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What would you say is your core reason for weight loss and/or your ED? Is it control? Perfection? Beauty? Being loved? Is it self-loathing, and the desire to self-hurt? Some other neurosis? How would you describe it? ​ I ask because I can't tell whether we share struggles / neurosis / motivations, or...
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EDAnonymous
MyNamelessFace
2019/04/04
I don't know what I want... No... I actually know exactly what I want. **It's just impossible.** I'm having body image issues for more than 10 years now and sometimes it got better, but then it got worse again. I've had websites about my ED to communicate with other people with EDs and I remember how we complained to...
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hamaesa
2019/04/04
I've been severely bingeing every day for over a month. I've got stretch marks for the first time ever and I want to die :))))))) I just want to be a skeleton damn it why am I like this
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zewtherm
2019/04/05
CHSP is weird. I just chewed and spat a hamburguer and some mozarella sticks and I fell gross, bloated and paranoid. It honestly feels like I swallowed EVERYTHING (even though I obviously didn’t) lol. How many do you consume any calories by chewing and spitting food?
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EDAnonymous
AzraelUaDuibhne
2019/04/05
Haha I was doing so good until I got drunk Now I'm chowing down on a pizza and mozzarella sticks and I want to kill myself 😊
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regattadeblanc
2019/04/05
tips on how to lose weight in thighs? TW numbers ******not a joke****** well last post for fucking flagged (thanks guys, sorry humor doesn’t work for you all 😘😘) but anyways I was wondering if anyone knew any tips on how to lose weight in specifically thighs? i’ve been fasting but I lose weight everywhere but in my l...
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EDAnonymous
yogabba420
2019/04/05
Coworker brought low cal treats for my last day.....but BUT I DON'T WANT TO EAT THEM. She was so fucking considerate and brought fruit for me and brownies for everyone else to celebrate my last day. And I'm low restrictingn and already had my meals planned out. And I don't wanna be rude but like UGH FUCKKKKKKKKKM thx
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EDAnonymous
sillywatercress
2019/04/05
Triggered by roommate I'm in college right now and sometimes I get extremely triggered by my roommate. She definitely doesn't have an ED but I think she wants to lose weight, so there are days where she'll eat pretty little (e.g. saving half of a normal sized salad that she got for lunch to eat for dinner), and it's su...
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EDAnonymous
caaaarol
2019/04/05
lol ive been 15 cal broth “fasting” for 5 days and now i feel like the 100 cal soup i ate was a binge wtf brain please. i can’t deal with myself anymore
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HufflePuff_Badg3r
2019/04/05
Unintentionally getting back into the swing of my ED. I noticed that I gained some weight, so I had the automatic response to engage in my old ED behaviors. And I feel like I want to be taken by it. I've experienced recovery and weight restoration, but I want to lose it all. I miss my ED, I miss my thinner body. I mi...
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nervouslynervosa
2019/04/05
Relapsing I know I know *I know* that it’s a part of recovery. Everyone always says “relapse is a part of recovery” so I know. But. Three years into recovery without relapse had me so fucking confident that I was “over” bulimia/disordered eating in general. I feel like such an idiot for letting my guard down due to str...
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EDAnonymous
fatlippieboy
2019/04/05
I just wanna go back so maybe a year ago if even less, I got really into losing weight, pro ana and I had sever body dysmorphia that i didn’t know it at all at the time. I thought me losing 10kg was definitely barely anything and I needed to lose more, it wasn’t even about looks at the time, just numbers on the scale. ...
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EDAnonymous
hhhera2
2019/04/05
Today is just hard for some reason I've lurked here and in the deleted subs for a while, but I have never really felt like I was "sick enough" to post. Maybe I'm not- I started developing issues with restriction and purging last year and lost 50 pounds in a few months, BUT I am still at an overweight bmi- at the moment...
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EDAnonymous
vanilla_lilac
2019/04/05
My willpower is hanging on by a thread today Long time lurker, first time poster. I’m on mobile so I have no idea how formatting will turn out- sorry friends. Info: I do IF and I fast from 8:00PM to around 2:00/3:00 PM (sometimes much longer when I’m downing black tea like no ones business) I realize this is such ...
