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EDAnonymous | jjjiangx | 2020/02/12 | DAE have friends who know about your ED and try to help and you waver between being like thank god for you and leave me alone my two best friends know and will regularly call me out when i skip meals. i know they're looking out for me and trying to help, which i appreciate most of the time because keeping me accountabl... | 3.065916 | 4.74903 | 4.037084 | 87.806317 | 74.555556 | 6.996192 | 25.703041 | 7.724431 | 1.210664 | 809 | 28 | 173 | 11 | 17 | 261 | 117 | 207 | 0.072 | 0.742 | 0.186 | 0.967 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 16 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 35 | 34 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 13 | 9 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 24 | 14 | 24 | 24 | 5 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 103 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12167 | 0.259275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082142 | 0.120368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240414 | 0.098136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118799 | 0.167849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142052 | 0 | 0.272285 | 0 | 0.061376 | 0 | 0 | 0.098533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104418 | 0 | 0 | 0.193685 | 0 | 0 | 0.12439 | 0 | 0.120127 | 0 | 0.401749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098215 | 0.134568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115419 | 0.093263 | 0.137002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239275 | 0 | 0.114757 | 0 | 0 | 0.101461 | 0 | 0 | 0.138581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105625 | 0 | 0.106004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | edallanhoe | 2020/02/12 | Does anyone else have an ED anthem? Mine is Me and Mia by Ted Leo Just kinda was thinking about this! | -0.211429 | 2.091881 | 1.187619 | 99.015714 | 94.238095 | 2.8 | 11.761905 | 3.1291 | -1.734124 | 79 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 25 | 21 | 21 | 0.111 | 0.889 | 0 | -0.3595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378485 | 0.554619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.47369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.452181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | AllieKyle | 2020/02/12 | really, really, really concerned about relapsing I haven't forced myself to throw up since I was 14-15. I'm 23 now and it's been a long time since I've wanted to do anything of the sort. But lately, my life's kinda been a mess: I was taken out of school due to my mental health issues, moved back to my parents', broke u... | 5.336871 | 4.570762 | 6.22563 | 83.035886 | 67.991597 | 9.339884 | 27.55139 | 8.617729 | 1.681382 | 890 | 22 | 195 | 12 | 13 | 296 | 136 | 238 | 0.099 | 0.837 | 0.064 | -0.7183 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 20 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 32 | 33 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 4 | 19 | 4 | 32 | 17 | 6 | 34 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 18 | 122 | 26 | 2 | 0.110879 | 0 | 0.108202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085259 | 0 | 0.067591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063015 | 0.093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121872 | 0 | 0.250152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098124 | 0 | 0.124045 | 0.121037 | 0.094265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11174 | 0.117625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117846 | 0.081509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084328 | 0 | 0 | 0.123118 | 0.120071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126204 | 0.284127 | 0.114002 | 0.109479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112215 | 0 | 0 | 0.115671 | 0 | 0 | 0.18344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118182 | 0.088548 | 0.0927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130798 | 0.08801 | 0.08894 | 0.405061 | 0 | 0 | 0.100051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080721 | 0.112603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Smashy_ashy | 2020/02/12 | Falling back on old habits I’m going through a really rough time and I’m finding comfort in restricting. Last time I was full blown in my disorder I was eating about 900 calories a day and exercising 2+ hours. After I fell off of that I maintained a healthy balance for a while then started binging. Gained about 15lbs i... | 2.941832 | 3.919206 | 4.29607 | 88.640818 | 73.703196 | 7.118836 | 26.929509 | 7.41366 | 1.253504 | 815 | 29 | 179 | 9 | 16 | 270 | 126 | 219 | 0.113 | 0.814 | 0.073 | -0.7428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 35 | 35 | 18 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 19 | 3 | 29 | 29 | 4 | 47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 28 | 112 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099175 | 0 | 0.078623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144659 | 0 | 0.142711 | 0 | 0.332718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263951 | 0 | 0 | 0.114235 | 0.133268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219902 | 0.10818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114641 | 0 | 0 | 0.141765 | 0.210267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122041 | 0.086093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205896 | 0 | 0 | 0.095635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146841 | 0.13534 | 0 | 0 | 0.098093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091291 | 0 | 0 | 0.215661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096975 | 0 | 0.112732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076074 | 0.102376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Perfect110 | 2020/02/12 | Protein Help I am constantly deficient when it comes to protein. What are some low calorie options that you use to get the most protein, whether it be a shake/powder or food/drink? | 4.184902 | 6.491452 | 4.100588 | 85.849314 | 73.117647 | 6.886275 | 34.862745 | 7.793538 | 2.709345 | 144 | 8 | 26 | 2 | 3 | 44 | 30 | 34 | 0.064 | 0.854 | 0.082 | 0.1531 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 18 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357687 | 0 | 0.44872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.502102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SubsequentNebula | 2020/02/12 | Consequences of advice used wrong. I was severely anorexic back in highschool. It started because I was a thin kid, but undiagnosed ADD led to depression like symptoms when I was taken out of soccer, and I put on weight rapidly. In highschool, in order to cope with things happening, I decided the thing to focus on was ... | 3.782678 | 5.499933 | 4.547593 | 84.742261 | 72.730018 | 7.064835 | 26.898322 | 7.715138 | 1.553039 | 2,266 | 81 | 435 | 29 | 45 | 728 | 256 | 563 | 0.175 | 0.752 | 0.073 | -0.9963 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 70 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 28 | 31 | 6 | 6 | 15 | 1 | 39 | 28 | 3 | 9 | 4 | 101 | 96 | 40 | 1 | 18 | 23 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 52 | 34 | 13 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 14 | 13 | 23 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 14 | 51 | 8 | 64 | 64 | 8 | 72 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 21 | 27 | 4 | 7 | 30 | 294 | 103 | 5 | 0.106183 | 0 | 0 | 0.057878 | 0 | 0.051881 | 0.047063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117176 | 0.042457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04369 | 0.047263 | 0 | 0.060399 | 0.049881 | 0.122473 | 0.088659 | 0.388371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046955 | 0 | 0.058973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168492 | 0.045734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127168 | 0 | 0 | 0.102719 | 0 | 0.045728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06157 | 0.380283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107379 | 0.037929 | 0 | 0 | 0.09705 | 0 | 0.064199 | 0 | 0 | 0.19633 | 0.083215 | 0.05093 | 0.150866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093898 | 0 | 0.04756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059838 | 0.062914 | 0 | 0.112189 | 0 | 0.052732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075 | 0.103752 | 0 | 0.093762 | 0 | 0.089167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053504 | 0 | 0.107215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039367 | 0.040948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071953 | 0.080757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050682 | 0.073614 | 0.046358 | 0.05547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050847 | 0 | 0 | 0.254008 | 0 | 0.053372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04534 | 0.050502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042307 | 0 | 0 | 0.059979 | 0 | 0.043918 | 0.179032 | 0 | 0 | 0.044984 | 0.081745 | 0 | 0.059432 | 0.075157 | 0 | 0.084798 | 0 | 0.060816 | 0.166509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176359 | 0 | 0 | 0.042149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101463 | 0 | 0.036046 | 0 | 0 | 0.165811 | 0 | 0.091708 | 0 | 0 | 0.06263 | 0.042142 | 0 | 0.129303 | 0 | 0.049217 | 0 | 0 | 0.061053 | 0.051179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054105 | 0.037715 | 0.058047 | 0 | 0.068379 |
EDAnonymous | wormgirlllll | 2020/02/12 | "Why are you always buying new clothes??" Hahahaha maybe because I cycle up and down 15 pounds and only 1/6 of my wardrobe fits at any given time :)))))) recovery is so hard, I don't want to relapse again but lately everything feels tight and it makes me scared
Does anyone else hardcore trigger themselves by putting ... | 5.102863 | 6.391008 | 5.066765 | 83.968775 | 68.882353 | 7.54902 | 32.990196 | 7.793538 | 2.306608 | 351 | 16 | 66 | 4 | 6 | 109 | 68 | 85 | 0.174 | 0.792 | 0.035 | -0.9183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 15 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 1 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 34 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178312 | 0 | 0 | 0.145729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149842 | 0.219573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325065 | 0.153094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117772 | 0 | 0.241737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28609 | 0 | 0.21529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224869 | 0 | 0 | 0.162983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 3valia | 2020/02/12 | purging i just purged for the first time after having obsessive thoughts about it for the past week for some reason and i feel??? weirdly comforted even though im pretty sure it didn't do anything. idk why this is happening, i thought i was p much recovered so i feel like im just making all of this up, but im just so s... | 1.029034 | 2.975253 | 2.709481 | 93.771883 | 81.589286 | 5.858442 | 22.681818 | 6.980633 | 0.597221 | 413 | 14 | 93 | 5 | 11 | 136 | 72 | 112 | 0.119 | 0.698 | 0.183 | 0.7433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 21 | 23 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 9 | 7 | 11 | 19 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 60 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1381 | 0 | 0 | 0.114592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.489604 | 0 | 0 | 0.142489 | 0.116326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140819 | 0.099481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.451245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139289 | 0 | 0 | 0.143173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136814 | 0.2211 | 0.162397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082134 | 0 | 0.111699 | 0.16957 | 0 | 0 | 0.125652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | incompetentpos | 2020/02/12 | TW for mention of suicide I am not a very social person. I have 3 or 4 actual friends and I don't talk much. My best friend on the other hand is basically a social butterfly and has lots of friends. Through her I've gotten to know and daily interact with a group of girls(we all go to the same university and have the sa... | 5.718136 | 6.239527 | 5.721392 | 82.591668 | 67.092692 | 8.76437 | 29.932315 | 8.676224 | 2.135191 | 2,279 | 78 | 448 | 33 | 35 | 716 | 242 | 561 | 0.105 | 0.765 | 0.13 | 0.9057 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 58 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 23 | 27 | 4 | 1 | 35 | 0 | 55 | 5 | 1 | 15 | 8 | 108 | 94 | 37 | 2 | 6 | 18 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 13 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 28 | 39 | 3 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 26 | 6 | 64 | 19 | 69 | 60 | 24 | 55 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 82 | 23 | 0 | 8 | 26 | 336 | 92 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.055551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093689 | 0.101351 | 0.053217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138804 | 0 | 0 | 0.064135 | 0.179218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04545 | 0 | 0 | 0.110136 | 0.058687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065241 | 0 | 0 | 0.116508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075197 | 0.051492 | 0.047962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.028783 | 0.040667 | 0 | 0.062359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.571743 | 0 | 0.059482 | 0 | 0.129408 | 0 | 0.045528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059415 | 0 | 0.050598 | 0 | 0 | 0.125138 | 0 | 0.064214 | 0 | 0 | 0.05821 | 0 | 0.055622 | 0.057054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193583 | 0 | 0 | 0.303984 | 0 | 0.114378 | 0.062008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041847 | 0 | 0.087808 | 0 | 0 | 0.05342 | 0 | 0 | 0.06481 | 0 | 0 | 0.154296 | 0.043294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036468 | 0.058529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063986 | 0 | 0.116056 | 0 | 0.087648 | 0 | 0 | 0.040292 | 0 | 0 | 0.047592 | 0 | 0.059511 | 0 | 0.124534 | 0 | 0.053651 | 0 | 0.042801 | 0.045754 | 0.049755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036475 | 0 | 0 | 0.066387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038648 | 0.185755 | 0 | 0.059261 | 0 | 0.09833 | 0 | 0.093938 | 0 | 0.135554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231241 | 0.058012 | 0.20219 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | LanayruPromenade | 2020/02/12 | my dumb life Don't know why I'm writing this. Actually, I do. I'm lonely and have no one to talk to about this. My ed has driven everyone that I care about away and I only meet with a therapist once a month. I chose a divorce over trying to get better. I now am seeing someone who fuels my ed unintentionally and I love ... | 0.886929 | 2.821666 | 3.459927 | 88.265629 | 82.021978 | 5.582906 | 21.100122 | 6.691623 | 0.415798 | 667 | 20 | 143 | 7 | 18 | 233 | 117 | 182 | 0.155 | 0.786 | 0.059 | -0.9526 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 26 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 25 | 3 | 27 | 22 | 5 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 99 | 36 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.146232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119835 | 0 | 0.162363 | 0.182084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281579 | 0 | 0 | 0.091347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155521 | 0 | 0.171741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167123 | 0 | 0 | 0.126255 | 0.143188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138534 | 0.156581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153232 | 0.105844 | 0 | 0 | 0.132321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119609 | 0.318534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144726 | 0 | 0.140624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159586 | 0.101542 | 0.113968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119167 | 0 | 0 | 0.119411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182084 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Not-NedFlanders | 2020/02/12 | Paper Bag by Fiona Apple is a whole freaking MOOD “Hunger hurts but starvin’ works when it costs too much to love.”
