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Allhailsatancat
2020/02/21
Ok but anyone else wish they had like lots of food allergies I would kill to be gluten intolerant 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩 I WOULD KILL 😭😭😭😭😭
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xcomptonassterryx
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your safe food Hey Guys I hope it’s okay to ask/discuss this and isn’t against the rules. So I’m sitting at home, all by myself. Really hungry actually, but I can’t eat anymore today cuz I had to eat lunch at work. I’m constantly thinking about food and cooking and that got me wondering, what are your safe foods? I k...
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whorechata1969
2020/02/21
Burning off calories Does anyone know good ways burn off calories in a short amount of time? I wanna burn about 200 calories and for reference i’m 5’2 and 51 kg.
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pinkplease
2020/02/21
I know my mental health has officially taken a nosedive when I download myfitnesspal I’m back on my bullshit again lmaoo
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lilliemary
2020/02/21
tw: throwing up from restricting? i didnt eat all day and it was like 4pm and i threw up from the pain? and i threw up tea and mouthwash i didnt know i swallowed. does this happen to other people or is it just me?
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sadgirlhrs
2020/02/21
disgruntled, “recovering” ana-sufferer here. hi. i WISH i could fucking enjoy life. every decision i make is based on food and my body image on any given day. i’m tired of living this way. i spent the entirety of december (which is also my birthday month) in an inpatient facility, for what? i discharged myself a month ...
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EDAnonymous
daintydaisydoll
2020/02/21
I've reached a new level of silly I'm clipping my finger and toe nails as short as possible in the hope that the scale will show a lower number
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EDAnonymous
phoeb11
2020/02/21
don’t know if anyone can relate, but... i’m (F) 5’6” and 181 lbs. on monday i was 179. i can’t stop eating, and losing weight feels so hopeless. it’s like an addiction, but i obviously can’t quit food forever. i’m literally .3 lbs away from being an obese BMI. i haven’t been a healthy weight for five years and when i w...
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edxdxd
2020/02/21
i’m going crazy, i need assurance, please help?!?! :( tw: mention of numbers!! after my father found an excuse to guilt trip me once again, i binged earlier this week on monday, going 2300 calories over my tdee. the same happened last monday as well. (that previous binge actually BREAKING a plateau and actually helpin...
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EDAnonymous
lowkeydeadinside
2020/02/21
is this just me or is anyone else here on birth control and when you restrict you start spotting and it doesn’t go away unless you eat a normal amount? this has happened to me for years and i’m so fed up with it why the fuck can’t i restrict without bleeding out of my vagina????
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EDAnonymous
soft-kyonyuu
2020/02/21
How does roasting vegetables with no oil affect the calories? I always roast veg without oil and I don't know how to adjust my caloric intake with this.
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EDAnonymous
_koala_master_
2020/02/21
Torn between Recovering or not TW So I've had issues with food pretty much my whole life. I was already obese as a child (~4 years old) and I was hiding food, eating in secret and had basically no fullness cues. Fast forward to my tween and teen years which were at the beginning mostly filled with fruitless attempts ...
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EDAnonymous
summer_salt
2020/02/21
I ate spaghetti for the first time in about 10 years! I have no one in my life who will understand this so i am sharing it here. Idk the actual last day I ate spaghetti lol but I know I was already terrified of this carby wiggly monster by year 10 (14 - 15 yo) and I'm now 24 so yay! Granted it was about 50% konjac noo...
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EDAnonymous
BBgotMak
2020/02/21
I’m getting married next Saturday... ...and I hate the way I look in my dress. I’ve gained 20 pounds this past year because I’ve been stress binging and I can’t even look at myself in the mirror. How am I supposed to walk down the aisle in front of 100 people when I can’t even look at myself? Help
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EDAnonymous
littlebeaniebby
2020/02/21
(Remove if not allowed) What are your triggers to restrict? Honestly just curious on what triggers other people, in an attempt to figure out my own triggers.
