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EDAnonymous | jesjjssm | 2019/04/10 | Dark Circles? I had really bad dark circles under my eyes during my ED. I’m in recovery right now, and honestly they’ve gotten so much better, they’ve faded so much. Is this because of recovery? Have been seeing some progress lately (on top of getting my period back) so I just thought it might be related. Pretty sure I... | 2.289595 | 4.837805 | 3.963446 | 83.121926 | 80.891892 | 6.943243 | 24.114865 | 8.076483 | 1.782276 | 300 | 11 | 54 | 6 | 8 | 100 | 55 | 74 | 0.069 | 0.729 | 0.202 | 0.8744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 7 | 6 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 34 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204435 | 0.221987 | 0.16207 | 0 | 0.226233 | 0 | 0 | 0.235137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.390884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shes_toast | 2019/04/10 | Any other artists who feel like they're wrecking their creativity with their ED? I'm a creative writing major in college and feel like I'm just barely getting by. I've been diagnosed EDNOS (or whatever they call it now lol)—I tend to go through intense restricting periods interrupted with binges.
When I'm restricting... | 6.617279 | 6.711549 | 6.510933 | 79.170165 | 65.157025 | 9.724203 | 32.988194 | 9.42424 | 2.830213 | 997 | 38 | 191 | 17 | 14 | 315 | 151 | 242 | 0.111 | 0.741 | 0.148 | 0.7979 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 13 | 1 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 38 | 28 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 19 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 20 | 7 | 35 | 24 | 6 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 16 | 1 | 6 | 11 | 109 | 29 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184026 | 0 | 0.128441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337004 | 0.154129 | 0 | 0.153896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194691 | 0 | 0 | 0.153204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154452 | 0.126093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099696 | 0 | 0.127176 | 0 | 0 | 0.147651 | 0 | 0 | 0.305285 | 0.215667 | 0 | 0.16535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078861 | 0 | 0.085784 | 0.126604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147486 | 0.151284 | 0 | 0 | 0.126754 | 0 | 0 | 0.128326 | 0 | 0 | 0.100755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120543 | 0 | 0 | 0.157798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | skinnyfuckup | 2019/04/10 | Everything was easier when I was skinny I‘m sorta recovered (sorta developed BED) and I’ve come to the conclusion that I hate it. When I was underweight, I could just buy the smallest size of clothing and it would fit (or be too big, which made me feel good). I wasn’t embarrassed to leave the house. I didn’t have boobs... | 2.798264 | 4.447275 | 3.90338 | 88.628707 | 75.198347 | 6.98876 | 24.909917 | 7.734863 | 1.200599 | 934 | 31 | 196 | 13 | 20 | 303 | 139 | 242 | 0.115 | 0.765 | 0.12 | -0.1901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 13 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 31 | 15 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 32 | 48 | 18 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 4 | 30 | 7 | 18 | 19 | 6 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 129 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216224 | 0 | 0 | 0.13321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377603 | 0 | 0.25975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.428909 | 0 | 0 | 0.109306 | 0 | 0 | 0.134391 | 0.09917 | 0 | 0.130354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125863 | 0 | 0.233464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125193 | 0 | 0.241806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099287 | 0.132274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088898 | 0 | 0 | 0.108855 | 0 | 0 | 0.07855 | 0.07576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08399 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | michellenemangepas | 2019/04/10 | Guess who got the worst idea ever? It's me!
Summer is coming. I lost weight and thought "hey maybe I'll look alright in a bathing suit!"
So I put my best two-piece on. It's hard to tell what I actually look like in a mirror on a picture, so I got the brilliant idea to film myself (just walking around, standing) from ... | 2.09488 | 4.481811 | 2.862521 | 91.703148 | 80.415094 | 5.363979 | 23.787307 | 6.574016 | 0.679596 | 421 | 15 | 85 | 4 | 11 | 132 | 75 | 106 | 0.179 | 0.683 | 0.138 | -0.5476 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 10 | 3 | 9 | 7 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 50 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182328 | 0 | 0 | 0.192984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09874 | 0 | 0.277909 | 0 | 0.191393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08488 | 0.174132 | 0 | 0 | 0.291793 | 0 | 0.189656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 8yearsandcounting | 2019/04/10 | well I feel like a right idiot now me: IF is stupid and I'm gonna lose weight the ~healthy way~ this time!!1!
also me: fasts for one (1) day and breaks the moNTH LONG plateau I've been stuck at?!?! well fine then who would have thought just not eating makes you lose weight 🧐 | -0.266974 | 2.01867 | -0.390197 | 110.550493 | 93.736842 | 2.85 | 14.142544 | 3.1291 | -1.871419 | 213 | 4 | 54 | 0 | 8 | 60 | 49 | 57 | 0.236 | 0.635 | 0.129 | -0.8453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 26 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106743 | 0.150817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103138 | 0 | 0 | 0.186826 | 0 | 0.472356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167598 | 0.1231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167569 | 0 | 0.51415 | 0.379626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149966 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | DelicateBones | 2019/04/10 | Do you personify your ED? I always imagine mine to be myself, but not representative of the image that I want to be. She’s me, at my lowest weight prior to my semi and brief recovery. Though taller, and more foreboding. And I always think about this character hovering over me while I’m eating, weighing myself, cooking,... | 3.94987 | 6.326996 | 5.250649 | 77.01026 | 74.064935 | 7.516883 | 26.584416 | 8.418075 | 2.157577 | 325 | 12 | 55 | 6 | 7 | 108 | 58 | 77 | 0.111 | 0.871 | 0.019 | -0.8485 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 43 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181161 | 0.265467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265113 | 0.216436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332027 | 0.254554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152817 | 0 | 0 | 0.315501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ororeo | 2019/04/10 | skipping class to b/p so. what's in the title.
i always feel anxiety about going to class because of my stomach issues. i feel like everyone sitting there in the lecture hall knows just by looking at me or something. i'm skipping class more and more because i feel like their eyes are on me and i feel like i'm going t... | 1.632024 | 3.617463 | 3.255 | 90.4275 | 79.753968 | 5.469841 | 23.595238 | 6.427356 | 0.611076 | 953 | 33 | 199 | 8 | 24 | 315 | 120 | 252 | 0.139 | 0.813 | 0.048 | -0.9752 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 42 | 32 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 17 | 5 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 29 | 7 | 38 | 27 | 5 | 38 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 130 | 37 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083061 | 0.090193 | 0.131697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119523 | 0 | 0.069665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331597 | 0 | 0 | 0.287023 | 0.111614 | 0 | 0.142694 | 0 | 0 | 0.103219 | 0.194164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218474 | 0.23151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368345 | 0 | 0 | 0.119093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16632 | 0 | 0 | 0.076458 | 0 | 0 | 0.09031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076735 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | banishedlight | 2019/04/10 | Any guys here? Is everyone here a girl? :/ | -1.7675 | -1.148183 | 0.72 | 97.025 | 126.5 | 6.6 | 16.5 | 7.168622 | 0.97255 | 30 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 7 | 8 | 0.283 | 0.717 | 0 | -0.4137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.622544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.645095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BabyBluePirate | 2019/04/10 | Any Sprite Zero lovers out there? I love Sprite so much but I hate all the calories so Sprite Zero is a godsend. Does anyone else feel this way? Am I the only one on Sprite Zero island? Come join me there's no food! | -1.138167 | 0.760015 | 0.501528 | 101.485625 | 105.222222 | 2.25 | 10.069444 | 3.1291 | -2.046722 | 167 | 2 | 37 | 0 | 8 | 53 | 35 | 45 | 0.148 | 0.608 | 0.244 | 0.6582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22198 | 0.325282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215124 | 0.241448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rocksnowls | 2019/04/10 | Can we talk about body dysmorphia manifested around the face? I know i must not be the only one here who has strong dysmorphic feelings about my face. The things i feel about my face aren't necessarily related to my eating disorder, they're specifically just about the appearance of my facial features.
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EDAnonymous | 101goal | 2019/04/10 | Liquid fast Starting today a liquid fast. I’m planning to have a monster absolute zero rn cause i have to go to class till 9 pm... And water for the rest of the day. I hope I can make it trough the day without messing it up.
What are your thoughts about liquid fast?
What has triggered your ed? | 0.218 | 2.597659 | 1.888333 | 94.8825 | 91 | 3.666667 | 20.833333 | 5.148861 | -0.130667 | 228 | 8 | 47 | 1 | 8 | 74 | 43 | 60 | 0 | 0.941 | 0.059 | 0.504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 31 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.4731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291191 | 0 | 0 | 0.347675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | moneetree | 2019/04/10 | My eating disorder is leading me to drug use. I do drugs.
I haven’t really been into heavy drugs until my eating disorder spiraled.
I learned that coke was an appetite suppressant when I first tried it (not smart; I should have been more careful) . My usage has gone up HEAVILY and I’m scared it’ll keep getting worse.... | 1.602571 | 3.751898 | 3.59381 | 87.107857 | 80.714286 | 6.285714 | 25.714286 | 7.44753 | 1.418286 | 804 | 33 | 162 | 12 | 21 | 272 | 115 | 210 | 0.14 | 0.776 | 0.084 | -0.8803 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 16 | 6 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 20 | 20 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 33 | 51 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 6 | 7 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 24 | 6 | 20 | 41 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 6 | 6 | 100 | 36 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08306 | 0 | 0 | 0.066333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068259 | 0 | 0.077545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087048 | 0 | 0 | 0.092136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.577155 | 0.509255 | 0 | 0 | 0.073467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125822 | 0.059258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306734 | 0.043337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073727 | 0 | 0 | 0.136757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090547 | 0.070519 | 0.074863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056207 | 0.063085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08297 | 0 | 0.053138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083045 | 0 | 0 | 0.075512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14328 | 0 | 0 | 0.097849 | 0 | 0 | 0.101007 | 0 | 0 | 0.074847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | chzkayla | 2019/04/10 | i wish the r/proed page still exist. that place was my safe haven. and when it got taken down, i feel like absolute shit.
and i hope that this could act like the new proed and not be taken down.
this page is sometimes the only support i get. and i believe it is the same for many others. | 0.9185 | 2.897919 | 2.076667 | 97.985 | 82.166667 | 4.666667 | 16.666667 | 5.461319 | -0.795333 | 221 | 4 | 51 | 1 | 6 | 70 | 41 | 60 | 0.054 | 0.704 | 0.243 | 0.891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 33 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133074 | 0.188019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | FlarpyBlundergufff | 2019/04/10 | I think about this at least once a day. When I was 13 I went to a mates house, and her little sisters came downstairs while we were hanging out. One of them took one look at me and said 'you're really fat.' And the other agreed with her, and said it was gross. I just agreed with them and made an excuse to leave.
I al... | 0.702625 | 2.628426 | 1.585 | 101.51 | 82.625 | 4.5 | 13.75 | 5.148861 | -1.376875 | 291 | 3 | 71 | 1 | 8 | 90 | 55 | 80 | 0.095 | 0.834 | 0.071 | -0.4404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 47 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228391 | 0 | 0 | 0.191358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24268 | 0.308829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.433523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Bootybumpin_ | 2019/04/11 | So Embarassed My friend caught me purging in the bathroom after lunch. She confronted me and now I’m so embarrassed 😞 | 1.872727 | 4.477222 | 2.645909 | 85.888864 | 99.909091 | 5.836364 | 28.227273 | 7.168622 | 2.373236 | 96 | 5 | 16 | 2 | 4 | 30 | 20 | 22 | 0.198 | 0.667 | 0.136 | -0.1475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | xxpepperbombxx | 2019/04/11 | Relapse Issues Hey guys I have been having a really hard time with relapsing recently but its been different this time than all the others. My ED used to be based about so much other stuff like weight, number or the usual..
