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EDAnonymous
mhaeveh
2020/01/19
Help what do I do I'm too fat to go to the gym I'm currently freaking out in a changing cubicle and I'm not sure if I should just leave? My weight this morning was super high and I just feel I don't deserve to exist and idk what to do. Please send tips, I'm stuck here until I stop crying
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EDAnonymous
slavicshiba
2020/01/19
it' s rElapse time babeyyyy yy yyyyyy IM sick and tired of being in this weird in-between stage where it seems like im being healthy but im actually not !!!11!! fuck this sshit bro! ! 1 im relapsing
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EDAnonymous
i-see-monsters
2020/01/19
It really be like that Me: God I want chocolate ED brain: No! Chew gum instead! ED brain: But gum has too many calories, so you can't have that either
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EDAnonymous
VonnegutsBallerina
2020/01/19
I’m having bean soup for lunch. Coffee is “bean soup.”
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EDAnonymous
a1sha
2020/01/19
needing to poop a ton after purging lots in one day...TMI n a bit gross but 🥺🥺🥺 i had a pretty low point yesterday purging 3/4 times. since then i keep getting a sudden urge to poop multiple times. has anyone experienced something similar ? sorry if this is gross but most of us deal with vomit on the reg so it shoul...
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EDAnonymous
bodiescollide
2020/01/19
Do you guys have celebrity thinspos? I'm obsessed with Phoebe Tonkin. I'd give away my left arm for my body to look like hers.
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EDAnonymous
meltsplitopenandmelt
2020/01/19
Artificial Sweeteners - thoughts from the experts? What do guys think about them - can they actually make you gain weight? Personally I consume a goddamn astronomical amount, and can’t decide if it helps or if maybe it could actually hinder weight loss? Open discussion, wanted your thoughts lol
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ManatessRCool
2020/01/19
It's a bit alarming how I'm on my 4th day in the hospital for extrema Orthostatic Hypotension and I've gotten away with eating almost nothing... Seriously, my ED is having a hay day here.
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Horizonaaa
2020/01/19
My partner didn't get me a birthday cake Not like I deserve one cause I am a fatty fatty fatty fatty fatty fatty fatty fatty fatty fatty
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EDAnonymous
moonchild1970
2020/01/19
Anyone else have little rituals they have to do? Like, whenever I leave my bedroom (which is quite often), I will have to do 50 sit ups, 100 squats, 2mins of wall sits and 50 push ups. If I don’t do it, I feel even more fat. But it’s getting in the way of family life and I don’t seem normal when I do it because all my ...
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schuylersisters-
2020/01/19
my brain is DUMB af milk? k let’s drink it pizza? ok it won’t hurt just this one time meat? who cares banana? grapes? guava? oh no. ohhh i can’t
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EDAnonymous
Nox_wears_socks
2020/01/19
When your laxative planning is less than stellar So yesterday was supposed to be a very heavy restriction day, but then OOP mcdonalds?????? (It wasnt even worth it.), so since it was still early afternoon on a saturday i took the gamble of the poop pill, thinking to myself, "this is far enough in advance, I'll totally ...
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EDAnonymous
fedupwithed
2020/01/19
When you hit a new LW, and then proceed to binge for the next week. Thus, you are no longer at that LW. Ugh I hate myself so much. 🙃🙃🙃
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EDAnonymous
honeybranches
2020/01/19
Does decaf coffee still suppress your appetite? MmmMMMMMMM cofe
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BrainyNegroid
2020/01/19
whats up diagnose me I hate eating eating is shit I'm not a picky eater or anything it's just a waste of time. 2 hours a day ish that I could spend doing something else. I used to not drink meal replacement shakes, now I only drink meal replacement shakes, my family is getting worried. saying I have eating disorder. I ...
