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thesquooshy
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hw and other triggers So I recently got full back into restricting again and everything has felt right. I feel in control again. I knew I had gain a lot of weight that I previously lossed. But I didn't want to weigh myself until I was certain I got back under my hw again. The scale absolutely scares me. Just the though...
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EDAnonymous
jia0609
2020/01/13
DAE comment why you're always eating watermelon/fruits So everytime I'm out, my friends would EAT and when they do, I''ll just be eating watermelon cos its the lowest cal food and it tastes great too. But recently my friend challenged me to stop eating watermelon and eat smth else.. i felt so threatened LOL altho i kno...
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ItsactuallyanA
2020/01/13
First appointment tomorrow I have an appointment at a mental health service tomorrow that came from a referral from my GP for specialised ED treatment. To see if there’s a possible issue (lol) and where to go from there. I don’t know what to expect and am freaking out ahhhh
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alilpeachy
2020/01/13
i thought i was finally gaining weight again i lost four pounds. normally this would be good, but it’s not, i’m in recovery, i’ve been maintaining in the low to mid 120s for months but i’ve been unable to go any higher than that, even though I told my boyfriend i’d gain a bit. Well last night i was in bed and I thoug...
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Neoon_lights
2020/01/13
I wanna p e r i s h Today I was out minding my own business and a group of men approached me to try and offer me some health/nutrition plan. I don’t know whether I’m being paranoid in thinking that they only approached me because of figure or if they simply went to anyone they saw. My day was ruined after that so Yeeh...
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dumbdumbidiotbitch
2020/01/13
I want to physically fight my roommates when they make food They all be fucking COOKING like CHEFS day & night. Making Indian food and Thai food and fuckin sautéing meat and shit and every time all of those delicious smells drift into my room while I’m restricting I want to go downstairs and make them catch these h...
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bigmthstrikesagain
2020/01/13
I gained it all back that's it, that's the post. My absolute biggest fear came true, and I did it to myself. I used to see stories like this and think "that could never be me", swear to myself that I'd never let myself go back, but here. I started restricting in jan 2018, lost 30 lbs in 4 months, stayed underweight fo...
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EDAnonymous
Limp-Breakfast
2020/01/13
Toothache: the straw that broke the camels back Apologies for formatting, this post was brought to you by the mobile gang. So, I recently had my last filling done and yes it was quite a large filling. It's ridiculous what a few years of purging can do to your teeth. Literally all of my molars are 90% composite fillin...
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EDAnonymous
duke121212
2020/01/13
I donated most of my too-big pairs of work pants in December, now I’m on day 11 of my new year’s binge and realised the massive (hah) mistake I’ve made Send Fs in the comments lads
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EDAnonymous
sarahkazz
2020/01/13
*loses 20 lbs* *goes shopping for new clothes* *tries on stuff in my old sizes and all of it is too big* God damn it, I guess vanity sizing has gotten out of control now.
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EDAnonymous
Kaysie
2020/01/13
Y’all. My husband says the most triggering shit. And I take it out of context and use it as fuel to starve Every. Fucking. Time. For some context I’ve lost about 100 lbs pretty quickly. Starving works y’all. I’m in a “healthy” range, but that goal post keeps moving because that dysmorphia is real. This morning’s g...
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EDAnonymous
yknupsx
2020/01/13
is anyone else using Recovery Record? does anyone else use the app Recovery Record to try to help themselves? I just heard of it in a comment under a post on this sub, and eventually decided to get it to see if it would help me in my attempt to recover. I've been using it for a bit over a week or so now, logging most o...
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EDAnonymous
brixghtside
2020/01/13
Guided Self Help on the NHS Just started the 8 week program using the overcoming binge eating book for bulimia. Wondering if anyone has had any good experiences with this? All about food diaries etc, but they want to weight me every week which is freaking me the frick out. Even in the Dr's I get on backwards but appare...
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EDAnonymous
saalt_03
2020/01/13
first post but im a fucken mess right now so this is my first post here 🤪 but i feel like such shit and i literally have no idea how to not feel like shit. basically ive been "binging" for days at this point but the funny thing is the binges are only like 1500 calories max so im still losing weight technically but i ...
