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EDAnonymous | attenuatingpixie333 | 2020/02/06 | No more 24 hour Hy-Vee Anyone else in the midwest area that has Hy-Vee? We have that, Fareway, and Walmart as our grocery stores in the area. Walmart is twice as far from my home as Hy-Vee is. But they decided they aren't going to be open after midnight anymore. Middle of the night is when I do most of my shopping, and... | -0.1005 | 1.818693 | 2.22625 | 95.799375 | 85.666667 | 4.283333 | 21.375 | 5.148861 | -0.1527 | 265 | 9 | 61 | 1 | 8 | 90 | 54 | 75 | 0.038 | 0.962 | 0 | -0.3736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 40 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273905 | 0.386235 | 0.565975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27704 | 0 | 0.27199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sandyloam333 | 2020/02/07 | triggered by mom i cant go clothes shopping or grocery shopping with her without getting anxiety
i was about to get some size S leggings (they didnt have XS) and she was like "dont you want a medium?" another time i was getting a sports/seamless bra and said around the thing but "you might gain weight though"
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EDAnonymous | elcrivel | 2020/02/07 | My old psychiatrist told me I was overweight yesterday I used to see this psychiatrist for a few months, he had to leave the place he was at in May 2019 and I couldn’t see him because of legal reasons. He knew all about my ED, and he kinda ignored it when I would bring it up sorta, or change topics.
Anyways, we meet ... | 2.774355 | 4.28933 | 3.773957 | 90.090935 | 74.967742 | 6.68043 | 25.84086 | 7.3011 | 1.048818 | 711 | 25 | 155 | 8 | 15 | 229 | 110 | 186 | 0.1 | 0.776 | 0.124 | 0.5613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 35 | 31 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 27 | 4 | 20 | 15 | 6 | 24 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 20 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 103 | 34 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138417 | 0.101056 | 0 | 0 | 0.186774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094215 | 0.139046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182214 | 0.135131 | 0 | 0.175534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132322 | 0 | 0.121865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173955 | 0.353095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170447 | 0 | 0.177983 | 0 | 0 | 0.157692 | 0.131833 | 0 | 0 | 0.264206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120688 | 0 | 0 | 0.235527 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | yulegoat0159 | 2020/02/07 | Crying bc of eating peanut butter Never thought I’d get this bad, but here I am. 🤡👍 | -0.566842 | 1.200025 | 2.399211 | 94.781974 | 86.368421 | 3.8 | 14.763158 | 3.1291 | -1.185547 | 65 | 1 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 18 | 19 | 0.248 | 0.752 | 0 | -0.5592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.520783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.485129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | UsefulLeek | 2020/02/07 | Family comments I’m at a funeral rn, and also in recovery, and my mom (who’s a recovered anorexic) literally can’t go the entire event without mentioning my weight or how much I’m eating.
It’s cool. 🙃 | 0.93561 | 3.39334 | 4.876293 | 74.707122 | 86.804878 | 9.133659 | 27.712195 | 9.3871 | 3.545552 | 159 | 8 | 29 | 6 | 5 | 60 | 35 | 41 | 0.07 | 0.866 | 0.064 | -0.0516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.435798 | 0 | 0 | 0.273536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.453116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MercuryPrincess | 2020/02/07 | I got patronised about weight loss I'm morbidly obese. I have pcos and I'm being investigated for other conditions because of how easy it is to gain weight and how impossible it is for me to lose it.
I cook from scratch so I know that I'm eating super healthy. I've also tried weight loss meds and they haven't worked. N... | 3.001193 | 4.682486 | 4.323754 | 85.691176 | 74.72549 | 7.053221 | 24.29972 | 7.793538 | 1.16556 | 994 | 31 | 205 | 14 | 21 | 328 | 146 | 255 | 0.06 | 0.872 | 0.069 | 0.2742 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 11 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 15 | 19 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 39 | 43 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 12 | 15 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 31 | 3 | 30 | 32 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 121 | 44 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094243 | 0.068296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076025 | 0.079839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05206 | 0 | 0.07267 | 0 | 0 | 0.075531 | 0 | 0.094862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055077 | 0 | 0.073556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087412 | 0 | 0.087395 | 0 | 0.083661 | 0 | 0.262161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043182 | 0 | 0.081999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103268 | 0 | 0 | 0.078952 | 0 | 0 | 0.097071 | 0 | 0.136607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041723 | 0 | 0.075411 | 0.075578 | 0 | 0.095542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080809 | 0.057006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063324 | 0.065867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161901 | 0 | 0 | 0.115964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.727972 | 0 | 0 | 0.077062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054996 |
EDAnonymous | 999citrusjellyfish | 2020/02/07 | My boyfriend’s favourite food is cherry tomatoes He will drive out of town for hours to buy them in bulk and can put away a kilo of them in one sitting. He just likes to eat them plain.
Meanwhile, my favourite foods are Stilton cheese, ice cream, peanut butter, cheese toasties.. etc etc 🤡🤡🤡
Why can’t I be hooked o... | 3.728846 | 5.216507 | 2.792821 | 98.193846 | 72.461538 | 5.2 | 27.102564 | 3.1291 | 0.276933 | 309 | 11 | 68 | 0 | 6 | 88 | 63 | 78 | 0 | 0.962 | 0.038 | 0.4215 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 5 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 32 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244347 | 0.199483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.53264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.577504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | KaneWOT | 2020/02/07 | DAE get scared by how easily they’re able to purge? I started purging about two weeks ago and at first i could barely get any liquid out, nevermind food no matter how often i stuck my fingers down my throat.
now less than two weeks later i can vomit just by leaning over using my stomach muscles to push food out. Some... | 8.007523 | 5.98378 | 7.743193 | 78.37589 | 63.40367 | 9.820917 | 32.809174 | 7.554174 | 2.180419 | 429 | 12 | 85 | 3 | 5 | 137 | 79 | 109 | 0.065 | 0.854 | 0.081 | 0.1719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 17 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 10 | 1 | 19 | 9 | 2 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 54 | 12 | 0 | 0.162791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082312 | 0.116298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13847 | 0.590544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161005 | 0 | 0.230449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110525 | 0 | 0.318047 | 0 | 0 | 0.1406 | 0 | 0 | 0.096019 | 0 | 0.261163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | yeatingmyself | 2020/02/07 | Heart rate probsszz Anyone else have like extreme high HR when engaging in behaviors? Like most ppl fasting have v v low HR that's like one of the signs you know but my HR always be high asf after a day of fasting. Feels like it will explode out me chest | 3.366538 | 4.764211 | 4.003077 | 89.516923 | 73.230769 | 6.738462 | 26.461538 | 7.168622 | 1.147638 | 202 | 7 | 42 | 2 | 4 | 64 | 42 | 52 | 0.029 | 0.781 | 0.19 | 0.7684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 20 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183243 | 0.268519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132509 | 0.187221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310551 | 0 | 0.553776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.512131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lykaeria | 2020/02/07 | Real life thinspo is so much more triggering than any Russian girl on Instagram and God is striking me down by surrounding me with beautiful skinny girls When you’re on IG or browsing the web you can be like “oh but they can’t actually be that skinny” or “it’s all photoshopped” and EVEN IF you believe they actually 100... | 5.062797 | 6.88178 | 5.735944 | 77.093147 | 69.629371 | 8.836364 | 31.181818 | 9.33951 | 2.991957 | 607 | 26 | 106 | 13 | 11 | 197 | 103 | 143 | 0.056 | 0.758 | 0.186 | 0.959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 22 | 14 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 5 | 17 | 12 | 4 | 20 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 11 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 69 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291264 | 0.201459 | 0 | 0.182062 | 0 | 0.17314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219138 | 0.151567 | 0.152881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121611 | 0.163657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | brokenchalkboard | 2020/02/07 | Becoming a Mom made me relapse I tagged this as rant/rave, but just be warned that this could be triggering. Proceed with care, okay? I want you to be alright 💜
Anyways. I don't know if there are many other parents here. I'm still pretty young, I'm 22. My son was unplanned but wanted, kinda one of those "if it happen... | 1.642344 | 3.373227 | 3.361094 | 90.896667 | 78.702128 | 6.348531 | 21.616008 | 7.263682 | 0.575367 | 1,744 | 49 | 385 | 22 | 42 | 581 | 230 | 470 | 0.145 | 0.679 | 0.176 | 0.9542 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 65 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 20 | 19 | 3 | 0 | 16 | 3 | 38 | 18 | 4 | 4 | 5 | 77 | 86 | 42 | 0 | 16 | 18 | 4 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 18 | 9 | 2 | 13 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 32 | 24 | 67 | 14 | 47 | 44 | 10 | 39 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 16 | 18 | 1 | 10 | 18 | 256 | 91 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059542 | 0 | 0.094406 | 0.085519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169075 | 0.086011 | 0 | 0.086442 | 0 | 0 | 0.157897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090752 | 0 | 0 | 0.079234 | 0.064686 | 0 | 0.068583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039153 | 0 | 0.371742 | 0 | 0.070773 | 0.065865 | 0.093633 | 0 | 0 | 0.071586 | 0 | 0 | 0.044007 | 0 | 0 | 0.085371 | 0 | 0 | 0.068474 | 0.164859 | 0.277461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.03783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065025 | 0 | 0.169056 | 0 | 0.069887 | 0.146539 | 0.051688 | 0.078506 | 0.077792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078186 | 0.090689 | 0 | 0 | 0.113845 | 0.114832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088159 | 0 | 0 | 0.052471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077455 | 0 | 0.198424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07298 | 0 | 0.116441 | 0 | 0 | 0.07129 | 0 | 0 | 0.15433 | 0 | 0.076078 | 0 | 0.090304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086032 | 0.262862 | 0 | 0.075641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274034 | 0 | 0.062113 | 0.188587 | 0 | 0.143563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | whackamoleh | 2020/02/07 | a friend: if you throw up it doesn't matter what you drink! me: haha so true but like puking in a dorm isn't it lol
actually me: um so i'm scared that if i make myself throw up i'll keep doing it after eating food and everything else so i need to never even let that be a possibility even if i kinda want it to be bc HA... | 1.3364 | 2.450891 | 4.231667 | 86.9875 | 77.933333 | 7.133333 | 17.833333 | 7.793538 | 0.235533 | 263 | 4 | 62 | 4 | 6 | 95 | 53 | 75 | 0.219 | 0.65 | 0.131 | -0.887 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 41 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.249615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250578 | 0 | 0.261738 | 0.213681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309304 | 0 | 0.197624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261564 | 0 | 0.124967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189666 | 0.197282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218444 | 0 | 0 | 0.256092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lightningmcqueef69 | 2020/02/07 | hey google, how do i stop feeling guilt and anger every time i eat? [TW: numbers] i HAVE to maintain a healthy BMI to keep doing EMDR but everything in my life is going to shit faster and faster. I *barely* reached 18.5 last weekend and i feel like i'm overeating but i've already gone back down to 18. 🙃
i feel like ... | 2.029853 | 4.069231 | 3.616103 | 88.061213 | 78.705882 | 6.838235 | 22.977941 | 7.865859 | 1.158971 | 655 | 21 | 135 | 11 | 16 | 217 | 117 | 170 | 0.235 | 0.6 | 0.165 | -0.9616 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 27 | 27 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 15 | 6 | 18 | 23 | 3 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 4 | 14 | 76 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151624 | 0 | 0.167095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15494 | 0.126491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100011 | 0 | 0.127577 | 0 | 0.272172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306248 | 0.324522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134588 | 0 | 0 | 0.083216 | 0.123427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106952 | 0.295903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254308 | 0.169399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157963 | 0 | 0.15543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089311 | 0.12019 | 0 | 0.184388 | 0 | 0 | 0.136632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | baktay_lili | 2020/02/07 | My life is fucked, tell me about yours! I thought about writing a post and saw that I'm on 69% and that was the sign that I should.
