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fxkinmaximoff
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Might this sounds weird But has anyone else the feel that they can’t enjoy music because they’re too fat? Because I think I am going crazy. Sometimes I am just listening to music and when a really good song comes, I cringe so much and I feel as if “I don’t deserve it”. It’s such a weird and devastating feeling... but...
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EDAnonymous
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erratikaria
2020/02/23
scared might start an ed I'm afraid I might be going down a dark path. I just turned 20 and I have been struggling with my body image since I was 14 (female). I've never been 'skinny' in my life but I was never overweight either, I've always had the average body type. Recently I started taking medication for another il...
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050999
2020/02/23
Can you be healthy and underweight? Maybe a stupid question that has been asked a lot, but I really still don’t know. I am “recovered” from my eating disorder in the sense that I do eat, I don’t strictly count calories, and I don’t binge or purge. That being said, mentally I am still deathly afraid of gaining weight an...
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heavenlessly
2020/02/23
i thought i was having panic attacks after eating because of my emetophobia but now i think it might be because of the food....? help i never thought that i had an eating disorder. everyone around me thinks i do but i never understood why they thought that. about three years ago, i stopped being able to eat. i was stru...
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joess627
2020/02/23
I was discharged from therapy. I’ve been back on my anti-depressants again and finally decided to receive therapy (specifically Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) to only be discharged after several sessions and to be recommended a referral to an ED clinic through my GP. But I don’t want therapy for my ED - I want it for ...
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EDAnonymous
svveetie
2020/02/23
Advice??? My birthday is the 25th (Tuesday) and It’s supposed to b a fasting day! What do I do? How do I get out of eating??
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Minicam2
2020/02/23
2020 I feel like everyone is having a fantastic 2020, getting organized, feeling great, etc. And I'm here fatter than last year having the worst time possible. Is there anyone else having a bad 2020?? I just feel so alone rn
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bright-horses
2020/02/23
[TW: numbers] Getting an ECG tomorrow and I have some heart-related questions My RHR sits at 50 BPM but changes so much - e.g. today my GP clocked it at 97. My main concern is that sometimes I'll have spells where my heart beats suuuper quickly and erratically, and feels really heavy and strange, and then it pauses for...
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applejuice6969
2020/02/23
Gastric Pains? Gastric issues run in the family for me, and i have a history of gastric issues ever since I was 9. I don’t exactly know the right terminology for it since it’s in a different language. Anyways, does anyone get gastric pains when they fast? The only thing that stops me from fasting long is when I sudde...
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EDAnonymous
whitewingeddoves
2020/02/23
A healthy relationship with food So I was shopping with my mum and she wanted to buy smaller plates to eat from to help the family to lose weight. I don't need to lose weight. When I asked her about it, she got so defensive and said that "we can't all have a healthy relationship with food". O have to opposite of a heal...
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EDAnonymous
Sexpunuwu
2020/02/23
I wear a size 4/6/S and I couldn’t get s/m tights from Urban Outfitters even half way up my thighs yesterday. I want to throw out everything I own because apparently every piece of clothing up until now has lied to me. Did everything else I tried fit normally? Sure. Does it matter? NOPE. BURN IT DOWN.
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12446867azs
2020/02/23
Help how do I read nutrition labels in Europe Okay so like, in America all prepackaged foods need to have nutrition labels which say how many calories/fat/carbs/protein etc are in said food but I've been in Europe now for a couple weeks (studying abroad) and I've noticed that that doesn't seem to be necessarily true he...
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EDAnonymous
mein6378
2020/02/23
DAE get extremely cold and tired when you binge after a period of extreme restriction? like, I'm so confused. I've been on extreme restrictions for months until like a few days ago when my finals started and all that stress just made me spiral down into binging. It's scary, I can't stop this binge and the only thing wh...
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EDAnonymous
UrNurseJoy
2020/02/23
Putting on weight after years of being thin So I've never been officially diagnosed with an eating disorder but that is purely for the fact I would never seek help and no one made me, I weighed 90lbs at 5ft 3 for years and I loved the feeling of being thin. I've got a new boyfriend over the last year and I've stopped s...
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smolangerypotato
2020/02/23
It is not the hunger, not the dizziness -- but the CRAVINGS ARE THE WORST Is anyone having the same problems? I am trying to restrict but at the same time I am trying to eat healthier, because my body sends me the signs that thing are just not great down there. What I am trying to do is eat healthy food but lrss then c...