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When I am dealing with a long period of depression, stress, anxiety etc. I get s... | 2.932666 | 4.122117 | 4.440616 | 86.775789 | 74 | 7.473763 | 24.146592 | 7.984001 | 1.157856 | 897 | 26 | 193 | 13 | 18 | 300 | 128 | 238 | 0.132 | 0.781 | 0.087 | -0.9352 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 25 | 17 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 34 | 41 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 9 | 14 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 27 | 6 | 27 | 30 | 5 | 28 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 134 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059581 | 0 | 0.242175 | 0.271592 | 0 | 0 | 0.056995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057289 | 0 | 0.045417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081839 | 0 | 0.07681 | 0.06417 | 0 | 0 | 0.077841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381181 | 0 | 0 | 0.065989 | 0 | 0.083092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.630635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077851 | 0 | 0.127027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073771 | 0 | 0 | 0.066741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077763 | 0 | 0.066223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109197 | 0 | 0 | 0.131868 | 0.125129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047729 | 0 | 0.073564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062289 | 0.085344 | 0 | 0.085289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059148 | 0.086888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064348 | 0.082056 | 0 | 0.087889 | 0 | 0 | 0.090726 | 0 | 0 | 0.067228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271592 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MsOlivine | 2019/04/11 | Laughing at whats not funny I used to say to myself that the day I could laugh about my ED would be the day id be ready to talk openly about it. I love smart sharp comedy about politics and social issues---you know the shit that makes you laugh about things that are deeply unfunny. But id never heard anyone do it right... | 10.73425 | 7.564083 | 9.854 | 68.942 | 59.25 | 13 | 37 | 10.9516 | 3.79475 | 835 | 24 | 154 | 15 | 8 | 266 | 124 | 200 | 0.173 | 0.619 | 0.209 | 0.8753 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 13 | 24 | 9 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 18 | 9 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 31 | 30 | 18 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 17 | 12 | 22 | 19 | 2 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 112 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255736 | 0 | 0 | 0.206569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105779 | 0.144866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144543 | 0 | 0.106902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108523 | 0 | 0.170413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136769 | 0.152341 | 0.254718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128724 | 0 | 0.147446 | 0 | 0 | 0.212795 | 0 | 0.157348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13832 | 0 | 0 | 0.094462 | 0.127121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113767 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thothothothothothot | 2019/04/11 | i have a 23 inch waist why am i so fucking sad | -1.6925 | -1.116845 | 1.873333 | 103.005 | 84.833333 | 4.8 | 20.333333 | 3.1291 | -0.785267 | 35 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 11 | 12 | 0.315 | 0.685 | 0 | -0.5678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.715624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.698486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throwrwayw | 2019/04/11 | why am i so angsty!!!! alright I'm 22 years old i should not be as much of a brat as i am being
I'm a senior in college and I'm in a sorority and tonight is our last date party and all of my friends are out in the common room and I'm sequestering myself in bed
I got ready by myself because I had to work while they we... | 1.123462 | 2.779537 | 3.029002 | 93.027395 | 79.995475 | 5.686968 | 21.004751 | 6.508806 | 0.16885 | 799 | 22 | 183 | 7 | 20 | 268 | 125 | 221 | 0.101 | 0.701 | 0.198 | 0.9735 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 19 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 27 | 41 | 19 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 28 | 13 | 28 | 30 | 4 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 116 | 31 | 3 | 0.142433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.347303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156456 | 0.091857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13953 | 0 | 0.145744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144037 | 0.203508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220086 | 0 | 0.223246 | 0 | 0 | 0.119466 | 0.113916 | 0 | 0 | 0.141031 | 0 | 0 | 0.127592 | 0.140623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232203 | 0 | 0.150816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104704 | 0.105612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139554 | 0 | 0.162161 | 0.149459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136411 | 0 | 0.153567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132037 | 0.128523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091722 |
EDAnonymous | aliensbruv | 2019/04/11 | just finished up a tattoo session and I sat in the chair the entire time wondering if my heart rate was jacked up enough from the adrenaline to burn calories lmao sob | 6.440313 | 7.155612 | 5.76875 | 82.20125 | 65.5625 | 8.9 | 31.625 | 8.841846 | 2.48145 | 135 | 5 | 25 | 2 | 2 | 41 | 29 | 32 | 0.059 | 0.826 | 0.115 | 0.4404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 16 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.517414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.593398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.543048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tumjin | 2019/04/11 | My advisor literally doesn't understand what an ED is, how do I get her to understand??? my advisor knows I'm bulimic but she keeps trying to get me to eat in front of her even though I hate eating in front of people. How do I get her to back off??? | 2.168774 | 3.155845 | 4.939764 | 83.246627 | 75.603774 | 9.828302 | 24.570755 | 10.125757 | 2.284551 | 191 | 6 | 44 | 6 | 4 | 69 | 35 | 53 | 0.113 | 0.887 | 0 | -0.7912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 9 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 31 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.511928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222343 | 0 | 0 | 0.137475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169834 | 0 | 0 | 0.520826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | drunkonhalloween | 2019/04/11 | The Starbucks barista yelled across the store at me for ordering extra caramel (TW-calories/numbers).
I allow myself one treat throughout the day, and that’s a Skinny Iced Caramel Macchiato, with extra caramel. The “Skinny” part means it’s made with sugar free syrups, which makes them 0 cals instead of like 100-150, a... | 5.966055 | 6.109454 | 5.384362 | 86.52868 | 66.526132 | 8.007297 | 30.819635 | 7.285733 | 1.684663 | 1,155 | 40 | 235 | 9 | 17 | 350 | 140 | 287 | 0.077 | 0.843 | 0.08 | 0.2108 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 38 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 18 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 16 | 1 | 6 | 8 | 4 | 5 | 4 | 40 | 27 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 21 | 29 | 8 | 40 | 21 | 13 | 35 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 23 | 24 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 157 | 47 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197449 | 0.092991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.476048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133105 | 0 | 0.190779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109307 | 0 | 0 | 0.110663 | 0 | 0.123167 | 0.260662 | 0 | 0 | 0.14179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140958 | 0 | 0.090241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123819 | 0.207028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227543 | 0.11984 | 0 | 0 | 0.172954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gaymeowth | 2019/04/11 | Anyone else weird about Lean Cuisines? I love to eat lean cuisines for a meal (even though i know they have a shit ton of sodium) but when I'm in Dillons looking at them I still feel like a lot of them are too many calories for me??? Like I never get the pizza ones because they're all over 300 calories
Even low calorie... | 4.1564 | 4.805339 | 3.790667 | 94.602 | 70.6 | 6 | 27 | 3.1291 | 0.399 | 288 | 9 | 64 | 0 | 5 | 86 | 55 | 75 | 0.179 | 0.712 | 0.11 | -0.6917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 10 | 9 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 39 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160383 | 0.23502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234707 | 0.191612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115978 | 0.163865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192616 | 0 | 0 | 0.195005 | 0.207019 | 0 | 0 | 0.465098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | motenashite | 2019/04/11 | Children are just so honest. :’) I work in an elementary school, and the kids are honest to a fault. They’ll point out zits and your lack of makeup and roast your clothing choices—most of the time not with malice.
So it feels extra nice when one of my students came up to me and said, puzzled, “Miss M, you look differe... | 0.018701 | 2.157151 | 1.531128 | 99.479029 | 87.347107 | 4.779457 | 16.90732 | 6.182691 | -0.582972 | 440 | 10 | 106 | 4 | 14 | 141 | 84 | 121 | 0.1 | 0.808 | 0.091 | 0.2362 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 19 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 14 | 5 | 10 | 13 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 61 | 17 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.441279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.532017 | 0 | 0.230529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200882 | 0 | 0 | 0.213727 | 0.168284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SoftElevator | 2019/04/11 | I am one if those weeble wobble toys... You know those things we had when we were kids? That you’d push over and they bounce back up? I am one of those things. I’ve been woozy and falling all day, I have a UTI and I’m pissing knives, I hate my fucking job.
I just want to not bounce back up for once and just stay the ... | 0.856994 | 2.861707 | 1.704288 | 100.432128 | 82.544304 | 4.203165 | 18.735759 | 4.557287 | -0.787571 | 582 | 14 | 137 | 1 | 16 | 180 | 99 | 158 | 0.208 | 0.739 | 0.052 | -0.9813 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 28 | 30 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 16 | 1 | 18 | 22 | 4 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 12 | 86 | 26 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151844 | 0.107269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.555256 | 0 | 0 | 0.085335 | 0 | 0.120091 | 0 | 0 | 0.148675 | 0 | 0 | 0.134507 | 0.148245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149004 | 0.133463 | 0 | 0 | 0.08252 | 0.122395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144076 | 0 | 0 | 0.159908 | 0.203495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150261 | 0 | 0 | 0.115595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160043 | 0.119912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Light__Bright | 2019/04/11 | Anxiety from psychiatrist ranting how men prefer "T&A" I had a psychiatrist appointment today with someone new, because my former psych left a couple weeks ago. I was just recently diagnosed with BPD (borderline personality disorder) and like many people with bpd, I also struggle with disordered eating issues. I ha... | 5.520771 | 6.70993 | 5.991347 | 78.090844 | 67.830645 | 9.061101 | 32.330171 | 9.325443 | 2.96008 | 1,035 | 44 | 187 | 20 | 17 | 334 | 151 | 248 | 0.139 | 0.747 | 0.114 | -0.7582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 47 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 17 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 38 | 35 | 16 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 15 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 29 | 10 | 22 | 19 | 4 | 24 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 19 | 118 | 43 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.099711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081711 | 0 | 0.221419 | 0 | 0 | 0.107142 | 0.156331 | 0 | 0 | 0.071445 | 0.104693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340489 | 0.257378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103708 | 0 | 0 | 0.234209 | 0 | 0.089416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104553 | 0.085356 | 0 | 0.090499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051664 | 0.072996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111016 | 0 | 0 | 0.299513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114311 | 0.111539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103592 | 0 | 0 | 0.113496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075112 | 0 | 0 | 0.098684 | 0 | 0 | 0.100112 | 0 | 0 | 0.107218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070837 | 0.089218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194389 | 0.081256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082126 | 0 | 0 | 0.233698 | 0 | 0.067882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096852 | 0.292905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180801 | 0 | 0.081961 | 0.124425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074386 | 0 | 0 | 0.072584 | 0 | 0 | 0.065799 |
