | 0.122629 | 0 | 0 | 0.131333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118315 | 0 | 0.119867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080197 | 0 | 0 | 0.072981 | 0 | 0 | 0.119594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099345 | 0 | 0.762047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080598 |
EDAnonymous | Call_me_Cassius | 2019/01/25 | How do I un-take laxatives? 😥 I used stimulant laxatives yesterday, and planned on fasting but failed. This morning I weighed in higher than yesterday, panicked, and took more laxatives. Then I went back to bed for about an hour, and when I got up again weighed myself again. Weight was slightly under where I was yeste... | 4.272574 | 5.377841 | 5.108382 | 83.583088 | 70.666667 | 8.813725 | 28.284314 | 9.168548 | 2.238762 | 950 | 34 | 192 | 19 | 17 | 309 | 129 | 240 | 0.138 | 0.78 | 0.082 | -0.9447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 19 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 13 | 9 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 39 | 30 | 23 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 5 | 30 | 2 | 27 | 14 | 8 | 37 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 13 | 0 | 7 | 17 | 136 | 37 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.246102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260581 | 0 | 0.249855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063758 | 0 | 0.121071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120962 | 0 | 0 | 0.10085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248357 | 0 | 0.134988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107202 | 0 | 0 | 0.08417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104307 | 0 | 0.126187 | 0 | 0.10684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118843 | 0 | 0.189616 | 0 | 0.110213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280193 | 0.171221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200177 | 0 | 0.460651 | 0 | 0.116892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | technicol0r | 2019/01/25 | Binged on my roommate’s food... I’ve been so good about staying under my calorie limit and haven’t had a real, uncontrollable binge in months but I ruined all that last night—my roommate keeps a ton of snacks in our room (but still stays thin as a rail ugh) and i just went HAM eating a bit of each thing so maybe it’ll ... | 4.82125 | 5.134414 | 5.522917 | 83.96375 | 69 | 8.066667 | 27.458333 | 7.793538 | 1.469783 | 372 | 11 | 77 | 4 | 6 | 121 | 71 | 96 | 0.166 | 0.808 | 0.025 | -0.9357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 11 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 5 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 47 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198822 | 0.162317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.469908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110428 | 0.162974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155092 | 0 | 0.142836 | 0 | 0.14986 | 0 | 0 | 0.182342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414206 | 0.155172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lemonytaurus | 2019/01/25 | im a minor. if i come clean about my ed will i be sent to inpatient? backround info : im a minor(younger than 16) and i think im bulimic. ive been purging for about 4 or 5 months now but i was restricting for 6 months or so before that. im still overweight, if that matters.
so my question. if i tell my therapist about... | 0.782821 | 3.023981 | 3.451624 | 86.346154 | 84.726496 | 7.018803 | 25.239316 | 8.13951 | 1.874501 | 440 | 19 | 90 | 10 | 13 | 154 | 68 | 117 | 0.161 | 0.758 | 0.081 | -0.9012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 17 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 61 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076907 | 0 | 0.107354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.817657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220542 | 0 | 0 | 0.146483 | 0 | 0.080839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089622 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Soybeansandsprouts | 2019/01/25 | Am I healing? Thinking I have found a "set point" weight and unsure whether to be happy or sad. Or maybe I am just to damn tired and busy to gaf. I am graduating from college this year with solid plans to pursue a PhD and I don't know if I am just experiencing another ebb and flow of disordered thoughts. For the past y... | 5.200741 | 6.109068 | 5.439753 | 82.778889 | 68.382716 | 8.666667 | 29.814815 | 8.841846 | 2.163889 | 1,645 | 60 | 332 | 27 | 27 | 521 | 209 | 405 | 0.109 | 0.803 | 0.088 | -0.8064 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 39 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 17 | 13 | 2 | 1 | 26 | 1 | 46 | 17 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 66 | 66 | 27 | 0 | 7 | 18 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 19 | 11 | 2 | 12 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 14 | 43 | 8 | 46 | 43 | 6 | 48 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 19 | 3 | 7 | 26 | 230 | 59 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0.083083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059531 | 0 | 0.070062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065467 | 0 | 0.1557 | 0 | 0.072447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097577 | 0 | 0.149012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083282 | 0 | 0 | 0.086098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072419 | 0.102951 | 0.186701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048387 | 0 | 0.136187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088659 | 0.04679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087061 | 0.060136 | 0.083189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056831 | 0 | 0.085534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065544 | 0.084205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074415 | 0.078385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054554 | 0.083649 | 0.135182 | 0.099291 | 0.097855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050217 | 0 | 0 | 0.518383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181441 | 0 | 0 | 0.274134 |
EDAnonymous | lightfeathers | 2019/01/25 | Can anyone help me find out why I can't fucking find Kirkland Signature Protein Bars anymore? I'm from the Philippines and I used to see those bars when I go to a membership shopping place called SnR. Well they're G O N E. And I'm freaking out because quest bars are so ridiculously expensive and I'm depending on those ... | 2.590167 | 4.5333 | 3.809722 | 87.78625 | 76.611111 | 6.944444 | 27.916667 | 7.865859 | 1.697833 | 703 | 30 | 146 | 11 | 16 | 229 | 110 | 180 | 0.112 | 0.833 | 0.055 | -0.8311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 31 | 32 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 15 | 2 | 21 | 28 | 1 | 23 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 10 | 3 | 3 | 10 | 79 | 21 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158759 | 0.111934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123094 | 0 | 0.39034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20648 | 0.165038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161885 | 0.114363 | 0 | 0 | 0.292626 | 0 | 0.387146 | 0 | 0 | 0.295988 | 0.083637 | 0 | 0.181958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1073 | 0.169136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102575 | 0 | 0 | 0.093346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13826 | 0 | 0 | 0.188842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143934 | 0 | 0.14445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | itsmarta | 2019/01/25 | i couldn’t resist a cup of nestum i’ve been eating less than 400 calories. i skip breakfast, lunch and just eat when i’m at home. sometimes, when i can’t really deal with hunger, i eat a cup of nestum, and purge afterwards. but today, i decided that i could eat a cup of nestum before going to school. and so i did. and ... | 0.697273 | 2.621744 | 2.899091 | 92.088636 | 82.636364 | 5.818182 | 16.363636 | 6.980633 | -0.173545 | 400 | 7 | 90 | 5 | 11 | 136 | 61 | 110 | 0.152 | 0.774 | 0.074 | -0.7895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 16 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 13 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 55 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089796 | 0 | 0.125347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117612 | 0 | 0.323618 | 0 | 0.151866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.753654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074482 | 0.105235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188736 | 0.151455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | couldntfindquiet | 2019/01/25 | Lentils are Murdering Me My roommate is upset I’ve been backsliding into restricting lately. I cooked a big batch of red lentils so I’d have something easy and yummy to eat while also not being too high in calories.
My diet apparently has a lot less fiber than it should because one small bowl and I’m bloated and in pa... | 1.807582 | 4.105958 | 3.174127 | 89.568736 | 80.904762 | 6.099145 | 23.184371 | 7.32111 | 0.975236 | 492 | 17 | 100 | 7 | 13 | 160 | 91 | 126 | 0.123 | 0.796 | 0.081 | -0.6183 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 22 | 21 | 10 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 6 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 13 | 1 | 11 | 15 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 66 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13196 | 0 | 0.184203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146688 | 0 | 0.230343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | slug_93 | 2019/01/25 | Not coping Currently on a weight gain plan and REALLY not happy about it. I’ve gained around 5 kilos from my lowest, and have 4 to go at least. How the hell do I make this feel okay? | 2.098462 | 3.181174 | 3.700513 | 91.686154 | 75.923077 | 7.251282 | 15.564103 | 7.793538 | -0.143451 | 141 | 1 | 33 | 2 | 3 | 47 | 36 | 39 | 0.237 | 0.595 | 0.168 | -0.6454 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 20 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.483714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.553333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thebitchybulimic | 2019/01/25 | Food budgets So it’s happened. My husband got a pay cut (and is actually currently looking for a new job) so there goes my healthy expensive food...and my binge foods. I’m stressing out that I will have to eat what he eats. I hate not having my *own* food, it gives me so much anxiety. For now I’m just going to fast/“IF... | -0.00539 | 2.304114 | 1.997706 | 94.341234 | 90.904762 | 5.435498 | 21.922078 | 6.980633 | 0.681443 | 314 | 12 | 70 | 5 | 11 | 104 | 62 | 84 | 0.173 | 0.794 | 0.032 | -0.8651 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 40 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.139966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.440291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.693739 | 0 | 0 | 0.132598 | 0 | 0.13759 | 0.081514 | 0 | 0.114713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126834 | 0 | 0 | 0.141606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120444 | 0.16046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210874 | 0 | 0 | 0.138525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ponygg89 | 2019/01/25 | I’m biting the bullet. I’m going into inpatient in 3 days I’m so scared, I know I need to get better. This has gone on too long.
I still can’t see how sick I am, my Psyc and GP called the inpatient hospital and asked for me to skip the waiting list because I’m so underweight. Should ring alarm bells right?
I usuall... | 0.315204 | 2.368373 | 2.116086 | 96.39624 | 85.043165 | 5.721055 | 18.619185 | 7.031649 | 0.062372 | 505 | 13 | 119 | 7 | 15 | 166 | 93 | 139 | 0.11 | 0.691 | 0.198 | 0.9388 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 12 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 26 | 30 | 11 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 15 | 6 | 14 | 25 | 3 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 69 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159831 | 0 | 0 | 0.258205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209177 | 0 | 0.11377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147159 | 0.148435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170957 | 0 | 0.159195 | 0.20042 | 0 | 0.159521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142206 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hoarderline | 2019/01/25 | Does anyone else grocery shop like this? To prevent a binge I don't grocery shop anymore. Like I literally buy my "meal" everyday at the store. So I will get like x calories of food just for that one day.