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EDAnonymous
MalakTheUgly
2020/02/23
I don't like to think i have an ed as long as I'm not actually professionally diagnosed, but i think the signs are way too obvious for me to ignore i haven't talked with anyone about it i just think it'll sound stupid but i just need to know if what I'm going through is actually some sort of a disordered eating. It st...
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cakeana
2020/02/23
TRIGGER WARNING: RELAPSE AND SOME TOXIC THOUGHTS i recovered on my own. felt great for awhile ig. but now i hate pretty much every square inch of myself. it just feels good to have this part of my life back. i felt like without my ed, i didn't have anything to focus on. something was missing from me. i'm now getting ba...
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Sirensing
2020/02/23
What a day out entails (TW I hate myself) So my boy wants to have a day out! Yay! I had a panic attack because my bagel that I ordered with bacon had 1) too much bacon and 2) was soaked in the bacon grease. Once oil coats my lips I just wanna cry and throw up woo(I just wanted a single slice of bacon) I throw everythin...
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EDAnonymous
IDontLikeLollipops
2020/02/23
We give diet subs a lot of shit... And while I agree that they do gaslight a lot of very negative behaviors IN PEOPLE LIKE US, the sad truth is... Most people aren't like us. The thing that makes us different is that we can't stop. We hit our goal weight and we keep going. We don't understand what normal is. Even if ...
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EDAnonymous
crystaloceans
2020/02/23
I messed myself up I used to be anorexic. I starved myself for months to the point of passing out everytime I stood up. That was over two years ago. And this past week, I decided I was going to do it again after a long, drawn out depressive episode. However, the first time around, I was still forced to eat dinner and s...
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EDAnonymous
WhosemWhatsit
2020/02/23
I'm dead inside. I just wanted someone to hear that because I'm so god damned lonely and tired and done.
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EDAnonymous
carbslut
2020/02/23
I made deviled eggs today and proved the keto people wrong. You CAN binge protein. I made 1 dozen eggs and immediately ate 1 dozen eggs. So 24 deviled eggs. It wasn’t even hard. Binging is my superpower. The worst superpower ever.
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EDAnonymous
notokfish
2020/02/23
Thinking of restricting again I’ve been trying to finally maintain my weight eating around 1100 calories because my parents have started tracking my weight and what I eat (they want me to gain weight but ofc I won’t). I felt pretty okay about how I was looking so I was fine with maintaining weight. I was fine for a few...
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EDAnonymous
boyhitterr
2020/02/23
New pair of jeans i just got a new pair of jeans and i now fit in a size 5! i’m so thrilled
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EDAnonymous
ThrowRAbanana35
2020/02/23
Bfs ex is skinnier than me Like literally under 100 pounds. He referred to her as “tiny” which made me feel more like shit. He claims he lives my body blah blah blah but it’s so hard to believe especially when he’s been with her
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EDAnonymous
mango_dietcoke
2020/02/23
EDs and age DAE feel like they’re “too old” for an eating disorder? I’m 28 and just feel extremely alone and ashamed that I’m this way. It’s stupid but I was speaking about it yesterday with a friend and I was so embarrassed..
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EDAnonymous
fatal11fem
2020/02/23
Bf compared my body to a friends. Without prompting him he commented that my body is shaped like a friend of his and honestly (I’m such a bitch for saying this I KNOW) I don’t find her very attractive because of her weight. I would never say that out loud but still... I always kinda ASSUMED I was smaller than her but a...
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EDAnonymous
wintnaty124
2020/02/23
consciously restrict eating when stressed and before intimacy... not sure what’s wrong with me not sure if this belongs here after lurking through this sub for awhile. i dont think i’m anorexic or bulimic.. but i do consciously restrict when i’m depressed or before i know i’m going to be intimate. i have never talked a...
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EDAnonymous
heyimhayley
2020/02/23
The one good thing about getting dumped I haven't eaten in 2.5 days. Maybe this will finally kick start my weight loss.
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EDAnonymous
i-want-to-dead-011
2020/02/24
i was doing so well... i lost 5lbs last week from restriction and exercise, gained it back from 2 days of eating normal and not exercising. not even binging, just eating 3 meals. i've lost 1 of those pounds again but i'm probably just gonna gain it back again... i know this is unhealthy but i can't stop. i'm miserable.
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EDAnonymous
howaboutneehaw
2020/02/24
On being tall and 'thicc' Anyone else just hates it??? Curvy girls look awesome and all but that look just doesn't look good on my frame. I look wobbly and huge. I'm 5'10ish so I'm pretty tall and I think I'd look super attractive if I was skinny and fit like the VS models... I hate being curvy or whatever. People tel...