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EDAnonymous
Bluebluue
2020/01/19
Recovery? So last week my friend was telling me that i lost so much weight, that my ass was so much smaller. So i said "yeah but my thighs are still the same, like why??!!" She was like "are you stupid or what?? Remember when you bought these pants? They were tight on you, now they're baggy" I went back home and stared...
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EDAnonymous
Brave_Mushroom
2020/01/19
Do any of you have ADD/ADHD? I'm the process of being evaluated for ADHD and I feel like my ED affects and is affected by it. I feel like I snack like a fat piece of shit because I'm bored because of my (yet undiagnosed) ADHD. And when I fast I either feel so much more focused or (obviously) feel like I'm brain-fogge...
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EDAnonymous
heartemoji
2020/01/19
Don't fit in anywhere? Does anyone else struggle to fit in to groups? I find it really hard to connect to people. I have a few friends and I want to get closer to them but then when they ask me to do stuff I say no or cancel why am I like this
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EDAnonymous
africanbumdiseases
2020/01/19
stretch marks are killing me I've got that lovely paper skin irish heritage complexion and it feels like i get a purple stretch mark if i just move a bit too fast, none of those cute little white ones cut to me gaining a lot of weight in 2019 and im just covered. seeing my arms, legs, stomach, breasts just breaks me d...
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EDAnonymous
Ash1377777
2020/01/19
i lost it fml i have no words. ate 4 meat dumplings, chugged apple cider, ate a whole ass fking burger, that shit was DRIPPING in fats, and oh god that beef patty was THICC. and the cherry on top, i scarfed down wings after that. all this just when i was so fucking close to my goal weight. what kills me is that i wa...
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totallymyname5
2020/01/19
Not actually NSFW but mentions porn and kinda tmi?? look, i just wanted to look at porn, b u t i found a subreddit? that was basically just thinspo but with boobs so now i’ve been on that for two hours just feeling like shit instead of being horny, now im just going to go to sleep since its 3am. GN yall
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dummyythiccbitchh
2020/01/19
How long? how long until a guy with a saviordaddy complex gets disillusioned with trying to save a sad sick girl and gets tired of her moods and bullshit and leaves? asking for an enemy thanks and kind regards, dummythiccbitchh ​ ​ pps we have lived together for almost two years and he litera...
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its-a-secret97
2020/01/19
I acted cold-heartdd towards my now deceased dad (I dont know if its a good idea to post this but I habe been crying about this for an hour now and I need to let this out) Around 2018 my dad was diagnosed with cancer. At the same time I was dealing with my restrictive ED. At that time staying thin was the most importa...
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leelo2002
2020/01/19
My life is sad and I don't want it anymore Every day all I do is stay in the house, eat a bunch of food and then throw it up. Then eat again and throw it up because I'm hungry and also sad about throwing up so I'll comfort eat and again and throw it up. I am stuck in a constant cycle that I don't want anymore. I hate i...
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katarina-stratford
2020/01/19
I've filled my bathroom with houseplants. There are 25 houseplants in my little bathroom. I've hung shelves off the walls. Showers were getting hard, I needed *something else* to look at.
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franga10
2020/01/19
feel suicidal due to ED i had really bad eating disorder that destroyed me from 18-24 and i just think about hw much i missed out on and and all the mistakes i made and fuck ups due to my ED. i feel so sad thinking about it.
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lunaecho7
2020/01/19
Yeah my Ed hasn't effected my life at all, I'm 100% fine, no need to worry Also me: stops going to theatre build because: - I need to wear jeans, I can't wear jeans because I'm way to insecure and I'll leave my house in the verge of tears, see a skinny middle schooler(I'm gross ik) at build and then cry. - it's form ...
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EDAnonymous
Himiqq
2020/01/19
I never have caffeine, but... ... I just had a significant amount of caffeine for the first time on accident. The only caffeine I would ever have is the tiny amount in my raspberry tea but I just accidentally had a mineral water with 260 mg of caffeine in it. So this is how you guys feel? Full of energy and not wanti...