I feel like my life is just falling apart and my ed is just fuckin me in the ass. I feel insecure about every inch of my body. Mentally and physically I don't feel good either. I need... | 1.261122 | 2.865269 | 2.890235 | 94.418988 | 79.403226 | 6.767155 | 20.950147 | 7.686295 | 0.509235 | 449 | 12 | 108 | 7 | 11 | 148 | 76 | 124 | 0.16 | 0.691 | 0.149 | 0.4643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 26 | 25 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 22 | 9 | 12 | 21 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 73 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163631 | 0.185577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294597 | 0.138744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.450141 | 0.179545 | 0.101467 | 0 | 0.110375 | 0.162895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274354 | 0.189763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131602 | 0.295412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190811 | 0.154182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | GameProSmoothie | 2020/02/07 | Help with my binge/restrict cycle. So I was forced through recovery and have developed binging habits, aha. It's been affecting my physical health worse than my anorexia ever did, and it feels like I'm losing control of myself with the binging and restricting.
Does anybody know how to get out of this binge and restric... | 5.447985 | 7.418566 | 5.699211 | 77.133865 | 68.902913 | 8.645146 | 33.26335 | 9.188382 | 3.295273 | 447 | 21 | 73 | 9 | 8 | 142 | 66 | 103 | 0.169 | 0.723 | 0.108 | -0.7986 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 26 | 12 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 49 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117167 | 0.165544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121067 | 0 | 0 | 0.19436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.492626 | 0 | 0 | 0.15532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lavender_sugar | 2020/02/07 | Who needs tumblr thinspo when you have Instagram ads Really they don't need to be that thin....I am just trying to go about my day....please let me exist | 0.373387 | 2.762851 | 2.277661 | 92.536492 | 89.645161 | 5.680645 | 14.201613 | 7.168622 | -0.131135 | 118 | 2 | 25 | 2 | 4 | 39 | 30 | 31 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.602414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.445908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | selfcontrolwya | 2020/02/07 | oh NO so i’ve been doing really really well at ‘recovery’ or whatever the fuck. eating regularly, what i wanted, and barely counting calories. i got weighed at school and basically had maintained the same weight i was at while starving myself, my mind was blown that i was eating so much but stayed just as skinny. well,... | 3.071667 | 5.305695 | 4.355333 | 83.073 | 76.222222 | 7.529877 | 26.849383 | 8.447377 | 2.021809 | 657 | 26 | 126 | 13 | 15 | 216 | 103 | 162 | 0.121 | 0.654 | 0.225 | 0.9575 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 12 | 13 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 25 | 27 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 13 | 2 | 23 | 7 | 13 | 14 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 81 | 26 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070783 | 0.100009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108156 | 0.258837 | 0.073139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132462 | 0.093445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14135 | 0 | 0.111739 | 0 | 0.102909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131939 | 0 | 0.105255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0897 | 0 | 0.222273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08257 | 0 | 0 | 0.17047 | 0.377604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153057 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | arvzi | 2020/02/07 | Well, fuck LOLOLLL??? >>Behaviors
People with PTSD or complex PTSD may exhibit certain behaviors in an attempt to manage their symptoms. Examples of such behaviors include:
>>-abusing alcohol or drugs
-avoiding unpleasant situations by becoming "people-pleasers"
-lashing out at minor criticisms
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EDAnonymous | Current-Guest | 2020/02/07 | Getting back on my bullshit I am 32 years old, and in 3 months I will actually become an actual legit medical provider. I have been messing with EDNOS since I was 12. I had 3 children in 3 years which sent me spiraling. I ended up losing half my hair, and my vanity about that caused me to attempt "recovery". That is wh... | 3.863304 | 4.92274 | 5.252143 | 82.342857 | 71.589286 | 8.457143 | 29.178571 | 8.841846 | 2.276514 | 435 | 17 | 87 | 8 | 8 | 146 | 75 | 112 | 0.13 | 0.87 | 0 | -0.9064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 14 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 19 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 59 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.396274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156125 | 0 | 0 | 0.224241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392252 |
EDAnonymous | Alohagend | 2020/02/07 | Post-binge Is there a physical difference (apart from stomach ofc) after and during a binge? I notice that my entire body got bigger, legs, arms, face, everything. How noticeable is it? :/ How can I stop binging! I feel so out of control!!! | 2.088682 | 4.95755 | 3.395698 | 83.481764 | 88.534884 | 6.587597 | 23.445736 | 7.793538 | 1.87722 | 182 | 7 | 31 | 4 | 6 | 59 | 37 | 43 | 0.145 | 0.855 | 0 | -0.7293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 20 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.654936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | WonderWaffle16 | 2020/02/07 | My sister in law can be so annoying sometimes She’s underweight and will be like “oh I hate how skinny I am, I am literally a bag of bones haha I really want to gain!!!!” then proceeds to not eat for 3 days.
Anyways today was my 2nd day at the gym, I worked out intensively for about an hour and was feeling pretty goo... | 1.186451 | 3.029627 | 2.961634 | 92.687941 | 80.555556 | 6.013072 | 18.921569 | 7.048012 | 0.111186 | 662 | 15 | 150 | 8 | 17 | 220 | 115 | 180 | 0.115 | 0.702 | 0.183 | 0.8891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 13 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 19 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 29 | 31 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 25 | 8 | 24 | 18 | 1 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 104 | 32 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136106 | 0 | 0 | 0.219878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157596 | 0 | 0 | 0.096882 | 0.142982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170995 | 0 | 0.167878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170516 | 0 | 0.327622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14252 | 0 | 0.178212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21846 | 0 | 0 | 0.099402 | 0 | 0.161585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100547 | 0.135311 | 0 | 0.207586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248208 | 0 | 0 | 0.121097 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CoffeeBonez | 2020/02/07 | I'm falling apart on the inside and no one knows 🙃 I'm miserable. I'm fucking miserable and no one knows how bad it is. People know I have depression, but they don't know that every day I feel my brain rot away piece by piece. I'm one trauma or midlife crisis away from my brain crumbling, like a bit of paper blackened... | 2.402449 | 3.967201 | 3.849702 | 88.954184 | 76.071823 | 6.152634 | 25.326335 | 6.742158 | 0.920281 | 1,368 | 48 | 286 | 12 | 30 | 452 | 185 | 362 | 0.223 | 0.65 | 0.128 | -0.9877 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 46 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 12 | 24 | 4 | 4 | 15 | 0 | 23 | 13 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 51 | 60 | 28 | 4 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 17 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 14 | 15 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 8 | 39 | 10 | 37 | 52 | 6 | 34 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 14 | 21 | 3 | 4 | 9 | 177 | 49 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196055 | 0 | 0.174233 | 0.127205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113908 | 0.115894 | 0 | 0.232948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201865 | 0 | 0.179729 | 0 | 0.108285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107807 | 0 | 0.137826 | 0 | 0.087908 | 0 | 0.187542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289372 | 0.109023 | 0 | 0.059297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069934 | 0 | 0.104658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1089 | 0.207075 | 0 | 0.115433 | 0 | 0.344043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073696 | 0.15292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094168 | 0 | 0.139291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282804 | 0.079352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088404 | 0 | 0.103191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083323 | 0 | 0.119517 | 0 | 0 | 0.114127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090113 | 0 | 0 | 0.06154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075958 | 0 | 0 | 0.074118 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | acetrainerbritti | 2020/02/07 | couldnt start my day and have five minutes without the bullshit starting I woke up five minutes ago and I’m already crying in bed because it’s been almost 24 hours since I’ve last eaten and I actually would love a small breakfast but I know when I see my boyfriend tonight he’s going to want me to drink a beer with him ... | 6.333429 | 4.89527 | 6.538571 | 83.806429 | 66.285714 | 8.285714 | 33.571429 | 5.288315 | 1.751429 | 528 | 19 | 112 | 1 | 7 | 170 | 98 | 140 | 0.129 | 0.72 | 0.15 | 0.4707 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 24 | 26 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 17 | 4 | 15 | 17 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 15 | 70 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.152695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138704 | 0 | 0.156685 | 0 | 0.172671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128764 | 0 | 0 | 0.17801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171878 | 0.100912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306567 | 0 | 0.160111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079117 | 0.111784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189207 | 0 | 0 | 0.144656 | 0 | 0 | 0.088927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171986 | 0.127546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119004 | 0 | 0.183587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092292 | 0.124201 | 0 | 0.190541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222307 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mizerybiscuits | 2020/02/07 | Not Technically A Lie When you’re too depressed to go into work so you tell them you’ve been vomiting. But it’s not technically a lie because you’re bulimic haha | 1.535 | 4.132263 | 4.433561 | 77.970341 | 85.363636 | 8.148485 | 26.431818 | 8.841846 | 2.730764 | 132 | 6 | 25 | 4 | 4 | 47 | 25 | 33 | 0.105 | 0.799 | 0.096 | -0.0772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.521245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.528959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.440582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tropicgold | 2020/02/07 | when u run and try to be healthy and feel kind of ok but u also feel despair over ur legs looking chunky even tho u know it’s probably muscle 🤡 why 🤡 am 🤡 i 🤡 like 🤡 this 🤡 why cant my brain accept that thicker legs are ok 🤡 why has being asian fucked up my body expectations and eating habits | -0.302078 | 1.551541 | 2.211385 | 96.001364 | 85.969697 | 4.98355 | 18.519481 | 6.182691 | -0.307634 | 230 | 6 | 56 | 2 | 7 | 79 | 50 | 66 | 0.177 | 0.689 | 0.134 | -0.7106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 24 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263561 | 0 | 0.26488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247088 | 0.130401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.642317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thisisanonymouse | 2020/02/07 | Why do i have to constantly see myself so drastically different from how i actually look?? TW: talk of body image Okay so i literally cannot tell if I’m just absolutely delusional about how i look or if my mirrors are seriously warped, or cameras just change how i look because of how the lens is on phones???