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EDAnonymous
dashae31
2020/02/24
Thinking of lowering my gw Tw numbers So my friend called me thick today after I complained about my stubby, thick legs. That pissed me off, even though I laughed it off. I'm freaking underweight. UNDERWEIGHT. And when I told my other friend how much I weighed to 'get some validation' she just said that I didn't even ...
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EDAnonymous
Thunder_B1rd
2020/02/24
Vent about boyfriend My boyfriend is the only person who knows about my ED. This is only because it became increasingly hard to hide from him all my weird food behaviours. Anyway recently I’ve been relapsing to some of my old ED behaviours which I told him about as he’s my only form of support in all this. The thin...
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EveningInternet
2020/02/24
tfw ur trying to repair ur warped relationship with food and your mom says out of the blue that you’ve gained weight/getting fat and then wonders why you’re not hungry for dinner anymore 🤪🤪🤪 we’re in great shape folks
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RaggedDoll
2020/02/24
I went and got a DEXA scan I've been in recovery for almost a year and I've been feeling so... normal lately I didn't think this would be a problem. I got a Groupon for a DEXA scan in my area and while I haven't really had a problem with how I look right now, or my recovery weight, I was SHOCKED at how high my BF% is. ...
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birthdayquestioning
2020/02/24
I’m freaking the fuck out. I think I might have been exposed and I’m so embarrassed. I anonymously wrote a submission to be published in a journal at my university about my experience with my ED. It was very personal, I got into detail about bulimia and binging and made some cringy jokes to make it lighthearted. I ma...
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yeahhhhhhhh_no
2020/02/24
Long-term recovery (ED originally triggered by calorie tracking) God BLESS I've been active on reddit on a few other subs the past 4ish months and finally realized I hadn't looked for an ED support group. So thankful already to have found this! Anywayyyyy... I guess my reason for posting is to see if anyone else has h...
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EDAnonymous
existeaux
2020/02/24
shitty therapist I decided to visit the therapist at my school (he’s licensed) and it was very clear from the start that he’s not trained enough. I expressed that I’m not diagnosed with anything currently but I do worry about my mental health as I’ve dealt with symptoms similar to anxiety and depression for years now. ...
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EDAnonymous
Bryoneehhh_
2020/02/24
wanna guess how many times i got called some variation of chubby/bigger this weekend? five. fucking five. i couldn't even restrict properly because we ate out for basically every single meal. i'm too scared to check my weight
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EDAnonymous
LuciOlivia
2020/02/24
Eating safe when travelling I just got back from Thailand (holiday) and came back my highest weight (I probably don't need to describe how I feel rn). And I'm going to India on Thursday (work) and I don't want to just add to this weight. I don't expect to lose but I don't want to put on anything. What do you do in this...
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EDAnonymous
dumbbitchsyndrome
2020/02/24
Tips/Advice on how not to binge while high? Stoner in ED recovery from a medicinal state here! I smoke to combat my anxiety and this new strain I have for the week makes me so hungry. I had trained myself not to get the munchies once before but this high is very strong. Anyone got any tricks/tips for a preemptive strik...
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dietpops
2020/02/24
Bulimics - How do you guys deal with spicy food? I really enjoy it but it’s so painful to get rid of. Do you just stay away from it entirely??
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bribear686
2020/02/24
Calories on restaurant menu is obviously wrong. Starting not to trust nutritional info I went to Olive Garden the other day with my friends. I had everything I was going to eat planned out. There’s a pasta on there listed at 510 calories which is really good for a pasta dish. When I got it, the pasta alone was probably...
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EDAnonymous
lemongrasskiddo
2020/02/24
GUYS I NEED UR HELPPPP ok so look i'm in a sports med class and currently we're going over nutrition. the teacher has decided to have us "make a menu" where we log our calories for everything but we HAVE TO SHARE IT WITH THE CLASS and idk if i should go up to him and be like "look i'm messed up gimme a different assign...
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milkjar
2020/02/24
Can’t eat pizza anymore my family buys pizza once a week and I haven’t had any of it for like 6 months because it just tastes gross and not worth it. Literally no desire at all... Why can’t that just happen for all the other food I eat too 😫😫😫
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EDAnonymous
chrishteen
2020/02/24
Mental Breakdown From Alexandra Daddario It all started when my boyfriend sent me a screenshot of how well he played a DOTA very well. As he was sending his screenshot to me, I was curious of the tab on his chrome that said "Beautiful Ti.. Eyes - 9gag". Stupid me for searching it and realized that it was Alexandra Dadd...
