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EDAnonymous | arinisbored | 2020/02/19 | I just relapsed and I’m so upset God dammit. I couldn’t keep it to myself for even one day. It just... came out of my mouth like vomit. The words forced their way out and into my friends ears. I’m crying. I hate myself. | -1.337325 | 0.684816 | 0.586018 | 102.82 | 98.148936 | 2.685714 | 10.969605 | 3.1291 | -1.983435 | 167 | 2 | 40 | 0 | 7 | 54 | 36 | 47 | 0.239 | 0.617 | 0.145 | -0.7342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 25 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.430557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.413511 | 0.242778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bovril_belly | 2020/02/19 | When buying your binge food and splurge £2.50 on triple layer 50L ‘leak proof’ ‘tear resistant’ bin bags to purge in, cause your pound-shop ones broke last time mid-purge and you’re emotionally scarred from trying to scoop up leaking vomit with your bare hands ✌🏻 ...And the reason your purging in bin bags rather than ... | 10.260758 | 7.117079 | 8.723106 | 76.604659 | 60.111111 | 11.920202 | 36.871212 | 9.516145 | 3.137139 | 406 | 12 | 81 | 5 | 4 | 123 | 79 | 99 | 0.108 | 0.804 | 0.088 | -0.618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 13 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 13 | 7 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 39 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288292 | 0 | 0 | 0.294243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287162 | 0 | 0.315679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339348 | 0 | 0 | 0.259445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | anhtichrist | 2020/02/19 | I want to be sick enough Just told a friend that my teacher and I called a psychologist today to get an appointment for me cause I’ve been struggling with bulimia and stuff for 3 years now.
She replied with "But you don’t seem very affected by it in school. You’re always laughing. I know you’ve got problems with eati... | 3.11215 | 5.393049 | 3.801692 | 86.86422 | 76.28972 | 6.522991 | 28.457009 | 7.554174 | 1.735068 | 436 | 19 | 84 | 6 | 10 | 138 | 73 | 107 | 0.155 | 0.743 | 0.102 | -0.7748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 19 | 17 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 13 | 3 | 12 | 12 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 50 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223598 | 0 | 0 | 0.205549 | 0 | 0 | 0.20679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155523 | 0 | 0.105171 | 0.193105 | 0 | 0 | 0.160998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203726 | 0 | 0.366511 | 0 | 0 | 0.206631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210442 | 0.23044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190808 | 0.19235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166093 | 0.237463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12963 |
EDAnonymous | kvou | 2020/02/19 | worst binge of my life TW binging, food mentions >!last week Someone brought me food including a bunch of chocolate fudge. I had been eating well and had a couple pieces before I threw the rest out (otherwise I would have binged the whole thing). Well...,,, it triggered a week long binge. I started eating whole boxe... | 3.024492 | 5.225555 | 3.62718 | 88.395263 | 76.236842 | 5.921805 | 24.015038 | 6.86897 | 0.872156 | 614 | 20 | 118 | 6 | 14 | 193 | 103 | 152 | 0.101 | 0.812 | 0.088 | -0.6138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 14 | 11 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 16 | 22 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 17 | 4 | 14 | 12 | 7 | 25 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 81 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10837 | 0 | 0 | 0.110443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287222 | 0 | 0.083704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.470831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140197 | 0 | 0 | 0.115364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13272 | 0.091675 | 0.063409 | 0 | 0 | 0.114861 | 0.217983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312331 | 0.15805 | 0.233395 | 0 | 0 | 0.289814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0922 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bokoblin-buddy | 2020/02/19 | Just found the best bathroom on campus to purge in :) And I'm in fucking hell. I want help but I cant afford it and I feel like no one is going to take me seriously because of how overweight I am. I cant keep most things down and im spiralling again and I just cant do this again by myself. | -0.483297 | 1.366204 | 2.00989 | 97.191538 | 86.692308 | 4.32967 | 18.516484 | 5.288315 | -0.594429 | 225 | 6 | 55 | 1 | 7 | 77 | 47 | 65 | 0.162 | 0.675 | 0.163 | -0.2324 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 8 | 13 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 40 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167824 | 0.237117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363922 | 0 | 0.306846 | 0 | 0 | 0.188632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35852 | 0 | 0 | 0.295017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | basicvodkaboy | 2020/02/19 | my sweet babes, i have been blessed by the bathroom-cleaning gods. just fyi, this is a literal shitpost.
ya boi just found four (4!) laxative pills, unopened, in a blister, while cleaning his bathroom floor. tonight we’re going to party! wooohooo!!!
i took them all, i’m miserable and i want to die. why do I keep do... | 0.288901 | 2.716481 | 1.987253 | 93.282747 | 93.175824 | 4.997802 | 21.835165 | 6.671995 | 0.60562 | 704 | 27 | 149 | 10 | 26 | 229 | 96 | 182 | 0.084 | 0.663 | 0.252 | 0.9875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 44 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 23 | 30 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 22 | 8 | 15 | 23 | 2 | 24 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 84 | 31 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25925 | 0 | 0 | 0.46651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322409 | 0 | 0 | 0.469087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12606 | 0 | 0 | 0.077943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100175 | 0.138577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120168 | 0 | 0 | 0.158761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127975 | 0 | 0.326183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sataniccinnamon | 2020/02/19 | My boyfriend keeps joking about me being massive I had been supposed to be starting recovering again after a very long relapse. I was telling myself that I would start on Monday this week. But on Friday, when my boyfriend and I went out for coffee, he grabbed my thigh and joked “wow (my name), you’re so massive”. Note:... | 2.906905 | 4.762558 | 3.681905 | 89.444762 | 75.428571 | 6.571429 | 24.047619 | 7.38713 | 0.94019 | 825 | 26 | 171 | 10 | 18 | 262 | 120 | 210 | 0.067 | 0.809 | 0.124 | 0.8322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 22 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 39 | 39 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 14 | 3 | 3 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 5 | 28 | 9 | 23 | 25 | 1 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 17 | 112 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111332 | 0 | 0 | 0.072235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135808 | 0 | 0 | 0.121264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210652 | 0 | 0.123397 | 0.260492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106949 | 0 | 0.079098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103467 | 0 | 0.130075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117197 | 0 | 0.167746 | 0 | 0 | 0.099069 | 0 | 0.123879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391091 | 0 | 0 | 0.095051 | 0.288596 | 0 | 0.109848 | 0.106925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084177 | 0 | 0 | 0.076308 |
EDAnonymous | Chasee89 | 2020/02/19 | Birth control Has anyone found a birth control pill that doesn’t cause weight gain? I know that a lot of people say they don’t, but they always seem to for me. | 2.053636 | 3.959783 | 2.287879 | 98.251818 | 78.090909 | 4.4 | 17.060606 | 3.1291 | -1.024285 | 126 | 2 | 28 | 0 | 3 | 38 | 27 | 33 | 0 | 0.925 | 0.075 | 0.296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.624065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Kate-kiss | 2020/02/19 | DAE feel like they don’t know what a normal meal/meal schedule looks like? Basically title. I can’t remember what a normal meal/meal schedule is like. Whenever I eat around friends I feel like a “normal portion” is too much and think “wow, is this what people eat on a daily basis?”
Idk, I feel so ridiculous just typi... | 3.044051 | 5.258844 | 4.065769 | 85.208397 | 76.230769 | 6.179487 | 23.141026 | 7.168622 | 0.960641 | 263 | 8 | 49 | 3 | 6 | 85 | 41 | 65 | 0.063 | 0.671 | 0.266 | 0.9283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 11 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 27 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.400576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296912 | 0.279669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.382509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.575343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | letsgetlower | 2020/02/19 | Any other celiacs eat gluten as a part of their ED? I always figured that eating gluten made me malnourished and underweight before diagnosis, might as well eat it now and hope it kills my intestines | 8.765 | 9.014788 | 7.818889 | 71.065 | 60.666667 | 10.533333 | 34.666667 | 10.125757 | 3.5471 | 162 | 6 | 26 | 3 | 2 | 50 | 31 | 36 | 0.089 | 0.785 | 0.127 | 0.128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 18 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198822 | 0 | 0 | 0.162492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.733505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Potatoe-Peaches | 2020/02/19 | Is it just me or is TikTok hella triggering I think the app is really funny and there are many interesting and talented users, but I compare my ugly ass to all the attractive people any time I use it. Now I feel like I have to be exactly like those people to like myself?? All the girls are rich, hot, and have pretty bo... | 2.82125 | 4.518012 | 4.659444 | 83.03 | 75.25 | 8.133333 | 21.722222 | 8.841846 | 1.461539 | 279 | 7 | 56 | 6 | 6 | 95 | 52 | 72 | 0.094 | 0.549 | 0.357 | 0.9774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 13 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 7 | 4 | 11 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 38 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16608 | 0.234653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.481409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.455428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210465 | 0 | 0 | 0.191529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | I_am_so_cold | 2020/02/19 | Triggered My boyfriend’s friend from soccer starves herself and is much skinnier than me. After I found out she does that I wanna go back into my old habits and starve until I pass out
Day 2 of restricting after months of progress😙 ✌️ | 3.485426 | 5.45074 | 3.554202 | 90.50875 | 74.106383 | 5.551064 | 26.643617 | 5.985473 | 0.858749 | 190 | 7 | 37 | 1 | 4 | 58 | 40 | 47 | 0.183 | 0.75 | 0.067 | -0.6808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 11 | 2 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 25 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.441281 | 0.310943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321243 | 0 | 0.295858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.422319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SubjectStandard | 2020/02/19 | That feeling of absolute fucking dread when you've let yourself eat something yummy and you only have one more precious bite... | 6.335455 | 9.305103 | 5.327273 | 76.460909 | 69 | 6.218182 | 38.272727 | 7.168622 | 3.300109 | 104 | 6 | 14 | 1 | 2 | 31 | 21 | 22 | 0.113 | 0.582 | 0.305 | 0.6808 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.465436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.465126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308226 | 0.345942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pizza_bath | 2020/02/19 | DAE start eating less palatable parts of food/scraps? I recently realized that my need to obsessively clean out pots and pans and eat all the remnants only emerged when I started restricting more heavily. Like I'll go in with a spatula and make sure every bit is gone, my partner makes jokes about it but I don't think I... | 6.686933 | 7.310265 | 6.476202 | 77.663506 | 65.01227 | 9.710184 | 32.25092 | 9.642633 | 2.974839 | 691 | 26 | 124 | 13 | 10 | 217 | 113 | 163 | 0.035 | 0.819 | 0.147 | 0.9447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 29 | 21 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 9 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 7 | 19 | 17 | 12 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 76 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096457 | 0 | 0.106299 | 0.154065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.492831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214859 | 0.127246 | 0.087133 | 0.081159 | 0 | 0.086572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.582393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050327 | 0 | 0.054745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312937 | 0 | 0.066781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068428 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | atla302 | 2020/02/19 | binging is fucking up my life (yet again) so the other night, I was binging on stupid snacks in my apartment building’s study room at like 1am...and proceeded to lose my airpods (case and all). yay. | 3.867281 | 5.537495 | 3.944737 | 89.341491 | 72.421053 | 6.119298 | 31.087719 | 6.427356 | 1.559709 | 153 | 7 | 30 | 1 | 3 | 47 | 34 | 38 | 0.142 | 0.721 | 0.137 | -0.0516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 18 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.479033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365994 | 0.253148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.579692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.486261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lostandalone42069 | 2020/02/19 | Depersonalization binging I just went through a huge binging cycle where it just felt like it wasn’t me...like I wasn’t accountable for my own actions. I binged because I felt like “this isn’t my body, why care about my health?” same with me not studying.