EDAnonymous | carlems | 2019/04/11 | please promise me I can do it 4000+ calories. I’m physically hurting. I was supposed to be weight 54,9 kg on Sunday but because of the binging I’ll weight at least 55,7 kg. Please promise me I’ll get to the 54’s by next week. I’m so so so tired. I’m so tired but I can’t give up. I’m tired and scared and hurting and dee... | -2.763492 | -1.162499 | 0.277468 | 103.871253 | 105.28866 | 2.837371 | 15.340851 | 4.557287 | -1.323927 | 322 | 9 | 85 | 1 | 16 | 111 | 61 | 97 | 0.243 | 0.588 | 0.169 | -0.9244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 18 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 5 | 8 | 14 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 44 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084501 | 0.155153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321282 | 0 | 0 | 0.346285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138122 | 0 | 0 | 0.161927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.557677 | 0.153307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129735 | 0.393903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ashworthxx | 2019/04/11 | the blood won't stop flowing i don't wanna say it but i had a huge eating attack aka a binge a little less than an hour ago or so and then made myself throw up furiously.. it wasn't the first time of course but my stomach never hurt more than today. i felt like it would come straight out of my mouth too if i didn't sto... | -0.825854 | 1.194371 | 1.422634 | 99.468098 | 90.544715 | 3.930407 | 14.704065 | 5.2151 | -1.137212 | 431 | 8 | 105 | 2 | 15 | 144 | 80 | 123 | 0.147 | 0.667 | 0.186 | 0.3412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 22 | 18 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 12 | 3 | 10 | 6 | 2 | 24 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 69 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178181 | 0 | 0 | 0.15423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088047 | 0 | 0.334389 | 0 | 0 | 0.148117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171485 | 0 | 0.186412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255217 | 0.174527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139062 | 0.58233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101538 | 0 | 0.165057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123699 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | chris12312 | 2019/04/11 | I think I've watched enough YouTube videos with bariatric surgeries I can perform them Also gastric bypasses. Any takers on me putting my weird pass time to use? Idk why I'm addicted to watching shows about fat people on YouTube. I can also instantly change the weird measurement "stone" to pounds. | 6.701038 | 8.813815 | 4.939764 | 83.246627 | 65.981132 | 8.318868 | 37.778302 | 8.841846 | 3.452475 | 242 | 13 | 41 | 4 | 4 | 69 | 42 | 53 | 0.096 | 0.904 | 0 | -0.4215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.500849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200653 | 0 | 0 | 0.182599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Junglejibe | 2019/04/11 | My sister hugged me and said I’m so tiny it’s ‘gross’ and my friend wrote me a poem calling me thicc WHICH ONE IS IT YOU FUCKS | -0.680115 | 1.008284 | 1.20069 | 103.671609 | 86.241379 | 3.866667 | 13.114943 | 3.1291 | -1.743216 | 98 | 1 | 26 | 0 | 3 | 32 | 24 | 29 | 0.117 | 0.703 | 0.18 | 0.2656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.519849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.39333 | 0.470656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.484272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Theonewhosaysno | 2019/04/11 | Working out. I work out every morning at 5AM for about an hour before work. I find it so hard to restrict below 800-900 per day without feeling weak the next morning. I used to be able to restrict under 500, and I don't know what happened. I usually do cardio, but I want to figure out how to fit in some strength as wel... | 1.230275 | 2.877233 | 2.976227 | 93.571154 | 79.641026 | 4.969963 | 23.96337 | 5.288315 | 0.257829 | 283 | 10 | 63 | 1 | 7 | 94 | 58 | 78 | 0.077 | 0.697 | 0.226 | 0.94 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 18 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 16 | 10 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 44 | 11 | 3 | 0.226108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206659 | 0 | 0.273411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199947 | 0 | 0.202549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195285 | 0.249027 | 0 | 0.133365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21796 | 0 | 0.493829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | NarrowInterest | 2019/04/11 | My hair loss is most likely caused by me being underweight right? :/ im 90 pounds 5"5' and my diet is fucked | -0.910455 | 1.002765 | 1.036818 | 97.425227 | 105.818182 | 4.018182 | 10.045455 | 5.985473 | -1.161764 | 83 | 1 | 18 | 1 | 4 | 27 | 20 | 22 | 0.324 | 0.676 | 0 | -0.8442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.51079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.459679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.537092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.42463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mgonzo11 | 2019/04/11 | I’m terrified for my senior prom Prom is coming on Saturday, and I had of course planned to lose a bunch and maybe tone my arms, you guys know. And I of course lost control (again) and I just...didn’t do any of that. So now I have my dress, tickets, date, everything so there is no going back. I’m just so terrified- at ... | 2.646087 | 4.414302 | 3.969344 | 87.482916 | 75.919431 | 6.584623 | 23.570563 | 7.38713 | 0.950643 | 816 | 25 | 167 | 10 | 18 | 268 | 126 | 211 | 0.154 | 0.797 | 0.049 | -0.971 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 36 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 20 | 10 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 17 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 29 | 34 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 21 | 3 | 29 | 29 | 7 | 29 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 119 | 29 | 5 | 0.157088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13071 | 0 | 0 | 0.213651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139842 | 0 | 0 | 0.14759 | 0.362374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135318 | 0 | 0 | 0.176188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150105 | 0.141181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145226 | 0.082072 | 0 | 0.089277 | 0.131758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395744 | 0.175742 | 0.171481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115478 | 0 | 0.121156 | 0.151717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157273 | 0.158982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161249 | 0.129945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100656 | 0 | 0 | 0.0916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | icanreadyourmind- | 2019/04/11 | I feel like I’m not “sick” enough for help... This is kind of a rant and kind of me just wanting to tell someone my story because I have nobody in my personal life that I feel like I could tell... I was chubby in high school and lost like 15 pounds naturally in college and looked good! I started getting into nutrition ... | 4.515896 | 4.9459 | 5.143502 | 86.005447 | 69.70122 | 7.223229 | 28.423926 | 6.655084 | 1.277175 | 1,263 | 42 | 260 | 8 | 21 | 407 | 162 | 328 | 0.079 | 0.806 | 0.115 | 0.8459 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 17 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 23 | 14 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 50 | 52 | 32 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 15 | 16 | 10 | 4 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 13 | 47 | 12 | 28 | 37 | 9 | 34 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 16 | 1 | 4 | 21 | 173 | 62 | 2 | 0.081381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06795 | 0.396874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071975 | 0 | 0.180792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129953 | 0 | 0 | 0.052484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.49964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068567 | 0.077763 | 0 | 0 | 0.076719 | 0 | 0.082298 | 0.116277 | 0.078139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127555 | 0 | 0.046251 | 0.068259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054548 | 0.085984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169492 | 0.1789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057482 | 0.159035 | 0.163131 | 0 | 0 | 0.136679 | 0 | 0.088837 | 0 | 0 | 0.077005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095313 | 0 | 0 | 0.059825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061894 | 0 | 0 | 0.090364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087373 | 0 | 0 | 0.077412 | 0 | 0 | 0.082362 | 0.194551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083537 | 0 | 0.091476 | 0 | 0 | 0.068954 | 0.062651 | 0 | 0 | 0.115204 | 0 | 0 | 0.136077 | 0 | 0 | 0.093162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054066 | 0.052146 | 0 | 0 | 0.094908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048001 | 0 | 0.130558 | 0.0991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088978 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | myemosoul03 | 2019/04/11 | I think I have an eating disorder but I’m not skinny yet...? So I’m 13, and when I was 10 I started restricting. I was always a big(ish) child in my opinion but no one ever commented on my weight/size. I have also always been more developed than my peers, (I have a DD chest, period when I was 9). So yeah this bitch I u... | 2.428154 | 3.81381 | 3.771769 | 90.284731 | 75.615385 | 6.353846 | 22.346154 | 6.844919 | 0.510846 | 1,215 | 32 | 262 | 11 | 26 | 399 | 160 | 325 | 0.152 | 0.76 | 0.088 | -0.9702 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 48 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 24 | 13 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 30 | 26 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 41 | 53 | 37 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 13 | 25 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 21 | 6 | 38 | 5 | 27 | 28 | 9 | 40 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 1 | 4 | 26 | 172 | 46 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055823 | 0.116167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042553 | 0 | 0.178198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080003 | 0 | 0.061087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.571427 | 0.058313 | 0 | 0 | 0.072128 | 0 | 0 | 0.063143 | 0.117628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072692 | 0.038363 | 0.056901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.034103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156189 | 0.152402 | 0 | 0 | 0.066052 | 0.046596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111436 | 0 | 0.153945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068395 | 0.06698 | 0.158948 | 0 | 0 | 0.094604 | 0.05309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059613 | 0 | 0 | 0.069887 | 0.141294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05374 | 0 | 0 | 0.197635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.510025 | 0 | 0.129421 | 0.062989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050819 | 0 | 0 | 0.049588 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | broomppl | 2019/04/11 | Tfw you go to the store to buy a snack and end up eating and yeeting it along with your lunch 🤧 😪
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EDAnonymous | myjjn | 2019/04/11 | I just really really really miss my former ignorance and my carefree attitude about food Man I just really miss my childhood. How for breakfast, every single day, I'd eat a huge bowl of sweet cereal with whole milk. How for lunch, I'd have 2 thick slices of bread, with a thick layer of butter, thick slices of cheese, h... | 5.372964 | 5.876618 | 6.277159 | 78.36873 | 67.84106 | 9.404252 | 27.815267 | 9.414487 | 2.290315 | 1,209 | 36 | 232 | 23 | 19 | 401 | 155 | 302 | 0.118 | 0.725 | 0.157 | 0.8637 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 40 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 22 | 24 | 3 | 4 | 15 | 2 | 17 | 22 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 50 | 39 | 32 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 22 | 17 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 26 | 11 | 31 | 27 | 7 | 33 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 18 | 144 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077504 | 0.080643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074523 | 0.080922 | 0.05908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101708 | 0 | 0.105808 | 0.107653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087667 | 0.163313 | 0 | 0.087103 | 0 | 0.091365 | 0 | 0.196016 | 0.138475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351577 | 0 | 0 | 0.268794 | 0.050635 | 0.092971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100924 | 0.053263 | 0 | 0.109326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068455 | 0.094697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098258 | 0.194732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071245 | 0 | 0.074748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114328 | 0.076928 | 0.077741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | asskukkaa | 2019/04/11 | apple cider vinegar in the mornings for stomach fat basically i wanna try to start eating more because i’m in a shit cycle of super restrictive diets that end bad but i’m scared that ill gain weight if i eat normally. have any of you tried apple cider vinegar in mornings for belly fat? and were the results worth it? i ... | 2.073023 | 4.07748 | 3.969942 | 85.747006 | 78.418605 | 5.695349 | 24.703488 | 6.627428 | 0.973679 | 331 | 12 | 64 | 3 | 8 | 112 | 59 | 86 | 0.139 | 0.757 | 0.105 | -0.4696 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 11 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 37 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180155 | 0.131529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.662345 | 0 | 0 | 0.191104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166107 | 0 | 0 | 0.15272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.439471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | anon-uwu | 2019/04/11 | hello I'm suffering i hate feeling the fucking fat on my body, thighs touch, clothes squeezing me in, folds. fuck this I'm never letting myself go like before, i dont care how much i wont care by just letting myself get fucking obese and being ok with it cuz ~self love~ Stop preaching this shit. | 1.0975 | 3.706765 | 2.08625 | 93.2409 | 89.677966 | 3.627966 | 22.629237 | 5.148861 | 0.170473 | 236 | 9 | 45 | 1 | 8 | 74 | 48 | 59 | 0.307 | 0.604 | 0.089 | -0.9447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 17 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 4 | 13 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 26 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.541632 | 0.102032 | 0 | 0.110989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.399398 | 0 | 0.09541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143562 | 0 | 0.150621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203732 | 0 | 0.200464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | breadndread | 2019/04/11 | Has anyone else been very open about their ED? All my life, I've hidden the fact that I hate my body, my weight, and inability to control my eating habits.
Now I'm in uni, and I've managed to find a welcoming friend group that accepts the fact that I struggle with eating. In fact, many of my friends have admitted to ... | 6.432904 | 6.717752 | 6.046287 | 81.695701 | 65.534653 | 9.505611 | 31.684818 | 9.299571 | 2.552009 | 417 | 15 | 82 | 7 | 6 | 129 | 65 | 101 | 0.144 | 0.692 | 0.165 | 0.34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 19 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 13 | 6 | 10 | 10 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 50 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221372 | 0.162196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.485938 | 0.132238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144682 | 0 | 0.191416 | 0 | 0.366904 | 0 | 0 | 0.151855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252835 | 0 | 0 | 0.330977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | oftenheardseldomseen | 2019/04/11 | I made a miscalculation I thought I had eaten \~978 calories so far this week, but it turns out I've actually eaten \~1058.
I feel ridiculous for being upset about this. Most people eat more in a single day, and I haven't even exceeded my limit! I could have eaten up to 2000 by now without exceeding my limit!