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EDAnonymous
unicorns-n-mermaids
2020/01/19
Trying not to freak the F out (TW: talk of numbers related to weight) I just got back to college after being home for break, where I lived in leggings 24/7 and ate actual food. I’ve been recovered from the worst of my anorexia for about 3 years now but have been really struggling to maintain that lately. I think I’m at...
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EDAnonymous
idkanymoreaboutthis
2020/01/19
Every time I lose some weight, there’s that voice in my head Whenever I lose some weight after fasting for two days and I stare in the mirror, some voice in my head just says, “you look obese, lose some more weight fatass” and I just stare at myself like.. “Yeah I do” and I continue fasting for two more day
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EDAnonymous
yourfather35
2020/01/19
i really need help i cant stop binging. its getting out of control and i hate myself more and more every day because of it. can anyone give me tips? advice? i cant seem to get out of this cycle.
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EDAnonymous
Sushisnac
2020/01/19
Workbooks/online quick courses A little off topic, but does anyone know of any self help or goalsetting resources, like a fill-in-the blank kinda thing? Trying to get priorities together in an attempt to motivate myself to focus less on things like food.
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EDAnonymous
hollowaythrowawayt
2020/01/19
thank you madmen (strange trigger to start recovery) this is really weird and off topic, but i have recently begun watching amc's madmen and have fallen in love with the character of joan holloway. her figure has made me realise that it's time to recover, because despite having some extra weight- she looks great. i don...
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EDAnonymous
flowerdropz
2020/01/19
Holy shit...literally you know that feeling when you FINALLY get to poop (in my case when i swipe my boyfriends adderall oopp) and you look in the toilet and you’re like “i canNOT BELIEVE I WAS CARRYING THAT AROUND insIDE mE!!!” like holy shit y’all...i feel like i just lost at least 2 pounds. wtf is wrong w me lmao
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EDAnonymous
parishiltonstan
2020/01/19
How to get people to stop joking about your ED None of my friends know I actually have AN but ever since i lost 50 pounds they always joke that i don’t eat. For example when we were at a party this guy was like wow you lost a lot of weight and my friends were like oh yeah she doesn’t eat. There has been multiples of ot...
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bonelessdishes
2020/01/19
"Fixed" my scale (TW numbers) The batteries in my scale died right after I started back at the gym two months ago. After these couple months going every day before work and occasionally on the weekends, I finally bought some new batteries and weighed myself again. I was down 6 pounds! Then I weighed myself again, just...
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EDAnonymous
honormythrowaway
2020/01/19
I want people to notice I’m obese. Every time I restrict I have this horrible fantasy of my teachers and people in my classes noticing how fast I’m dropping weight, how small I will have become, how thin my face is. Its awful but the idea of someone finally seeing me is so consuming, I need someone to see me. The onl...
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EDAnonymous
evil-pacman
2020/01/19
My dad just asked me if I was on a diet :))))) Is it stupid I got triggered over that? I’ve already had anxiety aLLLL day and in general today was just shit. Doesn’t help it’s my time of the month either, but alas. Anyways, I’ve lost a ton of weight over the past few months (to the point where during Christmas time I ...
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EDAnonymous
yugogrl2000
2020/01/20
My husband insists on meal-prepping, and it is stressful *rant* Just a vent- As the title says, he wants to prep meals, which pretty much ensures my food intake is monitored. OMAD is not acceptable to him, but I want to drop about 15lb by my graduation in May. I don't have a lot of time to work out because senior colle...