Whenever... | 3.306818 | 4.845153 | 4.874725 | 82.644262 | 73.624506 | 8.538261 | 24.902964 | 9.120679 | 1.862293 | 989 | 31 | 205 | 22 | 20 | 333 | 129 | 253 | 0.056 | 0.778 | 0.166 | 0.9828 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 22 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 21 | 8 | 4 | 8 | 2 | 43 | 49 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 14 | 28 | 11 | 29 | 37 | 6 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 139 | 39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088796 | 0 | 0 | 0.090708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070404 | 0 | 0.185085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089223 | 0.094605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087409 | 0 | 0.068421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171666 | 0.118577 | 0.205041 | 0.084129 | 0.074119 | 0 | 0.563899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08459 | 0.089046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191081 | 0.215093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063111 | 0.067467 | 0.073366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055765 | 0.107569 | 0 | 0.266552 | 0.048945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072496 | 0 | 0 | 0.049509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075742 | 0.093715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054054 |
EDAnonymous | TheWhiteMystery | 2020/02/07 | My ex started dating someone else for the first time since we broke up, time to relapse ENTIRELY I’ve tied too much of my self worth into being desirable and in my mind, just for fucking me, that means skinny, which means not eating shit.
She’s also literally my only friend at this fucking school and now I can’t even... | 3.927004 | 4.600834 | 5.044438 | 85.316245 | 71.134831 | 7.281648 | 23.822097 | 7.168622 | 0.851313 | 339 | 8 | 70 | 3 | 6 | 112 | 72 | 89 | 0.057 | 0.793 | 0.15 | 0.8327 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 12 | 9 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 48 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20054 | 0.163719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129445 | 0.177279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166704 | 0 | 0 | 0.151417 | 0.362368 | 0 | 0 | 0.111382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198346 | 0.156174 | 0 | 0.204454 | 0 | 0.201175 | 0.16212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | kkemonko | 2020/02/07 | I’ll never get to my goal weight Stayed under my goal of 700 calories today...... just to come home and eat two calzones a bag of chips and a dip and a large lemonade :-) | 4.410571 | 3.843954 | 5.057857 | 89.969643 | 69.857143 | 7 | 26.071429 | 3.1291 | 0.453286 | 127 | 3 | 29 | 0 | 2 | 41 | 27 | 35 | 0 | 0.931 | 0.069 | 0.3182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.426953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | iceberglettuce6 | 2020/02/07 | I mean wtf? I am no longer dumb, “oh I mainly restrict , idk how people are gaining weight, although I’m not losing loads it’s not like I’m gaining”
I have gained a lot - I think, I have no scales , only the fact jeans that were way too big now fit snugly
Can we cancel Christmas? 2 months later and I’m still in binge... | -1.223784 | 0.806879 | 1.11582 | 100.242919 | 94.495495 | 3.32036 | 15.508108 | 4.604125 | -1.151504 | 389 | 9 | 93 | 1 | 15 | 130 | 79 | 111 | 0.249 | 0.66 | 0.091 | -0.9477 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 18 | 21 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 12 | 1 | 6 | 20 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 56 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125925 | 0 | 0.136979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202399 | 0.539288 | 0 | 0.20491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163324 | 0.183309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142162 | 0.191313 | 0 | 0.293502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | poopyplasma | 2020/02/07 | I haven't hit any of my goal weights, I've gained and now I'm tempted to go back to cutting, or start vaping or buying non-prescription adderall idk what to do anymore. I can't keep living like this. I feel like a waste of space | 4.038707 | 3.987183 | 4.988163 | 88.391361 | 70.632653 | 8.165986 | 28.578231 | 7.793538 | 1.49777 | 180 | 6 | 41 | 2 | 3 | 59 | 39 | 49 | 0.213 | 0.731 | 0.056 | -0.6508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 20 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182995 | 0.258552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353627 | 0 | 0.319578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.440715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ponygg89 | 2020/02/07 | Private Treatment in Australia Any Aussies out there who have experience or recommendations for treatment in Australia? I’m willing to travel anywhere, but Melbourne would be ideal.
I have private health insurance luckily for this lovely ED and all the other fun psychological things that come from it, but I’ve never ... | 8.665604 | 9.566791 | 8.578144 | 63.331538 | 60.794872 | 11.472039 | 41.500611 | 11.208143 | 5.185953 | 540 | 29 | 81 | 14 | 7 | 175 | 87 | 117 | 0 | 0.768 | 0.232 | 0.9861 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 19 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 16 | 8 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 54 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.478053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259738 | 0.275406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.44108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173583 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | terriblestorm | 2020/02/07 | does anyone else legitimately not remember how or why their eating disorder started treatment is impossible for me because how the fuck am i supposed to know why i'm like this
i was diagnosed when i was 9 years old i literally wasn't even a real person yet :/ and now i'll never know who i could have been
life's a bi... | 5.317615 | 5.626467 | 7.085962 | 73.202788 | 67.923077 | 10.192308 | 31.634615 | 10.125757 | 3.108154 | 257 | 10 | 50 | 6 | 4 | 90 | 53 | 65 | 0.194 | 0.767 | 0.039 | -0.872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 32 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156946 | 0.229984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22782 | 0 | 0 | 0.257248 | 0 | 0.196425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229677 | 0.187506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158541 | 0.109659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144544 |
EDAnonymous | ohoklit | 2020/02/07 | Didn’t get the job Applied for cocktail waitress at a casino, didn’t get the job. This is a very certain type of girl job. I’m laying in bed trying not to wake my boyfriend or baby up cause all my ED/body dysmorphia brain can tell me is that I didn’t get the job because I’m fat and ugly.
If u need me I’ll be silent cr... | 2.746329 | 2.645562 | 4.313772 | 92.276481 | 73.43038 | 6.826329 | 24.660759 | 5.683918 | 0.387646 | 273 | 7 | 67 | 1 | 5 | 92 | 56 | 79 | 0.087 | 0.881 | 0.032 | -0.6133 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 8 | 9 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 35 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215118 | 0 | 0.216194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.76873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | THECrew42 | 2020/02/07 | Cute Nails Help plz. Should i get my nails done tomorrow? i’m already taking a mental health day and i wanna feel cute. I can’t exactly rock painted nails at work because i’m a boy at a white collar job so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ | 0.218 | 2.597659 | 2.019444 | 93.9425 | 91 | 4.777778 | 20.833333 | 6.427356 | 0.352333 | 171 | 6 | 36 | 2 | 6 | 56 | 34 | 45 | 0 | 0.762 | 0.238 | 0.8402 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369939 | 0 | 0 | 0.233277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thatchedrooves | 2020/02/07 | making time for meals honestly when i’m restricting i don’t even understand where other people get the time in their day to go sit and have a full meal let alone do that 3 times a day?? i’m in college so i feel like i’m always doing work and i usually go to the dining hall like 1 or 2 times a day to grab coffee to go a... | 1.01441 | 2.614637 | 3.200435 | 91.931889 | 80.123596 | 6.697191 | 18.990169 | 7.645422 | 0.373415 | 319 | 7 | 74 | 5 | 8 | 109 | 58 | 89 | 0.053 | 0.806 | 0.141 | 0.8269 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 7 | 15 | 1 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 37 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186465 | 0 | 0 | 0.149806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237827 | 0 | 0 | 0.172034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091033 | 0.128619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188125 | 0 | 0.306959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184101 | 0 | 0.263872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120177 | 0 | 0.180872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.524908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187426 | 0 | 0 | 0.198286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shepardspie01 | 2020/02/07 | This is officially no longer in my control Previously, I could control these feelings a little bit. Sure, all I was eating was a lean cuisine and an apple everyday, but it was food. I used to feel as if it was less about the disorder taking over me, and more about me allowing the disorder to take over me (if that makes... | 2.968446 | 3.864605 | 4.810439 | 85.28701 | 73.54955 | 7.712162 | 25.586712 | 8.076483 | 1.402693 | 823 | 26 | 177 | 12 | 16 | 282 | 120 | 222 | 0.183 | 0.711 | 0.106 | -0.9728 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 15 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 39 | 39 | 23 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 6 | 5 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 25 | 4 | 24 | 32 | 5 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 120 | 39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086442 | 0 | 0.112062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118474 | 0 | 0.253469 | 0.090218 | 0 | 0.124121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118057 | 0.259007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149266 | 0 | 0 | 0.107973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.399939 | 0.161449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118072 | 0 | 0.128437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110408 | 0.226504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106497 | 0 | 0.169918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195185 | 0 | 0 | 0.133296 | 0.089691 | 0 | 0 | 0.101597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TheNiceFloatyFeeling | 2020/02/07 | Getting treated for pmdd is making me fat *rant* I have pmdd and it has been ruining my life since I was in my early teens. My mom has it and it is responsible for all of the trauma in my siblings and my lives. I didn't want to be like her so I got medical help, but I'm gaining weight like crazy from the hormones and I... | -0.430998 | 1.423938 | 1.821741 | 98.588182 | 86.516779 | 5.067282 | 18.708473 | 6.322622 | -0.302984 | 517 | 14 | 130 | 5 | 16 | 174 | 86 | 149 | 0.168 | 0.706 | 0.126 | -0.6984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 16 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 25 | 33 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 22 | 4 | 17 | 27 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 87 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247774 | 0.171379 | 0 | 0.154877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194825 | 0.176692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205421 | 0 | 0 | 0.128936 | 0.130053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140071 | 0.293277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206905 | 0 | 0 | 0.427169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112949 |
EDAnonymous | I_Throwaway-I | 2020/02/07 | **TW: Numbers** Should I see a specialist? Hey, all. I'm sorry if this doesn't belong here, but I'm going to be put on a keto diet at the behest of a doctor. I've struggled with eating all my life, whether I forget to or feel picky about what I put in my mouth due to sensory integration issues. However, I'm hesitant... | 1.747002 | 4.243664 | 3.491429 | 85.949451 | 82.846154 | 6.372203 | 23.622815 | 7.645422 | 1.407532 | 568 | 21 | 108 | 10 | 16 | 189 | 101 | 143 | 0.171 | 0.776 | 0.053 | -0.9471 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 37 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 18 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 11 | 1 | 16 | 13 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 63 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175397 | 0.078813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220192 | 0 | 0 | 0.137636 | 0 | 0 | 0.174379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123954 | 0 | 0 | 0.124208 | 0 | 0 | 0.176089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123723 | 0 | 0.569424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | littlespot | 2020/02/07 | Planning tomorrows food sos So i binged BAD today and am super bloated. Im going to a party tomorrow night and my outfit is super non forgiving. I know ill be drinking so im hoping for some guidance for safe, non bloaty food ideas to have before going out so i dont fast all day/drink on an empty stomach.