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EDAnonymous | mostlyoff | 2019/04/11 | got transferred to a new hospital i hate it here so much, it’s awful. my old hospital was just a general adolescent mh unit so they couldn’t tube me or anything which is why i’ve been sent to a specialist unit, but i honestly don’t see why it was necessary because i was motivated to recover at the old one! it’s only no... | 1.980176 | 3.491244 | 4.161357 | 86.502087 | 77.093023 | 7.754522 | 24.502584 | 8.515129 | 1.544483 | 796 | 27 | 174 | 16 | 18 | 275 | 117 | 215 | 0.092 | 0.745 | 0.164 | 0.9314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 23 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 21 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 23 | 35 | 17 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 21 | 4 | 18 | 21 | 7 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 121 | 34 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0.140386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14267 | 0 | 0 | 0.118384 | 0.128066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221239 | 0 | 0.087696 | 0 | 0 | 0.162081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081759 | 0 | 0.115058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.423014 | 0 | 0 | 0.138941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.45287 | 0 | 0.097483 | 0.109412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | somesad | 2019/04/11 | potlucks My roommate and I are having friends over on Thursday, but they want to make it a potluck, which I recently discovered is my worst nightmare. Everyone is going to leave their food behind, and my roommate will leave it in the fridge and make sure everyone knows they can have some! And I guarantee 2 hours later,... | 7.881699 | 6.778043 | 7.943192 | 73.897931 | 63.027149 | 11.656273 | 38.190457 | 10.832166 | 4.052662 | 904 | 40 | 171 | 20 | 11 | 294 | 128 | 221 | 0.186 | 0.673 | 0.141 | -0.9442 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 10 | 14 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 20 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 39 | 41 | 15 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 32 | 8 | 25 | 30 | 5 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 15 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 121 | 45 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111981 | 0.245266 | 0 | 0 | 0.151102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088582 | 0 | 0 | 0.256305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203438 | 0 | 0 | 0.146917 | 0 | 0 | 0.324345 | 0 | 0.103617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133207 | 0.132076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073706 | 0 | 0 | 0.284017 | 0.291433 | 0 | 0 | 0.131044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11402 | 0 | 0 | 0.268569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085918 | 0 | 0.132422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227271 | 0.103248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126402 | 0 | 0.100838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136675 | 0.095272 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kirbias | 2019/04/12 | I had a meltdown at Starbucks today. I think I've hit a low. Today was my birthday. I had a starbucks reward for a free food or drink item of my choice, and thought this would be a good opportunity to ease into eating food I didn't make myself. I spent two weeks picking which specific food item I was going to eat. Fina... | 4.058031 | 5.346206 | 4.753333 | 85.234029 | 71.372881 | 7.706041 | 28.022164 | 8.13951 | 1.749119 | 1,404 | 51 | 283 | 20 | 26 | 451 | 191 | 354 | 0.186 | 0.71 | 0.104 | -0.9894 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 39 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 13 | 21 | 4 | 4 | 21 | 1 | 29 | 16 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 52 | 55 | 29 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 18 | 18 | 10 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 24 | 1 | 47 | 9 | 34 | 24 | 10 | 42 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 19 | 2 | 5 | 18 | 197 | 65 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068065 | 0 | 0 | 0.055627 | 0 | 0.062577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07282 | 0.076473 | 0 | 0.076855 | 0.0629 | 0 | 0.049865 | 0 | 0.069606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091317 | 0 | 0.093558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065311 | 0 | 0.089854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170929 | 0.093751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080134 | 0 | 0.167405 | 0 | 0 | 0.072451 | 0 | 0 | 0.054029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077114 | 0 | 0.041361 | 0 | 0 | 0.089609 | 0.074764 | 0 | 0.692397 | 0 | 0 | 0.075623 | 0.042738 | 0 | 0.046489 | 0.068611 | 0.065424 | 0 | 0 | 0.080996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088877 | 0 | 0.115557 | 0.079927 | 0 | 0.072232 | 0.072391 | 0 | 0 | 0.089295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109205 | 0 | 0.08218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071425 | 0.085464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08186 | 0 | 0 | 0.062974 | 0 | 0 | 0.057899 | 0 | 0 | 0.068389 | 0.093703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052415 | 0 | 0.064941 | 0 | 0 | 0.31015 | 0.078164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06493 | 0.065616 | 0 | 0 | 0.07583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116218 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | _Throwaway_main | 2019/04/12 | Any blogs your recommend? I obviously follow the Balanced Blonde and I poured over eatglitter’s blog today. Any others people recommend? I really enjoy reading about other people’s journeys, whether or not they realize their eating disorders yet. | 6.591 | 10.488026 | 7 | 59.125 | 75.5 | 10.2 | 33 | 9.888513 | 5.29285 | 204 | 10 | 22 | 7 | 5 | 66 | 34 | 40 | 0 | 0.783 | 0.217 | 0.834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 16 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.468092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.477205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344261 | 0 | 0.220483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | plantbasedmood | 2019/04/12 | Boss commented on my weight loss and it went the best way possible! For some background, I’ve been dealing body dysmorphia and BED for most of my life. My BMI has fluctuated multiple times between 19-33 for the past 6 or so years. I have never controlled my weight in a healthy way until this last year, when I really go... | 4.559356 | 6.035531 | 5.196844 | 81.810049 | 70.387097 | 8.488079 | 31.542777 | 8.964715 | 2.666888 | 1,267 | 56 | 242 | 24 | 23 | 408 | 184 | 310 | 0.083 | 0.726 | 0.191 | 0.9915 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 16 | 18 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 9 | 11 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 56 | 32 | 29 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 13 | 20 | 5 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 9 | 40 | 12 | 35 | 22 | 13 | 37 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 23 | 15 | 2 | 9 | 19 | 156 | 53 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102728 | 0 | 0 | 0.082532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060464 | 0.219089 | 0 | 0 | 0.104091 | 0 | 0 | 0.110175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222494 | 0 | 0 | 0.108952 | 0.063968 | 0.102258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100304 | 0 | 0.095235 | 0.108655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076632 | 0.091697 | 0.103642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054511 | 0.080851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070059 | 0.096916 | 0 | 0 | 0.087778 | 0.083292 | 0 | 0 | 0.084325 | 0.08952 | 0.093853 | 0.066208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073546 | 0.076499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094685 | 0.068764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103474 | 0 | 0.101814 | 0.082049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065896 | 0 | 0.097451 | 0 | 0.057837 | 0 | 0.094018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107887 | 0.096891 | 0.103257 | 0.11931 | 0 | 0.109241 | 0 | 0 | 0.236191 | 0 | 0.483133 | 0 | 0.091948 | 0.089501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127747 |
EDAnonymous | porcelaindollx | 2019/04/12 | DAE not know if they want to be thin or fat? I don't know if that makes any sense...it's not that i think fat sometimes looks good on me. But when I'm thin then people notice me and look at me and I feel like if I'm thin and not PERFECT in all other ways then everyone will notice all my other flaws. Like sure she's thi... | 1.853877 | 3.197516 | 3.174435 | 94.151725 | 77.043478 | 5.776232 | 19.331884 | 6.079149 | -0.259394 | 670 | 13 | 156 | 4 | 15 | 218 | 98 | 184 | 0.157 | 0.757 | 0.087 | -0.9509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 8 | 51 | 28 | 28 | 0 | 7 | 19 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 17 | 9 | 14 | 17 | 8 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 15 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 100 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180262 | 0 | 0 | 0.130394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068999 | 0.097488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077554 | 0.114457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.572963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.466084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147774 | 0 | 0.283814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108978 | 0.114087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080488 | 0.108316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096938 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hellirl | 2019/04/12 | Honestly? Fuck the college dining hall. The dining hall at my college is the worst. There are two dining halls for students on campus, but only the main one is open on the weekends. OFC it's the shitty one. OK let me get out my list of grievances:
* The main dining hall is open until 8 or 9 pm, depending on the day of ... | 3.078942 | 5.14812 | 4.267857 | 84.480452 | 75.588983 | 6.783374 | 23.526231 | 7.709487 | 1.203671 | 1,893 | 58 | 361 | 27 | 42 | 619 | 223 | 472 | 0.191 | 0.714 | 0.095 | -0.9951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 67 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 21 | 23 | 8 | 2 | 34 | 2 | 31 | 35 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 60 | 64 | 34 | 0 | 10 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 13 | 15 | 30 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 40 | 10 | 57 | 49 | 11 | 67 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 17 | 42 | 6 | 16 | 20 | 231 | 53 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0.132453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060414 | 0 | 0.077206 | 0.063761 | 0.052184 | 0 | 0.04137 | 0 | 0.115496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069716 | 0.071792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054185 | 0 | 0 | 0.087535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277771 | 0.056692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.034315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.574438 | 0 | 0.052432 | 0.18822 | 0.141827 | 0 | 0.115708 | 0.056922 | 0 | 0 | 0.074761 | 0 | 0.120026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060322 | 0 | 0 | 0.037297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138793 | 0 | 0.099466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115393 | 0 | 0 | 0.181202 | 0.068804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049889 | 0 | 0.052342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091974 | 0.154843 | 0 | 0.079625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064996 | 0 | 0.07317 | 0 | 0 | 0.136446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057956 | 0.12911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113476 | 0.077739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051026 | 0 | 0.059317 | 0.062481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133354 | 0 | 0.079145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046076 | 0 | 0.066294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053868 | 0.054437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049407 | 0 | 0.13832 | 0.144628 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | -L-I-V-I-N- | 2019/04/12 | The big friend. For the longest time, I have had this ”irrational” anxiety of whether or not peers around me compare me to my friend's body. But it actually happened and I really want to vent because I haven't acknowledged this outside of my head, And now that I'm 30 pounds heavier from a year ago when this happened, I... | 3.40246 | 4.872936 | 4.152434 | 88.191667 | 73.259259 | 7.216931 | 28.042328 | 7.793538 | 1.583122 | 1,055 | 41 | 220 | 14 | 21 | 337 | 159 | 270 | 0.081 | 0.786 | 0.132 | 0.9187 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 2 | 17 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 33 | 38 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 13 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 13 | 8 | 33 | 12 | 29 | 22 | 2 | 38 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 23 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 19 | 141 | 46 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084774 | 0 | 0.268825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120363 | 0.122461 | 0 | 0 | 0.112576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072818 | 0.099726 | 0 | 0.105347 | 0.099084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.511065 | 0 | 0.0576 | 0 | 0.062657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121451 | 0.109163 | 0.194984 | 0 | 0.098761 | 0 | 0.113147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117176 | 0 | 0.081748 | 0.08503 | 0 | 0.234501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104871 | 0.087674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070643 | 0 | 0.087525 | 0.128573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099126 | 0.102201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070996 |
EDAnonymous | 5mokahontas | 2019/04/12 | Peach??? Not sure if this is allowed but I just downloaded this Peach app everyone is talking about. I don't really know how to find ED related groups or pages you guys mentioned. There isn't really a search bar either idk what do!! I just wanted another community to talk about this stuff that I obvi can't mention on F... | 1.508275 | 4.06011 | 3.384912 | 85.834942 | 84.789474 | 7.588304 | 22.918129 | 8.515129 | 1.869411 | 302 | 11 | 60 | 8 | 9 | 101 | 57 | 76 | 0.066 | 0.825 | 0.109 | 0.7362 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 5 | 10 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 40 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336978 | 0 | 0 | 0.277436 | 0 | 0 | 0.473199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | billionsofatoms | 2019/04/12 | Feeling very cold after eating So I don't know exactly what the reason is, but whenever I eat, I feel very cold afterwards, my fingernails turn blue/purple, and I am shivering a bit from the lower body temperature.
I'm not yet underweight, but I'm on the low side of healthy BMI. I am restricting though, so that doesn'... | 4.86318 | 6.503188 | 6.086052 | 75.091935 | 69.860215 | 10.045469 | 29.414747 | 10.290406 | 3.265726 | 388 | 15 | 70 | 11 | 7 | 130 | 66 | 93 | 0.223 | 0.727 | 0.051 | -0.9463 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 41 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120246 | 0.176205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375496 | 0.191021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.527908 | 0.14366 | 0 | 0 | 0.355384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | IBleedToo | 2019/04/12 | No longer in denial This is more of a rant to get the feeling I have off my chest. I think I hit that moment of clarity that iv always been dealing with an ED and denying it.