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EDAnonymous
o-h-h-e-c-k
2020/01/20
Got the best compliment today Was buying a lab coat for the upcoming semester and the employee helping with sizing saw me go for the medium to try on and he said “actually I think a small would fit you much better, maybe even an extra small” and wow I’ll be riding the high of that compliment the rest of the semester
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Antique-Butterscotch
2020/01/20
Gained like 20 pounds since 2020 What the title says🤡🤡This is my way of celebrating 2020!! I haven’t seen myself this fat in a while and I’m just having crisis daily what have I done to my life hehe
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EDAnonymous
Ivys_vines
2020/01/20
I want to finish January healthily (restriction and binging mentioned but recovery oriented) I usually cycle between intense restriction and binging to the point of being in pain. I want to go the rest of January eating a normal amount every day. I literally can’t remember the last time I did that. No gimmicks or anyt...
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common_potato
2020/01/20
In need of some reassurance (TW: calories, numbers) Hi guys :) I’m going to mention numbers in this post so please be aware of that if you fear you might get triggered! So I’ve been stuck in a really bad binge and purge cycle and for the first time in months feel ready to try increasing my calories because I need t...
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garlicbreadaddict
2020/01/20
I have to eat 350 calories at the same time that I take one of my meds I also have to take it at bedtime because it makes me sleepy. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO WAIT UNTIL 10:30 TO EAT DINNER? I can’t just add an extra 350 calories to my day for the hell of it. I get up at 6:30, and I have to eat breakfast with my mo...
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adiposekilla
2020/01/20
Any nurses here? I’m an RN working 12hrs at the hospital and I’m so curious as to how many more calories on burning since I’m pretty much always on my feet! Like 10.5/12 hrs are spent on my feet. Do you know how many extra calories you burn?
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bxbbysoxer
2020/01/20
Calculating calorie deficit?? How do you figure that garbage out? I always thought you subtract from your bmr but just saw someone else say they subtract from their maintenance calorie limit and I just??? Feel v stressed and upset trying to work out which rip
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EDAnonymous
bitbygod
2020/01/20
i'm tired. of all of this. i don't want to be like this. but i can't stop.
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EDAnonymous
jorduwu
2020/01/20
i got diagnosed. now what. so i finally spoke to a psychiatrist after probably 4-5 years of restricting and all the fun stuff that comes along with it. because i’m in highschool, this doctors visit was not by choice. it was recommended by my school counselor, my doctor, and a dietitian. im a little upset, i don’t wan...
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stressdaisy
2020/01/20
PSA: Electrolyte tablets For everyone who purges, restricts in a way where they might not be getting enough salt, or has other potential electrolyte issues: Electrolyte tablets. Some of them have other vitamins, too, so bonus. The Nuun ones are 10 cal and supposed to go in 16 oz of water, and they actually taste pret...
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EDAnonymous
raspberrykcals
2020/01/20
there's too much conflicting diet advice out there and i honestly get so stressed out by it that i just don't eat Keto? Vegan? Carnivore? High carb low fat? Mediterranean diet? Can someone please tell me what the consensus is for health when it comes to nutrition because I've been fasting instead of eating because my o...
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EDAnonymous
Liyahloo
2020/01/20
Toxic Family Members I love my mom so much but she is really harming my attempts at recovery. To put it into context my mum is super small and althletic, she runs alot and eats very little. Last week I bought a burrito bowl and she remarked is that all you eat now, take out. I was rly taken aback because I usually e...
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EDAnonymous
cisheterpatriarchy
2020/01/20
relapse music? what kind of music do you listen to when you’re relapsing? idk i guess most people don’t have. a major change in music taste but I just need some music to relate to I think I completely missed the point of the song but ‘Self Care’ by Mac Miller really hits me when I stop eating. Because I see not eating...
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EDAnonymous
sadbottomthrowaway
2020/01/20
what bmis do you consider thin/normal/fat/etc? i have no concept of this stuff at all and i wanna hear other people’s opinions.
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EDAnonymous
probablyalreadytake-
2020/01/20
Getting told that I’m overweight is tempting me to relapse I (21) have had an eating disorder since I was probably 12. I was anorexic at the time, but it didn’t really register. I thought how much I obsessed about food and weighing myself 10 times a day was normal. Everyone would always compliment me by telling me how ...
