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EDAnonymous | sighsless | 2020/02/09 | Insatiable hunger- help! Any tips eating “normally”? Lately I’ve been insatiably hungry from a med I’m on, and that’s led me to eat nonstop. I can’t even stop when I’m painfully full. Does anyone have any tips on stopping? When I’ve tried to avoid eating when I’m like this, I get really hangry, and the hunger just seem... | 3.261373 | 5.33854 | 3.869216 | 87.508137 | 75.078431 | 7.278431 | 25.058824 | 8.167269 | 1.499247 | 412 | 14 | 82 | 7 | 9 | 130 | 67 | 102 | 0.133 | 0.777 | 0.09 | -0.2946 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 14 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 9 | 13 | 2 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 41 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.630226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171033 | 0.155115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | amoebaplato | 2020/02/09 | Progress, finally! I don’t have anyone really to share this with because my ED has been my own struggle, but I’m feeling pretty proud of myself this week and wanted to tell *someone*. In middle/high school I really struggled with my anorexia.. up until my grandmother passed away, at which point I was so lethargic, I so... | 6.126405 | 6.363984 | 6.230817 | 80.273767 | 66.18543 | 8.565416 | 31.67844 | 8.167269 | 2.258655 | 1,229 | 45 | 231 | 14 | 18 | 391 | 160 | 302 | 0.149 | 0.693 | 0.157 | 0.4029 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 45 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 18 | 14 | 2 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 26 | 16 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 53 | 50 | 27 | 0 | 8 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 13 | 15 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 27 | 5 | 37 | 8 | 39 | 20 | 4 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 20 | 164 | 52 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102496 | 0.072265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097101 | 0 | 0 | 0.126003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.528768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104515 | 0 | 0.099233 | 0.113216 | 0 | 0.08791 | 0.124972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050492 | 0 | 0 | 0.182924 | 0.086789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164987 | 0 | 0.075975 | 0.153267 | 0 | 0.099817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0977 | 0 | 0 | 0.105145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073152 | 0 | 0.082536 | 0.172812 | 0.118388 | 0.216089 | 0.118312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083069 | 0.090333 | 0.095151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132446 | 0 | 0.246147 | 0.120529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060959 | 0 | 0.165803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199253 | 0 | 0.150481 | 0 | 0 | 0.073417 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | xtraspices | 2020/02/10 | Every single (healthy) weight loss ig: water, 8 hours of sleep and meals every 3-4 hours!! Me: scared of water, only drinks pepsi max and zero cal energy drinks, eats maybe twice a day MAX and is proud of getting 5 hours of sleep
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EDAnonymous | oceangirlojme20 | 2020/02/10 | -50lbs since I was called a fatty Don’t call people rude names regarding weight or looks, it does damage. | 8.5875 | 7.709199 | 6.96 | 80.785 | 61.5 | 10 | 25 | 8.841846 | 1.469 | 85 | 1 | 16 | 1 | 1 | 25 | 20 | 20 | 0.292 | 0.708 | 0 | -0.7351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.709318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.42295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | boo109 | 2020/02/10 | How to help Hi guys I just found out that my sibling has an eating disorder and I’m looking for advice and ways to help ? | 8.779615 | 4.545295 | 9.073077 | 76.321923 | 64 | 11.938462 | 37.538462 | 8.841846 | 3.071815 | 95 | 3 | 21 | 1 | 1 | 32 | 22 | 26 | 0.093 | 0.722 | 0.186 | 0.4019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.390124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.456321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Ellxt | 2020/02/10 | My anorexia is so bad that when I'm cooking I feel like i am consuming all the calories. I fucking hate this feeling of gaining weight just for making food for my friends. Anyone feels the same?
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EDAnonymous | neuromolecule | 2020/02/10 | Farewell letter to my ED Thank you for all you provided me. I wanted to know what it was like to feel special and accomplished when I couldn’t find that feeling anywhere else - thank you for giving me that. I wanted my family and peers to see my inner struggle and give me support - thank you for showing them what I cou... | 4.957937 | 6.546137 | 5.535054 | 79.334923 | 69.557621 | 8.948773 | 30.550372 | 9.3871 | 2.838301 | 1,123 | 46 | 204 | 24 | 20 | 362 | 143 | 269 | 0.109 | 0.654 | 0.238 | 0.9861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 1 | 16 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 23 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 22 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 53 | 47 | 18 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 51 | 16 | 29 | 29 | 5 | 15 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 28 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 156 | 67 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088216 | 0 | 0 | 0.109114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103298 | 0.199102 | 0 | 0.21358 | 0.075441 | 0.101393 | 0 | 0.096517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107984 | 0.149178 | 0.154774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077629 | 0 | 0.162892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092206 | 0 | 0.231836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119625 | 0.090182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110397 | 0 | 0 | 0.119834 | 0.199055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0923 | 0.486115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071696 | 0 | 0 | 0.109934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095288 | 0 | 0 | 0.101795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | laurrjuless | 2020/02/10 | Vent: Trying Not to Backslide. TW: behaviours Recovery is kicking my ass. It's getting more & more intense, and my ED brain is going a lil haywire since I'm discharging from IOP soon. Finding out I have exercise induced asthma is also triggering as fuck. Literally want to slip into restriction so fucking badly beca... | 2.839151 | 5.341904 | 4.101629 | 83.212609 | 78.371981 | 6.841408 | 26.765355 | 7.957252 | 1.967124 | 850 | 35 | 152 | 15 | 21 | 278 | 134 | 207 | 0.179 | 0.735 | 0.086 | -0.9779 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 57 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 8 | 14 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 30 | 28 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 16 | 2 | 21 | 25 | 4 | 21 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 11 | 85 | 29 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08898 | 0 | 0 | 0.071061 | 0 | 0.770238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068328 | 0.074194 | 0.108336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097609 | 0.057307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081216 | 0 | 0.2149 | 0 | 0 | 0.246449 | 0.046426 | 0 | 0.101002 | 0 | 0.071069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079601 | 0.175462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14924 | 0.099412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084229 | 0 | 0 | 0.06033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076747 | 0 | 0 | 0.209648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | WhyRedTape | 2020/02/10 | Does anyone else get jaw tension or like this weird jaw sensation that either makes you want to binge or only goes away with one? Or is it just me?
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EDAnonymous | DustyWish | 2020/02/10 | the LW curse 😩 why is it every time i hit a new low weight (or lowest in awhile) i have to binge and ruin it? wtf?? | -3.401667 | -1.891235 | 0.153611 | 105.98375 | 102.333333 | 2.7 | 6.75 | 3.1291 | -2.653067 | 84 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 4 | 30 | 25 | 27 | 0.476 | 0.524 | 0 | -0.9463 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.466853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.588628 | 0 | 0 | 0.436176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | FluffyMuffins42 | 2020/02/10 | Anxiety nausea and an eating disorder I need advice.
Does anyone else get anxiety nausea? I’ve developed a pretty bad problem with it for the first time in my life, started about a month ago. It’s so severe now that even in everyday life when I’m at home, I feel so anxious constantly and sick.
It’s making my eating... | 2.705048 | 4.510564 | 4.468571 | 83.804762 | 75.857143 | 7.638095 | 24.238095 | 8.447377 | 1.639724 | 680 | 22 | 134 | 13 | 15 | 230 | 105 | 175 | 0.22 | 0.742 | 0.038 | -0.9736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 25 | 14 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 14 | 1 | 19 | 23 | 4 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 79 | 22 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102492 | 0.092974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115743 | 0.083876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320946 | 0.11849 | 0.104017 | 0.146676 | 0.107467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087574 | 0.127873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240414 | 0.107354 | 0.183571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429293 | 0.087618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102597 | 0 | 0 | 0.159099 | 0.07493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089215 | 0.126827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054798 | 0 | 0.059608 | 0 | 0.083886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070302 | 0.110816 | 0.105208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116039 | 0 | 0 | 0.085495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148166 | 0.051241 | 0.105122 | 0 | 0 | 0.088077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083718 | 0 | 0.077102 | 0.077771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106705 | 0 | 0.100361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095483 | 0 | 0.11849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074238 | 0 | 0.083761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076357 | 0 | 0.106886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | vinegar_doppio | 2020/02/10 | i didn't gain weighed myself for the first time in a few weeks, and saw that i've maintained the same weight instead of gaining 3kg like i thought i would
obviously i would've preferred to lose, but i'll take what i can get
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EDAnonymous | Heyjoehaze | 2020/02/10 | From thin to fat to hopefully thin again. I'm 30 and I've let myself go with eating too much in recovery.
I now weigh 141.4 lbs and have a pot belly. It disgusts me and I became a reclusive person. No social contact.
I used to be nice and skinny at a weight of 118 lbs when fully dressed and with shoes on.