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EDAnonymous
vintagetimetable
2020/01/13
Please reassure me? Now I'm just trying to lose weight healthily at the moment. About 4 days ago, I had a weigh in of 50.1 kg, which is the lowest it's been- and it makes sense, since I was eating at a deficit. I took multiple weigh ins, and kept getting 50.1 kg so I just settled on that. I also started my period that ...
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EDAnonymous
idkjust
2020/01/13
ate below maintenance for the first time in ages today feeling fuckin excellent. watched the netflix doc about the navarro cheerleaders and felt ~inspired~ by the skinny girls.
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EDAnonymous
harrysock
2020/01/13
Grocery shopping routine Every couple weeks I go grocery shopping and spend hundreds of dollars on produce. I tell myself I'm going to eat it and be healthy. But then I end up using 1/10 and throwing out the rest (giving some to our chickens). Then grab my wallet and head back to the store. Maybe I should lose hope in ...
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EDAnonymous
tomatekun
2020/01/13
You ever just do so well in the day while restricting, only for night to come and you go feral I was doing so good! Now it's 12am and I ended up having a small banana, a piece of salami, like 4 cubes of canteloupe, and right now I'm on a second lifesaver candy. Truly I am my own demise sometimes smh, would be nice if I...
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EDAnonymous
guesswhosback455
2020/01/13
Happy Monday everyone Cheers to another week of being fat!!!!!!!!!!!
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EDAnonymous
smallbrainproject
2020/01/13
“why can’t your sister be more like you?” i’ve always been the bigger sister, up until i developed disordered habits. mind you my sister is still not “big”, her bmi is around 25. mine is currently around 24 though i probably look leaner with my height. anyways my father always tells her to “be more like your sister”, ...
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EDAnonymous
TheShortGerman
2020/01/13
Another girl told me there was no way I was a size 0 based on my measurements and said my ass would never fit in size 0 jeans, now I feel fat. TW: body measurements A lovely redditor told me there was no way I am a size 00/0 like I claim at my measurements of 35-24-35 because she has a 25 inch waist and wears a size 6....
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ibapconflicted
2020/01/13
FINALLY ALLOWED TO EXERCISE AAAA you guys i haven’t been allowed to work out in like 3 years and today i signed up for gym class which i need to graduate i’m gonna be able to lose some fat i’m so happy this is a major win for me!! any advice for an absolute workout beginner lol
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EDAnonymous
weightwasted
2020/01/13
Adderall has helped me SO MUCH! So I started taking adderall recently because my mom was diagnosed and wanted me to see if it would help me. Psychiatrist said it would likely help. After weeks of it doing nothing I think I’m finally at a dosage where it’s helping! I no longer lose focus every ten minutes and go to eat ...
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EDAnonymous
Tomyoldbrownearth
2020/01/13
I asked my boyfriend to put sunscreen on my back, and he said, “Wow, you have a big rib cage.” What is my eating disorder even supposed to do with that comment?? Restrict?? To get a smaller rib cage??? Just focus on the word “big”????? Take it as a *~skinny legend~* comment??? What 👏🏼 in 👏🏼 the👏🏼 hell 👏🏼 dud...
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EDAnonymous
duhmonik
2020/01/13
Low Cal Drinks That Are Filling what r some low cal drinks that r filling? i’m starting a liquid fast tomorrow.
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EDAnonymous
DxMePls
2020/01/13
(TW) : binging on kimchee So I do alternate day fasting On my eating day I eat anything I want until I wanna explode but it must be within one sitting only.. It kinda helped add some control to my binge eating disorder... There's still an element of binge to it but it's not as bad as before where I'd go haywire and c...
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homoeconomicus2017
2020/01/13
ED brain had a mixed weekend (tw: numbers) i saw my grandma for the first time in a while and had a new outfit on [and was fresh off of a 36 hour fast] and she asked me if i had lost weight (maybe 7 pounds) and that i looked great (still like 40 pounds above a good weight for me/have an overweight BMI by 15 pounds). ...
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missyb3
2020/01/13
“you’re not THAT fat” what my boyfriend told me this morning when I complained about my post-binge belly
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ifyoudontunderstand
2020/01/13
i wish i never started fasting i used to feel so accomplished after fasting for a certain duration, and now that feels like nothing. i keep upping the ante, and telling myself how good i'll feel when i reach my new goal, and thennn you guessed it, i am left unsatisfied. i run my hands over all the parts of my body i ha...