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g-corr
2019/04/05
Frustrated yet Complacent My history with eating disorders/ disordered behaviors is quite a riveting tale. There's fifty pounds between my lowest and highest weights and the concept of eating 'normally' or intuitively is unfathomable to me. I see a nutritionist and therapist who just kind of sigh in my general direct...
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EDAnonymous
atworkkit
2019/04/05
Fasting 3 days And my BF is being so complimentary of my body! He has no idea. The other night we ordered in and I “ordered the wrong thing” and gave it to him for lunch the next day. He’d be so mad if he knew but he didn’t notice and I’m so glad. Thank god for the video games that keep him distracted.
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EDAnonymous
tenderistloin
2019/04/05
Yodka and Yoatmeal Been drinking vodka and eating oatmeal for three days and just wanted to say hi and that this was maybe a mildly terrible idea.
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primeclone
2019/04/05
Should I pursue a guy who told me he likes thin people? Sorry for the long post The guy I’m seeing told me that he’s attracted to very thin people. He told me he knows that’s messed up and that he’s perpetuating a horrible societal ideal. I told him my goal was to gain weight and he said he would support me in that b...
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EDAnonymous
bbysylveon
2019/04/05
I don’t want to recover because I love being underweight. I’m not currently at my lowest weight, in fact I’m about 20 lbs above it. But I’m around a BMI of 17, which as a 5’9 guy means I’m pretty lanky and scrawny. And I absolutely love my body. I think I look amazing, I feel like I’m almost perfect. At my LW, I though...
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EDAnonymous
rambler7m
2019/04/05
Male ED performance problems I’ve been on a 2 year journey with anorexia/bulimia/EDNOS. When I was in a severe anorexic stage, I had trouble becoming erect and ejaculating. It also seemed like it took months for my testosterone levels to rise after I began eating again. Has anyone else had this problem or similar probl...
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EDAnonymous
SecretFinn
2019/04/05
DAE write stories or fanfiction to cope??? Idk if this is weird but I have a word document that's almost 10,000 words now where I write about a character from my movie that is my special interest (asperger's) and I just write about him doing dysfunctional shit, sometimes after I've done the same thing, sometimes when I...
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frida569
2019/04/05
Called a catfish My twitter display picture is a picture of me back in august when I was at my thinnest. I got a message on curious cat saying “you’re such a catfish holy shit..your face is double the size irl” and I have an idea of who it might be (this guy in my uni who is a complete jerk off) and it triggered me so ...
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throwawayasdfgh123
2019/04/05
A ridiculous thought I had earlier I have 2 similar keys on my keychain. One to my friend's apartment and one to my own. I was coming home, feeling around my pocket trying to find my key without looking. I took the slimmer key and it wasn't mine. I then made a note in my mind that my key was the thicker one so next tim...
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EDAnonymous
Anoniempjuh
2019/04/05
Lost fat in my face, but my stomach fat remains So I'm not sure if I'm allowed to post this, however I just want to rant I guess. I don't fucking get how many face looks like that of someone who uses heroin, yet my stomach fat looks like that of a lazy sedentary fuck... Is there a way to gain more fat in your face? ...
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BronArianwyn
2019/04/05
Why is this disorder so sneaky Im drunk and miserable and couldn't even answer my bf when he asked me what I wanted before we drank...hes a saint and bought me 2$ burgers. that I had to eat way too quickly and ended up cramping so much I couldn't walk hardly. I hadn't eaten in 24 hours and no one knew that of course s...
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alibunn
2019/04/06
Eating as self harm Guys this post is probably going to be triggering af but I need help or at least like some opinions or something so don’t say I didn’t warn you. I just realized today that I’ve been eating as a form of self harm, not necessarily binging or anything extreme but just like... eating a normal meal when...
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cryingtoliability
2019/04/06
Please talk some sense into me I havent purged in over a month and ive kinda barely been bingeing. Ive also had my mfp at my maintenance, and ate under all week but today....total calories is 3500. While not a ""binge"" it was a lot of food and I am physically uncomfortable. I'm also very stressed due to exams and am p...
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belivets
2019/04/06
shout out to my fellow babes with physically demanding jobs trying to fast when i spend all day working retail is actually a monumental task. i'm in a supermarket, surrounded by food and picking people's online grocery orders. pushing heavy trolleys, constantly lifting heavy trays and stacks of shopping, pushing people...