I’m ashamed looking back on it, I’m trying to get out of the bi... | 0.648533 | 2.807949 | 2.361206 | 94.487732 | 84.544554 | 4.860846 | 24.033303 | 6.112484 | 0.40921 | 375 | 15 | 85 | 3 | 11 | 123 | 66 | 101 | 0.023 | 0.797 | 0.179 | 0.9128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 17 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 13 | 3 | 10 | 10 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 52 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194587 | 0 | 0.154263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127955 | 0 | 0.485954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259712 | 0.26899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234589 | 0.228347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | betweenmeandthevoid | 2020/02/19 | Put on a happy face... When you have to refuse pizza that your boss order for everyone, because you don't have time to eat right now, because you are not hungry, because you have lunchbox and so on, and so on... | 7.125 | 5.329707 | 7.209524 | 80.777143 | 64.952381 | 9.352381 | 32.904762 | 7.168622 | 2.071676 | 161 | 5 | 33 | 1 | 2 | 52 | 30 | 42 | 0.05 | 0.866 | 0.084 | 0.3612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 25 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.626615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cahwaycahnem | 2020/02/19 | love it when my family starts dropping "hints" about weight loss when i'm already restricting heavy as fuck 🤙 (for some background, i was 110lb overweight, lost ~85lb a couple of years ago and have since been in a cycle of gaining and losing the same 15lb r i p) so anyway i carpool with a family member a couple of day... | 1.926225 | 4.053357 | 3.415194 | 88.930517 | 79.464135 | 6.315832 | 22.118694 | 7.423996 | 0.833879 | 916 | 28 | 189 | 13 | 23 | 301 | 141 | 237 | 0.078 | 0.788 | 0.134 | 0.9328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 16 | 17 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 11 | 13 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 38 | 29 | 30 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 17 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 25 | 10 | 22 | 21 | 3 | 24 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 21 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 18 | 118 | 36 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267708 | 0 | 0.234052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.495141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101925 | 0 | 0.108722 | 0 | 0.228084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093463 | 0.223675 | 0.063203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101587 | 0.135337 | 0.132056 | 0 | 0.218365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097233 | 0.105735 | 0.111375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097037 | 0.147312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077902 |
EDAnonymous | RoughPotential | 2020/02/19 | Gig is up: new boy knows (cause of death: puking in a concert bathroom) Mortified. Newly dating a guy and we get tacos and drinks before a concert. I have two drinks and two small tacos but also haven’t eaten much all day in prep for the drinks (dumb me)
Everything seems fine and dandy and then 20 min after we make it... | 2.106459 | 4.005682 | 3.161479 | 92.082293 | 77.904762 | 5.754386 | 20.576441 | 6.596605 | 0.112667 | 803 | 20 | 176 | 7 | 19 | 257 | 125 | 210 | 0.124 | 0.777 | 0.099 | -0.775 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 39 | 20 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 19 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 18 | 7 | 27 | 16 | 6 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 17 | 2 | 4 | 12 | 106 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090757 | 0 | 0.126687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.437541 | 0 | 0.152343 | 0 | 0 | 0.131865 | 0.153834 | 0 | 0.196669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142949 | 0 | 0.136075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155569 | 0 | 0.169225 | 0.124874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155037 | 0.163642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109445 | 0 | 0 | 0.14379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103215 | 0 | 0 | 0.163427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11194 | 0 | 0.130129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101081 | 0 | 0.290871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122843 | 0 | 0.118175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | niiiitii | 2020/02/19 | spi👏ral👏ing was good for abt 6 months, conquered old food fears and whatnot, got a new healthy bf, woohoo! good stuff
and then i got sick and never regained my appetite, lost 8-9lbs in a month and just got triggered by some thinspo so WOOHOOOOOOO I AM SPIRALING
but i saw it coming tbh, how could i not fall back her... | 2.526464 | 4.008583 | 3.810541 | 89.70991 | 75.554054 | 6.014414 | 24.495495 | 6.427356 | 0.702471 | 559 | 18 | 117 | 4 | 12 | 183 | 107 | 148 | 0.065 | 0.802 | 0.133 | 0.864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 20 | 20 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 16 | 11 | 4 | 25 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 68 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159081 | 0 | 0.133395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123641 | 0 | 0 | 0.09987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080906 | 0 | 0.176017 | 0.259773 | 0.371559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173245 | 0.169045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119435 | 0.149562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124217 | 0 | 0.139235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | whoispatrice | 2020/02/19 | Old school I don’t know how many of you are old enough to remember pro ana xanga, but that was a thing back in my day. I used to be pretty active on it and I just logged into the photobucket account I used to host all the shitty icons I used to make and, omg, they’re all still there and just as awful as ever. What a tr... | 2.26237 | 3.760157 | 3.444538 | 91.994706 | 76.294118 | 6.268908 | 18.02521 | 6.86897 | -0.168714 | 318 | 5 | 72 | 3 | 7 | 103 | 60 | 85 | 0.101 | 0.809 | 0.089 | -0.2617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 20 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 53 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210818 | 0 | 0 | 0.184557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136192 | 0.206855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.428191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.52865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | spicy-witch | 2020/02/19 | slowly but surely on the days I work it's really hard to keep up with the ridiculous amount of calories it takes to repair the damage done. I quiver barely around gaining and losing 2-3 lbs a week.
but today! I managed many calories! and lately my stomach has actually been able to keep down like ensures and stuff. so... | 2.226621 | 4.121047 | 3.20315 | 91.944231 | 77.525641 | 5.482784 | 22.681319 | 6.182691 | 0.318663 | 599 | 18 | 127 | 4 | 14 | 191 | 105 | 156 | 0.198 | 0.659 | 0.143 | -0.871 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 18 | 19 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 11 | 4 | 18 | 13 | 3 | 23 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 75 | 16 | 3 | 0.149328 | 0 | 0.145723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165229 | 0 | 0.192608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152814 | 0 | 0.146285 | 0 | 0.1528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148185 | 0.265459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121722 | 0.168449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145908 | 0.149666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16706 | 0.163009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199355 | 0.151395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238507 | 0 | 0.171055 | 0 | 0.170945 | 0 | 0 | 0.14074 | 0 | 0.112276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087074 | 0 | 0.141546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164464 | 0.246423 | 0 | 0 | 0.119782 | 0.181841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108713 | 0.15165 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shanah88 | 2020/02/19 | Do multivitamins help??? Does taking multivitamins when you’re nutrient deficient actually help? I really don’t want to loose anymore hair and I want feel as healthy as I physically can.
Please recommend any good ones that have helped you. | 4.387886 | 7.834495 | 5.782317 | 65.777215 | 85.341463 | 10.538211 | 28.784553 | 9.725611 | 4.417777 | 195 | 9 | 31 | 8 | 6 | 65 | 33 | 41 | 0.047 | 0.549 | 0.405 | 0.9394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.575745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | parismtb | 2020/02/19 | relapse (tw?) i haven’t even thought about my ED for like, 4 years but for the past month ive been in a constant b/p cycle and i nearly passed out in class today due to dehydration (???). im tired and i feel weak and i just want to sleep for a few days | 0.06625 | 1.401972 | 2.263714 | 98.781286 | 82.035714 | 5.194286 | 18.342857 | 5.683918 | -0.650039 | 189 | 4 | 50 | 1 | 5 | 64 | 44 | 56 | 0.161 | 0.78 | 0.059 | -0.8156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 28 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253041 | 0 | 0.36634 | 0.302124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205255 |
EDAnonymous | suziquatrolover101 | 2020/02/19 | My stomach is currently 10x the size it should be thanks to over consumption of sugar alcohols Why do I have to depend on gum and aspartame 😭😭 it hurts, it hurts so bad | 0.977571 | 3.329222 | 3.331071 | 86.765179 | 85 | 8.071429 | 23.035714 | 8.841846 | 2.036286 | 134 | 5 | 28 | 4 | 4 | 46 | 30 | 35 | 0.251 | 0.681 | 0.068 | -0.8312 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.752975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | artdotjpg | 2020/02/19 | dae have "weird" body checks? i definitely do the "typical" body checks - my ribs, wrists, etc. But sometimes i feel kinda weird for checking out my jawline (which is barely there lmao) my spine, and how much the tendons/veins pop out in my hands and arms
idk if this makes any sense but 😶 | 3.081273 | 5.24266 | 2.86 | 94.15 | 75.909091 | 5.854545 | 21.909091 | 6.742158 | 0.288382 | 222 | 6 | 47 | 2 | 5 | 66 | 44 | 55 | 0.046 | 0.919 | 0.035 | 0.1145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 26 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.746288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | iamwastingyourtime | 2020/02/19 | I'm in nursing school and my training is on an eating disorders ward.... So that's exciting, I get to work with people suffering the same illness as me!
