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EDAnonymous | goblinunderthebridge | 2019/03/28 | my sister is dieting and it’s triggering me big time especially considering the fact that I’ve been nonstop binging for months. She’s talking about how she eats 1000 calories a day and how good the hunger feels and goddamn i miss that feeling. i feel like shit i feel like a failure. Even though she is technically overw... | 3.028865 | 5.722549 | 4.029016 | 82.891583 | 79 | 6.704666 | 28.237074 | 7.882392 | 2.100829 | 512 | 23 | 92 | 9 | 13 | 165 | 88 | 122 | 0.192 | 0.684 | 0.123 | -0.8508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 17 | 18 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 14 | 5 | 9 | 17 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 60 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.518344 | 0.292945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164794 | 0.179204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20144 | 0 | 0.119554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | moth-wristed | 2019/03/28 | I ate 2200 calories and I'm going to die I was doing pretty well this week and now it's all fucking wasted | -0.74875 | 1.325258 | 2.28 | 92.965 | 91.083333 | 3.2 | 16.333333 | 3.1291 | -0.909067 | 85 | 2 | 18 | 0 | 3 | 30 | 21 | 24 | 0.258 | 0.558 | 0.185 | -0.4754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.476614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424556 | 0 | 0 | 0.260994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368371 | 0 | 0.412908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | wordsanguine | 2019/03/29 | I don’t have anyone to talk to about this. [TW] I’ve lurked here for a while, but I need to tell someone this. I don’t have anyone to talk to. Not about this, not about anything else.
Also, please forgive typos, incoherency, etc. I can’t bring myself to read this over again to make sure it’s readable.
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EDAnonymous | AugustusMarius | 2019/03/29 | TMI so my bf commented that I "have no gag reflex" (I will leave the circumstances to your imagination). I was like oh god what if he guesses why....
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EDAnonymous | littledahmer | 2019/03/29 | Comments my parents make Today I was just craving something crunchy. For some reason I just really wanted tostadas, but we didn’t have any, so my stepdad put some tortillas on the grill to make me some.
He then said this. “Instead of eating the tostadas, eat some meat!” And then turned to mom and said “make her eat s... | 2.745212 | 5.300066 | 2.32 | 95.555385 | 79.08 | 4.166154 | 24.015385 | 4.713531 | 0.113012 | 514 | 18 | 101 | 1 | 13 | 150 | 77 | 125 | 0.147 | 0.829 | 0.024 | -0.9627 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 26 | 16 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 14 | 1 | 15 | 11 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 62 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.80094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103376 | 0.116843 | 0 | 0.06355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121493 | 0 | 0 | 0.05463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105807 | 0.223923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071635 | 0.11497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212733 | 0.088924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thumbelinax8 | 2019/03/29 | Hardly eaten and i feel like I look fatter For today, I’ve only had green tea, one of those This Bar Saves Lives granola bar, and a salad. But when I look in the mirror I still just see a fat person. I know that logically the 2 have nothing to do with each other and I’m not going to suddenly think I’m skinny because I ... | 2.217803 | 3.605328 | 4.492816 | 84.892557 | 76.171717 | 6.566162 | 22.47601 | 7.168622 | 0.808746 | 367 | 10 | 75 | 4 | 8 | 128 | 68 | 99 | 0.042 | 0.938 | 0.02 | -0.4478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 22 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 2 | 11 | 19 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 50 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104942 | 0.148271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183533 | 0 | 0.185921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101397 | 0 | 0.183267 | 0 | 0.348573 | 0 | 0 | 0.176449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140639 | 0.157848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Sargassso | 2019/03/29 | Ever feel like you're eating way more than you are? Today all I had was a pack of flavored oatmeal for breakfast, cream of carrot soup for lunch, and a single donut hole. After eating the donut hole, I feel like I ate so much even though my total for the day so far probably isn't even 600. Whenever I eat an unhealthy f... | 5.877822 | 4.216311 | 6.307802 | 85.817149 | 67.316832 | 8.872079 | 27.130693 | 6.742158 | 1.064915 | 369 | 7 | 84 | 2 | 5 | 120 | 63 | 101 | 0.068 | 0.853 | 0.079 | 0.0018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 11 | 6 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 54 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.613354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296932 | 0.135552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303083 | 0.321168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294462 | 0 | 0.087381 | 0 | 0.142044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | axolotlass | 2019/03/29 | Currently sick and happy I have some type of intestine virus (???) which means that i am in pain, i have constant diarreha, i feel like throwing up (which im scared of) . But guess what? Im happy because i couldnt eat more than 200 cals a day for the past 4 days, and i count that as a win 🙃
I only ate a chicken nu... | 3.547627 | 4.167976 | 4.7625 | 87.189174 | 71.966102 | 7.594915 | 26.614407 | 7.645422 | 1.28959 | 441 | 14 | 96 | 5 | 8 | 146 | 82 | 118 | 0.078 | 0.78 | 0.143 | 0.7952 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 14 | 5 | 13 | 13 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 57 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12885 | 0 | 0.306445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196389 | 0 | 0 | 0.34293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163915 | 0 | 0 | 0.084728 | 0.119711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184596 | 0 | 0 | 0.35676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127444 | 0.178305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sad_skelly | 2019/03/29 | I posted this on AITA and I'd like to hear y'all's opinions about this. I (17F) have had very bad food issues since I was 8 years old. I had binge eating disorder, which transitioned to anorexia, which has now transitioned to bulimia. I've gone on the pill recently and the fact that puking after you've had it renders ... | 6.949981 | 6.377711 | 7.093416 | 77.499345 | 64.63786 | 10.933713 | 33.507123 | 10.389874 | 3.246897 | 982 | 36 | 193 | 21 | 13 | 317 | 127 | 243 | 0.093 | 0.851 | 0.056 | -0.7749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 19 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 26 | 29 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 11 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 32 | 5 | 33 | 20 | 3 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 121 | 48 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129572 | 0.047299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.444635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.555771 | 0.064818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375297 | 0 | 0.119895 | 0 | 0.040539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174903 | 0 | 0.052008 | 0.08198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242957 | 0 | 0.068967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08142 | 0 | 0 | 0.059012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076613 | 0.083305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062365 | 0.067819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045244 | 0 | 0 | 0.148285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320107 | 0.045766 | 0.061589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049967 |
EDAnonymous | VTMongoose | 2019/03/29 | RENPHO "Fat Shaming Scale" parody video [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OI5Zssc3YHE](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OI5Zssc3YHE)
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Pretty funny video. Not one of my favorite Youtubers but he's pretty spot-on with this one. Thought you guys might get a chuckle. | 15.950455 | 22.128171 | 6.936591 | 60.024886 | 54.757576 | 5.724242 | 29.462121 | 7.168622 | 2.248339 | 233 | 7 | 22 | 2 | 4 | 54 | 30 | 33 | 0 | 0.637 | 0.363 | 0.9226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299214 | 0.335559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.561898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335559 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | KateBlake1998 | 2019/03/29 | Warning TMI and talk of fasting/restricting - has anyone else experienced this? Over the last three days all I have had to eat is half a mini pack of sushi and a chocolate bar. This is my first relapse of my ED in over a year and back then I used to abuse lax so it wasn't such an unexpected thing before but I haven't t... | 3.570858 | 4.340394 | 4.370543 | 89.47307 | 72.018868 | 7.291252 | 23.259577 | 7.348243 | 0.678718 | 600 | 14 | 133 | 6 | 11 | 193 | 101 | 159 | 0.094 | 0.824 | 0.082 | 0.0325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 23 | 27 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 12 | 2 | 14 | 20 | 3 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 95 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0.228823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135039 | 0.197881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198394 | 0 | 0.166361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395233 | 0.161332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097651 | 0 | 0.185432 | 0 | 0 | 0.164273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193563 | 0 | 0.170911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13389 | 0 | 0 | 0.211995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182019 | 0 | 0 | 0.155228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124367 |
EDAnonymous | cranberryb | 2019/03/29 | Is there one body part you blame most for your body dissatisfaction? I feel like the root of all my body-hatred is actually the smallest part of my body: my boobs (lol). If they had just kept up with the rest of my body as it grew, I feel like my body as a whole would have been okay. As it is, they make it obvious that... | 6.564286 | 4.629724 | 6.310476 | 87.222857 | 66.142857 | 10.304762 | 26.714286 | 8.841846 | 1.309057 | 390 | 6 | 96 | 5 | 5 | 122 | 58 | 105 | 0.117 | 0.801 | 0.083 | -0.7059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 11 | 9 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 18 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 14 | 4 | 13 | 11 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 65 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065642 | 0.096189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.834217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142402 | 0.201199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062664 | 0 | 0.094313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066688 | 0.102641 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | -Camellia-Sinensis- | 2019/03/29 | “It’s like you never eat. Maybe that’s why you feel like crap.” I actually eat quite a bit but my husband says this sometimes. We work together so it’s kind of obvious if I skip lunch. Honestly I eat all the fucking time. But I really want to try not to now. If he already thinks this, I may as well live up to it. 😅 | -1.52913 | 0.448055 | 1.637232 | 95.614109 | 97.550725 | 5.658551 | 18.494203 | 7.168622 | 0.388535 | 241 | 8 | 59 | 5 | 10 | 85 | 52 | 69 | 0.027 | 0.793 | 0.18 | 0.8496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 5 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 34 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.19252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.605609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099752 | 0.140939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192765 | 0 | 0.174204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209835 | 0 | 0 | 0.126385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126411 | 0 | 0 | 0.115037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177381 | 0 | 0.178017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | xrosieo | 2019/03/29 | I'm moving to Canada and I'm worried about the climate I know this is such a first world problem but please bare with me.
The average temp where I live currently is more on the warmer side, since I live in the south of the USA. I've been accepted into a university in Canada (I don't feel comfortable saying where sorr... | 4.406381 | 5.29538 | 5.65607 | 80.580333 | 70.180124 | 8.09057 | 27.679842 | 8.296473 | 1.867728 | 633 | 21 | 122 | 9 | 11 | 212 | 101 | 161 | 0.114 | 0.779 | 0.107 | 0.1883 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 28 | 25 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 18 | 5 | 16 | 18 | 5 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 81 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116005 | 0 | 0.147979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158517 | 0 | 0.234474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373342 | 0.129111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112539 | 0 | 0 | 0.204827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | voregeois | 2019/03/30 | my dad said I was too skinny today. I've been very sick for the last year and it's led to some dramatic weight loss. I was ~200lbs when it started. ive been so sick that I've been in the hospital for rehydration more than a few times. one time when I was getting back from a doctors appointment or something feeling lik... | 2.272302 | 4.173832 | 3.408276 | 90.493156 | 77.413793 | 6.116711 | 23.567639 | 7.010147 | 0.76213 | 558 | 18 | 117 | 6 | 13 | 180 | 89 | 145 | 0.131 | 0.682 | 0.187 | 0.7248 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 11 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 15 | 25 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 12 | 9 | 9 | 9 | 9 | 12 | 5 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 18 | 67 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104754 | 0 | 0.083046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141388 | 0 | 0 | 0.139439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068883 | 0.097324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251889 | 0.071176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266225 | 0 | 0 | 0.120561 | 0.114401 | 0.152409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209756 | 0 | 0 | 0.096426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158876 | 0 | 0.258264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331788 | 0.367467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087729 |
EDAnonymous | h8myselflol | 2019/03/30 | My boyfriend asked another woman for a full body pic. I did a terrible thing and snooped. I saw his message with a girl I don’t know on a texting app. He told her he liked her profile pic and then asked if she had a full body pic in the outfit.