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EDAnonymous | Oliver889 | 2020/02/12 | Didn’t lose weight this week even though I exercised and restricted... Might just have to fuck around and have a panic attack 💯
Why the fuck didn’t I lose please some explain 😓 | 1.044571 | 3.659841 | 1.3 | 98.21 | 91.571429 | 5.085714 | 15.571429 | 6.742158 | -0.290029 | 141 | 3 | 30 | 2 | 5 | 42 | 28 | 35 | 0.447 | 0.499 | 0.055 | -0.9477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 18 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206631 | 0 | 0.264064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.519354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186188 | 0.282653 | 0 | 0 | 0.209447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ashaed31 | 2020/02/12 | My Lunch rn So I'm at lunch with these people on a school trip and like half the table ordered salad and I got lasagna, so I feel like a huge fatass now. But like, I'm paying for the food and it wasn't cheap so should I eat it??? That salad is drenched in sauce, but it still looks like it has less calories than my lasa... | 0.391429 | 2.239936 | 1.458571 | 102.416429 | 83.285714 | 4 | 17.142857 | 3.1291 | -1.172857 | 250 | 5 | 62 | 0 | 7 | 78 | 48 | 70 | 0 | 0.84 | 0.16 | 0.8326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 37 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155438 | 0.219617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.600748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sadboimochi | 2020/02/12 | I had a dream I ate everything I wanted
Not what you’d think
And if I’m being honest
It might’ve been a nightmare...
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EDAnonymous | penguinsweaterspdx | 2020/02/12 | Anyone else that just can't do artificial sweeteners? I think all the time about how many calories I could save without sugar. But I'd rather just starve than drink a can of diet soda. That stuff is nasty. | 2.881 | 5.347857 | 3.355 | 88.82 | 78 | 6 | 20 | 7.168622 | 0.4455 | 164 | 4 | 32 | 2 | 4 | 51 | 36 | 40 | 0.156 | 0.767 | 0.077 | -0.5106 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 22 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249533 | 0.365658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349599 | 0 | 0 | 0.298121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228669 | 0 | 0 | 0.208095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thewarmwinds | 2020/02/12 | Porn, thinspo and being enough What makes me really mad is how thinspo is banned on Reddit but porn subreddits that are pretty much thinspo for me are not questioned at all, I swear what some of the women who post (and men who comment) consider to be chubby/curvy porn is just depressing because I think they're still pr... | 4.995973 | 6.608961 | 5.25368 | 81.29286 | 69.496894 | 7.354244 | 28.944617 | 7.793538 | 1.926776 | 674 | 25 | 119 | 8 | 12 | 213 | 109 | 161 | 0.149 | 0.728 | 0.123 | -0.6858 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 14 | 11 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 25 | 25 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 3 | 14 | 21 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 77 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15652 | 0.342819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165792 | 0 | 0.208224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120895 | 0 | 0.161458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097939 | 0.179827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179534 | 0.381426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120091 | 0.192739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124539 | 0.120116 | 0.184177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133165 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | crystaldmb41 | 2020/02/12 | Teachers’ Lounge Breakdown I totally had a mental breakdown in the teachers’ lounge on whether or not to eat my measly lunch today. No lunch after no breakfast won. Lightheadedness while teaching sucks. | 7.62 | 10.908698 | 5.506061 | 75.179091 | 66.272727 | 6.824242 | 38.272727 | 7.793538 | 3.4942 | 165 | 9 | 22 | 2 | 3 | 47 | 28 | 33 | 0.184 | 0.718 | 0.098 | -0.296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 16 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.59464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.585641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.550842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | steinunn996 | 2020/02/12 | Went to the dentist yesterday (I'm bulimic) Told him I had bulimia as a teen (24y/o now) but I actually still fall back sometime but didn't wanna tell him that, and as I lay in the chair he squeezed my upper armed and shook it a little and said "you don't have it now do you, don't look very bulimic to me!" And laughed ... | 3.369878 | 3.117983 | 5.052341 | 88.049976 | 72.04878 | 8.999024 | 27.37561 | 8.841846 | 1.639153 | 289 | 9 | 71 | 5 | 5 | 99 | 55 | 82 | 0.073 | 0.876 | 0.051 | -0.1882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 13 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 10 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 43 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.397364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25897 | 0 | 0 | 0.216978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.491567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | whitleylights | 2020/02/12 | Pushy friend I live with a few housemates and I'm friends with all of them. One of them knows pretty much the full extent of my ED and also has an ED (it's so nice to be able to be open about it without being judged). One of my other housemates doesn't know the full extent but is starting to notice that I've been restr... | 2.071081 | 3.724349 | 3.714736 | 89.186544 | 77.217822 | 6.113684 | 21.884869 | 6.844919 | 0.491279 | 1,137 | 31 | 242 | 11 | 26 | 379 | 150 | 303 | 0.102 | 0.743 | 0.154 | 0.9511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 16 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 15 | 2 | 19 | 21 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 54 | 46 | 28 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 19 | 18 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 36 | 11 | 35 | 37 | 18 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 169 | 47 | 1 | 0.071635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071732 | 0 | 0 | 0.114573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0548 | 0.080927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134607 | 0 | 0 | 0.087336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075108 | 0.077412 | 0 | 0 | 0.079263 | 0 | 0.092397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.733004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074018 | 0 | 0.047314 | 0 | 0.120711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144883 | 0.051176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173242 | 0 | 0.166035 | 0 | 0.112279 | 0 | 0.040712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070725 | 0.073518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063672 | 0 | 0 | 0.157475 | 0.058392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069994 | 0 | 0.063255 | 0 | 0.060155 | 0 | 0 | 0.121803 | 0.064653 | 0 | 0.047817 | 0 | 0 | 0.078031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21064 | 0 | 0.055249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081557 | 0 | 0 | 0.097083 | 0.054482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045901 | 0.070381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069977 | 0 | 0.172336 | 0 | 0 | 0.059106 | 0 | 0 | 0.114922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069053 | 0 | 0.052151 | 0 | 0.073002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046131 |
EDAnonymous | Serpentype | 2020/02/12 | Anyone else have weird recurring dreams/nightmares? So I’ve had about a week of restriction and noticed after the first couple of days that I’ve been having really weird dreams every night. They’re very vivid and most of them end up being nightmares. It also becomes a lucid dream towards the end (I realize I’m dreaming... | 3.84355 | 5.600491 | 4.684791 | 83.65787 | 72.649635 | 7.317585 | 26.323159 | 8.000946 | 1.677619 | 554 | 19 | 103 | 8 | 11 | 179 | 87 | 137 | 0.192 | 0.766 | 0.042 | -0.9655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 13 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 18 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 18 | 9 | 2 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 73 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366443 | 0.254187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116847 | 0 | 0 | 0.106801 | 0.156502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117449 | 0 | 0.09311 | 0.337383 | 0.129972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169006 | 0 | 0.098506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127596 | 0 | 0.270568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235608 | 0 | 0 | 0.143338 | 0 | 0 | 0.347795 | 0 | 0 | 0.103502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150068 | 0 | 0.089065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126028 | 0 | 0 | 0.12252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098361 |
EDAnonymous | Perfect_Difficulty | 2020/02/12 | hey anprexics just bc u binge doesnt mean u have BED
stop using BED as a label to insult yourself
BED isnt just failed anorexia, its a different issue with different mindsets
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EDAnonymous | houndsofruv | 2020/02/12 | Having an eating disorder is so lonely I wanna ghost all my friends because every time I hang out with them I end up drinking/fucking up on my diet. I have one friend that actively encourages me to eat more ALL THE TIME | 1.702955 | 4.222776 | 3.664727 | 84.462091 | 83.318182 | 6.247273 | 24.709091 | 7.554174 | 1.600905 | 175 | 7 | 32 | 3 | 5 | 59 | 37 | 44 | 0.156 | 0.621 | 0.223 | 0.5336 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 26 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.580485 | 0 | 0 | 0.251228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.438291 | 0.262228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gremsie | 2020/02/12 | Where are all the recovered people? This is just something I’ve kind of been wondering about, but don’t know how or if that question can really be answered. Do you guys know many/any recovered people? (Besides the some of the people I see on YouTube) | 4.096875 | 6.110472 | 4.5775 | 83.6175 | 72.541667 | 8.133333 | 28.666667 | 8.841846 | 2.384942 | 199 | 8 | 37 | 4 | 4 | 63 | 39 | 48 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 26 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298995 | 0.315591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.597165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | i-eat-bunnies | 2020/02/12 | Please help I’m going to uni and I’ve gotten so fat I’ve been eating about 3000 calories for the past week and I think I’m PMSing but I’ve gained so much weight my thighs touch. I’m going to uni this week and I know everyone’s going to judge me - I’m a medical student and I need to look disciplined and elegant. Haha ni... | -0.934797 | 1.189785 | 1.465244 | 96.728435 | 96.642276 | 5.009756 | 16.589431 | 6.691623 | -0.104174 | 446 | 12 | 103 | 7 | 18 | 150 | 72 | 123 | 0.072 | 0.735 | 0.193 | 0.9398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 20 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 10 | 4 | 14 | 18 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 53 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350443 | 0.172399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302194 | 0.152407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329747 | 0.250295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jooliacoolia17 | 2020/02/12 | have you guys noticed how common ED behavior/triggers are on tiktok? is it just me or do you guys see the amount of glorification of EDs on tiktok? it’s kinda scary given how many young ppl are on the app. | 0.937143 | 3.356326 | 3.138381 | 87.523286 | 86.142857 | 5.264762 | 17.92381 | 6.742158 | 0.116861 | 162 | 4 | 33 | 2 | 5 | 55 | 32 | 42 | 0.066 | 0.858 | 0.076 | 0.1162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 21 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.754948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.386504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.434029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | PumpkinTome | 2020/02/12 | (TW childbirth, breast, fertility mentions) Biological femaleness is weirdly triggering I am somewhat busty, and It makes me want to shrink into a hole sometimes.