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lewlew333
2020/01/13
(๑>◡<๑) tbh i just need to vent. anyways i can survive off of one small meal a day during the week but then on the weekend i tend to binge and im so mad at myself. i cant stop thinking about food. anyways how r u
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sarahmeisinger
2020/01/13
Forever trying to get back to the weight I was when I was 19 5 years ago I took adderall every day, was working 60+ hours a week at 2 jobs, smoked weed 3-4 times a day, and I dropped down to 115 which has always been my goal weight (i am 5'5). Now I am very happily married (he's Australian) with a cat, i have a degre...
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EDAnonymous
camisadoclouds
2020/01/13
Advice? I was cleaning up my computer today when I came across an old forum I used to post on, a proana site if you will, and I really wanna keep it safe. It was a big part of my life that I had grown attached to and I'm not ready to get rid of it but everyone keeps telling me keeping it around is a stupid idea. Should...
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tesdanwat
2020/01/13
so halo top is kind of a game changer for me I’m gonna be honest, ice cream is my biggest weakness when it cones to foods, especially since moving to a beach town where cute little ice cream shops are everywhere. I’ve known abt halo top for a while but I actually tried it on a whim today and I actually like it better t...
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EDAnonymous
refinedlowlife
2020/01/13
I'm mad because I don't want this to kill me. TW weight mentioned Well, seems like I'm at a loss. Basically, my husband is under the impression I'm maintaining 105, and we made a deal I wouldn't drop under 100. I'm currently around 92. I feel like shit for lying, I tried to maintain but I don't know how. I'll go into t...
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sipapito
2020/01/13
jUsT sOmE sElF cArE, RIGHT FELLAS🤡 tfw you meal prep for the week, clean the house, finish redoing shelves in your bathroom, journal, but take Max Lax dose because you can't stand the amount of food you tried meal prepping 🙄 ANYWAYS, GUESS ITS FACEMASK TIME AND READ SOME OF THAT BOOK THERAPIST RECOMMENDED, SHOW MUST...
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EDAnonymous
vellamour
2020/01/13
Does anyone wonder how much the people weigh when they brag about how easy their 80+ fasts are? (another post about that fasting sub we all try to hate but secretly love) How can you think fasting 80+ hours is a breeze? Or is boring? I am literally either sleeping, shivering, unable to stand, or just straight up obsess...
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EDAnonymous
liliesbloomtwice
2020/01/13
Anyone else have a smoke after a b/p? Like damn, good job, you earned it! Also first time poster, long time lurker hi
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EDAnonymous
TheBessaVanessa
2020/01/13
Whatever happened to the good “herbal slimming pills” DAE remember LiDa, and Meizitang from ~2011? I used to be able to buy them on eBay, they illegally contained sibutramine (a former RX obesity treatment) that was a helluva appetite suppressant. The FDA would ban them, and they would just rebrand and repackage them ...
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EDAnonymous
papajohnboy
2020/01/13
i have a question idk for sure if i have an ed,, like i eat barely anythingb and i feel disgusting and fat, people say i look thinner but when i look at my body i only see it as fat,, i eat as little as possible. i dont know if i have one tho of if im not good at eating
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EDAnonymous
knoxox
2020/01/13
my tumblr is half thinspo, half stationary/ inspirational journaling and you guys.... the vertigo i’ve prided myself on being a good gemini it’s like what kind of productive do I want to be today??? ignorant to my problems productive??sticking to the “gym” habit tracker like it’s not just me walking circles in my hous...
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EDAnonymous
kindbear_kindbud
2020/01/14
Ephedra energy drinks? Today I saw these energy drinks at the discount grocery store I go to. I forget the brand, but there was a rhino on the can. They actually have ephedra, are 0 calories, and have 200 mg caffeine. My ED brain was like "tRy iT fOr ScIeNcE" before my rational brain took over and put it back For some...
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MoveAlongIdiotz
2020/01/14
I tried on a shirt that was too small I tried on a shirt that was really tight around my arms a few months ago.....and it's very loose. Like 1 and 1/2 of my arms can fit in it. It was also tight around my chest and now it's loose It gave me so much motivation because I feel like my thighs and arms never shrink and I...