Im an adult male but I weigh around 120LBS. Being average hight im 40Lbs under healthy. It shows.
Iv blamed it largely on just having a high me... | 3.056199 | 4.678837 | 4.166528 | 87.120554 | 74.448393 | 6.820093 | 24.495241 | 7.492282 | 1.096594 | 2,300 | 72 | 467 | 28 | 48 | 749 | 291 | 591 | 0.164 | 0.706 | 0.131 | -0.9882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 60 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 6 | 35 | 34 | 6 | 3 | 28 | 0 | 39 | 22 | 3 | 8 | 5 | 107 | 86 | 37 | 0 | 13 | 22 | 0 | 15 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 14 | 29 | 31 | 14 | 4 | 20 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 19 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 22 | 58 | 15 | 79 | 60 | 9 | 71 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 46 | 39 | 1 | 13 | 25 | 302 | 87 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047316 | 0 | 0 | 0.03867 | 0.059627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039761 | 0 | 0 | 0.202486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043725 | 0.094959 | 0.069328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050292 | 0 | 0.063164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090803 | 0 | 0 | 0.073346 | 0.058625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290933 | 0 | 0 | 0.050365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051437 | 0.047911 | 0 | 0.051106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258772 | 0.040624 | 0.054599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043933 | 0 | 0.059419 | 0 | 0.064635 | 0.047695 | 0.09096 | 0 | 0 | 0.056305 | 0.050285 | 0 | 0 | 0.168426 | 0 | 0.060444 | 0.064091 | 0 | 0 | 0.060081 | 0.11408 | 0 | 0.056 | 0 | 0.121749 | 0 | 0.552812 | 0.118704 | 0 | 0.050544 | 0 | 0.059216 | 0.062503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075915 | 0 | 0.057128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11143 | 0 | 0.064741 | 0 | 0 | 0.038533 | 0.043248 | 0.060508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054284 | 0.157691 | 0.049652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056147 | 0 | 0.064416 | 0 | 0.054091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112481 | 0 | 0 | 0.06061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042755 | 0.091411 | 0 | 0.052353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072873 | 0 | 0 | 0.099475 | 0.065357 | 0.053901 | 0 | 0 | 0.038607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100621 | 0 | 0 | 0.346229 | 0.051128 | 0.052714 | 0.051311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082796 | 0 | 0 | 0.040395 | 0 | 0 | 0.036619 |
EDAnonymous | throwawayignorename | 2019/04/12 | Dietitian's instructions making me feel somewhat restricted Hey everyone.
To give a little bit of context for this post, I'm severely underweight (won't give exact numbers, but it's rather low), and have been having anorexic tendencies for the past few months to year - I guess I was anorexic, or still am. I lost a hug... | 7.478418 | 6.623636 | 7.767366 | 74.025085 | 63.696262 | 11.520136 | 36.276975 | 10.832166 | 3.862099 | 1,743 | 72 | 328 | 40 | 22 | 572 | 187 | 428 | 0.097 | 0.753 | 0.15 | 0.9747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 45 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 18 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 33 | 21 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 102 | 76 | 38 | 0 | 12 | 18 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 25 | 20 | 11 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 13 | 43 | 10 | 59 | 56 | 14 | 45 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 17 | 1 | 9 | 28 | 235 | 63 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064951 | 0 | 0.064375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.628258 | 0 | 0 | 0.054381 | 0 | 0 | 0.081106 | 0 | 0 | 0.058669 | 0.110362 | 0 | 0.057881 | 0 | 0.279404 | 0.087726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.032078 | 0.117798 | 0 | 0 | 0.049106 | 0 | 0.067637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.033743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089988 | 0.061537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122952 | 0 | 0 | 0.066881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065134 | 0 | 0 | 0.147023 | 0 | 0.045135 | 0.045526 | 0 | 0 | 0.065298 | 0 | 0 | 0.058913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058803 | 0 | 0.066198 | 0 | 0 | 0.061722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063128 | 0.121247 | 0 | 0 | 0.052434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048927 | 0 | 0 | 0.069363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049033 | 0.102663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092328 | 0 | 0 | 0.056527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118025 | 0 | 0.048743 | 0.143207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041685 | 0 | 0 | 0.255671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181072 | 0.048735 | 0 | 0.2243 | 0.055204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044699 | 0 | 0 | 0.043616 | 0 | 0 | 0.039539 |
EDAnonymous | petaldust | 2019/04/12 | who else is an inverted triangle? well i unfortunately have this body type that takes my BDD and just rakes it over the coals and then serves it to me with a sprig of parsley like EAT THE HELL, YOU IDIOT!!! it’s so frustrating because it doesn’t matter how thin i get, i am always just going to have big linebacker shoul... | 3.162582 | 5.289479 | 3.581355 | 89.232692 | 75.538462 | 6.508425 | 21.399267 | 7.44753 | 0.627573 | 315 | 8 | 64 | 4 | 7 | 98 | 64 | 78 | 0.25 | 0.636 | 0.113 | -0.9511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 40 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340235 | 0.277765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307395 | 0.17372 | 0 | 0.18897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.347397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250002 | 0 | 0 | 0.306126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Heisenbergslover | 2019/04/12 | My period is not coming. Help. I've been lurking and occasionally commenting for a while now, but this is my first post. Trigger warning: numbers.
So, hi everyone. I'll try to keep this brief and straight to the point. I've been struggling with orthorexia for 6 years now, and in the last few months it's been especiall... | 3.984422 | 5.057027 | 5.136855 | 83.233025 | 71.315522 | 9.074846 | 27.521719 | 9.42424 | 2.257319 | 1,535 | 53 | 317 | 34 | 28 | 508 | 189 | 393 | 0.139 | 0.669 | 0.192 | 0.9846 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 51 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 17 | 28 | 2 | 4 | 18 | 0 | 37 | 10 | 3 | 5 | 5 | 49 | 63 | 28 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 16 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 14 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 5 | 29 | 14 | 46 | 38 | 10 | 51 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 16 | 2 | 7 | 31 | 206 | 49 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143018 | 0.155298 | 0 | 0 | 0.079134 | 0 | 0.097595 | 0.082249 | 0 | 0.103299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266589 | 0.08358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084998 | 0.079103 | 0.112453 | 0 | 0.07185 | 0.085975 | 0.048587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082237 | 0.197995 | 0.083307 | 0 | 0 | 0.098852 | 0 | 0 | 0.062334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227416 | 0.104905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10404 | 0.101518 | 0.079063 | 0 | 0 | 0.062076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148459 | 0 | 0.068364 | 0 | 0.143451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126035 | 0 | 0 | 0.109112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097162 | 0 | 0.175825 | 0 | 0.089066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093022 | 0 | 0.178729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079419 | 0 | 0 | 0.093107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081284 | 0.171239 | 0 | 0 | 0.061783 | 0.059589 | 0.091369 | 0 | 0.054227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252556 | 0 | 0.18169 | 0 | 0 | 0.08032 | 0 | 0.076733 | 0.219409 | 0 | 0.149194 | 0.339737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059887 |
EDAnonymous | markexclamationmark | 2019/04/12 | Current mood: split my pants at work after my 10th week in BingeMode™ Non-stretchy pants are my nemesis I swear. I have limited work clothing so I reluctantly wore these work pants that have given me me a permanent mini muffintop since I gained 9lbs in the past 2 months. And now they have split in the front crotch :/ t... | 7.802421 | 7.275452 | 6.601053 | 81.577368 | 62.894737 | 9.284211 | 34.789474 | 8.238736 | 2.548432 | 398 | 15 | 76 | 4 | 5 | 119 | 69 | 95 | 0.076 | 0.82 | 0.103 | 0.5561 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 2 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 43 | 20 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224408 | 0.236378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.560745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cheesy-endeavor | 2019/04/12 | I thought I was in this for the hip bones and collarbones But I am seriously thinking I’m doing this to punish myself. I feel like everyone has watched me closely as to not self harm so I found another way. I’ve been fasting for 52 hours now. My mother-in-law is accusing me of having an eating disorder but I’m healthy ... | 1.250615 | 3.312524 | 3.286923 | 89.308077 | 81.461538 | 6.461538 | 22.307692 | 7.610547 | 0.968077 | 488 | 16 | 104 | 8 | 13 | 165 | 83 | 130 | 0.075 | 0.765 | 0.159 | 0.9129 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 27 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 22 | 3 | 12 | 20 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 67 | 27 | 1 | 0.165939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173371 | 0.190181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139811 | 0.158562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251712 | 0.118547 | 0 | 0.181779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110766 | 0 | 0.166709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132232 | 0 | 0.346222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212655 | 0 | 0.131737 | 0.096761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131715 | 0 | 0.404139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hammochi | 2019/04/13 | 0 Calorie Energy Drink? Anyone know any zero calorie energy drinks? | 3.953333 | 5.529193 | 6.221818 | 56.986061 | 120.818182 | 8.739394 | 21.848485 | 7.793538 | 4.128067 | 55 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 19 | 9 | 11 | 0 | 0.637 | 0.363 | 0.5514 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.868246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Whisperingoceanwaves | 2019/04/13 | Prom was last night I just woke up this morning and I'm already crying because I look so fat and disgusting in the pictures my friends have taken. I will never be happy with this ugly, useless body | 2.526538 | 4.985538 | 3.643269 | 86.307981 | 79.25641 | 4.925641 | 27.698718 | 5.985473 | 1.23161 | 158 | 7 | 28 | 1 | 4 | 51 | 34 | 39 | 0.331 | 0.605 | 0.065 | -0.9146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 19 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262921 | 0 | 0 | 0.31991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Cashmeresweateryay | 2019/04/13 | Breaking a long fast safely/without bathroom troubles? I’m on day 17 of a 28-day Water fast. I’ll also be traveling the day I end the fast. What’s the best way to break this, so I don’t end up pooping my brains out in the airplane bathroom?
I was thinking a tiiiiny bit of plain oatmeal, made very watery, and chewing i... | 3.431561 | 4.643205 | 4.671515 | 85.516162 | 72.801653 | 7.361249 | 29.97337 | 7.793538 | 1.908862 | 466 | 20 | 95 | 6 | 9 | 154 | 81 | 121 | 0.051 | 0.787 | 0.162 | 0.8986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 17 | 8 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 56 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190317 | 0 | 0.395977 | 0 | 0 | 0.202448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088599 | 0 | 0 | 0.16049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171599 | 0 | 0 | 0.182192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232405 | 0 | 0 | 0.105747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299267 | 0.106966 | 0.143948 | 0 | 0 | 0.163056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | maeian | 2019/04/13 | I'm the "best nanny ever" Cause I always clean everything and leave it spotless for the parents. Little do they know I mostly do it cause cleaning burns a shit ton of calories and I'd rather be doing that than being tempted by the pantry full of snacks 🙃 | 1.567647 | 4.122452 | 2.764216 | 90.383971 | 84.490196 | 4.184314 | 20.264706 | 5.461319 | 0.015024 | 203 | 6 | 38 | 1 | 6 | 65 | 41 | 51 | 0.091 | 0.778 | 0.131 | 0.4767 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 28 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.584511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257343 | 0 | 0 | 0.255686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156351 | 0 | 0 | 0.30124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kiselozele | 2019/04/13 | I'm continuing this journey alone from now on. Today me and my boyfriend had a fight.. again. I'm staying at his place for a few days and my ED is making it challaging. For dinner he gave me a leftover dish that was already cold and I was like ok with it, but was honest about the taste. Anyway, I ate half of it and di... | 1.149635 | 3.664446 | 3.00663 | 88.073488 | 86.423581 | 6.066188 | 22.152371 | 7.44753 | 1.086518 | 899 | 32 | 180 | 16 | 28 | 299 | 140 | 229 | 0.124 | 0.74 | 0.136 | 0.726 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 42 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 8 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 20 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 37 | 38 | 13 | 2 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 6 | 29 | 6 | 16 | 18 | 6 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 116 | 42 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137219 | 0.29241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136897 | 0.147761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066991 | 0.09465 | 0 | 0.145135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06922 | 0 | 0.075297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088805 | 0 | 0.132898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14658 | 0.137967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088438 | 0.134323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133518 | 0 | 0.267553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138423 | 0.145433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142244 | 0 | 0 | 0.126028 | 0.105361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148923 | 0 | 0 | 0.112258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | maypay_pma | 2019/04/13 | How long did it take you to seek help? Title says it all really; for those of you that have sought out help, how long did you suffer with your ED before you got there?