I will be professional and personal very well, and help patients recover....but I'm also going to compete with the patients, starve and get worse :( | 3.935179 | 6.231849 | 5.424429 | 76.120571 | 73.821429 | 8.765714 | 32.628571 | 9.3871 | 3.514426 | 235 | 12 | 40 | 6 | 5 | 79 | 44 | 56 | 0.224 | 0.643 | 0.132 | -0.7317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327349 | 0 | 0.178043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217187 | 0.273542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22807 | 0 | 0.319257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ciruelax | 2020/02/19 | How to break a 5 week binge cycle? Please help me, I’ve been binging and I feel like I can’t stop. Before I had my bad days but it was just for a day or two at much and I’d bounce back immediately. I can’t stop freaking out because I know what I gained isn’t just food or water weight. I get panic attacks because I’m so... | 0.905178 | 2.609325 | 2.846323 | 93.852257 | 80.85567 | 5.960596 | 21.087056 | 6.937598 | 0.264055 | 349 | 10 | 83 | 4 | 9 | 117 | 67 | 97 | 0.337 | 0.533 | 0.13 | -0.9799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 12 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 47 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207242 | 0 | 0.140076 | 0.152102 | 0.222095 | 0 | 0.155011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161346 | 0 | 0 | 0.12032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276328 | 0.13014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152975 | 0.203799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.39993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146124 | 0.221831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dmtsalad | 2020/02/19 | ED recognizing ED in public Are you guys ever in public and notice someone, and you just know they are going through it too? I don’t mean it in a mean way as you never know who may have one. But do you guys just see and feel it? | 3.482533 | 3.121035 | 5.07 | 88.398333 | 71.8 | 7.466667 | 22.666667 | 6.427356 | 0.330067 | 176 | 3 | 42 | 1 | 3 | 60 | 33 | 50 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 32 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.501288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.551478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288197 | 0 | 0 | 0.171531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ickiivickii | 2020/02/19 | DAE get really hurt over your dad’s comments? I’ve heard rude things from pretty much everyone growing up about my weight. But for some reason when my dad says something about it, it sticks and hurts more. Our relationship is very surface level. We are not really close and he’s in general very sweet but that’s the exte... | 2.85159 | 4.817589 | 3.385198 | 91.020708 | 75.918239 | 6.303863 | 19.533243 | 7.168622 | 0.221524 | 628 | 13 | 132 | 7 | 14 | 196 | 103 | 159 | 0.223 | 0.707 | 0.069 | -0.9826 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 27 | 14 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 11 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 8 | 14 | 2 | 21 | 8 | 5 | 26 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 16 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 79 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.12485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143967 | 0 | 0 | 0.122841 | 0 | 0 | 0.217649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066843 | 0 | 0.072711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113718 | 0 | 0 | 0.070312 | 0 | 0 | 0.135469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136251 | 0.086695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133669 | 0 | 0.120943 | 0 | 0 | 0.13016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163922 | 0.131542 | 0 | 0.137358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133468 | 0 | 0.131327 | 0.105832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074602 | 0 | 0 | 0.122251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Kaiju-Boy | 2020/02/19 | I'm trying to stay in recovery, but it's hard. !!!!! TW/CW: daily calorie count and weight mentioned
I'm trying hard to stay on recovery but every day I just feel like crying. I've been on 1400 calories a day for 2 weeks, since I got back from a 3-day event where I binge-ate every chance I got and gained 2kg. I've... | 2.109093 | 2.98022 | 3.67925 | 92.676763 | 75.593886 | 6.43627 | 22.640894 | 6.522977 | 0.317719 | 817 | 21 | 193 | 6 | 17 | 272 | 124 | 229 | 0.114 | 0.678 | 0.208 | 0.9778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 1 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 28 | 35 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 16 | 9 | 25 | 21 | 4 | 37 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 26 | 100 | 23 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254136 | 0 | 0.067157 | 0 | 0.093744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121014 | 0.426294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072765 | 0 | 0.185642 | 0 | 0.099011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167112 | 0.157407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057558 | 0 | 0.062611 | 0.092403 | 0.176222 | 0 | 0.121362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089801 | 0.124274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115602 | 0 | 0 | 0.083787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234848 | 0 | 0 | 0.126197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194939 | 0 | 0.08837 | 0.268309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070944 |
EDAnonymous | LevyMevy | 2020/02/19 | I'm tall af so I feel like the only way to be feminine and dainty is to be tinyyyyy in every other way nothing more triggering than standing next to a guy and being the same size :/ if i can't control my height, i'm gonna control tf out of my weight. | 2.144091 | 2.894138 | 4.361591 | 88.282386 | 75.363636 | 6.954545 | 26.477273 | 7.168622 | 1.162364 | 195 | 7 | 44 | 2 | 4 | 68 | 43 | 55 | 0.046 | 0.901 | 0.053 | 0.0972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 26 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.591949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133431 | 0.188523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28065 | 0 | 0 | 0.253209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.418927 | 0 | 0.321346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ednonymouslmao | 2020/02/19 | Bitches really be punishing themselves for bad days its me, im bitches. dr pepper for dinner because i had a brownie at lunch? good plan, stupid | 3.131111 | 5.95553 | 4.527407 | 78.633333 | 79.740741 | 6.562963 | 31.222222 | 7.793538 | 2.765356 | 115 | 6 | 18 | 2 | 3 | 38 | 24 | 27 | 0.471 | 0.456 | 0.073 | -0.9492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.430291 | 0.314149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.432246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.55666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BadaBeast | 2020/02/19 | Advice on “Moodiness”? After many, many false starts and getting lost in binge/restrict cycles, I’ve finally managed to stay on a good restriction routine and have been doing p nicely on it (as a legit obese person it has been v hard tho ngl)
But part of my problems have been with just how angry and emotional I’ve bee... | 6.905588 | 7.030511 | 7.059305 | 75.377401 | 64.549738 | 10.29624 | 32.023322 | 10.018931 | 3.068043 | 797 | 28 | 145 | 16 | 11 | 257 | 122 | 191 | 0.152 | 0.73 | 0.118 | -0.843 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 23 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 24 | 30 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 14 | 6 | 25 | 17 | 2 | 28 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 98 | 21 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114588 | 0 | 0 | 0.092558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.48432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135297 | 0 | 0.072568 | 0 | 0 | 0.157218 | 0 | 0.122077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074983 | 0 | 0.081565 | 0.120377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291012 | 0 | 0.156335 | 0 | 0 | 0.144634 | 0 | 0 | 0.168088 | 0.114556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159361 | 0.155417 | 0.137005 | 0.099498 | 0.125316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101584 | 0.152972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227838 | 0.115123 | 0.174768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | slipmeheaven | 2020/02/19 | embarrassed to be seen at grocery story or eating in public Especially when I’m alone. I hate going to the grocery store when it’s crowded because I feel like everyone is looking at me. I am too embarrassed to look at unhealthy food is someone else is in that aisle. I hate eating alone, not because of fear I look like ... | 7.794246 | 5.730016 | 8.315578 | 74.232596 | 63.846939 | 10.343764 | 37.594104 | 8.515129 | 3.188285 | 763 | 31 | 145 | 8 | 9 | 256 | 107 | 196 | 0.095 | 0.823 | 0.081 | 0.0645 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 11 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 14 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 32 | 34 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 9 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 21 | 5 | 27 | 25 | 2 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 106 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099593 | 0.206016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069543 | 0 | 0 | 0.177077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.508851 | 0.083084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111918 | 0.050289 | 0.071053 | 0.095495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.360794 | 0 | 0.076841 | 0 | 0.051963 | 0 | 0.056524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088403 | 0 | 0 | 0.054659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.417597 | 0.111268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | prettyrecklesssoul | 2020/02/19 | Progress reset leads to anxiety I'm trying so hard to not let it affect me but the anxiety is killing me and even though I want to stop binging I can't and then I get even more anxiety and I binge even more. Ughhh | -0.840155 | 1.298845 | 1.594596 | 95.334565 | 97.913043 | 5.237267 | 19.614907 | 6.86897 | 0.476134 | 169 | 6 | 38 | 3 | 7 | 57 | 32 | 46 | 0.309 | 0.626 | 0.066 | -0.9087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 27 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.592339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.511419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | xxxtinaa | 2020/02/19 | Anyone else still in a relationship with someone you first met when you were at your lowest weight? How do I navigate this after gaining 5,000 pounds???? It’s hard to believe them when they say I’m still beautiful | 5.371917 | 7.116513 | 5.245 | 81.206667 | 68.75 | 8.333333 | 28.333333 | 8.841846 | 2.216833 | 171 | 6 | 31 | 3 | 3 | 53 | 36 | 40 | 0.092 | 0.733 | 0.175 | 0.6868 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 22 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205575 | 0.301243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.469586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | falkner__ | 2020/02/19 | DAE have safe food that's no longer in production? i will always miss you iced mocha Mio and 90 calorie 10g protein strawberry fiberone bars
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EDAnonymous | oneirataxist | 2020/02/20 | Urgent, terrified After vainly attempting to vanquish my ED for over a torturously long decade, I’m deeply scared that I’ll actually die from it. I’m 5’4, 30 years old, and female, and this morning I weighed 62.5 lbs. I just moved to Chicago and feel terribly isolated, alone, and hopeless. Please — any suggestions or w... | 6.951 | 8.29405 | 6.976667 | 71.76 | 64.666667 | 10.666667 | 35 | 10.686353 | 4.0865 | 266 | 12 | 44 | 7 | 4 | 85 | 51 | 60 | 0.344 | 0.6 | 0.056 | -0.9686 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 20 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30244 | 0 | 0 | 0.302854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19958 |
EDAnonymous | CannaUlim | 2020/02/20 | Someone please explain why my brain says “A single Oreo will ruin you” but an entire 500+cal alcoholic beverage is completely fine I don’t understand. I’m only now kind of accepting I have a problem with food, but does it make me an alcoholic for picking alcohol as a safe food over deserts? | 5.483909 | 7.063487 | 6.507045 | 72.900568 | 68.272727 | 10.590909 | 37.386364 | 10.686353 | 4.633636 | 234 | 13 | 39 | 7 | 4 | 78 | 47 | 55 | 0.101 | 0.711 | 0.188 | 0.631 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 24 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.62028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | IllustriousParsnip8 | 2020/02/20 | Is it possible for my scale to read low weights correctly but have higher weights be off? This might be the kind of question that can't be answered here, and if so just let me know and I'll delete. But i figured if anyone would be able to help me out it'd be you guys lol.
I have a bit of an old mechanical scale; one o... | 3.971092 | 5.496432 | 4.735515 | 84.354767 | 71.911877 | 7.518851 | 28.37567 | 8.076483 | 1.825849 | 1,046 | 40 | 206 | 15 | 20 | 337 | 146 | 261 | 0.102 | 0.84 | 0.058 | -0.8633 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 33 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 39 | 46 | 18 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 10 | 11 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 13 | 22 | 2 | 25 | 19 | 3 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 137 | 40 | 4 | 0.073973 | 0 | 0.072187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045093 | 0 | 0.125891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066482 | 0 | 0.069735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059163 | 0 | 0 | 0.073245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077032 | 0.121961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075643 | 0 | 0.03614 | 0.07414 | 0 | 0 | 0.124238 | 0 | 0.08075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077622 | 0 | 0.100252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083394 | 0 | 0.075257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082867 | 0 | 0.295973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058716 | 0 | 0.810714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071307 | 0 | 0 | 0.075123 | 0 | 0.157645 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | primaverala | 2020/02/20 | Any good ED poetry or short stories? Does anybody know any books, poems, short stories, etc.. that are in published novels or book that they’ve read?