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EDAnonymous
trashpunx
2020/01/14
DAE weigh themselves like 5/6 times before and after eating literally anything? Asking cus I do it. Gotta make sure the scales aren’t lying yknow If I’m out, I literally feel like I NEED to get home, and get on my scales asap to know that I haven’t gained
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onlymadetolikememes
2020/01/14
She rolled her f**king eyes My therapist rolled her god damn eyes and me and it still has me upset and I need to rant. So in my session the other day eating bananas came up (fear food don’t ask why ¯\_(ツ)_/¯) and it’s something that’s come up before and I did work to try to eat them again. For reasons I won’t bore y...
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EDAnonymous
fruitluvr22
2020/01/14
This new Health Class is SO triggering I’m taking this new health class in college and there are some interesting assignments that don’t really sit well with me.. (Mind you this is just a general Ed. introductory health class) Today we took our waist and hip measurements along with weight and body fat percentage. I was...
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EDAnonymous
moth-woman
2020/01/14
*record scratch* [freeze frame of me hunched over a toilet bowl full of puke and blood] so... you're probably wondering how i ended up in this situation........ (i got a nosebleed while purging but was too scared to stop and clean it up in case my body Magically Absorbed All The Food In Seconds so i just kept going til...
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EDAnonymous
thealexkingdom
2020/01/14
Working out makes me stress and eat!!!!! Help So I can not work out on my own so I do CrossFit with a group of people but I know that I have to eat before working out or I will pass out or throw up which makes me super stressed which makes me miss workouts, any advice ??
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EDAnonymous
BabyPanda265
2020/01/14
I missed out on my childhood? Being bigger as a child was a horrendous experience. I wasn’t huge, maybe 15lbs overweight in elementary and middle, but I was the biggest kid and it messed with me a lot. Everything was anxiety producing, from pictures to PE and especially shopping. I stopped letting my parents take pictu...
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stjarnlax
2020/01/14
What have I done to my teeth.... Really have no where else to talk about this or post. Does anyone else feel the same? How do you cope? I had a pretty severe eating disorder for 8 years, think for a 4 period vomiting several times a day. I would binge, vomit, then binge again on repeat for whole days. Not caring about...
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dizzy3210
2020/01/14
I want to open up about my ED I think I’m finally ready to tell my dad about my ED. I’ve been living with this for 7-8 years going through so many different binge/purge/restrict cycles and I’m finally sick of it. He knows about the binge eating episodes, but I’ve never said more than that. He’s alluded to knowing about...
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EDAnonymous
4throw30away
2020/01/14
I look healthy as fuck and its disgusting I decided to recover and gained 13 pounds. I'm back at my SW and I can see exactly why I wanted to loose in the first place. I have no choice but to loose the weight in a moderate manner now because I'm tired of gaining and loosing the same 10 pounds. Maybe if I lose it without...
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EDAnonymous
tooldtohatemyself
2020/01/14
Today’s my 27th birthday. Fasted 2 days, reached a new LW (105) and spent an hour crying in the shower I canceled my birthday dinner and I’m going to bed early. Aren’t eating disorders fun?
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EDAnonymous
unlikelyotter
2020/01/14
I have a date on Saturday. I don't think I'm looking for a relationship, but I met a guy on Tinder and we've hit it off and are gonna meet up on Saturday. I started my ED bullshit up again like a few weeks ago and am pretty thick in it right now. All advice says don't date with an ED because it's selfish and now I just...
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EDAnonymous
trashcannottt
2020/01/14
my mom was wondering whether pineapple or bread had more calories lmao i didnt wanna come back here cause i'm almost fine again bUT my mom decided to diet again and asked (herself or me i never know) whether pineapple or bread had more calories. it was sO HARD to hold myself back not to laugh. just wanted to share tha...
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featherprettybones
2020/01/14
It's kind of sad not to be able to share your achievements with anyone Last week, I stayed under 500 calories a day each day and lost about 5kg (most of it was water weight from that awful Christmas period) and I'm proud of myself. But I can't share that with anyone in my life: my friends and family would be concerned ...