You can bet I went home ASAP with some bullshit excuse just so I could bin... | 2.216977 | 3.373902 | 3.436349 | 93.401965 | 75.744186 | 6.40031 | 23.752713 | 6.742158 | 0.526454 | 471 | 14 | 109 | 4 | 10 | 153 | 94 | 129 | 0.077 | 0.791 | 0.131 | 0.7159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 13 | 6 | 13 | 15 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 18 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 60 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110021 | 0.169649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.539131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135153 | 0 | 0 | 0.16717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195635 | 0 | 0.124997 | 0.149571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162287 | 0.160692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168477 | 0.177829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154596 | 0 | 0 | 0.175979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149979 | 0.145989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throawaybecauseuhhhh | 2019/03/30 | I'm tired of feeling like a total failure. No matter what, my eating disorder makes me out to be an utter failure. I could fast for a week, and my conscience would tell me I'm a terrible person for doing this to my body when I have people who care about me. I could eat normally for a week, and feel like a failure becau... | 4.470119 | 4.98426 | 5.832698 | 80.725 | 69.833333 | 8.393651 | 32.095238 | 8.418075 | 2.458546 | 417 | 18 | 82 | 6 | 7 | 141 | 67 | 108 | 0.309 | 0.583 | 0.109 | -0.9777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 19 | 18 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 5 | 11 | 13 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 55 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15809 | 0.177292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.597195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147549 | 0.208471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13806 | 0.097394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101153 | 0.1274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103648 | 0 | 0.177292 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | happyishpenguin | 2019/03/30 | So scared of gaining I want to get healthier and stop caring so much about what I eat & weigh, but I’m terrified of none of my clothes fitting anymore, plus I have no money to buy new clothes... not to mention, my family is “so proud” of my weight loss.
I’m about 3lbs from being underweight and I’ve stopped having... | 2.689098 | 3.792739 | 3.560718 | 93.18316 | 74.481172 | 6.482659 | 21.645979 | 6.691623 | 0.233371 | 887 | 20 | 202 | 7 | 18 | 283 | 132 | 239 | 0.15 | 0.72 | 0.13 | -0.6231 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 19 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 17 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 34 | 39 | 23 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 8 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 30 | 6 | 28 | 25 | 12 | 24 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 21 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 132 | 39 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212271 | 0.213876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054387 | 0 | 0.059162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221304 | 0 | 0 | 0.069775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104334 | 0 | 0.092124 | 0.087417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069487 | 0 | 0.104581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121919 | 0.083091 | 0.11064 | 0.229573 | 0 | 0 | 0.100539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118517 | 0 | 0 | 0.07054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0889 | 0.198043 | 0 | 0.416883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08014 | 0 | 0 | 0.073682 | 0 | 0 | 0.174062 | 0 | 0 | 0.119168 | 0 | 0 | 0.098112 | 0 | 0 | 0.083671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098673 | 0.099471 | 0 | 0.141352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0614 | 0 | 0 | 0.253528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | idonotdometh | 2019/03/30 | Food Dreams For the past two weeks I've been dreaming about eating huge amounts food almost every night. I wake up in the morning panicked that I just ate 1000 calories and can't eat any more the rest of the day. I can't avoid thinking about food even in my sleep lmao...does this happen to anyone else? | 2.261694 | 4.519203 | 2.109426 | 98.046981 | 79 | 4.066667 | 20.002732 | 3.1291 | -0.63333 | 241 | 6 | 51 | 0 | 6 | 71 | 49 | 61 | 0.05 | 0.835 | 0.115 | 0.4382 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 27 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131683 | 0.192963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385411 | 0.157323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124388 | 0 | 0.158674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.683178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rich_random_guy | 2019/03/30 | Unsure if I fit here, but I'll try. Idk what it is with me in the last few days. I've been in the hospital for some time (accident related) and since I got out I've barely eaten. It's not like I force myself to not eat or that I don't enjoy it. I'm just apparently fine with eating one sandwich and that's it per day. An... | -0.380921 | 1.432125 | 2.554474 | 93.668816 | 85.973684 | 5.905263 | 16.078947 | 7.168622 | -0.168574 | 263 | 5 | 64 | 4 | 8 | 93 | 56 | 76 | 0.161 | 0.786 | 0.054 | -0.7859 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 38 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199439 | 0.292251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.583722 | 0.238273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Best__Wishes | 2019/03/30 | Any downsides of drinking monster ultra / sugar-free energy drinks? Okay so let's talk some Monster Zero Ultra, my friends. Today ya girl broke down and said uh huh it's time let's try this baby, and of course this sub knows its shit bc that's some holy water in a 16 oz can when fasting.
But...
I've got this worry t... | 8.580126 | 7.899575 | 8.183923 | 71.362424 | 61.407407 | 11.002694 | 33.988215 | 10.230975 | 3.355191 | 926 | 31 | 161 | 17 | 11 | 295 | 139 | 216 | 0.114 | 0.783 | 0.102 | -0.699 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 36 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 14 | 15 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 27 | 23 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 6 | 14 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 17 | 5 | 20 | 13 | 3 | 25 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 16 | 95 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109005 | 0 | 0 | 0.11109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.639454 | 0 | 0.133587 | 0 | 0 | 0.11563 | 0 | 0 | 0.086228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111047 | 0 | 0 | 0.100864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1095 | 0.104414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136262 | 0 | 0.11604 | 0 | 0 | 0.071748 | 0.106417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098158 | 0.104932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086733 | 0 | 0 | 0.103643 | 0.076126 | 0 | 0.247495 | 0 | 0 | 0.177272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132581 | 0 | 0.09274 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | withfeathers | 2019/03/30 | Any downsides to drinking monster ultra / sugar-free energy drinks? Okay so let's talk some Monster Zero Ultra, my friends. Today ya girl broke down and said uh huh it's time let's try this baby, and of course this sub knows its shit bc that's some holy water in a 16 oz can when fasting.
\~But\~
I've got this worry... | 8.014432 | 8.033355 | 7.61273 | 72.691477 | 62.271889 | 10.366974 | 33.290707 | 9.928628 | 3.210699 | 940 | 33 | 161 | 17 | 12 | 297 | 140 | 217 | 0.114 | 0.784 | 0.102 | -0.699 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 41 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 14 | 15 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 27 | 23 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 6 | 14 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 17 | 5 | 20 | 13 | 3 | 25 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 16 | 95 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136726 | 0.153333 | 0.257438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105362 | 0 | 0 | 0.107377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.618085 | 0 | 0.129123 | 0 | 0 | 0.111766 | 0 | 0 | 0.083347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107336 | 0 | 0 | 0.097493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105841 | 0.100925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131708 | 0 | 0.112162 | 0 | 0 | 0.06935 | 0.102861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094878 | 0.101426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083834 | 0 | 0 | 0.10018 | 0.073582 | 0 | 0.239225 | 0 | 0 | 0.171348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128151 | 0 | 0.089641 | 0 | 0.153333 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 030729 | 2019/03/30 | Took Laxatives For the First Time Had a massive B/P session yesterday that left me feeling bloated today so I thought why not let's pop some laxatives. I've watched a few ED people talk about how bad they are and I agree, they totally suck. BUT .. I am loving how completely empty I feel .. I feel like the sin I committ... | 2.233375 | 4.539378 | 3.945 | 84.59 | 79.375 | 8 | 27.5 | 8.841846 | 2.4675 | 317 | 14 | 62 | 8 | 8 | 106 | 61 | 80 | 0.173 | 0.666 | 0.161 | -0.2584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 14 | 14 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 10 | 3 | 3 | 9 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 38 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179129 | 0.194508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353368 | 0.166424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253107 | 0.238213 | 0 | 0.11381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184941 | 0.135838 | 0 | 0.441629 | 0 | 0.258822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | salletite-wishing | 2019/03/30 | Sick from mental and physical stress (warning: numbers) So... Wednesday night I ate 800 calories that day and burned 739 over the course of an hour and forty-five minutes and had an hour long panic attack later that night (full on bawling, rocking back and forth, coughing to the point where I was scared I was going to... | 4.217789 | 5.965893 | 4.355169 | 86.436005 | 71.660099 | 6.848399 | 27.465825 | 7.41366 | 1.491966 | 832 | 30 | 157 | 9 | 16 | 258 | 121 | 203 | 0.126 | 0.761 | 0.113 | 0.3476 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 25 | 24 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 2 | 11 | 3 | 25 | 12 | 4 | 43 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 24 | 96 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099455 | 0 | 0 | 0.137493 | 0 | 0.092932 | 0.201822 | 0 | 0 | 0.102841 | 0 | 0 | 0.213777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118394 | 0 | 0.247334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063143 | 0 | 0.068686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35706 | 0 | 0 | 0.136433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125854 | 0 | 0.098515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128709 | 0 | 0.183835 | 0 | 0.1418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228498 | 0 | 0 | 0.368866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085543 | 0 | 0.28955 | 0 | 0.138442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | EmissaryOfLiight | 2019/03/30 | Passed out for the first time ...and I have mixed feelings about it. it was definitely a very scary thing to go through but as fxcked up as it is, my brain is kinda sorta.... satisfied?? like "you're not eating enough to the point of passing out? well done!!!"
I passed out at home (luckily) I was walking to my room t... | -0.216931 | 2.000435 | 1.481422 | 98.563176 | 90.216216 | 4.43269 | 17.838481 | 5.985473 | -0.467271 | 813 | 22 | 191 | 7 | 28 | 263 | 125 | 222 | 0.037 | 0.852 | 0.111 | 0.9571 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 1 | 18 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 27 | 31 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 9 | 28 | 2 | 35 | 11 | 2 | 43 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 27 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 129 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127423 | 0 | 0 | 0.127597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122071 | 0 | 0.12268 | 0 | 0 | 0.079598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29008 | 0 | 0.145766 | 0 | 0.149344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074209 | 0 | 0.104433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11697 | 0 | 0.402025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.425612 | 0 | 0 | 0.063793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111511 | 0.124207 | 0 | 0.261458 | 0 | 0.104052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Kokuno | 2019/03/30 | Feeling like I'm not as strong as I thought I was after a comment (Warning: Relapse) Sorry if this is a mess, I'm a mess rn. If there's anything too triggering lmk and I'll take it out of the story.