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EDAnonymous | newforvevernever | 2020/02/20 | I ate a whole cookie. I've been pretty consistent with restricting the past few months. I'm on a tight eating schedule that consists of the same caloric intake, around a thousand calories, daily. It's a vegan diet and I've been maintaining my low weight with this discipline.
It's been causing some dizzy spells, but I'l... | 1.707675 | 3.893028 | 3.613075 | 86.915758 | 80.550152 | 6.297909 | 22.431703 | 7.463857 | 1.001173 | 1,268 | 41 | 254 | 19 | 33 | 427 | 177 | 329 | 0.12 | 0.84 | 0.04 | -0.9787 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 24 | 19 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 55 | 45 | 28 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 19 | 15 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 10 | 33 | 2 | 35 | 27 | 9 | 39 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 9 | 21 | 176 | 49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098514 | 0.102503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134491 | 0.273671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138167 | 0.098357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138622 | 0.186865 | 0.088006 | 0.236562 | 0 | 0 | 0.209569 | 0.148961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125969 | 0 | 0.060184 | 0.123468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095011 | 0 | 0.131013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083476 | 0.093691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116454 | 0 | 0 | 0.125328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131027 | 0 | 0 | 0.078918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098166 | 0 | 0.128513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087194 | 0 | 0.196758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097799 | 0.071833 | 0 | 0.116769 | 0 | 0 | 0.083637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137536 | 0 | 0 | 0.133593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CongratulatoryBlob | 2020/02/20 | My BMI is “normal” TW: numbers I want to scream
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EDAnonymous | strawberri_shorti | 2020/02/20 | "But you can't love food and hate food" I'm SoRrY mY dIsOrDeR iS InCoNvEnIeNt FoR yOu To TrY aNd UnDeRsTaNd. | -0.818182 | 0.459686 | 2.216909 | 87.005364 | 118.090909 | 7.214545 | 18.036364 | 7.554174 | 1.592498 | 86 | 3 | 18 | 3 | 5 | 30 | 19 | 22 | 0.473 | 0.527 | 0 | -0.9094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.705542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198071 | 0 | 0 | 0.30371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jesssjoness | 2020/02/20 | As soon as I eat I feel my fat everywhere, it’s like my bones are claustrophobic I’ll go 20 hours fasting and then I’ll eat and automatically feel fat like there’s no just eating a little bit too feel less hungry it’s either all or nothing and then I just feel like a pig and it’s as if I can feel fat on me, idk guess I... | 0.08193 | 1.894137 | 2.899225 | 91.86504 | 84.189873 | 5.975316 | 17.469937 | 7.168622 | -0.073773 | 278 | 6 | 68 | 4 | 8 | 98 | 47 | 79 | 0.05 | 0.846 | 0.104 | 0.5994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 9 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 37 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.611552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.503655 | 0.142322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291985 | 0.19967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | roxiestormz | 2020/02/20 | Dr dray ? They rip her to shreds on guru gossip and I only watched her videos strictly just to learn about skincare. But in recent videos she looks so sick, it’s sad that she moderates the comments like crazy and anything non skin related she blocks. I asked her when her birthday was on instagram and she blocked me. Ke... | 2.91 | 5.028847 | 3.52314 | 89.39562 | 76.272727 | 6.71405 | 23.396694 | 7.686295 | 1.043043 | 484 | 15 | 98 | 7 | 11 | 152 | 82 | 121 | 0.101 | 0.8 | 0.099 | 0.421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 12 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 22 | 3 | 15 | 10 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 22 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 63 | 25 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195818 | 0 | 0.222457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120318 | 0.169996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159497 | 0 | 0 | 0.236344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161245 | 0.180976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thiccspo | 2020/02/20 | im exausted and decided to recover i'm so tired of feeling bad about eating and fearing certain foods. im also tired of being in ed communities where i constantly get messages like 'its gross and fat to have thighs that touch at all' and '120 lbs is fat' and '1000 calories is a lot' and 'dont eat fruit bc the sugar wi... | 4.420639 | 4.914554 | 5.374341 | 84.039464 | 69.935252 | 8.479936 | 28.394085 | 8.515129 | 1.842203 | 535 | 18 | 113 | 8 | 9 | 176 | 99 | 139 | 0.138 | 0.759 | 0.103 | -0.8466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 12 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 11 | 20 | 11 | 2 | 2 | 25 | 22 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 5 | 16 | 17 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 64 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143564 | 0 | 0.127585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165127 | 0 | 0.122002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179085 | 0 | 0 | 0.312713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171947 | 0.077262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184771 | 0 | 0 | 0.141265 | 0.079834 | 0.146583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162663 | 0 | 0.150862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.495163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129908 | 0 | 0 | 0.203996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195821 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108548 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | habsgirl94 | 2020/02/20 | Relapse (TW) So because I had to take the semester off from school and withdraw from all my classes, I lost my school gym membership. I know I probably shouldn’t even be exercising right now in recovery anyway. But finding out that I can’t go to the school gym a few times a week really broke me down and made me feel ev... | 3.065906 | 4.785228 | 3.853274 | 88.97175 | 74.639098 | 7.543131 | 27.880383 | 8.296473 | 1.799382 | 521 | 21 | 110 | 9 | 11 | 166 | 81 | 133 | 0.118 | 0.834 | 0.048 | -0.779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 23 | 22 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 16 | 2 | 13 | 14 | 4 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 73 | 20 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130316 | 0.141505 | 0.10331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257075 | 0.121073 | 0 | 0.185652 | 0.154897 | 0.144155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177087 | 0 | 0.096317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185002 | 0 | 0 | 0.160361 | 0.113126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.514553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Pipergnome | 2020/02/20 | Dae feel healthier with ED? Dae feel like they’re somewhat healthier when they’re in disordered eating? Before recovery, I’d always prep and make meals at home. I always went to the gym. I made sure to go outside and get some sun and fresh air everyday. I’d wake up early and sleep on time.
Now that I’m in recovery, I... | 1.255833 | 3.614478 | 2.997778 | 89.6 | 83.722222 | 6.933333 | 22.888889 | 8.076483 | 1.409522 | 417 | 15 | 87 | 9 | 12 | 138 | 70 | 108 | 0 | 0.895 | 0.105 | 0.8466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 20 | 15 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 10 | 13 | 4 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 40 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301293 | 0.141898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207547 | 0 | 0.225767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187944 | 0.132584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | starving666 | 2020/02/20 | tried self recovering but im relapsing I was doing so well for a while. I put my scale away (still haven’t weighed myself since about November). I made myself eat three times a day (even if they were small, I was just trying to get into the routine). I was even staying off the ed subreddits so that I wouldn’t accidenta... | 4.348323 | 4.49309 | 5.347385 | 85.400332 | 69.993789 | 8.17913 | 29.143478 | 7.908726 | 1.66897 | 606 | 21 | 132 | 7 | 10 | 200 | 95 | 161 | 0.114 | 0.862 | 0.025 | -0.9214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 26 | 28 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 25 | 1 | 15 | 18 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 95 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153022 | 0.375711 | 0 | 0.297852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163061 | 0 | 0.129786 | 0 | 0.169909 | 0 | 0 | 0.134728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230561 | 0.173598 | 0.130068 | 0.136167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096065 | 0 | 0 | 0.198332 | 0.14644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hrabovskaan | 2020/02/20 | what’s wrong with me? How to know if I have an eating disorder? i’ve been struggling with my weight, body and eating since i was literally a little kid. it was nothing serious tho, and i wasn’t obese or anything like that. just really chubby (age 8–12 maybe). theres just been a lot going on. in the summer of 2018, i wa... | 3.153108 | 4.695899 | 3.801962 | 90.162003 | 74.031447 | 7.201346 | 23.454099 | 7.854513 | 0.970865 | 1,854 | 52 | 397 | 26 | 38 | 586 | 232 | 477 | 0.114 | 0.795 | 0.091 | -0.8648 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 66 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 33 | 18 | 1 | 3 | 13 | 0 | 45 | 30 | 8 | 2 | 6 | 82 | 71 | 36 | 0 | 10 | 19 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 21 | 25 | 20 | 3 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 18 | 9 | 1 | 4 | 21 | 11 | 55 | 9 | 50 | 41 | 17 | 59 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 22 | 0 | 12 | 33 | 264 | 76 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062319 | 0.043939 | 0 | 0.051711 | 0 | 0.058746 | 0 | 0.059039 | 0.144958 | 0 | 0.076612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065946 | 0 | 0 | 0.1396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064069 | 0 | 0 | 0.05413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081052 | 0 | 0 | 0.06378 | 0 | 0 | 0.144038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.578701 | 0 | 0 | 0.055657 | 0.129859 | 0 | 0.249028 | 0 | 0 | 0.120091 | 0.056476 | 0.061469 | 0.059239 | 0 | 0.09532 | 0 | 0.060335 | 0 | 0 | 0.053451 | 0.075985 | 0 | 0.048549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08877 | 0.0614 | 0.062981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070301 | 0 | 0.053424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066662 | 0 | 0 | 0.050158 | 0 | 0.046194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060296 | 0 | 0.065939 | 0 | 0.042581 | 0.047792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049972 | 0.062913 | 0.063597 | 0.050075 | 0 | 0 | 0.07099 | 0 | 0.259906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088956 | 0.066978 | 0 | 0.105073 | 0 | 0.065693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11845 | 0 | 0 | 0.050508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041747 | 0.040265 | 0 | 0 | 0.036642 | 0 | 0.059564 | 0 | 0 | 0.085327 | 0 | 0.061385 | 0.065418 | 0.075588 | 0.054273 | 0 | 0.051849 | 0.074128 | 0 | 0.050406 | 0.229563 | 0.0565 | 0 | 0.056702 | 0.140315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063816 | 0 | 0.089278 | 0.068705 | 0 | 0.121399 |
EDAnonymous | imfunnyinthewall | 2020/02/20 | Hey stoners out there, DAE feel like they're not allowed to eat until after they smoke? Since smoking makes me hungry (damn munchies) I feel like I have to wait all day until I smoke to be "allowed" to eat. I usually smoke before bed, and that's also when I eat so I can fall asleep, but it's turned into a compulsion wh... | 3.185385 | 4.538063 | 4.305641 | 87.347692 | 73.615385 | 6.738462 | 23.25641 | 7.168622 | 0.773856 | 300 | 8 | 62 | 3 | 6 | 98 | 55 | 78 | 0 | 0.943 | 0.057 | 0.4329 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 12 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 10 | 9 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 38 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129665 | 0.190007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.759013 | 0.154913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18753 | 0.264959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | martommy | 2020/02/20 | Pen pal anyone? I’ve recently been starting to get back into writing which has always been one of my favorite things to do. In my opinion there’s nothing better than sitting down and word vomiting onto a piece of paper. Seeing all your thoughts and feelings. Maybe I’m just a nerd but I feel like it helps.