But that w... | 0.421278 | 2.673132 | 2.077888 | 95.453014 | 86.669903 | 4.986731 | 16.350324 | 6.427356 | -0.411323 | 384 | 8 | 86 | 4 | 12 | 125 | 70 | 103 | 0.066 | 0.764 | 0.17 | 0.9224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 18 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 10 | 4 | 13 | 9 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 55 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130285 | 0 | 0 | 0.252744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256467 | 0 | 0 | 0.206903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15893 | 0.200168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.558318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | oh-em-jizzles | 2020/02/10 | how to get over guilt of not exercising every day ? hi, not "in recovery" but taking small steps towards wellness i guess i don't fuckin know ANYWAY i feel like trash if i don't go to the gym for like an hour/day but i simply don't fuel my body enough to sustain this or get any real benefit out of it. i want to take so... | 1.222199 | 3.300349 | 3.902287 | 84.769011 | 81.661871 | 6.849126 | 22.878212 | 7.957252 | 1.292467 | 522 | 18 | 109 | 10 | 14 | 184 | 94 | 139 | 0.072 | 0.766 | 0.162 | 0.9292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 26 | 22 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 5 | 20 | 20 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 67 | 14 | 1 | 0.180474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091253 | 0.128931 | 0 | 0 | 0.16495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28287 | 0 | 0.205135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205419 | 0 | 0.185557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105236 | 0 | 0 | 0.17245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106448 | 0 | 0.144765 | 0 | 0.162268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jxfeng | 2020/02/10 | Found out I have purging disorder and I'm having a rough time. Hey, if I at any point of this post seem like I'm insinuating I have it more rough than others, I'm super not. I just know that I have differently than others and I'm not sure how to tackle this alone, and I feel like more people have different forms of eat... | 3.357948 | 4.140225 | 4.603615 | 87.559188 | 72.52381 | 7.759019 | 26.381674 | 8.000946 | 1.377825 | 1,179 | 38 | 259 | 16 | 22 | 390 | 145 | 315 | 0.094 | 0.853 | 0.053 | -0.8999 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 18 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 23 | 19 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 60 | 54 | 31 | 0 | 5 | 19 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 16 | 18 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 27 | 6 | 31 | 44 | 8 | 34 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 21 | 165 | 44 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071514 | 0 | 0.055218 | 0.057454 | 0 | 0 | 0.046956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076401 | 0 | 0.133593 | 0 | 0 | 0.070083 | 0 | 0.216425 | 0.395681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.635889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.034913 | 0.049329 | 0 | 0.07564 | 0 | 0 | 0.083494 | 0.151417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075895 | 0.056284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067468 | 0 | 0 | 0.061106 | 0 | 0.077248 | 0.15075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069369 | 0.075215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110229 | 0 | 0.101518 | 0.102398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078613 | 0 | 0.073535 | 0.046789 | 0.052515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149547 | 0 | 0.09574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065274 | 0 | 0.06613 | 0 | 0 | 0.066071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069881 | 0 | 0.188579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053157 | 0.136582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078356 | 0.065078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044244 | 0 | 0.109634 | 0.080526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04688 | 0 | 0.067451 | 0.071882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | janeloser | 2020/02/10 | full depression liquid diet to sad to chew anything and only want to eat things I can drink out of a cup or mug. any suggestions? | 3.547692 | 4.990359 | 4.910769 | 83.009231 | 72.846154 | 8.276923 | 24.538462 | 8.841846 | 1.768215 | 102 | 3 | 20 | 2 | 2 | 34 | 24 | 26 | 0.234 | 0.722 | 0.045 | -0.7579 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427303 | 0 | 0.446334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | teenobituary | 2020/02/10 | I objectively need to lose weight but it’s insanely triggering and idk how to find the right balance I stopped restricting and low key started binging a year ago. Here and there I’d restrict for a bit but nothing long term. Add on hypothyroidism and I’ve gained enough weight to put me on the mid to high end of normal B... | 0.567266 | 2.559063 | 2.576512 | 93.844768 | 83.548387 | 5.423387 | 20.977823 | 6.627428 | 0.247202 | 1,129 | 35 | 257 | 12 | 32 | 378 | 163 | 310 | 0.17 | 0.692 | 0.138 | -0.8376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 19 | 15 | 3 | 0 | 16 | 1 | 7 | 13 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 59 | 33 | 31 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 23 | 10 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 19 | 7 | 38 | 30 | 6 | 48 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 23 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 140 | 24 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199428 | 0.072261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159831 | 0.098649 | 0.100369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277381 | 0 | 0 | 0.160064 | 0.093366 | 0 | 0.179045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083536 | 0.047209 | 0 | 0.051353 | 0 | 0 | 0.099622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044145 | 0.090564 | 0 | 0.079965 | 0.075879 | 0.303268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088533 | 0.086702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18369 | 0.137445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063957 | 0 | 0 | 0.075545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078042 | 0 | 0 | 0.053296 | 0.286893 | 0 | 0.440135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131566 | 0 | 0 | 0.064189 | 0 | 0 | 0.058189 |
EDAnonymous | eggnooodle | 2020/02/10 | me: freaking out over whether the Starbucks coffee I got was sugar-free also me: inhales a chocolate croissant in less than a minute | 5.56875 | 7.947925 | 4.823333 | 81.855 | 69.416667 | 4.8 | 37 | 3.1291 | 2.1939 | 107 | 6 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 32 | 22 | 24 | 0.128 | 0.872 | 0 | -0.4215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.707066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.707147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | annon911 | 2020/02/10 | Hey. New here need to vent Hey! Im using this as a throwaway account just in case
So, I’ve had an eating disorder for as long as I can remember... I’m 26 and I remember being like 8 and planning my “food schedule” in my room so it’s been an awful life so far.
Anyway, I haven’t really told my boyfriend cause i don’t... | -1.545 | 0.354197 | 1.601436 | 97.562791 | 93.33121 | 4.923439 | 16.130255 | 6.508806 | -0.416748 | 532 | 13 | 134 | 7 | 20 | 188 | 98 | 157 | 0.084 | 0.773 | 0.143 | 0.9005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 14 | 9 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 22 | 23 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 16 | 6 | 11 | 15 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 18 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 79 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.353988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109081 | 0.226345 | 0 | 0 | 0.273337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11451 | 0 | 0.149153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349886 | 0 | 0.146901 | 0.122812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133381 | 0 | 0 | 0.091089 | 0 | 0 | 0.188058 | 0.138854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09945 |
EDAnonymous | szerim | 2020/02/10 | dae have absolutely no definition of a fast i set my zero timer for my ""three day fast"" but don't be fooled, folks. if i'm not chewing, then fuck it, that's a fast. i'm drinking coffee with milk right now, on my fast, and had a piece of chocolate. i may have a protein shake tomorrow, who knows. maybe some yogurt.
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EDAnonymous | traped-underrice | 2020/02/10 | I’m going on medication today and I’m so excited!!! I really hope it works! Has anyone tried lamotrigine? So I started therapy about 5 months ago and medication about 1 month ago. First off I took ab antipsychotic that didn’t really do much to help me.
I’m now prescribed lamotrigine and I’m stoked because allegedly i... | 2.040076 | 4.886668 | 4.299545 | 77.298485 | 87.863636 | 8.842424 | 24.378788 | 9.075115 | 2.893633 | 370 | 15 | 68 | 13 | 12 | 127 | 65 | 88 | 0.167 | 0.707 | 0.125 | -0.7174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 13 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 8 | 11 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 34 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.354851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104573 | 0 | 0.113753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268319 | 0 | 0 | 0.198799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319524 | 0 | 0.147137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189724 | 0 | 0.22238 | 0.135892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | maxxymoo0329 | 2020/02/10 | Spiraling [Potentially triggering] I am in recovery from Ana and am struggling because I began binge eating instead of self harm. I stress eat get stressed from eating and stress eat again. I have gained 25 lbs recently and feel like a piece of shit. It is absolute bullshit. I am so sick of my brain. I know that being ... | 1.852381 | 4.268541 | 3.361905 | 87.583095 | 81.619048 | 7.066667 | 23.619048 | 8.167269 | 1.542676 | 332 | 12 | 67 | 7 | 9 | 109 | 61 | 84 | 0.357 | 0.592 | 0.051 | -0.9841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 15 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 8 | 10 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 44 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.646796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079902 | 0.112893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174831 | 0 | 0.086846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164855 | 0 | 0.16221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.543051 | 0.165202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101763 |
EDAnonymous | shelleybean1 | 2020/02/10 | this clown is back tw: numbers/bmi talk
so, i left this subreddit last month to attempt recovery (lol). I went to the doctor, got weighed and looked at it,>! 104lb!< (my mind instantly said ok you have on shoes and a jacket and sweater) but this is the lowest I've been since i was like 10 so part of me was happy... | 0.502543 | 2.982412 | 1.972905 | 93.444982 | 92.554502 | 5.277788 | 21.725276 | 6.88969 | 0.748604 | 825 | 31 | 171 | 13 | 30 | 265 | 131 | 211 | 0.137 | 0.615 | 0.248 | 0.9859 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 55 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 14 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 18 | 9 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 19 | 34 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 23 | 10 | 17 | 22 | 4 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 95 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312519 | 0 | 0.144924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080671 | 0.119653 | 0 | 0 | 0.159487 | 0 | 0 | 0.215141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148215 | 0 | 0.117166 | 0 | 0.107907 | 0.108842 | 0 | 0 | 0.156112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110367 | 0.117983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117745 | 0.357499 | 0 | 0.27215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | borderlinebambi | 2020/02/10 | Water fast until Valentine's day 🙃 I just want to feel cleansed and less bloated from all that overeating. Not so I can look better for my boyfriend but so I can feel better and act like a decent human being who doesn't really hate herself. | 5.508125 | 5.991892 | 5.645833 | 83.0825 | 67.541667 | 7.233333 | 28.5 | 6.427356 | 1.372075 | 193 | 6 | 36 | 1 | 3 | 61 | 41 | 48 | 0 | 0.705 | 0.295 | 0.9331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 8 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 26 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.65719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | canada-is-good | 2020/02/10 | Attempting to eat without guilt last night i decided something, i’m not sure why, but i decided I wanted to try something that sounds insanely scary and insanely difficult but also so incredibly simple: i’m going to try and eat 3 meals today without calorie/macro tracking, without obsessing over something cooked with a... | 3.695351 | 5.977469 | 4.96859 | 79.180905 | 74.488722 | 8.042356 | 29.128446 | 8.841846 | 2.704148 | 553 | 24 | 96 | 12 | 12 | 183 | 84 | 133 | 0.084 | 0.789 | 0.127 | 0.6977 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 28 | 18 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 10 | 4 | 17 | 15 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 60 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.525735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070591 | 0.104702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131346 | 0 | 0 | 0.128738 | 0 | 0.113672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121753 | 0 | 0 | 0.261622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115904 | 0 | 0 | 0.495275 | 0 | 0.093511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shitcuntdog | 2020/02/10 | Finally told my dad about my eating disorder But instead of being supportive he tells you that you need to be exercising more (BED) and that if he doesnt start seeing changes soon hes gonna be upset hahahhahahahha its fine hahahha | 9.694545 | 7.977319 | 10.421818 | 59.527727 | 59.909091 | 14.254545 | 40.181818 | 13.023867 | 5.347718 | 188 | 8 | 33 | 6 | 2 | 65 | 38 | 44 | 0.114 | 0.799 | 0.086 | -0.3182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 21 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | majimasan | 2020/02/10 | I've gained 30lbs in a year. My typical gain/lose cycle normally lasts long enough for me to gain about 10-15lbs, then I go back to restricting and end up on the lower end of a normal BMI. But for some reason I've been stuck in a gaining phase FOREVER. No matter how much I try to tell myself I need to stop, I just keep... | 2.887608 | 4.500204 | 3.921379 | 88.745629 | 74.875486 | 6.140374 | 22.354827 | 6.655084 | 0.502766 | 993 | 26 | 203 | 8 | 21 | 321 | 153 | 257 | 0.115 | 0.761 | 0.124 | 0.7554 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 41 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 18 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 34 | 30 | 11 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 10 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 30 | 5 | 29 | 22 | 8 | 42 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 32 | 125 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07753 | 0 | 0.061463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103171 | 0 | 0 | 0.267909 | 0.104181 | 0.112449 | 0.133191 | 0.091204 | 0.254854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203925 | 0.144062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105356 | 0 | 0.057302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147777 | 0 | 0 | 0.178458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07412 | 0.074762 | 0.077764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112868 | 0.071366 | 0.107468 | 0.080521 | 0.168592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081041 | 0.088127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099062 | 0 | 0.058793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115946 | 0 | 0 | 0.073403 | 0 | 0.102752 | 0.071625 | 0 | 0 | 0.259718 |
EDAnonymous | rnawbary | 2020/02/10 | Today was the first time i ate little to nothing All i had today was a small coffee with two spoons of creamer. 70 calories. That’s it. This is the least amount of calories i’ve ever eaten. And i’m not doing any better. | 0.781304 | 2.968717 | 2.876261 | 90.827435 | 84.217391 | 3.68 | 17.895652 | 3.1291 | -0.62589 | 172 | 4 | 34 | 0 | 5 | 58 | 38 | 46 | 0.058 | 0.942 | 0 | -0.3412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 24 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188199 | 0 | 0.611862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | eggsmilkflour | 2020/02/10 | nightmares about binge eating sometimes I have nightmares where I binge eat and I wake up in a literal panic because I'm so scared of gaining weight. like 99% of the time I feel like I'm faking having an eating disorder but after moments like these I think about how normal people probably don't have nightmares about li... | 7.323438 | 8.258084 | 7.059375 | 72.948125 | 63.6875 | 8.9 | 33.1875 | 8.841846 | 2.990669 | 282 | 11 | 44 | 4 | 4 | 89 | 46 | 64 | 0.122 | 0.691 | 0.188 | 0.6717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 27 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.735033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090803 | 0.128294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11507 | 0 | 0 | 0.104716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 1436365 | 2020/02/10 | The stupid Logic of my Brain... Oh no you can’t eat a piece of toast as that has a high carb content and unnecessary calories. What’s that? Oh the whole cupboard of food containing boxes of chocolate and bags of chips? Sure eat the whole thing.