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EDAnonymous
wardenofthenorthpole
2020/01/20
I was today years old when I learnt thigh holes exist I wasn't aware that people can ruin their jeans by having their thighs rubbing together. Now i just feel confused. Do I want to recover to just spend more money on clothes?
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EDAnonymous
PhysicalWinter2
2020/01/20
Someone asked me what my biggest fear was Took everything I had to not say peanut butter LOL
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EDAnonymous
yyxyuha
2020/01/20
which ed do i have? TW// mention of calories, binging and restricting so ive eating in a really disordered way since july 2019 i guess, but ive never been able to put a proper name of what exactly i was experiencing, which makes it hard to talk about around me and seek help. so can anyone help me? from july - october,...
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EDAnonymous
ohsweetchristabel
2020/01/20
Is it possible to get a physical without getting weighed? I'd like to get a physical soon with my doctor but getting weighed is very triggering, and I was weighed somewhat recently and I know I'm the same. Is it possible to just ask my doctor to do everything else but weigh me? I've been with her forever.
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EDAnonymous
lllllrr
2020/01/20
Help with fasting! (TW) Hi everybody! So.. I've been fasting for about twelve days now, mainly because I've become irrationaly scared of eating. I have no idea how to start eating """normally""" again. Do you have any tips or help? I no longer feel hungry at all, and I don't really feel like eating, but I know at one ...
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EDAnonymous
bloodthirstythin
2020/01/20
DAE put hot sauce on everything? Like the title. I feel like franks red hot is my new best friend being 0 cal and making my tongue burn so i have to eat slower. is it just me?
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needtobeskinny709
2020/01/20
Applying for a fast food job Potential TW So I’m a senior in High School but I do classes at a local college and am responsible for the gas money to get there. I really need to get a job this semester but the only places hiring are fast food places. I’m not a scared of the job itself, but every place I have looked at s...
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EDAnonymous
mynormalheart
2020/01/20
Who else here has bipolar disorder? I’m bp2 diagnosed about 3 years ago now (I’m in my mid/late 20’s). Anyone else’s weight follow their moods? When I’m depressed I ALWAYS gain weight, like a lot because I can’t stop binging. And I spend so much fucking time depressed. It sucks so bad. I know I shouldn’t like hyp...
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icedvanillachailatte
2020/01/20
Sad, crying and about to go on another ride Idk but eating normal makes me so emotional. When I restrict I just become emotionally cold (physically as well lol) and that’s what I need rn. Like eating makes me happy but with great happiness comes great sadness? I don’t know, I’ve been crying a lot and my head hurts
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EDAnonymous
beccabitesback
2020/01/20
Question Is this a pro ED sub?
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EDAnonymous
LawrenAnne4
2020/01/20
Literally kill me I am getting married in two weeks, and a year and a half ago when I got engaged I told myself I wasn't going to freak myself out about my weight before the wedding. I made a really conscious effort to not try and lose weight for this event, and to just enjoy being engaged. ​ Well, fuck me...
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EDAnonymous
unspokenredpanda
2020/01/20
A guy called me fat Soooooooooooo Story time. I came out of a supermarket near my house about 20 minutes ago. And a guy, a random guy goes to me "sorry you're quite a fat girl". Which was clearly directed at me because there were no other females around me at the time. I was wearing my coat but still. I have really bee...
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EDAnonymous
SpaceWhale88
2020/01/20
I need bigger bras My bras have been digging into me and I know I'll have to go up a band size. Granted I like my fuller boobs but I'm so fat everywhere else as well. I primarily wear sports bras and they are practically cutting off my blood supply. I feel so huge.
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EDAnonymous
Saidles
2020/01/20
I’m so lonely I have a sum total of zero (0) friends now. Or I have one, but she lives in Germany and I see her once a year. My boyfriend’s now gotten a new job and I’m so happy for him but it’s ages away and we’re barely going to see each other anymore. I feel like it’s not gonna last much longer. All of the friends I...