Anyways, th... | 2.036152 | 4.54435 | 3.110455 | 89.089015 | 81.636364 | 4.757576 | 23.712121 | 5.985473 | 0.634303 | 441 | 16 | 82 | 3 | 12 | 141 | 85 | 110 | 0.057 | 0.757 | 0.186 | 0.947 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 23 | 18 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 14 | 13 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 60 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199681 | 0 | 0.15418 | 0.160423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292453 | 0.137735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094191 | 0.193234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16391 | 0 | 0 | 0.128694 | 0 | 0.193692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136463 | 0 | 0.153969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256173 | 0 | 0 | 0.15306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136958 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tattyplays | 2020/02/20 | Any other emetophobes? I’m an anorexic with “bulimic tendencies” as my doctor says. So basically I binge and I do everything to get ready to purge it all and as I’m there about to purge I panic. My phobia has gotten a lot better in the past years (the word “vomit” would induce panic). But I only ever do a little or not... | 0.839887 | 2.642226 | 3.153235 | 91.088597 | 81.5 | 5.949321 | 18.549774 | 7.010147 | 0.132037 | 492 | 11 | 110 | 6 | 13 | 169 | 89 | 136 | 0.123 | 0.834 | 0.043 | -0.7184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 26 | 17 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 14 | 2 | 20 | 14 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 75 | 18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121662 | 0 | 0.169828 | 0 | 0 | 0.176513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180532 | 0 | 0 | 0.17937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147986 | 0.153929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212546 | 0.135241 | 0.30358 | 0 | 0.468329 | 0 | 0 | 0.190522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141264 | 0 | 0 | 0.166858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141776 | 0 | 0 | 0.128523 |
EDAnonymous | srirachahotsex | 2020/02/20 | 3 weeks of recovery type eating. back to restriction How can I not be triggered by a few pounds of weight gain? I was doing so well- three meals a day, allowing occasional junk food, even snacks in between meals. I felt no guilt and even enjoyed the slight changes in my body, but one step on the scale and boom- right b... | 2.675402 | 4.933638 | 3.500294 | 88.600362 | 77.602941 | 6.831674 | 28.108597 | 7.882392 | 1.822699 | 545 | 24 | 109 | 9 | 13 | 173 | 92 | 136 | 0.077 | 0.786 | 0.138 | 0.8894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 22 | 15 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 8 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 10 | 5 | 18 | 9 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 70 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178959 | 0.182079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173407 | 0 | 0 | 0.177141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216537 | 0 | 0 | 0.156634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115782 | 0 | 0 | 0.144745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095584 | 0 | 0.155378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131488 | 0.199612 | 0.147385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | giddyromilly | 2020/02/20 | found out my bmr is so much lower than I thought... thanks to pcos (TW - NUMBERS) I have PCOS, which means my ovaries go insane and my hormones are dumb. It also means I'm insulin resistant, which makes losing weight very difficult without extreme restriction.
I recently was shown a published medical article about BMR... | 6.24251 | 8.555765 | 5.634611 | 77.010059 | 67.478261 | 8.206588 | 35.009223 | 8.841846 | 3.356368 | 627 | 31 | 98 | 11 | 11 | 191 | 101 | 138 | 0.184 | 0.751 | 0.064 | -0.9505 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 58 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 14 | 3 | 17 | 15 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 62 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.384843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11481 | 0 | 0 | 0.374712 | 0 | 0.173269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339654 | 0 | 0 | 0.146885 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141916 | 0.101449 | 0 | 0 | 0.209447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1658 | 0.186524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | convolutedDoggo | 2020/02/20 | Bitches really be “recovering” from eds only to end up with a completely different ed It’s me I’m bitches | 0.259286 | 2.362921 | 5.000357 | 68.563393 | 105.666667 | 9.719048 | 29.059524 | 8.841846 | 4.59661 | 85 | 5 | 14 | 4 | 4 | 33 | 20 | 21 | 0.328 | 0.672 | 0 | -0.8316 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.526603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.524748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.444847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | chris12312 | 2020/02/20 | I'm trying to recover, but bronkaid legitimately helps me asthma I've been avoiding using it because I don't want to relapse with my ED, but I've been having awful asthma attacks. I finally caved and allowed myself to take some and I'm trying to force myself to keep eating, I know if I let myself have a "day off" recov... | 3.655882 | 4.851318 | 5.418412 | 80.438353 | 72.235294 | 7.792941 | 28.305882 | 8.238736 | 2.016052 | 528 | 20 | 101 | 8 | 10 | 181 | 79 | 136 | 0.086 | 0.751 | 0.163 | 0.8976 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 11 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 22 | 30 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 12 | 4 | 15 | 26 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 60 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097105 | 0 | 0.316887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124579 | 0 | 0 | 0.184602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330403 | 0 | 0 | 0.102144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190055 | 0 | 0.181604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160524 | 0 | 0 | 0.109625 | 0 | 0 | 0.226328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119688 |
EDAnonymous | sauveonionblanccc | 2020/02/20 | What is your opinion on losing weight at maintenance/normal weight **I am going to suggest you don’t even consider this or read this if you around only 10-20 pounds above your underweight BMI because I remember be at that weight and always try to go back to bordering underweight.**
Currently I am no bordering the over... | 3.281707 | 5.764208 | 4.164817 | 83.459299 | 76.682927 | 8.002439 | 24.27439 | 8.841846 | 1.993373 | 682 | 23 | 128 | 16 | 16 | 219 | 94 | 164 | 0.133 | 0.826 | 0.041 | -0.9186 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 34 | 25 | 11 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 11 | 11 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 20 | 1 | 21 | 20 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 91 | 29 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224546 | 0 | 0.059338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128585 | 0.08805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109535 | 0.049218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050856 | 0 | 0.165962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096382 | 0 | 0 | 0.087198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057414 | 0 | 0 | 0.711206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138296 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hehe-throwaway | 2020/02/20 | binging on cough drops :( yesterday i binged on cough drops??? fucking cough drops??? shitty medicine candy?????? literally i ate 14 of them i hate myself | 1.624889 | 0.59509 | 2.013333 | 85.575556 | 151 | 4.311111 | 22.777778 | 5.822114 | 1.377044 | 115 | 5 | 18 | 2 | 9 | 35 | 18 | 25 | 0.364 | 0.636 | 0 | -0.9086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.683507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.729944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | philoqueen | 2020/02/20 | Recovers from anorexia, then is put on another diet.... *facepalm* I’ve been in recovery for about 1 & 1/2 years now and something I noticed about eating food is that my digestion SUCKS balls.
At first, my doctor said my body is getting used to digesting food again and it’ll get better soon (fine), the issues did... | 4.475911 | 7.005949 | 5.647489 | 74.060351 | 73.032258 | 8.8926 | 30.296015 | 9.478462 | 3.284768 | 1,614 | 72 | 269 | 42 | 34 | 535 | 206 | 372 | 0.12 | 0.785 | 0.095 | -0.9272 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 65 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 20 | 21 | 4 | 0 | 13 | 1 | 28 | 33 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 60 | 57 | 28 | 1 | 14 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 15 | 27 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 15 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 7 | 29 | 12 | 37 | 37 | 7 | 30 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 2 | 7 | 19 | 173 | 39 | 2 | 0.138231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074887 | 0 | 0 | 0.072474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053146 | 0 | 0.042132 | 0 | 0.058812 | 0 | 0 | 0.061127 | 0 | 0.076772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073115 | 0.059537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071731 | 0.072211 | 0.158425 | 0.070743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.636503 | 0 | 0.155492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062519 | 0.058233 | 0 | 0.124233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069894 | 0.049376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05879 | 0.334299 | 0 | 0 | 0.063896 | 0.07222 | 0 | 0 | 0.057971 | 0 | 0 | 0.076139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136475 | 0.070933 | 0.073467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075287 | 0 | 0 | 0.069652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050808 | 0.102497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078689 | 0 | 0 | 0.046835 | 0.052566 | 0.073544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066134 | 0 | 0.06948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059694 | 0 | 0.057028 | 0.244597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124286 | 0.128142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089016 |
EDAnonymous | tryinginliife | 2020/02/20 | a friend who have been telling me to stop calorie counting is restricting herself (tw: numbers) i’ve been living with my ed for a about a year now. i tried to recover but it wasn’t working. although my friend doesn’t evidently know that i have been dealing with this, she knows that i count calories. time and time again... | 4.823331 | 5.812734 | 5.834861 | 79.310061 | 69.292683 | 8.003484 | 32.691638 | 8.192908 | 2.496017 | 824 | 37 | 154 | 11 | 14 | 273 | 118 | 205 | 0.201 | 0.757 | 0.042 | -0.9892 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 25 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 29 | 38 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 9 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 31 | 3 | 23 | 26 | 3 | 20 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 121 | 47 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.152132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260333 | 0.285097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10054 | 0.160721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240889 | 0 | 0.081449 | 0 | 0.088599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137659 | 0 | 0 | 0.174407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128958 | 0.175233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220687 | 0 | 0 | 0.260671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10357 | 0 | 0 | 0.123764 | 0.181808 | 0 | 0 | 0.148965 | 0 | 0.105843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100392 |
EDAnonymous | eleusian_mysteries | 2020/02/20 | When you learn about EDs in class sipping my breakfast of green tea, thoughtfully answering the discussion question of the impact of EDs on osteoporosis, which of course does not relate to me at all
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EDAnonymous | jadereloaded | 2020/02/20 | Skinni tik tok There seems to be a lot of skinni content coming out of tik tok, is it worth finally joining and if so what should I look for?? | 3.34 | 3.786164 | 4.813333 | 87.27 | 72.333333 | 7.333333 | 25 | 7.168622 | 0.959 | 110 | 3 | 24 | 1 | 2 | 37 | 26 | 30 | 0 | 0.923 | 0.077 | 0.3094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 17 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.534604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409816 | 0 | 0 | 0.414899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.444277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | violet4566 | 2020/02/20 | does anyone else with an ed get worried about how much other people are eating? ever since i’ve had my eating disorder i have started to obsessively focus on what my friends or family are eating. for instance, two months ago, i couldn’t stop thinking about how my friend doesn’t really eat healthy foods or water and i m... | 4.338807 | 4.235347 | 5.185631 | 87.413083 | 69.984127 | 8.282373 | 24.832916 | 7.854513 | 1.035921 | 1,169 | 26 | 263 | 13 | 19 | 382 | 134 | 315 | 0.116 | 0.802 | 0.082 | -0.7699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 25 | 24 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 40 | 54 | 26 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 17 | 24 | 6 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 2 | 40 | 5 | 29 | 39 | 3 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 31 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 24 | 167 | 67 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045378 | 0.047216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039677 | 0.058141 | 0 | 0 | 0.053048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130068 | 0 | 0.049657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.754825 | 0.047402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037479 | 0.102657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068615 | 0 | 0.131521 | 0 | 0.088939 | 0 | 0.096747 | 0 | 0.090767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050437 | 0 | 0 | 0.06237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061653 | 0 | 0 | 0.055445 | 0 | 0 | 0.100434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045293 | 0 | 0.041714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053977 | 0 | 0.056811 | 0.057428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120491 | 0 | 0 | 0.237203 | 0 | 0 | 0.064959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181797 | 0.111502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062496 | 0 | 0.033469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | d8syma7 | 2020/02/20 | Fucking confused gaining weight on under 300cal????? Right so basically I weighed myself yesterday morning and was at 121.6lbs (yay) and fasted all day, when I got home I weighed myself again (I know wtf I should stop) and I was 123.4????
