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az4angela
2020/01/16
My naturally super skinny friend has been scouted for modelling He was originally approached around a week ago. Then the plan was that in 2 ish weeks from now he was going to London to meet some people from an agency. Instead, now he’s just left to get an overnight flight to Paris to meet some big boss of a big brand (...
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annihilatress
2020/01/16
Does green tea make anyone else feel sick? Sadly, it seems that if I drink green tea on an empty stomach, I immediately get “nauseated hungry” and start gagging. Super attractive! Does this happen to anyone else? I guess I’ll have to stick to black coffee :(
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EDAnonymous
LeLeafeon
2020/01/16
I am afraid of any scale different to the one I own I always weigh myself once or twice a day at my home with my own scale. I'm scared of weighing myself using a different one somewhere else because what if it says I'm heavier? Which one should I believe? Have I been lying to myself? And I'm scared too because I'll be...
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EDAnonymous
hh3nt
2020/01/16
chinese new year !!! how the actual F*CK do i manage during chinese new year????? being forced to eat so much fucking food in front of all my relatives genuinely makes me feel like dying right afterwards.........I NEED TO KNOW HOW THE FUCK I CAN NOT EAT SO MUCH WITHOUT MY FAMILY QUESTIONING ME OR FORCING ME TO EAT MORE...
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EDAnonymous
throwawayugly973
2020/01/16
My obsession isn’t so much trying to be skinny but rather not feeling full??? I hate feeling full. Like I want to be hungry. I feel fat when I eat and hate being bloated ever. I feel like if I eat more than a few hundred kcals of food I’ll be bloated and fat, but I’m not actually trying to be skinny? I just want like ...
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EDAnonymous
lillian-gish
2020/01/16
rant and a weird question: did anyone ever mistakenly think they were trans because of their ED? Part 1: I hit puberty at like 10/11 and my mother was abusive so I had a tough time dealing with periods, then due to stress I started dabbling in ED type behaviour and became obsessed with trying to fit in clothes for chi...
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EDAnonymous
pink-strawberry_
2020/01/16
My boyfriend left me and now ED is my only way to distract myself I hate feeling like my ED is good, because it has obviously caused a lot of pain to me. But having an ED is the only thing that will make me feel any less worthless after my boyfriend left me. I want to go down to the lowest weight I ever had, maybe then...
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EDAnonymous
raspbunni
2020/01/16
“you’ve got a fair bit of weight on him” ..... um....... no...........? he weighs more than me???????? my ex sexually assaulted me last night and when venting to the new guy i’m seeing about what happened he said “you could probably take him if you needed to though. you’ve got a fair bit of weight on him.” .... i wa...
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EDAnonymous
hamsterolic
2020/01/16
Any of yall be having nightmares of you eating fear foods/binging I'm waking up in a cold sweat every morning can I give a big fuck you to my brain for creating a new traumatic experience for me every night 😔
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thisismyedaccount
2020/01/16
I am a happier, healthier person when I engage in my ED. Over the past 9 months, my ED has stopped stressing me out. When I’m restricting and then b/p’ing, I’m happy. I log every calorie but don’t really stress as long as I’m under my limit, and I am 99% of the time. I don’t really tell myself not to b/p - if I binge, ...
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EDAnonymous
JustPastelDolly
2020/01/16
Comparing myself to my boyfriend’s ex crush (This is my first time writing something here so if this post does not seem suitable for this sub please tell me and i will delete it!) So there’s this girl that my boyfriend used to be in love with. It was a very intense feeling, he even lost weight in a fucked up way becaus...
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EDAnonymous
emotionalsupportclam
2020/01/16
I’m at my highest weight ever and I’m panicking pls help I don’t even know how this happened....well I kinda do. I had a nasty break up almost exactly a year ago and I initially lost a ton of weight because from January to March I just had no appetite, I was too sad and anxious. When I finally did get my appetite back,...
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MyFaceSlowPace
2020/01/16
Just had a revelation about getting a stomach virus 😍 It’s nature’s **FREE** CLEANSE! It’s actually a gift from the Flat Tummy gods ™️ because if my stomach virus keeps me on the shitter every 5 hours, then I can’t be constipated and full of shit (literally 😩) as usual, making my inches go down. Also, if my body can’...