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aceshighsays
2019/04/06
I binge on a lot of things... I think it's a personality trait... I decided to temporarily stop smoking weed cus it was time to do so. I've done this several times. The only way I was able to stop was by smoking my entire stash. Anyway, I've been good. I relapsed twice. Which from a comparison stance it's ok. My goal h...
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EDAnonymous
ohwhoaohno
2019/04/06
Tell me why my psycho ass is happy that my ED is back in full swing? I ate all winter and gained. I started get back on track this week and look decent already in my super tiny black dress. I have a pounding headache everyday and watch food videos at night for 2+ hours but At least I’m looking good! Right??? Yeah, I...
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annashae
2019/04/06
What are your ED stories? How did it develop? I’m working on a book to bring the issue of EDs to light but I don’t want to only rely on my own personal experience. Please PM me if you want to share but not with all of Reddit.
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EDAnonymous
cookiesncloudberries
2019/04/06
starvation mode here’s the stitch—if you are ever deprived of food for a significant time and refeed, your body remembers what to do when it’s being starved again and can catch on the second restriction starts basically what i’m saying is if i was ever deprived of food unrelated to my ed, i would be better equipped t...
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yoonboomboom
2019/04/06
Scared of relapse Just... Ugh I was doing so well, eating pretty much like a normal person, being active but not excessively so, and I even lost a little weight completely normally, and yet one little thing threatens to take it away. I felt like I ate too much yesterday and was practically kicking myself, I'm so mad ab...
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EDAnonymous
fatnewlife
2019/04/06
I ate a donut. Well Saturday is completely ruined. Might as well go on a 6000 calorie bender
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EDAnonymous
hellbelles
2019/04/06
Purged for the first time in 5 years last night I had saved up calories so I could go out last night and have a burger I’d been craving and drinks with my friends. Some guy at the bar was too drunk and is falling into my friend so I tell him multiple times to leave us alone. He called me fat. I went home and made mysel...
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EDAnonymous
nekkedpebbl
2019/04/06
My fat if it’s getting more squishy and grabbable and less firm and “chubby” feeling am i losing or gaining fat?? bc it’s gross and i hate it 👌
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carlsolomonsblues
2019/04/06
Been so depressed for so long that the idea of food was a completely foreign concept and made me want to hurl... Now it's 2am and I'm sitting in my kitchen, halfway through a pack of frozen burritos and a million packs of TB hot sauce, binge eating and crying because in two hours it'll be exactly 2 weeks since the most...
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EDAnonymous
Comfortable_List
2019/04/06
I'm triggering my roommate? I live in a dorm and my roommate apparently reported me for "triggering" her ED. She's fatter than I. I told the superintendent that that's her problem not mine and I want to move to a different room if she's going to give me trouble over something so trivial as eating and that I have no r...
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EDAnonymous
whyisithowisit
2019/04/07
i feel terrible about this but.. does anybody else watch body positive youtubers to fuel their self hate and as motivation for restriction? like sierra shultzzie and carrie dayton... they seem like such lovely people and i feel so terrible for thinking this, but looking at them feel confident and flaunt their larger bo...
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EDAnonymous
omgitsjesiz
2019/04/07
I think I saw someone I know on this sub Context: I talked to my friend a few hours ago and she told me about something that was gonna happen at a certain time. Looking through EdAnon as usual and I saw a post about this exact event. I look through this persons post history and guess what she matches every description ...
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riskyclickyhoe
2019/04/07
The fact that fasting for weight loss is trending and “ok” is... interesting to say the least. How do you feel? Fasting for religion, or for a doctor’s appointment, typically for a short period, has always been excusable by society, but lately it seems that extended-fasts with nothing but water and some electrolytes (s...
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ipromiseimnotracist1
2019/04/07
Does anyone know a good/big ED forum? I would really like to join a nice ED forum right now, I feel like it would help me.
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nothinginlifematters
2019/04/07
Why did I play myself? TW mentions of cals My father is in town today and we were going to eat dinner at a restaurant, and so I wanted to budget a little bit for that. So, I woke up to find that sOmEonE (family member) got a damn sausage biscuit for me. And I ate 2/3 of that bitch, (247) cal, and was NOT in the mood to...