Also, when I DO grocery shop, I would rather (for example) pay 4.00 dollars a small thing of cookies than 2.00 for... | 1.886667 | 4.106555 | 3.518889 | 87.645 | 80.111111 | 6.666667 | 26.666667 | 7.793538 | 1.632667 | 350 | 15 | 72 | 6 | 9 | 116 | 66 | 90 | 0.06 | 0.797 | 0.143 | 0.7269 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 42 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286281 | 0.201843 | 0.295775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.564115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205062 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | livipup | 2019/01/25 | Should I bring smoothies? So I'm going to the movies with this girl on Saturday. She has an eating disorder too and she's in a really bad place right now. I talked to her the other day about it an we talked a bit about maybe increasing her daily intake to like 500 calories. Basically I suggested a really healthy smooth... | 5.27902 | 5.895572 | 5.46615 | 83.702825 | 68.08 | 8.81 | 28.825 | 8.841846 | 2.0327 | 1,003 | 33 | 203 | 16 | 16 | 317 | 148 | 250 | 0.061 | 0.784 | 0.155 | 0.9756 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 14 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 24 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 52 | 46 | 19 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 3 | 40 | 6 | 28 | 25 | 10 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 33 | 12 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 151 | 51 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079843 | 0.116999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10099 | 0.124664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273509 | 0.126347 | 0 | 0.073642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223721 | 0 | 0.116843 | 0.095389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059658 | 0 | 0.064896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118909 | 0.062755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228664 | 0 | 0.114717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119302 | 0 | 0.107945 | 0.12873 | 0 | 0 | 0.246228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085855 | 0.27534 | 0.099805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292668 | 0.112189 | 0.090652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134702 | 0.090637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243348 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | peachparks | 2019/01/25 | Ode to Halls I swear, my dinners have become “mmmm lay on bed, eat half a package of sugar free cough drops”
I’m not even sick
But they’re 5 CALS
EACH
now that’s what I call nutrition amirite | 0.926707 | 2.824282 | 2.222134 | 97.387348 | 81.682927 | 5.07561 | 20.006098 | 5.985473 | -0.215346 | 150 | 4 | 35 | 1 | 4 | 48 | 39 | 41 | 0.031 | 0.811 | 0.157 | 0.7005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.570648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.527602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.528707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | HolisticlyImprobable | 2019/01/26 | How to suck at the disease that has taken over your life (anorexia) 1. Be restricting just fine
2. Get drunk and binge eating because you're so damn hungry
3. Fast to recover
4. Get drunk because hell, maybe it'll distract you from wanting to eat. And you want to have fun don't you? You want to keep your friends right?... | 0.314154 | 2.696283 | 1.098 | 100.891308 | 90 | 3.876923 | 19.692308 | 5.369823 | -0.457646 | 380 | 12 | 86 | 2 | 13 | 116 | 73 | 100 | 0.22 | 0.682 | 0.098 | -0.9389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 16 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 12 | 13 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 41 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228965 | 0.134429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426579 | 0 | 0 | 0.184619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161043 | 0 | 0.435612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14723 | 0.101835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141519 | 0 | 0.203619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | IdiotsOfBOCO | 2019/01/26 | How the hell did I become an almost 300 lb bulimic Here I am. Trying to accept the fact that I am a 290 lb bulimic. I am not officially diagnosed, but I don't need a diagnosis when my teeth have visible cavaties , shitting 5+ times daily, and am freezing when everyone else is hot. I am terrified of friends, family, ec... | 2.533611 | 4.842502 | 4.608257 | 80.216451 | 78.335664 | 8.141658 | 30.494006 | 8.942965 | 2.978388 | 1,145 | 58 | 214 | 29 | 28 | 393 | 155 | 286 | 0.262 | 0.665 | 0.072 | -0.996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 14 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 14 | 1 | 29 | 20 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 28 | 47 | 19 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 13 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 8 | 42 | 3 | 15 | 32 | 5 | 25 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 20 | 142 | 47 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.091296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22812 | 0.103324 | 0 | 0.316212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12067 | 0 | 0 | 0.094956 | 0.097095 | 0 | 0.107222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382919 | 0.156306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061792 | 0 | 0.157648 | 0.089395 | 0.084081 | 0 | 0.088195 | 0 | 0.047304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07228 | 0.08649 | 0.097757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045706 | 0 | 0 | 0.082793 | 0 | 0.104664 | 0.204252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137547 | 0.06937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190185 | 0.142305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09358 | 0 | 0.059933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198655 | 0 | 0.074713 | 0.078216 | 0 | 0.097804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059946 | 0 | 0.148544 | 0.054552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055181 | 0 | 0 | 0.341773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060246 |
EDAnonymous | malamala1073 | 2019/01/26 | Do you ever want think about how thin you’d be if you were taller and want to cry If I weren’t 5’2 and ate the same amount of food I did now I could lose weight so easily. I think about this at least twice a day. Fuck my stupidly low bmr | 1.368889 | 2.042593 | 2.349074 | 102.265833 | 77.148148 | 6.140741 | 15.351852 | 5.985473 | -1.107615 | 184 | 1 | 51 | 1 | 4 | 58 | 43 | 54 | 0.245 | 0.664 | 0.09 | -0.8781 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 33 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238964 | 0 | 0.328763 | 0.193022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361911 | 0 | 0 | 0.276695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353066 | 0 | 0 | 0.364463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throwawayorup44 | 2019/01/26 | What would you eat for a 10000 cal challenge? Love them or hate them, I think most of us have seen them. When I watch them I usually find myself planning what I would eat on a day like that. Someone posted a little while ago they tend to trigger a b/p, but I’m still never eating the things I would plan on eating.
So,... | 1.946096 | 3.139135 | 3.013158 | 96.020439 | 76.5 | 5.592982 | 19.245614 | 5.461319 | -0.445949 | 275 | 5 | 65 | 1 | 6 | 88 | 53 | 76 | 0.034 | 0.881 | 0.085 | 0.3632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 3 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 44 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.754578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072054 | 0.14782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097984 | 0.094503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177408 | 0 | 0.162436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.419081 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | coolcucumbah | 2019/01/26 | i told my boyfriend about my ed he was so sweet and understanding i'm so lucky i have him like he's actually perfect
i told him everything & then i said i didn't want to talk bc i was ashamed & he said :
"Aw babygirl you shouldn't be ashamed I love you so much everything about you I'm so sorry you deal with... | -0.8825 | 1.137163 | 1.647981 | 97.718894 | 90.923077 | 5.403846 | 19.663462 | 6.907726 | 0.154423 | 455 | 15 | 114 | 7 | 16 | 155 | 69 | 130 | 0.183 | 0.629 | 0.188 | 0.5611 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 28 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 22 | 8 | 8 | 14 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 25 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 66 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137958 | 0 | 0 | 0.27414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224231 | 0.113087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.437201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BaoBeii | 2019/01/26 | I fit into my sister’s jeans :))) For my entire life my younger sister has fueled my ED and relationship with my body. She’s super tiny and athletic and gets guys left and right. I’ve always been the “fat sister”, and her body and her talking about how “fat” she is (like okayyyyy you’re still a size 00) has been so tri... | 0.684166 | 2.81515 | 2.043158 | 97.006592 | 84.141243 | 4.856259 | 17.790366 | 6.059677 | -0.461298 | 656 | 15 | 151 | 5 | 19 | 210 | 107 | 177 | 0.038 | 0.885 | 0.076 | 0.5247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 16 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 27 | 24 | 19 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 33 | 4 | 16 | 13 | 1 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 24 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 102 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148796 | 0 | 0.168086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268043 | 0 | 0.184385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182379 | 0 | 0.118563 | 0.164014 | 0.168238 | 0 | 0.14855 | 0.140959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180217 | 0.190151 | 0.14335 | 0.159672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118811 | 0 | 0.134052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15911 | 0 | 0 | 0.22793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | _Stormi | 2019/01/26 | Trying to figure if I should be freaking out or not Just like the title; I’ve eaten 1200 calories as of 1pm today and it seems like I’ll eat 1900-2100 in total today. My matinence is normally 2000 and I did 70 mins of sparring (-700) and biked 5 miles (-150) so I feel like they counter each other out but idk. Should I ... | 0.180741 | 2.468853 | 1.699864 | 97.302389 | 88.753086 | 3.733827 | 17.976543 | 4.935629 | -0.665248 | 302 | 8 | 66 | 1 | 10 | 97 | 67 | 81 | 0.138 | 0.816 | 0.046 | -0.5048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 34 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13594 | 0.192068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263418 | 0 | 0 | 0.282115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.509681 | 0 | 0 | 0.182533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173132 |