I'm on my fourth year with bulimia. I sometimes have periods of a couple weeks/months where I'm able to control it, but have kept relapsing. Now back a... | 4.355148 | 6.250405 | 4.990476 | 81.42 | 71.586207 | 8.419704 | 27.945813 | 9.042354 | 2.327885 | 723 | 27 | 136 | 15 | 14 | 232 | 110 | 174 | 0.071 | 0.841 | 0.088 | 0.6046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 30 | 21 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 17 | 1 | 24 | 12 | 2 | 23 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 87 | 26 | 3 | 0.160972 | 0 | 0.157085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180543 | 0 | 0.178112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136922 | 0 | 0 | 0.124366 | 0 | 0.168202 | 0 | 0.091484 | 0 | 0.128744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136391 | 0 | 0.159205 | 0 | 0.113937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121031 | 0.129383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187728 | 0 | 0 | 0.153815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10366 |
EDAnonymous | almondmilkicedchai | 2019/04/13 | Recovery sometimes feels like the wrong choice. Hi, I think this is the right place to go and maybe someone else here can relate.
I've never had a good body image. I started going on diets at age 8, I had my friends call me fat and even my 5th grade best friend's brother called me fat multiple times. At age 15 I had d... | 2.844503 | 5.211814 | 4.236723 | 82.978023 | 77.576779 | 8.002823 | 26.3741 | 8.841846 | 2.304412 | 1,085 | 43 | 205 | 26 | 26 | 358 | 162 | 267 | 0.254 | 0.688 | 0.058 | -0.996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 18 | 6 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 16 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 31 | 33 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 16 | 9 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 4 | 33 | 5 | 29 | 22 | 3 | 36 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 116 | 40 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09222 | 0 | 0 | 0.292831 | 0 | 0 | 0.179462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096528 | 0 | 0.181193 | 0 | 0.089192 | 0 | 0 | 0.201427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269757 | 0.073409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098885 | 0.088865 | 0.062779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10626 | 0 | 0.135786 | 0 | 0.045912 | 0 | 0.149826 | 0.073706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.520556 | 0.090186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062069 | 0.042932 | 0 | 0 | 0.077767 | 0 | 0 | 0.095927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112591 | 0 | 0.086767 | 0 | 0 | 0.150091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074457 | 0 | 0.086912 | 0 | 0.124398 | 0 | 0 | 0.073468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056307 | 0 | 0.069764 | 0.051241 | 0 | 0 | 0.083969 | 0 | 0.238648 | 0.095584 | 0 | 0.091482 | 0 | 0.075897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107009 | 0 | 0 | 0.158589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096079 | 0 | 0.056589 |
EDAnonymous | yyiikkes | 2019/04/13 | Why does my brain do this I just snapped and ate 1300 calories in one sitting completely in a trance, and then spent the next 30 minutes unable to do anything but try not to eat anymore. Like I couldn’t do anything but resist the urge to continue eating. I think the urge is gone now but that’s just insane to me that I ... | 8.19325 | 4.966835 | 8.028333 | 80.25 | 64.083333 | 10.266667 | 34 | 6.742158 | 2.11405 | 449 | 12 | 97 | 2 | 5 | 145 | 79 | 120 | 0.076 | 0.868 | 0.056 | -0.5267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 17 | 9 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 15 | 9 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 67 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15925 | 0 | 0 | 0.264283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.657244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170776 | 0 | 0.157332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111324 | 0.14021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11407 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | KH0SH3KH | 2019/04/13 | why do i do this "I'm doing great ED wise, I'm eating when I'm hungry and I haven't gained weight, I'm not stressing over my old fear foods, I've stopped restricting and I'm clearly recovered and will never have a disordered thought in my life"
*starts comfort eating to cope with depression*
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EDAnonymous | nvrgonnaleavethisBED | 2019/04/13 | My boyfriend won't have sex with me My boyfriend is having a pretty tough time in life between his studies and assorted other long term issues, but we're sort of hitting an impasse in general because we haven't have sex since November. Three months of that time were long distance, but last year we lived together and on... | 6.025209 | 6.558989 | 5.712857 | 82.875989 | 66.428571 | 8.556777 | 31.391941 | 8.384062 | 2.231018 | 864 | 32 | 166 | 11 | 13 | 267 | 132 | 210 | 0.161 | 0.776 | 0.062 | -0.9732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 17 | 14 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 35 | 28 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 16 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 23 | 3 | 22 | 19 | 6 | 29 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 20 | 104 | 33 | 1 | 0.122988 | 0 | 0.120019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09457 | 0 | 0.149945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104614 | 0.148718 | 0 | 0 | 0.113701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220347 | 0 | 0 | 0.261462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128368 | 0 | 0.109318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173741 | 0.060086 | 0 | 0.108601 | 0.326523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082096 | 0.124691 | 0.123558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116264 | 0 | 0 | 0.125123 | 0 | 0.235367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07879 | 0 | 0 | 0.132043 | 0 | 0.105031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128304 | 0 | 0 | 0.101737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081708 | 0.078806 | 0 | 0 | 0.215147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072542 | 0.097622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089537 | 0.124901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158401 |
EDAnonymous | asadghoul | 2019/04/13 | One day at a time. It’s 3pm and I’ve yet to binge purge today.
Yesterday I went for a consultation, I begin therapy in two weeks along with new medication for my depression.
For the last seven months I have binge/purged everyday, 3-15 times a day. I am underweight now. I’ve lost friends. My high GPA. Money.
I didn’t... | -1.026035 | 1.071861 | 1.515867 | 96.849825 | 95.444444 | 5.508772 | 16.734893 | 7.060882 | 0.017963 | 483 | 13 | 117 | 9 | 19 | 164 | 95 | 135 | 0.07 | 0.755 | 0.175 | 0.9156 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 19 | 23 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 14 | 7 | 13 | 16 | 3 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 15 | 69 | 21 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237578 | 0 | 0.158645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284613 | 0 | 0 | 0.176694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19461 | 0 | 0 | 0.181393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202455 | 0.150142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201068 | 0 | 0.166241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185555 | 0 | 0.195399 | 0 | 0 | 0.147021 | 0 | 0.135403 | 0 | 0 | 0.177894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1418 | 0 | 0.206188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21064 | 0 | 0 | 0.118023 | 0 | 0 | 0.214808 | 0 | 0.174593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108642 | 0 | 0.147748 | 0 | 0 | 0.170748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Mokikimo | 2019/04/13 | They aren’t lying about gut flora, my god So I was on anti-biotics because I had a bunch of procedures done on my mouth, and i’m freaking out at the complete lack of “HEY MOKIKIMO I NEED THIS THING RIGHT NOW” signals from my body.
I now understand that your gut flora really does affect your appetite in a huge way.
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EDAnonymous | bl3rb | 2019/04/13 | How long can I just consume coffee and kombucha (Not) asking for a friend.
Fuuuuuck y’all it’s been 9 years of recovery. Welp. | 0.3466 | 2.749441 | 3.3675 | 82.05125 | 97.4 | 5.7 | 22.25 | 7.168622 | 1.308 | 99 | 4 | 19 | 2 | 4 | 35 | 25 | 25 | 0 | 0.856 | 0.144 | 0.4939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.572263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.472933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.54172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394194 |
EDAnonymous | fairshine | 2019/04/13 | me: yeah uh can i get a trenta iced coffee, black? please and thank you! barista: *looks at me for .00001 of a second too long* name please
me internally: FUCK SHE KNOWS!!!!!!!!!!!
me externally: haha fairshine :)
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EDAnonymous | whaleterweight | 2019/04/13 | Going wedding dress shopping today Send help. I am terrified and I just know that this is going to be super triggering. Not to mention that the laxative I took yesterday night is apparently still doing its thing even though it's been 36 hours, because fuck me right? This might end up like that scene in Bridesmaids... ... | 5.146102 | 7.503349 | 5.012 | 80.146136 | 70.525424 | 8.109831 | 28.749153 | 8.841846 | 2.497452 | 259 | 10 | 44 | 5 | 5 | 80 | 50 | 59 | 0.159 | 0.709 | 0.132 | -0.4404 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 30 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227362 | 0 | 0 | 0.169549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.474634 | 0 | 0 | 0.291779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170541 | 0 | 0.252208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243324 | 0 | 0.285205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kat-official | 2019/04/13 | Am I being too sensitive if this triggered me ? I go on facebook maybe once a week because there's always something on there to make me lose faith in the world. Today I saw [this interaction](https://imgur.com/sufVbdc) in a group that I'm in that I like a lot usually and it really really upset me. And I feel like I'm b... | 4.682003 | 7.211638 | 5.282778 | 76.916923 | 72.402778 | 8.597436 | 29.132479 | 9.265574 | 2.950117 | 629 | 26 | 105 | 15 | 13 | 202 | 93 | 144 | 0.094 | 0.802 | 0.104 | -0.1529 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 40 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 21 | 17 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 13 | 3 | 11 | 13 | 4 | 20 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 75 | 24 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141664 | 0.1474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136214 | 0 | 0.215973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179141 | 0.126553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198181 | 0 | 0.150603 | 0 | 0 | 0.118246 | 0 | 0.177967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178081 | 0 | 0 | 0.354388 | 0 | 0.453938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151282 | 0 | 0.140874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BoofDatKratom247 | 2019/04/14 | I guess ive been doing okay since i just realized proED is gone Oof tho | 3.349375 | 3.29696 | 4.6625 | 90.1325 | 72.125 | 8.9 | 22.25 | 8.841846 | 0.95895 | 57 | 1 | 14 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 14 | 16 | 0 | 0.863 | 0.137 | 0.2263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.799651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.600465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Six_FoxSox | 2019/04/14 | Help - is this an ed or am I just overly concerned?? I’ve been having issues with my eating habits since moving to uni. I usually eat 1 meal a day if I’m alone but will eat better round other people.