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sweatherwetter
2019/04/07
Just ate a big meal I’ve been really good all week (less than 1000 cal/day) but today i just had a huge meal and i feel absolutely disgusting. It’s too late to purge it, how do y’all recover/counteract the extra calories???
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sweetlycreeply
2019/04/07
I’d rather be thin and miserable I stopped taking my depression and anxiety meds a couple months ago and I’m finally back to the weight I was before I started taking them. I tried several different pills, but they all made me gain. At this point, I guess it’s either be fat and happy or be “thin” and depressed. Great.
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Yatessc
2019/04/07
I found Reign energy drink in the wild I found Reign energy drink at 7 eleven. I ended up getting the lemon HDZ one, it's pretty good. Not as sweet as bang but I like it. https://imgur.com/a/Dg6v55C This is the 7-Eleven I found it at 5511 Westminster Blvd, Westminster, CA 92683 (714) 894-5452 https://maps.app.goo.gl/...
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Liza_8989
2019/04/07
Sundays are the most triggering day of week for me My brain is telling me that I can binge today and start fresh on monday. :(
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elk-ears
2019/04/07
Prom Shopping Yesterday I went dress shopping and ended up at this boujee boutique type formal store and one of the employees asked me what size I was looking for and I just shrugged because I honestly don’t know how dress sizes work and she said “oh but you’re so tiny, I’ll pull some zeroes and double zeroes” and this...
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EDAnonymous
saltyhoez
2019/04/07
Under 30 BMI woooo lol im so sad that im proud of going from obese to overweight as if im not still huge but healthy bmi here i come 😎
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EDAnonymous
randomboy82
2019/04/07
Focusing on Specific Body Parts but Not Realizing How Skinny You Are? Sometimes I focus so much on one specific body part (e.g. legs/thighs/etc.) that I don't realize how skinny I am overall. Some days I'll get a glimpse of it, but it's rare. When I do realize it, it's a bit of a shock to say the least.
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EDAnonymous
StockPersonalities
2019/04/07
My favourite singer has a Russels Sign I didn't know where else I could talk about this. My favourite singer was previously extremely thin and over last summer gained weight. Now she has started losing weight again although so far not to an unhealthy point, which made me happy because she has talked about having healt...
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mild-rose
2019/04/07
Does anyone else struggle with sensory processing issues? Do you think it affects your ED in any way? Touching slimy food makes me actually want to vomit, I can’t eat any squishy fruit, loud restaurants make me panic, can’t eat any trace of the white stuff on oranges, earlier I smelled the fridge getting milk for my te...
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zerocaloriewater
2019/04/07
On global warming... Yeah the planet’s dying and all but I’m far more upset at the fact that I have no summer body to embrace this with. People’s last memory of me will be how gross i am send post
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EDAnonymous
intertropical
2019/04/07
Restriction as a form of self harm? TW: self harm Just to clarify, I currently don't have an ED; I'm just concerned that I might be developing one. I hope this isn't the wrong sub and I'll be happy to delete this post if it is! I'm bipolar, and am now in a very weird and sometimes acutely distressing mixed hypomanic...
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BRMTS
2019/04/07
Guess who has bulimia now! That's right! This guy 👆! It was bounf to happen at some point but what it boils down to is me eating on giant ammounts of food (we're talking well into the 7000s) and then fasting to get rid of it (thanks dr. Jason Fung!) So yeah, this should be fun, not!
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EDAnonymous
Squirrella
2019/04/07
When the other sub got banned, I really missed you guys. You are all seriously so funny and it makes me feel a million times better to know I'm not alone with my crazy thoughts.
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EDAnonymous
yeongwoni
2019/04/07
am i anorexic?? okay so tea is i think i have anorexia. i’m 15(almost 16🤪🤩), about 5’6” and 105lbs, and my waist is 25.5 inches (that one probably doesn’t matter). up until like a month or two ago, when i started to get “bigger” (for lack of a better word), i was about 5’5”, 100lbs, and had a 24 inch waist. that was ...
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EDAnonymous
CheckOutMyNewLog
2019/04/07
How can I be supportive but not enabling? I'm not going to include too many details about the situation because I'm sure my girlfriend visits this sub. ​ She's obsessed with counting calories. I've convinced her to see a therapist and I hope it sticks. ​ I've dated an alcoholic before and do...