EDAnonymous | llanowho | 2019/01/26 | “No one looks like that in real life, it’s all posed!” I don’t care Whenever I mention that I struggle with comparing myself to women on social media, almost always the response is something like “it’s all posed!”, “it’s photoshop”, “no one looks like that”. I get that the comments are attempting to make me feel better... | 6.227149 | 6.843208 | 6.485455 | 77.224761 | 66.00565 | 8.922239 | 29.085259 | 8.841846 | 2.264666 | 737 | 23 | 132 | 11 | 11 | 237 | 108 | 177 | 0.097 | 0.665 | 0.238 | 0.973 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 10 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 29 | 26 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 18 | 11 | 17 | 24 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 91 | 30 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144033 | 0 | 0 | 0.115027 | 0.119684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150299 | 0.137982 | 0.081746 | 0 | 0 | 0.158582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147084 | 0.101597 | 0.351359 | 0.144163 | 0 | 0 | 0.241575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194936 | 0.109395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299157 | 0 | 0 | 0.157891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146624 | 0 | 0.110733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114869 | 0.120255 | 0 | 0.15037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | patri3110 | 2019/01/26 | I feel weak on maintenance. Hey guys so idk what i'm doing wrong. Im trying to force myself to up my calories (from like 600) and for this whole week i've been able to eat around 1500 calories which is my BMR (sedentary, so like 200 more than my BMR). Anyway I thought it would help and I would stop wanting to sleep 24/... | 1.708245 | 3.696389 | 2.967555 | 92.569295 | 79.517241 | 5.94232 | 20.890282 | 6.980633 | 0.329579 | 440 | 12 | 97 | 5 | 11 | 142 | 80 | 116 | 0.128 | 0.786 | 0.085 | -0.6321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 18 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 11 | 3 | 16 | 11 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 63 | 16 | 0 | 0.351398 | 0 | 0.171457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116047 | 0.15893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266516 | 0.125519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140313 | 0.146892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139485 | 0 | 0.20194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103632 | 0 | 0.140935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249623 | 0.192099 | 0 | 0.113144 |
EDAnonymous | throooowaawayyy | 2019/01/26 | I feel like absolute shit I’ve been in recovery for 3/4 years. I’m at my highest weight. I was having sex with my boyfriend he tried to pick me up but he couldn’t. I know if I was at my lowest he would’ve been able to. I’ve never felt so fat and disgusting in my life. I feel so awful, I can’t eat bc I just don’t want t... | -0.950805 | 0.670362 | 1.878851 | 98.80954 | 86.816092 | 5.705747 | 17.712644 | 6.937598 | -0.219653 | 289 | 7 | 77 | 4 | 9 | 101 | 57 | 87 | 0.238 | 0.727 | 0.035 | -0.97 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 13 | 1 | 12 | 9 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 45 | 14 | 0 | 0.259957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394327 | 0.185714 | 0.2496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367231 | 0.127002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15333 | 0 | 0 | 0.316558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184666 | 0 | 0 | 0.167404 |
EDAnonymous | d_hatesthis | 2019/01/26 | I kinda hate that so many cooking youtube channels are doing the 10,000 cal a day challenge. I just want to watch cooking videos not this. One of my favorite youtubers is documenting it on her Instagram stories, guess I'm silenting her for the day. I'm sure there are people that enjoy the content so it feels stupid to ... | 4.056385 | 6.129229 | 3.982746 | 87.58473 | 72.802817 | 5.860094 | 30.143192 | 6.427356 | 1.490294 | 295 | 13 | 55 | 2 | 6 | 90 | 55 | 71 | 0.083 | 0.725 | 0.192 | 0.7432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 6 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 35 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.421256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | atleast14dogs | 2019/01/26 | I'm slipping back into disordered thinking, and it's been months since I've weighed myself. Now, I'm terrified to check, and it's making everything worse. I guess the title is misleading, since I never really stopped having disordered thoughts, but they were less intrusive for a while, and I've been better about not le... | 3.591204 | 5.750294 | 4.720336 | 81.406036 | 74.378151 | 8.230812 | 28.35014 | 8.976282 | 2.501341 | 1,956 | 81 | 366 | 44 | 42 | 641 | 222 | 476 | 0.133 | 0.704 | 0.164 | 0.916 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 85 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 16 | 17 | 25 | 6 | 1 | 16 | 1 | 29 | 17 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 67 | 86 | 26 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 19 | 9 | 2 | 15 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 12 | 45 | 11 | 53 | 66 | 16 | 56 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 27 | 6 | 6 | 23 | 225 | 70 | 7 | 0.067905 | 0 | 0.13253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052214 | 0 | 0.165576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054216 | 0.075135 | 0 | 0.043793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233474 | 0.069503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114425 | 0.064886 | 0.061028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05776 | 0.082111 | 0 | 0 | 0.313884 | 0.212864 | 0 | 0.038592 | 0.056955 | 0 | 0.074865 | 0.074805 | 0 | 0 | 0.072286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223912 | 0 | 0.076599 | 0 | 0 | 0.069437 | 0 | 0.033175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114046 | 0.151936 | 0.148252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068407 | 0.068432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108402 | 0 | 0.099835 | 0.05035 | 0.052372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138167 | 0 | 0.064976 | 0 | 0.136526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043501 | 0 | 0.067048 | 0 | 0 | 0.289951 | 0 | 0.054 | 0 | 0.068723 | 0.108222 | 0 | 0 | 0.076713 | 0 | 0.168514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096126 | 0 | 0.054229 | 0.056771 | 0.077785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063999 | 0 | 0.051056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090226 | 0.130532 | 0 | 0.107817 | 0.039596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160208 | 0.161699 | 0.054469 | 0.330758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069201 | 0.048237 | 0 | 0 | 0.043728 |
EDAnonymous | plumtree18 | 2019/01/26 | So do all thin people have disordered eating or what I just found out last night that a friend of a friend was just diagnosed with an ED. Here I was thinking her effortless skinniness came from a natural disinterest food. Another close friend who I was always envious of body-wise once revealed she was a childhood anore... | 7.326066 | 8.182948 | 7.117619 | 72.80456 | 63.666667 | 10.271062 | 35.201465 | 10.21489 | 3.725685 | 922 | 40 | 155 | 20 | 13 | 292 | 137 | 210 | 0.082 | 0.799 | 0.119 | 0.213 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 17 | 11 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 35 | 27 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 12 | 8 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 15 | 7 | 25 | 16 | 5 | 32 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 17 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 106 | 33 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.126393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129696 | 0 | 0 | 0.103577 | 0.107771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271627 | 0 | 0.146321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08353 | 0.13353 | 0 | 0.13146 | 0 | 0 | 0.148441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265063 | 0.216395 | 0 | 0.114717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126696 | 0 | 0 | 0.065489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313233 | 0.142012 | 0.300201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071181 | 0.211153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086456 | 0.131313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137935 | 0.087766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082974 | 0.133168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172095 | 0.082991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083407 |
EDAnonymous | whooptidooo | 2019/01/26 | Chest veins + translucent skin? Does anyone else have chest veins visible?
Not popping out in a solid way, but very blue and visible under your translucent skin?
I've always had them faintly visible from shoulder to shoulder but I could barely see one vein. Now I can see an entire network and them even meeting near m... | 3.864504 | 5.898284 | 4.438039 | 84.283408 | 73.232804 | 7.264683 | 27.685516 | 8.076483 | 1.913225 | 778 | 30 | 143 | 12 | 16 | 247 | 119 | 189 | 0.038 | 0.894 | 0.069 | 0.539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 13 | 18 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 24 | 19 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 10 | 16 | 1 | 14 | 16 | 3 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 15 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 91 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139453 | 0 | 0 | 0.11397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117186 | 0.171721 | 0.137917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171492 | 0.140004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354147 | 0.168112 | 0.16646 | 0.165047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227134 | 0.127464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138284 | 0.098852 | 0.133029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119055 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MacaroonRiot | 2019/01/26 | Has anyone else lost weight because of their ED and then had their SO become more attracted to them? I knew my boyfriend found me more attractive. During my study abroad I’ve been depressed and eating about once a day. Don’t even like eating anymore. Over the months I’ve lost about two or three pants sizes. All my teac... | 3.211275 | 5.053932 | 3.472831 | 91.327877 | 74.544554 | 7.129179 | 25.24869 | 7.928767 | 1.259056 | 802 | 27 | 169 | 12 | 17 | 247 | 115 | 202 | 0.112 | 0.732 | 0.156 | 0.8565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 11 | 18 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 30 | 27 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 6 | 24 | 11 | 20 | 14 | 9 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 103 | 38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121829 | 0.085896 | 0.125869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14977 | 0.271345 | 0.104532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079225 | 0 | 0.105806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.502804 | 0.205242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186342 | 0.175521 | 0 | 0.134571 | 0.224556 | 0 | 0 | 0.134693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10919 | 0 | 0 | 0.067512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130826 | 0.083243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116443 | 0.117384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120002 | 0 | 0 | 0.106099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Sjkyordanuise | 2019/01/26 | Thank you to all of you for helping me not feel so alone. No one in my world knows about my ED (though I'm sure some are suspicious at this point), so you guys are my support system, even though I almost never comment or post. But reading all your posts are so comforting. Reading things you guys say and thinking "omg, ... | 4.047538 | 4.832671 | 4.343636 | 90.043788 | 70.931818 | 7.230303 | 26.030303 | 7.168622 | 0.998176 | 339 | 10 | 73 | 3 | 6 | 106 | 65 | 88 | 0.195 | 0.635 | 0.171 | -0.5655 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 17 | 14 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 5 | 8 | 14 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 48 | 16 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176139 | 0.18218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166283 | 0 | 0.336929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19961 | 0.165785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161946 | 0 | 0 | 0.116861 | 0.11271 | 0.345644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19232 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | trashbabyx | 2019/01/26 | Tired Some weeks are particularly hard, and you just don’t want to participate anymore. Today I unexpectedly broke it off with a with a man who has been nothing but kind to me, ditched my friends (one of whom needed my support), binged and purged twice, and spent the rest of the night crying into my vodka.