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EDAnonymous | wheezers12 | 2020/02/07 | Is anyone else scared of the dentist I know a lot of people are afraid to go to the doctor appointment, with having to be weighed and stuff. I don’t know if anyone else feels like this but I’m scared of going to the dentist, the worst part is I have an appointment Tomorrow. I have bulimia and have been suffering for a... | 2.943417 | 4.76271 | 3.697673 | 89.529612 | 75.226415 | 6.597904 | 24.985325 | 7.38713 | 1.097829 | 416 | 14 | 85 | 5 | 9 | 132 | 64 | 106 | 0.197 | 0.729 | 0.073 | -0.9472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 14 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 23 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 13 | 20 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 59 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30054 | 0.440401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144887 | 0.204709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155151 | 0 | 0.099328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.430325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | scarletsrakes | 2020/02/07 | I tell people I’m bulimic but... I’m actually anorexic, but I’m overweight. There’s so much stigma around anorexics having to be skinny, and I feel like nobody would take my eating disorder seriously if I told them i have anorexia. They would look at me and immediately say “you don’t like like it”, so I always go with ... | 1.983077 | 4.307094 | 4.550962 | 79.800288 | 80.410256 | 7.489744 | 23.852564 | 8.472885 | 1.847379 | 307 | 11 | 59 | 7 | 8 | 108 | 58 | 78 | 0.113 | 0.763 | 0.124 | 0.2263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 16 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 3 | 5 | 12 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 37 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153809 | 0.225387 | 0 | 0.195822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252107 | 0 | 0.192499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225086 | 0.183758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111224 | 0.157148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165391 | 0 | 0.38453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312523 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | killveemaim | 2020/02/07 | wins & losses I managed to go four weeks without a B/P episode. I can’t remember the last time it had been that long. I felt proud of myself. I was getting better at calming my internal ED monologue. I have been cooking at home like crazy, preparing healthy and nutritious meals from a recipe, something I haven’t do... | 1.119581 | 3.251315 | 3.163241 | 89.62232 | 82.394834 | 6.528255 | 23.700712 | 7.709487 | 1.18049 | 1,019 | 38 | 221 | 18 | 28 | 344 | 155 | 271 | 0.087 | 0.786 | 0.127 | 0.8581 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 15 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 31 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 30 | 47 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 4 | 39 | 10 | 35 | 28 | 5 | 44 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 155 | 53 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098624 | 0 | 0.133624 | 0 | 0 | 0.129319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109072 | 0 | 0.273976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126206 | 0 | 0.120813 | 0 | 0.126194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062358 | 0 | 0.236826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064433 | 0 | 0.280357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123707 | 0 | 0.121452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067777 | 0.100528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378329 | 0.174218 | 0.060251 | 0 | 0 | 0.10914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11911 | 0.131159 | 0.115734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140373 | 0.079006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139705 | 0.10532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092726 | 0 | 0 | 0.113542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071913 | 0.141746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072741 | 0 | 0.098925 | 0 | 0.110885 | 0.114325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079418 |
EDAnonymous | onthewaydownnn | 2020/02/07 | I watched Taylor Swift’s Netflix movie Miss Americana And was so glad she finally admitted to having a disordered relationship with her body and with food.
...and then I used it to trigger myself for a week and spiral into a black hole of “fasting.” Because why the hell not. | 3.802941 | 6.431963 | 4.815451 | 78.705529 | 75.666667 | 8.001569 | 29.807843 | 8.841846 | 2.898283 | 218 | 10 | 37 | 5 | 5 | 71 | 43 | 51 | 0.118 | 0.781 | 0.1 | -0.2344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 26 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366427 | 0 | 0 | 0.404477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rKns22 | 2020/02/07 | “I don’t get how you don’t eat” Says my friend to me during lunch because I don’t like bringing lunch to school, in fact I don’t like bringing lunch anywhere because I’ve lost the ability to feel comfortable eating in front of people, in fact I just don’t like eating in general cuz its the only part of my life that I c... | 2.836346 | 4.536858 | 3.915641 | 88.362692 | 75.217949 | 6.338462 | 25.461538 | 7.010147 | 1.064285 | 605 | 21 | 122 | 6 | 13 | 196 | 80 | 156 | 0.08 | 0.722 | 0.198 | 0.9536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 18 | 18 | 6 | 4 | 5 | 20 | 30 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 14 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 17 | 7 | 13 | 24 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 74 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.715551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180091 | 0.215495 | 0.182676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082322 | 0.17082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124121 | 0 | 0.088641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126211 | 0 | 0.161601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092684 | 0 | 0.117954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tomolife | 2020/02/07 | I had no idea my teeth had gotten this bad I went to the dentist recently, and she told me that the enamel on the back of my teeth had been eroding away and put some fluoride paste on them. Today, I decided to take a video with my phone so I could see what they looked like, and I had no idea it had gotten this bad. My ... | 4.229556 | 5.671323 | 4.624381 | 85.730403 | 71.149533 | 7.592991 | 23.655374 | 8.076483 | 1.090365 | 431 | 11 | 88 | 6 | 8 | 136 | 69 | 107 | 0.154 | 0.813 | 0.033 | -0.8962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 25 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 15 | 2 | 9 | 11 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 62 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188917 | 0.154614 | 0.335779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.453979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192402 | 0 | 0.202136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128814 | 0 | 0.198537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201311 | 0 | 0.160231 | 0.183051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190596 | 0.192136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mintfleur | 2020/02/08 | I starve myself because nobody loves me. I might as well “love” myself I haven’t had a boyfriend since i split up with my first ex in 2016. I live in a small town and there’s not many opportunities to meet men my age. Im 23. I want a relationship. With someone who loves me for me and all my faults. Not just because I’m... | -0.406126 | 1.721244 | 1.374832 | 99.782689 | 89.707395 | 4.302623 | 17.508969 | 5.750288 | -0.638336 | 1,118 | 29 | 270 | 8 | 38 | 363 | 150 | 311 | 0.125 | 0.699 | 0.176 | 0.9246 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 44 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 20 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 22 | 15 | 7 | 1 | 4 | 42 | 51 | 22 | 4 | 6 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 20 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 3 | 54 | 14 | 23 | 28 | 4 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 35 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 159 | 74 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077822 | 0 | 0 | 0.087116 | 0 | 0.090996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097416 | 0 | 0.075642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072488 | 0 | 0 | 0.096621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.401305 | 0.084146 | 0 | 0.090159 | 0.08934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094339 | 0 | 0.104151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095475 | 0 | 0 | 0.253773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063172 | 0.097229 | 0 | 0.057267 |
EDAnonymous | Classic-Penalty | 2020/02/08 | New to Community I've never posted on Reddit before...but I relapsed today after years (3+) of being in recovery (bulimia). I feel very vulnerable on many different fronts. | 3.108226 | 6.176958 | 6.845403 | 59.788105 | 83.83871 | 9.551613 | 27.104839 | 9.516145 | 4.153381 | 136 | 6 | 18 | 5 | 4 | 51 | 28 | 31 | 0.081 | 0.919 | 0 | -0.2944 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.400247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295462 | 0.36999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246697 |
EDAnonymous | whirlislands | 2020/02/08 | I feel like I'm not allowed to be proud of my weight loss I've struggled with ED sine high school, but it never really affected my weight. Just my thoughts. My weight would fluctuate to points where I was okay with it and times I wanted to cry, but I'm 24 now and now that I don't work in food anymore, I'm not binging ... | 3.24468 | 3.911246 | 4.306379 | 90.014052 | 72.694581 | 7.967488 | 24.844828 | 8.192908 | 1.152898 | 751 | 21 | 173 | 11 | 14 | 245 | 112 | 203 | 0.125 | 0.664 | 0.211 | 0.9719 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 13 | 17 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 12 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 39 | 35 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 13 | 21 | 10 | 22 | 26 | 6 | 22 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 2 | 4 | 17 | 101 | 31 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06829 | 0 | 0.054138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179621 | 0.126893 | 0 | 0.291863 | 0 | 0 | 0.214781 | 0 | 0.068615 | 0.082104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074579 | 0.099356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083955 | 0 | 0 | 0.090352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089881 | 0.070771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059002 | 0 | 0 | 0.070506 | 0.103572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076704 | 0 | 0.073278 | 0.052383 | 0 | 0 | 0.757033 | 0 | 0 | 0.080138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064655 | 0 | 0 | 0.063089 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | auntiewhiskers07 | 2020/02/08 | Sorry I'm not her. Wait, no I'm not. I was talking to some guy and he knew about my eating disorder and other things.
He asked me about my interests and so I told him I like k dramas and suggested he watch "we broke up" with sandara park's.
He talked about cutting his hair and getting piercings like Kang seun yoon. ... | 2.408685 | 4.924442 | 3.392141 | 87.603798 | 80.126761 | 5.758498 | 25.66385 | 7.031649 | 1.275432 | 576 | 23 | 108 | 7 | 15 | 184 | 93 | 142 | 0.081 | 0.777 | 0.141 | 0.8723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 24 | 14 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 20 | 6 | 15 | 8 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 25 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 66 | 24 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178307 | 0.182899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172508 | 0 | 0 | 0.185654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204278 | 0 | 0 | 0.145734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.440026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129633 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | youryuumtsau | 2020/02/08 | Accidentally let it slip to my best friend that I’m struggling with my ED again [EDNOS/AN] Accidentally let it slip to my best friend that I’m struggling with my ED again while discussing my depression and why I’m struggling focusing.
I spilled some details, and now whenever we’re together I feel the pressure to eat ... | 10.835565 | 7.805855 | 10.069097 | 67.043645 | 58.919355 | 13.145806 | 41.735484 | 11.208143 | 4.444221 | 523 | 21 | 98 | 10 | 5 | 168 | 75 | 124 | 0.24 | 0.666 | 0.093 | -0.9582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 14 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 19 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 4 | 17 | 6 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 67 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164361 | 0.137313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.666664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Lady_Plebatron | 2020/02/08 | I would rather overheat and hide my body than take off my coat Hi. This is the first post I am making on Reddit, until now I've just been a silent lurker on all the reddits I've joined but I felt like it would help me take the weight of my feelings off my chest by putting them here in written form.