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EDAnonymous
SusieMyerson
2020/02/21
I think I'm relapsing after 8 years? Help? I have been pretty much recovered for 8 years now, but since that one mean comment about my weight a few days ago I have been restricting heavily. The worst thing is that I'm feeling super good about it. I am again in competition mode, excited about numbers, all very familiar...
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EDAnonymous
lilandlostthrowaway
2020/02/21
Yo-yoing and self loathing I got down to my lowest weight in years recently. I posted a picture on Instagram boasting about it. People were congratulating me and telling me how great I looked. A week later I was back to bingeing and have put on 2-3lbs and I hate myself. All I can think is what people will think of m...
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EDAnonymous
litttlecreature
2020/02/21
Rebranding myself from “starving” to “intermittent fasting” For “health” reasons and it’s “teaching” me how to exercise “self” “control” & grant me “mental clarity”. Modern problems require modern solutions.
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EDAnonymous
delicatedoormouse
2020/02/21
Foods to stabilise blood sugar? What are the best foods that stabilise blood sugar the longest? I know protein is best but in what form? Ideas?
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EDAnonymous
devilswhalos
2020/02/21
Name a better snack than ice cubes...I dare you but seriously, I think I’m addicted rip my teeth
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EDAnonymous
777yflek9c
2020/02/21
I Need Help. Hi. Im sorry if this isnt the right place to post, but im desparate for help. I have a tendency to binge for hours then fast for days or weeks on end to loose weight. I just cant eat without feeling guilty and breaking down into tears. It causes me to not want to eat in front of anybody. Ive skipped out ...
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EDAnonymous
mooseca_
2020/02/21
I fainted and my bf didn't notice because he thought I'd accidentally knocked over an empty cardboard box Honestly, mixed feelings
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ashleyholland
2020/02/21
PLEASE HELP! think I have Binge Eating Disorder. I discovered this sub and came across people talking about it and i weirdly related to everything right away. I know online quizzes DO NOT in any way diagnose, but i took a lot out of curiosity to see if it’s dead on or not, since idk anything about it. I scored in the h...
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skelekey
2020/02/21
(Partial Recovery?)I just now realized how sickly I looked during my worst relapse. So my senior year of high school was the worst ED relapse I’ve ever had. I used to be more bulimic but now I just restrict. But of course during that relapse, I know I was doing bad, based on my eating habits. I ate mostly only fruits ...
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fille-jolielaide
2020/02/21
are EDs genetic or is it just diet culture? DAE feel like they can see signs of disordered behavior in their family members too? My grandma was (and still is) a huge bodyshamer. She's said things to me before, bought me clothes and accessories that are obviously too small, etc. I think being raised in such a judgmenta...
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naturally_sourced
2020/02/21
Caffeine Culture is major trigger of my restrictive tendencies I blame Rory Gilmore. And Spencer Hastings from PLL. And the crime shows that have their detectives grimly drinking from coffee cups and forgoing eating *because there's no time, damnit!* It's the aesthetic. The unspoken message that: *Black coffee is bette...
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Mikuxchii
2020/02/21
Stuck between bingeing and fasting I’m so tired of how my black-or-white thinking is holding me back. Like either I starve all day, or I should binge. I’m afraid to eat now cuz I’m worried I’ll end up bingeing but I’m sooo hungry!! I used to be good at starving and not caring but since my depression has worsened, all I...
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EDAnonymous
lilsofish
2020/02/21
hate how reliant i am on male validation 😭 so i hooked up with this dude and it was all fine and dandy and we were cuddling after gettin steamy in his car and just talking about... whatever. somehow we got to talking about drinking and i mentioned never getting drunk no matter how much i drink bc i have a super high...
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EDAnonymous
idk140
2020/02/21
squats?? i love doing squats bc theyre good cardio and not that difficult, but like i think they make my legs look a LOT bulkier and just gross. should i just stop?