Started ... | 0.866663 | 3.228854 | 1.799577 | 97.450648 | 85.72043 | 4.652484 | 18.799669 | 6.050646 | -0.326427 | 2,133 | 57 | 478 | 17 | 65 | 664 | 255 | 558 | 0.22 | 0.642 | 0.137 | -0.9959 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 98 | 5 | 41 | 3 | 3 | 21 | 31 | 6 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 56 | 16 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 91 | 103 | 33 | 5 | 12 | 13 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 20 | 34 | 5 | 3 | 14 | 4 | 4 | 8 | 19 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 52 | 6 | 129 | 19 | 39 | 39 | 13 | 55 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 84 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 34 | 332 | 149 | 1 | 0 | 0.092093 | 0.07585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077832 | 0.161002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077084 | 0.054348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146053 | 0.059767 | 0 | 0.142144 | 0 | 0.06614 | 0.087571 | 0.163138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079367 | 0.088898 | 0.079247 | 0 | 0 | 0.066954 | 0 | 0 | 0.087177 | 0 | 0 | 0.170758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180276 | 0 | 0 | 0.087432 | 0 | 0.160624 | 0 | 0 | 0.070308 | 0.065488 | 0 | 0.069856 | 0 | 0 | 0.087464 | 0.039301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240205 | 0 | 0.040609 | 0 | 0.044174 | 0 | 0.062165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077966 | 0 | 0 | 0.089686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085993 | 0.08094 | 0.085433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08445 | 0.238442 | 0 | 0.075946 | 0 | 0.137268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140302 | 0.147093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057633 | 0.059947 | 0.075069 | 0 | 0.145882 | 0 | 0.074581 | 0 | 0.081561 | 0 | 0.158008 | 0.059114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08417 | 0 | 0.053886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132756 | 0.073936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128592 | 0 | 0.077783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076873 | 0.087008 | 0.11003 | 0 | 0.24829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08502 | 0.088203 | 0 | 0 | 0.116881 | 0.062474 | 0.067936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099608 | 0 | 0.061706 | 0.135969 | 0.089335 | 0.073676 | 0.074271 | 0.086357 | 0.052771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093495 | 0.067131 | 0 | 0 | 0.229225 | 0 | 0.062347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110429 | 0 | 0 | 0.200213 |
EDAnonymous | hce692 | 2019/01/26 | “Calories in a day” from r/infographics https://reddit.com/r/Infographics/comments/ajp1qs/how_much_people_eat_not_oc/
I feel like a terrible human for saying I’m jealous of those who are on UN refugee status but... b/p is a bitch. Also Madonna, you too | 9.927432 | 14.372698 | 7.471554 | 57.970574 | 64.675676 | 6.943243 | 28.168919 | 8.076483 | 2.308086 | 210 | 7 | 27 | 3 | 4 | 61 | 34 | 37 | 0.258 | 0.677 | 0.065 | -0.8126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.487354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308142 | 0.435371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.484636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CallMeFrida | 2019/01/26 | I tried on wedding dresses today. Don't get me wrong, it was such a beautiful and enjoyable experience. My girlfriends came with and we had so much fun. I love my fiancé and I'm loving the engagement period.
But I am 1.5kgs away from my goal weight. I've been steadily and healthily losing weight for the first time in... | 1.829159 | 3.459912 | 3.482072 | 90.689217 | 77.839662 | 6.987259 | 22.53144 | 7.850079 | 0.9127 | 1,759 | 52 | 393 | 28 | 41 | 585 | 184 | 474 | 0.104 | 0.687 | 0.209 | 0.9942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 68 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 22 | 28 | 3 | 1 | 22 | 1 | 35 | 35 | 15 | 4 | 3 | 69 | 83 | 43 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 0 | 13 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 34 | 18 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 22 | 56 | 18 | 49 | 59 | 9 | 57 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 3 | 10 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 28 | 240 | 66 | 4 | 0 | 0.066036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060388 | 0.067723 | 0.037901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157092 | 0.042856 | 0 | 0.135899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058489 | 0.098584 | 0 | 0.123816 | 0 | 0.062217 | 0 | 0.063745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04801 | 0.058436 | 0.060229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122442 | 0.107831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054518 | 0 | 0 | 0.084542 | 0.039816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116475 | 0 | 0.158374 | 0.046747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05933 | 0.049927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056992 | 0.039367 | 0.054458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37442 | 0.062352 | 0.12168 | 0 | 0.150906 | 0.052737 | 0 | 0 | 0.279961 | 0 | 0.061908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040971 | 0 | 0 | 0.161484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054758 | 0.044246 | 0.032499 | 0 | 0.264146 | 0 | 0 | 0.03784 | 0 | 0 | 0.058021 | 0 | 0.096272 | 0 | 0 | 0.19724 | 0 | 0.044706 | 0.542951 | 0.050111 | 0.051666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121873 | 0.067723 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cerealslut | 2019/01/27 | Did you know they make fruity lucky charms I do, because I just ate 4 fucking bowls
Why am I like this lmao | 1.521739 | 3.100627 | 1.721087 | 103.205978 | 78.565217 | 4.6 | 20.195652 | 3.1291 | -0.810026 | 84 | 2 | 21 | 0 | 2 | 25 | 21 | 23 | 0 | 0.539 | 0.461 | 0.9157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.531385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.518659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | daddysindanger | 2019/01/27 | How do I explain to my boyfriend I have an ED? Back story: I was dating this guy for a while. I am completely and totally head over heels for this man. Besides having an ED, I have a lot of other mental health issues. Him and I split for a while because he couldn’t handle me being erratic every day. I completely unders... | 2.76602 | 4.343336 | 4.278656 | 86.205332 | 75.122449 | 6.940816 | 23.134354 | 7.645422 | 0.991737 | 1,128 | 32 | 232 | 15 | 24 | 376 | 157 | 294 | 0.087 | 0.862 | 0.051 | -0.8737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 18 | 0 | 23 | 10 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 51 | 41 | 24 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 17 | 5 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 1 | 40 | 1 | 29 | 22 | 12 | 40 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 21 | 15 | 1 | 5 | 19 | 171 | 54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172559 | 0 | 0.273599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115267 | 0 | 0 | 0.352938 | 0 | 0.125849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099381 | 0 | 0 | 0.074111 | 0.101497 | 0.094538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103733 | 0.058623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123708 | 0 | 0.222203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11078 | 0.230312 | 0.11927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124636 | 0 | 0.113077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08654 | 0 | 0 | 0.105298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076181 | 0 | 0 | 0.233621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092582 | 0.066182 | 0.089064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159416 | 0 | 0 | 0.072257 |
EDAnonymous | candystarfish | 2019/01/27 | Actually fearing food/eating I've gotten to the point where I'm afraid to eat. Not like "I'm afraid if I eat I'll gain weight", but like "I'm afraid if I eat something bad will happen."
I'll preface this by saying I'm going through a very rough time with several family emergencies and deaths.
My eating before was "I... | 2.225181 | 4.371594 | 3.543676 | 88.289333 | 78.558824 | 6.390498 | 21.49095 | 7.468242 | 0.738949 | 1,064 | 30 | 219 | 15 | 26 | 347 | 147 | 272 | 0.245 | 0.667 | 0.088 | -0.9937 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 38 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 21 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 25 | 19 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 41 | 50 | 19 | 2 | 12 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 8 | 16 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 21 | 5 | 22 | 35 | 7 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 1 | 8 | 14 | 127 | 35 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.063461 | 0 | 0 | 0.063548 | 0.057646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073467 | 0 | 0.045471 | 0 | 0.053515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217193 | 0 | 0 | 0.055337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056019 | 0 | 0 | 0.072938 | 0.051922 | 0 | 0 | 0.083879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067492 | 0 | 0.074531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.731974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122611 | 0.073178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314544 | 0 | 0 | 0.06012 | 0 | 0 | 0.036959 | 0.054545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051715 | 0.130215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055101 | 0.100128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05227 | 0 | 0.059872 | 0 | 0 | 0.172815 | 0.083339 | 0 | 0 | 0.03792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14147 | 0.063526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053658 | 0.076714 | 0 | 0 | 0.07919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046196 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kalstl | 2019/01/27 | I feel like an alien Tripped on acid yesterday and it was going great until I looked in the mirror and saw my puffy, swollen-from-crying (happy tears but I cry a lot on acid lol) face and just couldn’t get over how disgusting I looked. All my friend’s faces started to look plastic and weird and I had to get dressed up ... | 2.349867 | 3.423779 | 3.795979 | 91.282937 | 75.28 | 7.183158 | 22.757895 | 7.66913 | 0.73904 | 913 | 24 | 211 | 12 | 19 | 302 | 134 | 250 | 0.183 | 0.671 | 0.146 | -0.9253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 21 | 6 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 13 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 40 | 46 | 27 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 18 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 20 | 27 | 13 | 22 | 35 | 5 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 5 | 12 | 2 | 2 | 21 | 119 | 38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122313 | 0 | 0.085368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202907 | 0.215014 | 0.096327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07751 | 0.185496 | 0.157245 | 0 | 0.114033 | 0 | 0 | 0.110608 | 0 | 0.099337 | 0 | 0.106797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104472 | 0.110271 | 0.163555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.589728 | 0 | 0 | 0.085292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07101 | 0 | 0 | 0.083875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087688 | 0.092365 | 0 | 0 | 0.066651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110493 | 0.082778 | 0.118347 | 0.079633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064605 |
EDAnonymous | thinthrowaway44444 | 2019/01/27 | Making food less appetizing I binge sometimes. Food just tastes toogood. I wanted to know if there was a way I could make food way less appetizing so that even if it was right in front of me, I wouldnt be able to eat it.