I had a friend (who was very triggering in other ways too) who would mention my bustiness in good spirit, but I just felt so repulsed.
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EDAnonymous | maybeasley | 2020/02/12 | Is it just me? CW: restrictive eating/bulimia
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Hey kids - just wondering if it’s normal that sometimes if a binge follows a restrictive period your body is unable to bring anything back up? NOT asking for tips (actually massively improving following therapy and antidepressants) but was wondering if t... | 3.478636 | 6.618199 | 5.701515 | 64.872273 | 92.484848 | 10.278788 | 30.242424 | 9.33951 | 4.953352 | 307 | 16 | 43 | 13 | 11 | 106 | 50 | 66 | 0 | 0.905 | 0.095 | 0.7149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 30 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208209 | 0 | 0.236534 | 0 | 0 | 0.194552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.4958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.548766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ohitskimmy11 | 2020/02/12 | Relapse of laxatives. I have not used laxatives for years now, since i abuses them to loose weight. I binge ate the past 2 days and as I looked in the mirror I couldn’t stand it. I drank marilax with lactulose. I am regretting it now. Hoping I can come back from this, maxes me feel like everything i’ve done to get away... | 1.582917 | 4.022801 | 2.997778 | 89.6 | 83.027778 | 7.488889 | 21.5 | 8.472885 | 1.452717 | 283 | 9 | 59 | 7 | 8 | 92 | 56 | 72 | 0.174 | 0.753 | 0.073 | -0.8139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 38 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0.308851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244908 | 0.200439 | 0.217648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131802 | 0.186222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167863 |
EDAnonymous | noxfoxen | 2020/02/12 | When you were allowing yourself this one specific meal for the day And then the restaurant is closed so ok guess it’s an all day fast because lol obviously it’s a sign I shouldn’t be eating at all and if I do have something else it won’t be what I planned and therefore the day is ruined and I’ll end up bingeing so fml | 0.973354 | 3.012687 | 2.619503 | 93.838696 | 82.333333 | 5.681988 | 24.349896 | 6.86897 | 0.745433 | 256 | 10 | 58 | 3 | 7 | 84 | 51 | 69 | 0.047 | 0.867 | 0.086 | 0.3749 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 14 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 38 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.64818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342809 | 0.279866 | 0 | 0.296728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dizzie_bby_xo | 2020/02/12 | when your “tHinSpO” is coraline jones, a 9 year old fictional character with legs and arms that are literally the size of twigs what have i become | 5.73 | 7.4869 | 5.84537 | 77.199167 | 67.888889 | 9.844444 | 32.018519 | 10.125757 | 3.390719 | 117 | 5 | 21 | 3 | 2 | 37 | 27 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.667749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.634441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.389352 |
EDAnonymous | finallyhappy1234 | 2020/02/12 | Binge Mode Activated I've been trying to recover but decided that tomorrow I will relapse into restriction until my birthday so I can be skinni. But that just triggered a MASSIVE binge tonight and I'm not letting myself purge anymore . I'm so confused because I can't stop binging and that's why I'm restricting again.
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EDAnonymous | brenwitching | 2020/02/12 | beat the binge but I ate a couple hundred cals over my limit and feel like absolute shit and more depressed than I’ve ever been after a normal binge. it’s like I literally cannot fathom the thought of not losing a pound in a day, which is funny cause I am able to push that thought out of my brain during Post Binge Deni... | 4.223095 | 5.371895 | 5.22873 | 82.510714 | 70.825397 | 6.869841 | 27.492063 | 6.937598 | 1.36453 | 499 | 17 | 95 | 4 | 9 | 164 | 86 | 126 | 0.143 | 0.727 | 0.13 | -0.6057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 25 | 14 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 14 | 10 | 3 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 11 | 62 | 14 | 0 | 0.194161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214835 | 0 | 0.125218 | 0 | 0.16723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098173 | 0.138708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206492 | 0 | 0.190236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | notyourpeach | 2020/02/12 | adhd and ed’s
Hi there fellow redditors, I was just wondering how many of us have dealed with being undiagnosed adhd and having trouble with food and eating. When I got diagnosed with adhd earlier 2019, I realized how much of an impact it had in my eating habits (and well, everything else). The impulsivity, the binge... | 3.078535 | 5.692585 | 4.485238 | 80.168736 | 78.206349 | 8.321368 | 23.978022 | 9.057497 | 2.256982 | 526 | 18 | 96 | 14 | 13 | 174 | 89 | 126 | 0.093 | 0.863 | 0.044 | -0.6223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 21 | 15 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 12 | 3 | 14 | 10 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 66 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.59463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127524 | 0 | 0.125548 | 0 | 0 | 0.141765 | 0.126607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.506284 | 0.103331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333508 | 0.120998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064626 | 0 | 0 | 0.10375 | 0.09893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117043 | 0 | 0.125407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | wanchichi | 2020/02/12 | my roommate weighs about 300 pounds and i weigh just over 100.... she started losing weight recently by just portion controlling a little more......... why the fuck do I feel threatened | 3.244839 | 6.360565 | 2.434452 | 88.651677 | 91.580645 | 5.060645 | 25.554839 | 6.742158 | 1.494221 | 142 | 6 | 23 | 2 | 5 | 41 | 29 | 31 | 0.267 | 0.733 | 0 | -0.8442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.387043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.386063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420222 | 0 | 0 | 0.311387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | aRedBandana | 2020/02/12 | Going out with my mom today She was going to grab us some drinks. She ordered me a normal coke when I asked for a diet one
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time to die inside while I drink this curse
because if there's something I hate more than being fat, it's being confrontational | 9.790588 | 6.09715 | 9.394216 | 73.128971 | 61.54902 | 10.984314 | 33.343137 | 7.168622 | 2.284678 | 200 | 4 | 39 | 1 | 2 | 65 | 43 | 51 | 0.301 | 0.699 | 0 | -0.9533 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 28 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.514576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153148 | 0 | 0.248953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | devochka_s_kare | 2020/02/12 | i really need my dad to shut up and stop triggering my ed I've been heavy all of my life and so have most of my family. My dad used to be like obese and lost like almost half his body weight and told me the only way he was able to lose all the weight that he did was by restricting himself to less than 600 calories a da... | 7.136405 | 5.274258 | 7.102004 | 81.77064 | 64.976331 | 10.816864 | 31.184172 | 9.516145 | 2.37852 | 646 | 17 | 141 | 10 | 8 | 207 | 101 | 169 | 0.172 | 0.787 | 0.041 | -0.9614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 15 | 9 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 36 | 25 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 5 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 20 | 2 | 20 | 12 | 8 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 94 | 28 | 0 | 0.151276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126309 | 0.092216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14261 | 0 | 0.07649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106851 | 0.147812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169239 | 0.165136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137716 | 0 | 0 | 0.155283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126474 | 0 | 0.316293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144551 | 0 | 0.102707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120076 | 0 | 0.368427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dumblurkeraccount | 2020/02/12 | looking at old pictures (vent) jfc i was actually thin. like i realize that now. i was objectively thin and everything i wanted/want to get back when i feel like this but i didn't know it. i hated my weird deflated boobs and that my thighs still touched, and my stomach bloated so badly, so i hated my body and thought i... | 3.154426 | 5.245208 | 4.38863 | 83.601523 | 75.438356 | 7.779979 | 26.299262 | 8.617729 | 1.949497 | 588 | 22 | 116 | 12 | 13 | 193 | 89 | 146 | 0.188 | 0.646 | 0.166 | -0.7716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 26 | 27 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 15 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 19 | 4 | 6 | 16 | 1 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 13 | 77 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137158 | 0.148934 | 0 | 0.196999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16031 | 0 | 0 | 0.200719 | 0.090191 | 0.12743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164903 | 0.186385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114294 | 0 | 0.141608 | 0.104011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160954 | 0 | 0 | 0.171945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | chaoticcrybabie | 2020/02/12 | i did it i went to a restaurant that i considered “not safe” in terms of what i’ll eat and fuck i even got dessert. idk if this is gonna last or what but i’m so happy rn. | -3.68216 | -2.352272 | -0.354495 | 108.036341 | 108.756098 | 3.318467 | 13.174216 | 5.288315 | -1.505442 | 129 | 3 | 38 | 1 | 7 | 45 | 35 | 41 | 0.126 | 0.711 | 0.162 | 0.6661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 22 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.389464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.448457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.390528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | realsimoneweil | 2020/02/13 | tips on dealing with stomach pain during refeeding? hey all, i haven't been active on this sub in ages but i'm starting to take my ed recovery more seriously. as i'm realizing i can't restrict and lose weight forever.