Today, my boyfriend... | 3.646831 | 4.25735 | 4.29692 | 90.652733 | 71.733564 | 7.035472 | 25.893177 | 6.788186 | 0.853526 | 2,168 | 64 | 481 | 16 | 39 | 691 | 249 | 578 | 0.052 | 0.848 | 0.1 | 0.9839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 55 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 23 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 28 | 0 | 40 | 30 | 17 | 3 | 3 | 95 | 85 | 50 | 0 | 21 | 23 | 0 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 32 | 38 | 11 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 27 | 20 | 78 | 7 | 76 | 43 | 14 | 75 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 20 | 41 | 1 | 9 | 24 | 335 | 110 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047136 | 0 | 0 | 0.156612 | 0 | 0.048466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084507 | 0 | 0.058982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075674 | 0.461957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074904 | 0 | 0.055342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283705 | 0 | 0 | 0.122784 | 0.143241 | 0.077304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077998 | 0.210285 | 0 | 0.066553 | 0.075931 | 0 | 0.058959 | 0.167631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144856 | 0 | 0.039393 | 0 | 0.166312 | 0.07642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067727 | 0.138943 | 0 | 0 | 0.17462 | 0 | 0 | 0.058929 | 0.125118 | 0.065587 | 0.046268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050954 | 0.051396 | 0 | 0.066944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072734 | 0 | 0.140908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150122 | 0.066169 | 0.048054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078142 | 0.066384 | 0 | 0.074733 | 0 | 0 | 0.139361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059194 | 0.065934 | 0.055122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077592 | 0.049061 | 0.07388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156348 | 0 | 0.121168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04605 | 0.044414 | 0 | 0 | 0.040418 | 0 | 0.131404 | 0 | 0 | 0.09412 | 0 | 0.06771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07634 | 0.114384 | 0.081767 | 0 | 0 | 0.084407 | 0 | 0.128511 | 0.062546 | 0.077387 | 0.079708 | 0 | 0 | 0.100924 | 0 | 0 | 0.246196 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | daniadaniadania | 2020/02/08 | it took me 3 days to eat a single tv dinner i haven't even finished it yet... i haven't eaten anything else. the human body is truly amazing. | 0.683 | 2.603927 | 3.256667 | 89.525 | 82.666667 | 4 | 20 | 3.1291 | -0.304 | 109 | 3 | 22 | 0 | 3 | 38 | 26 | 30 | 0 | 0.767 | 0.233 | 0.7717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.463529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427005 | 0.348603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.463638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sofia_pltvn | 2020/02/08 | 🆘losing my hair🆘 Hello eveyone,
I've been having anorexia for almost 3 years now, I'm 43kg for 160cm; and I've started eating normally since a month already, but I've also started to lose a tremedous amount of hair, so that I have holes.. I have short hair, a "boyish" hair cut, and I have curly hair thank god so the ... | 2.585095 | 3.262325 | 3.65823 | 94.013279 | 74.241158 | 6.169015 | 23.782666 | 5.565023 | 0.21278 | 1,119 | 30 | 264 | 4 | 22 | 362 | 148 | 311 | 0.127 | 0.842 | 0.031 | -0.9823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 15 | 13 | 5 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 28 | 21 | 14 | 6 | 3 | 43 | 50 | 28 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 12 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 16 | 35 | 3 | 27 | 36 | 9 | 33 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 0 | 7 | 15 | 157 | 48 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092462 | 0 | 0 | 0.094748 | 0 | 0.208831 | 0.075668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187675 | 0.06616 | 0 | 0.077864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072757 | 0 | 0.057679 | 0 | 0.080515 | 0.106604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097201 | 0.100095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332682 | 0 | 0 | 0.19364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093418 | 0.194215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102206 | 0 | 0 | 0.168205 | 0 | 0 | 0.052001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046227 | 0 | 0 | 0.083736 | 0.079457 | 0.317567 | 0.103289 | 0.32177 | 0 | 0.089532 | 0.06316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185415 | 0 | 0.107725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200917 | 0 | 0 | 0.079107 | 0.108387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213427 | 0 | 0 | 0.087113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064241 | 0.102919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081721 | 0 | 0.234214 | 0 | 0.075105 | 0 | 0 | 0.085075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060932 |
EDAnonymous | livw17 | 2020/02/08 | coworker knows no bounds when talking about weight So I have a coworker who always complains about being fat in a "joking" way. She always tells me how lucky I am to be skinny but also makes fun of me for being *flat.* I feel super uncomfortable talking about any topics regarding body shape and weight, but I just laugh... | 5.137 | 7.408939 | 5.446111 | 77.39 | 70.333333 | 8.911111 | 29.222222 | 9.473421 | 2.919539 | 1,572 | 62 | 268 | 37 | 30 | 499 | 192 | 360 | 0.12 | 0.748 | 0.132 | 0.862 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 39 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 26 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 1 | 29 | 14 | 8 | 14 | 5 | 62 | 48 | 29 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 24 | 19 | 10 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 17 | 35 | 16 | 41 | 36 | 5 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 39 | 18 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 186 | 59 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079604 | 0.248482 | 0 | 0 | 0.067692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102258 | 0 | 0 | 0.208737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197241 | 0 | 0 | 0.095117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102159 | 0 | 0.112192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199336 | 0 | 0.100004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067453 | 0.075707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06901 | 0 | 0.208001 | 0 | 0.0941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085009 | 0.189375 | 0.15832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076633 | 0.09845 | 0 | 0.070457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074844 | 0.320034 | 0.087005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066132 | 0 | 0.0978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110595 | 0 | 0.108274 | 0 | 0.103627 | 0.119737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079012 | 0 | 0.484864 | 0.089501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sweet1teenage | 2020/02/08 | Not interested in food?? ok so I saw Birds of Prey today, and I was like: hell yeah! fuck the patriarchy! I’m gonna EAT
and then I went to one of my favourite vegan burger places and got the food I was literally dreaming about for the past couple of days and then... I didn’t even finish it
I used to love their mac an... | 1.039373 | 2.969006 | 2.343322 | 96.497287 | 81.465116 | 5.211517 | 17.214839 | 6.182691 | -0.532028 | 792 | 15 | 185 | 6 | 21 | 254 | 117 | 215 | 0.11 | 0.75 | 0.139 | 0.7502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 18 | 16 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 14 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 33 | 33 | 24 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 4 | 16 | 11 | 15 | 13 | 4 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 15 | 112 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134368 | 0 | 0.078317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.587369 | 0 | 0 | 0.224533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101856 | 0.097124 | 0.26777 | 0 | 0 | 0.107387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129327 | 0.082289 | 0.092358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115926 | 0 | 0 | 0.126876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116303 | 0 | 0.13093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080677 | 0.077812 | 0.119311 | 0.096408 | 0.070811 | 0 | 0.115108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104883 | 0 | 0 | 0.071627 | 0 | 0.09741 | 0 | 0 | 0.112573 | 0.109578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086265 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | zomboyf | 2020/02/08 | binged but ok I guess So yesterday I binged for the first time in a long time. I was feeling fine but then I looked at myself in the mirror and my skin was looking patchy and ugly and it just set off a binge *instantly*. I felt fat and bloated and disgusting for the rest of the day and I ended up hanging out with my ro... | 1.709688 | 3.991657 | 3.2933 | 88.668654 | 81.167488 | 6.625287 | 23.45977 | 7.793538 | 1.190725 | 789 | 28 | 166 | 14 | 21 | 260 | 123 | 203 | 0.099 | 0.733 | 0.168 | 0.9194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 14 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 37 | 32 | 26 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 19 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 12 | 26 | 8 | 17 | 20 | 7 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 18 | 108 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099663 | 0.10822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143412 | 0 | 0.167177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132624 | 0 | 0 | 0.114797 | 0 | 0.14455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196606 | 0 | 0.248894 | 0 | 0 | 0.110247 | 0.470178 | 0 | 0.100137 | 0 | 0.067716 | 0 | 0 | 0.108711 | 0.207323 | 0 | 0.142781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115204 | 0 | 0 | 0.071231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063321 | 0 | 0 | 0.114702 | 0.326522 | 0 | 0 | 0.110191 | 0 | 0 | 0.086516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095279 | 0 | 0 | 0.125179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127975 | 0 | 0 | 0.110687 | 0 | 0 | 0.129763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127342 | 0 | 0.151154 | 0 | 0.245712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092072 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | davidriot | 2020/02/08 | my partner seems to encourage me - am i justified in my frustrations? part of me wants to think he's simply being supportive of my interests and endeavours. but when I'm visibly underweight, and often speak of my troubles with food, why would he send me links to weight loss and meal replacement recipes? am I not small ... | 5.145849 | 6.872355 | 5.496368 | 79.256061 | 69.283019 | 9.450943 | 33.061321 | 9.827889 | 3.419174 | 449 | 21 | 81 | 11 | 8 | 143 | 76 | 106 | 0.088 | 0.722 | 0.19 | 0.8963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 13 | 6 | 12 | 12 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 49 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120454 | 0.170189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152646 | 0 | 0 | 0.277824 | 0 | 0 | 0.227636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281024 | 0 | 0 | 0.290096 | 0 | 0 | 0.214962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169229 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lalisas | 2020/02/08 | going back to high restricting because of uni... feeling ambivalent about it. (no numbers mentioned, but mentions of high/low restriction)
i'm struggling big time in uni due to being overwhelmed (just transferred from CC to a 4yr uni and am not used to the higher expectations of students here) and am dealing with the ... | 4.945 | 6.506925 | 5.95463 | 76.415833 | 69.555556 | 9.474074 | 30.62963 | 9.827889 | 3.137385 | 900 | 37 | 161 | 22 | 16 | 298 | 116 | 216 | 0.213 | 0.665 | 0.122 | -0.9837 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 15 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 39 | 29 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 7 | 33 | 25 | 3 | 29 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 105 | 27 | 6 | 0.123054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189242 | 0 | 0.150025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186659 | 0.08791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349672 | 0.103212 | 0 | 0 | 0.135558 | 0 | 0.108816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.39004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128142 | 0 | 0.100305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328558 | 0 | 0.123624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123087 | 0 | 0.078832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098271 | 0 | 0 | 0.128643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106279 | 0 | 0 | 0.07258 | 0.097675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | vegansprout | 2020/02/08 | Does anyone have insight on the University of CA San Diego eating disorder treatment programs costs? I will be calling Monday when the admissions department is open again, but I'm anxious to find out sooner. If anyone has any information it would be very helpful. Thanks | 6.592021 | 9.32894 | 6.566968 | 68.90875 | 67.510638 | 8.955319 | 35.154255 | 9.516145 | 4.026834 | 221 | 11 | 31 | 5 | 4 | 70 | 43 | 47 | 0.081 | 0.763 | 0.156 | 0.7233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 19 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203371 | 0 | 0 | 0.337853 | 0 | 0.418219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342749 | 0 | 0.261709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212444 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CurioShopGuy | 2020/02/08 | beatsaber xd i really do b playing hours worth of beatsaber to the point of horrible pain and my parents encouraging me tho 😳 | 2.5875 | 5.490153 | 4.738333 | 75.34 | 84 | 8.2 | 33 | 8.841846 | 3.8076 | 102 | 6 | 17 | 3 | 3 | 35 | 22 | 24 | 0.206 | 0.455 | 0.339 | 0.5233 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.457228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.494032 | 0 | 0.515534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.4389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | deviroxx | 2020/02/08 | Why do a few pounds make SUCH a difference? I hate BMI labels so SO much. A month ago I was a couple pounds underweight and now I’m a couple pounds into the normal range for my height and I make myself sick. Does anyone else fluctuate between normal and underweight and fuck themselves up about it?? | 2.040099 | 4.755982 | 3.103498 | 87.569828 | 84.172414 | 6.072906 | 18.630542 | 7.44753 | 0.705889 | 238 | 6 | 44 | 4 | 7 | 76 | 41 | 58 | 0.194 | 0.806 | 0 | -0.9009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 29 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159491 | 0.233712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.50477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238313 | 0 | 0 | 0.199609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182065 | 0 | 0.167678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.446973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CryingCeiling | 2020/02/08 | How do I accept my body after recovery? Ive been recovered for a while now and still fucking hate myself. Someone please help. | 2.39125 | 5.245159 | 3.755 | 82.39 | 84.416667 | 6.533333 | 24.666667 | 7.793538 | 1.920517 | 101 | 4 | 17 | 2 | 3 | 33 | 23 | 24 | 0.14 | 0.595 | 0.266 | 0.3832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.450733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.400627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.445428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | darkandtwisted24 | 2020/02/08 | Why is Recovery so hard?? I got hospitalized about 2 years ago and was forced to eat and start recovery i wasn’t underweight and never have been, I wasn’t ready to recover then and I’m still not but I want to try and stick with it because I don’t want to let my parents down. I just can’t stop the thoughts of how horr... | 0.084437 | 1.856696 | 2.10125 | 97.80875 | 83.9375 | 5.75 | 20.625 | 6.907726 | 0.139938 | 561 | 17 | 141 | 7 | 16 | 187 | 85 | 160 | 0.218 | 0.73 | 0.052 | -0.9722 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 36 | 35 | 19 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 13 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 23 | 3 | 15 | 25 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 91 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174977 | 0 | 0 | 0.330979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256625 | 0 | 0.101722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084374 | 0 | 0.160221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170635 | 0 | 0.081524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236222 | 0 | 0.133262 | 0.13951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106923 | 0 | 0.132476 | 0.097303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295272 | 0.132453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118539 | 0 | 0 | 0.107458 |
EDAnonymous | HlBlSCUS | 2020/02/08 | I get triggered to binge when I watch food related shows. It sucks. I really enjoy watching food shows on YouTube, Netflix, or whatever.