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n0kikin0ki
2020/01/16
TW for mention of pants sizes so, i decided to go shopping yesterday since my pants have been too loose on me and it's not really comfortable wearing two pairs of pants. ANYWAYS, i used to wear a >!size 6!< and i was thinking well, i don't look that much smaller, let me try the >!size 2!<. guys...i was swim...
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EDAnonymous
lizardbree
2020/01/16
I literally gave myself diabetes by binge eating (TW: numbers) I’ve been wanting to post about this because it’s the biggest shame in my life My blood sugar has been high for like three years, and I knew it was because of my binges. I love junk food man, and I didn’t stop binging even though I saw a nutritionist and ...
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EDAnonymous
mouseyfields
2020/01/16
The book "Sick Enough". TW maybe? I'm stuck in this bitch of an illness, even after being hospitalised, tubed and force fed for the last four weeks. I'm back to the same as I was before I was admitted. I saw someone recommend the book Sick Enough, said it was amazing, that it helped them on the road to recovery. All o...
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EDAnonymous
poopybuttholeboy
2020/01/16
I wish mfp kept track of the amount of artificial sweetners I was consuming My guts are in pieces
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EDAnonymous
dogwithablog57
2020/01/16
I think I did something bad A few years back I was an extremely bad bulimic and had to be hospitalized because of it but I completely recovered. Recently I’ve been extremely depressed and stressed. I’m falling back into my old habits again. Last night I was throwing up and I now have an extremely bad pain in my stomach...
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EDAnonymous
annphillips1980
2020/01/16
2 constant extremes I find that I'm always at one of 2 extremes. 1. Completely obsessed with what and how much I eat. Constant calorie counting. Usually less than 700 so calories daily. During this episode, I'm also obsessed with losing weight (a lot of walking, crunches, weight lifting, etc). Ex: in about 8 mths ...
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EDAnonymous
OoFTheChoof
2020/01/16
Work is becoming a big uh oh moment I work at Starbucks so I'm constantly handing people drinks bUT MY HANDS ARE SO FUCKING SHAKY and so many customers have been commenting on it and I'm really running out of excuses lmao fuck Probably just gonna yeet myself into the bean grinder next time.
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EDAnonymous
languageghost
2020/01/16
I'm literally spending all the money I got for Christmas on binge food... And I'm so annoyed about it like, it's the new year and I'm still wasting all of my energy, time and money on this bullshit. Ok, maybe not all of it but it definitely feels like it at times
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EDAnonymous
munna_musharna
2020/01/16
DO REAL PEOPLE EAT i am so fucking confused. i had pretty much convinced myself that everyone alive is restricting more than i am because my friends all make jokes about only having iced coffee for breakfast and lunch + not eating dinner because they’re too lazy to cook. but i went out to brunch with my roommates and w...
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EDAnonymous
tell-me-a-dream
2020/01/16
I don't know why I'm acting like this So this is a little difficult for me to write out, just cause I don't want it to somehow get back to me IRL, like one of my co-workers somehow magically figured out what my Reddit handle is or something crazy like that. But I'm reminding myself that, that won't happen because I rea...
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EDAnonymous
avamcphee
2020/01/16
Day 9 fasting and I'm emotional exhusted and sore When I say fasting I'm having 2 cups of coffee, 2 cups of tea and 2 cups of chai latte, all though half the drinks I only half finish. My stomach hurts so much, I've had it for 3 days and the pains only getting worse. Its bearable when I'm not moving.for the most part....
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jsjhrmjvjk
2020/01/16
I'm already having a breakdown over valentine's day candy I just remembered that every year my lovely mom gets me this chocolate truffle for Valentine's day that's 380 calories and now I'm having a breakdown deciding what to do about it. I can't decide if I should fast the 13th or if I should try to split it into tiny ...
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EDAnonymous
uhchae
2020/01/16
Lost a considerable amount of weight but look EXACTLY the same? My clothes fit the same, no one has commented, but I’ve been strictly fasting and exercising every single day? The scale has moved a lot and I’m really happy about that, I just wish it would SHOW!!