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EDAnonymous
lizardlan
2020/02/21
I work at a Starbucks, you can AMA Your skinny coffee questions answered— no judgment style *flashes finger guns* I’ve got lots of tips and tricks after working there for years so come @ me
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EDAnonymous
Fuckallthischeese
2020/02/21
Drinking an Yakult after the lax hits to balance the damage out Disordered who? I'm the epitome of health
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piipiistorm
2020/02/21
I've eaten heavy carbs for 5 days in a row The toilet and I have gotten really close recently. Turns out, restricting long enough makes your stomach pretty sensitive to anything spicy, acidic, or oily. After an hour, a storm is brewing. My stomach bellows out a pained groan. The TUMS didnt work... Sweat begins formi...
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EDAnonymous
shakybagels
2020/02/21
me: i don’t have a problem with food! also me: makes a dumb rule for myself that i can only eat the broken chips from the bag and that i Have To throw the rest away (sidenote the bag was free but that doesn’t stop the food waste guilt!!!)
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EDAnonymous
sistersadhours
2020/02/21
:)))) im gonna mcfukkin kms I WENT TO THE DOCTOR TODAY FOR A FOLLOW UP FOR A EAR INFECTION BUT GOT ALL MY PROGRESS JUST DESTROYED BY A NURSE WHO DIDNT LISTEN TO ME:)))))))))))) So i told her that i cant know my weight before i got weighed (rule by recovery team). So i turn around on the scale AND THEN SHE SAID MY NUM...
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EDAnonymous
PufferfishBecca
2020/02/22
My bf is (secretly) a huge help to my eating disorder recovery Whenever I go to his house and eat dinner with his family, they made thinks like tacos, or sloppy joes, or stuff and nearly everything that I have become "!!!" to And I don't think he even realizes it, but this is probably the only time where I can eat tha...
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EDAnonymous
iwannalickthesky
2020/02/22
everyday is the same its always: starve binge purge repeat and im so fucking sick and tired of it
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EDAnonymous
runner26point2
2020/02/22
Antidepressants & ED Anybody on antidepressants? I have severe depression and I’ve taken Wellbutrin for a while. It feels like my depression is only getting worse to the point that I’m planning on ending my life. I’ve been told multiple times that maybe I should be put on a different medication, but Wellbutrin is t...
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EDAnonymous
coffeenymph
2020/02/22
Attempting to Recover///Exercise During Recovery? So, essentially it's been years since I've been able to eat \~ normally \~ because of my ed. It's gotten to the point where recently I starved myself for almost a week, part of it was really me just refusing to buy food at all (uni student here). After about 3 days I wa...
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EDAnonymous
gileswithachainsaw
2020/02/22
there’s no nutritional label on this mildly frightening food, you say? that’s it, i’m logging 1 billion calories. ~~it’s called restriction sweaty look it up~~
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EDAnonymous
justkidding890
2020/02/22
How to take care of teeth w/ purging disorder Pretty straight forward. How can I take care of my teeth when I’m purging 1-2 times a day 7 days a week
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EDAnonymous
tsuukiiyo
2020/02/22
y'all ever binge on bread but not even a substantial amount and it's still enough to make u sick enough to purge but then ur mom gets home and brings u chocolate and u eat half of a bar while acting like everything is fine aha couldnt be me
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EDAnonymous
twerkingslutbee
2020/02/22
Anyone else have helicopter parents that don’t let you do anything and judge you for normal human behavior? I just feel like I have no freedom or control over what I do and just feel paralyzed. I don’t know if my parents being overly helicopter contributed to my ed but that coupled with trauma from middle school bullyi...
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EDAnonymous
corruptclouds
2020/02/22
a sad realisation i’ve started to relapse after 6 months and i’ve just realised that no matter how hard i try to recover or even if i do eventually recover, this will always be following me around. there hasn’t been a day in 5 years where i have looked in the mirror and liked what i saw. its just kinda depressing lol
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EDAnonymous
BFEDTA
2020/02/22
when interacting with your ex makes you so nauseous you lose your appetite for 3 days so whenever you “need” to lose weight you just bring that toxicity back in your life 🥰🥰 haha fr iv stopped doing this and am in recovery i j thought it was funny + finally cut him out recently and was like “oh yea i forgot about th...