I binged for 3 hours straight on boxes of chocolate packets of pods, non ... | 1.541395 | 4.155666 | 2.284796 | 93.227466 | 85.632653 | 4.491156 | 22.452381 | 5.985473 | 0.29965 | 393 | 14 | 79 | 3 | 12 | 122 | 70 | 98 | 0.041 | 0.853 | 0.106 | 0.6356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 12 | 5 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 45 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.61674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24294 | 0 | 0 | 0.185737 | 0 | 0 | 0.114181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212271 | 0 | 0 | 0.197855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.448615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | communistwaifu | 2020/02/10 | Does anyone else eat just because they like the taste of something and/or don’t want someone else to eat it first? I guess that this requires some context. I’m seventeen so I still live at home, and I have teenage brothers who eat a lot of the food my parents buy. So lately, I’ve been binging on the food that I like as... | 1.500862 | 2.734753 | 3.626637 | 91.001418 | 77.745387 | 6.255686 | 21.17427 | 6.782985 | 0.297109 | 965 | 24 | 222 | 9 | 22 | 331 | 132 | 271 | 0.075 | 0.812 | 0.113 | 0.8662 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 16 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 18 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 43 | 43 | 24 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 26 | 12 | 12 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 30 | 5 | 25 | 38 | 7 | 33 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 10 | 21 | 153 | 56 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.090981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06519 | 0.095528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07169 | 0.077845 | 0.113667 | 0.102968 | 0.079334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.477 | 0.155768 | 0 | 0.247729 | 0 | 0 | 0.061579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079303 | 0.450948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19484 | 0 | 0.105972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102706 | 0 | 0.082445 | 0.198495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09352 | 0.092601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082869 | 0 | 0 | 0.153714 | 0 | 0.10517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091097 | 0 | 0.082326 | 0 | 0.078292 | 0.104303 | 0 | 0.158526 | 0 | 0 | 0.062233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143813 | 0.090044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103524 | 0.100962 | 0 | 0.064636 | 0.081407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089291 | 0.094851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078996 | 0.071775 | 0 | 0.104366 | 0 | 0 | 0.074456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102682 | 0 | 0.109982 | 0 | 0 | 0.113532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Human-inspector | 2020/02/10 | I am trying to gain weight. How do you recover? I want to be a healthy size instead of sickly and malnourished and weak. I have severe memory loss and nothing is worth feeling this way. I want to recover.
I eat every hour but I still feel weak and tired. My teeth are cracking and I'm not even old.
Every meal that is ... | 0.414318 | 2.711028 | 2.293557 | 93.515474 | 87.369565 | 5.519368 | 20.320158 | 6.980633 | 0.46003 | 345 | 11 | 75 | 5 | 11 | 114 | 64 | 92 | 0.173 | 0.758 | 0.069 | -0.8634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 18 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 7 | 16 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 49 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266857 | 0 | 0 | 0.232989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15039 | 0 | 0.383686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21848 | 0 | 0.238928 | 0 | 0.154292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268601 | 0.180734 | 0 | 0.277271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | peachFashion | 2020/02/10 | digestive system who?? Been trying to recover for 2 weeks, boy is my digestive system fucked up....
Seriously, what should I be eating so that I can shit like a normal human??? Are easy to digest simple carbs better, or should I be eating fiber and probiotics? Or will those just make me even more bloated?? I am so blo... | 3.371923 | 6.040896 | 4.702244 | 78.715673 | 77.461538 | 7.489744 | 23.852564 | 8.472885 | 1.973149 | 330 | 11 | 56 | 7 | 8 | 109 | 62 | 78 | 0.182 | 0.689 | 0.129 | -0.7026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 42 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.538588 | 0 | 0 | 0.233095 | 0 | 0 | 0.173825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Onyx_Snowball | 2020/02/10 | I'm grossed out by the word "eat" There's just something about the word that puts me off. Sentences related to eating that don't include it are fine and dandy, e.g. "did you have your dinner?", "I'm going to devour this burger", but whenever the word is used it just grosses me out. "Did you eat anything today?", "He's ... | 3.871714 | 4.93324 | 4.367143 | 88.687857 | 71.571429 | 6.742857 | 25.428571 | 6.742158 | 0.884943 | 272 | 8 | 56 | 2 | 5 | 86 | 50 | 70 | 0.049 | 0.863 | 0.088 | 0.4039 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 34 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.888122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | salmonnigiri1 | 2020/02/10 | If only my parents knew So I’ve been binge-chewing and spitting for the past 1.5ish years. I used to just straight up binge but I gained like 15 pounds from it so then I had an epiphany and was like omg what if I just spit out the food because I’m too scared to throw up wow I’m such a genius ;) and I actually lost 10 p... | 2.957742 | 4.244892 | 3.771057 | 91.216013 | 74.084485 | 6.436879 | 23.311859 | 6.742158 | 0.513803 | 2,471 | 67 | 541 | 20 | 50 | 788 | 294 | 651 | 0.112 | 0.743 | 0.145 | 0.9772 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 40 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 35 | 25 | 3 | 2 | 27 | 1 | 39 | 43 | 15 | 12 | 6 | 106 | 79 | 67 | 0 | 11 | 14 | 7 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 35 | 47 | 30 | 3 | 14 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 20 | 12 | 69 | 17 | 59 | 49 | 14 | 73 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 34 | 30 | 0 | 7 | 41 | 338 | 104 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0.122234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050084 | 0.052112 | 0 | 0 | 0.04259 | 0 | 0.047911 | 0 | 0 | 0.043792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096316 | 0 | 0.152712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050004 | 0 | 0.068795 | 0.161562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056651 | 0 | 0 | 0.056287 | 0 | 0.059041 | 0 | 0.095001 | 0.044742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098163 | 0 | 0.071187 | 0.10506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056103 | 0.061833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067046 | 0.212101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103258 | 0 | 0 | 0.066315 | 0 | 0.064042 | 0 | 0.275376 | 0 | 0 | 0.055425 | 0.052593 | 0.070066 | 0.136734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220051 | 0 | 0 | 0.230197 | 0.092877 | 0.048303 | 0 | 0 | 0.058773 | 0.122726 | 0 | 0.071303 | 0 | 0 | 0.169756 | 0.047632 | 0 | 0 | 0.069542 | 0 | 0.059786 | 0.043419 | 0 | 0.065434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191148 | 0.135049 | 0 | 0 | 0.125919 | 0 | 0 | 0.062646 | 0 | 0.040122 | 0.064393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053485 | 0.059574 | 0.049805 | 0.062702 | 0.063384 | 0.049907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207229 | 0 | 0.062674 | 0 | 0 | 0.048215 | 0.061942 | 0 | 0.044329 | 0 | 0 | 0.104721 | 0.071741 | 0 | 0.14339 | 0 | 0 | 0.059027 | 0 | 0.094178 | 0 | 0.05474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124824 | 0 | 0 | 0.04972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075335 | 0.054091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050237 | 0.076265 | 0 | 0.058058 | 0 | 0.069923 | 0 | 0.060372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04449 | 0 | 0 | 0.040331 |
EDAnonymous | shhhhhhiamnothere | 2020/02/10 | Plz help, I need advice My best friend is the person I care most about in the world and she thinks she’s on the verge of bulimia but she has a phobia of vomiting. She’s been telling her therapist, doctor, and family about it but they aren’t listening. Will anyone listen when you haven’t
thrown up and you’re only thinki... | 2.336311 | 4.80291 | 3.289126 | 88.528955 | 80.044776 | 6.813646 | 20.01919 | 7.957252 | 0.937731 | 270 | 7 | 53 | 5 | 7 | 86 | 52 | 67 | 0.051 | 0.801 | 0.148 | 0.5267 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 8 | 10 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 37 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250113 | 0 | 0 | 0.33225 | 0 | 0.366715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | punkybrewster215 | 2020/02/10 | Cold showers binged pretty hard ln (hi dominos how are ya) and woke up feeling like a bloated bag of garbage. I got into my usual morning depression shower, did some sitting and contemplating (as u do), and then got this urge to absolutely blast myself with cold water.