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EDAnonymous
nakedrottweiler
2020/01/16
Finally sucked it up And bought clothing in a bigger size today. I love working out (in a non-disordered way) but I’ve been so uncomfy at the gym because I’ve gained weight and don’t fit into the same sports bras I’ve had for 5 years now. I’ve been avoiding the gym because of it. I went online and spent $200 on Sierra ...
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EDAnonymous
idkwids
2020/01/16
I have been free for 4 years It’s been 4 years of not caring about what I eat. I eat what I want now. I don’t understand why I did the horrible things I did. I hated myself, I don’t think it was about the weight really, more about punishing myself. I felt like I wasn’t good enough, that I never would be. I don’t even ...
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13oyfriend
2020/01/16
How do you stay looking healthy? Lately I’ve been noticing my face looks drained (bags under my eyes, dull skin) even though I sleep plenty. Does anyone have any tips to look not like a zombie?
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EDAnonymous
ihatehomedepot
2020/01/16
i love you i know a lot of you are struggling. hell, even i am struggling. but i just wanted to say: you are going to get through this. life isn’t supposed to be this hard. and even if you have no proof, you have to believe that one day, you won’t be in so much pain anymore. so i love you, and keep fighting. you are wo...
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EDAnonymous
SpecialistReaction
2020/01/16
Is seeing someone who was your “goal weight” every day triggering? I work with people who are in treatment for eating disorders and I am small. Would this be triggering for some people? If yes, what could I do to stop myself from being a trigger?
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EDAnonymous
artbang144
2020/01/16
DAE weigh themselves before and after getting hair extensions? I once gained 5lb from excessively long braids once. 😂😅
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EDAnonymous
dizzyIZ
2020/01/16
I just found out I’m pregnant It was an accident. How great is it that my first thoughts were: 1) is this why my weight plateaued? 2) I wonder how much I’ll lose if (when) I get an abortion? Also that I happened to relapse around the same time I think I got pregnant. Love my life !!!!!!
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sad-but-rad-
2020/01/16
Most likely going inpatient, advice needed please ♥️ (cross posted) Hello lovely people. I’m 22 and have relapsed into the wonderful world of anorexia over the course of the past year. I told my mom about my relapse yesterday. If I didn’t, my grandma said she would have to. My grandma already knows about it (I told h...
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etherealaqua
2020/01/16
Pro Tip Constipated? Just down 2 liters of Diet 7Up in less than 5 minutes! Believe me, you’ll have to GO. On the other hand, I now feel so full/bloated I feel nearly as guilty as if I’d binged on actual food and low key want to purge?? even tho my plan to drink this instead worked?? I hate eds lmao
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runaway-bride14
2020/01/16
No matter how skinny I get, I'm always gonna be fat in my wedding pictures Is that an acceptable reason to get a divorce
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TheCarbdashian
2020/01/16
I’m just really sad about my body every single night and have no one to turn to about this I have made so much progress getting my weight under control and I’ll start the day off feeling so good about what I see in the mirror. You know, being smaller than I once was.. and I was really big. And I’m feeling confident and...
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i_need_a_lyfe
2020/01/16
DAE feel like being skinny is the only positive quality you have bc you’re a failure at everything else Im a complete failure. I have a college degree but I can’t get a job, I am stupid as shit even though I try to study a lot, I have to take addy to function normally (addy has been amazing at giving me 0 appetite btw)...
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halfwayamused
2020/01/16
"Valid" I see this a lot, people talking about how they can't do x, y, or z (or conversely *must* do certain things) or else they won't be 'valid'. What does 'valid' mean to you personally?
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Adyrady
2020/01/16
Can we talk about the eerie amount of similar post in 1200 is plenty? I’m really worried about the same post going up in this subreddit, ed memes and 1200 is plenty. It’s making me wonder how many people in 1200 is plenty may think they’re being healthy but are disordered. Has anyone else noticed or am I crazy?
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cr1116
2020/01/16
Constipation 😭😂 Does anyone else get really constipated when not eating or restricting?? I haven’t been eating much and I have pooped for a good week and a half maybe 2 weeks I think? I don’t have a poop calendar but maybe I should get one
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EDAnonymous
MediocreAssistant
2020/01/16
Am I dumb for wanting a diagnosis? I talked to my therapist on my last session about my relationship with food and he agrees it's not healthy but that maybe it isn't a full blown eating disorder. That makes me feel weird a bit, like I'm faking or just fat so its okay that I obsess over calories. It's not like I want ...