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EDAnonymous
jdeneev
2020/02/22
800 cal of pizza is still 800 cal that’s it. that’s the post
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EDAnonymous
TheOceansHaveOrgans
2020/02/22
Wrestling tournament Imma just keep myself accountable here and confess my sins (lmao) Thursday (finished my 24 hour fast) broke it by eating a lettuce wrapped veggie burger, bowl of soup at Red Robin and Diet Coke (350 cal) Friday (oh shit here we go) hotel breakfast of 2 slices of pumpernickel bread with butter...
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EDAnonymous
throwaway1235374748
2020/02/22
Do I have an ED? Or is this something else? I don’t look in the mirror all that often, not to avoid it but because I never think about the outcome of what I’m doing. I’ve never imagined the outcome, I just know that every thing I eat needs to have very little calories and carbs. I’m obsessed with calories, I’m obsessed...
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EDAnonymous
icraveseratonin
2020/02/22
how do u guys have significant others? My body dysmorphia and ED have made it so that i cant even imagine engaging in a sexual relationship with someone else. i feel like i could never allow someone to see and judge my body or personality. i have no trouble with friends but a sexual relationship has become pretty much ...
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EDAnonymous
tabascoat
2020/02/22
I sleep too much lately Oh and i was doing SO well last week but i totally broke down yesterday and today again. The Shit Is Felt.
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EDAnonymous
CharmingWalk7
2020/02/22
please help me i cant stop crying i need help
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consistentcardio
2020/02/22
I'm a healthy, fit 20-year-old and no one knows my ED First off, I want to start off by saying I never post to Reddit. I'm more of a "lurker" who browses some niche subreddits from time to time but I never post so bear with me. I'm a 20-year-old dude currently in college in the United States. I live in a dorm, by mys...
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EDAnonymous
gabbe170
2020/02/22
lights by ellie goulding is now Off Limits for normal listening and that’s on ””anamia”” music!
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Yikesondykes
2020/02/22
Coming out x2 I went out with my housemate tonight, we got home and she decided she wanted ubereats munchies. I'm on a fast right now and y'all, she pushed food on me, but I put the dreaded "eating" and "disorder" together in a sentence and then she totally respected my boundaries. (love that) But far out, it's been 1...
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EDAnonymous
spunth
2020/02/22
R/RationalRecovery is back in business Hi all, I want to let you know that I am now moderating r/rationalrecovery, which had been defunct for far too long. It is based on Jack Trimpey's secular Rational Recovery self-help approach to quitting addictions, including eating disorders. In fact, Trimpey and his wife wrote...
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EDAnonymous
chxrlottewb
2020/02/22
i’m so confused about what’s normal bc like some days i’ll eat the right amount and feel so shit about it and feel like i’m binging, but then when i restrict i’m like happy and feeling good and then randomly some days my self esteem just crashes and i either restrict completely or like eat and i can’t tell if i’m being...
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EDAnonymous
cokezerofreek
2020/02/22
nothing inspires me to restrict more than the guy i like showing me attention we’re meeting up with a group of friends in May and i am gonna look so fucking HOT for him at PEAK SKINNY MMMM
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EDAnonymous
rereadin
2020/02/22
why the FUCK can i not eat anything that i don’t consider a ‘safe food’ even when it has less calories My brain is stupid as hell. I bought a small bag of popcorn which is like 100 calories yet my brain says no cant eat that not safe ok
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EDAnonymous
Zukitten
2020/02/22
Bitches be restricting all day, then bingeing 1000+ cals on alcohol just to try and stop feeling miserable. It's me, I'm bitches.
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EDAnonymous
peafowlontheprowl
2020/02/22
another I’m in IOP rn, meaning I’m allowed to come home at night and go to school and stuff. Well I was there for the whole day yesterday, and my stomach was not feeling absolutely great . Eventually I couldn’t wait and I had to go to the bathroom, which I can only do with staff supervision bc bulimic. I warned her to...