So my boyfriend and I were getting my safe food (chipotle, no nuts/250-300 calories for my meal without chips) on Tuesda... | 3.171086 | 4.481059 | 4.21491 | 88.153068 | 73.584718 | 7.095248 | 26.708219 | 7.586125 | 1.35078 | 1,154 | 41 | 242 | 14 | 23 | 375 | 164 | 301 | 0.1 | 0.754 | 0.145 | 0.9147 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 56 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 16 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 39 | 33 | 22 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 17 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 27 | 10 | 33 | 24 | 1 | 28 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 138 | 41 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097166 | 0.105112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090793 | 0.098588 | 0.143956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059703 | 0.084353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06169 | 0 | 0 | 0.099036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064891 | 0.096247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094247 | 0 | 0 | 0.087552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11678 | 0.132176 | 0 | 0 | 0.094295 | 0 | 0 | 0.123438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177556 | 0 | 0.103203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156888 | 0 | 0 | 0.093739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131186 | 0.320662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069644 | 0.093723 | 0.189426 | 0.431353 | 0 | 0 | 0.106545 | 0 | 0 | 0.113821 | 0 | 0.08596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | raisemeupdemo | 2019/03/30 | ed twitter i know this has been talked about but i wanted to rant. i think ed twitter is the worst ed community next to tumblr pro ana.
1. EVERYTHING is considered pro ana, you literally can’t express a thought without someone calling you pro ana
2. there is always fighting. I have actually never been in an ed commu... | 3.03483 | 5.348847 | 4.425614 | 82.133743 | 76.684211 | 7.169591 | 31.608187 | 8.167269 | 2.499047 | 387 | 20 | 74 | 7 | 9 | 128 | 65 | 95 | 0.175 | 0.825 | 0 | -0.9549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 11 | 12 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 47 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374425 | 0 | 0.196418 | 0 | 0.270846 | 0 | 0 | 0.244364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163183 | 0 | 0.202181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | captainamyyy | 2019/03/30 | why is this disorder so triggering it’s always a competition with people I love and eat around for me to eat less. my bf had some medical issues with his stomach and couldn’t keep anything down a couple years before I knew him as did he lost a lot of weight. he’s ‘6”3 and dropped down from his original 160 lbs to 130 l... | 4.649057 | 4.97024 | 5.30534 | 85.345557 | 69.377358 | 8.624151 | 27.849686 | 8.548687 | 1.734486 | 612 | 19 | 131 | 9 | 10 | 198 | 99 | 159 | 0.067 | 0.836 | 0.098 | 0.5932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 15 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 35 | 25 | 13 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 19 | 4 | 22 | 12 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 87 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112575 | 0.121781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218448 | 0.151367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.419942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06917 | 0.09773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285568 | 0 | 0.121594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149334 | 0.116303 | 0.123468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118151 | 0 | 0 | 0.161377 | 0 | 0 | 0.333172 | 0 | 0 | 0.123441 | 0 | 0.157313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088095 |
EDAnonymous | wrinkle-crease | 2019/03/30 | I just ripped my pants I couldn’t feel more fat!! You know when you wash your jeans and they’re tight when they dry? Well this morning I put on a pair of freshly washed and dried jeans and as I was pulling them up, they ripped along the side where the belt loop is and underneath. I am devastated 😭 awful way to start t... | 1.899167 | 3.637995 | 2.018235 | 100.778725 | 77.970588 | 5.709804 | 18.686275 | 6.427356 | -0.486831 | 255 | 5 | 63 | 2 | 6 | 76 | 53 | 68 | 0.115 | 0.853 | 0.032 | -0.7568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 38 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.507505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40072 | 0 | 0 | 0.453913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | winEblues | 2019/03/30 | I'm not hungry, but... 22 hours into fast. Told my fiance I'll make dinner tonight (he always cooks, and my GI condition is always "playing up again"). I got the ingredients to make tofu pad Thai. And dammit, I'm not hungry and I don't want to fuck up my fast, but shit I just want that delicious pad Thai in my mouth.
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EDAnonymous | _creepycrawlies | 2019/03/30 | anyone getting sick of binging? i’m sick of doing this, at this point i don’t even know if i want to and i know i’m gonna feel sick and regret it but i just can’t stop myself, it’s kinda like a habit or ritual now and it feels weird if i don’t do it | -1.444536 | -0.107565 | 1.915984 | 99.433866 | 86.868852 | 4.722404 | 13.445355 | 5.461319 | -1.273822 | 193 | 2 | 53 | 1 | 6 | 70 | 39 | 61 | 0.231 | 0.7 | 0.069 | -0.8042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 32 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.399184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | livpagano | 2019/03/31 | Recovery kinda sucks. I hate to be a downer and my judgement is definitely skewed because I’m in the early stages of a relapse but all of that aside, recovery sucks. I was unhappy in my eating disorder and I’m still unhappy! I’ve been discharged for about 5 months and I know it’s still early but I’m not as happy as I t... | 0.464805 | 2.883394 | 3.197416 | 85.853266 | 89.649351 | 6.716364 | 23.284416 | 7.908726 | 1.687245 | 295 | 12 | 59 | 7 | 10 | 103 | 50 | 77 | 0.31 | 0.667 | 0.022 | -0.9741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 9 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 36 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208959 | 0.306202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305793 | 0.249647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318126 | 0 | 0.295048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.477316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Annielizabeth319 | 2019/03/31 | Flavored Aligners?! What in the...?! Is this a joke lmao? Food flavored aligners. I can get a zero cal taste of food and straighten my teeth at the same time! Sorry for the long a** link, I’m on mobile.
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EDAnonymous | hetleyx | 2019/03/31 | Water weight? So I’ve gained 21 pounds from binging.
However, I don’t look like I did when I weighed 135 (the weight I am now).
Does this mean that most of it is water? Or is it probably just me trying to underplay how bad this is? | -0.332993 | 1.815726 | 1.803163 | 96.680527 | 89.612245 | 5.715646 | 18.370748 | 7.168622 | 0.195773 | 177 | 5 | 42 | 3 | 6 | 59 | 39 | 49 | 0.071 | 0.809 | 0.12 | 0.3439 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 27 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.72942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Aghbugs | 2019/03/31 | just spent 6 hours binging and purging feels bad dude. i feel so trapped in this cycle and lifestyle | 3.399474 | 6.151479 | 2.399211 | 94.781974 | 77.947368 | 3.8 | 30.552632 | 3.1291 | 0.862347 | 81 | 4 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 18 | 19 | 0.344 | 0.656 | 0 | -0.8345 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.509118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.616619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.600484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | annieedisonirl | 2019/03/31 | "Helpful" Comments Nothing pisses me off more than hearing from people who have never had anorexia about how to best deal with it. Like, I've been hospitalized. I'm in therapy multiple times per week. I go to a group therapy session twice a week. I've been dealing with it for five years. Sometimes I'm good and my BMI i... | 3.958997 | 5.996437 | 4.676366 | 82.660157 | 72.980392 | 7.410853 | 29.115367 | 8.208942 | 2.148266 | 2,107 | 88 | 388 | 34 | 43 | 676 | 216 | 510 | 0.112 | 0.763 | 0.125 | 0.7494 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 77 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 28 | 6 | 1 | 22 | 0 | 44 | 15 | 1 | 12 | 4 | 73 | 75 | 24 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 42 | 21 | 11 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 18 | 9 | 52 | 16 | 57 | 46 | 8 | 43 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 67 | 17 | 2 | 8 | 16 | 263 | 94 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119522 | 0.13404 | 0.075015 | 0.057835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042411 | 0 | 0.134489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225279 | 0 | 0.112469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189639 | 0 | 0.048267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.027888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133388 | 0 | 0.042613 | 0 | 0.115266 | 0 | 0.094038 | 0.27757 | 0 | 0.060809 | 0 | 0 | 0.048774 | 0 | 0 | 0.108909 | 0 | 0 | 0.062164 | 0 | 0.221817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062264 | 0 | 0.057568 | 0 | 0.049025 | 0 | 0 | 0.030312 | 0 | 0.062218 | 0 | 0.059926 | 0 | 0.038958 | 0.053892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046317 | 0 | 0 | 0.046891 | 0 | 0.052189 | 0.073633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111126 | 0 | 0.117022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108081 | 0.052923 | 0 | 0 | 0.176216 | 0.112124 | 0.041948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191189 | 0.096319 | 0 | 0.121088 | 0 | 0 | 0.211294 | 0 | 0 | 0.105552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062779 | 0 | 0.056709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141307 | 0.052465 | 0.087724 | 0 | 0 | 0.043952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280398 | 0.042461 | 0.05455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04147 | 0 | 0.096416 | 0 | 0.12615 | 0 | 0.109928 | 0.035341 | 0 | 0 | 0.032162 | 0 | 0.052281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.032532 | 0.131339 | 0.088485 | 0.067164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056208 | 0.078362 | 0.060304 | 0.13404 | 0.071037 |
EDAnonymous | cosmicjellyfish03 | 2019/03/31 | Monster Zero + MiO Has anyone else tried this??? I’m so tired of drinking the same flavors of monster so i got a mio flavor i thought would be good with the white monster, i got the berry blast electrolyte one, and hooo boy is it GOOD
I’m so excited to experiment with new flavors now !!! | 2.560345 | 4.356958 | 3.785724 | 88.58169 | 76.241379 | 6.01931 | 28.841379 | 6.742158 | 1.37452 | 224 | 10 | 46 | 2 | 5 | 73 | 41 | 58 | 0.06 | 0.769 | 0.171 | 0.7846 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 26 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187989 | 0.275473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263375 | 0 | 0 | 0.224593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.451004 | 0.430054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21344 | 0 | 0.309008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190986 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | whatarethissssssss | 2019/03/31 | Does anyone else keep clothing as inspiration? maybe im just weird but i have a bra and some shirts that are too small from my lowest weight that ive kept to inspire myself to lose weight, and i wondered if anyone else has done this? | 5.042908 | 5.579844 | 4.830638 | 88.333333 | 68.574468 | 7.11773 | 24.177305 | 6.427356 | 0.546594 | 186 | 4 | 39 | 1 | 3 | 57 | 38 | 47 | 0.164 | 0.699 | 0.137 | -0.1053 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 24 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297578 | 0.43606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186215 | 0.21776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229851 | 0 | 0 | 0.189139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.518246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ibapconflicted | 2019/03/31 | i don’t want to die but i can’t stop everything hurts most days and i’m so tired all the time but i’m not even really that skinny? like 16.7 bmi or some shit
my heart rate gets so low when i sleep though it scares me
i don’t know what to do