i've been attempting to refeed myself but man, the splitting stomach pain i'm experiencing is UNREAL... | 4.440213 | 6.669561 | 5.231707 | 78.364716 | 72.153153 | 8.277288 | 30.603129 | 8.990254 | 2.830492 | 944 | 42 | 166 | 20 | 19 | 306 | 135 | 222 | 0.116 | 0.801 | 0.084 | -0.8497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 19 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 29 | 34 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 19 | 2 | 25 | 19 | 4 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 102 | 27 | 1 | 0 | 0.181691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117915 | 0.128039 | 0 | 0.16936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122435 | 0 | 0 | 0.197793 | 0.158094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.470738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077537 | 0.109551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130437 | 0 | 0 | 0.118476 | 0 | 0.080118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171556 | 0 | 0.13037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103912 | 0 | 0.326345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089418 | 0 | 0.145355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SxinnyLoxe | 2020/02/13 | ED has left the chat After 4 years of AN/R, it just kinda... stopped?? I feel weird not worrying about my intake or exercise anymore. Something just suddenly clicked a month ago and I’ve been eating regularly and not stressing about it.
This week I checked myself into the hospital just for support in recovery and to ... | 2.981543 | 4.831012 | 4.351078 | 84.755074 | 75.20155 | 7.791684 | 28.006342 | 8.57599 | 2.086265 | 508 | 21 | 103 | 10 | 11 | 168 | 89 | 129 | 0.108 | 0.745 | 0.147 | 0.6002 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 16 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 18 | 4 | 13 | 12 | 2 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 67 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198311 | 0.140096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213066 | 0 | 0 | 0.191611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230084 | 0 | 0 | 0.187202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16395 | 0.224635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222535 | 0.184824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115666 | 0 | 0.157302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199152 | 0 | 0.139306 | 0 | 0 | 0.126284 |
EDAnonymous | sepiduck | 2020/02/13 | ordered a food scale :) excited to finally accurately count calories instead of inaccurately guessing/having to buy packaged foods | 10.340526 | 14.816522 | 10.472895 | 36.897763 | 63.210526 | 12.221053 | 56.868421 | 11.208143 | 9.381821 | 109 | 9 | 9 | 4 | 2 | 36 | 18 | 19 | 0 | 0.748 | 0.252 | 0.6597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.412609 | 0 | 0 | 0.910908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | chefbigdog9j | 2020/02/13 | Got called a cow today So. I’m not thin at all. And I don’t have Ana or bulimia but I have very very disordered eating and body dismorphia. My abusive brother pushed me and called me a cow because I was in his way. The worst thing about it is I have been forcing myself to eat nothing today and yesterday because I feel ... | 1.217093 | 3.662885 | 3.40586 | 85.961814 | 84.930233 | 6.230698 | 23.716279 | 7.554174 | 1.363967 | 335 | 13 | 66 | 6 | 10 | 114 | 62 | 86 | 0.224 | 0.696 | 0.08 | -0.9555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 43 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0.40451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.379225 | 0 | 0 | 0.348614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160924 | 0 | 0.086313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281696 | 0 | 0.135496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | apocalyptic_thoughts | 2020/02/13 | TW// Have any of you experienced health-related repercussions of your Eds at "healthy" weights? Then again, I might not be the best example for this since I've slipped into being underweight but didn't get far in before my body started freaking out on me - IBS, bladder issues, the blood circulation of a carrot, feeling... | 7.639075 | 7.979632 | 7.015382 | 75.578968 | 62.988439 | 10.156994 | 35.508092 | 9.888513 | 3.478369 | 1,500 | 63 | 261 | 28 | 20 | 465 | 200 | 346 | 0.1 | 0.711 | 0.189 | 0.9867 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 57 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 14 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 1 | 22 | 21 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 44 | 40 | 18 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 17 | 12 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 15 | 37 | 8 | 49 | 20 | 9 | 43 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 23 | 0 | 4 | 20 | 167 | 47 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047153 | 0.069096 | 0.055494 | 0.180096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172148 | 0.075977 | 0.070769 | 0 | 0.073622 | 0.224717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077128 | 0.068755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276014 | 0.056334 | 0.227568 | 0 | 0 | 0.075208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065965 | 0 | 0 | 0.102292 | 0.048176 | 0.064749 | 0 | 0.061635 | 0 | 0 | 0.07394 | 0 | 0 | 0.035232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215043 | 0 | 0.079911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140448 | 0.037061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063809 | 0.045014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071538 | 0 | 0 | 0.107653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05201 | 0 | 0.071718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091392 | 0.051288 | 0.071756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058882 | 0 | 0.074024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095462 | 0.071877 | 0.053854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065875 | 0 | 0 | 0.058243 | 0 | 0.166924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.656947 | 0 | 0 | 0.06085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095809 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cheesengineer | 2020/02/13 | Just binged after being clean for over a year. Feeling disgusting ✨ might delete later My jaw hurts, my teeth hurt, my head hurts, my stomach hurts. I'm sorry mom.
I could blame my thesis and my exams, but this is on me I guess
Just wanted to vent :( | 0.823067 | 3.22735 | 2.056 | 95.164667 | 86.6 | 4.133333 | 14.333333 | 5.461319 | -0.932467 | 192 | 3 | 40 | 1 | 6 | 61 | 40 | 50 | 0.306 | 0.639 | 0.055 | -0.9032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 24 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.839641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208012 | 0 | 0.229649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126271 |
EDAnonymous | krritse | 2020/02/13 | Diagnose me? I’m not sure what eating disorder I have so I was wondering what others think. I’m not expecting anything official, just looking for some insight.
Last April I started dieting and eating 800-1200 calories a day. I was aware the the 800s was dangerous and disordered but I didn’t care. I hated my body and ... | 1.273757 | 3.252487 | 3.154783 | 90.726925 | 80.919771 | 6.398146 | 22.29909 | 7.510576 | 0.859396 | 1,302 | 42 | 283 | 20 | 34 | 436 | 169 | 349 | 0.095 | 0.866 | 0.039 | -0.9502 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 15 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 25 | 16 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 48 | 49 | 25 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 14 | 11 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 7 | 36 | 4 | 45 | 20 | 1 | 51 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 5 | 35 | 175 | 50 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075383 | 0.163096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102743 | 0.146278 | 0 | 0 | 0.059078 | 0 | 0 | 0.092977 | 0 | 0 | 0.209974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187469 | 0 | 0 | 0.081135 | 0 | 0 | 0.060504 | 0.082862 | 0.231543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061401 | 0.096786 | 0 | 0 | 0.090212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080889 | 0 | 0.076925 | 0 | 0.199995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061147 | 0 | 0.092029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141303 | 0 | 0 | 0.085965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06967 | 0 | 0 | 0.101716 | 0 | 0 | 0.063507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259354 | 0 | 0 | 0.076586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060858 | 0.058697 | 0.090001 | 0.145448 | 0.053416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20178 | 0 | 0.162093 | 0 | 0.14696 | 0.557751 | 0 | 0 | 0.082659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065074 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | twentiesgirl98 | 2020/02/13 | I don’t know how to handle this. So after a few years recovered I’ve relapsed back into ED behaviours.
I didn’t actually realise I was doing it until basically yesterday.
I don’t know how to deal with this concerning my friend.
She was severely anorexic and recovered fully around 4 years ago. She still has a bit o... | 3.209782 | 5.425344 | 5.108242 | 77.92648 | 75.72043 | 8.8926 | 29.220746 | 9.478462 | 3.066193 | 757 | 34 | 139 | 21 | 17 | 259 | 122 | 186 | 0.126 | 0.76 | 0.113 | -0.3694 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 32 | 26 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 20 | 4 | 26 | 20 | 5 | 23 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 96 | 26 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.171303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155607 | 0.1876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13498 | 0 | 0.107008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11321 | 0.180975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181381 | 0.195775 | 0 | 0 | 0.147901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135623 | 0 | 0.091713 | 0 | 0.099764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085761 | 0 | 0.155006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139884 | 0 | 0 | 0.198312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140188 | 0 | 0.201082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14484 | 0.103539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190367 | 0 | 0.356541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226086 |
EDAnonymous | CactusSunday | 2020/02/13 | “This is it,” I tell myself, “This is the month I’ll get back to my ugw.” Lemme just prepare by eating whatever junk I want in exorbitant quantities for 2 days first. ;) | 2.196364 | 4.137961 | 4.075758 | 85.433636 | 77.787879 | 8.036364 | 23.121212 | 8.841846 | 1.619958 | 127 | 4 | 27 | 3 | 3 | 43 | 29 | 33 | 0 | 0.897 | 0.103 | 0.296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kittypandaprincess | 2020/02/13 | Why is getting into treatment so complicated arghhh I was told I can't do an outpatient therapy group because I'm too ill and need to do intensive outpatient or even inpatient. But to even start intensive outpatient I need medical clearance and a ton of labs. And I don't think I can even afford any of this. How do you ... | 1.452561 | 4.03869 | 3.725073 | 82.96078 | 85.707317 | 8.158049 | 25.273171 | 8.841846 | 2.557869 | 327 | 14 | 63 | 10 | 10 | 112 | 55 | 82 | 0.085 | 0.81 | 0.105 | 0.1655 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 19 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 7 | 17 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 44 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.641294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126818 | 0 | 0.137951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277587 | 0 | 0 | 0.155534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Pleasemakeitgoaway | 2020/02/13 | (TW TW NUMBERS) I dont understand how to not take it to an extreme? Idk if I have an ED. I want to say I dont. But I...enjoy doing ED things.