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EDAnonymous
VakariansFemshep
2020/02/22
My fwb told me that I have the body of Marilyn Monroe in the pictures at the beach Then he went on to say that this would never be considered beautiful by todays beauty standards. While I was naked beside him. Please kill me now.
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EDAnonymous
witchhy
2020/02/22
my hunger cues are finally returning! i’ve been in recovery roughly 6 months after a just over a year of starving. gaining the 20 pounds back was the easy part, keeping it on is where i struggled, but today i noticed something. i feel hungry. like really hungry when it’s been hours since i last ate. i haven’t had these...
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EDAnonymous
findmeplug
2020/02/22
Brother told me I look like a 12 year old boy I’ve lost a bit of weight recently an now I’m quite underweight. Since I have a small frame, being at a normal weight makes me look fat. So I’ve settled at a pretty low weight and think I look a good level of skinny now (161cm, 39kg). I was arguing with my brother, sayi...
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EDAnonymous
h4kgadm
2020/02/22
Going to the gym on adderal ? Is it actually that bad for you?? Like honestly , Im still going to do it... but i just want to know of anything serious can occur w my heart. Id be taking a 37 mg dose if thats relevant.
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EDAnonymous
hodgooo
2020/02/22
going to bed seems like a great substitute for eating until ur lying there and can't sleep bro i am straight up Not Vibing rn
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MythicalDisneyBitch
2020/02/22
I'm going abroad tomorrow and I'm devastated. I hate this eating disorder. I'm nearly 27 ffs. I have a child! She's never been abroad, I havent been out the country in five years. I should be excited! But all I can do is cry. I'm going to be fat and disgusting in another country. At 26 years old my dumbass brain trul...
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thisismyed
2020/02/22
Lax advice?? idk if this needs a trigger warning but i talk about b/p Okay so i’ve never taken lax before but the other day i got some senokot since i havent had a shit for over a week. Then i got drunk and decided to take one at 6am the other day, i know i was sick that night/ morning but i dont think it was after i...
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EDAnonymous
lovexjustice
2020/02/22
Binged but didn't purge so counting it as a victory I've been steadily getting back into worse ED habits while continuing my restriction/bingeing cycle but recently started purging again. Got home from hanging out with friends, binged and was going to go throw it up but stopped myself. I'm sad I binged but really glad ...
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EDAnonymous
luvdust
2020/02/22
im out here trying to have a good time then I see a picture of myself and then I can’t stop thinking how overweight i look Spontaneous decision to go to a dance with my friend - super fun and all, except when we entered we decided to take a picture in front of some greenery. Saw my inescapable double chin and how my dr...
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EDAnonymous
floralskeletonn
2020/02/22
Punishing myself for my looks. Like most people my ed developed a few years ago from trauma. But lately it's been weird.. I now don't use it to cope but to punish myself for the way my face looks. I'm angry at myself for looking so deformed and ugly so I starve it out of anger. Sometimes I feel bad because it didn't ch...
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EDAnonymous
mamamamamamaman
2020/02/22
Is the mirror lying to me Whenever I look at my body without a mirror it looks huge and gross but if I look at it in a mirror it looks smaller. I saw a video once about how a lot of mirrors make you look smaller than you actually are and I’m scared that’s what’s happening to me and that’s why I look so fat on my phone ...
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EDAnonymous
triandrum
2020/02/22
do you ever try your best to recover but then you see the calories on a nutrition label and Die i'm having a breakdown over a stupid bagel lmao 😔
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SieBanhus
2020/02/22
Coworker asked how much I weighed today and I told her, and she fucking. Said she’d have guessed I weighed more. And that Coworker B, who is the same height as me and claims to weigh X pounds more, doesn’t look like he weighs X pounds more. And so now I have to never eat again because god forbid Karen thinks I’m lyi...