i feel like i’m dying | -2.16631 | -0.42507 | 0.40506 | 106.184732 | 94.555556 | 4.419841 | 9.462302 | 5.985473 | -1.800522 | 205 | 1 | 59 | 2 | 8 | 69 | 46 | 63 | 0.341 | 0.549 | 0.11 | -0.9622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 11 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 11 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 30 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.489851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119326 | 0.168595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242245 | 0 | 0 | 0.236165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231864 | 0 | 0.13761 | 0.271241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | n34543 | 2019/04/01 | Deleted Peach I deleted my peach and now I regret it :/ The community there was really supportive but I felt so insecure. I felt jealous/fat/ugly so I impulsively deleted my peach. I regret it now because there were a lot of people that I had saved as favorites because I liked seeing their posts): | 1.530397 | 4.22347 | 3.69381 | 79.662302 | 95.071429 | 6.060317 | 25.865079 | 7.38713 | 2.163391 | 236 | 11 | 39 | 5 | 9 | 80 | 37 | 56 | 0.194 | 0.602 | 0.204 | 0.1586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 11 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 30 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.611352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | solaris-et-lunara | 2019/04/01 | A letter to my barista: I decided I would get coffee today on my free period. I only had about 20 minutes to order and then bust out a couple sentences in an essay, and know even if I didn’t have an hour to cozy up and watch the sleet fall, I could still enjoy my short break. Besides, going somewhere besides school and... | 3.4439 | 5.020224 | 4.203692 | 87.439247 | 73.340771 | 6.922536 | 24.405732 | 7.51619 | 1.073752 | 1,942 | 58 | 391 | 23 | 39 | 621 | 245 | 493 | 0.074 | 0.811 | 0.115 | 0.9419 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 70 | 0 | 19 | 1 | 2 | 22 | 23 | 5 | 2 | 25 | 1 | 28 | 10 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 73 | 64 | 38 | 0 | 19 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 22 | 7 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 14 | 65 | 18 | 63 | 41 | 5 | 82 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 30 | 46 | 2 | 17 | 28 | 242 | 74 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065107 | 0.273491 | 0 | 0 | 0.056237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233574 | 0.080924 | 0 | 0 | 0.0754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152824 | 0.083821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038211 | 0 | 0.041565 | 0.061343 | 0.058494 | 0 | 0.080568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154545 | 0.073362 | 0.072641 | 0.072025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071461 | 0.073302 | 0 | 0 | 0.184248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074149 | 0.293901 | 0.079667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070636 | 0 | 0 | 0.214974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055624 | 0 | 0.17162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152111 | 0 | 0.229236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315413 | 0 | 0 | 0.073522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062458 | 0 | 0.058161 | 0 | 0.148036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112608 | 0 | 0.16374 | 0 | 0 | 0.058407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277299 | 0 | 0.081257 | 0.049655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106488 | 0 | 0 | 0.103908 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shardofopal | 2019/04/01 | How do I trick myself into thinking I should eat food if I see it as a reward for good, moral behaviour and I am a shitty person? Does anyone understand my type of ED at all? My eating disorder might be a little bit different from most here, but I am hoping someone here can help me. My issues don't stem from body dysph... | 2.411169 | 3.761471 | 4.331039 | 86.402273 | 75.590909 | 6.755844 | 23.707792 | 7.338185 | 0.950352 | 1,640 | 49 | 344 | 19 | 35 | 560 | 193 | 440 | 0.191 | 0.662 | 0.147 | -0.956 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 54 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 12 | 13 | 29 | 4 | 1 | 32 | 0 | 42 | 21 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 49 | 62 | 29 | 0 | 10 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 25 | 14 | 17 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 16 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 55 | 16 | 50 | 49 | 10 | 43 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 21 | 1 | 13 | 17 | 251 | 80 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046579 | 0 | 0.06311 | 0.070775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097266 | 0.071012 | 0.128656 | 0.049563 | 0 | 0 | 0.103028 | 0.06359 | 0.064698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061617 | 0 | 0 | 0.125887 | 0 | 0.046505 | 0 | 0 | 0.075128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060855 | 0.066755 | 0 | 0.152915 | 0.119212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076942 | 0 | 0.049075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.029451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053236 | 0 | 0.633882 | 0 | 0.045001 | 0.053848 | 0.030431 | 0 | 0.033103 | 0.097708 | 0.139754 | 0.064216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039041 | 0.06154 | 0 | 0.057851 | 0 | 0 | 0.062354 | 0 | 0 | 0.060794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041141 | 0.028456 | 0.116756 | 0 | 0.051546 | 0.048912 | 0.130325 | 0 | 0.099037 | 0 | 0.055114 | 0.03888 | 0 | 0 | 0.063447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042818 | 0.043189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080761 | 0.305149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058262 | 0 | 0.037314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058948 | 0.046415 | 0 | 0.18229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098703 | 0.134522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038696 | 0.074643 | 0 | 0 | 0.067927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07909 | 0 | 0 | 0.121272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048059 | 0 | 0.092466 | 0.046721 | 0.212784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063683 | 0.070775 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | oanbjfknabd | 2019/04/01 | Does social eating / peer pressure ever hurl you into binge mode? I was doing OMAD and was doing really well. Theeeeen, the last three days, I've binged (which I'm upset as hell about) because there was one social event each day which I was pressured into eating when I wasn't hungry and couldn't stop eating the rest of... | 7.115161 | 6.63368 | 6.38228 | 82.433419 | 64.268817 | 8.730323 | 25.051613 | 7.554174 | 1.129114 | 380 | 6 | 73 | 3 | 5 | 116 | 64 | 93 | 0.18 | 0.776 | 0.044 | -0.9234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 3 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 47 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.662149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.494731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | LemonyHummingbird | 2019/04/01 | Is anyone else’s brain not very nice? I know many people who have eating disorders have a distorted way of thinking about food and their self image. My brain, however, tonight has taken to be a giant asshole. I’ve had an eating disorder since I was 14 (18 now) and I’ve been recovering from it for a few years. Everyone ... | 2.428605 | 3.967681 | 4.138655 | 87.018235 | 75.941176 | 7.680672 | 23.319328 | 8.418075 | 1.316286 | 642 | 19 | 138 | 12 | 14 | 216 | 105 | 170 | 0.12 | 0.752 | 0.128 | 0.5402 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 22 | 11 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 26 | 31 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 5 | 19 | 4 | 15 | 17 | 4 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 90 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210365 | 0.154131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167092 | 0 | 0.335855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.461776 | 0.125663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14374 | 0 | 0.147147 | 0 | 0 | 0.076061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137488 | 0 | 0.181898 | 0 | 0 | 0.139068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100412 | 0.15251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156929 | 0 | 0 | 0.124436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141777 | 0 | 0.113103 | 0 | 0.131481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124119 | 0.088726 | 0.119403 | 0 | 0.183181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096871 |
EDAnonymous | Melusedek | 2019/04/01 | As a bulimic who can purge without using their fingers... Weird flex but ok | 0.752619 | 2.638437 | 2.244286 | 87.284048 | 111.142857 | 4.72381 | 26.095238 | 6.427356 | 1.730981 | 59 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 19 | 14 | 14 | 0.089 | 0.726 | 0.185 | 0.3506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.667303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.744786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | agnesiscalling | 2019/04/01 | Losing/gaining the same 10lbs For the past three weeks I’ve been gaining and loosing the same 10lbs and it’s. so. annoying. I’ve lost 55 lbs total from my heaviest weight (~230 lbs) and 40 of those have been just within this past year. I’ve been doing so well and now I’ve been going from 175 to 185 back to 175 and it’s... | -0.146558 | 2.024585 | 1.620592 | 98.216471 | 88.787234 | 4.452399 | 17.513976 | 5.900189 | -0.503259 | 513 | 13 | 119 | 4 | 17 | 167 | 80 | 141 | 0.15 | 0.748 | 0.102 | -0.7341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 16 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 18 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 11 | 8 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 71 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16961 | 0 | 0 | 0.104267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129586 | 0.089631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154064 | 0 | 0.400546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10698 | 0.210865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147164 | 0.446821 | 0.164957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118145 |
EDAnonymous | cloakofdirt | 2019/04/01 | What's your skin care routine? By which I mean how do you try and mitigate the damage that restricting can do to it? My complexion just breaks down when I'm restricting: acne that doesn't heal for weeks, blotchiness, huge dry patches... how do you guys look after yourself? | 3.710588 | 6.316672 | 3.889961 | 85.340824 | 75.862745 | 8.001569 | 25.886275 | 8.841846 | 2.197303 | 217 | 8 | 40 | 5 | 5 | 67 | 44 | 51 | 0.158 | 0.744 | 0.097 | -0.533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 26 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.455234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.442103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.486367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | LowCalPal | 2019/04/01 | I watch those 10k calorie challenges on YouTube and all I can think is, "I could DESTROY you" It almost (**almost**) makes me want to know how big my biggest binge ever was, because these girls and their 10,000 calories challenges just don't seem like anything I couldn't inhale over the course of a shitty Tuesday after... | 3.211555 | 5.637352 | 3.357081 | 89.452751 | 76.631579 | 5.198086 | 25.275917 | 6.112484 | 0.805607 | 471 | 17 | 87 | 3 | 11 | 144 | 84 | 114 | 0.164 | 0.767 | 0.069 | -0.9346 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 26 | 19 | 7 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 17 | 3 | 7 | 11 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 60 | 24 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.407425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142248 | 0 | 0.167411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124013 | 0 | 0.17311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324855 | 0 | 0 | 0.1312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.416333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134368 | 0.18402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260708 | 0 | 0 | 0.118625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144515 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fragilelavender | 2019/04/01 | How do I talk to my therapist about my ED? The following situation recurs in every therapy session I have. My therapist asks me how I’m doing and how my ED has been since the last session. And no matter how bad it has been and how horrible I feel I ALWAYS dial it down, because I feel like I’m not entitled to have an ED... | 3.146855 | 3.296581 | 5.490484 | 83.305726 | 72.629032 | 9.103226 | 29.209677 | 9.188382 | 2.262084 | 443 | 17 | 100 | 9 | 8 | 158 | 69 | 124 | 0.17 | 0.79 | 0.039 | -0.9548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 23 | 22 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 19 | 1 | 14 | 19 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 72 | 24 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299422 | 0.155773 | 0 | 0 | 0.127309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312624 | 0.228242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283976 | 0.133742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102885 | 0.1526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154861 | 0.210431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300943 | 0 | 0 | 0.21409 | 0.434728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110421 | 0 | 0 | 0.22797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ThnksFrThMemeries | 2019/04/01 | Stomach bug making its round I guess there’s a stomach bug going around in my town because people at work and in class are getting it. My natural reaction is, “What about me??” Which I know is already fucking sick in itself. Why would I want to wish illness upon myself for the sake of losing water weight?