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EDAnonymous
nowandloud
2019/04/08
Help me math so I don't restrict even more? I eat 600 calories a day. Have been for a while. Went out to dinner tonight unexpectedly so the day ended around 1700 calories. My brain is trying REALLY hard to convince me to go down to 3/400 or even lower for a while to cancel it out. ​ "But brain," I say, "d...
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EDAnonymous
TheBoyWhoCriedTapir
2019/04/08
I’m proud of myself. I finally did something right. Title. Ive been doing really good with eating healthier for the past week and trying to control binging. Tonight my little cousins were screaming and crying and at the same time I realized i had an assignment due at midnight. I went upstairs and did what I always do ...
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doesglitterhavecarbs
2019/04/08
When do you feel your hungriest? Aka, the literal hunger games. For me it's always in the morning or early afternoon. If I make it to dinner time fasted as I usually plan before my big meal (intermittent fasting), I'm Gucci. Doesn't happen too often tho.
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EDAnonymous
GeniGeniGeni
2019/04/08
“If you don’t stop, you’re going to kill yourself.” Something I needed to hear loud and clear from my doctor.
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EDAnonymous
wildstylemeth0d
2019/04/08
Certain mukbangers are clearly bulimic. Thoughts on people monetizing EDs? There are some mukbang youtubers that are clearly just so beyond bulimic. One in particular (not sure if I'm allowed to post a name) actively talks about her mental issues and how she was hospitalized for potassium deficiency because every morni...
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EDAnonymous
Paxthe0utlier
2019/04/08
Hiccups while fasting Okay, so this may seem really weird.. but does anyone else get really bad hiccups while fasting? It always happens to me and I’m not sure if it’s from the fasting? I have a hiatal hernia and one of the symptoms is hiccups, so it’s possible that the fasting just aggravates it? Idk, just curious if ...
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EDAnonymous
Colgate_Grizi7
2019/04/08
I am a land whale I went to my first psychiatry session last Thursday and of course I couldn’t tell them the whole truth, especially with my mum in the room, after Thursday I stupidly stupidly agreed to eat lunch with my mum at a restaurant and binged from Thursday through to Sunday, I was previously at my lowest weigh...
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EDAnonymous
withextracheesepls
2019/04/08
sometimes i feel okay, because i’m a healthy weight but then i realize i’m dying anyways and my body doesn’t give a fuck whether my bmi is over 18.5 or not. my heart rate is still dropping below 40 at night, which may be normal in athletes but not in my sedentary ass. i almost faint if i stand up too fast. my nails are...
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sisterberlin
2019/04/08
What do you eat (if anything) pre- and post-workout? I’ve started exercising more (bodyweight and flexibility stuff, my EDS hates running) to build some lean ballerina-looking toned muscles but I’m noticing that if I eat absolutely nothing before I work out, my head starts pounding halfway through. I usually have some ...
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dismyedun
2019/04/08
How do you guys prepare shirataki noodles? I want to try these but it seems like it's something that should be flavored. Recipes online are all dishes prepared with coconut cream/milk or something else calorie-dense, and I want something lighter. How do you guys make these?
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EDAnonymous
ladygreyinatracksuit
2019/04/08
thanks mum hahahahahhaha wow i love when mother dearest tries to make me eat two sausages instead of one because im ‘wasting away’ and not eating enough,, the fact that she hasnt realised dinner at home is my only proper meal each day astounds me
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EDAnonymous
allroadsleadtoprozac
2019/04/08
The vicious cycle of my mind Step 1: see beautiful girl/thing happens that reminds me that I'm an ugly and worthless POS Step 2: binge because I am hopeless and not even losing weight would make me acceptable anyway and life has no meaning so I might as well eat Step 3: feel overwhelmed with guilt and purge and swear I...
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studio__
2019/04/08
dEADASS JUST WOKE UP AT 2AM Deadass just woke up at 2am in sudden, horrific realization that I'll be in Korea in less than two months and I STILL HAVENT LOST THE WEIGHT AHAHHAHAHA GUYS IM ACTUALLY DESPERATE NOW I legit made a new account just so I can finally post and keep myself accountable BECAUSE I'M LACKING DISCI...