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EDAnonymous
aspiringskinnybitch
2020/01/16
My mom: did you bring your scale home with you???? Me, shoving my scale under my bed: idk what you’re talking about man!!!!!!
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EDAnonymous
scienceofspin
2020/01/16
Very sweet and innocent girl I work with Thinks I’m skinny because I’m vegan. So she’s eating less meat and more veggies and asking me what my favorite veggies are and how I eat vegan in a healthy way and I’m like oh sweetie.... oh honey no.
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EDAnonymous
issathrowawaybabay
2020/01/16
I’m a fake anorexic Three years ago I didn’t eat properly for about two months and I’ve been clinging to that brief period of actual anorexia since despite the 40+ pounds I’ve gained and my complete and utter inability to starve myself anymore. Every morning I wake up and think “I looked great then. If I stop eating ag...
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EDAnonymous
brainsandb00bs
2020/01/16
I don’t want to recover lol I’ve had an eating disorder for the last 16 years, anorexia then binge eating and now anorexia again. There were speckles of recovery and normalcy laced into those periods but if I’m going to be real, this has been a life long struggle of mine. I recovered from binge eating and was losing ...
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EDAnonymous
juovla
2020/01/16
Cant sleep I hit my goal weight right before christmas, but now ive been bingeing for three weeks and it’s gonna take me months to lose all this weight and the self hatred is literally unbearable. The worst part is not being able to sleep because I can’t stand being aware of my body and the way it feels and I tried to ...
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EDAnonymous
heauxxie
2020/01/16
150 over is too much I've been eating roughly 500 calories this week and my friend and I sat down to eat together and I ended up going 150 over and i feel like crying I canot believe I did this I feel like absolute garbage right now and I can't tell anyone because then they'd Know
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innocentpurities
2020/01/16
being short not only am i horizontally challenged but i'm also vertically challenged!! :)
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EDAnonymous
Shamalamadin
2020/01/16
New job I just got a job as a sort of rent-a-CNA, I go and fill empty shifts at different facilities so they’re not short staffed. All the shifts are 8 hours or longer and my mind is like “sweet, long shifts = more money and no eating” 😬
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EDAnonymous
marajoscan1
2020/01/16
My ED doesn't feel valid Because I gained weight my mother thinks that I never had an ED, so she wants to cancel an appointment I have with a psychiatrist on Friday. Through this month I've been bringing and purging, so I losed some weight but my bulimia is at it's worst, although I'm not longer underweight.
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EDAnonymous
obtainstocks
2020/01/16
Finally lapsed this year Just a lapse... not a relapse. A binge episode about 18 days after my last, which I would say is progress. It used to be I would restrict all throughout the week and binge Friday or Saturday night. In line with the spirit of recovery for the new year, I was wondering if anyone has ever been t...
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EDAnonymous
ladygreyinatracksuit
2020/01/16
end of binge cycle? i’ve recently moved out of home where i lived with my mum and i’m now living with my grandma, sister, and her boyfriend. my mum was always a major proponent of my binge cycles, as she always buys way too much food and food waste stresses me out a lot. i’ve been binging every day or two for nearly tw...
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EDAnonymous
lbredj
2020/01/16
just sent a photo from the meme reddit with the watermark still on it I WANT TO DIE ITS IMESSAGE SO I CANT DELETE IT FUCK
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EDAnonymous
CaptainMyCaptainRise
2020/01/16
Shout out to me for being a dumb fuck. So I've put on enough weight that my thighs touch. So I've been back on my bullshit. Works great until I get home from work or go out. Get home from work today: instant noodles and then an entire sharebag of maltesers. Get home from work yesterday and wait till I need to leave for...
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EDAnonymous
depressionpills24
2020/01/16
I have THE slowest metabolism ever. Fml. So for the past 3 days, I’ve only eaten about 500-700 calories. And I apparently gained 3 pounds. I made sure I peed out all the liquid I drank and still the scale says I fuckin gained. I’m pretty sure it’s not water weight either. I’m pissed as hell. Wtf is up with me. Btw this...