DAE? | 3.724 | 5.644983 | 4.626667 | 83.265 | 73.333333 | 6.133333 | 27 | 6.742158 | 1.3784 | 244 | 9 | 43 | 2 | 5 | 79 | 52 | 60 | 0.151 | 0.75 | 0.099 | -0.6545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 30 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261193 | 0.147609 | 0 | 0.160567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166642 | 0 | 0 | 0.344043 | 0 | 0 | 0.254938 | 0 | 0.324894 | 0 | 0 | 0.205684 | 0 | 0 | 0.2007 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MonstersareComing | 2019/04/01 | Why do friends from high school feel obligated to comment on your weight? I just rant into a friend from high school and her first sentence was Oh you've gained a lot of weight. And I was like yeah I've put on some weight and she insisted that it was *a lot*.
I haven't seen you in such a long time, how in the world i... | 0.563306 | 2.999942 | 1.230887 | 100.041331 | 89.241935 | 4.712903 | 18.233871 | 6.322622 | -0.340006 | 477 | 13 | 110 | 5 | 16 | 145 | 71 | 124 | 0.04 | 0.755 | 0.205 | 0.961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 13 | 7 | 15 | 11 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 64 | 20 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184113 | 0 | 0 | 0.250844 | 0.100053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15862 | 0 | 0 | 0.095776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.658946 | 0 | 0 | 0.195313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | carbslut | 2019/04/01 | I can’t decide whether to eat zero calories today or 10,000 There’s no in between. | 5.632941 | 5.632298 | 6.310588 | 80.097647 | 67.235294 | 6.8 | 34.647059 | 3.1291 | 1.947988 | 67 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 22 | 17 | 17 | 0.145 | 0.855 | 0 | -0.296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.733607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.679574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | artsypear | 2019/04/01 | 3 days so far of normal eating lately ive been attempting to slowly get out of an ed. i stopped using laxatives (and i am having normal bms now!!) and ive been eating normal portioned(maybe a bit less but i get full very easily and that usually triggers a binge) meals, breakfast lunch and dinner. with the support of my... | 3.8484 | 5.586812 | 5.018333 | 81.3475 | 72.6 | 8.2 | 25.833333 | 8.841846 | 2.050733 | 303 | 10 | 56 | 6 | 6 | 100 | 56 | 75 | 0.019 | 0.798 | 0.183 | 0.9362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 7 | 11 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 37 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.586531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172342 | 0.219769 | 0.164644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | zyz129492 | 2019/04/01 | I woke up this morning and immediately had a breakdown First time poster (on this account, old one got found by RL people). I've been restricting again. I have felt so out of control in my life recently and at least food can be controlled.
I'm the primary caretaker of my mother-in-law who has cancer, in school full-t... | 3.59472 | 4.9256 | 4.700062 | 85.005648 | 72.561644 | 7.774844 | 28.34122 | 8.296473 | 1.870912 | 570 | 22 | 117 | 9 | 11 | 187 | 99 | 146 | 0.112 | 0.85 | 0.038 | -0.8516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 18 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 23 | 27 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 16 | 2 | 16 | 20 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 81 | 24 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146711 | 0 | 0 | 0.119903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184867 | 0 | 0.395513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.360837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169294 | 0 | 0 | 0.149977 | 0.426411 | 0.193325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100206 | 0 | 0.141018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124539 | 0.086141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129615 | 0.130738 | 0.135988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185017 | 0 | 0.119478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | slicerpunk | 2019/04/01 | anyone else really insecure about or scared that you will trigger someone with your ribs showing/hipbones sticking out/etc? im in a relationship with a person who also struggles with an eating disorder. i keep on feeling really bad about having my bones stick out even though i really like that they do. i just feel like... | 5.168293 | 7.320884 | 5.995618 | 73.984646 | 69.97561 | 8.822439 | 30.999187 | 9.3871 | 3.181723 | 534 | 23 | 87 | 12 | 10 | 175 | 88 | 123 | 0.177 | 0.692 | 0.131 | -0.7932 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 17 | 4 | 10 | 13 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 55 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100795 | 0.147702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240723 | 0.087874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150609 | 0.165212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147505 | 0.120421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160769 | 0.095212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291552 | 0.308949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31142 | 0 | 0 | 0.12813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277044 | 0 | 0 | 0.154766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095769 | 0 | 0.14163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | N7girl | 2019/04/01 | Why do I do this? Today I ordered Korean food, barely finished it, then later ordered a large New York pepperoni pizza and ate two slices. It’s not a full blown binge, but I feel so much guilt and shame, like I can’t fucking control my cravings. The pizza didn’t even satisfy me. It’s like I’m wracking my brain to figur... | 2.237326 | 4.282591 | 3.695523 | 87.714448 | 78.069767 | 6.160465 | 25.866279 | 7.168622 | 1.235423 | 334 | 13 | 67 | 4 | 8 | 110 | 62 | 86 | 0.178 | 0.601 | 0.22 | 0.5036 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 36 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318473 | 0 | 0 | 0.243485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19361 | 0 | 0 | 0.254368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | matchamichelle | 2019/04/01 | New Month, New Me (?) I'm hoping that April will be a completely binge-free month for me. I'm going to give it all I've got. My 2nd goal is to restrict at least below 900 cal every day. For the weekends, I'm setting the ideal bar at <800, and weekdays <700. Ultimately, I wan't to lose 5 pounds or more by the end ... | 2.839748 | 3.820862 | 3.580631 | 93.658836 | 73.954128 | 6.183945 | 20.96445 | 5.985473 | -0.079928 | 404 | 8 | 93 | 2 | 8 | 128 | 76 | 109 | 0.042 | 0.769 | 0.189 | 0.9427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 16 | 10 | 3 | 23 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 16 | 45 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191394 | 0.11339 | 0 | 0.159571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.637008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | RachLizbeth_ | 2019/04/01 | Yikes 😬 So I work around a lot of social workers/therapists/etc. who have a lot of experience working with people with eating disorders as well as an array of mental health issues. I usually have my first meal of the day when I first get to work. I arrive a little early and it keeps me from being a hangry bitch throug... | 3.559354 | 5.58937 | 4.850526 | 81.012372 | 74.078125 | 6.998295 | 24.136364 | 7.846245 | 1.462553 | 1,042 | 32 | 185 | 15 | 22 | 345 | 148 | 256 | 0.037 | 0.831 | 0.132 | 0.9717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 0 | 11 | 19 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 33 | 29 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 14 | 15 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 10 | 31 | 10 | 27 | 21 | 3 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 13 | 14 | 1 | 5 | 20 | 122 | 36 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0.08771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080012 | 0 | 0 | 0.084445 | 0 | 0 | 0.10958 | 0 | 0.076481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091638 | 0 | 0 | 0.077423 | 0 | 0.097128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057965 | 0.092662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.459847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10024 | 0 | 0.081301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08792 | 0 | 0 | 0.090892 | 0.12842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152903 | 0.326049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092243 | 0.191076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097086 | 0.093811 | 0 | 0.079889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131732 | 0.090083 | 0 | 0 | 0.226429 | 0 | 0 | 0.152825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181155 | 0.095348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084346 | 0 | 0 | 0.204657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0858 | 0.186934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059712 | 0.057591 | 0 | 0 | 0.05241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09899 | 0 | 0.053013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kingofsomecosmos | 2019/04/01 | Guess who forgot what happens when you eat too much sugar free candy Went to the movies and loaded up on candy at cvs to take in. I grabbed sugar free to rationalize the binge to come. A pack of red vines and life savers down and my guts are rumbling. I guess I don't have to worry about all the popcorn I ate. :/ | 4.303154 | 4.360037 | 4.9075 | 88.82125 | 70.076923 | 7.115385 | 23.942308 | 5.985473 | 0.420769 | 243 | 5 | 54 | 1 | 4 | 78 | 50 | 65 | 0.036 | 0.831 | 0.134 | 0.7654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 4 | 12 | 8 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 34 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.66671 | 0 | 0.267594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Anonymous_fiend | 2019/04/02 | Does it really matter what scale I buy? I need a new scale. My old scale died but it sucked and would tell me different weight readings, I usually like analog but it might be nice to get another digital. Plus they look nicer. Any recommendations for a cheap nice scale? Does it even matter? I know those biometrics are n... | 3.198 | 6.101152 | 4.173929 | 80.722321 | 80.285714 | 8.642857 | 24.464286 | 9.188382 | 2.591429 | 301 | 11 | 54 | 9 | 8 | 97 | 55 | 70 | 0.08 | 0.695 | 0.225 | 0.8892 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 31 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153341 | 0.236447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234024 | 0.23559 | 0 | 0 | 0.394657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227158 | 0 | 0.23921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167198 | 0 | 0.21778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225552 | 0 | 0.144455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160182 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dietfreddo | 2019/04/02 | im scared of and intimidated by people who drink non-diet soft drinks that's all | 5.355882 | 5.286425 | 7.004706 | 75.121176 | 67.823529 | 9.152941 | 22.882353 | 8.841846 | 1.175635 | 66 | 1 | 14 | 1 | 1 | 23 | 17 | 17 | 0.326 | 0.674 | 0 | -0.7003 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.769165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throwaway12448es-j | 2019/04/02 | Does anyone else get dramatic changes in appearance after only losing/gaining a couple of lbs? I literally lost 4 lbs (2 are water and 2 are fat—I counted my deficit and it was 8,000 calories which is a little over two pounds of pure fat) in the last couple weeks.
Yet I look SO different. It’s crazy. Maybe my mind is ... | 1.539866 | 3.931255 | 3.002277 | 89.822188 | 82.75 | 6.469643 | 22.424107 | 7.709487 | 1.105483 | 500 | 17 | 103 | 9 | 14 | 163 | 88 | 128 | 0.101 | 0.886 | 0.012 | -0.8613 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 13 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 16 | 21 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 14 | 1 | 10 | 18 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 63 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127268 | 0.186495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.604185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190166 | 0 | 0 | 0.159282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168269 | 0.095095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182426 | 0 | 0 | 0.152846 | 0 | 0.19869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121496 | 0 | 0.182857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144474 | 0.146001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tokimekanjitera | 2019/04/02 | Don't tell me I'm not fat and then berate me for a fucking 170cal soda Like, bruh what the absolute fuck. How tf are you going to assure my tearful ass that I'm not fat at all and then see my food journal with a 860~cal day and bitch at me for allowing myself a small Mountain Dew? I almost NEVER drink full sugar soda a... | 2.793667 | 4.776485 | 4.212274 | 84.949632 | 76.142857 | 6.087466 | 25.563492 | 6.937598 | 1.17759 | 801 | 29 | 152 | 8 | 18 | 265 | 122 | 203 | 0.224 | 0.689 | 0.087 | -0.988 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 22 | 13 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 10 | 31 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 22 | 33 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 22 | 6 | 17 | 24 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 13 | 8 | 13 | 1 | 7 | 88 | 28 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.190449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096774 | 0 | 0 | 0.080301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107971 | 0 | 0.125863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191184 | 0 | 0.099849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117995 | 0 | 0 | 0.811905 | 0.101964 | 0 | 0.055457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109168 | 0.106521 | 0 | 0.08807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062526 | 0 | 0.077468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118827 | 0 | 0 | 0.088051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07104 | 0 | 0 | 0.069318 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kinabatangan | 2019/04/02 | What do you do for a living? I'm interested in hearing what your careers are. Do you feel the need to do something prestigious for a living? Does your ED impact your career at all? | 1.648333 | 4.104466 | 3.653333 | 84.9 | 82.888889 | 5.822222 | 22.888889 | 7.168622 | 1.053689 | 142 | 5 | 27 | 2 | 4 | 48 | 26 | 36 | 0 | 0.908 | 0.092 | 0.5007 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.440279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.689883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cautionhotpockets | 2019/04/02 | Amberlynn Reid She said she was afraid of eating only 900 calories a day, meanwhile I'm living proof you won't die on that much food lol | 4.073571 | 5.185234 | 4.62 | 86.875 | 71.142857 | 7.028571 | 24.714286 | 7.168622 | 0.977229 | 110 | 3 | 22 | 1 | 2 | 35 | 27 | 28 | 0 | 0.795 | 0.205 | 0.7137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.39783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.463517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mementomori1791 | 2019/04/02 | I got away with... asking my mom to buy me a box of Ensure so I could add extra vitamins and minerals to my diet along with the school lunch, when in reality I'm just drinking them as meals for weight loss.