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EDAnonymous | Lilla_puggy | 2020/02/20 | I feel guilty about saying that I’m fat My boyfriend and a lot of my closest girlfriends are on the chubbier side of healthy if not a bit overweight. I love them with my entire heart and I don’t see anything wrong with their appearance (if anything they’re all super attractive like wtf leave some pretty for the rest of... | 4.346079 | 5.326427 | 4.356199 | 89.508442 | 70.387283 | 7.15395 | 28.289499 | 7.168622 | 1.321825 | 682 | 24 | 142 | 6 | 12 | 210 | 107 | 173 | 0.152 | 0.69 | 0.159 | 0.3228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 13 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 30 | 23 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 19 | 7 | 21 | 19 | 13 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 94 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22926 | 0 | 0 | 0.158471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211299 | 0.099514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153108 | 0 | 0 | 0.147496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233949 | 0 | 0 | 0.355277 | 0.125721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110775 | 0 | 0.140976 | 0.111002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1523 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lostbootsinthesnow | 2020/02/20 | Anyone else? So all of my life, I have either been taught to binge (from my grandma), or "diet" (which was just really my parents walking the fine line of eating/not eating). Well, in highschool the extreme restrictions were shoved onto me, mom didn't care as long as I lost weight, grandma cared, however I kinda shut h... | 8.518824 | 8.071063 | 7.773374 | 73.49626 | 61.417062 | 9.947609 | 38.613098 | 9.095869 | 3.628266 | 912 | 41 | 150 | 12 | 11 | 284 | 141 | 211 | 0.104 | 0.768 | 0.127 | 0.6269 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 43 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 16 | 14 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 22 | 27 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 21 | 9 | 28 | 19 | 7 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 105 | 32 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163446 | 0.239508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097587 | 0.142494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122111 | 0.267902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358782 | 0.195271 | 0 | 0.103518 | 0.120765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122127 | 0 | 0 | 0.098031 | 0 | 0 | 0.128753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124235 | 0 | 0 | 0.07834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103432 | 0 | 0 | 0.127585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136885 | 0 | 0 | 0.085918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129778 | 0.126566 | 0.111572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074874 | 0.120169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092945 | 0.117014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068937 | 0 | 0 | 0.284649 | 0.315259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075265 |
EDAnonymous | Its_Coraline | 2020/02/20 | F this man. I was doing so well in recovery, now something totally outside of my control is ruining it. I mean, really well. Loved how I looked, didnt count calories, hunger cues were so so normal again. I ate till I was full and stopped, didn't need to finish everything for fear I wouldn't get to eat again. If I was h... | 3.475726 | 5.489579 | 3.979234 | 87.238851 | 74.268817 | 7.015591 | 28.829301 | 7.865859 | 1.877678 | 754 | 32 | 146 | 11 | 16 | 237 | 122 | 186 | 0.091 | 0.778 | 0.131 | 0.8658 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 16 | 11 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 19 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 33 | 32 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 10 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 11 | 4 | 17 | 6 | 16 | 20 | 6 | 21 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 8 | 2 | 3 | 13 | 94 | 24 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072477 | 0 | 0 | 0.114064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.689964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125335 | 0.074227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101001 | 0 | 0 | 0.12646 | 0.113647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135892 | 0 | 0 | 0.207789 | 0.058714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101428 | 0 | 0.150031 | 0 | 0 | 0.122416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187911 | 0 | 0 | 0.12865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | toastyforkers | 2020/02/20 | told my friend about my ed feels good to finally tell someone i trust but now he feels like crap bc i keep giving him my lunch and he wants to buy me lunch in order to make up for it :( | 1.716016 | 2.398635 | 2.979024 | 98.04626 | 76.317073 | 6.442276 | 18.544715 | 6.427356 | -0.436275 | 142 | 2 | 37 | 1 | 3 | 46 | 33 | 41 | 0.137 | 0.625 | 0.238 | 0.5106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333933 | 0.235905 | 0 | 0.361734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255123 | 0 | 0 | 0.316772 | 0 | 0.276968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | readdevilman | 2020/02/20 | i just c/s a fucking popsicle my life is hell it was very viscous | -2.916 | -1.726767 | 1.306667 | 94.6 | 115 | 4.666667 | 25 | 6.427356 | 1.229 | 51 | 3 | 12 | 1 | 3 | 19 | 15 | 15 | 0.295 | 0.705 | 0 | -0.6808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.648163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.495213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.578488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | martpogboi | 2020/02/20 | TW (food amounts/bmi mention) - What on earth was my boyfriend thinking/ why do I gotta be such a sensitive baby ?? Admittedly I have not been doing the greatest in terms of eating lately and admittedly it’s causing some distress in my relationship.
It’s a daily fight with my significant other over me eating. I don’t... | 3.955952 | 4.821137 | 5.038468 | 84.684391 | 71.201258 | 8.297541 | 28.605489 | 8.57599 | 1.94114 | 1,226 | 45 | 258 | 20 | 22 | 404 | 166 | 318 | 0.121 | 0.765 | 0.113 | -0.6849 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 18 | 2 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 30 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 44 | 49 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 25 | 12 | 7 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 9 | 32 | 10 | 38 | 31 | 5 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 14 | 0 | 5 | 19 | 168 | 57 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156636 | 0.084723 | 0.088973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292153 | 0.079504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089719 | 0 | 0.144365 | 0.135981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080953 | 0.230164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099334 | 0 | 0.084593 | 0 | 0 | 0.052304 | 0 | 0.107358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063528 | 0 | 0.478063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069962 | 0.070569 | 0 | 0 | 0.101216 | 0 | 0 | 0.09132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064491 | 0 | 0 | 0.111663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060969 | 0 | 0 | 0.102179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060982 | 0.187011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180423 | 0.090941 | 0 | 0.129231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | poppybasket | 2020/02/20 | cake day woo wish i could eat some and not wanna die that’s it that’s the post | -1.310526 | 0.271628 | 0.536053 | 108.139868 | 87.947368 | 3.8 | 9.5 | 3.1291 | -2.384495 | 62 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 20 | 17 | 19 | 0 | 0.592 | 0.408 | 0.8379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34304 | 0 | 0 | 0.277088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.445908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.439638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.494075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | seramac2 | 2020/02/20 | Celebrating recovery!! I just feel so confident and happy in a way that felt impossible before.
My scale ran out of batteries a while ago and I just never put them back in. I don't know what I weigh and honestly I don't care.
I've found an exercise class that I love and it makes me feel great. After trying that class... | 3.015519 | 5.456943 | 4.271309 | 82.564842 | 77.381503 | 8.463652 | 26.361442 | 9.168548 | 2.442402 | 711 | 28 | 138 | 19 | 17 | 233 | 107 | 173 | 0.077 | 0.765 | 0.158 | 0.9023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 35 | 29 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 21 | 8 | 13 | 19 | 1 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 14 | 84 | 31 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260645 | 0.172552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15615 | 0 | 0.162016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232317 | 0 | 0.294103 | 0.167772 | 0 | 0 | 0.185194 | 0.167925 | 0 | 0.141588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168338 | 0.124841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138227 | 0 | 0.102231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146345 | 0 | 0.103981 | 0 | 0.149609 | 0.159438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111498 | 0 | 0 | 0.217592 | 0 | 0 | 0.098626 |
EDAnonymous | littlebitdead | 2020/02/20 | Relapse on laxatives after 4 years (TMI) I never recovered since 2012, but I did stop using laxatives about 4 years ago. It was extremely bad. Couldn’t poop without them. Was popping about 10-15 pills each night just for a normal solid poop. I gained 15 pounds since then and I’ve been getting realllyyy desperate becaus... | 3.453006 | 6.378668 | 4.760397 | 76.81449 | 79.280374 | 8.800312 | 28.542835 | 9.299571 | 3.339979 | 464 | 21 | 77 | 14 | 12 | 153 | 79 | 107 | 0.206 | 0.697 | 0.097 | -0.9462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 16 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 13 | 8 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 46 | 10 | 0 | 0.187999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289119 | 0.156971 | 0.229205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173802 | 0.294665 | 0 | 0.106844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289993 | 0 | 0 | 0.176424 | 0.184199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24213 |
EDAnonymous | honey401 | 2020/02/20 | Anyone wish they had a certain type of ED that isn't theirs? I was at an inpatient program last year. Diagnosed with anorexia, but the b/p subtype. At some points, I'd even argue it was straight up b/p only. Because of the way my life is, I've not been able to get "severely underweight" or look "sickly" and it's kind o... | 4.137592 | 5.853971 | 4.880931 | 82.71427 | 71.808989 | 7.782343 | 29.568218 | 8.418075 | 2.242851 | 363 | 15 | 68 | 6 | 7 | 117 | 71 | 89 | 0.172 | 0.735 | 0.094 | -0.8677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 10 | 7 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 42 | 12 | 2 | 0.207777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290565 | 0.212892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216368 | 0 | 0.169366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.477866 | 0.200289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133801 |
EDAnonymous | PNWbleedingheart | 2020/02/20 | ED affecting how you view your significant other How do you guys navigate warped ED views with how you see your significant other, or even family members? Lately I'm finding that my fucked up ED thoughts are seeping into my relationship. I've had a bit of a relapse this year as well as exercising more so I've lost weig... | 5.34802 | 5.439075 | 5.811758 | 83.117412 | 67.838951 | 9.221816 | 28.297987 | 9.017664 | 1.934176 | 1,045 | 31 | 222 | 17 | 16 | 337 | 159 | 267 | 0.158 | 0.786 | 0.057 | -0.9854 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 8 | 20 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 14 | 14 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 47 | 35 | 26 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 13 | 7 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 7 | 30 | 3 | 28 | 24 | 10 | 35 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 28 | 14 | 3 | 3 | 18 | 140 | 41 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216126 | 0 | 0 | 0.110497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101284 | 0 | 0 | 0.087669 | 0 | 0.110392 | 0.130754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093312 | 0 | 0.050048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091508 | 0 | 0 | 0.056254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080684 | 0.223313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087403 | 0 | 0 | 0.221472 | 0.216102 | 0.084151 | 0.089335 | 0.09366 | 0.066072 | 0 | 0.099441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145527 | 0.146788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105413 | 0.067073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10528 | 0 | 0 | 0.126821 | 0.10177 | 0 | 0.10627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101604 | 0.081879 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07006 | 0 | 0.237142 | 0.248261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235743 | 0.115435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081671 | 0.116765 | 0 | 0 | 0.361602 | 0.088997 | 0.091758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127483 |
EDAnonymous | sushidecarne | 2020/02/20 | We were chatting at work today and my boss mentioned that since he has been on diet the past months he went down to 4 kg LESS than my current went and now I want to die??? (like, I didn't mentioned my weight, he said his current weight that is 4kg lower than mine).