The first one was for about 30 seconds, and I di... | 2.283333 | 4.442374 | 3.599006 | 87.901779 | 78.426752 | 6.224883 | 23.20552 | 7.3011 | 0.90974 | 616 | 20 | 125 | 8 | 15 | 201 | 104 | 157 | 0.036 | 0.806 | 0.158 | 0.9592 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 26 | 24 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 16 | 6 | 15 | 5 | 18 | 7 | 5 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 89 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086012 | 0.121525 | 0.326661 | 0 | 0 | 0.144694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142679 | 0.680256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249319 | 0.170493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135047 | 0.099192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Wit_Pundit | 2020/02/10 | Post Coffee Sweats? DAE get really really incredibly sweaty right after coffee in the morning? I don't have much caffeine at all, just 2 cups a day (1 regular espresso worth of caffeine total) but I am SUCH. A. SWEATY. MESS as SOON as I'm done. It can be -3°C out and I'll feel good with just a tshirt. Is it a blood pre... | -0.888468 | 1.221217 | 1.726104 | 94.021623 | 99.285714 | 4.831169 | 16.363636 | 6.574016 | -0.071 | 258 | 7 | 57 | 4 | 11 | 88 | 58 | 70 | 0.113 | 0.809 | 0.078 | -0.5251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 34 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.387754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197964 | 0 | 0 | 0.31781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.485476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | biglittle-87 | 2020/02/10 | Binged I usually don’t binge but I had half a pint of Ben and Jerry’s with Reese’s, Nutella and toast and a small bag of hot cheetos, I usually only restrict and don’t purge but I had a huge urge to and that’s when I realized that I can’t purge and now I’m freaking out inside and I wish I had had the control to just st... | 1.632453 | 2.429162 | 3.631857 | 92.846291 | 76.663551 | 6.845327 | 23.655374 | 7.168622 | 0.637001 | 372 | 11 | 91 | 4 | 8 | 127 | 68 | 107 | 0.132 | 0.741 | 0.127 | -0.1441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 22 | 18 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 14 | 2 | 9 | 12 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 58 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125726 | 0.177637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217333 | 0.228926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.547711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bored_ethan | 2020/02/10 | I guess it's impossible for me to have an eating disorder since I'm a guy... My step mom just said that my eating habits are worse than an anorexic teenage girl. And then goes about her day as if me, eating 857 calories and also going on a 2 mile hike and using a punching bag for 30 mins, can't possibly be an eating di... | 5.115548 | 4.325369 | 6.560377 | 80.533168 | 68.452055 | 9.491781 | 30.578767 | 8.841846 | 2.237633 | 270 | 9 | 58 | 4 | 4 | 93 | 55 | 73 | 0.124 | 0.876 | 0 | -0.8176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 33 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.387958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.692753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186451 | 0.335175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | aprilfades | 2020/02/10 | Super stressed after trying on bridesmaid dresses I just.... fucking hate shopping. And bridesmaid dress shopping is the absolute worst. It’s literally my nightmare. Having to ask for a larger size THREE TIMES. Having to stand on a PLATFORM next to a gorgeous, thin lady for a group of girls to compare how we look.
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EDAnonymous | pinksuede | 2020/02/10 | I felt really good about my weightloss until I looked at his Instagram. There's a guy I like. He tells me he likes me too. But wait! He's going through a lot and "isn't looking for anything serious" right now. I'm sad but say okay. He says he doesn't want to hurt me. I say its okay, I can handle it. I see the girls he ... | 0.701449 | 2.839018 | 2.570579 | 93.210833 | 84.123967 | 6.367705 | 21.704387 | 7.610547 | 0.811907 | 449 | 15 | 102 | 8 | 13 | 149 | 83 | 121 | 0.113 | 0.695 | 0.192 | 0.7865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 24 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 17 | 7 | 8 | 20 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 18 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 56 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157976 | 0 | 0.198408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090316 | 0 | 0.171505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101515 | 0.149819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299994 | 0 | 0 | 0.151858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305084 | 0 | 0.426141 | 0 | 0 | 0.284677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105356 | 0.141782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | daiintybones | 2020/02/10 | Oh, so *water* isn't goddamn safe anymore? TMI warning for mentions of poop
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So I have, according to my mother and father, a disparate pooping schedule. I *should* be pooping every day, or at least every other day. But like, it's moreso along the lines of every 3-4 days?
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EDAnonymous | ablalb | 2020/02/10 | duality of an idiot me watching 1000 lb. sisters: lmao that’s literally you dude your chonky ass doesn’t need dinner
also me: well why not eat that little debbie cake since you don’t look anything like that, it won’t kill you skinty qween !!!
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EDAnonymous | birdbrain_s | 2020/02/10 | I’ve become the thing i was disgusted by I remember a looong time ago, maybe like elementary school age (~8-10 years old maybe), my oldest sister was watching some show (smth along the lines of true life or my strange addiction, but i don’t think it was either), but the girl they were documenting had severe bulimia and... | 12.916229 | 6.092525 | 11.839937 | 67.426 | 59.533333 | 14.457143 | 41.920635 | 9.606745 | 3.969063 | 873 | 22 | 177 | 9 | 7 | 284 | 142 | 225 | 0.069 | 0.877 | 0.054 | -0.5399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 18 | 10 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 40 | 29 | 19 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 2 | 23 | 4 | 33 | 11 | 9 | 46 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 20 | 0 | 6 | 20 | 124 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13233 | 0 | 0 | 0.107603 | 0 | 0.121552 | 0 | 0 | 0.097074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099892 | 0.108061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103252 | 0.146782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121762 | 0.120565 | 0 | 0.140065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08574 | 0.118608 | 0.243325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11486 | 0.162054 | 0 | 0.365851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089234 | 0 | 0.187243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254752 | 0 | 0.164511 | 0.092321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080645 | 0.155561 | 0 | 0 | 0.070782 | 0 | 0.115061 | 0 | 0 | 0.082414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172461 | 0 | 0 | 0.156339 |
EDAnonymous | EDAthlete | 2020/02/10 | I’m slowly eating myself to death, and I feel helpless to stop it. I’ve had a terrible relationship with food for as long as I can remember.
I have distinct memories of being no older than 6 or 7, begging my parents to let me go play at a friend’s house so I could eat all the chips in their pantry.
I’ve participat... | 4.784505 | 5.752683 | 5.416364 | 82.352879 | 69.367133 | 8.314219 | 27.95338 | 8.540961 | 1.912004 | 2,293 | 76 | 450 | 35 | 39 | 741 | 271 | 572 | 0.103 | 0.812 | 0.084 | -0.7027 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 75 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 22 | 21 | 5 | 4 | 25 | 0 | 30 | 30 | 5 | 9 | 8 | 70 | 63 | 32 | 1 | 8 | 13 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 20 | 22 | 24 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 5 | 9 | 6 | 13 | 0 | 10 | 12 | 16 | 57 | 8 | 85 | 41 | 13 | 97 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 34 | 0 | 7 | 54 | 282 | 77 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099129 | 0.068689 | 0 | 0.160142 | 0.064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104607 | 0 | 0.055792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.031389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105608 | 0.225196 | 0 | 0.047962 | 0 | 0.064867 | 0 | 0.141122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124539 | 0.061658 | 0.061135 | 0.07163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063479 | 0.087696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054937 | 0.10426 | 0 | 0.067766 | 0 | 0 | 0.05874 | 0.082876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148651 | 0 | 0.045635 | 0 | 0.047879 | 0 | 0.066021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070677 | 0 | 0 | 0.126198 | 0.047213 | 0 | 0 | 0.068931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117368 | 0 | 0 | 0.063156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119307 | 0 | 0 | 0.066649 | 0.070323 | 0.053015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049468 | 0 | 0 | 0.070131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175758 | 0 | 0 | 0.103801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054259 | 0.057153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180992 | 0 | 0.058843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067523 | 0.121283 | 0 | 0 | 0.053616 | 0 | 0.153664 | 0 | 0.049275 | 0.248978 | 0.604758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176395 | 0 | 0 | 0.079953 |
EDAnonymous | Used-Power | 2020/02/11 | Anyone else on this sub trans? If so, dm me if you'd like. Not forcing you to, just wanted to make some new friends who have the same struggles as I Do. I'm new to reddit. | -0.566842 | 1.200025 | 1.467632 | 101.460921 | 86.368421 | 3.8 | 17.394737 | 3.1291 | -1.102389 | 130 | 3 | 33 | 0 | 4 | 43 | 32 | 38 | 0.062 | 0.798 | 0.14 | 0.4767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 21 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2372 | 0.347584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.655267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | amehlea | 2020/02/11 | It's like a switch... One day (week, month(s)) you're Bingemonster™ then all of a sudden you're rEStricTiNgDainTyBitch that sips on tea all the time and chugs water.
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EDAnonymous | misscrimson16x | 2020/02/11 | Apple cider vinegar pills Okay so I started taking these diet pills yesterday and this morning I was nauseous. They're also acting like a laxative and making me go a lot. Has anyone else had this experience with them? Think it's the vinegar irritating me? | 3.230709 | 6.318461 | 4.788404 | 74.684167 | 83.255319 | 6.537589 | 26.98227 | 7.793538 | 2.40835 | 207 | 9 | 31 | 4 | 6 | 69 | 40 | 47 | 0.066 | 0.83 | 0.104 | 0.1926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 21 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263532 | 0.386171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320421 | 0 | 0 | 0.251579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | honeybunnyuwu | 2020/02/11 | Someone just told me my body will go into fat absorption mode, it’ll store all my fat, if I don’t eat enough What, literally what. This isn’t true ???? Starvation mode isn’t real ??? What ?? Stop spreading misinformation please. (At least I don’t think this is real) | 1.264029 | 3.929172 | 2.771714 | 87.913 | 90.4 | 6.057143 | 19.142857 | 7.44753 | 0.742286 | 203 | 6 | 41 | 4 | 7 | 66 | 36 | 50 | 0.086 | 0.799 | 0.115 | 0.3736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 24 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.636305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Douch3nko13 | 2020/02/11 | Help me identify pleaseee Tell me your experiences. The earliest ones you remember. I'm losing my mind trying to figure out if I'm just being self destructive in the form of restricting and binging or if I actually do have an eating disorder. I started eating semi.normally on Sunday. Then last night I ate, well I'm not... | 2.528703 | 4.606623 | 3.976523 | 85.890658 | 77.289474 | 7.237594 | 25.330827 | 8.192908 | 1.604031 | 1,196 | 44 | 243 | 22 | 28 | 395 | 164 | 304 | 0.127 | 0.813 | 0.061 | -0.9201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 19 | 19 | 5 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 18 | 10 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 61 | 48 | 24 | 0 | 4 | 21 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 19 | 12 | 9 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 10 | 1 | 5 | 13 | 4 | 31 | 9 | 35 | 33 | 7 | 36 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 12 | 0 | 9 | 22 | 161 | 50 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.097768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068131 | 0.105055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30755 | 0.083694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132345 | 0 | 0 | 0.095733 | 0 | 0.098002 | 0 | 0 | 0.101315 | 0.071574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121147 | 0 | 0.077404 | 0 | 0.104687 | 0 | 0 | 0.084032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089748 | 0.395657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110121 | 0.244998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097893 | 0 | 0 | 0.088663 | 0 | 0.112084 | 0.109366 | 0 | 0 | 0.0948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073649 | 0.074288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135779 | 0.076197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064196 | 0 | 0.079537 | 0.05842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222623 | 0.136041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08653 | 0 | 0 | 0.059093 | 0 | 0.160728 | 0.122001 | 0.09008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rutabaga666 | 2020/02/11 | My relationship is kind of triggering ? I’m bi, but I had never dated a cis man until my current bf. He’s so sweet and he treats me really well, but also unintentionally triggers me all the time! He encourages me to eat more and gain weight when something troubling happens like my fainting or having a breakdown about f... | 5.499138 | 6.725658 | 6.137414 | 76.886466 | 67.908046 | 9.018391 | 31.166667 | 9.299571 | 2.749687 | 727 | 29 | 134 | 14 | 12 | 237 | 112 | 174 | 0.094 | 0.627 | 0.28 | 0.9925 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 20 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 6 | 6 | 2 | 31 | 19 | 25 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 20 | 17 | 12 | 16 | 5 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 11 | 87 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.433496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094758 | 0 | 0 | 0.12064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123861 | 0 | 0.163869 | 0 | 0.104701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282243 | 0.074477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26483 | 0.135825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115213 | 0 | 0 | 0.09046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099622 | 0.100485 | 0.10452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086817 | 0 | 0 | 0.290992 | 0 | 0.115732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123371 | 0 | 0 | 0.278215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144445 | 0.108225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165025 | 0.121847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | elijahdmmt | 2020/02/11 | am i on the verge of an ED *triggers* dysphoria, dysmorphia/ body image, vomit
okay i know a fair amount about ED what they do to you and how they effect those around you, i have numerous friends with mild to sever ED.