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EDAnonymous
beevicious
2020/01/14
‘Forgot’ to look away when doctor asked me to step on a scale Hadn’t checked my weight in months and now I’m dealing with the flu and a ‘the flu made me skinny’ spiral omg someone just take me out I’m so sick and I made so many mistakes I can’t cry because I can’t breathe
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sadrgnoises
2020/01/14
got chicken noodle soup thought i would eat it but I only drank the broth and threw the rest out, big F. maybe next time also: to the lady staring at the salads with me, i see you judging them beside me and then also turning to just get soup like i did we ain't alone in this wild world, godspeed my dude ✌
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bjrdie
2020/01/14
TW: food amount. validation lol i want to eat a pb&j sandwich for lunch. i usually don’t eat lunch, but i don’t want to get into a binge/starve cycle yk? and then for dinner i’m thinking about having a salad of just lettuce, (maybe) cheese, and fat free italian dressing. it’s like 45 calories haha. i can’t help but...
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EDAnonymous
ghastlycandy
2020/01/14
the scale is a curse i've always lost weight really fast just by fasting. i lost like 10 pounds in 3 weeks and i wanted to use a scale because i thought being aware of my weight would help me lose more. it literally had the exact opposite effect. i stayed the same weight for a week and after that i started gaining bro ...
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EDAnonymous
Shootmeffs
2020/01/14
Jesus fricking Christ what's wrong with me I successfully drank all the alcohol in my friend's house (that I'm living in atm) without him knowing so now I can hopefully starve myself in peace. Fuck this addiction I just wanna be skinnyyyy
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EDAnonymous
itsn0tokaayy
2020/01/14
fuck me i go back to school tomorrow and i just feel disgusting. i was suppose to lose all this weight and change my look this holiday but instead i ended up binging and i look like a obese elephant. i have never felt so ugly and gross and im scared to go school. i know people with anorexia see themselves as fat even w...
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malibu-milk
2020/01/14
my girlfriends ex so some context. me and my girlfriend broke up, she started seeing someone else- a girl who's three years older, a bit taller, and at the time was a little bit bigger than me due to her frame. when they broke up, me and my gf got back together. apparently she also has an ed, but was in remission, as w...
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dino_babies
2020/01/14
I'm already planning what weight I'll be for my vacation in December. I'm meeting my boyfriend's family next Christmas. They live overseas and we speak different languages, so I've barely had any contact with them. Since it'll be hot there, I'm going to need spaghetti strap tops or dresses and shorts, and it's stressin...
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ijustrlylikeweezer
2020/01/14
PSA: Diet Pepsi isn’t vegan I don’t know if anyone else cares but I was shook
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EDAnonymous
lillimena
2020/01/14
Therapy gone wrong My therapist told me today that i look thin but normal thin. BMI 16.8. Fuck my body type 😟
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EDAnonymous
YouGoatToBeKittenMe
2020/01/14
I scheduled my classes around my eating habits All my classes at common eating times so I can always be in class if someone wants to eat with me. Now I can fast for weeks 🤡
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PartyTimeSexyDisco
2020/01/14
Gimme ur work/school lunch ideas So I'll be going back to work this week after a lot of time off and I have NO IDEA what I'm gonna eat while out. I'll have to plan in advance which always puts me off whatever the food is (god knows why) but if I don't eat during the day I'm basically guaranteed to binge once I'm home :...
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EDAnonymous
cloudy_skies_ahead
2020/01/14
Why can’t my body forgive and forget current me knows that this is stupid but imma post this anyway! I’ve been bloated for like 18hrs now, I’m gassy and uncomfortable?!?!! Because I took 810mg of my ssri 36hrs ago??!?? I DIDNT DIE, LIKE IM STILL HERE SO YOU CAN CHILL THE FUCK OUT!!! I played myself. /s no but seri...
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EDAnonymous
Intrepid_Apple
2020/01/14
Nuggets I just ate twenty (20) chicken nuggets and I am far too tired to purge them. Someone please just tell me everything is gonna be okay?
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EDAnonymous
life_of_fabiola
2020/01/14
Dreaming about B/P Last dream i dreamed i was binging on donuts, burgers and pasta with the intention of purging after but i ended up forgetting about it and at the end of the day (still in my dream) i remembered my binge and i was in panic !! Even when i woke up this morning i was still freaking sad and angry after my...