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EDAnonymous
stormyeyed94
2019/04/08
Death of the calorie | 1843 [Check it out](https://www.1843magazine.com/features/death-of-the-calorie). Does anybody else think this is bullshit?
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EDAnonymous
rabbittttttttttttt
2019/04/08
I feel so broken Hey, this probably isn’t the right subreddit for this, but I’ve been a lurker for a while and I really need some help. For the last two years I’ve been dating a guy who in many ways is wonderful — he’s handsome, charming, does really interesting work. But at the same time he can be so cold, and conde...
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teddypanda
2019/04/08
DAE chew up food and then spit it out hello long(ish) time lurker here! just genuinely curious does anyone else do this?? anytime i binge, i just chew food and then immediately spit it out i haven’t seen any other posts or any info online about it so i was just wondering if any of y’all have experienced this
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EDAnonymous
apricaught
2019/04/09
So I was c/s-ing brownies while reloading my weed vape aaaaand I spat into my ABV bag i'd been building up for months to cook with and emptied the ABV into the tupperware I was spitting into previously s k i n n y l e g e n d (jk i've gained 4 pounds in 4 weeks)
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EDAnonymous
b-ees
2019/04/09
I guess my body's forcing me to recover? Yesterday I ate over 1000 calories over my limit and when I ran to purge I tried and tried and... Nothing. A bit of apple and juice, a little bit of cake, then nothing. I knew the rest wasn't coming back up. Got super scared I was gonna gain weight because it was over my TDEE,...
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EDAnonymous
eriwhi
2019/04/09
You know you have an ED when you research the calorie content of semen 12 calories per teaspoon. (I won’t be swallowing)
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EDAnonymous
distracted_tatertot
2019/04/09
So Frustrated ... Does anyone else ever take an extra bite of food or two (or three) while in the process of making a meal and just pretend that the calories don't count? Because I do it more than I'd like to admit, and it always makes me feel like I'm terrible at restricting. D: ​ Like, I'm *juuuuuuuuust...
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EDAnonymous
imaginary_gerl
2019/04/09
im going to jail just to focus on the gym yea judge send me there for 7 months and i’ll see u bitches in Cabo!!!!!!!!
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EDAnonymous
kittykat23317
2019/04/09
So my hair is falling out again... 5 years ago I was underweight. My hair, understandably, was falling out. Not in chunks or anything. It was like other people’s hair shedding but just in a much higher quantity. Fast forward to now. I’ve been eating pretty normally for the past year and am on the lower end of overweigh...
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boobrgeoisie
2019/04/09
i really just had a huge binge and i have two events this week f u c k I have prom and a college admit day and was planning on fasting this week/keeping my calories low but like wtf Ive never really posted here but i’ve lost like 20 pounds recently and have reached lower than my goal weight but everytime i binge i fee...
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EDAnonymous
nipplesalami
2019/04/09
i've never felt so in control before i was diagnosed with EDNOS back in 2014, and i've had contant binge/restrict cycles since. during the binge phases i'm always overcome with a complete lack of control, i'll eat EVERYTHING in sight and i wont stop until i can't physically move to get more food but in the restricti...
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EDAnonymous
CodingIsKillingMe
2019/04/09
Counting calories like crazy. Eating less than 1000 a day.. Hello everyone, I would like to share a short story about myself and the issues I am currently facing. When I was a kid my parents divorced (I was about 6) and there was a lot of drama revolving around that event. My mother wasn't mentally stable and would...
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EDAnonymous
strawberriesnsugaa
2019/04/09
Super triggered today!¡ Had to learn about eating disorders in class today and it somehow triggered me so guess who’s gonna eat a whole pizza & exercise it off 🤪👌🏽🥴
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EDAnonymous
liquidaited
2019/04/09
DIET PILLS LEGAL IN AUSTRALIA so a lol the pills I've ordered online have either been siezed at the border or are a scam. does anyone know any diet pills that work similar to ephidra or or oxilofrine? but that are legal and/or that I can still get inside Australia? I'm hella struggling
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EDAnonymous
benefitssupervisor
2019/04/09
does anyone else feel like they gotta get a little drunk before they don’t feel guilty about eating it’s unhealthy but I’m making it a bad habit to have a beer or two with lunch so I know I can eat what I want without feeling bad It’s not exactly a perfect system because I feel guilty again as soon as I sober up, bu...