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I was thinking of just putting alot of hot sauce on everything. | 3.070508 | 4.912228 | 3.612 | 90.183424 | 74.932203 | 6.753898 | 25.359322 | 7.554174 | 1.069316 | 233 | 8 | 50 | 3 | 5 | 73 | 42 | 59 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 33 | 9 | 0 | 0.184755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200182 | 0.224497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.670219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108973 | 0.2933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224497 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | itsonlyathrowawayman | 2019/01/27 | anyone else find the last few kilos the hardest? for context, i've been in weight recovery for about 13 months now. i've already had to gain back around 12kg, but i'm still a couple of kilos away from not being underweight. it's these last few that i'm finding the hardest. i seem to have such a mental block about movin... | 8.071055 | 7.53326 | 7.286162 | 76.919925 | 62.358209 | 10.34371 | 34.06823 | 9.606745 | 3.023223 | 567 | 20 | 104 | 9 | 7 | 175 | 90 | 134 | 0.086 | 0.713 | 0.202 | 0.9582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 17 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 21 | 13 | 2 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 66 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180644 | 0.26471 | 0 | 0.114993 | 0 | 0 | 0.121364 | 0.198655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11942 | 0.067488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103106 | 0.137292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.6292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141232 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sssscccarr | 2019/01/27 | What's wrong with me? About a year ago I purged for the first time but I stopped after a week as I hated shoving my fingers in my throat. I never binged when I threw up. I'm 15 now and have recently started again.
If I feel I have eaten too much for dinner I will throw up, for example I went out to a restaurant and we... | 1.98545 | 3.333195 | 3.411892 | 92.568018 | 76.702703 | 6.014414 | 21.792793 | 6.427356 | 0.241458 | 542 | 14 | 122 | 4 | 12 | 178 | 92 | 148 | 0.177 | 0.785 | 0.038 | -0.9705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 24 | 24 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 23 | 1 | 23 | 15 | 2 | 35 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 22 | 86 | 27 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424942 | 0.120079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142972 | 0.203248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123561 | 0 | 0.259274 | 0 | 0 | 0.157736 | 0.164687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118971 | 0 | 0 | 0.140526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09914 | 0 | 0.134827 | 0.204681 | 0 | 0.311632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183774 | 0 | 0.108241 |
EDAnonymous | humsalot1991 | 2019/01/27 | I keep fucking up & binging After almost 2 weeks on track I just binged on an almost full 155g tub of candy. I am so full of self loathing right now. I feel like a complete mess in control of absolutely nothing. I can’t believe I’m almost 30 and I’m still acting like a idiot teenager. My confidence is shot. Just af... | 2.017955 | 3.915239 | 3.628788 | 88.638182 | 78.166667 | 5.309091 | 25.393939 | 5.985473 | 0.768821 | 503 | 19 | 101 | 3 | 12 | 167 | 97 | 132 | 0.123 | 0.777 | 0.1 | -0.6137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 12 | 4 | 20 | 9 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 2 | 4 | 8 | 61 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.558576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201466 | 0 | 0 | 0.194974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194954 | 0 | 0.208547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122811 | 0.168193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094017 | 0.132835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224839 | 0 | 0 | 0.171898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181682 | 0.186361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12353 | 0 | 0 | 0.147615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132086 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | brokenchalkboard | 2019/01/27 | My ex-best friend gained a lot of weight And honestly it’s my motivator to keep losing. I know that’s terrible. But she would always comment on how I couldn’t fit into any of her clothes, she’d secretly eye my clothes and steal them for herself, she would parade her skinny body. And now she looks like she’s 180+. I’m u... | -0.131136 | 2.180386 | 1.848864 | 94.760682 | 92.75 | 5.409091 | 18.522727 | 6.980633 | 0.270875 | 300 | 9 | 67 | 5 | 11 | 99 | 57 | 80 | 0.105 | 0.747 | 0.149 | 0.3291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 17 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 15 | 4 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 39 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221581 | 0 | 0 | 0.181091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279462 | 0 | 0 | 0.295796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236697 | 0 | 0 | 0.2927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223622 | 0.297918 | 0 | 0.226396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37834 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kitt_3n | 2019/01/27 | I cannot tolerate myself I'm back at a BMI of 20.
I cannot do this.
I cannot sit comfortably. I feel warm, chubby, slovenly, etc... there is no way I will be able to maintain this weight. I physically cannot even look at myself. I feel uncomfortable even using my computer because I'm afraid of glimpsing my appearanc... | 1.62125 | 3.90161 | 3.6415 | 86.0535 | 81.5 | 7.59 | 24.183333 | 8.548687 | 1.778766 | 372 | 14 | 78 | 9 | 10 | 126 | 63 | 96 | 0.176 | 0.808 | 0.016 | -0.9325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 20 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 2 | 7 | 18 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 52 | 17 | 1 | 0.255361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196357 | 0.213216 | 0.155666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263856 | 0.284795 | 0.337327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202694 | 0 | 0.310961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BasketCaseSensitive | 2019/01/27 | Yesterday would have been my Granny's 67th birthday, may she rest in peace. She had an ED, and it contributed to her untimely end at 55. I don't think she ever sought treatment, but it was definitely there. I think drunkorexic, and my mom caught her purging a few months before she died. Her safe foods were Mr. Goodbars... | 2.245619 | 4.76804 | 3.297465 | 87.991121 | 80.856678 | 6.717955 | 23.635278 | 7.89837 | 1.379424 | 1,240 | 44 | 245 | 23 | 33 | 397 | 176 | 307 | 0.154 | 0.73 | 0.116 | -0.9466 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 48 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 28 | 11 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 42 | 44 | 19 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 17 | 7 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 10 | 56 | 8 | 30 | 17 | 5 | 39 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 42 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 20 | 170 | 66 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117195 | 0.121215 | 0 | 0 | 0.194768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10996 | 0 | 0.097721 | 0.142689 | 0 | 0.099589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121465 | 0 | 0.134134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207319 | 0 | 0 | 0.077302 | 0.105866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059177 | 0 | 0 | 0.128208 | 0 | 0 | 0.283042 | 0.128324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0954 | 0 | 0 | 0.127161 | 0 | 0 | 0.171534 | 0 | 0 | 0.103574 | 0.098281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10563 | 0 | 0 | 0.118657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137072 | 0.093417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.397739 | 0 | 0.111329 | 0.093072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224977 | 0 | 0 | 0.068245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101082 | 0 | 0.096567 | 0 | 0.092898 | 0 | 0 | 0.10523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415697 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | minicemilo | 2019/01/27 | Shit. Okay. I’m chinese and i have to celebrate chinese new year which is coming up reallllllly soon. Why are all the activities my friends are planning related to food. shit. What the hell do i tell them. They won’t understand. Shit. I’m so stressed out. | 0.117885 | 1.676542 | 2.763599 | 83.183024 | 115.326531 | 5.863451 | 24.862709 | 6.980633 | 1.821841 | 201 | 10 | 40 | 5 | 11 | 69 | 39 | 49 | 0.288 | 0.573 | 0.139 | -0.8858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 9 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 23 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288186 | 0 | 0.184131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.733917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153475 |
EDAnonymous | 4gotmyfuckinpassword | 2019/01/27 | Anyone else get weird salt cravings???? Idk randomly at some point I shifted from being someone who always craves sweet so someone who NEEDS SALT. I’ve had like an entire baggie of soup mix because 1 cup wasn’t enough I needed that savory saltiness.
Anyone else??? Is this from restricting or just tastes changing?? | 5.280893 | 7.911807 | 4.581571 | 82.163429 | 70.964286 | 5.908571 | 27.271429 | 6.742158 | 1.495854 | 251 | 9 | 39 | 2 | 5 | 75 | 48 | 56 | 0.115 | 0.791 | 0.095 | 0.4137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 20 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323621 | 0.474223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.386634 | 0 | 0 | 0.239113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kitty_do_the_dishes | 2019/01/27 | Just binged on food that’s been sitting in my trash can for the past 48 hours And after restricting all day, it was the best fucking food I’ve ever had :’)
didn’t even mind having to dig through the trash can like a sad raccoon | 1.208085 | 3.445088 | 1.884511 | 98.294 | 82.829787 | 4.611064 | 20.038298 | 5.683918 | -0.294809 | 179 | 5 | 40 | 1 | 5 | 55 | 42 | 47 | 0.109 | 0.763 | 0.128 | 0.25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 26 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185966 | 0.254685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.68092 | 0 | 0 | 0.260295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | yellowposy2 | 2019/01/27 | I ate dinner! I haven’t eaten much today
The boy I like made me a PB&J and I ate it
Total win | -3.771304 | -3.059394 | 0.569217 | 99.174696 | 121.608696 | 1.84 | 8.947826 | 3.1291 | -2.101097 | 75 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 5 | 28 | 19 | 23 | 0 | 0.695 | 0.305 | 0.7644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.559751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.488832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.489689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pandatopixie | 2019/01/28 | Just got judged for being "unhealthy" Gotta love when you're drinking Gatorade because even though its calorific your brain somehow allows it and then someone comments on how many preservatives and calories it has. The person in question was eating Cheetos while lecturing me.