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EDAnonymous | sophiegarrettt | 2019/04/02 | sweet dreams are made of this? okay ever since my b/p cycles became more frequent a couple months ago, I've started dreaming about food, which has never been the subject of my dreams before. the dream is typically just me alternating between sitting at the table ravaging what's in front of me and scavenging the kitchen... | 8.5875 | 7.709199 | 8.041667 | 73.03 | 61.5 | 10.333333 | 35.833333 | 9.299571 | 3.198833 | 510 | 19 | 90 | 7 | 6 | 161 | 94 | 120 | 0 | 0.784 | 0.216 | 0.9764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 18 | 14 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 9 | 4 | 15 | 12 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 58 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159271 | 0.23339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238014 | 0 | 0.129454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160889 | 0.111283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215533 | 0.152046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259266 | 0 | 0.234198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Crotchetylilkitten | 2019/04/02 | Do you guys punish yourselves by eating? I hate feeling full! Sometimes if I give into a craving I just make myself eat because I don't deserve to lose weight. | 1.740806 | 4.469904 | 3.038952 | 87.078427 | 86.741935 | 3.1 | 27.104839 | 3.1291 | 0.715961 | 127 | 6 | 21 | 0 | 4 | 41 | 27 | 31 | 0.23 | 0.653 | 0.117 | -0.6842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.594525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | punkspicelatte | 2019/04/02 | I turn 25 in 9 days And I won’t let myself celebrate unless I can drop 7lbs 🙃 | -1.806316 | -0.347304 | 2.399211 | 94.781974 | 89 | 5.905263 | 14.763158 | 7.168622 | -0.339232 | 60 | 1 | 16 | 1 | 2 | 23 | 17 | 19 | 0.125 | 0.655 | 0.22 | 0.3818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.62879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.668848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | flora_bazilik | 2019/04/02 | Do you ever spit out your food before swallowing so you don’t completely fall into binge mode? When ever I try not to eat, I always end up with massive cravings that need to be put under control or else I know I will binge. It is usually worse when I feel bad for things happening in my life and I just wan’t to stuff my... | 3.055989 | 4.376529 | 4.716264 | 84.403736 | 73.89011 | 7.397802 | 24.538462 | 7.957252 | 1.307007 | 695 | 21 | 142 | 10 | 14 | 235 | 101 | 182 | 0.1 | 0.883 | 0.017 | -0.8989 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 15 | 14 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 32 | 25 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 14 | 9 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 25 | 0 | 25 | 21 | 2 | 24 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 108 | 37 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118036 | 0 | 0 | 0.240586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148221 | 0 | 0.158555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289308 | 0.118094 | 0 | 0.125209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.512825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125011 | 0 | 0.126637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095794 | 0.107516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108831 | 0.139816 | 0 | 0.10006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153307 | 0.102917 | 0 | 0.144065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | popcornkitsune | 2019/04/02 | why am i jealous of my friend's gastric ulcer my friend was taking prednisone and ibuprofen at the same time (NSAIDs + corticosteroids should not be mixed!!) and ended up with a gastric ulcer. she has barely been able to eat for like 2 months b/c she feels sick and it hurts.
i feel so fucked up for feeling jEALOUS bu... | 0.825561 | 3.213602 | 2.179629 | 94.426737 | 86.326733 | 4.158746 | 19.307756 | 5.461319 | -0.326842 | 387 | 11 | 82 | 2 | 12 | 124 | 73 | 101 | 0.214 | 0.705 | 0.081 | -0.9196 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 19 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 11 | 4 | 11 | 12 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 48 | 13 | 0 | 0.348692 | 0 | 0.170137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.535199 | 0 | 0 | 0.154419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269399 | 0.16118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186641 | 0 | 0.188324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102834 | 0 | 0 | 0.212307 | 0 | 0 | 0.15732 | 0 | 0.20049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cyprinids | 2019/04/02 | Living in student housing hell Ok so I'm in a student apartment with 4 random people and their SOs they have over all the time and hello??? This is the worst thing?? I'm a masters student and they're all bachelors so I'm already the weird old one and none of them talk to me but the worst possible thing is mealtimes. I ... | 1.561816 | 3.89112 | 2.771639 | 91.906337 | 82.114754 | 4.737453 | 25.778058 | 5.873415 | 0.723042 | 474 | 20 | 96 | 3 | 13 | 152 | 78 | 122 | 0.208 | 0.73 | 0.062 | -0.9713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 16 | 14 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 12 | 13 | 6 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 61 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241025 | 0 | 0.155646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258945 | 0.219983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.389237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | clare988 | 2019/04/02 | So fuckin embarrassed Here's a fun little story that haunts me everytime I close my eyes - probably not that bad but I'm the sort of person who cringes over things for the next 10 years after they happen
Ok so I was hosting pre-drinks in my uni room last term and an acquaintance who hadn't been round before starts po... | 2.944513 | 5.01144 | 3.901202 | 86.966341 | 75.981132 | 7.293347 | 24.365442 | 8.205008 | 1.481402 | 846 | 28 | 168 | 15 | 19 | 272 | 136 | 212 | 0.108 | 0.733 | 0.159 | 0.9097 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 13 | 12 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 23 | 25 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 24 | 7 | 18 | 16 | 2 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 21 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 13 | 85 | 34 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116436 | 0.126433 | 0 | 0 | 0.128851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154621 | 0 | 0.154387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148338 | 0 | 0.30989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242216 | 0 | 0 | 0.149934 | 0.133904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083219 | 0.123431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073978 | 0.303534 | 0 | 0 | 0.381475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116788 | 0 | 0.161042 | 0 | 0 | 0.290592 | 0.172398 | 0 | 0.161262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163261 | 0 | 0 | 0.152223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097512 |
EDAnonymous | JustSwootyThangs | 2019/04/02 | Fake sick. Fake recovered. Real weight gain. Ugh y'all I am struggling today.
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I've posted before about how it was much easier to starve myself when I hated myself. I've also flirted with the idea of purging but I reached out for help and y'all talked me down. I think I need help again.
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EDAnonymous | oldangst | 2019/04/02 | I'm gonna McFreakin' lose it I think my body is broken and defies the laws of physics somehow, like if I eat at maintenance, or slightly above maintenance I gain weight. My intake is low during the week where i should be at a deficit and then during the weekend i kinda eat whatever since im not at school, but its not e... | 3.479918 | 4.031038 | 4.613901 | 88.445385 | 72.076923 | 7.865934 | 26.395604 | 7.957252 | 1.331903 | 386 | 12 | 86 | 5 | 7 | 127 | 73 | 104 | 0.099 | 0.819 | 0.081 | 0.0596 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 1 | 11 | 10 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 54 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166335 | 0.136133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20749 | 0 | 0 | 0.362313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142011 | 0.646762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | obviouslynotarobot | 2019/04/02 | I just ran in the rain so i could get sick which makes me lose more calories How many of you have done that? | 1.055 | 2.313068 | 1.381667 | 106.53 | 79 | 4.8 | 16.166667 | 3.1291 | -1.461933 | 84 | 1 | 23 | 0 | 2 | 25 | 23 | 24 | 0.238 | 0.762 | 0 | -0.7402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.472906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.51699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308466 | 0.468514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Bitofawanker_ | 2019/04/02 | Is it normal to feel light headed and happy after purging? I just feel better about myself after throwing up, like my body is rewarding me for doing it. I feel like I'm losing it. Have I succumb to bulimia entirely? | 2.884286 | 5.180757 | 5.362143 | 75.320357 | 77.095238 | 7.057143 | 24.785714 | 8.076483 | 2.013457 | 170 | 6 | 27 | 3 | 4 | 60 | 31 | 42 | 0.052 | 0.641 | 0.307 | 0.9146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 5 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 22 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277193 | 0 | 0.348137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.475421 | 0.223906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333639 | 0 | 0 | 0.321657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | michigangirl77 | 2019/04/03 | Bulimia and drunken relapse Please help friends-
I’m 3 years straight without purging (besides tonight and 3 other drunken nights) I sometimes go out. A hand full of times I get sick with food and drinks. I go to the bathroom (btw I still don’t have to do the finger down the throat routine because somehow my body stil... | 2.111628 | 4.779601 | 2.582605 | 91.86414 | 83.031008 | 4.990388 | 27.204651 | 6.427356 | 1.140362 | 527 | 24 | 102 | 5 | 15 | 162 | 84 | 129 | 0.096 | 0.766 | 0.138 | 0.5859 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 19 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 14 | 2 | 14 | 15 | 3 | 24 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 66 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179169 | 0 | 0.171513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211709 | 0 | 0.135267 | 0 | 0.091473 | 0.167954 | 0.298508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.384373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198333 | 0.149518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138995 | 0.102091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112746 |
EDAnonymous | shinywetmeat | 2019/04/03 | Dealing with Shitty Doctors?? My regular general doctor knows about my ed and treatment and has all that stuff on my charts. Last time I went to visit (cw is lower than after treatment) the NA took my weight and said, "God I wish I was that weight! I need to lose this baby weight!" I didn't respond and she left. My doc... | 1.376358 | 3.519297 | 2.723438 | 93.073966 | 81.5 | 5.500962 | 20.002404 | 6.671995 | 0.187527 | 486 | 13 | 104 | 5 | 13 | 157 | 82 | 128 | 0.178 | 0.742 | 0.079 | -0.9148 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 22 | 18 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 19 | 2 | 16 | 11 | 1 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 65 | 24 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.47653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063966 | 0.094875 | 0 | 0.123243 | 0.126461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130213 | 0.127056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110716 | 0.09256 | 0 | 0 | 0.09275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12819 | 0 | 0 | 0.092387 | 0 | 0.708673 | 0 | 0.107897 | 0 | 0 | 0.133846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Pabloiscool12 | 2019/04/03 | Need support with recovery tw: numbers, BN/ ed behavior Not sure if this is a rave but it’s long.