I’ll watch Good Mythical Morning trying to pick out name brand food vs off brand by taste and I’ll think “I need to go to the store, buy, then eat that all now”.
Does that mean I shou... | 2.09494 | 4.270407 | 2.679762 | 94.17 | 79.138889 | 6.336508 | 22.785714 | 7.44753 | 0.770605 | 281 | 9 | 61 | 4 | 7 | 87 | 54 | 72 | 0.067 | 0.842 | 0.091 | 0.4005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 8 | 8 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 28 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.805318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115984 | 0 | 0.126166 | 0.1862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sugafreedreams | 2020/02/08 | DAE live in a never-ending cycle of recovery and relapse? I'll use extremely unhealthy measures to rapidly drop +10 pounds, realize it wasn't worth the constant mental struggle and cravings, eat intuitively without purging for about two months and gain the weight back, see old pictures and realize how fat my face looks... | 9.576871 | 8.328625 | 9.47386 | 64.740906 | 59.789474 | 11.391813 | 39.005848 | 10.254146 | 4.198567 | 825 | 34 | 128 | 14 | 9 | 271 | 109 | 190 | 0.144 | 0.738 | 0.118 | -0.1004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 8 | 13 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 31 | 16 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 14 | 10 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 10 | 7 | 5 | 24 | 13 | 1 | 25 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 82 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087688 | 0 | 0.07353 | 0 | 0.184488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087345 | 0 | 0 | 0.151207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060292 | 0 | 0.085553 | 0.075374 | 0 | 0.071681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089571 | 0 | 0.057842 | 0.06492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054695 | 0 | 0 | 0.099548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166769 | 0 | 0 | 0.073724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.831564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054969 |
EDAnonymous | hessmad | 2020/02/08 | why can’t i throw up anymore??? i’m freaking out i’ve had like 3 binges in like 48 hours and whenever i try to throw up i can’t??? ahhhh i’m gonna gain weight i wanna cry and never eat ever ever again | -2.640091 | -0.941525 | 1.33921 | 97.42 | 100.914894 | 4.387842 | 13.097264 | 6.182691 | -0.814499 | 154 | 3 | 39 | 2 | 7 | 57 | 33 | 47 | 0.128 | 0.67 | 0.202 | 0.5362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 19 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.526933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354683 | 0 | 0 | 0.262822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | nicolajr21 | 2020/02/08 | I don’t know how to cook anymore DAE walk around the supermarket trying to remember what a normal meal is like, or knowing what to cook? I end up with some weird combo of ingredients like a cabbage, some premade roti and some plastic cheese.
I don’t know what is wrong with me, I used to love to cook and I love food bu... | 3.277059 | 4.763927 | 4.306029 | 86.899632 | 73.607843 | 7.060784 | 26.47549 | 7.645422 | 1.324643 | 397 | 14 | 83 | 5 | 8 | 129 | 67 | 102 | 0.127 | 0.676 | 0.197 | 0.7684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 23 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 6 | 13 | 13 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 49 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222829 | 0 | 0 | 0.192876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110109 | 0.155572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238093 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MeggieBug | 2020/02/08 | DAE get red spots on their face after purging? So I just purged for the first time, (probably the last, i cant handle it) and I've got these tiny red spots on my face around my eyes. Anyone else have this problem? Do you know how to get rid of them? Please help.
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EDAnonymous | soupcracker101 | 2020/02/08 | binged before an important day :(( i just binged after doing IF for the past week and now im so bloated and disgusting; i have a conference with career recruiters tomorrow and im scared im just going to feel like shit and fuck up my chances of an internship.. i hate myself sO MUCH
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EDAnonymous | edthrowaway97 | 2020/02/08 | Wanna cry rn because I can’t eat in front of people Hanging out with this guy I’m dating and he ordered food and I can’t bring myself to serve myself any lol | -0.974 | 1.139905 | 1.637143 | 95.792857 | 95.857143 | 2.8 | 15.571429 | 3.1291 | -1.115457 | 126 | 3 | 27 | 0 | 5 | 43 | 29 | 35 | 0.091 | 0.826 | 0.083 | -0.0772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.448035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.417361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.493208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gglitchbbitch | 2020/02/08 | Am I Fat? Bust: 35" Waist: 25" Hips: 36" Thighs: 19.5"
5'2", 113 lbs
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EDAnonymous | 632141213 | 2020/02/08 | I was in recovery and made the mistake of going to my gyno appointment She asked me "you've gained a lot of weight since our last visit, what happened?" Girl I was recovering from anorexia but its chill. "I'm sending you for some bloodwork to make sure you dont have a thyroid disorder or diabetes." Its been 3 years, I ... | 1.862308 | 4.156328 | 3.340705 | 88.477212 | 80.666667 | 6.464103 | 25.134615 | 7.645422 | 1.391738 | 305 | 12 | 62 | 5 | 8 | 100 | 60 | 78 | 0.093 | 0.768 | 0.139 | 0.3993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 38 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212921 | 0 | 0.236979 | 0.167175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198793 | 0 | 0.609954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16128 |
EDAnonymous | papercut-princess | 2020/02/08 | Thanks nurse Soooo, went to the doctor for an unrelated issue, stepped on the scale backwards when the nurse asked me to do so, as part of their vital collection process. This nurse decides that she should read the number on the scale out loud to me, or maybe (hopefully?) she just says every number out loud when she wr... | 4.833382 | 6.32128 | 4.290471 | 88.525118 | 69.735294 | 7.204706 | 23.894118 | 7.554174 | 0.894802 | 281 | 7 | 56 | 3 | 5 | 84 | 51 | 68 | 0.017 | 0.893 | 0.089 | 0.4606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 38 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mercyflakes | 2020/02/08 | I mdrunk sorry if im snnoying but like im super fucked on alcohol things and things my lawyer advises me not to mention
anywayyssss
is the fbi gonna come to my door bc i googled how many calories are in human blood bc i bite my mouth and wondered now im freakkng out
also dont have a lawyer
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EDAnonymous | winonabriar | 2020/02/08 | Ethical vegans and vegetarians, have you ever been tempted to eat meat again? Not because you were craving, but because of the low calorie/protein. | 7.2396 | 9.820304 | 8.165 | 58.7875 | 65.4 | 9.8 | 44.5 | 10.125757 | 5.7254 | 119 | 8 | 15 | 3 | 2 | 40 | 23 | 25 | 0.099 | 0.821 | 0.08 | -0.128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.665944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.558922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.49409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fortheloveofbluey | 2020/02/08 | I wish I hated eating But I love it. It’s calming, it’s soothing, it’s the comforting thing...
At the same time I hate myself for indulging as much as I do. I’m terrible... | -2.238494 | -0.739462 | 1.460618 | 94.005135 | 110.621622 | 4.276448 | 18.799228 | 6.182691 | 0.244447 | 130 | 5 | 29 | 2 | 7 | 47 | 25 | 37 | 0.182 | 0.483 | 0.336 | 0.6908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 21 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.681104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | the_lavender_menace | 2020/02/08 | Recovery Advice, Don't Know Where to Start I've been a long time lurker, this is my first time posting. I need help.