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EDAnonymous
chlo3c26
2020/02/22
Weed makes me gain bc I eat more Whenever I smoke (basically everyday) i always eat a bowl of cereal and some sort of other meal like that, I'm gaining so much and idk how to not eat when I'm high. Anyone else have the same problem?
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inkwelldreams
2020/02/22
ED logic during a binge thought i made it through to the post-binge clarity stage. ate sooooo much tonight after a week of heavy restriction, but instead of purging i booked a pilates class for tomorrow, sipped water, got in bed, made a plan to sustainably lower intake so as to not trigger another binge, no sugar/proce...
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EDAnonymous
BlurJAMD
2020/02/22
youd think the voice in my head telling me im fat would inspire me to lose weight but no im just sat here like 'yes, head-voice-me, i know' *eats bread*
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EDAnonymous
judiemoodie12
2020/02/22
Horrible binge Just needed to vent about a really bad binge I had today. I ate the most amount of food ever in a long time and it feels like shit. Ugh! I can’t believe I did this.
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EDAnonymous
chrishansen8990
2020/02/22
Am I the only one who loves when my stomach growls? I love when I stomach growls even when I’m not hungry. It makes me feel empty and in control, and reminds me everytime that I feel/hear it that I’m getting thinner. Like that shits music to my ears at this point 👀
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EDAnonymous
bitchincamaro7
2020/02/22
Request: Article about things that skew the reading on a scale I am so tired of moving my scale across the room and seeing variations of pounds plural!!!! I just want a list of things like position on the floor, hardwood vs. tile, slope of floor, etc that affect the scale’s reading :(
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EDAnonymous
btch-for-avo
2020/02/22
Ain’t nothing like heart break to fucking ANNIHILATE your appetite and will to recover amirite ladies, gents and nb folk🤪🤡
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EDAnonymous
smee44
2020/02/22
Tomorrow, I Fast But tonight,, We Feast
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EDAnonymous
yourebabyblue
2020/02/22
mentow iwness innit ever since me and my boyfriend got together in late october, he wants me to eat with him. i told him about how i basically starved myself for ten months last year until we started going out. i was 125 then. i just weighed myself and im 135.8. 135 without the clothes probably. how the fuck did i let ...
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EDAnonymous
emonogifan
2020/02/22
How to get parents to educate themselves? They’ve just recently put me in a difficult situation this week by shipping over a massive birthday food package to my dorm. Of course I appreciate the effort they put into getting me something really nice, but as I’ve told them numerous times I struggle with disordered eating ...
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inexperiencedgal5
2020/02/22
Had a date with a guy, he caught me eating at 1:00 AM at night after the date. I feel embarrassed to death. Long story short... Had a date with a guy. We hanged out in my place after the date and I decided to walk him to the station afterwards. He was heading towards the station, and after a minute or so, I went to a p...
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EDAnonymous
miaalex23
2020/02/22
Food ordering anxiety Can’t even order pizza for my sick husband without crippling anxiety about the servers think of me 🙃🙃 and then having to walk home with it and everyone in their cars driving past thinking how much of a fat pos I am 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃
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purplebandaids
2020/02/22
how do I feel better after eating I feel disgusting after eating :( I regret it a lot. How do I get over these feelings of guilt and disgust without purging?
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phloolie
2020/02/22
what to do i binged really bad today, like 2-3000 calories bad and i feel awful. any advice for the rest of today/tomorrow?
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GhostGangGiGi
2020/02/23
triggered by a friend yeeyee yes please tell me more about how you like the sick feeling you get when you don't eat and how much weight you're going to lose before our vacation heheheh
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koala_22
2020/02/23
FEELING FAST AND STRONG :0 💪🏼 Literally all I’ve been doing is trying to eat more, and suddenly I feel so strong and fast, and not like I’m going to collapse or snap in half during my workouts haha. Just wanted to celebrate and send some positivity to you all, seriously feeling this food-is-fuel thing today. This ext...