This is my second time trying to lose weight in the past like 4ish years? The first time i tried, I was high restricting to around 1400 cals a day, with tons of exercise. Runni... | 1.85791 | 3.855804 | 3.114773 | 91.649474 | 79.076336 | 5.673585 | 23.853174 | 6.643151 | 0.652106 | 1,500 | 52 | 319 | 14 | 37 | 485 | 196 | 393 | 0.125 | 0.795 | 0.08 | -0.951 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 55 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 17 | 19 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 1 | 33 | 19 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 64 | 58 | 28 | 0 | 12 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 22 | 17 | 5 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 9 | 46 | 8 | 41 | 43 | 10 | 64 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 17 | 1 | 6 | 42 | 205 | 64 | 3 | 0.061299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041685 | 0 | 0.046894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09427 | 0.051182 | 0.037367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048942 | 0 | 0 | 0.118598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35921 | 0 | 0 | 0.376346 | 0 | 0 | 0.108586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061989 | 0.043792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052141 | 0.222369 | 0.067211 | 0.04736 | 0 | 0.032026 | 0.058804 | 0.104513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064766 | 0 | 0.060884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119791 | 0 | 0 | 0.108496 | 0 | 0.205734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097857 | 0 | 0.045062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18018 | 0 | 0 | 0.064323 | 0.130563 | 0.041538 | 0.046621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058517 | 0.084994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052349 | 0 | 0.048747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127897 | 0 | 0.062923 | 0.050707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173551 | 0 | 0.097907 | 0.204995 | 0 | 0.064083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040724 | 0.117834 | 0 | 0 | 0.285952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068106 | 0.166472 | 0 | 0 | 0.063814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108467 | 0 | 0 | 0.373229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05909 | 0 | 0.044626 | 0 | 0 | 0.043545 | 0 | 0 | 0.078949 |
EDAnonymous | evian-x | 2020/02/13 | fuckin sick of being treated like i need to be coddled just bc of my ed strap in bc im mad and this has been seething in my brain for a while!
why is it that when people find out you have an ed that's ALL they associate w you
my date for Valentine's didn't want to get me chocolate bc they didn't want me to think they... | -0.390813 | 1.673843 | 1.824842 | 97.149514 | 88.595142 | 4.702443 | 19.853274 | 6.129581 | -0.107597 | 880 | 28 | 208 | 8 | 29 | 295 | 127 | 247 | 0.077 | 0.749 | 0.173 | 0.9788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 8 | 22 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 24 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 33 | 45 | 17 | 2 | 9 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 33 | 14 | 22 | 32 | 3 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 11 | 11 | 5 | 5 | 16 | 125 | 48 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100821 | 0.073608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130488 | 0.135432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079754 | 0 | 0 | 0.115382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.446526 | 0.126174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.412947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087908 | 0 | 0.123055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | medicinal-blueberry | 2020/02/13 | Lenny & Larry’s protein cookies Fuuuuck misleading packaging. My grocery store was selling them on sale, 3/$5 so I stocked up on them. Ate one. Then realized the serving size is 1/2 cookie, so I just ate a 420 calorie cookie :) thinking it was only 210 :) and I’m freaking out :)
And now I still have 5 of these fuc... | 0.481429 | 2.902066 | 2.584784 | 87.472093 | 97.837209 | 5.247841 | 25.910299 | 6.86897 | 1.632435 | 344 | 17 | 64 | 6 | 14 | 115 | 68 | 86 | 0.131 | 0.743 | 0.126 | -0.1027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 40 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.421532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.422701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263628 | 0.295888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Gloob_Patrol | 2020/02/13 | Birthday at work, didn't get judged, got an apple. Nice old guy at work brought in tonnes of cakes and came and told me and I said I can't have cake. He didn't ask why, he asked what I can have, cheese, fruit, biscuits, and he went and bought me an apple.
I've never been so happy and accepted. It's usually but why, ar... | 1.978552 | 3.541565 | 2.816014 | 95.922622 | 77.230769 | 5.65035 | 21.818182 | 6.112484 | 0.027308 | 483 | 13 | 112 | 3 | 11 | 152 | 84 | 130 | 0.068 | 0.768 | 0.164 | 0.9021 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 29 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 5 | 14 | 6 | 11 | 14 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 63 | 19 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.171171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327963 | 0 | 0.1648 | 0.134877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.401237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088691 | 0 | 0.168418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140289 | 0 | 0 | 0.17368 | 0 | 0.186723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140985 | 0 | 0.161491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162604 | 0.316554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ShrutiandSpice | 2020/02/13 | I hate myself I’m fatter than I’ve been in two years and it hurts even more because 6 months ago I was in better shape than I have been in years due to a physical job. The job ended (seasonal) and I ended up back at home for a few months. Those few months were so hellish that I comfort ate and it’s been 4 months of pil... | 1.492826 | 3.496482 | 2.925727 | 92.521054 | 80.304348 | 6.458841 | 22.427295 | 7.554174 | 0.794989 | 780 | 25 | 174 | 12 | 20 | 254 | 117 | 207 | 0.137 | 0.706 | 0.157 | 0.0356 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 13 | 5 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 15 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 25 | 32 | 13 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 2 | 27 | 6 | 21 | 18 | 6 | 31 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 22 | 107 | 34 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085708 | 0 | 0.135893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098579 | 0 | 0.247619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177987 | 0 | 0 | 0.143768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342161 | 0 | 0 | 0.197445 | 0 | 0 | 0.147239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058234 | 0 | 0 | 0.093489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112545 | 0 | 0.355872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078893 | 0 | 0 | 0.093187 | 0.127679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100577 | 0 | 0.384528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143556 |
EDAnonymous | SummerMournings | 2020/02/13 | [TW weight loss] I have no idea how normal people lose weight I gained some weight. I had been doing SO well with recovery for like 8 months until I tried on a pair of pants and realized they were too tight... I weighed myself and i've gained almost 5 kg!! Not the end of the world but I'm 5'2" (157.5 cm) so that shows.... | -0.111137 | 2.039404 | 2.018188 | 95.625746 | 88.241706 | 4.892588 | 16.970806 | 6.360717 | -0.335823 | 766 | 18 | 175 | 8 | 25 | 256 | 132 | 211 | 0.163 | 0.754 | 0.083 | -0.974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 41 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 12 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 16 | 13 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 37 | 27 | 17 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 11 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 8 | 18 | 4 | 24 | 17 | 2 | 24 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 101 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092749 | 0 | 0 | 0.080282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083797 | 0.047357 | 0 | 0.051514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076116 | 0.40562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.532859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188519 | 0.079145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053463 | 0.071947 | 0 | 0.551887 | 0.081498 | 0.084026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | makkkz | 2020/02/13 | Apparently I can't post images but I feel this belongs here [Here's the link to the ig post ♥️](https://www.instagram.com/p/B8gt3H_JdVs/?igshid=ymrxcqj79v5k) | 6.275769 | 10.177302 | 4.191154 | 76.591346 | 83.230769 | 7.215385 | 25.730769 | 8.076483 | 2.423338 | 135 | 5 | 20 | 3 | 4 | 38 | 22 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.96688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | brookierm | 2020/02/13 | i wanna recover i realized how bad the situation was when i started throwing up after eating without having to make myself. my body just isn’t used to keeping stuff down anymore. and i hardly eat anyway. when i do, it’s a small plate of greens or something. and i hate it. i miss being in 6th grade and being able to eat... | 1.884242 | 4.136062 | 4.004333 | 83.9865 | 80.313131 | 5.980202 | 24.041414 | 7.168622 | 1.213512 | 386 | 14 | 72 | 5 | 10 | 132 | 75 | 99 | 0.097 | 0.878 | 0.025 | -0.7579 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 19 | 17 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 15 | 12 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 57 | 15 | 1 | 0.179394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17791 | 0.125436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.550693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160701 | 0.177114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159453 | 0 | 0 | 0.09859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138106 | 0 | 0 | 0.253951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sociaIanxietys | 2020/02/13 | skinny friends all of my friends are extremely skinny, yet they eat loads. like in a day they eat more than i do in a week (probably a bit of an exaggeration but u get the idea) yet they don’t gain weight? it’s so annoying because i eat less than them yet i’m still fatter than them.
the other day one of them ate a wh... | 2.359904 | 4.133602 | 3.436324 | 90.967973 | 76.745665 | 6.925472 | 23.094027 | 7.793538 | 0.911639 | 662 | 20 | 146 | 10 | 15 | 213 | 96 | 173 | 0.096 | 0.842 | 0.063 | -0.8158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 12 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 8 | 17 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 14 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 3 | 16 | 10 | 9 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 84 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.088666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063532 | 0.093097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.743781 | 0.075902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219737 | 0 | 0.140397 | 0 | 0.047471 | 0 | 0.051638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10257 | 0.098145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092911 | 0 | 0.04439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195925 | 0.086941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072256 | 0 | 0.091955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096845 | 0.217683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072883 | 0.110643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | r3sistcarnism | 2020/02/13 | Lost 30 pounds Expectation: Victoria's Secret model
Reality: still short and flabby, but a smaller silhouette | 8.032353 | 12.192836 | 9.242647 | 43.936912 | 70.764706 | 12.811765 | 37.911765 | 11.208143 | 7.182671 | 91 | 5 | 9 | 4 | 2 | 31 | 17 | 17 | 0.105 | 0.895 | 0 | -0.1655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.807081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.590441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | xo_ajo | 2020/02/13 | Surprise! ....finding myself with a surprise day off. disgustingly excited to binge on breakfast foods that are easy to purge. then treating myself to a hot shower after i workout.