I don't know why. I know he is a male, his body type ... | 3.693529 | 3.211183 | 4.644706 | 92.041176 | 71.352941 | 7.270588 | 26.411765 | 5.683918 | 0.6074 | 300 | 8 | 73 | 1 | 5 | 98 | 58 | 85 | 0.06 | 0.925 | 0.015 | -0.533 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 17 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 13 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 41 | 15 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221912 | 0.223396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104462 | 0.214304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126117 | 0 | 0 | 0.520751 | 0 | 0.396427 | 0.192939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | wanttolivefreely | 2020/02/20 | I want to get help (medication) for my binge eating disorder, but I’m afraid my doctor will put me back on my SSRI I was on Zoloft for 2 years for depression, and it treated my symptoms well enough but caused me to have sexual dysfunction. I lost my ability to orgasm, so after a while we tapered my dosage to zero. My ... | 5.164737 | 6.026172 | 6.484898 | 75.422739 | 68.438776 | 10.316484 | 29.362637 | 10.389874 | 3.052698 | 793 | 28 | 151 | 21 | 13 | 269 | 112 | 196 | 0.225 | 0.647 | 0.127 | -0.9811 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 14 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 9 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 23 | 25 | 11 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 26 | 4 | 25 | 18 | 2 | 26 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 100 | 32 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.44491 | 0 | 0.070542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118164 | 0.132353 | 0 | 0.118877 | 0 | 0.099683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132626 | 0.23689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11957 | 0 | 0.076432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241837 | 0 | 0.065767 | 0.097061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246011 | 0 | 0 | 0.077565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129462 | 0.126323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233153 | 0.116619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184734 | 0 | 0 | 0.085805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12857 | 0.078567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117929 | 0.082205 | 0 | 0 | 0.07452 |
EDAnonymous | ssakii | 2020/02/20 | anxiety about boyfriend has been triggering my ed lately i’ve been having intense anxiety over my boyfriend leaving me. i feel like i’m a burden and that he’ll leave me because i’m fat, ugly, annoying, the list goes on and on. i know it’s my stupid brain and anxiety - he constantly reassures me and tells me he loves me... | 5.632941 | 5.632298 | 6.137059 | 81.341765 | 67.235294 | 10.329412 | 29.254902 | 10.125757 | 2.603331 | 804 | 25 | 166 | 18 | 12 | 261 | 105 | 204 | 0.175 | 0.739 | 0.086 | -0.9368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 16 | 4 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 45 | 40 | 18 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 13 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 31 | 6 | 18 | 29 | 6 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 108 | 42 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114003 | 0 | 0.125634 | 0.091044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.435468 | 0 | 0 | 0.079605 | 0.116651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254185 | 0 | 0 | 0.232152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095106 | 0 | 0.100836 | 0 | 0 | 0.075196 | 0 | 0.095922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172695 | 0.162666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202387 | 0 | 0 | 0.187704 | 0 | 0.256852 | 0.361647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111241 | 0.114106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102753 | 0 | 0.075995 | 0 | 0.228752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075636 | 0.218848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123464 | 0 | 0 | 0.116021 | 0.080875 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | QueenOfSiamese | 2020/02/20 | I have stretch marks up to my tits cos of BED lol so i feel there’s no real point trying to recover bc it’s permanently scarred me anyway i look like i’ve been pregnant and i’m 23. fuck it u know! i get quite obsessive about checking them and it’s taking up loads of time again and i keep checking tummy tuck before and ... | -0.716767 | 1.457754 | 1.406 | 96.856333 | 97.1 | 4.266667 | 15.666667 | 6.079149 | -0.533133 | 369 | 9 | 83 | 4 | 15 | 122 | 71 | 100 | 0.08 | 0.879 | 0.04 | -0.396 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 17 | 18 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 11 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 53 | 15 | 0 | 0.225028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20355 | 0 | 0.215024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208034 | 0.117568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200015 | 0 | 0 | 0.123669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239345 | 0 | 0.256131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.47956 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Sabree147 | 2020/02/20 | Decided to buy take out I eat the same thing everyday because of my eating disorder. I eat sweet potatoes, beans, and spinach. I figured I should eat something different sort of like a "cheat day." I bought sushi. I ate it but I feel like shit. I wasted my damn money. Should've just went to sleep instead of buying food... | 1.464837 | 4.14851 | 2.280196 | 92.171993 | 88.117647 | 5.375163 | 23.732026 | 6.937598 | 1.027848 | 276 | 11 | 54 | 4 | 9 | 86 | 52 | 68 | 0.256 | 0.656 | 0.088 | -0.9236 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 29 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198721 | 0.217988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.778497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096172 | 0.13588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19524 | 0 | 0 | 0.190339 | 0 | 0 | 0.146427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | miserych1ck | 2020/02/20 | My sister's eating is driving me nuts My sister was always the skinny one, she even struggles a lot trying to gain weight.
She recently broke up with a guy she dated (+never got over her ex) and she's very depressed, to the point she's barely eating, and I'm about to be really shitty and selfish but its driving me craz... | 5.483102 | 4.858475 | 6.531002 | 80.496394 | 67.650307 | 8.471438 | 29.154056 | 7.38713 | 1.691399 | 618 | 18 | 124 | 5 | 9 | 208 | 95 | 163 | 0.166 | 0.788 | 0.046 | -0.9598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 10 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 17 | 18 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 29 | 1 | 16 | 13 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 27 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 88 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112705 | 0.081675 | 0.169964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.836054 | 0.085318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081684 | 0 | 0 | 0.101127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085765 | 0 | 0.111489 | 0.086829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069207 | 0.077676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089178 | 0 | 0 | 0.096548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065428 | 0 | 0.100843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076791 | 0.08209 | 0.089268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069341 | 0 | 0.099768 | 0 | 0.122852 | 0 | 0 | 0.08427 | 0.06024 | 0 | 0 | 0.124369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Timely-Coffee | 2020/02/20 | 4 Days with no anxiety meds, hanging out in the airport cryin Just needed somewhere to share. I forgot my medication on a trip and I am in a bad way. My absolutely loathing for my double chin is out of control and I am sitting here in the airport crying about it. It's 8 pm and I haven't eaten since my 8 am banana, so o... | 3.030636 | 4.493048 | 4.410526 | 86.002018 | 74.197368 | 6.645614 | 26.482456 | 7.168622 | 1.217011 | 585 | 21 | 120 | 6 | 12 | 194 | 103 | 152 | 0.092 | 0.801 | 0.107 | 0.6478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 12 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 21 | 23 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 17 | 3 | 18 | 17 | 3 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 79 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420978 | 0.472114 | 0.176145 | 0 | 0.099076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108137 | 0.078949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145259 | 0 | 0 | 0.284526 | 0.083525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135329 | 0 | 0.073605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086809 | 0 | 0.129911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143859 | 0.13047 | 0 | 0.137392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.472114 | 0.083401 |
EDAnonymous | hewwo12345 | 2020/02/20 | getting triggered by jav idol measurements 😔 TW- measurements
i saw this jav idol that is 78-54-75 cm and she's apparently 38 kg at 4'10. how is this even possible? i'm trying to tell myself that pornstars lie about certain things and i can't help but compare myself. i've been more tolerant about my weight until i f... | 1.826541 | 4.610041 | 3.146541 | 85.780831 | 87.780488 | 6.884257 | 26.966741 | 8.000946 | 2.27762 | 340 | 16 | 63 | 8 | 11 | 110 | 66 | 82 | 0.072 | 0.826 | 0.102 | 0.3293 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 38 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41089 | 0 | 0 | 0.195789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.42247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.45634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | deuille | 2020/02/20 | friends r aware but do not CARE hi just venting. my friends are aware if my ed but do not seem to care and it fuels me so so so so much. if i was smaller they would care about it more — so i keep going. it drives me insane i just want to be sick enough for people to actually notice | -1.920968 | -0.088304 | 0.531226 | 102.296839 | 102.548387 | 3.125161 | 14.264516 | 4.935629 | -1.32836 | 216 | 5 | 54 | 1 | 10 | 72 | 41 | 62 | 0.249 | 0.651 | 0.1 | -0.9259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 13 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 5 | 10 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 39 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.704038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16351 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | notfeelinglucky | 2020/02/20 | casually suffering in silence Started self-harming when I was 11. Always had self-image issues and hated my body. Love/hate relationship with food throughout my childhood, and my mom’s comments on my body only amplified these issues.
My gf broke up with me after I moved back home after graduating college. She dumped ... | 2.406202 | 4.619253 | 3.726577 | 86.868423 | 78.278846 | 5.698462 | 23.380769 | 6.742158 | 0.807774 | 823 | 27 | 158 | 8 | 20 | 269 | 128 | 208 | 0.216 | 0.691 | 0.094 | -0.9808 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 19 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 14 | 16 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 34 | 31 | 16 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 11 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 33 | 6 | 20 | 25 | 3 | 18 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 13 | 107 | 40 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073324 | 0.076293 | 0 | 0 | 0.062352 | 0 | 0 | 0.103584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106331 | 0.187643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.554359 | 0 | 0 | 0.169532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102578 | 0.10009 | 0.077952 | 0.082754 | 0 | 0.061204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214772 | 0 | 0.097452 | 0 | 0 | 0.070717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097647 | 0 | 0.069734 | 0 | 0 | 0.101811 | 0 | 0 | 0.063566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073697 | 0.160282 | 0.084416 | 0 | 0.106459 | 0.060915 | 0.117502 | 0.090085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237572 | 0 | 0 | 0.054081 | 0 | 0 | 0.223307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TakeThisification | 2020/02/20 | Why is eating dinner so much harder?? I’ve been really good about breakfast and lunch recently, but I always fail at dinner and just restrict until I fall asleep. I’m currently just lying on the couch talking to myself aloud that “it’s okay that you’re hungry” and “you’re allowed to eat something,” but I feel so blocke... | 2.610273 | 4.654675 | 3.825455 | 87.228182 | 76.909091 | 6.218182 | 23.727273 | 7.168622 | 0.997382 | 433 | 14 | 84 | 5 | 10 | 141 | 76 | 110 | 0.242 | 0.587 | 0.172 | -0.9267 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 16 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 5 | 13 | 15 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 50 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15779 | 0 | 0 | 0.128957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14651 | 0 | 0 | 0.181913 | 0 | 0.159055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242968 | 0 | 0.374479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tearsandwanderlust | 2020/02/20 | Gym class lol (TW?)