Need some support with recovery. I am 23 and 4”11. I have always had discomfort with my body, because I am a lot curvier than a lot of my family. My older sister used to call me a fat pig and some of the neighborhood kids... | 4.542475 | 5.397709 | 5.685956 | 80.612994 | 69.846024 | 9.49714 | 28.480584 | 9.704965 | 2.540964 | 2,332 | 81 | 464 | 53 | 40 | 777 | 269 | 591 | 0.122 | 0.739 | 0.139 | 0.9075 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 58 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 33 | 37 | 1 | 6 | 20 | 1 | 52 | 33 | 11 | 9 | 2 | 104 | 92 | 51 | 0 | 11 | 17 | 1 | 12 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 34 | 36 | 12 | 4 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 18 | 61 | 24 | 76 | 74 | 17 | 57 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 16 | 28 | 1 | 17 | 30 | 327 | 95 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0.062099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152666 | 0.052949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097361 | 0 | 0.063109 | 0.133485 | 0.065202 | 0.052366 | 0.056649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05628 | 0 | 0.35342 | 0 | 0 | 0.064978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068767 | 0 | 0.050807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072931 | 0 | 0 | 0.065121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130229 | 0.106318 | 0 | 0 | 0.065752 | 0.07097 | 0 | 0 | 0.053615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119979 | 0 | 0.128703 | 0.045461 | 0 | 0 | 0.058161 | 0.054128 | 0.230843 | 0 | 0 | 0.058829 | 0.033247 | 0 | 0.07233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114009 | 0 | 0 | 0.135282 | 0.071721 | 0 | 0.042653 | 0.067234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198798 | 0.139888 | 0.051871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065071 | 0.134842 | 0.279799 | 0 | 0.056191 | 0.11263 | 0.053437 | 0.142382 | 0 | 0.216401 | 0 | 0 | 0.042477 | 0.064516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050793 | 0.067634 | 0.046779 | 0.094369 | 0.049079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06891 | 0 | 0.088233 | 0 | 0.066485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060945 | 0 | 0 | 0.06089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122298 | 0 | 0.062832 | 0 | 0 | 0.054344 | 0 | 0.050605 | 0 | 0.064402 | 0.050709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071234 | 0.045041 | 0 | 0.152457 | 0.053202 | 0.072894 | 0.066525 | 0 | 0 | 0.144424 | 0.059975 | 0 | 0 | 0.102295 | 0 | 0.058586 | 0.072772 | 0 | 0.084552 | 0.040775 | 0.062521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060318 | 0 | 0 | 0.043204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05496 | 0 | 0.105011 | 0.112601 | 0 | 0 | 0.232471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138019 | 0 | 0.064624 | 0 | 0.045204 | 0 | 0 | 0.040979 |
EDAnonymous | veronica-marsx | 2019/04/03 | dae greatly overestimate others’ thinness? I recently had to gain 20 lbs (taking me from a BMI of 14.5 to 17.5) in accordance with military standards (joined the army). I’m almost 25 while everyone else is 17-18 here. I fking swear the teenagers have straight ass legs (my number one flaw as most of my weight is in my t... | 3.828469 | 5.752085 | 4.500607 | 84.267736 | 73.0553 | 7.402867 | 30.027906 | 8.167269 | 2.188477 | 886 | 39 | 168 | 14 | 18 | 283 | 136 | 217 | 0.061 | 0.855 | 0.085 | 0.6198 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 15 | 12 | 7 | 1 | 5 | 23 | 25 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 6 | 22 | 2 | 22 | 14 | 4 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 17 | 19 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 103 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148499 | 0 | 0.157446 | 0 | 0 | 0.117412 | 0 | 0 | 0.169861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142174 | 0.195986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17365 | 0.185059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.649407 | 0 | 0 | 0.160405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | PhysicalWinter2 | 2019/04/03 | Anyone else feel like they’re lying about having ED bc they’re overweight/normal size. 5 foot 7 155 pounds here. I feel like I can’t tell anyone my fucked yo relationship with food, the restricting and binging and the torment every time I eat something healthy or not.
I feel like no one will believe me because I’m on... | 2.587945 | 4.318948 | 3.697673 | 89.529612 | 75.981132 | 5.843187 | 23.098532 | 6.427356 | 0.518867 | 408 | 12 | 84 | 3 | 9 | 132 | 76 | 106 | 0.127 | 0.758 | 0.115 | -0.5126 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 14 | 3 | 8 | 14 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 47 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24657 | 0.180658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107481 | 0 | 0 | 0.198649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180417 | 0.14729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116456 | 0 | 0.148555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267454 | 0.377883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213204 | 0 | 0 | 0.326005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189299 | 0 | 0.150574 | 0 | 0.140215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135738 | 0.174382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132569 | 0 | 0.154109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | financepadawan | 2019/04/03 | light bulb moment. How I realized exercise was amazing. So I don't know if I really fit in the community. Im not heavy heavy restricting I eat about 900 cal a day at 5'7 but im trying to be at a deficit. But I just realized that im a dummy and I can burn 600 calories in an hour of tread climbing at the gym in my buildi... | 0.232106 | 2.316327 | 2.75 | 91.513449 | 85.694915 | 6.003651 | 23.483703 | 7.32111 | 0.971051 | 429 | 17 | 97 | 7 | 13 | 148 | 79 | 118 | 0.044 | 0.844 | 0.112 | 0.7523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 14 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 14 | 10 | 1 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 57 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17726 | 0.129415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224305 | 0 | 0 | 0.418142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.687956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | frozen_orange_ | 2019/04/03 | Has anyone been to treatment (inpatient, residential, and/or outpatient) at Walden Behavioral Care? What was it like for you? I’m looking into Walden but I feel like I can only find info from their own website on google. I’m trying to find a really good treatment program in Massachusetts, but I want to make sure I get ... | 2.906765 | 5.794175 | 4.210294 | 80.016324 | 81.647059 | 7.517647 | 25.166667 | 8.472885 | 2.21522 | 870 | 34 | 155 | 21 | 24 | 285 | 116 | 204 | 0.046 | 0.693 | 0.261 | 0.9935 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 37 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 16 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 37 | 39 | 17 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 20 | 15 | 29 | 29 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 24 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 101 | 29 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.133694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148441 | 0 | 0.093166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095795 | 0 | 0.112741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261822 | 0 | 0.134014 | 0 | 0 | 0.277088 | 0.195748 | 0 | 0 | 0.250434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071578 | 0 | 0 | 0.11491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123649 | 0 | 0.09145 | 0.138898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09498 | 0.119624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252265 | 0 | 0 | 0.091018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118325 | 0 | 0 | 0.242421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | smorbe | 2019/04/03 | Well, that worked well: Stopped C/S, started B/P instead Hey all. Long time lurker, first time poster (with a new handle to match.)
So...wee bit of history. Was anorexic from ages 15-22, gained a stupid amount of weight (like 100+ lbs) but was pretty much in recovery from ED behaviors, decided to get weight loss surge... | 3.319285 | 4.993382 | 4.782025 | 82.765335 | 73.860335 | 7.842959 | 27.428626 | 8.538295 | 1.993189 | 1,412 | 54 | 280 | 26 | 29 | 472 | 211 | 358 | 0.113 | 0.748 | 0.139 | 0.8939 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 81 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 12 | 20 | 2 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 24 | 14 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 41 | 50 | 21 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 11 | 10 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 17 | 8 | 29 | 11 | 34 | 29 | 14 | 41 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 15 | 1 | 2 | 29 | 153 | 44 | 3 | 0.186795 | 0 | 0.091143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071817 | 0 | 0.170803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07457 | 0 | 0 | 0.060234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096505 | 0.104163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094449 | 0 | 0 | 0.102313 | 0 | 0.079444 | 0.225874 | 0 | 0 | 0.086345 | 0.097593 | 0 | 0.10616 | 0 | 0.074699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051329 | 0.076132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228147 | 0 | 0 | 0.082654 | 0 | 0.104488 | 0.101955 | 0 | 0 | 0.088375 | 0.187031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068658 | 0 | 0.072034 | 0.090204 | 0 | 0.087647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09934 | 0 | 0.106307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071902 | 0 | 0 | 0.198322 | 0 | 0 | 0.156169 | 0 | 0 | 0.106918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085988 | 0 | 0 | 0.062049 | 0.059845 | 0 | 0 | 0.163383 | 0 | 0 | 0.089245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055088 | 0 | 0 | 0.454933 | 0.167951 | 0 | 0 | 0.104275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067995 | 0 | 0 | 0.132694 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | _SirMcFluffy | 2019/04/03 | Why is my butt nonexistent Why has starving myself not given me the perfect curves I wanted and instead just turned me into a flat stick (with a better waist tbf)?
Who would've thought that losing weight wouldn't make me automatically love everything about my body hahah nobody could've predicted this
I don't even kno... | 6.120133 | 6.413751 | 5.66 | 84.168333 | 66.2 | 8.266667 | 25.666667 | 7.793538 | 1.171567 | 408 | 9 | 82 | 4 | 6 | 125 | 77 | 100 | 0.122 | 0.697 | 0.181 | 0.8237 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 21 | 19 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 5 | 6 | 14 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 53 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191561 | 0.161439 | 0 | 0.202758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204212 | 0 | 0 | 0.164747 | 0 | 0.24369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208961 | 0 | 0 | 0.172039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107665 | 0 | 0 | 0.444562 | 0 | 0 | 0.329423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259338 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | getfreefromfood | 2019/04/03 | Tell me about IOP Tell me all about your intensive outpatient experience. Was it useful? Are you “recovered”? Would you recommend it and why? What are other people like?
I’ve been recommended and will start soon and it’s giving me anxiety not knowing exactly what it’s like from a patients perspective. | 3.227222 | 6.384111 | 4.523981 | 74.650417 | 88.259259 | 9.366667 | 27.12037 | 9.188382 | 3.75897 | 244 | 11 | 39 | 9 | 8 | 80 | 40 | 54 | 0.028 | 0.714 | 0.258 | 0.9163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 29 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.557801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226674 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Such_fruits_as_these | 2019/04/03 | I drink non-diet drinks ama Full fat coke is worth it and my ed will never stop my addiction to that sugary goodness. | 2.82125 | 4.518012 | 3.84 | 88.905 | 75.25 | 6.466667 | 20.333333 | 7.168622 | 0.429733 | 93 | 2 | 19 | 1 | 2 | 30 | 23 | 24 | 0 | 0.737 | 0.263 | 0.6992 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.739237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | smokvenjak | 2019/04/03 | Triggered by figure drawing model So I'm in art school, we draw nude people all the time, never had issues with it, etc.