anyone else immediately plan a binge purge sesh when they get surprise time alone? | 5.556591 | 9.033563 | 5.542 | 71.003 | 75.136364 | 6.247273 | 31.527273 | 7.554174 | 2.782496 | 211 | 10 | 28 | 3 | 5 | 66 | 35 | 44 | 0.116 | 0.65 | 0.234 | 0.6114 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 18 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271439 | 0.397758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354808 | 0 | 0.469414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | goddessmaexo | 2020/02/13 | Help Hey, so this is really strange for me because no one knows about me having an eating disorder really. I was diagnosed when I was 14. I went into “recovery” at 17, and since having my daughter at age 20, the last 3 years have been so hard. I’ve not purged at all but all I do is binge, then not eat, then binge. I ha... | 0.738316 | 2.297725 | 3.498622 | 89.66515 | 80.809524 | 6.706767 | 21.052632 | 7.66913 | 0.713 | 742 | 21 | 171 | 12 | 19 | 263 | 127 | 210 | 0.15 | 0.816 | 0.034 | -0.9724 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 21 | 14 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 29 | 40 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 9 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 5 | 23 | 1 | 22 | 30 | 3 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 108 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095083 | 0.069419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115583 | 0 | 0 | 0.261027 | 0.116558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.69915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107353 | 0 | 0.05758 | 0.081354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105278 | 0.059496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091078 | 0 | 0.125449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125168 | 0.092825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095628 | 0 | 0.124311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138672 | 0 | 0.211131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073333 |
EDAnonymous | LMichaelM | 2020/02/13 | Head hurty. Hunger headache, I'm thinkin'. Been awake since midnight. It's 4:30am now. Head's pounding like a mofo. Keep dozing and dreaming I'm eating. But after three days restricting below tdee (just 400Cals eaten yesidy) my Scale's up – and still climbing. So fük food. Not gonna happen. NoSireeBob. Not today. | 1.761905 | 3.898405 | 1.612143 | 91.81619 | 109 | 2.580952 | 20.738095 | 4.778228 | -0.000448 | 248 | 9 | 40 | 1 | 12 | 73 | 49 | 56 | 0.144 | 0.811 | 0.045 | -0.6705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 17 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.614163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Relevantie | 2020/02/13 | This disorder is ruining my life After maintaining my weight for almost 2 years and not caring about food or calories anymore I thought I was done, that I was fully recovered and enjoying life again; boy was I wrong.
During my recent skieing trip I found myself “accidentally” starving myself and I say accidentally be... | 4.633196 | 6.709746 | 5.427146 | 77.82282 | 71.237443 | 7.241096 | 29.974886 | 7.984001 | 2.318171 | 929 | 39 | 154 | 13 | 18 | 302 | 137 | 219 | 0.141 | 0.762 | 0.097 | -0.8324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 16 | 10 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 29 | 35 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 32 | 8 | 21 | 21 | 4 | 35 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 23 | 109 | 42 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120517 | 0 | 0.132814 | 0 | 0.200289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092545 | 0.100491 | 0.073367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137936 | 0 | 0 | 0.123164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124358 | 0 | 0.079493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182564 | 0.171962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291066 | 0.131962 | 0 | 0.111266 | 0 | 0 | 0.0684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17002 | 0.293995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113882 | 0.080337 | 0 | 0.120912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128173 | 0 | 0.091535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095711 | 0 | 0 | 0.28772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255562 | 0.128282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096541 | 0.293118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131589 | 0 | 0.077504 |
EDAnonymous | upafterthesun | 2020/02/13 | I look awful in the mirror but okay in pics So when I look in the mirror, I see the ugliest and fattest version of myself, but when I see photos, I tend to think that I look okay and not like the blob that I see in the mirror everyday. I’m like, is it angles? Only getting my photo taken on skinny days? What’s up??
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EDAnonymous | TheDuffleKerfuffle | 2020/02/13 | an shitty title So I have finally done a shit account, where I can post here so the people I know won't read this and ask me about it.
I don't know how to start this but I need to ask. I lurked around at this sub for so long and discovered many posts I can relate to. I also tried counting calories but I gave it up sinc... | 1.357896 | 3.072199 | 3.189183 | 91.878979 | 79.497738 | 6.229955 | 21.45724 | 7.168622 | 0.5198 | 810 | 23 | 181 | 10 | 20 | 271 | 122 | 221 | 0.23 | 0.758 | 0.012 | -0.9945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 24 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 19 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 31 | 39 | 27 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 30 | 2 | 23 | 32 | 2 | 27 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 134 | 48 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402857 | 0.097314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108328 | 0.341285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102527 | 0 | 0.109365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061529 | 0 | 0 | 0.266606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063577 | 0 | 0.069158 | 0.102066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10769 | 0.204374 | 0 | 0.132837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123373 | 0.122252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115034 | 0 | 0.233087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124911 | 0.100662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172263 | 0 | 0.09718 | 0 | 0 | 0.127215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071775 | 0 | 0 | 0.148183 | 0 | 0.112806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | -pota-toes | 2020/02/13 | 295 calorie meal and I couldn’t handle it Idk if this is triggering or not but better safe than sorry I guess. I ate a 295 calorie meal and I felt so guilty that I purged and now my stomach hurts. It was all I ate today and I couldn’t handle it lmao let me sip my dumb bitch juice ☕️ | -1.965781 | -0.119956 | 0.54975 | 102.52025 | 101.34375 | 3.185 | 12.65 | 4.935629 | -1.502108 | 221 | 4 | 55 | 1 | 10 | 74 | 45 | 64 | 0.359 | 0.572 | 0.07 | -0.9692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 15 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 33 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.397283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.379487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | unpackedresidents | 2020/02/13 | [TMI] I threw up on his 🍆 Yep. Another newest low I thought id overshare to this sub lmao. My gag reflex is usually godly but I had JUST eaten when my bf started getting aroused and he was ahem fucking my throat aggressively and it didn't even make my gag but idk my brain was like "oh object poking throat right after ... | 0.674228 | 3.114755 | 2.775395 | 89.264846 | 88.368421 | 5.27193 | 21.600877 | 6.816662 | 0.660351 | 366 | 13 | 75 | 5 | 12 | 123 | 73 | 95 | 0.149 | 0.742 | 0.11 | -0.4678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 17 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 42 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273453 | 0.154538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234824 | 0.172477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | captain_jackharkness | 2020/02/13 | I’m at a bar that doesn’t have Diet Coke. Or any diet soda at all. Bartender had the nerve to be all like, “iS rEgULaR cOkE oKaY?!?!” How dare you. | -2.33375 | -0.579319 | 0.9185 | 99.8765 | 102.125 | 3.81 | 12.65 | 5.683918 | -1.14867 | 108 | 2 | 27 | 1 | 5 | 38 | 28 | 32 | 0 | 0.835 | 0.165 | 0.6535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.812143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.583459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | physetermacrocephalu | 2020/02/13 | can I just I’m sorry to be me but I straight up just feel like absolutely dropping dead rn and I just don’t know what to say other than I’m disgusted by my body in about five zillion different ways for a million different reasons and it’s all been positive fucking sunshine and rainbows and love but I still think I’m an... | 1.770786 | 3.961892 | 3.734286 | 86.100714 | 80.357143 | 7.142857 | 26.428571 | 8.192908 | 1.808786 | 541 | 23 | 113 | 11 | 14 | 183 | 82 | 140 | 0.344 | 0.521 | 0.135 | -0.9929 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 15 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 30 | 31 | 13 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 13 | 4 | 15 | 28 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 73 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126217 | 0.089166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.807706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106589 | 0 | 0.099255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139717 | 0 | 0 | 0.099675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073617 | 0.09907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | elephantfunk | 2020/02/13 | ED I don't know how to cope without starving myself. I can't imagine life without losing weight. It makes me feel so good. | 1.011467 | 3.462544 | 2.292 | 93.472667 | 86.2 | 3.333333 | 24.333333 | 3.1291 | 0.108333 | 97 | 4 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 31 | 22 | 25 | 0 | 0.686 | 0.314 | 0.8051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.413873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.655249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tigercorex | 2020/02/13 | TW VANITY SIZING CAN SUCK MY DICK
BIG TW. i hate vanity sizing. i’m 5’4 and >!borderline severely underweight!< and i can only JUST squeeze into size 6 jeans, however my waist fits a 4 (H&M). there was a post on a certain sub where someone was showing how loose their size 2 jeans were and that they usually ... | -0.437045 | 1.8114 | 2.252462 | 91.158693 | 95.363636 | 5.174242 | 20.208333 | 6.816662 | 0.600197 | 615 | 22 | 130 | 10 | 24 | 212 | 92 | 165 | 0.184 | 0.68 | 0.136 | -0.4399 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 20 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 19 | 33 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 18 | 3 | 4 | 26 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 74 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107927 | 0 | 0 | 0.199473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196661 | 0 | 0.197644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.491035 | 0.0925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141085 | 0 | 0 | 0.200014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150012 | 0 | 0 | 0.396382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194994 | 0.146083 | 0 | 0.281065 | 0 | 0.215597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | princessb7 | 2020/02/13 | What do you do when you fuck up and binge eat :( so basically I binge ate and I don’t want to purge because I know that will only start a horrible cycle over again so I just don’t know what to do when I mess up and binge I’m so fucking frustrated everyday just sucks more and more. | 1.656885 | 2.980029 | 3.482754 | 91.822492 | 77.52459 | 7.502951 | 22.036066 | 8.238736 | 0.868283 | 220 | 6 | 53 | 4 | 5 | 74 | 36 | 61 | 0.285 | 0.695 | 0.02 | -0.9557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 36 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.676377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jards1 | 2020/02/13 | I feel so fat I want to cry TW: numbers
I’ve gained a solid 40lbs since my lowest weight and as a person that is 5’2 that is A LOT.