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EDAnonymous
alligatorskins
2020/01/14
Weight Gain i was 199 & had bulimia, constant cycle of binging & purging, restricting only to binge & purge again. my weight went from 170-190 constantly up & down & then after a year i sorta "overcame it" but really it went "dormant" & came back. i gained so much though i'm up to 230lbs, my ant...
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EDAnonymous
throwaway1221-
2020/01/14
Two days ago I saw irl thinspo at the mall She’s gorgeous. She was sitting and her spine sticked out. I stared for wayyyy too long. I didn’t have anything else to do so I sat kinda nearby and sat there until she moved away. I know I was being creepy big time but I was so mesmerized. The spine yall, the spine!
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EDAnonymous
ilovecats988
2020/01/14
Tw/ I don't know where else I can vent Right now I'm the heaviest I've ever been. I just want to be a healthy weight (overweight now) and be happy with how I look but it feels impossible to lose weight healthy when the disordered thoughts never left :( I've had an eating disorder for like 11 years and I would have prob...
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EDAnonymous
mryflkmn
2020/01/14
Chew spit question Does anyone get horrible mouth sores from chewing and spitting? It hurts so bad!! My tongue and the back of my mouth especially
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diekdoe
2020/01/14
why cant i just be happy 😩 I've been losing weight in healthy ways, at a consistent pace. And i actually have started to like the way i look now Why cant i continue keeping this up, it feels sustainable and good But my brain is like, if u just fasted a bit or restricted more, you'd get to your goal weight faster. Li...
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EDAnonymous
Momoandpear
2020/01/14
Rip recovery? I just weighed myself because I’m a dumbass and I’m officially my goal weight wtf how wtf what do I do from here I’m still a big bitch and I just want to starve myself even more because I’m 0.1 BMI away from under weight and none of this makes sense send help
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cele5ticle
2020/01/14
freaking out over 'you shouldn't gain any more' maybe a TW-weight change and gp advice? ​ Went to see the gp a month or so into recovery, just when i was finally enjoying it and really finding joy in eating what i want, when i want (ie, a lot). she said i'm at a good point (yay!) BUT shouldn't be trying to...
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stop_panakin
2020/01/14
Me: scared to drink green tea cos calories. Also me: eats a fucking brownie And now all I want to do is cry.
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sicknessforthickness
2020/01/14
im not losing weight anymore and im depressed af i fucking hate myself for this, like i started binging 2 days before new year's and i went back to restricting on the 1st but around 7th i again HAD to eat more because of holidays and shit and for a week now im restricting and i feel like shit bc i havent lost even a ki...
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EDAnonymous
heyapeeps
2020/01/14
Please really need to talk about this Background: so I’ve HELLA struggled with bulimia/alcohol abuse for like 6 years (I’m 24 now). And I’ve been doing really well with my eating habits etc for the last couple weeks (like this has been the first time in a LONG time that I’ve been functioning really well). My mum is out...
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EDAnonymous
athenaoof
2020/01/14
*looks at girls legs* *she looks back* holy shit she’s pretty too why can’t i just die 🤡
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EDAnonymous
snugglejuice
2020/01/14
Good lord it’s like EVERYTHING makes me bruise! Every little tap!! My knees look aesthetic af but damn!
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aimsleey
2020/01/14
Why trigger me??? My husband (we are separated, a few months now) popped by unexpected to see the children last night. I had fasted 26 hours and had made a 7 veg pasta to break it. I had run 5 miles but was struggling near the end so planned to eat so i could run again today. Before he left he said "I'm proud of you, t...
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EDAnonymous
piizza
2020/01/14
Just found two (2) new stretch marks after doing so well with recovery for months I’m sobbing like a bitch rn Can I get an F in the chat for my impending relapse
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EDAnonymous
moronicahaze
2020/01/14
MANIC EPISODE TIME lads let’s fucking do this, kicking my bulimia in the balls because i need to start starving again so people like me more! unfortunately going back to pro-ana tumblr but i need thinspo i’m such a disgusting fat pig everybody hates me bc i’m fat. i wanna starve until death lol
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teenandcat
2020/01/14
I really hope my ED brain doesn’t fuck it up ahhh i met a really cute boy this past weekend and we’ve been talking every day since. He’s cute, funny, and super nice. the only problem is he’s sooo skinny, it’s super triggering and i really want to get past it but my dumb brain won’t let me think about anything else. Any...