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EDAnonymous
iwishiwereaballerina
2020/01/16
Experiences with using caffeine pills during a fast? Such an amateur question but I'm going to be fasting for multiple days but I'm an endurance athlete and need to perform lol. Just wondering if it can give me energy without calories. And does it cause jitters or decreased appetite or anything?
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EDAnonymous
amandathekat
2020/01/16
I’ve been trying to eat at maintenance vs restricting But today I’m PMSing and like all I want to do is eat but I’m already at my maintenance cals for the day and I still feel like eating everything. I’m worried about binging and honestly freaking out with the internal struggle of “eat you deserve it, and don’t eat ...
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gghhddvv
2020/01/16
How do I help somebody I don't know Hey so idk how to start this. I'm new here and if I do something wrong pls tell me. So, I don't have an ED, but I have some mental-health problems (cutting, depression) and I have a kind of vent account on Instagram. Since ED and self-harm or depression seem to be linked pretty stron...
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melongalia
2020/01/17
Conflicted, please help So this will probably be quite a long winded post so please bear with me. First of all, I just want to say that I've always disagreed with the idea of veganism 'causing' eating disorders or that you can't recover as a vegan. I am diagnosed with anorexia binge/purge subtype, have been experien...
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EDAnonymous
Historical-Storage
2020/01/17
Fml for real. The self loathing. TW I guess I just needed to let this out somewhere - been lurking for a while so made a throwaway so I can post without panic. I’ve been going through a relapse for a bit now, slowly at first and then quickly.. I was in recovery this past year (one of many attempts, have had an ed a lo...
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cheechiie
2020/01/17
Today was the first day of my fast... ...And a rep at my job brings in chick fil a for lunch. I can’t even tell you how many chicken nuggets I ate. Fasting has been postponed to tomorrow.
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smthgudinevrythng
2020/01/17
Is it right to avoid putting a scale in my bathroom knowing my roommate recovered just about two years ago? So, I'm in college and I live in an apartment with my best friend, and she confided in me that she was hospitalized and treated for anorexia in high school. She's maintained a healthy weight for two years since c...
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therealmothman66
2020/01/17
can we talk about Adele? (CW numbers, restricting) NOT thinspo or recommendations. a lot of my news feed lately has been Adele's trainer talking about her diet and apparently the program is like a mix of OMAD/1000cal limit while trying to survive off of a bunch of bullshit food like kale and blueberries, supposedly it ...
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EDAnonymous
helloitsmeme
2020/01/17
Drinking a diet Coke does not fix binge eating crackers with steak sauce. Am I suddenly Texan?
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EDAnonymous
zpeacock
2020/01/17
When ur in recovery and use ur own insta as thinspo How did I think I was fat then I am a WHALE NOW *cries in low restrict attempts*
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EDAnonymous
AngelaDrinksTea
2020/01/17
One of those days Today is one of those days where I can’t bare to look in a mirror because I know it’s going to ruin my mood for the whole day
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anonfortheed
2020/01/17
PSA there is potassium in diet 7 up For those of you in need of electrolytes: I've noticed that a lot of lemon-lime diet sodas (diet 7 up, fresca, etc.) have 2-4% DV of potassium, while a lot of recommended sports drinks have little to none. I'm no chemist so it's possible I'm missing something, but just wanted to shar...
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sluttybutt3
2020/01/17
In need of Fitbit friends!! Anyone wanna be fitbit friends? I've recently started using my Fitbit again and I need some friends! My username is burpeebarbie ! It will really keep me motivated
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EDAnonymous
idahobeachhouse
2020/01/17
Cheer on Netflix Not sure if anyone’s talked about this yet but that doc-series was SO triggering. In one scene, they did weigh ins and one of the girls was 98 pounds and was like “Ugh, guess I’m not eating tonight”. I was SHOOK. Guess who also didn’t have dinner that night and is now looking at cheerleading work out r...
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bubbleguppy05
2020/01/17
I only have ED in my mind I count every thing I eat, not only calories, but fats, protein, carbs and make sure my macro split is the same everyday. I want to lose weight even though for my BMI I am considered “healthy” but any weight loss would make my BMI considered underweight even though all my peers are smaller tha...