But this week we got a new model and they have an extremely similar face and body shape/proportions as me.. except they're chubbier. It's so insanely triggering. It makes me want to not go near food... | 3.908729 | 5.958642 | 4.312 | 85.16478 | 73.152542 | 6.753898 | 27.054237 | 7.554174 | 1.593977 | 487 | 18 | 89 | 6 | 10 | 153 | 90 | 118 | 0.027 | 0.915 | 0.058 | 0.3612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 27 | 19 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 11 | 13 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 61 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.389313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212161 | 0 | 0.172077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182489 | 0.108114 | 0 | 0.152147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126982 | 0 | 0 | 0.20722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14672 | 0.183729 | 0.202316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131884 | 0.166105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121894 | 0 | 0.302048 | 0.110927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112205 | 0 | 0.305188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dark_side_sunchips | 2019/04/03 | how do people follow food rules and be fine Disclaimer/about me: disordered eating, not a real eating disorder imho, was diagnosed years ago but disagree to this day
Title, basically. There's several people in my class doing intermittent fasting, so many who skip meals, this guy tried a multi-day fast. There's vegans,... | 6.799233 | 8.279403 | 7.043641 | 70.64372 | 65.097561 | 10.54007 | 31.228223 | 10.608841 | 3.597091 | 910 | 34 | 150 | 24 | 14 | 294 | 126 | 205 | 0.104 | 0.784 | 0.112 | -0.2568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 45 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 14 | 20 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 36 | 21 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 11 | 17 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 4 | 21 | 13 | 5 | 26 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 95 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084275 | 0.061528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260375 | 0 | 0 | 0.102446 | 0 | 0 | 0.231357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.619682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09994 | 0 | 0.107446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099399 | 0.116464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049311 | 0.101162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114885 | 0 | 0.103777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24582 | 0 | 0 | 0.091077 | 0 | 0 | 0.097296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064998 |
EDAnonymous | trickasfuck | 2019/04/04 | Maybe not the best validation lmao background: i have really really bad body dysmorphia and have no idea what i look like
today one of my coworkers joked about how i was too skinny and how i don’t eat anything and needed to gain weight and for some reason it felt so validating i went out to take my 30 with a big smile... | 3.806712 | 4.564431 | 5.136877 | 84.237918 | 71.465753 | 9.127671 | 22.819178 | 9.3871 | 1.490093 | 278 | 6 | 61 | 6 | 5 | 93 | 60 | 73 | 0.11 | 0.614 | 0.276 | 0.9284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 15 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 4 | 8 | 6 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 39 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258985 | 0 | 0 | 0.274122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316193 | 0.253736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300517 | 0 | 0.228772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Kymiikat | 2019/04/04 | Bingeing then starving I binged after my brothers suicide now I can barely hold down a half can of soup.
He did it on the 20th I binged until the 1st, now I can’t even stomach eating anything.
I’m drinking a lot. Justifying it with how much water I’m drinking. I haven’t relapsed in a few years and now I feel like I’m ... | 0.060541 | 1.694878 | 2.596426 | 94.95124 | 83.278075 | 5.652882 | 20.014557 | 6.691623 | 0.071915 | 647 | 18 | 158 | 7 | 18 | 224 | 98 | 187 | 0.053 | 0.722 | 0.225 | 0.9819 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 12 | 15 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 34 | 35 | 15 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 12 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 22 | 6 | 21 | 30 | 6 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 103 | 30 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339518 | 0 | 0.591066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116828 | 0.165065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120716 | 0 | 0.065657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098217 | 0.104268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169852 | 0 | 0.089102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074025 | 0 | 0 | 0.067365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099778 | 0 | 0 | 0.408846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074396 |
EDAnonymous | Nevergiveup34 | 2019/04/04 | Ideas for snacks? I’m trying to follow my exchanges/meal plan and my nutritionist told me that I’m supposed to have 2-3 snacks per day, which are supposed to include at least two food groups. I’ve never done snacks, so I’m not really sure what foods to eat. Any suggestions? | 2.738727 | 4.815035 | 3.503636 | 89.535455 | 76.636364 | 6.581818 | 21.909091 | 7.554174 | 0.759109 | 218 | 6 | 45 | 3 | 5 | 69 | 43 | 55 | 0.05 | 0.95 | 0 | -0.3692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 21 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.63914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252532 | 0 | 0.17943 | 0 | 0.258164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | youramericangirl | 2019/04/04 | my self-worth is tied to him he's the only person who knows about my ed in real life. i told him in a moment of idiocy/weakness. i like him too much; he just finds me attractive and available. sometimes he can be really fucking sweet about my ed, and on those days, i feel like i'm literally floating on a cloud. on othe... | 2.95622 | 5.357876 | 4.140833 | 83.63125 | 77.373984 | 6.701626 | 26.510163 | 7.793538 | 1.760426 | 503 | 20 | 92 | 8 | 12 | 164 | 73 | 123 | 0.154 | 0.738 | 0.108 | -0.8408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 17 | 19 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 17 | 5 | 12 | 17 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 51 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163494 | 0 | 0 | 0.160527 | 0.180026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090315 | 0.163627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149825 | 0.105843 | 0 | 0 | 0.135412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.410905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.438821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104647 | 0.217145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168634 | 0.189826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140435 | 0.14157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180026 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Afrolatinboi23 | 2019/04/04 | Does any one know anything that can help me? Hey guys while I don’t have an eating disorder I need help I’m on the verge of becoming a diabetic I’m scared I’m at 262 and 5’8 I’m very overweight and idk what to do? I’m going to Nova university can anyone help me please give me some information I tried Overeaters anonymo... | 0.786092 | 3.059785 | 2.995194 | 89.395889 | 85.056338 | 6.366901 | 21.551056 | 7.645422 | 0.898337 | 268 | 9 | 59 | 5 | 8 | 91 | 51 | 71 | 0.168 | 0.693 | 0.139 | -0.2997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 14 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 28 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170078 | 0 | 0.200165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278773 | 0 | 0.21286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233337 | 0.138238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.489114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Ilovebigkitties | 2019/04/04 | Anyone figured out how to make a low-sugar Orange Julius? Orange Juliuses are just sugar bombs, but I love their creaminess and taste.
I haven’t had one in probably more than 15 years!
For ingredients I was thinking:
Milk (like Fair Life, lower in sugar)
Orange Mio or orange extract (fruits are too high in sugar fo... | 3.0875 | 5.901087 | 3.981111 | 82.55 | 79.833333 | 5.266667 | 22.888889 | 6.627428 | 0.921189 | 306 | 10 | 51 | 3 | 8 | 98 | 57 | 72 | 0.037 | 0.838 | 0.125 | 0.8226 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 9 | 9 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 32 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240601 | 0.166417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307437 | 0 | 0.454754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.436531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219358 |
EDAnonymous | thecalcographer | 2019/04/04 | Why is calorie restriction vilified but fasting is fine? On weight loss/diet/exercise subs I always see people saying “don’t eat even a calorie under 1200 a day. It will ruin your health and nutrition and kill you!” But when people say they’ve just completed a 24/48/72 hour fast, everyone is like “fasting is so good f... | 6.714353 | 7.928064 | 6.791186 | 73.344245 | 65.132075 | 10.208086 | 34.954178 | 10.290406 | 3.859056 | 463 | 21 | 77 | 11 | 7 | 148 | 75 | 106 | 0.166 | 0.689 | 0.145 | -0.5317 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 14 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 4 | 5 | 12 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 45 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.522069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175727 | 0 | 0.112329 | 0 | 0 | 0.162508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088854 | 0 | 0 | 0.142646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179687 | 0 | 0 | 0.167484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270491 | 0 | 0 | 0.135523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207098 | 0 | 0 | 0.153461 | 0 | 0.195571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | toloache-dreams | 2019/04/04 | My coworker slapped my ass last week ... and it's really fucking with my head. ☹️
I don't really know where else to talk about this, I would like to get him fired if possible but I wonder about the consequences because we're really short staffed already. There's also the possibility of me losing my job, plus I have no... | 4.391962 | 5.126753 | 5.372162 | 83.16453 | 70.115242 | 8.505659 | 27.58385 | 8.680891 | 1.835867 | 1,048 | 34 | 218 | 17 | 18 | 345 | 152 | 269 | 0.205 | 0.714 | 0.081 | -0.9881 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 20 | 9 | 3 | 13 | 0 | 18 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 35 | 43 | 16 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 28 | 5 | 25 | 33 | 2 | 27 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 11 | 7 | 6 | 17 | 127 | 41 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124029 | 0.089881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205541 | 0 | 0.095638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115006 | 0.09389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056829 | 0.080294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415622 | 0.117441 | 0 | 0.127751 | 0.09427 | 0 | 0 | 0.123814 | 0 | 0.198778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111533 | 0.0999 | 0 | 0 | 0.123537 | 0.091615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164729 | 0 | 0 | 0.099464 | 0 | 0.125739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107844 | 0.12796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095983 | 0 | 0.089379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11537 | 0.092973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128746 | 0 | 0.128663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116819 | 0 | 0.090337 | 0.098236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110426 | 0 | 0.065537 | 0 | 0 | 0.107396 | 0 | 0.076308 | 0 | 0.109792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132585 | 0 | 0.090155 | 0.136864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121885 | 0.081823 | 0 | 0 | 0.159682 | 0 | 0 | 0.072377 |
EDAnonymous | Aygurlitsyaalt | 2019/04/04 | Why can't I crave the "good" version? So like most people, bread is my weakness.
But not just any bread! Oh no, shitty ass white bread. Store bought, pre-sliced with ALL the additives. Buttered and toasted please.
I would feel less shitty about this CONSTANT CRAVING if it were for some really nice whole grain bread w... | 3.14204 | 5.986253 | 2.77609 | 91.070652 | 79.895522 | 5.961393 | 22.366169 | 7.3011 | 0.880594 | 572 | 18 | 108 | 8 | 15 | 169 | 98 | 134 | 0.158 | 0.699 | 0.142 | -0.6753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 25 | 12 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 9 | 6 | 12 | 8 | 12 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 63 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205638 | 0 | 0.257974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.400458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215456 | 0 | 0.159349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1655 | 0 | 0.249414 | 0.262046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21541 | 0.266525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169582 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lmao-kill-me-please | 2019/04/04 | Afraid of being annoying I’m so afraid that everyone around me is annoyed by me. Mainly because I ask everyone if I’m fat at least 10 times a day. I also feel the need to ask everyone if they think I should eat or how much I should eat. Damn it must be hard being around me. | 1.553729 | 3.018717 | 3.612 | 90.183424 | 78.152542 | 7.431864 | 21.969492 | 8.238736 | 1.013045 | 214 | 6 | 49 | 4 | 5 | 73 | 42 | 59 | 0.164 | 0.836 | 0 | -0.8126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 34 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368077 | 0.38654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.423085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.592635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151975 | 0.153292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132468 | 0 | 0 | 0.120549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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