My gym class teacher said we should be eating AT LEAST 2500 calories a day. My brain went 😶 when she said that. Here I am having eaten absolutely nothing today other than a cup of black coffee. 🤨She also said it is crucial to eat breakfast every day even if you “don’t feel like it”... I can’t reme... | 0.352692 | 2.271761 | 2.886859 | 91.731058 | 83.871795 | 4.925641 | 18.724359 | 5.985473 | -0.183903 | 280 | 7 | 62 | 2 | 8 | 97 | 64 | 78 | 0 | 0.924 | 0.076 | 0.6486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 14 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 34 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135609 | 0 | 0.172987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103814 | 0.146678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232583 | 0 | 0.585907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119721 | 0 | 0.194615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dwal191 | 2020/02/20 | 18 years old penis glans soft even with viagra please help Even with viagra my penis is not rigid at all. I’m 18, this started when I was 14 and it’s gotten worse please help me I don’t know what to do is there any medications ? Will the NHS treat this ? I’ve took anabolic steroids in the past, could this be the cause ... | 0.910286 | 3.245224 | 1.9825 | 96.43375 | 85.142857 | 5.785714 | 15.892857 | 7.168622 | -0.229429 | 267 | 5 | 61 | 4 | 8 | 84 | 54 | 70 | 0.069 | 0.739 | 0.193 | 0.8131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 33 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.531916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156025 |
EDAnonymous | sunflower_wannabe | 2020/02/21 | Feeling happy My sister has two free passes to a buffet type place at a college local to us and really wanted me to come. I have no plans tonight but didn’t want to go because food and also I’m not hungry right now anyway. She knows I’m struggling with a relapse right now and she was like “hey please still come! You do... | 2.806364 | 3.473432 | 4.406937 | 88.888309 | 73.713376 | 6.982976 | 22.552982 | 6.980633 | 0.535604 | 570 | 13 | 128 | 5 | 11 | 192 | 100 | 157 | 0.042 | 0.762 | 0.195 | 0.9741 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 17 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 29 | 16 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 14 | 7 | 15 | 22 | 2 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 86 | 18 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109061 | 0.159814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152796 | 0 | 0.478803 | 0.130297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08149 | 0 | 0.088644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16296 | 0.171213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124562 | 0 | 0 | 0.163059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152365 | 0 | 0.187618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | LokiSutcliff | 2020/02/21 | Feeling invalid, yay. Okay, so like- I'm not officially diagnosed with an eating disorder, because I'm still a bit under 18 and I would have to tell my parents about all of this, which I definitely not want to do. I had some struggles with my mental health and a constant feeling of never being valid in the past and it ... | 6.210655 | 5.468584 | 6.650714 | 80.627619 | 66.202381 | 9.371429 | 32.357143 | 8.515129 | 2.315471 | 653 | 23 | 135 | 8 | 9 | 213 | 107 | 168 | 0.183 | 0.727 | 0.089 | -0.9695 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 13 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 40 | 26 | 13 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 19 | 4 | 23 | 19 | 6 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 96 | 28 | 0 | 0.155401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129753 | 0.189462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169657 | 0 | 0 | 0.173479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167933 | 0 | 0.124075 | 0 | 0 | 0.100221 | 0 | 0 | 0.157729 | 0 | 0 | 0.178103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159014 | 0 | 0 | 0.137639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138127 | 0 | 0 | 0.085404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338554 | 0 | 0 | 0.156607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172554 | 0 | 0.148348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124103 | 0 | 0 | 0.162459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158367 | 0.220785 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | throoaweigh | 2020/02/21 | why does my terrible body image keeps ruining things that aren't even related to it?? bitch, everything isn't about you!!! today i got the lead role in a play my uni's theatre society are doing and i was happy about it for a solid five seconds before my brain jumped in and ruined it what the fuck!!!
show's in april, ... | 7.2325 | 4.903761 | 7.918788 | 77.473182 | 65.136364 | 11.527273 | 34.121212 | 10.125757 | 3.044158 | 495 | 16 | 107 | 9 | 6 | 167 | 89 | 132 | 0.141 | 0.702 | 0.157 | -0.58 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 16 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 16 | 21 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 4 | 15 | 17 | 2 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 77 | 22 | 1 | 0.179082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168253 | 0 | 0 | 0.109167 | 0 | 0.152386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19892 | 0 | 0.599744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165558 | 0.093563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161016 | 0 | 0.323187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CallMeFrida | 2020/02/21 | Is it even an eating disorder anymore? Is it even an eating disorder anymore? I don’t engage in the same dangerous behaviors I used to. The unending ache to be smaller is still there. I don’t go to the extremes I used to when binging, there’s just occasional overeating. There isn’t much hate and shame when I do anymore... | 1.963159 | 4.389769 | 3.911237 | 83.75068 | 81.243346 | 7.255242 | 28.404264 | 8.306716 | 2.354345 | 1,044 | 50 | 201 | 23 | 28 | 353 | 115 | 263 | 0.167 | 0.733 | 0.1 | -0.9662 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 14 | 2 | 26 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 30 | 42 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 27 | 7 | 32 | 30 | 3 | 30 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 147 | 37 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.500777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.430577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111172 | 0 | 0.070907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.043969 | 0 | 0.143488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083089 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061866 | 0 | 0.194725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064789 | 0.083235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.436117 | 0 | 0 | 0.099278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shazzzz | 2020/02/21 | Laxatives on an empty stomach. Like...Should I eat a meal now? How long do they generally take to work? Does it last long? What can I expect if I’m not constipated? Trying to minimise the damage as much as possible. | 0.297857 | 2.64739 | 3.045238 | 83.916429 | 99.238095 | 6.209524 | 20.285714 | 7.44753 | 1.332486 | 167 | 6 | 32 | 4 | 7 | 58 | 37 | 42 | 0.146 | 0.854 | 0 | -0.7149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 20 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268505 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160928 | 0 | 0 | 0.583017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | freakyfrigay | 2020/02/21 | I’m dating my thinspo idol... I did a dance show a couple years ago, and there was this girl there who I thought was stunning (body goals), and I somewhat consciously used her to trigger/drive myself to be ‘better’. That was something I did often cause, ya know, I just wanted to be the best. I didn’t really know her at... | 1.451248 | 2.893204 | 3.075541 | 94.019083 | 78.376559 | 6.014405 | 21.76918 | 6.661559 | 0.253635 | 1,446 | 40 | 339 | 13 | 34 | 478 | 185 | 401 | 0.121 | 0.754 | 0.125 | 0.187 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 34 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 29 | 20 | 4 | 0 | 21 | 2 | 46 | 12 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 71 | 80 | 32 | 0 | 8 | 15 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 18 | 6 | 2 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 16 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 23 | 11 | 55 | 10 | 31 | 45 | 11 | 39 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 27 | 13 | 2 | 10 | 25 | 232 | 71 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.090622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082319 | 0 | 0.09299 | 0 | 0 | 0.074264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071407 | 0 | 0.169828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097456 | 0.082131 | 0.101384 | 0.103152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074145 | 0.102753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380094 | 0 | 0 | 0.08225 | 0 | 0 | 0.061336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148544 | 0.102383 | 0.102301 | 0 | 0.08212 | 0 | 0.083188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096704 | 0.204144 | 0 | 0.104755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155966 | 0 | 0.202745 | 0 | 0.083814 | 0 | 0.061988 | 0 | 0.093295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136532 | 0.068858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059491 | 0.09548 | 0 | 0 | 0.210395 | 0 | 0 | 0.07385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071492 | 0 | 0 | 0.13146 | 0 | 0 | 0.077639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059504 | 0.091239 | 0.073724 | 0.05415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10101 | 0.090715 | 0 | 0 | 0.16041 | 0 | 0 | 0.273869 | 0.073712 | 0 | 0.226168 | 0 | 0 | 0.167592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119603 |
EDAnonymous | impotentprotest | 2020/02/21 | Giving up. I'm exhausted. I've been dealing with this for too long, came close to death twice and had 2 involuntary hospitalizations. Such a waste of life. I never even wanted to lose weight or live with this problem, but I hate food and I have no appetite and really no will to live.
Sorry, I don't know what the point... | 1.549176 | 4.099394 | 2.856765 | 89.720441 | 84.529412 | 6.223529 | 20.264706 | 7.554174 | 0.745024 | 338 | 10 | 70 | 6 | 10 | 109 | 63 | 85 | 0.255 | 0.65 | 0.095 | -0.8948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 21 | 16 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 47 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271484 | 0 | 0 | 0.339395 | 0.170073 | 0 | 0.214999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181671 | 0 | 0.184055 | 0 | 0 | 0.183889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162833 | 0 | 0 | 0.215129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113352 | 0 | 0 | 0.234022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.441993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | karynisawesome | 2020/02/21 | I have the perfect life to be anorexic * My parents don't give a shit if I don't eat for days on end
* My mom encourages me to starve
* My house never has any food in it
* I'm too broke AF to buy my own food
Yet I have BED instead. Wtf??? | -3.624343 | -2.663884 | -0.345825 | 106.285606 | 117.518519 | 2.704377 | 14.16835 | 4.851558 | -1.401607 | 176 | 5 | 48 | 1 | 11 | 61 | 42 | 54 | 0.157 | 0.677 | 0.166 | 0.1441 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 29 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259385 | 0 | 0 | 0.224518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.613046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ketslx | 2020/02/21 | Part of a prom rant I wrote last night cause hahanewhwhaha "this is perfect cause
while he wants his fingers in her pants
my fingers are down my throat
praying that this will fix my bloat
even though I know it won't
make even a dent in my weight
unless I fast for a few days
but here I am bowing over the toilet anyway" | 7.625 | 5.393748 | 6.756667 | 85.805 | 64.30303 | 9.406061 | 29.575758 | 6.427356 | 1.255067 | 253 | 5 | 57 | 1 | 3 | 77 | 53 | 66 | 0.028 | 0.905 | 0.067 | 0.34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 39 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.577807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154558 | 0.229242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165878 | 0 | 0 | 0.342466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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