i was never able to understand it until the last month or so i’ve started to feel fat and disgusti... | 1.942322 | 3.496335 | 3.300117 | 92.451853 | 77.307692 | 6.470862 | 21.048951 | 7.22937 | 0.383154 | 1,446 | 36 | 329 | 17 | 33 | 472 | 174 | 390 | 0.069 | 0.822 | 0.109 | 0.9029 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 25 | 15 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 1 | 30 | 25 | 8 | 6 | 5 | 66 | 64 | 40 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 20 | 19 | 1 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 14 | 15 | 52 | 12 | 49 | 44 | 8 | 39 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 14 | 13 | 0 | 8 | 26 | 215 | 68 | 2 | 0.085695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076286 | 0 | 0 | 0.080513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06842 | 0 | 0.094132 | 0.055266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.438435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259979 | 0.122441 | 0.246841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198622 | 0 | 0.179088 | 0 | 0.048702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085959 | 0.085114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076169 | 0 | 0 | 0.141287 | 0.069853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060529 | 0.20933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090908 | 0 | 0 | 0.068401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198279 | 0 | 0.091137 | 0.160837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116138 | 0.065175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086728 | 0.136575 | 0 | 0 | 0.096811 | 0 | 0.070887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099498 | 0 | 0.05491 | 0 | 0.136064 | 0.049969 | 0 | 0.081229 | 0 | 0 | 0.058181 | 0 | 0.083711 | 0.089211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070707 | 0.050545 | 0 | 0 | 0.313059 | 0.07705 | 0 | 0.077326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pleadingwiththenight | 2020/02/11 | Best friend told me she's starting a diet Time for me to restrict even harder because this disorder is so competitive ha ha ha. Haaaaaaaaa | 5.540385 | 7.477988 | 5.818462 | 76.501538 | 68.615385 | 8.276923 | 36.076923 | 8.841846 | 3.390523 | 113 | 6 | 19 | 2 | 2 | 36 | 23 | 26 | 0.146 | 0.409 | 0.445 | 0.8934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.444515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.485453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24699 | 0 | 0 | 0.404744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mjb_9798 | 2020/02/11 | Order my bridesmaids dress for my best friends wedding 2ish sizes too small I've got 3 months from today to be able to fit into this dress, if I can't then truly idk what will happen because they can't make the dress bigger. Wish me luck | 1.733265 | 3.979508 | 2.199347 | 96.749224 | 80.836735 | 3.92 | 17.963265 | 3.1291 | -0.847052 | 190 | 4 | 40 | 0 | 5 | 58 | 42 | 49 | 0.043 | 0.658 | 0.299 | 0.9245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 0.358172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fairyjimin | 2020/02/11 | do i wanna recover or do i wanna spiral hello all <3
it’s been a while since i’ve posted here, for better or worse. it kinda feels like my ed has been in some kind of ~limbo~ and all this time i thought i was getting better but i’m at a point where i realise that me eating whatever i want and completely neglecting ... | 2.183647 | 4.158041 | 4.121372 | 84.936972 | 77.951965 | 6.80732 | 25.315242 | 7.793538 | 1.501377 | 883 | 33 | 175 | 14 | 21 | 300 | 140 | 229 | 0.098 | 0.742 | 0.16 | 0.9293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 19 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 38 | 40 | 14 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 23 | 9 | 28 | 29 | 5 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 116 | 36 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12564 | 0 | 0.141927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140563 | 0 | 0 | 0.116636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118343 | 0.0864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250706 | 0 | 0.157436 | 0 | 0.158223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133615 | 0 | 0.143331 | 0.202511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109504 | 0 | 0.148101 | 0 | 0.161103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200223 | 0.138489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127921 | 0 | 0.094609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135999 | 0.161366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133985 | 0 | 0.135743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161326 | 0 | 0.145727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225044 | 0.082647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096229 | 0.154167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167198 | 0.112503 | 0 | 0.172595 | 0.254874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153706 | 0 | 0 | 0.14444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Shreddedlikechedda | 2020/02/11 | I relapsed because I fucked up my fast that I need to start so I cat fit into a dress I’ve been waiting to wear for two years.... I have a fancy party this weekend. And I’ve been saving the fancy dress I wore at a wedding two years ago for this occasion. I had planned to be super skinny and look beautiful in the dress,... | 3.207492 | 3.848696 | 4.259651 | 90.408437 | 72.761468 | 6.639021 | 25.083792 | 6.2581 | 0.637794 | 1,608 | 46 | 358 | 9 | 30 | 524 | 206 | 436 | 0.095 | 0.725 | 0.18 | 0.9894 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 49 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 22 | 25 | 7 | 0 | 24 | 1 | 17 | 22 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 62 | 63 | 34 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 24 | 13 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 5 | 18 | 11 | 45 | 15 | 57 | 40 | 9 | 77 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 28 | 5 | 2 | 42 | 231 | 69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081379 | 0 | 0 | 0.095081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085824 | 0 | 0 | 0.070592 | 0 | 0.111926 | 0 | 0.078118 | 0 | 0.096343 | 0 | 0 | 0.101974 | 0 | 0.102484 | 0 | 0.104999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100842 | 0.177618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094858 | 0 | 0.121271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092838 | 0.065585 | 0.088146 | 0 | 0 | 0.078088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339485 | 0 | 0 | 0.260872 | 0.077001 | 0.073424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097727 | 0 | 0 | 0.094217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0816 | 0 | 0 | 0.050453 | 0.074832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173734 | 0.18384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086152 | 0 | 0.088088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062209 | 0.069821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194938 | 0 | 0.293259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104178 | 0 | 0 | 0.069025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180394 | 0 | 0.107063 | 0 | 0.087019 | 0 | 0 | 0.062329 | 0.099856 | 0.179358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101109 | 0 | 0.108297 | 0.07287 | 0.147279 | 0.223585 | 0.082543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236475 |
EDAnonymous | ChilledShark | 2020/02/11 | I just binged for the first time this year and I dont know what to do help how do I stop and what do I do | 6.025556 | 0.525152 | 6.74 | 94.83 | 70.481481 | 10.8 | 27 | 3.1291 | 0.3694 | 80 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 27 | 18 | 27 | 0.088 | 0.803 | 0.108 | 0.128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 20 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.565049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.410097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310474 |
EDAnonymous | lipstickwoes | 2020/02/11 | People, man I wish people would just stop commenting on food consumption and habits... like there’s this girl at work who’s trying to lose baby weight, and she’s always asking me why I’m not eating or how I’ve lost/ maintained (thanks plateau) weight. I think she’s like a little competitive with me about weight, becaus... | 4.296921 | 5.295725 | 4.806008 | 86.170043 | 70.516393 | 7.872324 | 24.598843 | 8.124752 | 1.177517 | 961 | 25 | 202 | 13 | 17 | 306 | 130 | 244 | 0.122 | 0.768 | 0.111 | -0.1649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 17 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 46 | 40 | 16 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 11 | 11 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 39 | 10 | 23 | 24 | 4 | 21 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 32 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 16 | 127 | 51 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066888 | 0 | 0.151974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064897 | 0 | 0 | 0.05242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041098 | 0.058067 | 0 | 0.08904 | 0 | 0 | 0.098286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065008 | 0 | 0.089541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15884 | 0.162931 | 0.071773 | 0 | 0.068256 | 0.272799 | 0.177456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059751 | 0.060269 | 0.062689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172594 | 0 | 0.064911 | 0.203865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065331 | 0.142087 | 0.074833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052082 | 0 | 0 | 0.047396 | 0 | 0 | 0.155336 | 0 | 0.165554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08952 | 0 | 0.047942 | 0 | 0 | 0.593873 | 0 | 0 | 0.073344 | 0.090748 | 0.186939 | 0 | 0 | 0.118348 | 0 | 0 | 0.11548 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | esmereldaskysurfer | 2020/02/11 | DAE feel sick when they have to poop? Former laxative abuser, havent used them for years but was quite prolific with them in my youth. Now, every time i have to poop i start feeling sick and light headed, which goes away the moment i poop.