I’m on antidepressants and don’t know whether this is just a loss of appetite due to side effects. I’ve spoken about it... | 2.791855 | 3.797972 | 4.264539 | 88.61388 | 74.100671 | 7.02892 | 24.28371 | 7.348243 | 0.884297 | 552 | 16 | 122 | 6 | 11 | 184 | 91 | 149 | 0.063 | 0.752 | 0.185 | 0.9625 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 14 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 24 | 23 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 13 | 4 | 15 | 19 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 77 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.720005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071157 | 0.100537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282983 | 0 | 0 | 0.139776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09997 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fatfuckingpig100 | 2019/04/14 | How to explain it? My boyfriend is really sweet and caring, but he just doesn’t have empathy. He can’t really help it, he just really has a hard time understanding other people’s emotions. Mental illness is especially hard for him to understand since there’s no real “reason” we feel the way we feel. He’s very supportiv... | 3.398311 | 5.178238 | 4.971597 | 81.046471 | 73.882353 | 8.857143 | 26.260504 | 9.42424 | 2.382286 | 677 | 24 | 132 | 17 | 14 | 228 | 94 | 170 | 0.063 | 0.698 | 0.238 | 0.9894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 19 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 37 | 38 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 22 | 9 | 14 | 34 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 90 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113447 | 0 | 0.124713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224235 | 0.079205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109778 | 0 | 0 | 0.29795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11173 | 0.117614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126193 | 0.213077 | 0.113992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147313 | 0.07104 | 0 | 0 | 0.129297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.461674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091479 | 0 | 0.264008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078758 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cookiedoughbabe | 2019/04/14 | Getting stood up I got stood up on Wednesday. My crush/FWB was going to get a hotel room for us so I started preparing a week in advance. I shaved and moisturized the hell out of my body. And not to be a "pro ana Tumblr" cliche but I dIDn'T eAt FoR ThReE dAyS sO i CoUlD bE lOvElY. It was evening I was sad and so fuckin... | 0.400714 | 2.760222 | 1.507381 | 98.504286 | 88.642857 | 4.390476 | 19.309524 | 5.916635 | -0.25859 | 636 | 19 | 142 | 5 | 21 | 199 | 113 | 168 | 0.165 | 0.731 | 0.104 | -0.917 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 21 | 27 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 18 | 3 | 20 | 12 | 1 | 29 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 12 | 5 | 3 | 16 | 89 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190863 | 0 | 0 | 0.175457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137191 | 0 | 0.188746 | 0.221631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158853 | 0.269321 | 0 | 0.097654 | 0 | 0.137427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310165 | 0.162589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132282 | 0 | 0 | 0.121621 | 0 | 0.137223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | aprilfades | 2019/04/14 | I hate feeling like I’m not ‘good enough’ to visit stores for new clothes. I need clothes for work, but I don’t feel like I deserve to be seen in any stores.
“I don’t look good enough for *that* store with the nice clothes. Maybe I should go to the other one that only old ladies go to...”
Convincing myself that the s... | 0.508974 | 2.256187 | 1.658519 | 101.667949 | 82.333333 | 4.746439 | 20.014245 | 5.369823 | -0.533952 | 480 | 13 | 121 | 2 | 13 | 151 | 79 | 135 | 0.114 | 0.694 | 0.191 | 0.8442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 25 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 17 | 7 | 18 | 20 | 4 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 73 | 23 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162347 | 0 | 0 | 0.133532 | 0 | 0.10586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358871 | 0 | 0.1147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175614 | 0.248123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394776 | 0.291313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128765 | 0 | 0.16772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182225 | 0 | 0.117675 | 0.132075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | itsoobak | 2019/04/14 | shitty pro tip so .. if you go to an all you can eat sushi place that charges for leftovers ..... you go with your bulimic friend who eats all the leftover pieces for you and throws it all up ............ i hate me and my dysfunctional friends .... | 4.596 | 5.354125 | 4.157778 | 91.97 | 69.666667 | 7.777778 | 28.333333 | 7.793538 | 1.315667 | 177 | 6 | 40 | 2 | 3 | 53 | 37 | 45 | 0.16 | 0.733 | 0.107 | -0.4767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 27 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.649304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.490252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | swingsurfer | 2019/04/14 | Does this qualify as binge eating? Warning calorie/weight discussion. Hi guys, I've been tracking my calorie intake and have been eating ~1200 cal a day. Yesterday I logged 3200. I was just wondering if anyone could give me their opinion on whether or not this is drastic enough to consider a binge? I used to be much be... | 2.859264 | 5.262745 | 3.90945 | 85.154632 | 77.717949 | 7.488369 | 27.695281 | 8.456263 | 2.237061 | 954 | 41 | 180 | 20 | 23 | 308 | 148 | 234 | 0.138 | 0.791 | 0.071 | -0.9299 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 37 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 19 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 42 | 34 | 16 | 0 | 9 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 9 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 23 | 5 | 24 | 22 | 5 | 36 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 15 | 0 | 12 | 18 | 111 | 33 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099328 | 0 | 0 | 0.126458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109231 | 0.118609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226838 | 0 | 0 | 0.366453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074218 | 0.136271 | 0.080733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126264 | 0 | 0 | 0.078069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138801 | 0.142376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104426 | 0 | 0.109561 | 0.137197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142221 | 0 | 0.113199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112775 | 0.082833 | 0 | 0.134651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245379 | 0 | 0.11721 | 0 | 0 | 0.113947 | 0.172984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154052 | 0 | 0.144263 | 0 | 0.100911 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shoeflygabs | 2019/04/14 | Being happy with my body but unhappy with the fat 3 months ago I was finally getting the hang of intuitive eating and my body looked somewhat normal. I was working out and the curves and muscles actually stayed for once and damn I felt gorgeous. Then at the same time my ED brain is telling me anything aside from bone i... | 3.985556 | 5.309177 | 4.38858 | 87.643611 | 71.592593 | 7.375309 | 28.314815 | 7.793538 | 1.594793 | 321 | 12 | 66 | 4 | 6 | 101 | 58 | 81 | 0.177 | 0.674 | 0.149 | -0.5719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 10 | 4 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 37 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.181733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.413717 | 0 | 0.207893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188326 | 0.133042 | 0.178809 | 0.204005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198495 | 0.148723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | oenone_ | 2019/04/14 | Might be having sex tonight, terrified I'm meeting a guy who I was FWB with in the past tonight. Haven't seen him in a year, and I've lost 2 stone since then. I'm terrified of what he'll think of my body, if he'll think I look better or not. I used to be incredibly curvy, with huge breasts and a butt and I've lost a lo... | 3.880778 | 4.461258 | 4.638519 | 88.523333 | 71.185185 | 7.481481 | 25.37037 | 7.38713 | 0.921259 | 1,021 | 28 | 229 | 10 | 18 | 329 | 139 | 270 | 0.168 | 0.689 | 0.142 | -0.5569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 14 | 15 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 19 | 18 | 13 | 3 | 5 | 52 | 49 | 18 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 20 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 15 | 29 | 7 | 27 | 27 | 5 | 31 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 7 | 13 | 9 | 2 | 7 | 23 | 134 | 34 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089921 | 0 | 0.451741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067154 | 0.091969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154226 | 0.072635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078552 | 0.093995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112094 | 0 | 0.100672 | 0 | 0.108232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256138 | 0.113745 | 0.221975 | 0.172877 | 0 | 0 | 0.135734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074741 | 0 | 0.156832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106688 | 0 | 0 | 0.077326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097058 | 0 | 0.088776 | 0.106226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193428 | 0 | 0.101792 | 0 | 0.08102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130295 | 0.099893 | 0 | 0.059286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087812 | 0 | 0.167781 | 0.119938 | 0.080703 | 0 | 0.371429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103253 | 0 | 0 | 0.111163 | 0 | 0.065474 |
EDAnonymous | muser666 | 2019/04/14 | What is your ED? I am wondering what kind of ED you have?
So I am close to underweight, suffering from (kind of?) AN and BED with b/p. My goal is unfortunately still to lose some fat, and then eat more and gain muscles. Been in this cycle for a year now.
Hope you are all ok! | -0.477315 | 1.613303 | 1.882808 | 96.321552 | 89.517241 | 6.072906 | 16.906404 | 7.44753 | 0.031233 | 207 | 5 | 52 | 4 | 7 | 70 | 47 | 58 | 0.125 | 0.729 | 0.146 | 0.3422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 8 | 8 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 36 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.663559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205172 |
EDAnonymous | crimsonfantasies | 2019/04/14 | Comorbidities Anyone else with a laundry list of mental illnesses?
On top of anorexia, I was also professionally diagnosed with NPD, dysthymia and GAD - pretty sure I have ADHD as well although it hasn't been formally diagnosed. Life is wack 😎 | 7.662143 | 9.66512 | 8.412857 | 59.682143 | 63.52381 | 11.314286 | 37.809524 | 11.208143 | 5.216038 | 197 | 10 | 27 | 6 | 3 | 66 | 38 | 42 | 0.072 | 0.717 | 0.211 | 0.6369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196304 | 0.287658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.569903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | _sadgalriri | 2019/04/14 | I hit my goal weight today... ... and I still think I look the same from my highest weight lol. For a year I’ve been restricting, denying myself of experiences, and just generally turned myself into a calorie obsessed monster for WHAT? I saw the number on the scale this morning and I literally just laughed. Like what t... | 2.417647 | 4.702595 | 3.311529 | 89.487882 | 78.607843 | 6.040784 | 23.92549 | 7.168622 | 0.898283 | 406 | 14 | 83 | 5 | 10 | 129 | 70 | 102 | 0.127 | 0.706 | 0.167 | 0.6343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 14 | 3 | 8 | 8 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 56 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223508 | 0 | 0 | 0.231064 | 0.163234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182379 | 0 | 0.167967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.556481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147141 |
EDAnonymous | uwuchris | 2019/04/15 | DAE get really upset over comments on what you're eating? I can't believe I threw away so much food because of one little comment (plus started crying about it.)
I was about to finish a fast early because I just desperately wanted some food... one of the things I was preparing to eat was a tuna and cracker snack kit.... | 4.903902 | 5.901735 | 5.103485 | 84.596061 | 69.113636 | 7.381818 | 30.19697 | 7.38713 | 1.797683 | 1,065 | 41 | 204 | 10 | 18 | 335 | 138 | 264 | 0.142 | 0.754 | 0.104 | -0.9061 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 36 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 16 | 1 | 17 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 35 | 37 | 18 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 10 | 17 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 6 | 25 | 8 | 35 | 21 | 6 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 16 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 140 | 39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06122 | 0 | 0.184577 | 0 | 0 | 0.159677 | 0 | 0 | 0.07378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10457 | 0 | 0.143865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061734 | 0 | 0.033111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.712668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.034213 | 0 | 0 | 0.054926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07115 | 0 | 0 | 0.159965 | 0.131267 | 0 | 0 | 0.219965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096279 | 0.048557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100828 | 0 | 0 | 0.139053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043506 | 0.083921 | 0 | 0.051988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07725 | 0.103959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046519 | 0.071598 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | moon--princess | 2019/04/15 | Chocolate Mono I was doing a chocolate mono starting today bit like an idiot i had a cup of coffee with sugar and creamer this morning at work without even thinking about it. Do you guys think i totally fucked up the mono or are the ingredients close enough?
Or am i just gonna gain now from the chocolate ive been munch... | 5.704375 | 6.236886 | 5.953125 | 80.879375 | 67.125 | 7.65 | 33.1875 | 7.168622 | 2.181606 | 260 | 11 | 48 | 2 | 4 | 83 | 52 | 64 | 0.126 | 0.785 | 0.089 | -0.5351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 36 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33936 | 0 | 0.216927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316598 | 0 | 0.239104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | coffeeanddietcokee | 2019/04/15 | normal people just ... eat you know what I think is so odd but amazing and I'm very jealous of? people without eating disorders don't think about food 24/7. they eat when they're hungry, stop when they're full, and thats its. they don't think when their next meal will be, obsess about how much they will eat, will they ... | 2.255046 | 4.24896 | 3.059165 | 92.543977 | 77.807339 | 5.460917 | 18.23945 | 6.2581 | -0.238025 | 422 | 8 | 89 | 3 | 10 | 133 | 69 | 109 | 0.096 | 0.755 | 0.149 | 0.8577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 21 | 20 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 10 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 16 | 2 | 11 | 13 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 59 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.678399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14093 | 0.292422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141018 | 0 | 0.129917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254888 | 0 | 0 | 0.077318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255637 | 0.143796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | twdawydhfthaa | 2019/04/15 | [Rant] I sent a pic to the guy I'm currently seeing... I sent a racy pic to the guy I'm currently seeing while he's out of town (haven't seen him in about three weeks). I carefully posed it to look skinnier because I'm currently feeling shitty about my body.
His response? "Have you lost weight bc you look great".