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EDAnonymous | aenema_onodi | 2019/01/28 | Fullness and stomach pain I just binged and now my stomach hurts so badly
I dont know how many calories I ate, i was supposed to only eat minestrone soup and then i had so many high fat things and I feel disgusting | 1.274773 | 3.688244 | 2.323818 | 94.075727 | 84.227273 | 4.429091 | 24.709091 | 5.683918 | 0.498405 | 171 | 7 | 35 | 1 | 5 | 54 | 33 | 44 | 0.295 | 0.705 | 0 | -0.9299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335522 | 0 | 0 | 0.29294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.580493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217732 | 0.304626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cautionmindthegap | 2019/01/28 | Dizziness/ Blacking Out Today I was cleaning my room and blacked out and fell when I went from crouching down to standing. I know this is pretty common here and I was wondering if there are any specific foods/nutrients that can combat it. | 4.729773 | 7.300608 | 4.522727 | 82.229091 | 72.409091 | 7.127273 | 31.454545 | 8.076483 | 2.558291 | 193 | 9 | 32 | 3 | 4 | 59 | 37 | 44 | 0.056 | 0.869 | 0.075 | 0.2023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 25 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.435682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.498456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thisideofiveam | 2019/01/28 | i feel like a shitty person for this but i just need to get it off my chest one of my closest friends was one of the smart people who noticed that she hated herself and wanted to not eat to lose weight and she went to a therapist and talked about it and all that. she'll still get insecure about weight sometimes, but sh... | 6.152992 | 5.901641 | 6.41383 | 80.64381 | 66.178683 | 9.22055 | 30.574887 | 8.680891 | 2.223641 | 1,268 | 41 | 250 | 17 | 18 | 408 | 159 | 319 | 0.205 | 0.673 | 0.122 | -0.9889 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 19 | 5 | 2 | 11 | 3 | 18 | 16 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 57 | 46 | 26 | 0 | 6 | 15 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 25 | 18 | 14 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 7 | 37 | 9 | 41 | 29 | 5 | 22 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 34 | 8 | 2 | 3 | 14 | 176 | 62 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057241 | 0.119117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059765 | 0.174533 | 0 | 0.060908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057149 | 0 | 0 | 0.046162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.659178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094553 | 0 | 0.060307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067477 | 0 | 0.072384 | 0.051135 | 0.068726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110602 | 0.066173 | 0.112189 | 0 | 0.081359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073193 | 0 | 0.174847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053074 | 0.055205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070131 | 0 | 0.081492 | 0 | 0 | 0.097006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099246 | 0.124998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060648 | 0.055104 | 0.141585 | 0.080126 | 0 | 0 | 0.057162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083107 | 0 | 0.045864 | 0.070325 | 0.056825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136791 | 0 | 0.048597 | 0 | 0.069921 | 0.074515 | 0 | 0.06182 | 0 | 0 | 0.042218 | 0 | 0.057415 | 0.261488 | 0 | 0.066353 | 0 | 0 | 0.082311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Beat0e | 2019/01/28 | I'm never telling anyone about my ed ever again I'm so, I can't even describe right now. I was talking to a friend and the thing I said was kinda of stupid (it doesn't even matter anymore) but she said I don't have an ed and I don't eat because I think I'm fat then said again that i legitimately don't then had to say t... | 0.097664 | 1.753771 | 2.929465 | 92.499492 | 83.261364 | 5.504813 | 18.307487 | 6.522977 | -0.146659 | 611 | 14 | 145 | 6 | 17 | 216 | 79 | 176 | 0.133 | 0.82 | 0.047 | -0.8879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 18 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 32 | 38 | 17 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 21 | 2 | 14 | 26 | 2 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 17 | 102 | 30 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11697 | 0.16494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311607 | 0.213377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099044 | 0 | 0 | 0.100273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.454834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302174 | 0.336579 | 0.093795 | 0 | 0.119367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2844 | 0.103089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235073 | 0.075575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16757 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | paprikashi | 2019/01/28 | Anyone else just not believe the calorie count? Like, ‘well it says 360, so it must be 500’? I don’t understand how I even feel so full and like I overate today when I logically know I didn’t. I totally didn’t. | 0.311364 | 2.485547 | 2.860182 | 90.230273 | 86.272727 | 6.247273 | 22.436364 | 7.554174 | 1.00886 | 162 | 6 | 36 | 3 | 5 | 56 | 33 | 44 | 0 | 0.854 | 0.146 | 0.6832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 26 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234675 | 0.343884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | okokokstop | 2019/01/28 | Work food rant I AM SO SICK OF THE ENDLESS FOOD AT WORK!
We've always had a snack cabinet, with some healthy, some unhealthy stuff. There is more and more unhealthy stuff lately. On top of that, this new girl has started bringing in baked goods multiple times a week. And other people are baking too. It's like a daily... | 1.684046 | 3.740988 | 2.856935 | 92.98457 | 79.927419 | 5.423656 | 22.026882 | 6.427356 | 0.330112 | 945 | 29 | 202 | 8 | 24 | 303 | 144 | 248 | 0.216 | 0.68 | 0.104 | -0.9872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 16 | 18 | 6 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 17 | 12 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 43 | 30 | 23 | 1 | 6 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 16 | 14 | 8 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 22 | 6 | 33 | 26 | 8 | 35 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 1 | 4 | 17 | 144 | 38 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20212 | 0.219473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08476 | 0 | 0.113199 | 0 | 0.136401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.476769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074693 | 0.110235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126934 | 0.139775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149631 | 0 | 0 | 0.089059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125871 | 0 | 0 | 0.125759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111358 | 0 | 0.129985 | 0 | 0.093025 | 0 | 0 | 0.109879 | 0 | 0 | 0.300907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098817 | 0 | 0 | 0.121001 | 0 | 0 | 0.087315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155039 | 0 | 0.105423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126692 | 0 | 0.287043 | 0 | 0 | 0.093363 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lemoncaketeaa | 2019/01/28 | I can't stop drinking my restricts are fine
I am okay at not eating, like I trip up sometimes but mostly when I'm high and crave some some dang mcdonalds, but that's every so often and not a hugeeee issue
what is a hugeeee issue is every night I'm tracking like four hundred calories of vodka because I can't stand bei... | 2.445882 | 3.726307 | 3.958971 | 89.387868 | 75.372549 | 5.884314 | 25.495098 | 5.985473 | 0.724545 | 379 | 13 | 80 | 2 | 8 | 126 | 70 | 102 | 0.197 | 0.657 | 0.146 | -0.8198 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 18 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 6 | 16 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 49 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226878 | 0 | 0.236983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.390263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.483456 | 0 | 0 | 0.256229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | _Spicy_Lemon_ | 2019/01/28 | Tried on clothing aka make way for the panic attacks & self dread :) All I needed was a new sports bra because my other one is too baggy & I'm tired of my micro tits popping out on the treadmill. Dumb ass me thinks it's a good time to try on pants. Well I haven't been going to the gym as frequently or meeting a... | 1.16523 | 3.344398 | 3.295722 | 88.461307 | 82.556485 | 5.49764 | 21.275481 | 6.742158 | 0.5077 | 904 | 28 | 186 | 10 | 25 | 307 | 143 | 239 | 0.187 | 0.729 | 0.084 | -0.9767 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 11 | 5 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 16 | 18 | 8 | 4 | 3 | 27 | 39 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 19 | 2 | 28 | 32 | 6 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 12 | 6 | 2 | 9 | 105 | 27 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084736 | 0.061406 | 0 | 0.831985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085719 | 0.078408 | 0 | 0 | 0.078881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212964 | 0.040118 | 0 | 0.087279 | 0.064405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102512 | 0 | 0.077143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056936 | 0 | 0.074161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052033 | 0 | 0 | 0.090093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049192 | 0.07895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085957 | 0.05435 | 0 | 0.061322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049202 | 0 | 0 | 0.044775 | 0.17651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045291 | 0.06095 | 0 | 0.093506 | 0.069041 | 0 | 0.069288 | 0 | 0 | 0.07402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | poutineitin | 2019/01/28 | Praise Thread - Share the good things that have happened to you this past week Having an ED really sucks but I was wondering if we could also start a positive thread where everyone can share the amazing things (can be related to ED or not) about their week.
Maybe we could make this a weekly thread?