I haven't been officially diagnosed with anything, so I don't know what exactly the label would be for whatever ED I seem to have, but I definitely have one, and it's getting out of control. I need to ... | 5.444213 | 5.297086 | 6.248358 | 80.883066 | 67.642659 | 9.646274 | 27.716792 | 9.362217 | 2.059552 | 1,401 | 38 | 292 | 25 | 21 | 463 | 180 | 361 | 0.067 | 0.736 | 0.197 | 0.9945 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 44 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 24 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 32 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 61 | 67 | 26 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 19 | 7 | 1 | 16 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 7 | 32 | 9 | 43 | 50 | 11 | 44 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 19 | 0 | 9 | 24 | 191 | 50 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060855 | 0.088858 | 0 | 0.062019 | 0 | 0 | 0.128919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074872 | 0 | 0.062783 | 0 | 0 | 0.081745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094008 | 0 | 0 | 0.073975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149156 | 0.060885 | 0 | 0.064553 | 0 | 0 | 0.144417 | 0 | 0.061408 | 0 | 0 | 0.142588 | 0 | 0 | 0.147409 | 0.104136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061995 | 0.352525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082145 | 0 | 0.244262 | 0.077006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280384 | 0.05941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05148 | 0.071214 | 0 | 0 | 0.0645 | 0.061204 | 0 | 0.079561 | 0.123926 | 0.06578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053578 | 0.108085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142821 | 0.069934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080929 | 0.078926 | 0.069576 | 0.050528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068899 | 0 | 0.069802 | 0.148298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081646 | 0 | 0.072903 | 0 | 0.280147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054799 | 0 | 0 | 0.067101 | 0 | 0 | 0.145262 | 0.046701 | 0 | 0 | 0.212495 | 0 | 0 | 0.069643 | 0 | 0 | 0.237829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060137 | 0.042989 | 0 | 0.058463 | 0.088753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155323 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | greensheetsss | 2020/02/09 | i dont have and ed!!!!!!!!! yet I'm freaking out thinking about how can I flush rice cakes down the toilet because I can't hide them in the trash and I don't want to eat them but i can't let my mom notice that I'm restricting because apparently I've always been skinny but she doesn't see that I'm getting fucking fat an... | 2.652535 | 3.316174 | 4.240958 | 89.948761 | 74.070423 | 6.806761 | 25.467606 | 6.742158 | 0.788395 | 256 | 8 | 59 | 2 | 5 | 86 | 49 | 71 | 0.118 | 0.81 | 0.072 | -0.4542 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 34 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356066 | 0 | 0 | 0.310876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28087 | 0.15873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ksar721 | 2020/02/09 | Do you ever wish you could enter a virtual reality where you could eat as much as you wanted while not affecting actual your body then leave when you were done? Just me? Ok.
Or trade minds with a mukbanger while they gorge on a giant plate of pasta then exit their body when you where done without gaining a pound?
Jus... | 3.044051 | 5.258844 | 3.702692 | 87.811474 | 76.230769 | 6.794872 | 20.064103 | 7.793538 | 0.708333 | 263 | 6 | 52 | 4 | 6 | 83 | 46 | 65 | 0.052 | 0.829 | 0.119 | 0.6734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 8 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 42 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.219461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.499606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.460283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258613 | 0.216787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | piphip | 2020/02/09 | If there is anyone out here willing to listen to an intoxicated bulimic Please DM me I really need someone right now I am willing to be a pair of ears but right now I am spewing texts to people who don’t deserve my bs right now I don’t know if this is against the rules but this is a particularly rough evening | 7.373795 | 5.267522 | 8.290769 | 74.212564 | 64.692308 | 11.128205 | 37.051282 | 9.725611 | 3.267513 | 248 | 10 | 53 | 4 | 3 | 85 | 45 | 65 | 0 | 0.971 | 0.029 | 0.1655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 40 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207576 | 0 | 0 | 0.328667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.767094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Suspicious-Love | 2020/02/09 | Oscars night Anyone else out there watching Oscars to trigger themselves? | 10.617273 | 14.650422 | 6.936364 | 64.924545 | 59.909091 | 4.4 | 38.272727 | 3.1291 | 3.015109 | 62 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 10 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396031 | 0.580331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.473144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.531516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | barbieprivilege | 2020/02/09 | Guess who binged!! Guess who binged so hard my tummy hurt all night until I threw up at 5 am 🙃
Lmao why am I like this | -3.48 | -2.776252 | -1.160926 | 111.400833 | 122.333333 | 1.8 | 4.5 | 3.1291 | -3.150378 | 90 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 6 | 29 | 22 | 27 | 0.169 | 0.608 | 0.223 | 0.4054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.745412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | JazminBeansTeeth | 2020/02/09 | Throwing up and seeing food I ate hours ago? (Possible tw???) I'm in hospital right now (don't worry, I didn't collapse or anything like that. I was in hospital a while ago and got discharged and came back because the hospital was checking up on me, and my mum told them I hadn't eaten for 2 days and they got worried so... | 1.055552 | 3.143969 | 3.160297 | 89.800332 | 82.34471 | 6.364005 | 23.077247 | 7.554174 | 1.06157 | 1,095 | 39 | 234 | 18 | 30 | 371 | 150 | 293 | 0.064 | 0.923 | 0.013 | -0.8801 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 47 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 21 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 19 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 38 | 55 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 9 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 6 | 32 | 2 | 35 | 30 | 5 | 52 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 18 | 0 | 6 | 24 | 152 | 42 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084146 | 0 | 0.198063 | 0 | 0.112504 | 0 | 0 | 0.092536 | 0 | 0.07336 | 0 | 0.102402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106588 | 0 | 0 | 0.079485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125748 | 0 | 0.20518 | 0 | 0.288746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212836 | 0 | 0.107803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106966 | 0 | 0 | 0.066137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088465 | 0 | 0.092815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070173 | 0 | 0 | 0.229984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111558 | 0.10859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | booping_snoots | 2020/02/09 | My Friend is Extremely Underweight (BMI 14.8) But Doesn't Exhibit an ED Way of Thinking Today I met up with a friend I haven't seen in over six months and somehow we got to talking about weight. I told her how much I thought she weighs (about 45kg/99,lbs) and she corrected me saying she's only 38kg/86lbs - which puts ... | 5.746724 | 6.703445 | 6.290839 | 76.991347 | 67.178295 | 9.63648 | 33.393525 | 9.773938 | 3.215374 | 1,073 | 47 | 200 | 23 | 17 | 349 | 155 | 258 | 0.054 | 0.823 | 0.123 | 0.9549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 13 | 10 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 38 | 33 | 23 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 40 | 10 | 34 | 24 | 2 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 39 | 17 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 129 | 45 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.210604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.521928 | 0 | 0.250107 | 0 | 0.112754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105436 | 0.108151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086131 | 0 | 0.079324 | 0 | 0.083225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108477 | 0 | 0.114773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102645 | 0.085812 | 0.108034 | 0 | 0.171976 | 0.098235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122452 | 0.101701 | 0 | 0 | 0.086732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069143 | 0 | 0.085666 | 0 | 0 | 0.102284 | 0.10311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17807 | 0 | 0.085652 | 0 | 0.131402 | 0 | 0 | 0.09737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076654 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | JeremyYouAre40 | 2020/02/09 | Anyone have heart problems yet? 41F here, woke up last night entirely convinced I was having a heart attack. Racing heart, clammy skin, tingling in arm, sudden wave of nausea... my partner convinced me that I was having a hot flash. I still feel terrible today so unless I have a miraculous recovery I think I’m gonna ha... | 3.092001 | 5.533961 | 3.837594 | 85.77107 | 77.120301 | 6.498323 | 21.508965 | 7.610547 | 0.979043 | 548 | 15 | 101 | 8 | 13 | 174 | 89 | 133 | 0.166 | 0.71 | 0.124 | -0.7225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 16 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 24 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 15 | 6 | 15 | 17 | 2 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 14 | 64 | 19 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194076 | 0.142196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210514 | 0.198289 | 0 | 0.152026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.657819 | 0.093021 | 0.146628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144518 | 0 | 0.113124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088924 | 0 | 0 | 0.080924 | 0 | 0.131547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268109 |
EDAnonymous | Briechick | 2020/02/09 | Older with an ED? I’m in my 40s and I feel ashamed about still having an eating disorder. I used to overeat all of the time. Now I tend to graze through the day. My main binge food is sugar pastries and breads.
I need to get back to eating low-carb as I don’t want to become diabetic. My A1C was 5.6 about a year ago bu... | 1.114869 | 3.390112 | 2.594869 | 92.812484 | 83.554455 | 5.256886 | 18.092709 | 6.574016 | -0.104949 | 385 | 9 | 83 | 4 | 11 | 125 | 75 | 101 | 0.104 | 0.827 | 0.068 | -0.3939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 17 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 1 | 16 | 14 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 53 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133094 | 0.195032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146364 | 0 | 0 | 0.210222 | 0 | 0 | 0.199756 | 0 | 0 | 0.211431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.584314 | 0.15901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164398 | 0 | 0 | 0.112271 | 0.151088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122577 |
EDAnonymous | ccox6nra | 2020/02/09 | At a crossroad I’ve been a “recovered” anorexia for four years now , I’m a healthy bmi , of course I have bad days , really bad weeks but on the whole I’m getting by. I’m at uni now , first term was great .. ate healthy , felt good , unintentionally lost weight .. now on the second term , started of just eating whateve... | 0.185169 | 2.315796 | 2.128167 | 95.567504 | 86.40113 | 5.121921 | 18.45452 | 6.508806 | -0.229404 | 646 | 17 | 154 | 7 | 20 | 214 | 96 | 177 | 0.18 | 0.678 | 0.142 | -0.8131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 13 | 12 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 21 | 37 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 9 | 18 | 3 | 15 | 25 | 6 | 31 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 86 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090926 | 0.296197 | 0 | 0 | 0.100621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094412 | 0 | 0 | 0.152521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.48399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05979 | 0 | 0.227074 | 0 | 0 | 0.201164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109319 | 0.12356 | 0 | 0 | 0.099181 | 0 | 0.130369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13229 | 0.129082 | 0 | 0 | 0.111889 | 0.078932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08768 | 0.182401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094036 | 0.118387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139492 | 0 | 0.094852 | 0.431984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076148 |
EDAnonymous | rachihc | 2020/02/09 | I feel I am going to relapse I have being doing well for a year finally finding some peace. But my anxiety is getting worse and worse, I feel my meds are not enough. I have chronic headaches. And I have to wait about 4 months from when they start to when I get the treatment to relieve them. O can't work and I cry ther... | 0.725108 | 2.83125 | 2.15685 | 96.408255 | 83.768212 | 4.834603 | 22.020281 | 5.985473 | 0.11891 | 559 | 19 | 126 | 4 | 16 | 180 | 92 | 151 | 0.085 | 0.848 | 0.067 | -0.3367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 16 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 23 | 32 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 29 | 2 | 15 | 31 | 4 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 86 | 30 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163163 | 0.095795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15348 | 0 | 0.196217 | 0 | 0.12515 | 0 | 0.133497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300422 | 0 | 0 | 0.162717 | 0.135762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137322 | 0.232816 | 0 | 0.337672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143186 | 0 | 0.108138 | 0 | 0.454121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095654 |
EDAnonymous | midnightxxxx | 2020/02/09 | My dad triggers me so damn much I just don’t understand...my Dad, who knows about my ED, constantly vocally judges what I’m eating, tell me it’s too fatty, oily, unhealthy, etc. and gets upset when I ask him to stop (“fine I guess I’ll just not talk at all then!”)