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EDAnonymous
sparklypinktutu
2020/01/17
Flashes of seeing myself Most of the time I can’t see myslef as smaller than before I relapsed or as skinny, but sometimes I catch flashes of how weak and narrow my arms and shoulders look, how parts of my thighs have started to dip in again, the shallowness of my face. It’s maddening.
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EDAnonymous
IntuitiveStars
2020/01/17
I shopped at Brandy Melville today. Now I feel bad/guilty TW: mentioning of weight loss/AN. Brandy Melville was my thinspo ever since I relapsed. I thought once I fit into their tiny 'one size fits all', I would feel proud and finally good about my body. Today I dared to visit a Brandy Melville, I looked at the clothe...
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EDAnonymous
throwawayaccunt6969
2020/01/17
I am sick of how ridiculous the scale/ weighing is (TW: weight talk) This morning the first thing I did was weigh myself and the scale read 48.1 kg which annoyed me because I was 47.5 kg yesterday but I thought to myself it’s fine I probably just have to poop or maybe it’s water ect. But then tonight I had a break down...
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EDAnonymous
Zoe_nuclear_kitten
2020/01/17
You ARE valid! Your valid if you dont have a proper list of safe or fear foods Your valid if you high restrict Your valid if your not underweight Your valid if you dont over exercise Your valid if you are male Your valid if you arent diagnosed Your valid if your not a teenager Your valid if you dont see yourself as fat...
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EDAnonymous
retrobaby66
2020/01/17
coffee helps? I am low restricting right now for a number of reasons, and I was feeling really empty until I had a cup of black coffee with some zero calorie sweetener. All of a sudden I feel super full, like I could easily refuse a full meal without hesitation right now. I know coffee alone has zero calories, but why...
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n00bii
2020/01/17
Dating with an ED Hi all, New to Reddit and definitely a noob to this threat. So please pardon me if I’ve written anything redundant or irrelevant to this community. Sorry in advance. I just wanted to share my fears and vulnerability with you all, and see maybe if anyone has the same feelings. Does anyone feel like ...
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pinkivee
2020/01/17
mrw my scale shows that I hit my first gw... ... and I don’t believe it so I go out and buy another scale! Now I can cry and obsess over two scales instead of just one. *finger guns*
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j1620rkgh
2020/01/17
what lyrics do you feel resonate with your ED and why? for me I personally really feel the lyric "Running away from you takes time and pain and I dont even want to"
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EDAnonymous
blackcoatsdaughter
2020/01/17
i told my favourite professor about my ed he was incredibly nice about it and told me he did his job for people like me who actually care about what he teaches. he told me about his first girlfriend who had bulimia and it just felt really nice to be able to connect with a professor like that. i've been feeling so lonel...
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EDAnonymous
34411220
2020/01/17
Just threw out my family's peanut butter jar I have no self control seriously If it's there I'll eat the whole thing I cant have that binge food in my home. I'm deadass considering asking them to not buy PB anymore but I dont want them to laugh at me.
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EDAnonymous
3hunnaz
2020/01/17
Shoutout to this nasty bladder infection for making my bladder so swollen that it causes pain every time I eat But also I’m in extreme pain all the time so not really
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EDAnonymous
Imaskinnybitchyall
2020/01/17
"You only eat junk." I can't make food and eat it. By the time I'm finished cooking I've had too much time to think about it and then I don't eat. So honestly if the options are cook, or eat, eventually I'm gonna have to eat,okay?! She said this about my protein cashew milk and vegan veggie patties from Aldi. Becau...
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EDAnonymous
Administratived
2020/01/17
I need to purge but I’m at work at the bathrooms aren’t private at all Guys I ate so many fucking cookies and undid over two weeks of progress and weight loss and restriction and I need to get it out of my body and I can’t. I’m literally having a panic attack over this and there’s nothing I can do and worse I can’t eve...
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EDAnonymous
GingerStark
2020/01/17
Friends changed plans and im having a mental breakdown I'm so fcking annoyed right now. My friends and I had planned to stay at my friend's house and spend the night there, drink a little and have fun. I thought it would be a good time to bond together, because for me it feels like I'm an outsider and they don't actual...