For example:
Mayb... | 6.153401 | 6.627116 | 5.951429 | 81.485238 | 66.142857 | 10.206803 | 27.557823 | 10.125757 | 2.45277 | 404 | 11 | 79 | 9 | 6 | 126 | 68 | 98 | 0.017 | 0.737 | 0.246 | 0.9779 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 18 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 13 | 49 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137067 | 0 | 0.176683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107563 | 0 | 0.485664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.387773 | 0 | 0 | 0.14938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lowkeydeadinside | 2019/01/28 | i have never hated myself more yesterday, i smoked weed with my roommate. i smoke fairly often, and while i don’t love it, i haven’t had any bad experiences until recently. i had a full blown panic attack on wednesday while i was high. since then, the couple times i’ve smoked have been bad, and yesterday my eating diso... | 5.788438 | 5.6226 | 6.497737 | 79.448537 | 66.923323 | 9.511466 | 29.209975 | 9.150863 | 2.22156 | 1,231 | 37 | 247 | 20 | 18 | 406 | 152 | 313 | 0.218 | 0.74 | 0.043 | -0.9946 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 16 | 6 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 37 | 14 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 51 | 61 | 25 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 15 | 8 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 19 | 11 | 49 | 3 | 25 | 35 | 9 | 46 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 17 | 1 | 3 | 29 | 194 | 68 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081512 | 0 | 0 | 0.133235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111446 | 0 | 0 | 0.163589 | 0.059717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109358 | 0 | 0.112043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129406 | 0.177225 | 0 | 0 | 0.088042 | 0.095826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090565 | 0.051181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193435 | 0.201075 | 0 | 0.220821 | 0 | 0 | 0.103503 | 0 | 0 | 0.096473 | 0 | 0 | 0.110587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069194 | 0.095719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164527 | 0 | 0 | 0.083284 | 0.088415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072638 | 0.377773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132764 | 0 | 0 | 0.114938 | 0 | 0.106084 | 0 | 0.067915 | 0.085537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096726 | 0 | 0.110972 | 0 | 0 | 0.077904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109661 | 0 | 0 | 0.078233 | 0.163802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130164 | 0.313851 | 0 | 0 | 0.057123 | 0 | 0.092857 | 0 | 0.10884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057781 | 0 | 0 | 0.238583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06959 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | OodietcokeheadoO | 2019/01/28 | My friends calorie counting is driving me nuts? I have a friend who's trying to lose weight eating around 950-1100 Cal's a day. I guess she kinda whirrs on the line of Ed/disordered eating. I don't wanna get better, I don't want my friends to know how bad my Ed effects me or burden them with it or anything it's just...... | 0.097999 | 1.861863 | 2.097594 | 97.898572 | 83.839858 | 5.153076 | 17.153152 | 6.182691 | -0.539164 | 985 | 20 | 242 | 8 | 28 | 328 | 131 | 281 | 0.174 | 0.768 | 0.058 | -0.9737 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 13 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 20 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 53 | 45 | 21 | 0 | 12 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 13 | 6 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 44 | 10 | 35 | 39 | 4 | 26 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 12 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 157 | 60 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09386 | 0.101536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095234 | 0 | 0.125968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097018 | 0 | 0 | 0.440606 | 0 | 0.178772 | 0 | 0.129644 | 0 | 0 | 0.12575 | 0.125648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250734 | 0 | 0.128663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112807 | 0 | 0.080731 | 0 | 0 | 0.095358 | 0 | 0 | 0.130569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075775 | 0.146168 | 0.112062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403647 | 0 | 0 | 0.138892 | 0.102552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thetexangypsy | 2019/01/28 | Jealousy Does anybody else get super fucking jealous of their SO's exes? I know shes with me now, and she loves me, but goddamn. Her ex is taller than me (who fucking isn't lol), yet pulls off the tiny and dainty stereotype so well! And she's been in IP and rehab for like.... ever, and she needs it. My brain sees pictu... | 2.455682 | 3.90229 | 3.181705 | 94.292557 | 75.666667 | 5.35404 | 24.496212 | 5.148861 | 0.253191 | 372 | 12 | 82 | 1 | 8 | 117 | 72 | 99 | 0.209 | 0.668 | 0.123 | -0.91 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 18 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 16 | 6 | 10 | 15 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 14 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 53 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.568222 | 0.107041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172047 | 0.229207 | 0 | 0 | 0.184911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326524 | 0 | 0.213733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249487 | 0.184211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | liteandlil | 2019/01/28 | Almond butter rant Wtf. Justin’s vanilla almond butter is the best thing I’ve ever eaten. I was high and STARVING last night and my boyfriend had a jar of it and holy shit it was so good. I ate a few spoonfuls with some toast and logged the calories and wtf why is it so many?? I haven’t had a nut butter that isn’t powd... | -1.185988 | 0.742147 | 1.055311 | 102.127065 | 91.26087 | 3.285714 | 16.040373 | 3.1291 | -1.301571 | 394 | 9 | 99 | 0 | 14 | 131 | 78 | 115 | 0.109 | 0.843 | 0.048 | -0.6658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 10 | 9 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 60 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.461858 | 0 | 0 | 0.199887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189291 | 0 | 0 | 0.248614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.401193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fgsn | 2019/01/28 | Is weight gain necessary for recovery from ednos? Hey everyone
Please delete this if it isn't allowed
I struggle with restrictive eating followed by out of control binges. I will usually restrict for about 2 months and drop some weight, then binge just as long and gain it all back. I've never been underweight because ... | 5.193904 | 6.296168 | 6.025918 | 77.863945 | 68.520548 | 9.401644 | 33.093151 | 9.642633 | 3.201531 | 599 | 27 | 111 | 13 | 10 | 197 | 95 | 146 | 0.088 | 0.833 | 0.08 | -0.4875 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 31 | 19 | 11 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 22 | 15 | 3 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 72 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117419 | 0 | 0.186172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13154 | 0 | 0 | 0.171269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138128 | 0 | 0.145914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074603 | 0.153048 | 0 | 0.135137 | 0 | 0.170835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167622 | 0 | 0.172149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097846 | 0 | 0.121229 | 0.089042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168181 | 0 | 0.270204 | 0.121208 | 0 | 0.557853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ribcage666 | 2019/01/28 | I'm in recovery and my boyfriend never has food at his house. I'm recovering from bulimia and eating regularly helps stop my binges. I need to eat meals and snacks.
I'm always at my boyfriends house and he has NO FOOD. his fridge is literally empty with basically condiments, some sad old vegetables, flour and oatmeal... | 2.825082 | 4.390316 | 4.186494 | 86.977406 | 74.939086 | 7.361548 | 24.495241 | 8.076483 | 1.286594 | 757 | 24 | 160 | 12 | 16 | 250 | 114 | 197 | 0.113 | 0.835 | 0.052 | -0.7065 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 14 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 33 | 27 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 19 | 14 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 17 | 1 | 23 | 26 | 5 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 89 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.58303 | 0 | 0 | 0.201863 | 0.117748 | 0 | 0 | 0.10308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.551187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059538 | 0 | 0.064764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107829 | 0.152134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084497 | 0.08789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | RavenPotter01 | 2019/01/28 | im trying to leave my eating disorders but i’m overweight im crying, and it’s horrible, i’m 20lb overweight and trying to leave my eating desorders... But how??? i’m constantly surrounded by flawless skinny girls and it’s horrible... what am i supposed to do???Do i even have to leave them? i’m horrible, and i’m not ev... | 1.29119 | 3.947574 | 3.463149 | 81.662343 | 94.324675 | 6.20303 | 27.195887 | 7.492282 | 2.401243 | 319 | 16 | 53 | 7 | 12 | 108 | 44 | 77 | 0.321 | 0.592 | 0.088 | -0.9613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 28 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243768 | 0 | 0.155479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.586191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cdg2m4nrsvp | 2019/01/28 | The only thing worse than dealing with an eating disorder? Getting through recovery, feeling like you’ve beaten it and then reverting back to all of your old ways. Goddamn, I feel so hopeless.
I was diagnosed with BED a little under a year ago. I started treatment and I’d largely gotten my binges under control. They s... | 3.6129 | 5.292819 | 4.428333 | 85.5775 | 73.1 | 6.6 | 28.166667 | 7.168622 | 1.524867 | 1,197 | 47 | 229 | 12 | 24 | 385 | 147 | 300 | 0.213 | 0.666 | 0.121 | -0.9884 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 28 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 9 | 20 | 20 | 4 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 19 | 16 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 47 | 47 | 21 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 20 | 16 | 5 | 5 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 6 | 34 | 9 | 33 | 27 | 7 | 43 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 14 | 2 | 1 | 27 | 166 | 54 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072568 | 0.059391 | 0.064491 | 0.047084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083467 | 0.346516 | 0.061668 | 0 | 0 | 0.049812 | 0.159258 | 0 | 0.078395 | 0 | 0 | 0.442607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395169 | 0 | 0 | 0.06841 | 0 | 0 | 0.10203 | 0 | 0.065076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195269 | 0.110358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142811 | 0.121061 | 0 | 0.043896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076715 | 0 | 0 | 0.082685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218222 | 0.113204 | 0.077413 | 0 | 0.068353 | 0 | 0 | 0.084314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113558 | 0.057271 | 0.059571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081048 | 0 | 0 | 0.058743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118923 | 0 | 0 | 0.054669 | 0 | 0.061682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256568 | 0.049491 | 0 | 0.061318 | 0.045038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05244 | 0 | 0.07545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061308 | 0.061956 | 0 | 0 | 0.0716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157424 | 0.109735 | 0 | 0 | 0.099478 |
EDAnonymous | racheneko | 2019/01/28 | Scale recommendations? My scale definitely sucks. I decided to replace my old one with a new Taylor one a while ago, but alas it was a regretful decision. It says I weigh the same with and without a heavy robe on and even reverses the heavier weight when holding heavy objects. I get the same reading before and after pe... | 3.70525 | 6.376831 | 4.535 | 80.36 | 76.25 | 8 | 28.75 | 8.841846 | 2.6705 | 342 | 15 | 61 | 8 | 8 | 110 | 59 | 80 | 0.11 | 0.867 | 0.024 | -0.7757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 42 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257802 | 0 | 0.281931 | 0 | 0.364124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cratanoia | 2019/01/28 | 21 Year old male, really scared that i've redeveloped an eating disorder. Hello everyone,
im a 21 year old male and ive been suffering really severely with anxiety for the past 8 months, and since them I became obsessed with food and whether my food/diet was the source of my anxiety, prior to that I had been vegan for... | 5.288467 | 6.196171 | 6.320023 | 76.548758 | 68.18429 | 10.006097 | 32.568113 | 10.125757 | 3.362775 | 1,349 | 58 | 251 | 33 | 22 | 450 | 169 | 331 | 0.206 | 0.694 | 0.1 | -0.9854 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 21 | 17 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 0 | 26 | 18 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 60 | 41 | 28 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 28 | 14 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 37 | 2 | 41 | 29 | 6 | 36 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 21 | 168 | 47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058297 | 0.052883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129279 | 0.144982 | 0 | 0 | 0.365107 | 0.134793 | 0 | 0.041714 | 0 | 0 | 0.106217 | 0 | 0 | 0.056051 | 0.045873 | 0.149436 | 0.036367 | 0.131775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183856 | 0 | 0.05139 | 0 | 0 | 0.066912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069919 | 0 | 0 | 0.305226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057006 | 0 | 0.058357 | 0 | 0.067132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.504972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.031169 | 0.05723 | 0.033905 | 0 | 0.047714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257764 | 0.062268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063288 | 0 | 0 | 0.142856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069996 | 0 | 0.064604 | 0.05695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063454 | 0 | 0 | 0.114656 | 0 | 0 | 0.064051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134793 | 0 | 0.04935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051525 | 0 | 0 | 0.035188 | 0.047354 | 0 | 0.145295 | 0.05364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060586 | 0 | 0.042379 | 0 | 0.144982 | 0.115254 |
EDAnonymous | jadewillowx | 2019/01/28 | What’s the most triggering/worst thing someone has said to you? My personal favourites I heard in recovery.