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EDAnonymous
kckamienie
2019/04/09
Found out that my crush is fasting (Just a disclaimer i wasn't diagnosed with any ED but had some food issues for the past 2 years, especially the past 6 months. I hope It's ok for me to write here, maybe someone can help) I oveheard her convesation with a guy from her class, she said she was water fasting for a seco...
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EDAnonymous
donout_disturb
2019/04/09
I'm not okay. Hi everyone. I'm a 17 old girl, English is not my first language, so I apologize in advance. In the last 6 months I developed a serious eating disorder. It all started by a diet, and it quickly escalated. I would starve myself for a whole day, and then binge in the evening. I get so excited when I eat, a...
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EDAnonymous
meepmelo
2019/04/09
I hate being rewarded with candy why? why is that a thing? are you trying to make me fat or just tease me? now I'm the asshole who is throwing away the lifesaver you gave me because I don't want to eat 15 calories.
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EDAnonymous
Jerry-Larry-Garry
2019/04/09
ED and Alcohol In general, do you find that your ED has affected the way you drink (whether that be more/less?) I’ve noticed that the worse my body image got, the more I relied on alcohol especially when going out with friends that I felt were prettier/skinnier than me. I’ve also occasionally used alcohol as an excuse...
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EDAnonymous
hanabira
2019/04/09
“Anyways, it’s better to be underweight than fat.” My boyfriend is my best motivation and worst critic. I’ve relapsed fucking hard because he told me he was less attracted to me—but whether I chose to get fit was my own decision. Of course!!! I’ve lost 5lb since we had that conversation last week—mostly water weight b...
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EDAnonymous
shlxueqi
2019/04/09
just wanna disappear okay so I’ve been eating normally recently, actively trying to shut off my ed thoughts and not go through with my usual routine of restriction, compulsive exercise, weighing 24/7 etc etc I’ve been trying to feel better in my own body and appreciating myself and trying not to care about the number o...
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EDAnonymous
anatookover14
2019/04/09
My Animal Crackers So is it just me or do you get really possessive over your safe foods? I have a sister who always comes home late and then veges out while watching Netflix until like 2-3am almost every night. So when i have a safe food or multiple i try and hide them in a cupboard where she doesn't usually look but ...
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SwimmingPackage
2019/04/10
Freelee on Meredith foster I never really watch freelee but her video criticizing Meredith's what I eat in a day video *really* pissed me off. It's basically freelee criticizing how meredith promoted collagen powder, which I kind of agree with, but then freelee basically bullies her for the rest of the video. Shaming h...
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EDAnonymous
itsmebutprivate
2019/04/10
Are wrist checks obvious to non ED??? I do wrist checks like it’s crack. (Especially after a binge) it’s like my method of checking progress in way. I’ve started doing it on knowingly, and today in class a girl watched me do it. She didn’t react but like does she know what I’m doing???? I know wrist checks are fair...
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Minyaksol
2019/04/10
Desperate coffee addict in dire need of a good substitute I hope this does not count as a "tip", if it does feel free to call me out/ report my post ! I have a really long day tomorrow (4am to 8pm :) ). I usually drink coffee in the morning and carry a thermos flask filled with burning hot black coffee with me through...
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EDAnonymous
Blahblahblahhhgh
2019/04/10
Do you look down on people who are recovered/are recovering Knowing that they let go of their control that you still have, watching them expand and get soft and lazy? I always feel bad thinking about my friends who also have EDs and how I must look to them inflating before their very eyes, them watching me eating junk ...
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EDAnonymous
imjustlurkinganyway
2019/04/10
Recovery is too hard. I don't know if I can do it right now. I have been eating and gaining weight and the people that are close to me have applauded and applauded ... but when the fuck did this happen? I look in the mirror and I just want to scream. I'm not "healthy." I'm fat. I worked so hard, I was 40 pounds lighter...
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EDAnonymous
DiabloDeSade69
2019/04/10
Esophagitis Think i might a gave myself esophagitis. Anyone have this? How did you know you had it?
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