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EDAnonymous
dietfreddo
2020/01/20
Vaping fruit/dessert flavours and pretending it’s a meal Instead of binging real food I can just simulate it lmao now I have a nicotine addiction
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EDAnonymous
pondfrogs
2020/01/20
story time hey guys, guess who’s now insecure about her Fucking elbows because her bf told her that they weren’t bony even though he meant it as a compliment my brain automatically took it to mean: you have fat arms
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EDAnonymous
ijustreallymissmydog
2020/01/20
comparing my weight to my high school bullies i was bullied my entire childhood through high school by many girls. either directly or they’d say horrible things about me behind my back. but now one of my goals is to be smaller than them bc it’s the ultimate motivator or revenge imo. a lot of them have gained weight in ...
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EDAnonymous
bephany97
2020/01/20
The moment when you realize that you aren't a teen anymore and had spent your young counting calories and macros, and probably will never be able to eat like a normal human being again and you're going to live this way 'till you die or kill yourself eventually. Just shower thoughts™ guys :))))
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EDAnonymous
uhhhdudeidk
2020/01/20
I ate so much that I threw up involuntarily That's it, that's the post. I've reached a new low. EDs are so gLaMoRoUs right?? 🤡✌️
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esme0
2020/01/20
[rant] i hate myself me and my siblings live together, i swear to god i’m not tryna sound like a bratty piece of shit but my parents hired a helper as they don’t live with us EnStrAnGeD pArents ThinGzzzZz🤗🤗 one of the roles of our helper is to prepare MEALS, for the first few months i skipped the meals that were co...
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EDAnonymous
DumbassDragon
2020/01/20
does anyone here have abs? *if this isn't allowed lemme know and i will absolutely delete* if so, how did you achieve them? i'm trying to get abs but i'm not the best way to go about it :/
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Throwawayyyyyme
2020/01/20
Missing my ED & panic attacks? Hey all, I hope I can safely share this with you.. I kinda just wanted to maybe ask for advice. I've always been overweight in my life EXCEPT for one year. I moved to the UK on my own, leaving my family and life behind in 2015. I developed major panic attacks and after a very horribl...
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dealingwithme
2020/01/20
Oh man I need help Late last night I had a weird little binge.. I ate 2 boxes of birthday cake Fibre One bars which equates to 10 bars.. they each have at least 5 grams of fibre per bar.. needless to say my insides are protesting and I’m in agony this morning sitting in work pretending I'm not on the verge of my bo...
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EDAnonymous
ginnysucks
2020/01/20
B&P Favourite thing to purge?
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EDAnonymous
theorangepalmtree
2020/01/20
I'm fucked I've been strength training every other day my whole bodies sore from working night shift and I'm stressed out and panicking because I weigh the same this whole year since I put on 20 pounds. I recovered from making myself puke and kinda stopped binging but whenever I'm stressed I eat something because I don...
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EDAnonymous
mylittlefriendana
2020/01/20
ok so spiraling what up it’s ya girl who’s been in “recovery” aka i’ve been having all the ED thoughts all the time but for the most part choosing to eat normally. but anyways tonight i came home to visit my family and my mom made comments on my weight so im spiraling and thinking I might never eat again! Who’s with m...
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EDAnonymous
nonotseventeen
2020/01/20
fuck periods i want mac n cheese i want ice cream i want chocolate but most of all i want to be skinny it’s not my fault that i’m not pregnant
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sladkimoloko
2020/01/20
formerly overweight friend posting literal bodycheck pics i met a girl through our mutual friend a little over a year ago, and the last time i saw her (over a year ago), she was just starting to lose weight. she’s studying fashion design in university, and i’m assuming that it became difficult to coordinate outfits for...