Also dad: proceeds to eat 1,000 calories worth of past... | 1.318846 | 3.477884 | 3.038141 | 90.646442 | 81.820513 | 5.951282 | 21.288462 | 7.168622 | 0.602892 | 296 | 9 | 63 | 4 | 8 | 98 | 63 | 78 | 0.16 | 0.815 | 0.025 | -0.8774 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 35 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164549 | 0.241125 | 0 | 0 | 0.220003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.481606 | 0.196589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189151 | 0.20569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cammi-t | 2020/02/09 | ✨✨✨ Person drinking a non diet soda, consuming over half of my daily caloric intake without even thinking :
“Don’t look at me like that”
Me :
“You amaze me” | 4.552258 | 5.051053 | 6.061452 | 79.212177 | 69.645161 | 7.490323 | 31.629032 | 7.168622 | 2.112084 | 120 | 5 | 22 | 1 | 2 | 41 | 27 | 31 | 0 | 0.806 | 0.194 | 0.7184 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.464804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.457376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | raccoonliner | 2020/02/09 | so i started recovery a couple days ago background: i am almost seventeen and a year ago i was hospitalized for my severe ed. it was a super strict environment and i was heavily controlled and forced to gain a lot of weight really fast, leading to me not wanting to recover at all and immediately relapsing.
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EDAnonymous | Hiverdeforce | 2020/02/09 | (TW: CH/SP ) Venting about CH/SP... anyone want to commiserate? When I was reallllllly bulimic, I hit a wall with purging. It had such detrimental effects on my body that I couldn't stay in denial. Now in '''''''''recovery'''''''', I've stumbled into a big CH/SP vicious cycle, and I can't see the use in stopping... or ... | 2.081759 | 4.732623 | 3.871623 | 82.698864 | 82.966942 | 6.432349 | 23.51889 | 7.709487 | 1.398433 | 493 | 18 | 94 | 9 | 14 | 165 | 87 | 121 | 0.076 | 0.778 | 0.146 | 0.81 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 20 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 12 | 5 | 13 | 12 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 52 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195959 | 0 | 0 | 0.101292 | 0.143114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.484475 | 0.219649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170312 | 0.180804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427046 | 0 | 0.167483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173019 | 0 | 0 | 0.118159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | moonlighttravel | 2020/02/09 | I know she only meant well but... I was out for grocery shopping with my mother and a family friend of ours that I hadn't seen in a quite a while. I hhave lost a significant amount of weight during the time we haven't seen. Well, come to hear from my mother afterwards that the family friend had told her "oh moonlighttr... | 5.628324 | 7.230771 | 5.294624 | 81.642491 | 67.951613 | 8.414337 | 29.100358 | 8.841846 | 2.262435 | 531 | 19 | 97 | 9 | 9 | 163 | 90 | 124 | 0.085 | 0.715 | 0.199 | 0.9383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 21 | 24 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 14 | 7 | 13 | 14 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 57 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131336 | 0.125235 | 0 | 0.172496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13918 | 0 | 0 | 0.086055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262984 | 0 | 0.170931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217113 | 0 | 0 | 0.171883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200667 | 0 | 0.124311 | 0.091306 | 0 | 0 | 0.149624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092358 | 0 | 0 | 0.381356 | 0.281577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | imnotreallysureuguys | 2020/02/09 | the food combos of eds are god tier creativity can’t decide between three spoons of mango sorbet and a half cup of stir fry? try mango sorbet w sesame seeds instead ! gore met | 3.630784 | 5.799705 | 4.447647 | 83.361078 | 74.294118 | 5.709804 | 20.156863 | 6.427356 | 0.329051 | 140 | 3 | 25 | 1 | 3 | 45 | 30 | 34 | 0 | 0.853 | 0.147 | 0.6114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.871958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.48958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bibibirdie99 | 2020/02/09 | Tw - Binge So I’ve been recovered for years but at the beginning of the year my brain decided to give me a big fuck you and decide I needed to relapse. Anyway I’ve been restricting “healthily” and still eating a decent number of calories and shit. But yeah this morning I binged on potato chips and I feel so disgusting ... | 3.278273 | 5.035944 | 4.101637 | 87.251836 | 74.154639 | 7.324227 | 24.496134 | 8.076483 | 1.35797 | 384 | 12 | 77 | 6 | 8 | 123 | 68 | 97 | 0.234 | 0.669 | 0.097 | -0.9592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 13 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 10 | 2 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 50 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249326 | 0 | 0.258713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215376 | 0 | 0 | 0.28194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.347345 |
EDAnonymous | bean--bea | 2020/02/09 | Having a crush fuels my ED so much He’s so tall and skinny that I don’t even know if I want him or his BMI, but now I just want to restrict even more and lose 10 kilos so I could be “pretty” enough to date him | 2.116259 | 1.587243 | 4.024898 | 95.297483 | 74.714286 | 6.533333 | 18.37415 | 3.1291 | -0.748965 | 160 | 1 | 43 | 0 | 3 | 55 | 39 | 49 | 0.167 | 0.693 | 0.14 | -0.3339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 31 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365986 | 0 | 0.467894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.360351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.417835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lacroixbitch23 | 2020/02/09 | Being tall sucks. So I’m 16 and almost 6’1 and I already have enough issues with my weight then you add my height and all I have ever wanted to be be was small or “normal” sized and I can’t because you can’t change your height and my friends joke and tease me about my height in a loving way because they don’t know tha... | 1.102623 | 2.643608 | 2.712353 | 95.802255 | 79.661765 | 5.415686 | 18.686275 | 5.985473 | -0.364625 | 487 | 10 | 115 | 3 | 12 | 160 | 76 | 136 | 0.147 | 0.776 | 0.077 | -0.8918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 31 | 25 | 20 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 3 | 11 | 21 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 75 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172157 | 0 | 0.189723 | 0.137488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180278 | 0 | 0 | 0.170503 | 0 | 0 | 0.141479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353227 | 0.363746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188851 | 0 | 0.177247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177644 | 0 | 0 | 0.155515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132828 | 0.158941 | 0 | 0 | 0.097709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179444 | 0 | 0 | 0.190209 | 0 | 0.18897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202811 | 0.136466 | 0 | 0.209358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | givemelowcalfood | 2020/02/09 | thanks mum (TW NUMBERS) stepped on the scale this morning to see that I'd lost 1.5kg in the past 2 weeks which is a massive victory for my binge eating overweight ass after having panicked the past couple of days that I thought the scale was going to have gone up
so I decided to make myself an actual breakfast and hav... | 2.577875 | 4.332391 | 3.320848 | 92.118171 | 76.073171 | 5.661324 | 23.909408 | 6.182691 | 0.492043 | 948 | 30 | 199 | 6 | 21 | 299 | 140 | 246 | 0.093 | 0.747 | 0.16 | 0.9604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 1 | 15 | 13 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 33 | 40 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 16 | 12 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 7 | 30 | 10 | 24 | 19 | 2 | 32 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 22 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 120 | 38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096791 | 0.268273 | 0.266327 | 0.156364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20669 | 0.203361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103528 | 0 | 0.192811 | 0 | 0 | 0.096603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171612 | 0 | 0.096813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211918 | 0.111611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119106 | 0.192483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097242 | 0.147623 | 0.108999 | 0.11238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | peony_cloud | 2020/02/09 | My anorexic/orthorexic lifestyle TW: calorie counting, numbers
Wake up groggy, laze about in bed without really knowing why until you realize it's because you're just killing time before you have to get up and inevitably eat. Strip naked even though you're freezing, weigh yourself, update four different apps.
Drink ... | 7.123524 | 7.831612 | 6.721941 | 75.983889 | 64.082353 | 9.738462 | 32.346154 | 9.661875 | 3.011465 | 1,839 | 68 | 321 | 34 | 26 | 574 | 256 | 425 | 0.091 | 0.811 | 0.098 | 0.2329 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 61 | 0 | 22 | 2 | 4 | 13 | 20 | 4 | 1 | 27 | 0 | 23 | 26 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 55 | 42 | 27 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 22 | 19 | 1 | 10 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 27 | 11 | 51 | 33 | 13 | 51 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 35 | 23 | 2 | 7 | 22 | 189 | 37 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0.090387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071221 | 0 | 0.169387 | 0 | 0.157631 | 0 | 0.097202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181471 | 0 | 0.473883 | 0.077375 | 0 | 0.082037 | 0 | 0.103299 | 0.244707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093666 | 0.06617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112 | 0 | 0 | 0.085629 | 0.193567 | 0 | 0.05264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091996 | 0.091215 | 0.106875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102474 | 0 | 0.101807 | 0 | 0 | 0.098075 | 0 | 0 | 0.196267 | 0.090502 | 0.092833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078745 | 0 | 0 | 0.123653 | 0 | 0.093052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086921 | 0.090751 | 0 | 0 | 0.097192 | 0 | 0.062764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100302 | 0.088419 | 0 | 0 | 0.096771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088707 | 0 | 0.099863 | 0 | 0 | 0.093112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105425 | 0.17801 | 0 | 0 | 0.099443 | 0 | 0.0791 | 0 | 0.073658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096626 | 0 | 0.095076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094418 | 0.156959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106031 | 0 | 0 | 0.087296 | 0 | 0.069641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059349 | 0.091002 | 0 | 0.054009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062885 | 0.100747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054632 | 0 | 0.074297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083578 | 0.10341 | 0 | 0.089285 | 0.100446 | 0 | 0 | 0.094391 | 0.065797 | 0.101269 | 0 | 0.059646 |
EDAnonymous | kinkyveggielover96 | 2020/02/09 | Statistically, we're not alone. sometimes i think about the statistics of EDs and i'll think about how there might be someone else in my life with an ED, maybe even mine. it makes perfect sense that i hide it so much that no one knows, and someone else would do the same, but i just can't find them! yet, i wouldn't want... | 1.770161 | 3.439256 | 2.437143 | 97.945 | 78.125 | 5.571429 | 20.178571 | 6.182691 | -0.288518 | 297 | 7 | 72 | 2 | 7 | 92 | 62 | 80 | 0.118 | 0.787 | 0.095 | -0.2188 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 20 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 8 | 8 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 45 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147229 | 0 | 0.221588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373769 | 0 | 0.218145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130095 | 0.175075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156683 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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