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EDAnonymous
Petrol_bomb676
2020/02/23
i hate that my body defines me i just i dont know things feel like such a mess right now. im emotionally a mess i just dont want this body anymore. and i know this is a post you all feel and its probably been made a thousand times. but god i just want out. i feel disgusting. you know when you walk out of a situation ...
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EDAnonymous
robreinerstillmydad
2020/02/23
Bitches be bingeing non-stop bc of seasonal depression and just regular depression, and keep getting fatter but can’t stop eating. It’s me I’m bitches, I just ate “nachos” which were corn chips with melted shredded cheese on top. Finally some good fucking food.
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EDAnonymous
shankd420
2020/02/23
Where’s my blood at tho My dumb ass started restricting again after years of recovery and now I’m acting surprised that I haven’t gotten my period! Are there Any ways to help ‘bring on’ your time of the month cuz I let it slip to my mum that I missed my period and she’s asking questions, I don’t wanna put her through t...
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EDAnonymous
fuglycatgirl
2020/02/23
ED vs obesity Pictures of skinny girls, weight loss tips and discussions about EDs (most of them talking about how awful they are): omg it's proana thinspo trash BANHAMMER! Advertising for unhealthy food, fat acceptance, feeding fetishes, obesogenic culture: yay progress! Seriously, what the fuchsia is wrong with peo...
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EDAnonymous
MidwestSkinnyCow
2020/02/23
No creamer is good enough The best coffee creamer is... creamer. With a 0 calorie sweeter, take your pick. But creamer is so bad for you. It has so many calories. And I'm trying to avoid dairy. I don't really like soy milk or almond milk in coffee. The non-dairy creamer powder is probably cancerous. It's really a...
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EDAnonymous
shrirnpheavennow
2020/02/23
I wish my brain could just be normal about food I just came off a stint of a couple months where I was eating raw cookie dough and cheesecake and all that almost every day. And now I’m back on my restricting BS and have eaten 3Tbs of liquid egg, 2 fiber one coffee cake bars, 120 calories worth of guacamole, and 130 cal...
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EDAnonymous
spacecatswillwin
2020/02/23
Trying to figure out how to not ruin my birthday Boyfriend is planning on taking me to a nice restaurant so my options are A) eat and be happy like a normal person (lololol) B) eat normal and cry/purge after C) refuse to go and upset him I stg if there’s dessert I’m flipping the table 8 days to hit my bday gw and I’m...
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EDAnonymous
ruffwearho
2020/02/23
Someone asked me what you shouldn’t say to people with an ED and I’m now realizing that you can say literally anything to me about food and I will flip it around into a negative My mom: you have lost weight I am worried about you Me, having lost a lot of weight: what?! No I haven’t! I LITERALLY HAVENT LOST ANY WEIGHT ...
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foolishpidgeon
2020/02/23
I’m freaking out I’ve been on school holidays for the past week, and I’m going back tomorrow. Normally, school puts out what lunch there is each day, so I can research it and decide how much of what I can eat. Tomorrow, it’s an inset day but I have to go in for DofE stuff. The catch is that, because it isn’t term time,...
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Faketitsbitsandgrits
2020/02/23
Is anyone ever impressed by their Ed skills (trigger) I just had a massive meal and purged in my room but I'm amazones at how easy it was. Like I'm not proud but I have a weird understanding of my body. Like I just threw up and walk back like nothing is wrong. Yeah we can block me.
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dappersl0th
2020/02/23
I feel like a fraud I work as a Coach and Personal trainer and struggle with binge eating. I'm having on-going help with a therapist and a dietician to get myself back on track. However I feel like I should be a role model for my clients and those around me in my working environment - I'm encouraging them on a daily...
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monsterenergyfacetat
2020/02/23
a bitch is struggling gained 4 lbs overnight because i ate 1 carb. literally less than 500 cal of hummus and pretzels and im retaining water like a motherfker what do i do to get rid of water weight on the scale ?? trying to keep myself from taking 3 lax, chugging 2L of water fasting and going to a hot yoga class, wha...
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