“have you lost weight?! You look great.”
“You’re so lucky you can eat ice cream without getting fat.” | 2.697368 | 5.682332 | 1.968737 | 94.484158 | 85.315789 | 6.197895 | 26.021053 | 7.554174 | 1.558878 | 164 | 7 | 32 | 3 | 5 | 47 | 34 | 38 | 0.056 | 0.753 | 0.191 | 0.7611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270032 | 0 | 0.351024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lets-get-this-carb | 2019/01/28 | it’s opposite day on the day where i lose i’m bloated and on the days i gain i’m not so it literally never looks like i’m losing weight :) i hate my life :))) | -3.289405 | -2.117712 | 0.837937 | 98.215 | 114.277778 | 4.279365 | 13.47619 | 6.182691 | -0.675114 | 119 | 3 | 31 | 2 | 7 | 44 | 25 | 36 | 0.261 | 0.588 | 0.151 | -0.5733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.531621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194081 | 0.134241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230742 | 0.614805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | diet-coke-addict | 2019/01/28 | Why am I like this Me: *tries to restrict*
Also me: *eats 1000 calories in chocolate*
Fucking why??? I was going so well and then I eat two pieces of flatbread that wasn’t planned and suddenly everything’s ruined??? and I might as well binge on every food I’ve ever even slightly enjoyed???
This post was brought to y... | 0.546364 | 3.001787 | 1.56361 | 95.024704 | 96.826087 | 3.668511 | 23.664032 | 5.565023 | 0.431191 | 276 | 12 | 54 | 2 | 11 | 86 | 55 | 69 | 0.044 | 0.785 | 0.171 | 0.8338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 35 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.448324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144693 | 0.19816 | 0.184575 | 0 | 0.196885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264899 | 0 | 0 | 0.202525 | 0 | 0 | 0.124502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148733 | 0 | 0.213998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393938 | 0 | 0.395351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hahalolkms | 2019/01/28 | hhhh screw this i planned on actually fucking eating at school today but my hair is so dirty and i cant cover it up hAhA guess im not eating today
they even had fish fingers :-))) i was looking forward to eating fish fingers :-))) now i cant :-))) i might have some at home ill eat them frozen idc i want fish fingers... | -1.113513 | 0.718526 | 1.590192 | 93.309391 | 107 | 2.782051 | 17.724359 | 4.778228 | -0.54041 | 243 | 8 | 49 | 1 | 12 | 83 | 48 | 65 | 0.136 | 0.735 | 0.129 | -0.1436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 30 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.180655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.757716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | linedryonly | 2019/01/28 | I Hate That I Spend So Much Money On My ED I was going through my financial statements from last year and I hate myself for how much money I spent (and continue to spend) on my eating disorder. Even my accountant was like "Wow you spent a lot this year!"
Like yeah no shit. I'm always either buying expensive binge food... | 3.787803 | 5.565278 | 5.088775 | 80.61983 | 72.838384 | 8.586364 | 25.506313 | 9.188382 | 2.21208 | 400 | 13 | 74 | 9 | 8 | 133 | 66 | 99 | 0.154 | 0.739 | 0.107 | -0.5707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 15 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 13 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 8 | 6 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 46 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.61355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092951 | 0.137866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217833 |
EDAnonymous | throwawayfemcelite | 2019/01/28 | my friend is being quite disrespectful, should i confront her i've told her in the past i struggle with ED. she was probably not trying to offend me, but on her finsta she posted about how she "accidentally gave herself an eating disorder" because she takes so much adderall (she likes druugs) she's lost weight. she's v... | 3.368455 | 6.227955 | 4.829455 | 76.629727 | 79 | 7.636364 | 26.090909 | 8.57599 | 2.3978 | 430 | 17 | 73 | 10 | 11 | 143 | 74 | 100 | 0.24 | 0.583 | 0.176 | -0.6789 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 20 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 47 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391314 | 0 | 0.220264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157276 | 0 | 0.22869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153604 | 0 | 0.178562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195212 | 0 | 0.138702 | 0 | 0 | 0.212677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168564 | 0.120498 | 0 | 0 | 0.248775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | publius-esquire | 2019/01/29 | I Miss Having My Own Bathroom And Other College Thoughts For the past 8 months, I've had my own bathroom. It was the best (not just for ED reasons).
Now I'm back at my school, where they have dining services open 7 AM to 12 AM with UNLIMITED food (you can go in at any time and as many fucking times as you want), the ... | 4.02125 | 4.928946 | 5.213037 | 83.335667 | 71.083333 | 7.797037 | 31.066667 | 8.021204 | 2.121291 | 837 | 36 | 169 | 11 | 15 | 278 | 147 | 216 | 0.082 | 0.877 | 0.04 | -0.8176 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 12 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 16 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 34 | 31 | 18 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 15 | 3 | 25 | 25 | 10 | 30 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 13 | 2 | 3 | 14 | 107 | 21 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191511 | 0 | 0.141257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127435 | 0.132594 | 0 | 0 | 0.108365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122533 | 0 | 0.09714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38538 | 0 | 0 | 0.294638 | 0.083255 | 0 | 0.090564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14164 | 0 | 0 | 0.175152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323118 | 0 | 0 | 0.177005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127194 | 0.169367 | 0 | 0 | 0.122903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15212 | 0.110475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135019 | 0.122678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126508 | 0.18584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187981 | 0.126487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ffj_ | 2019/01/29 | Slightly TMI question because I kinda need help K so I kinda just crapped myself. I haven't really been eating much (max 600 per day but usually under that because my appetite has been gone) and I've been super gassy and taking Pepto. But then I crapped myself when I thought it was a fart... so I made myself eat even t... | 1.327295 | 3.670699 | 3.001627 | 89.795043 | 83.246575 | 4.74589 | 21.453767 | 5.985473 | 0.316179 | 282 | 9 | 55 | 2 | 8 | 93 | 54 | 73 | 0.021 | 0.871 | 0.108 | 0.7711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 34 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.661048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158302 | 0.159674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211573 | 0.170958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | milovsflo | 2019/01/29 | I’m just so hangry I’m starving just so I can get to my goal weight and then binge on whatever food I want and hopefully not feel as fat as I do now. I used to be so scared of food and calories and now I’m literally addicted to junk food and carbs in general. I’m never not hungry. I could binge all day every day. But I... | -1.081667 | 0.865679 | 2.049722 | 95.06125 | 90.919192 | 5.320202 | 17.340909 | 6.816662 | -0.080752 | 341 | 9 | 83 | 5 | 12 | 121 | 59 | 99 | 0.138 | 0.82 | 0.042 | -0.878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 21 | 19 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 8 | 15 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 48 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15459 | 0 | 0.212683 | 0.249738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.70238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167226 | 0 | 0 | 0.114202 | 0 | 0 | 0.235777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cole-ck | 2019/01/29 | i feel like a fraud hi y’all
this is just a vent but,,, god i get SO sad when i see people post things about losing so fast or whatever.. like i’ve been sitting between 188 and 184 for so long i might as well be maintaining and i’m just getting so discouraged and so mad at myself
fallin into the Big Sad u know | -0.417941 | 1.643692 | 1.780882 | 97.433971 | 88.705882 | 5.164706 | 17.323529 | 6.627428 | -0.244829 | 242 | 6 | 58 | 3 | 8 | 81 | 53 | 68 | 0.265 | 0.617 | 0.118 | -0.9247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 10 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 35 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163554 | 0.231085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316059 | 0 | 0 | 0.286258 | 0 | 0.361876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Nahr_Fire | 2019/01/29 | anyone got tricks to get appetite? I want to eat food and weed costs too much money. what else can i do to force myself to eat? | 0.165556 | 2.253402 | 1.468148 | 100.566667 | 86.037037 | 3.6 | 12.703704 | 3.1291 | -1.675385 | 98 | 1 | 23 | 0 | 3 | 31 | 22 | 27 | 0.071 | 0.879 | 0.05 | -0.1431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.696313 | 0.284232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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