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EDAnonymous
roseflowr
2020/01/17
work i was at work working on the register and a customer came up. she had sunken eyes and hollow cheeks and super thin hair. i didnt wanna make assumptions in my head but it seemed like she’s one of us. my eyes are currently sunken as well because i don’t eat too much and i work long shifts. (perfect fuel to my ed rig...
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EDAnonymous
yeh1234gee
2020/01/17
Can't bring myself to drink alcohol And eat Alcohol has too many calories like two pints of beer is above my limit so we getting white girl wasted drinking on an empty stomach. My friends hate it but he hehe least I'm a skinny bitch
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xkittenpop
2020/01/17
A moment of solidarity So i was at Starbucks because I'm trying to do better and their low fat sandwich is like 230 cals or something.. I ordered it and the barista was like oh sorry we're out. oh fuck. there went my perfectly planned safe option. I swear she saw the panic in my eyes and she just kinda leaned over and...
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hydrationahoy
2020/01/17
Someone please tell me it's okay to eat 1000 calories My mother bought me fast food because I was sick and she was trying to be nice. Of course I found the calories to be 580 for the food, which is 80 over my limit. She wants me to have more than that though. My family has always drank orange juice when we are sick, sh...
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moonie-me
2020/01/17
I'm hyper aware of being fat So I want to starve myself, do 5 hours of cardio every day, but I also don't want to lose the muscles I've worked so hard on. And apparently I can't not eat anyway not matter how hard I try, I always end up binging and gaining even more fat. And I can't eat normally so wft am I supposed to ...
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EDAnonymous
throwrwayw
2020/01/17
quick lil IUD question howdy!! i got an IUD (mirena) at the end of november and this week would've been my period week. i still had spotty periods and would always plateau or gain around my periods pre-IUD, but haven't gotten any period since i got it placed. so NOW a bitch has been STUCK at the same weight this week...
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askinnykitten
2020/01/17
So i have the flu for the 4th time this season ...and i haven't even lost any weight. Even though i just violently threw up nothing but water and bile. Release me from this prison.
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abraxas-exe
2020/01/17
no appetite Woke up this morning with an incredible disgust for my body and current general self. The thought of breakfast makes me ill. I don’t want to eat a single thing, for fear of getting bloated. I also realized I’ve gained 4 pounds, and it’s killing me 😰. I hope this mood stretches fully until I get fully back...
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loosei
2020/01/17
presenting my disordered behaviours when intoxicated went out with my boyfriend to meet some of his friends from work. we're sat there and they're talking about veganism and the environment somebody asks whether i've tried the new vegan steakbake from greggs and i remark that although i haven't tried it, i have watc...
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EDAnonymous
tinybeano
2020/01/17
Imma take my stomach to “The Voice” Coz this binch doesn’t shut the fuck up and is always singing the song of it’s people 😤
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TheLittlestPineapple
2020/01/17
Blood Just purged quite violently, and there was some (bright red) blood. Pretty sure it’s from my oesophagus because it’s really sore. Freaked me the fuck out, anyone know anything that will ease the pain??
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KillMeFastOrSlow
2020/01/17
Never been UW, but pro Ana over 10 years? I’m a 42m, pro Ana and working toward uw because I love teen bodies and want one. If I’ve never been uw can I honestly call myself Ana or restrictive ED. I have been pro Ana for around 10 years now so it should’ve started to spiral. My friend who is 70 went on the ABC diet with...
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EDAnonymous
333--333
2020/01/17
old photos [TW!!!!] the worst part of recovering is when you stumble across photos at your lowest weight and you instantly get thoughts of how much ‘better’ you look. idk i just wanted to let this out because i hate it and i just feel really shit rn x other then that i’ve been doing really well and haven’t had these t...
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297al
2020/01/17
Just a lil rant about my mother My mum just told me I'm not allowed to go to work or uni if I don't gain weight... I'm over 18 so she said she'll get a court order to allow her to do this under some Mental Health Act. WTF. I'm not even underweight. I have a BMI of 20 and she keeps calling me a skeleton when the only ...
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EDAnonymous
sellazaurus
2020/01/17
Lunch I think i'm going to eat lunch at school today. That's all.
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