I just compared a pic of myself from 4 years ago to now and I feel horrible. This feeling is the absolute worst. I don’t understand why I can’t just stop fkn eating or have a healthy rel... | 3.64375 | 3.664451 | 5.2525 | 85.9025 | 71.5 | 8.4 | 27.25 | 8.238736 | 1.529075 | 290 | 9 | 66 | 4 | 5 | 99 | 59 | 80 | 0.195 | 0.679 | 0.126 | -0.8187 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 41 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149051 | 0 | 0 | 0.307725 | 0 | 0 | 0.228026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162733 |
EDAnonymous | xoxoxosgbaby | 2020/02/13 | DAE weighs themselves at least 3-4 times everyday? Is it normal to be this obsessed with the number on the scales? I have 0 issues eating normally right now but when the scale goes over a certain amount I try to eat lesser 😫 | 4.700667 | 5.484788 | 5.206667 | 84.45 | 69.444444 | 7.777778 | 26.111111 | 7.793538 | 1.390778 | 178 | 5 | 35 | 2 | 3 | 57 | 41 | 45 | 0.035 | 0.865 | 0.1 | 0.4064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 21 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.627166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.600527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ingrid-magnussen | 2020/02/13 | Trying to create a facsimile of an adult while STILL in recovery Spent my night researching dress pants that will fit me now that my body has been starved to shit and not hate myself fully in the process. Oh and I saw that post abt Mary Kate Olsen on r/funny and how she looks “87 years old” bc of her buccal fat loss a... | 2.162854 | 4.334267 | 3.008569 | 91.920271 | 78.888476 | 5.774149 | 21.126823 | 6.844919 | 0.333576 | 1,052 | 29 | 223 | 11 | 26 | 332 | 174 | 269 | 0.224 | 0.68 | 0.096 | -0.992 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 29 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 16 | 16 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 20 | 21 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 25 | 38 | 18 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 26 | 5 | 31 | 27 | 3 | 33 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 12 | 17 | 6 | 3 | 12 | 133 | 37 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118638 | 0 | 0 | 0.135435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132945 | 0 | 0.06604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058707 | 0.120437 | 0 | 0 | 0.201817 | 0 | 0.131174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126093 | 0.127972 | 0.081427 | 0 | 0.127864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.493391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081584 | 0.130705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077382 |
EDAnonymous | juneispridemoth | 2020/02/13 | "You're going to get fat eating all those carbs" TW: weight talk/bmi/food talk I just found out last week that my horrible stomach pains that have sent me to the ER numerous times were infact from ulcers and now I'm on an even more restrictive diet than before (wfpb vegan) and the food I have to eat as to not trigger ... | 2.558875 | 3.798594 | 3.594149 | 92.279102 | 75.01476 | 6.490318 | 20.653839 | 6.86897 | 0.167141 | 1,009 | 21 | 229 | 9 | 21 | 325 | 149 | 271 | 0.08 | 0.843 | 0.077 | -0.6114 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 19 | 23 | 7 | 5 | 6 | 48 | 39 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 16 | 14 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 33 | 4 | 26 | 26 | 9 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 15 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 18 | 134 | 47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064484 | 0 | 0.270041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084459 | 0 | 0 | 0.341107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123977 | 0 | 0 | 0.43297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096684 | 0 | 0.255827 | 0.115986 | 0 | 0.097795 | 0.110535 | 0 | 0.060119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290678 | 0.086227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080453 | 0.225121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084478 | 0.088439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067782 | 0 | 0 | 0.123366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084853 | 0.128815 | 0 | 0.098062 | 0 | 0.118103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107802 | 0.075145 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | naomii_love | 2020/02/13 | I'm a disappointment to myself Because I am underweight by choice, i am "succeeding" at EDs, because I get excited when people point out that I'm skinny, because I get happy when the number on the scale stays the same or goes down, but I'm so scared of dying, or getting sick from any virus due to my low weight, I am di... | 7.703784 | 5.379379 | 8.163495 | 76.074973 | 64.225225 | 11.762883 | 34.812613 | 10.355216 | 3.18648 | 425 | 14 | 91 | 8 | 5 | 142 | 70 | 111 | 0.176 | 0.669 | 0.154 | -0.7725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 17 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 14 | 16 | 2 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 55 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.480822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135705 | 0 | 0.184553 | 0.280171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | d3pressedbitch | 2020/02/13 | struggling i’m trying to lose weight the healthy way but i can’t help but want to eat less and restrict,even getting mad at myself when i smell something good i don’t know what to do anymore | 3.370167 | 4.617576 | 3.475 | 93.896667 | 73 | 5.333333 | 28.333333 | 3.1291 | 0.602083 | 154 | 6 | 33 | 0 | 3 | 47 | 32 | 40 | 0.18 | 0.581 | 0.239 | 0.3919 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164776 | 0 | 0 | 0.26453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186022 | 0.250338 | 0 | 0.384054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Never_EnoughNowWhat1 | 2020/02/13 | One Simple Trick! If there was one simple trick to stop binging what would you recommend? I know it sounds stupid, but for a while I would stop a binge by drinking 12 ounces of ginger infused water. Any other “quick fixes” out there? | 3.659318 | 5.964278 | 3.45 | 89.92 | 74.681818 | 5.309091 | 20.090909 | 5.985473 | 0.056245 | 183 | 4 | 34 | 1 | 4 | 55 | 36 | 44 | 0.188 | 0.773 | 0.04 | -0.5426 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 24 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.468297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.577778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.490927 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fatfuckingpig100 | 2020/02/13 | It’s my boyfriends birthday And I don’t wanna make it about me. Sorry if this is tmi but we just had sex and now I’m just staring at myself in the mirror and I don’t like what I see and I haven’t been able to restrict recently and my brain has just been beating me up bad over it. My depression has been AWFUL the past f... | 0.290417 | 2.143436 | 2.564454 | 94.325897 | 83.678899 | 5.431526 | 20.000834 | 6.574016 | 0.100791 | 388 | 11 | 90 | 4 | 11 | 132 | 69 | 109 | 0.326 | 0.549 | 0.125 | -0.9844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 21 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 18 | 4 | 11 | 15 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 69 | 23 | 0 | 0.254496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279552 | 0.164129 | 0 | 0.219197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270916 | 0 | 0.251262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | marydaenerys | 2020/02/13 | I fucking hate being at a “healthy” weight. I’m 5’9 and 130 pounds. I’m at a “healthy” BMI for the first time in my life and I hate it. Sure, I felt like absolute shite when I was 108 pounds, but at least I was attractive. I am NOT attractive at a healthy weight. My round face is even rounder with the added layer of fa... | 1.369584 | 3.503356 | 2.554285 | 94.328405 | 81.46696 | 5.886152 | 24.847539 | 7.07983 | 0.90409 | 861 | 34 | 191 | 11 | 23 | 275 | 125 | 227 | 0.241 | 0.616 | 0.143 | -0.9785 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 21 | 5 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 23 | 19 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 19 | 36 | 17 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 8 | 27 | 5 | 18 | 25 | 5 | 24 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 118 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07947 | 0 | 0.212267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118315 | 0 | 0 | 0.104815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243318 | 0.126464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087037 | 0.060201 | 0 | 0.10881 | 0 | 0.103478 | 0.137857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134788 | 0 | 0.116138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072681 | 0.09781 | 0 | 0.600218 | 0 | 0 | 0.111191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | meowmehungry | 2020/02/13 | Supersize vs super skinny is so triggering Me: I’m going to eat something, it’s good for my body.
(watches episode and sees tiny girl with a crazy BMI)
Nah, I’m just going to go back to my usual. | 1.041585 | 2.967693 | 3.373354 | 89.133689 | 81.439024 | 6.05122 | 22.445122 | 7.168622 | 0.812215 | 151 | 5 | 32 | 2 | 4 | 52 | 35 | 41 | 0.087 | 0.757 | 0.156 | 0.6124 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.570763 | 0.280785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Idkmaelys | 2020/02/13 | I have kind of a controversial opinion I think that having a bad body image and persuading yourself to eat less or follow an extreme diet is NOT the same with anorexia. I ve seen some celebs who have admitted to have had an eating disorder in the past but to me, the way they described it sounded more like them feeling ... | 7.588339 | 8.008051 | 7.712108 | 70.272103 | 63.087591 | 10.937591 | 36.103102 | 10.686353 | 4.064139 | 595 | 26 | 99 | 14 | 8 | 193 | 96 | 137 | 0.126 | 0.753 | 0.12 | 0.0127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 29 | 23 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 14 | 3 | 16 | 19 | 7 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 77 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162407 | 0.181428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156362 | 0 | 0.138958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174494 | 0 | 0.18666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.510885 | 0 | 0 | 0.147404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122342 | 0.123402 | 0.128358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158872 | 0 | 0.145316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098162 | 0.132101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | forgettimyspaghetti | 2020/02/13 | What body do I want? POTENTIAL TW I've struggled with ED for 6 years, on and off. I'm currently at a point where I have my friends calling me thick and I feel like people are trying to make me feel better about myself or are trying to reassure me that I look fine when really, I don't. I love hourglass bodies for thick ... | 3.593261 | 4.679834 | 4.328232 | 88.610609 | 72.26087 | 7.548986 | 23.22029 | 7.908726 | 0.958085 | 531 | 13 | 113 | 7 | 10 | 170 | 81 | 138 | 0.059 | 0.639 | 0.302 | 0.9871 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 25 | 27 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 22 | 11 | 16 | 23 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 72 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136041 | 0 | 0.341717 | 0 | 0 | 0.157067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155551 | 0.109889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169449 | 0 | 0 | 0.327487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.387508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277656 | 0 | 0.102676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145409 | 0 | 0 | 0.15649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099055 |
EDAnonymous | gapurka | 2020/02/13 | Teeth extraction Didn’t realize that going bp free for a week+ would be so fucking agonizing. I’m too scared to purge since the effects of that would delay healing time but ffs | 7.018235 | 7.361666 | 7.004706 | 75.121176 | 64.294118 | 10.329412 | 34.647059 | 10.125757 | 3.462988 | 144 | 6 | 26 | 3 | 2 | 46 | 32 | 34 | 0.289 | 0.657 | 0.054 | -0.8514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381698 | 0 | 0 | 0.234647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.413361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.586591 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rom452 | 2020/02/13 | I've a birthday tomorrow and... Sweet food is my "Achilles heel", tomorrow I have a birthday which ends 1 hour before my Taekwondo classes and from now on at night I am thinking about the sweet things that I will eat on tomorrow's birthday, I will cycle to Taekwondo but I have some fear that the sweet food will fall ba... | 7.586625 | 6.45973 | 7.845 | 74.44 | 63.625 | 11.5 | 40 | 10.686353 | 4.221875 | 323 | 16 | 62 | 7 | 4 | 106 | 52 | 80 | 0.137 | 0.764 | 0.099 | -0.6249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 3 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 42 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230954 | 0 | 0 | 0.235371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283036 | 0 | 0 | 0.24499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.668944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183764 | 0.177237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | juniorasparagus13 | 2020/02/13 | Give me a reason to eat dinner tonight So I met meal plan completely yesterday and have met it for breakfast and lunch today but I’m really triggered right now and none of my friends are texting back. Every part of me wants to skip dinner and go to the fitness center at my apartment. Can someone please just offer me so... | 4.929809 | 5.718886 | 5.513596 | 82.436956 | 68.930314 | 8.411443 | 30.784706 | 8.532817 | 2.278196 | 1,146 | 45 | 224 | 17 | 19 | 370 | 165 | 287 | 0.137 | 0.745 | 0.118 | -0.8012 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 10 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 18 | 13 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 45 | 42 | 22 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 18 | 11 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 13 | 4 | 29 | 8 | 38 | 27 | 7 | 40 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 16 | 1 | 5 | 17 | 145 | 43 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.09783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077087 | 0.083705 | 0.122224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086357 | 0.105111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205164 | 0 | 0.225538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066215 | 0 | 0.084466 | 0 | 0 | 0.098065 | 0 | 0 | 0.05069 | 0 | 0 | 0.10982 | 0 | 0 | 0.242448 | 0 | 0.077454 | 0 | 0.104754 | 0.19234 | 0.11395 | 0.084086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088652 | 0 | 0.089805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099484 | 0.089108 | 0 | 0.104396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097955 | 0.100478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096823 | 0 | 0 | 0.098225 | 0.096194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222634 | 0.108562 | 0.191402 | 0 | 0 | 0.104741 | 0.110045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064223 | 0.206149 | 0.098986 | 0 | 0 | 0.085614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114763 | 0 | 0.113764 | 0.094485 | 0 | 0 | 0.241734 | 0 | 0 | 0.229291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190052 | 0 | 0 | 0.068064 | 0 | 0.097931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059131 | 0 | 0 | 0.122079 | 0 | 0.092934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | erinheminges1 | 2020/02/14 | Feeling Inadequate Anyone else feeling like a fake because they aren’t underweight?