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EDAnonymous
huynjin
2020/01/20
bloated woke up this morning looking super bloated when i havent even eaten anything ://
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EDAnonymous
extrafirmtofuslut
2020/01/20
Some catharsis I need someone to tell me to stop hurting myself. To tell me that it’s bad enough now. That the pain I carry with me every day is too much for one person. I just want someone to see that I am screaming on the inside. So loud sometimes I can’t believe I’m not actually making a sound. And I’m so lonely it ...
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EDAnonymous
BackgroundBell
2020/01/20
DAE feel like the harder they try to lose weight, the less they lose? & some days you step on a scale after a supposed bad week and wOw weight loss urgh
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EDAnonymous
ladyb__
2020/01/20
All I want in life right now is to find a pair of white high-waisted skinny jeans that *actually* fit me /end rant.
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EDAnonymous
DragonTeaWhore
2020/01/20
Thank you mfp For telling me that my French Martini is high in Vitamin C 😂
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EDAnonymous
sunrisesatdawn
2020/01/20
happy 18th birthday to me i fasted yesterday because i thought i'd have bday plans with friends, but they all forgot. & it's almost 12 am so it's officially over & i guess they really did forget. i asked them to hang out today (without mentioning my bday) & they were all conveniently busy, so i was stupid &...
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aesthetic-crackhead
2020/01/20
When your ED originally starts bc of your religion I had been developing unhealthy eating habits for like two years and I had had an unhealthy mentality and hated my body But then bc I’m Jewish we had a fast day And I fasted And then I lost a little weight And I was like woah That was almost a year ago now and...
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EDAnonymous
plans-are-overrated
2020/01/20
I just wanna look like what I look like when I take a mirror selfie, feet apart leaning forward when my thighS magically ~look~ smaller Now can I just have that but like on a constant basis? Please? I’m not asking for that much :((
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EDAnonymous
OneAndOnly01
2020/01/20
Any tips to not binge? I have been binging like crazy for 5 days which has caused crazy panic attacks. I eat so much I literally am crumpled over in pain, but still want to eat more. Does anyone have tips for binging? I really don't know how to deal with this pain any longer. It's making me hate myself more.
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EDAnonymous
sweetie251
2020/01/20
*about to step on the scale” Scale: Are you in the right headspace to receive information that could possibly hurt you?
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EDAnonymous
Kazak451
2020/01/20
Restricting while dating Does anyone else restrict more easily when they’re dating/in a relationship? My weight stayed pretty steady in my last relationship, but I was recently seeing a guy for a couple of weeks and I had absolutely no problem restricting the entire time I was seeing him. But I’m pretty sure he’s g...
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EDAnonymous
cherrybixch
2020/01/20
Do u ever look at yourself and think...damn... I look bigger than I thought I did... and just die a little on the inside? Because same we really be going thru it
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EDAnonymous
Main-Regular
2020/01/20
I don't take any multivitamins or supplements - what are the ones I should ABSOLUTELY be taking, even if I DIDN'T have an ED? Thread title is basically the whole thing...I have massive decision fatigue and find it very difficult to choose between all the different things that are available to me?? I've recently been do...
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creative-username__
2020/01/20
That nebulous "between disorder and recovery" phase Preface: I'm gonna discuss weight, calories, and body image. You know when you're physically recovered but you still have the eating disorder mindset so now you eat a normal amount but just hate yourself for it? I eat easily triple the amount I did back when I was f...
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tseokii
2020/01/20
DAE not feel hungry OR full? I honestly can't tell if it's been a lifetime thing for me or not. I don't know. I ate like a relatively "normal" child but I also... kinda feel like I never really had hunger/fullness signals to begin with. I don't remember those feelings. Idk if that's the years of having an ED or if my ...
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EDAnonymous
mustaird
2020/01/20
Just cried when I saw a commercial for papa johns Only 12 hours into a broth fast and literally cried a few tears when I saw a papa johns tv commercial for their new Alfredo pizza. I don’t even like papa johns
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