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EDAnonymous
throwaway47835694
2020/01/14
I dipped my balls in sugar water because someone told me I would taste the sweetness I fucking screamed, not only did it fucking WORK (?!?!?!) but now I am terrified that I may have ingested pure sugar through my balls, and that not only did that broke my fast, but that it will also make me fat I hate not only my ED, ...
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EDAnonymous
NouraCroft
2020/01/14
Restricted to a three hour window and i still feel guilty for eating. Doesn’t help that half my calories went to alcohol. Should I walk 9km home to work it off? Or just take a bus and feel guilty ..
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EDAnonymous
TheBoy35
2020/01/14
Why do I feel fat all the time? My BMI’s 21.8 but i feel fat all the time and feel guilty whenever I eat something
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EDAnonymous
ijustwantedtoknoww1
2020/01/14
I see my psychiatrist next week to potentially get on Vyvanse for binge eating..if he prescribes it 🙄 I was on this medication almost 4 years ago and I managed to lose 10 pounds in a week. No joke, 10 pounds. I had to get off of it after a few months because I started abusing it. It’s not like my doctor found that out...
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EDAnonymous
RuuSkirata
2020/01/14
I always thought being fat was the worst thing... ...but then I ate cauliflower crust pizza. I can feel it in the back of my throat. You know, that weird cauliflower smell/taste/aura. Fuck cauliflower.
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EDAnonymous
luckyadamson
2020/01/14
Did anyone else watch Cheer? ...and get triggered when Morgan was disappointed with weighing in at 96.6 lbs? Yup.
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EDAnonymous
shh-itsathrowaway
2020/01/14
Why doesn't anything change? I'm a 19 year old girl with a long list of mental illnesses. The total diagnoses I have received are: *generalized anxiety disorder, major depressive disorder, inattentive adhd, asd level 2, avoidant personality disorder, social anxiety disorder,* and - of course, an eating disorder - which...
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EDAnonymous
byie
2020/01/14
Tehe I started my day off *really* good!!!! ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️ Started with 4 slices of pizza (tehe, I was feeling ambitious today wasn’t I???), 4 slices of toast 🤪✌️, ALL WITH BUTTER, a calorie filled “protein bar” 🤯, 1 bar of chocolate, 6 choclate kisses, two bowls of nachos, and topped it off with ice cream hehehehhe...
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RichardStarrkey
2020/01/14
Boneless It isn't elegant though it often looks that way. A cold salad and a boiled egg, yolk untouched. A set of scallops slightly undercooked and half eaten. A light step in high heeled shoes. It would be rude outright to be completely open, and I excuse myself surrect away to a corner alone. There on my knees I ex...
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spookierthanyou
2020/01/14
I'm a walking hypocrisy Me at work (health food store): yess get those dark leafy greens in and don't forget omega 3s and here let me find you a good magnesium supplement and always take your k2s with a d3 Me at home: diet consists of sugary coffee, processed carbs, 2 muffins, half a cheesecake, chocolate fudge, chees...
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EDAnonymous
anothrrthrowawayy
2020/01/14
Did my final weigh in for 2019, lost notable weight, but still see no difference I struggled with binge eating pretty badly on top of my bulimia so it was a healthy/necessary weight loss, but still, I’m just standing here like wtf? I literally lost 23.4lbs...I’m only 5’3, I should see it???? But then I was like Oop...
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Weeb_Trash_420
2020/01/14
A local place fucked up my safe food order of plain boneless wings and I'm pissed To all 8 bones that were in my wings go fuck yourself you pieces of shit contaminated my food and now I don't want to eat anything and yes it's totally a lifeless chicken wing bones falut that I refuse to eat anything until the hunger pai...
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skinnylittlebitchh
2020/01/14
Happy new year When you’ve been restricting all of december and you’ve reached closer to your GW but then you binge all January and ruin all your progress!!!!!!!!!
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