Anyone else experience this? Sorry for the TMI | 2.507152 | 5.132335 | 3.003182 | 89.858106 | 80.636364 | 5.848485 | 16.439394 | 7.168622 | 0.040394 | 226 | 4 | 44 | 3 | 6 | 70 | 44 | 55 | 0.222 | 0.748 | 0.029 | -0.8915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 26 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0.333105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19658 | 0.288061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236873 | 0 | 0 | 0.275009 | 0 | 0 | 0.284306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314714 | 0.198993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181045 |
EDAnonymous | Ericatav97 | 2020/02/11 | Shakes from not eating So I typically go through my day with just a coffee and water till about 5:30 when I get home and I’ll make usually soup or something else low cal. Some days I try to fast the whole day but the longer I go the shakier I get. Can anyone explain why I’m getting so shaky and how to stop it? | 2.422836 | 3.404379 | 3.725552 | 92.219075 | 74.970149 | 6.55403 | 23.847761 | 6.742158 | 0.516226 | 244 | 7 | 57 | 2 | 5 | 80 | 52 | 67 | 0.153 | 0.847 | 0 | -0.8375 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 9 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 32 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.480638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254199 | 0.207526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.389373 | 0 | 0.282369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224163 | 0.277356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | foxforcefiv5 | 2020/02/11 | girls in my class made fun of my eating disorder these girls in my class (keep in mind i’m a senior- i didn’t even know anyone was this socially immature anymore), were talking about me and my ed two feet away from my desk. this girl who tried to hit on my boyfriend loudly said “she DOESNT EVEN LOOK ANOREXIC” and the o... | 3.461765 | 4.99451 | 4.190343 | 87.729044 | 73.215686 | 7.060784 | 25.495098 | 7.645422 | 1.261604 | 401 | 13 | 81 | 5 | 8 | 128 | 71 | 102 | 0.096 | 0.873 | 0.032 | -0.7695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 13 | 1 | 16 | 9 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 59 | 20 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224986 | 0.158627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201646 | 0 | 0 | 0.124678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154025 | 0 | 0.221611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | nao_chaxx | 2020/02/11 | purging? Hi guys
I was wondering how many times do you purge a week? I've been purging twice a day for the past 2 weeks and I'm scared to death of the effects it will have on my body. I just can't seem to stop, i feel like binging all the time and i just think about food constantly. Do you have any tips to get back som... | 0.137399 | 2.095539 | 1.420392 | 101.700654 | 85 | 4.718954 | 18.856209 | 5.822114 | -0.543654 | 304 | 8 | 76 | 2 | 9 | 96 | 61 | 85 | 0.16 | 0.758 | 0.082 | -0.8324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 16 | 17 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 9 | 14 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 44 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232579 | 0.24139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217646 | 0.153755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215475 | 0 | 0 | 0.19593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172988 | 0 | 0.198148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137906 | 0 | 0 | 0.250996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | karana113 | 2020/02/11 | Son diagnosed with ARFID Hi all,
I'm a bit of a lurker on the sub as I have "recovered" (ha) from my own eating disorder. However, my seven year old (ASD/ADHD, no meds as we're wait listed for a therapist) was just diagnosed with ARFID and poor weight gain. Does anyone have any recommendations on how to help him eat be... | 3.493087 | 5.388824 | 5.123226 | 79.567916 | 73.903226 | 7.866005 | 24.181141 | 8.617729 | 1.780345 | 624 | 19 | 115 | 12 | 13 | 211 | 104 | 155 | 0.1 | 0.818 | 0.081 | -0.4507 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 21 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 14 | 3 | 20 | 14 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 73 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109627 | 0.135326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251622 | 0 | 0 | 0.284125 | 0 | 0.216946 | 0 | 0 | 0.121428 | 0 | 0.507344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121251 | 0 | 0 | 0.062675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124529 | 0 | 0.137685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102275 | 0.073111 | 0 | 0 | 0.301886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079822 |
EDAnonymous | allymaineswife | 2020/02/11 | shoutout to snapchat for showing me pics of me 3 years ago today, super skinny and cute in a dressing room. i’m not at all reminded of the full bag of doritos and 3 donuts i had for lunch yesterday...hahahaha | 3.961429 | 5.045237 | 5.322381 | 81.839286 | 71.380952 | 8.457143 | 33.047619 | 8.841846 | 2.749133 | 164 | 8 | 33 | 3 | 3 | 55 | 35 | 42 | 0 | 0.831 | 0.169 | 0.7845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 19 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.611854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.654265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.444491 |
EDAnonymous | 91kcal | 2020/02/11 | celebration binge i just got my aderall which will supress my apetite so im celebrating my last day of having food cravings lol im an idiot | 1.246429 | 3.911835 | 3.575714 | 81.894286 | 91.142857 | 5.657143 | 28.428571 | 7.168622 | 2.004329 | 114 | 6 | 21 | 2 | 4 | 39 | 23 | 28 | 0.103 | 0.686 | 0.211 | 0.539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.771095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | nglbutterflies | 2020/02/11 | Getting out wisdom teeth triggered a relapse???? Yes, I’m just as confused as you. I had my wisdom teeth taken out last Friday as a result they said I can only have soft food.
Now I’m a very picky eater, and yeah that’s on me, but anyways I don’t like jello or most kinds of pudding. Ice cream hurts my teeth, and I’m ... | 1.482022 | 3.29143 | 3.273053 | 90.974888 | 79.477941 | 5.381412 | 22.644706 | 6.152001 | 0.347187 | 1,009 | 32 | 218 | 7 | 25 | 337 | 146 | 272 | 0.149 | 0.763 | 0.088 | -0.9768 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 17 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 21 | 16 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 40 | 42 | 21 | 1 | 6 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 9 | 25 | 5 | 37 | 30 | 5 | 34 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 7 | 21 | 143 | 37 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.115926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083064 | 0.121719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111611 | 0.182691 | 0 | 0.144832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243113 | 0.099237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101046 | 0.43094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186195 | 0 | 0.067514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123706 | 0 | 0.096833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189641 | 0 | 0.087328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126512 | 0.080498 | 0.180697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113001 | 0.09447 | 0 | 0.240452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1026 | 0 | 0.196036 | 0.070068 | 0.094293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086484 | 0 | 0.121062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ShinyLugiah | 2020/02/11 | Fasting acid reflux I’ve been fasting for only a couple hours and I can’t stand the acid reflux that comes along with it. How do you control it? | 1.625 | 3.779897 | 2.863333 | 92.345 | 80.666667 | 4 | 20 | 3.1291 | -0.413 | 115 | 3 | 23 | 0 | 3 | 37 | 25 | 30 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.394308 | 0 | 0 | 0.513402 | 0 | 0.506488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.450788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CHEM1C4LKID | 2020/02/11 | Morning nausea I wake up nauseous 99/100 times, even after eating something for breakfast usually 2-300 kcals I still feel like I could throw up. It usually goes away later in the day though. I'm just wondering if this could be related to restricting or maybe all the artificial sweeteners I eat? Anyone else have the sa... | 8.057206 | 8.658692 | 8.045882 | 67.656471 | 62.088235 | 12.094118 | 37.588235 | 11.698219 | 4.8424 | 303 | 14 | 49 | 9 | 4 | 98 | 57 | 68 | 0.08 | 0.841 | 0.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 32 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142456 | 0.208751 | 0 | 0 | 0.190465 | 0 | 0.191416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325332 | 0 | 0 | 0.131392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.416944 | 0.170195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103015 | 0.145549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204679 | 0 | 0 | 0.205242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200169 | 0 | 0.1188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.448771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dingdongded | 2020/02/11 | When it's easier to leave the house without your boyfriend even though you have social anxiety because you don't want him to see you around all the actually pretty girls and realize how gross you are. | 17.897368 | 8.796782 | 15.066842 | 54.722895 | 53.736842 | 19.410526 | 53.789474 | 14.554593 | 6.981758 | 164 | 6 | 30 | 4 | 1 | 51 | 33 | 38 | 0.167 | 0.694 | 0.139 | 0.1969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 22 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sarahjojones | 2020/02/11 | Managed to control my Compulsive ED for 3 weeks now!! I was malnourished as a child, made almost obese from my family feeding me fried food non-stop.
At age 17 I started cooking for myself, learning about nutrition and managed to get a picture of what my relationship with food should be. I managed to get some weight o... | 9.277968 | 6.78816 | 9.091693 | 71.168984 | 61.352941 | 11.782531 | 37.299465 | 10.018931 | 3.571235 | 1,035 | 36 | 193 | 16 | 11 | 338 | 150 | 255 | 0.068 | 0.851 | 0.081 | 0.6569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 22 | 15 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 30 | 35 | 15 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 7 | 10 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 3 | 27 | 3 | 32 | 15 | 9 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 31 | 139 | 39 | 5 | 0.099919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100054 | 0 | 0 | 0.079905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085023 | 0 | 0 | 0.08837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224134 | 0.079777 | 0 | 0 | 0.257757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090382 | 0.252557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094194 | 0 | 0.050522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084991 | 0.362466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104407 | 0 | 0.056786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073452 | 0.074088 | 0.077063 | 0 | 0 | 0.093767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098822 | 0 | 0.141446 | 0 | 0.15959 | 0.167073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058263 | 0.114842 | 0.094711 | 0 | 0 | 0.067838 | 0 | 0.195212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24733 | 0 | 0 | 0.240446 | 0.121674 | 0 | 0.092625 | 0 | 0.111555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193033 |
EDAnonymous | Fuck_Up_Yo | 2020/02/11 | Losing Bladder Control Just to let y’all purgers know, loss of bladder control is a thing. Please don’t pee your pants when your purging :) I may have some experience. | 2.652419 | 5.60794 | 3.038952 | 87.078427 | 84.806452 | 4.390323 | 30.330645 | 5.985473 | 1.547574 | 133 | 7 | 23 | 1 | 4 | 41 | 28 | 31 | 0.143 | 0.702 | 0.155 | 0.1027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.701188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | knligon11 | 2020/02/11 | DAE get insomnia from binges? I got super stressed out at about 10:30 pm from some homework I didn’t know was due in class the next morning. I then just ate everything like an idiot (granted I was extremely hungry anyways). Now it’s three in the morning. I’m still hungry and can’t fall asleep. I even went for a walk an... | 2.04609 | 4.501707 | 2.611333 | 93.018288 | 81.135922 | 5.298853 | 21.984996 | 6.574016 | 0.443998 | 411 | 13 | 83 | 4 | 11 | 127 | 77 | 103 | 0.13 | 0.777 | 0.093 | -0.6072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 12 | 8 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 53 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182331 | 0.267181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184184 | 0.127395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208245 | 0 | 0.298702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Literally_a_Gorilla | 2020/02/11 | I've eaten myself house-bound, literally I'm an amputee and now I'm currently too fat to fit my prosthetics so I LITERALLY can't go out (I don't keep my wheelchair at my apartment out of pride). I've had to cancel my appointments this week so I can reschedule when I can walk again!