I a... | 3.41 | 5.252993 | 4.672051 | 82.939615 | 74 | 7.876923 | 28.666667 | 8.617729 | 2.266144 | 624 | 26 | 120 | 12 | 13 | 206 | 95 | 156 | 0.137 | 0.713 | 0.15 | 0.0516 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 24 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 16 | 5 | 18 | 20 | 2 | 25 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 13 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 67 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138085 | 0 | 0.173426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088732 | 0 | 0 | 0.172134 | 0 | 0.309187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393331 | 0 | 0.170435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114774 | 0 | 0.120417 | 0 | 0 | 0.146518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125238 | 0.380249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | synedchdochee | 2019/04/15 | Thin coworker rant... I have a job where you spend 6+ hours 2 feet away from your coworker. I have a coworker, we are the same height (5' 9") and she weighs 110. She is very, very skinny.
She infuriates me. I brought up to her thay I used to be very clinically obese, and showed her pictures of what I looked like 100l... | 2.322747 | 4.436434 | 3.148822 | 91.403701 | 78.090909 | 6.196328 | 22.309001 | 7.237678 | 0.673052 | 1,206 | 36 | 253 | 15 | 29 | 381 | 184 | 308 | 0.123 | 0.796 | 0.081 | -0.9459 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 55 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 12 | 2 | 2 | 15 | 2 | 16 | 21 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 40 | 30 | 21 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 20 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 7 | 41 | 5 | 26 | 19 | 8 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 30 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 152 | 55 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109304 | 0.158421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186121 | 0 | 0 | 0.06038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110022 | 0 | 0.110573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107038 | 0 | 0.079083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.608117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065422 | 0 | 0.083454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101285 | 0 | 0.193563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105485 | 0.067119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107262 | 0 | 0.137338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074473 | 0.159225 | 0.086574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096757 | 0 | 0 | 0.085547 | 0.10909 | 0.24518 | 0.058422 | 0 | 0.079452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113903 | 0 | 0 | 0.07211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fuckoreos | 2019/04/15 | Breakfast rant Ok so I wanted to post this in the daily thread, but this rant got kind of long.
So to preface this, I have the most shitty sleep ever. I have sleeping pills (recently got it, don’t remember what it was, but it’s definitely not melatonin) prescribed to me but don’t want to get addicted, so I never take... | 2.210383 | 3.983803 | 3.614475 | 89.526576 | 77.174807 | 6.838681 | 23.0093 | 7.724431 | 0.976345 | 1,480 | 45 | 316 | 22 | 34 | 486 | 187 | 389 | 0.104 | 0.73 | 0.166 | 0.9789 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 52 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 15 | 27 | 7 | 1 | 13 | 1 | 21 | 40 | 15 | 2 | 4 | 52 | 47 | 30 | 1 | 7 | 22 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 24 | 11 | 17 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 36 | 17 | 40 | 38 | 17 | 38 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 14 | 4 | 6 | 30 | 196 | 60 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051762 | 0 | 0 | 0.107599 | 0 | 0.067569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040178 | 0.055025 | 0.051252 | 0.058126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.030758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147113 | 0 | 0 | 0.224947 | 0.127125 | 0.058354 | 0 | 0.102043 | 0.097303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126691 | 0.066862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237749 | 0 | 0 | 0.053833 | 0 | 0.068054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142488 | 0 | 0 | 0.044717 | 0 | 0.093832 | 0 | 0.064694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057504 | 0 | 0.058259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116908 | 0 | 0.120125 | 0 | 0.068909 | 0 | 0 | 0.048375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.608743 | 0 | 0.051541 | 0.04683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048579 | 0 | 0.069681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080826 | 0.038978 | 0 | 0 | 0.070941 | 0.139831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118845 | 0.063327 | 0 | 0 | 0.200988 | 0 | 0.071759 | 0.048284 | 0.048794 | 0.074075 | 0 | 0 | 0.10978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dkaspa | 2019/04/15 | I binge but how do I purge I always binge and took my first lax (wish me luck hasn’t kicked in) but I want to purge until I can start fasting again. I love the feeling of being hungry but I binge and it takes me a few days to feel hungry again | -0.532222 | 1.382313 | 1.24963 | 102.133333 | 87.518519 | 3.6 | 12.703704 | 3.1291 | -1.735941 | 188 | 2 | 47 | 0 | 6 | 61 | 38 | 54 | 0 | 0.759 | 0.241 | 0.9186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 2 | 5 | 10 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 32 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.401959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.416037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Missyxmoo | 2019/04/15 | A goodbye letter to my Eating Disorder (ED) ED,
First and foremost, thank you for being there when no-one else was.
You told me that I only needed you and I believed you. I pushed away my family, friends and loved ones because I was convinced that you would be the one to solve my problems, not them.
For 15 years I... | 1.759591 | 3.977517 | 3.033567 | 90.962594 | 80.559633 | 5.55385 | 24.8938 | 6.714682 | 0.894583 | 1,266 | 49 | 260 | 13 | 33 | 409 | 142 | 327 | 0.097 | 0.789 | 0.113 | 0.8031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 66 | 0 | 25 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 22 | 4 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 25 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 38 | 51 | 10 | 1 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 20 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 21 | 0 | 75 | 14 | 33 | 19 | 2 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 49 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 183 | 95 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077877 | 0.087336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071281 | 0.050257 | 0 | 0.059147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067529 | 0 | 0 | 0.131443 | 0 | 0 | 0.161957 | 0 | 0.127135 | 0 | 0.159674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073546 | 0.060042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064597 | 0 | 0.135515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157471 | 0.131385 | 0.061137 | 0 | 0 | 0.111061 | 0 | 0.075104 | 0 | 0.081697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146994 | 0.050767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06487 | 0.13602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068966 | 0 | 0.150842 | 0.229634 | 0.097409 | 0.054664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071959 | 0.072741 | 0 | 0.065432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066173 | 0 | 0 | 0.095501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.549438 | 0.079856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13857 | 0 | 0.052326 | 0 | 0 | 0.204232 | 0 | 0.087336 | 0.185141 |
EDAnonymous | wingsinallblack | 2019/04/15 | Hey y'all Been lurking here for a bit, finally got up the nerve to introduce myself.
I'm 27 years old and a teacher in the Midwestern US. I have a beautiful family with 2 sons, one born just 2 weeks ago.
I've struggled with eating ever since my dad died when I was a teenager. I used food as a way to cope and then pan... | 5.05862 | 6.25603 | 5.367442 | 82.109922 | 68.906977 | 8.524031 | 31.077519 | 8.841846 | 2.51851 | 882 | 36 | 166 | 15 | 15 | 280 | 149 | 215 | 0.11 | 0.77 | 0.12 | 0.6369 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 27 | 24 | 12 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 11 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 6 | 22 | 6 | 31 | 16 | 6 | 31 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 109 | 28 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.114953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071808 | 0 | 0.100237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120536 | 0.098404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077804 | 0.106554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111048 | 0 | 0.059562 | 0 | 0 | 0.258082 | 0 | 0.100198 | 0.142441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123088 | 0 | 0.066947 | 0 | 0.094213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125213 | 0 | 0 | 0.078957 | 0.248918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131785 | 0 | 0.100147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123608 | 0 | 0.079822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081666 | 0 | 0 | 0.129306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238434 | 0.093869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246294 | 0 | 0 | 0.133675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094681 | 0 | 0.108452 | 0 | 0 | 0.078259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141695 | 0.101739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093502 | 0.09449 | 0.430335 | 0.105914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151715 |
EDAnonymous | genomskinligt | 2019/04/15 | does anyone else think ”hey i’m Recovering” right before binging just because you’re gonna eat i for real think i’m about to fix my fucking eating disorder myself right there and then only to binge and afterwards wanting to kill myself and purging. it’s like i think eating will fix it when it literally is part of the d... | 3.512476 | 5.518539 | 4.974286 | 80.179048 | 74.142857 | 7.52381 | 25.952381 | 8.3441 | 1.881524 | 284 | 10 | 52 | 5 | 6 | 95 | 51 | 70 | 0.198 | 0.737 | 0.066 | -0.9006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 11 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 28 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122407 | 0.179371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106716 | 0 | 0.148965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.401272 | 0 | 0.153198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.537395 | 0.146242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | beigecarpets | 2019/04/15 | I’m finally “skinny” and i’m still not happy hi, first time poster!! im on mobile so sorry for any formatting errors
I lost the weight i gained during recovery in a HeAlThY way and for once im at a place where i look at myself and dont think i look completely fat. and for some reason i still want to crawl out of my sk... | 2.942588 | 4.568841 | 4.288694 | 86.112166 | 74.758755 | 6.451658 | 25.467667 | 7.071269 | 1.133427 | 996 | 34 | 197 | 10 | 21 | 329 | 132 | 257 | 0.245 | 0.607 | 0.148 | -0.989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 21 | 4 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 13 | 10 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 42 | 50 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 14 | 24 | 10 | 23 | 39 | 3 | 40 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 5 | 15 | 2 | 2 | 23 | 117 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066665 | 0 | 0.090323 | 0 | 0.056689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252903 | 0 | 0 | 0.365278 | 0 | 0.141816 | 0 | 0 | 0.064406 | 0.154134 | 0 | 0 | 0.094754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266222 | 0 | 0.164606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12218 | 0.083551 | 0 | 0 | 0.280014 | 0 | 0.182 | 0 | 0.075238 | 0.078879 | 0.055645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079988 | 0.094909 | 0 | 0.088778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173379 | 0 | 0.087096 | 0 | 0.078804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093317 | 0.118009 | 0 | 0.266293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213661 | 0 | 0.06618 | 0.097219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049169 | 0.198508 | 0 | 0.203026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059218 | 0 | 0 | 0.053683 |
EDAnonymous | el3ctraheart | 2019/04/15 | When is the actual best time to weigh yourself? Like, straight in the morning after you've used the bathroom or a few hours later?
Sometimes after waking up I can't go #1 full way and #2 at all. When I come home 3-4-5 hours later after classes and stuff (after not drinking or eating anything, I find it much easier to ... | 3.285 | 5.200534 | 4.935053 | 80.60875 | 74.531915 | 6.402128 | 26.643617 | 7.168622 | 1.548749 | 376 | 14 | 66 | 4 | 8 | 127 | 71 | 94 | 0.041 | 0.786 | 0.173 | 0.8949 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 13 | 10 | 6 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 13 | 51 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.385299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193393 | 0 | 0.202006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182508 | 0.103142 | 0 | 0.112196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198024 | 0 | 0.38883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.451988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dietpepsi4life | 2019/04/15 | Psychologist with an ed? I’m starting a new job, so idk if i’ll be working with ed-patients, but I’m worried. How would you react if your psychologist was visibly underweight? I don’t want to trigger anyone.
Also, how do you hide your body effectively? | 1.29449 | 3.971834 | 3.997143 | 78.872857 | 91.040816 | 6.881633 | 27.408163 | 7.957252 | 2.51438 | 200 | 10 | 36 | 5 | 7 | 70 | 37 | 49 | 0.139 | 0.753 | 0.108 | 0.1423 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 12 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 22 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.360069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271415 | 0.378614 | 0 | 0.264838 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | edanon72733 | 2019/04/15 | Ed logic Me: takes a drink of Coke Zero after brushing my teeth
Also me: hey at least there’s no calories | 1.839545 | 3.692518 | 3.718182 | 87.997273 | 78.545455 | 4.4 | 20.090909 | 3.1291 | -0.234891 | 83 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 28 | 21 | 22 | 0.104 | 0.896 | 0 | -0.296 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.543562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.665855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.511056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rocketsheep3 | 2019/04/15 | My boyfriend has a thing for chubby girls and I have anorexia. Do you see my problem He's always gone on about how he loves my thighs but it was today where he said he legitimately had a thing for Chubby girls. If I was thinking of recovery I sure as hell ain't now. | 0.899167 | 3.078572 | 2.589286 | 93.122381 | 83.642857 | 5.161905 | 20.047619 | 6.427356 | 0.021783 | 210 | 6 | 47 | 2 | 6 | 69 | 43 | 56 | 0.141 | 0.769 | 0.091 | -0.6059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 31 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.471983 | 0.22761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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