“Yeah you’re thin but you’re not scary thin”
Thanks I guess I’ll go starve myself 🤡 | 1.401354 | 3.824693 | 1.9775 | 90.384167 | 102.4375 | 4.633333 | 20.958333 | 6.427356 | 0.697983 | 137 | 5 | 25 | 2 | 6 | 42 | 27 | 32 | 0.3 | 0.443 | 0.257 | -0.5525 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268851 | 0.393965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388829 | 0.274687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.42357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | torileighhh | 2020/02/14 | Anyone have any “oh shit this is getting bad” tells? Mine is those damn Healthy Choice frozen 150 cal “meals”. If you see me starting to hoard those in the freezer, I am not well. Lol | 1.386667 | 3.777808 | 1.031111 | 103.7 | 83.444444 | 3.6 | 20.111111 | 3.1291 | -0.835756 | 140 | 4 | 32 | 0 | 4 | 40 | 34 | 36 | 0.306 | 0.635 | 0.059 | -0.8819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.430571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cuckoosnest2357 | 2020/02/14 | i accidentally worried one of my friends today and i feel terrible about it :( made a comment about how i was really hungry but didn't want to eat and didn't expect anyone to actually care (haha...) but one of my friends was legit really concerned and asked me what was going on :( anyone else feel bad/underserving when... | 6.801818 | 7.35085 | 7.651061 | 69.596591 | 64.757576 | 10.236364 | 31.651515 | 10.125757 | 3.229861 | 280 | 10 | 48 | 6 | 4 | 94 | 46 | 66 | 0.159 | 0.651 | 0.189 | 0.7443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 33 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294593 | 0.215843 | 0 | 0 | 0.196936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215555 | 0.175977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | peachyoguruto | 2020/02/14 | Valentine’s day chocolates Ooooooooooooooooooooo I got surprised w vegan Valentine’s Day chocolates. I feel like I am gonna b/p LMAO I appreciate the chocolates so much but wow is it triggering. I am gonna try and power through today. Pls Keep me in your thoughts 💖
I hope today isn’t too hard for y’all 💖 | 0.434032 | 2.851622 | 1.673161 | 94.109742 | 97.548387 | 4.415484 | 23.941935 | 6.2581 | 0.761963 | 247 | 11 | 50 | 3 | 10 | 78 | 46 | 62 | 0.027 | 0.651 | 0.321 | 0.9447 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 23 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.386925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151679 | 0.214306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238151 | 0 | 0 | 0.568692 | 0 | 0 | 0.203667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 5foot3 | 2020/02/14 | First V-Day in 4 Years I’m NOT purging Went to treatment in November, still holding strong. It’s hard, but if I can do it you can do it. | 2.12129 | 2.016291 | 4.158226 | 92.857339 | 74.806452 | 7.490323 | 28.403226 | 7.168622 | 1.166277 | 104 | 4 | 27 | 1 | 2 | 36 | 25 | 31 | 0.044 | 0.878 | 0.079 | 0.2382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 17 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.433297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.456324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.472221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328038 |
EDAnonymous | Saakkkaaaaiiiii | 2020/02/14 | I went out for a meal and the waitress made me sad My partner is an ex-bulimic and I’m trying to recover from anorexia.
Everything was going well (happy Valentine’s Day, by the way!) and our waitress was lovely but I got triggered because my partner got a sorbet for dessert and I got a full on smore cake because I th... | 1.223532 | 3.828769 | 2.824127 | 88.555 | 87.981481 | 4.937566 | 28.084656 | 6.543119 | 1.530477 | 431 | 22 | 80 | 5 | 14 | 141 | 74 | 108 | 0.062 | 0.781 | 0.156 | 0.8879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 18 | 19 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 14 | 5 | 10 | 7 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 54 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099408 | 0.140453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111734 | 0 | 0.471724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354884 | 0.372061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156054 | 0 | 0 | 0.17677 | 0.182253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bayfairy | 2020/02/14 | Anyone else feeling miserable on Valentine’s? TW: weight gain/sad boyfriend stuff
I gained a whole lot of weight during my “recovery” which was pretty much just nonstop binging until I became 25 pounds over the maximum healthy weight for my height. I met my partner of five years when I was still disordered and very s... | 3.991996 | 6.328573 | 4.226251 | 84.592152 | 73.790419 | 7.088064 | 27.300998 | 8.021204 | 1.871224 | 704 | 27 | 127 | 11 | 15 | 219 | 115 | 167 | 0.121 | 0.701 | 0.178 | 0.7389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 12 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 26 | 20 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 18 | 7 | 15 | 11 | 6 | 19 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 14 | 83 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170311 | 0.249568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135824 | 0.080439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246315 | 0.087004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204297 | 0.097403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06693 | 0.099272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136247 | 0 | 0.103538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119324 | 0.116857 | 0 | 0 | 0.129698 | 0 | 0.092624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078019 | 0 | 0 | 0.130753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100486 | 0.071833 | 0 | 0 | 0.59321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156852 |
EDAnonymous | lowcalpizza | 2020/02/14 | Made desserts for valentines! Didn’t even taste them other than to taste the homemade caramel (just a teeeeeeeny fingerful) to make sure it wasn’t over salted.
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EDAnonymous | h0llowed_bones | 2020/02/14 | Valentine’s Day My boyfriend got me sugar free jello for Valentine’s Day 🥺
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EDAnonymous | psybeams | 2020/02/14 | did anyone else notice the monster ultra cans now say 10 calories????? i knew it was true but seeing it pisses me off lmao | 0.0175 | 2.297399 | 1.991667 | 91.47 | 99.833333 | 2.4 | 14.333333 | 3.1291 | -1.107217 | 94 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 31 | 23 | 24 | 0.099 | 0.639 | 0.262 | 0.7278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319143 | 0.467662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.519644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362968 | 0 | 0 | 0.363712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | beeturmoil | 2020/02/14 | Being excessively tired, sleeping too much. I was recently talking to a friend about how I am always tired, no matter how much sleep I get, and he suggested that it might be because I don't eat enough. I just wasn't sure where else to post this. I have been diagnosed with anorexia, but I haven't really been this tired,... | 5.475404 | 6.035609 | 5.366053 | 84.791535 | 67.631579 | 8.859649 | 27.412281 | 8.841846 | 1.811386 | 383 | 11 | 78 | 6 | 6 | 119 | 63 | 95 | 0.151 | 0.706 | 0.143 | 0.2333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 8 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 12 | 19 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 11 | 5 | 4 | 11 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 54 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104915 | 0.153739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.307067 | 0.250687 | 0 | 0 | 0.155037 | 0 | 0.099103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075867 | 0.107192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231849 | 0 | 0.078392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143702 | 0 | 0 | 0.143573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096123 | 0 | 0.148151 | 0 | 0 | 0.128138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141416 | 0 | 0 | 0.120601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096143 | 0.147418 | 0 | 0 | 0.517364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | nahgemo | 2020/02/14 | Does anyone in a relationship find it hard to lose weight? I feel like recently despite my efforts I've gained weight, mostly because my boyfriend who is a lot taller than me encourages me to eat the same amount he does. I hate it becuase I don't want to be rude and make him worry but at the same time I really don't wa... | 5.352571 | 5.019924 | 5.732143 | 85.135357 | 67.857143 | 9.285714 | 28.928571 | 8.841846 | 1.882857 | 268 | 8 | 59 | 4 | 4 | 86 | 51 | 70 | 0.218 | 0.705 | 0.078 | -0.7881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 33 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092851 | 0.131188 | 0 | 0 | 0.167838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1645 | 0.1813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205439 | 0 | 0.156119 | 0 | 0 | 0.122577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117641 | 0 | 0.181316 | 0.197154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216624 | 0 | 0 | 0.67085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | takamine78 | 2020/02/14 | DAE eat a lot in the middle of the day? Like in hopes that you won’t eat anything else the rest of the time? I’ll sleep in super late and eat a fairly good portion and then hope it keeps me from binging later on. | 2.93844 | 2.952676 | 4.077447 | 93.733333 | 73.042553 | 6.266667 | 22.049645 | 3.1291 | -0.21064 | 165 | 3 | 40 | 0 | 3 | 54 | 37 | 47 | 0 | 0.712 | 0.288 | 0.9367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 23 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.682516 | 0.185733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.44166 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | oktead | 2020/02/14 | washing my pants?? My pants always feel tight after i wash them which makes sense right??? But no nothing could ever make sense to this guy initiate panic mode | 3.867471 | 6.685382 | 3.235172 | 89.085402 | 76.586207 | 5.245977 | 20.011494 | 6.427356 | 0.269543 | 126 | 3 | 22 | 1 | 3 | 37 | 26 | 29 | 0.199 | 0.801 | 0 | -0.755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.466407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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