I'm honestly just amazed at myself t... | 3.05995 | 4.695 | 4.70608 | 83.204535 | 74.465116 | 8.1701 | 26.239203 | 8.841846 | 1.978357 | 335 | 12 | 68 | 7 | 7 | 113 | 58 | 86 | 0.09 | 0.754 | 0.155 | 0.69 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 10 | 11 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 42 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.674572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | AShelterFromPigs | 2020/02/11 | Guy joked about my “stretchy pants” I’m not eating ever again I’m drunk lol. Guy I’m dating has been genuinely sympathetic as I’ve dealt with a severe ankle break. I can’t run/spin like I have daily for years. I’ve “joked” about my fear of gaining 20 lbs this month since I can’t exercise off the occasional binge
Ton... | 1.711111 | 4.251525 | 2.618036 | 91.827804 | 83.522293 | 5.781883 | 20.18719 | 7.168622 | 0.471954 | 626 | 18 | 130 | 9 | 18 | 197 | 106 | 157 | 0.164 | 0.74 | 0.096 | -0.9056 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 12 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 18 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 15 | 3 | 12 | 12 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 62 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133528 | 0.365739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40035 | 0.178774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228389 | 0 | 0.167233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130187 |
EDAnonymous | LordLochness | 2020/02/11 | Is this some advanced body dysmorphia or am I just actually ugly bc I STG I'm ugly as fuck in all my baby photos. And toddler photos. Aww my kindergarten graduation! Wait I can't find me, mom where am I? Hold up wait 🤢 yep found me. | -1.677959 | -0.239572 | 1.974061 | 89.63701 | 113.489796 | 4.40898 | 17.144898 | 6.2581 | 0.181219 | 180 | 6 | 38 | 3 | 10 | 65 | 39 | 49 | 0.198 | 0.723 | 0.08 | -0.8016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 22 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.384242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.437366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359879 | 0 | 0 | 0.431725 | 0 | 0.364014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.461154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sayuuuri | 2020/02/11 | thicc??? my bf said i was “thicc” today, do other people think of that as a compliment or smthing?? what’s that supposed to mean? I’ve had a couple guys say that i was low key thick in the past, but i’ve lost a good amount of weight since then so it kind of upset me to hear my bf say that today 😭 i was just wondering ... | 2.602078 | 2.666518 | 4.208208 | 92.320883 | 73.805195 | 7.198961 | 20.594805 | 6.742158 | 0.073386 | 267 | 4 | 66 | 2 | 5 | 90 | 51 | 77 | 0.119 | 0.806 | 0.075 | -0.5267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 6 | 3 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 39 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2013 | 0.292383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200587 | 0.335386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.399762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | riseaboveitx | 2020/02/11 | Book recs I recently read the book Cravings by Judy Collins, it’s an autobiography that includes her lifelong struggle with eating disorders and addiction. It was completely relatable and well written, it focused on other aspects of her life as well which made it so much better. Like there was way more to her than her ... | 6.543136 | 9.247372 | 6.112 | 72.259695 | 67.559322 | 9.12678 | 34.681356 | 9.642633 | 3.814231 | 553 | 27 | 86 | 13 | 10 | 171 | 91 | 118 | 0.055 | 0.774 | 0.172 | 0.9372 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 12 | 6 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 58 | 18 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147155 | 0 | 0 | 0.240531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.405375 | 0 | 0.154764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124916 | 0.086401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167341 | 0.11805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162821 | 0 | 0 | 0.117492 | 0 | 0.173756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140377 | 0 | 0 | 0.318022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thr0waway-account17 | 2020/02/11 | fuck this ed shit feels like I’ve wasted my time with my disordered eating habits, I’ve been underweight practically my whole life and ever since I started restricting a few months ago I look grossly underweight. No one compliments me on my weight anymore, they all say I’m too skinny. if I got money every time someone ... | 3.91 | 5.442655 | 4.668718 | 84.744615 | 72.076923 | 7.661538 | 25.307692 | 8.238736 | 1.503215 | 780 | 24 | 154 | 12 | 15 | 251 | 126 | 195 | 0.238 | 0.688 | 0.074 | -0.9855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 12 | 16 | 6 | 2 | 4 | 28 | 26 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 23 | 4 | 20 | 17 | 8 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 10 | 94 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123646 | 0 | 0 | 0.102598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14289 | 0 | 0 | 0.127587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112777 | 0.105045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06304 | 0.089069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115261 | 0 | 0 | 0.070857 | 0 | 0.099715 | 0 | 0.137345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176125 | 0.121821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314091 | 0.139481 | 0.136099 | 0 | 0 | 0.117972 | 0.083223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099516 | 0 | 0 | 0.092446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255957 | 0.103134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105638 | 0 | 0 | 0.139565 | 0.088247 | 0 | 0 | 0.104235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1454 | 0.286595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126615 | 0 | 0.088567 | 0 | 0 | 0.080288 |
EDAnonymous | throwawayseaurchin | 2020/02/11 | DAE anyone else get in a really bad mood when they’re full? You know how people get hangry? Well I get the opposite feeling. I feel really happy/light/pure when I’m hungry or while I’m eating but as soon as I am full I get into a really pissy mood as a result of feeling fat. Like the feeling of hunger makes me so excit... | 1.16989 | 2.80185 | 3.732637 | 88.148077 | 79.769231 | 7.021245 | 17.553114 | 7.957252 | 0.46065 | 282 | 5 | 62 | 5 | 7 | 99 | 51 | 78 | 0.119 | 0.702 | 0.18 | 0.42 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 14 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 3 | 7 | 14 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 35 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159156 | 0.233221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23291 | 0.190145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.460361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.475683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.437453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throwaway1u30b890hj3 | 2020/02/11 | Purged for the first time today... how do I nip this in the bud now? Has anyone dealt with eating disorder "contagion" before? Hi all,
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A couple of months ago, I went through a bad breakup with a woman that had an eating disorder. It was particularly traumatic as the reason for the breakup was that she is... | 8.241373 | 7.240405 | 8.348292 | 70.95039 | 62.255814 | 11.348926 | 38.006866 | 10.504224 | 3.969781 | 1,255 | 54 | 225 | 25 | 15 | 411 | 165 | 301 | 0.109 | 0.827 | 0.064 | -0.8874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 15 | 11 | 2 | 1 | 20 | 0 | 25 | 12 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 36 | 40 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 17 | 15 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 9 | 20 | 6 | 42 | 20 | 8 | 35 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 22 | 159 | 37 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26084 | 0.292524 | 0 | 0.084145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067002 | 0 | 0 | 0.273135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090003 | 0 | 0.088791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41056 | 0 | 0 | 0.071074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075649 | 0 | 0.08115 | 0.057328 | 0 | 0.087906 | 0 | 0.068257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083851 | 0 | 0.045606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085424 | 0.071885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083564 | 0 | 0 | 0.090521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05668 | 0.117613 | 0 | 0.070859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087598 | 0 | 0.072425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128104 | 0 | 0.05899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091361 | 0 | 0 | 0.054377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053312 | 0 | 0 | 0.063707 | 0.046792 | 0 | 0.152128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141994 | 0 | 0.064369 | 0.195437 | 0 | 0.148778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087024 | 0.05842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292524 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mechawaifu | 2020/02/11 | DAE get preoccupied throughout their whole day thinking about what they’re about to eat later Cus that’s me, but I eat it all just to throw it up after uwu #justbulimicthings | 15.337273 | 8.603789 | 13.013333 | 60.54 | 55.060606 | 15.624242 | 45.121212 | 11.208143 | 4.711994 | 142 | 4 | 27 | 2 | 1 | 44 | 29 | 33 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.800605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.436769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | chloethenerdy | 2020/02/11 | Relatable girly moment Relatable girly moment when you go to the cafeteria with the babes at the animal research facility your doing your diploma at to sniffe the food and adsorb the scente of pork fried rice while you chug water | 10.531951 | 9.860593 | 9.385488 | 64.286037 | 57.536585 | 13.078049 | 35.134146 | 12.161745 | 4.497478 | 189 | 6 | 29 | 5 | 2 | 59 | 30 | 41 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 19 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.905025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.425359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | wordsmithem | 2020/02/11 | i just purged for the first time in almost a year. almost had a panic attack after eating some god damn chicken nuggets and purged everything. lord help me, i was doing so good. i’m so pissed at myself but it’s nice to feel something other than numbness | 2.5984 | 4.995066 | 3.414 | 88.397 | 78.6 | 4.8 | 20 | 5.683918 | 0.0612 | 202 | 5 | 37 | 1 | 5 | 64 | 44 | 50 | 0.201 | 0.629 | 0.17 | -0.1791 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 25 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.577753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185775 |
EDAnonymous | empoweredaritay | 2020/02/11 | What’s the weirdest ED related dream you’ve had? I’ll start:
-I had one the other night where no calorie counting apps would let me log in and count
-when I was in treatment and they made me have Mac n cheese after being vegan for years I had a dream that there was mac n cheese all over the walls in a camera store tha... | 0.831655 | 2.715115 | 2.248841 | 97.146401 | 81.934783 | 4.958454 | 18.917874 | 5.822114 | -0.389757 | 335 | 8 | 78 | 2 | 9 | 108 | 63 | 92 | 0.05 | 0.901 | 0.049 | -0.0258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 54 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305114 | 0 | 0.339588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.486383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254944 | 0 | 0 | 0.231112 |
EDAnonymous | catpotatotots | 2020/02/11 | Two weeks in to my second semester of nursing school and I’m already binge eating :( TW numbers
Last semester was my first semester in nursing school and I put all of my energy into studying which led to me studying hard for 6-7 hours, then being ravenously hungry and binge eating, on top of the stress eating before ... | 4.013516 | 5.571883 | 4.781099 | 83.938901 | 71.857143 | 6.958242 | 27.285714 | 7.44753 | 1.55849 | 732 | 26 | 136 | 8 | 14 | 236 | 108 | 182 | 0.122 | 0.761 | 0.118 | -0.4086 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 8 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 27 | 18 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 17 | 3 | 27 | 10 | 5 | 36 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 92 | 20 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073316 | 0 | 0.102342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.492271 | 0 | 0 | 0.106525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068353 | 0 | 0 | 0.1326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10774 | 0 | 0 | 0.127843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120413 | 0.365164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085129 | 0.128194 | 0 | 0 | 0.275541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070939 | 0 | 0.385898 | 0 | 0 | 0.111493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085437 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | UnimpressiveEggs | 2020/02/11 | PCOS fatty McFat-face I'm going to try to make a long story short. I started to get really big around 16 and my eventually blew up to 209lbs/95kg.
I developed disordered eating (never got an official diagnosis) and my weight dropped down to 137lbs/62kg. Basically the smallest I'd been since I was about 15. I got compl... | 2.449923 | 4.911081 | 4.030041 | 83.413588 | 79.56338 | 6.877422 | 27.522194 | 8.000946 | 2.05488 | 861 | 38 | 160 | 16 | 22 | 286 | 140 | 213 | 0.088 | 0.87 | 0.042 | -0.6419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 10 | 14 | 3 | 3 | 6 | 29 | 31 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 19 | 1 | 22 | 23 | 4 | 26 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 93 | 24 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254932 | 0 | 0 | 0.105768 | 0.114418 | 0.120157 | 0 | 0 | 0.098831 | 0 | 0.1567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08289 | 0 | 0 | 0.130454 | 0 | 0 | 0.147305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169784 | 0.116262 | 0.108291 | 0.122815 | 0.115513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118823 | 0.201453 | 0 | 0.073046 | 0 | 0.308389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113744 | 0 | 0.143791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149892 | 0 | 0 | 0.122815 | 0 | 0.174525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10202 | 0 | 0.313027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | high-bi-ready-to-die | 2020/02/11 | I haven't even had 200 calories because I'm avoiding my aunt, And all of those calories were from a tea I had in the room I'm staying in. My grandfather just died so we've all been grieving. The one person I'm entirely uncomfortable around is the one here the most. I can't handle the idea of eating in front of anyone b... | 2.657547 | 3.766019 | 4.160519 | 88.83342 | 74.566038 | 7.186792 | 24.570755 | 7.645422 | 1.006721 | 393 | 12 | 88 | 5 | 8 | 131 | 69 | 106 | 0.085 | 0.915 | 0 | -0.7267 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 16 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 61 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133773 | 0 | 0 | 0.170312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.587294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203918 | 0.152786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151884 | 0 | 0 | 0.181346 | 0.182811 | 0.21256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135906 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jtflcntmltstlbms- | 2020/02/11 | Crying after eating So I would consider myself mostly over all of my ED thoughts and habits with years behind me, but I noticed lately that I feel extremely sad after breaking my fast (I've been doing 24-36 hour fasts for health reasons..primarily). I recently had some turmoil in my life, the effects of which I'm still... | 6.8025 | 6.56485 | 7.450139 | 73.70875 | 64.833333 | 10.116667 | 33.277778 | 9.673873 | 3.119982 | 1,176 | 44 | 212 | 21 | 16 | 391 | 167 | 288 | 0.17 | 0.727 | 0.102 | -0.9699 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 18 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 1 | 20 | 13 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 39 | 36 | 15 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 8 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 28 | 6 | 42 | 22 | 7 | 41 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 4 | 23 | 155 | 51 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.101418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22956 | 0.088435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116564 | 0.082978 | 0 | 0.228319 | 0 | 0.107145 | 0 | 0 | 0.107861 | 0 | 0.11911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.425376 | 0 | 0.233809 | 0 | 0 | 0.115907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097974 | 0 | 0.105098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146814 | 0.152321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199443 | 0.118322 | 0 | 0.11068 | 0 | 0 | 0.110586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066579 | 0 | 0.102616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073561 | 0 | 0.165994 | 0 | 0.119049 | 0 | 0.118972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082507 | 0.060601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17952 | 0 | 0 | 0.061299 | 0 | 0 | 0.126556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147655 | 0.227257 | 0 | 0.066926 |
EDAnonymous | Satrina_petrova | 2020/02/11 | Depression and restriction. Well, I'm awful at everything. Except starving. Maybe I'll get to my UL goal weight...dead.
I got so distracted by how awful I am, that I've only had a bowl of cereal and whiskey. Not together. I thought I was done drinking too. College is hard the end. | 0.294283 | 2.663232 | 2.669697 | 86.806768 | 98.454545 | 6.808081 | 24.292929 | 7.793538 | 2.118778 | 218 | 10 | 42 | 6 | 9 | 74 | 47 | 55 | 0.323 | 0.642 | 0.035 | -0.9434 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 25 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314835 | 0 | 0.301382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374637 | 0.276616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pink_tm | 2020/02/11 | Sad I'm so sad. I'm so sick of living like this. It's taken s turn for the worse, even though im not even close to my lowest. I've become obsessed with exercise te last few weeks. I haven't been on solids for a week and a half. I'm tired. Everything hurts, my bones, my body, my chest. I'm tired of laying in bed at 7 pm... | 0.468012 | 2.138793 | 2.512136 | 95.880676 | 82.108108 | 5.309653 | 17.328185 | 6.182691 | -0.462592 | 783 | 15 | 187 | 6 | 21 | 263 | 122 | 222 | 0.278 | 0.632 | 0.09 | -0.9928 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 15 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 14 | 20 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 22 | 39 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 14 | 3 | 30 | 31 | 3 | 21 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 97 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084122 | 0.064813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060814 | 0 | 0 | 0.049122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068455 | 0 | 0.071804 | 0 | 0.077026 | 0.054414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146135 | 0.086576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081539 | 0 | 0.246824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04186 | 0.062087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111636 | 0 | 0.067258 | 0 | 0 | 0.085213 | 0.083146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051613 | 0.057929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060828 | 0.06368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101205 | 0 | 0.074835 | 0 | 0 | 0.787896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051713 | 0.082849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044926 | 0.120917 | 0.122195 | 0.092752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077622 | 0 | 0.083278 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rxjen | 2020/02/12 | Surely I can do better I ate 802 calories today. Yesterday was 756. Yesterday I felt like a skinny goddess. Today I feel like a land whale. This can’t be normal. | -0.217708 | 1.803494 | 2.715 | 85.096667 | 105.875 | 4.633333 | 17.833333 | 6.427356 | 0.599233 | 126 | 4 | 22 | 2 | 6 | 44 | 25 | 32 | 0 | 0.66 | 0.34 | 0.8689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169802 | 0.239912 | 0.322443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.636642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | uhhh206 | 2020/02/12 | Guess who's got a one-way ticket to Recoveryville It's ya girl!
I posted during chemo last year about how it had pushed me to relapse hard, and that I was really struggling to get back to a healthy place emotionally. I've been really working hard to find a return to the habits that helped me when I first recovered ye... | 7.564881 | 6.117 | 7.264802 | 79.6175 | 63.861111 | 10.450794 | 33.765873 | 9.236283 | 2.693987 | 572 | 19 | 117 | 8 | 7 | 181 | 95 | 144 | 0.08 | 0.78 | 0.14 | 0.8914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 17 | 20 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 16 | 4 | 12 | 13 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 71 | 26 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09491 | 0 | 0.180227 | 0 | 0.17156 | 0.159663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173531 | 0.098069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150126 | 0 | 0.20678 | 0 | 0.165988 | 0 | 0.336296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103158 | 0.153006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36263 |
EDAnonymous | omnav22 | 2020/02/12 | There are 2 types of mirrors... right? Does anyone else feel like there are certain "good" mirrors that show your reflection accurately, but others that you avoid because you know it'll try to show you something false? I know in my house, there's only one good mirror, by the front door. I find myself ALWAYS walking ove... | 4.316883 | 6.785166 | 3.718182 | 87.997273 | 73.285714 | 5.438961 | 23.987013 | 6.182691 | 0.645629 | 331 | 10 | 59 | 2 | 7 | 98 | 58 | 77 | 0.077 | 0.829 | 0.094 | 0.0974 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 5 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 39 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170291 | 0.249539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123143 | 0.173987 | 0 | 0 | 0.222594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330063 | 0.185226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | nekromanteio_ | 2020/02/12 | just me orrrrr does anyone else fixate so hard on what you could be eating or what you wish you could eat to the point where you almost believe you have and then panic? it happens when i'm at work a lot, i'll be sitting at the desk thinking about what my options for lunch could be or if i should just wait for dinner an... | 2.280112 | 3.080632 | 4.139821 | 89.80875 | 75.09375 | 7.152381 | 21.526786 | 7.44753 | 0.529591 | 687 | 15 | 159 | 8 | 14 | 234 | 114 | 192 | 0.083 | 0.847 | 0.07 | -0.3385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 16 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 40 | 28 | 22 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 10 | 7 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 17 | 3 | 20 | 13 | 8 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 108 | 28 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142249 | 0 | 0 | 0.227205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099329 | 0.145553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120879 | 0.160049 | 0 | 0 | 0.155089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340261 | 0 | 0 | 0.091614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.436077 | 0.11867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12562 | 0 | 0.127254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241542 | 0 | 0 | 0.094824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151285 | 0 | 0.10804 | 0 | 0.333345 | 0 | 0 | 0.271217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182048 | 0 | 0 | 0.082834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163358 | 0 | 0 | 0.103419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bitter-kittens | 2020/02/12 | Valentines day gift 💔 My mom is the nicest person in the world and baked cookies and mailed them to me. They came along with other candies and sweets and I'm so distressed. I'm scared of the temptation to eat them.
It would be so wasteful to throw it away (and cold hearted) but I don't even want them near me. I will ... | -0.132186 | 2.079773 | 1.08905 | 101.665424 | 89.449438 | 3.685802 | 18.203269 | 4.851558 | -0.822312 | 326 | 9 | 77 | 1 | 11 | 102 | 61 | 89 | 0.182 | 0.718 | 0.1 | -0.8518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 15 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 3 | 14 | 10 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 53 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.464038 | 0 | 0.206194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175427 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | numberonesleepygirl | 2020/02/12 | A conspiracy is afoot My parents: engaging in healthy eating habits and politely asking if I would like to partake
Me: there is a CONSPIRACY afoot! They’re trying to make me FAT!! If I refuse they will be angry at me for being skinny, if I accept they will know that I am FAT and their tactics are working!! It’s a cons... | 2.629213 | 4.505358 | 4.22479 | 85.156753 | 76.281553 | 7.296224 | 26.978425 | 8.167269 | 1.765016 | 401 | 16 | 82 | 7 | 9 | 134 | 60 | 103 | 0.162 | 0.713 | 0.125 | -0.7998 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 19 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 4 | 10 | 13 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 56 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204762 | 0 | 0 | 0.199801 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bellatrixcat | 2020/02/12 | Anyone feel like it’s way too hard to workout? I start some YouTube 30 minute HIIT workout and by minute 5 I’m totally done and I’ve got a headache and I’m grumpy lol. Tell me I’m not the only one | -1.456667 | 0.507045 | 0.970556 | 101.4625 | 94.555556 | 3.888889 | 18.611111 | 5.461319 | -0.583889 | 155 | 5 | 39 | 1 | 6 | 52 | 35 | 45 | 0.034 | 0.835 | 0.13 | 0.5994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.389142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192273 | 0.271661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257677 | 0.289208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Dietdying | 2020/02/12 | Bulking and Cutting Except the bulking is when I do recovery for a year and weightlift and try to get strong, and the cutting is when I inevitably relapse and lose all the strength and healing and progress I made in pursuit of being skinny and feeling like my ED is valid ;_;
Literally my life, on relapse number 5 aft... | 19.05878 | 8.431069 | 16.804878 | 47.605366 | 53.878049 | 19.326829 | 66.609756 | 13.023867 | 8.44459 | 348 | 21 | 57 | 6 | 2 | 114 | 61 | 82 | 0.098 | 0.701 | 0.201 | 0.8575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 11 | 6 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 41 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171407 | 0.242179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239443 | 0.165616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.436604 |
EDAnonymous | trintellix_thin | 2020/02/12 | Coworker commented on how many fruit roll ups I was eating... I like fruit roll ups and I had 4 of them, a lot I know but I was hungry after working and we are super busy (I am a OGP person at Walmart).
She asked why I had, “like 9,” fruit roll ups and then joked that I should not eat anymore...like I like her but why... | -0.743077 | 1.362347 | 1.369949 | 99.133385 | 91.820513 | 4.145641 | 16.774359 | 5.683918 | -0.677635 | 278 | 7 | 66 | 2 | 10 | 92 | 52 | 78 | 0 | 0.752 | 0.248 | 0.9628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 15 | 6 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 43 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.492477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.470265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.434287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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