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EDAnonymous
niishiinoyayuu
2020/02/24
I keep telling friends about my ED when I’m drunk Title basically I’m fat (like, actual fat not body dysmorphia whoops) so no one really notices ?? but I’ve told two friends when black out fucking drunk which Really isn’t smart I would like to commit not alive
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Junette8349
2020/02/24
Chewing and spitting I've found numerous conflicting opinions on the calories you gain from chewing and spitting. Just wanted to know what do you guys think about this? Are the calories really negligible? Say you chew and spit 4 boxes of granola, will the calories be significant/equivalent to eating around a bowl of gr...
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OverGi
2020/02/24
Why the heck am i not losing weight Ive been eating -1000k for over a week and i literally have not lost a single pound, dont look thinner, dont feel lighter. I swear im almost gaining more and more everyday. I feel more fat with every day that passes wth I havent binged in a month and ive literally been tracking so...
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ilula
2020/02/24
The worst day I’ve had in a long time. I suffered with extreme restrictive eating for the past six years. Excluding the last seven months, I started wanting to recover so I could have the energy to keep up with the requirements of my dream job. (I need to be able to lift large dogs, hold up limbs in surgery without pas...
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EDAnonymous
qsx1273627
2020/02/24
(TW) i’m finally pooping on my own again! i’ve been abusing laxatives for years, and not even a week after going cold turkey i started pooping again and been doing it consistently everyday for the past four days. i’m so happy. i literally cried as stupid as that sounds, but most importantly – i finally see hope. ...
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EDAnonymous
lennyyeee
2020/02/24
Friend bragging My 'friend' keeps going on about how she never eats now, even though she knows I'm trying to recover. And it gets even worse. She shovels food in her face at lunch every day despite the fact that she's "not eating" and it makes me feel sick to judge her for eating food like a normal person. I even found...
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EDAnonymous
sad_scum_sad_fuck
2020/02/24
Help... severe pains after binging (possible TW?) I'm new to this sub, hello i dont binge eat often but whenever i do, i force myself to vomit. tonight was absolutely horrible, woke up with night terrors, hallucinations and a mild panic attack... i binged beforehand and just decided to sleep the pain off, but it was ...
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EDAnonymous
ElizabethIzzyJoy
2020/02/24
3 AM Thoughts. Me: I should go run. It’s really nice outside, and no one will be out there to watch me, so I don’t need to be scared of what people are thinking. Also me: but it’s 3 AM and creepy people pray on girls at 3 AM The other also me: but no one wants to steal you away you’re not pretty enough Me: I’ll just.....
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EDAnonymous
zombae_renee
2020/02/24
shopping struggles food court pizza really hits different after you just spent an hour crying in the fitting room at your local mall because you couldn't fit into the jeans you wanted huh.
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longingfornirvana
2020/02/24
The cycle never ends... :^( I spend all week restricting, and then I spend all weekend binging...I am so fucking tired. My ED is kicking my ass, my depression is kicking my ass, I keep having thoughts about relapsing with self harm... I just wish I was stronger and able to continue to restrict so I can finally lose thi...
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justtobeanonymous111
2020/02/24
I want a feeding tube I know this may sound really weird but I've been thinking a lot about having a feeding tube. I know nobody wants one and it's not fun and people pay attention to you because of it but hear me out. The action of masticating food, especially in public, is what makes me really really really anxious. ...
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peanut_nibbles
2020/02/24
Is my friend right? I told my friend I was relapsing and she told me it was because I didn’t want to get better and that it’s mind over matter and I have control of what I’m doing and that it’s easy to just stop doing it. I now feel invalidated and like this is all my fault.
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EDAnonymous
winEblues
2020/02/24
A stranger actually grabbed my flab. But I'm more OK with it than I thought I'd be This literally happened 5 minutes ago. I'm sitting at the pub with my fiance enjoying a beer and a cigarette. I'm wearing a crop top because it's bloody hot today, and I felt cute. Naturally, as you lean over, you get skin folds/flab. ...
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EDAnonymous
ciderspider
2020/02/24
I'm on a combination of meds that completely kills my appetite... ... but I STILL binge. Ugh. What is wrong with me??
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team10go
2020/02/24
relapse .... I just purged tonight for the first time in like 8 months and i don’t really know how to feel right now. I haven’t posted here before- just lurked so sorry if i’m breaking any rules.. i just need advice because i feel so damn guilty right now :/
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Spinachx
2020/02/24
I feel like a fraud So I started new treatment this week, bassicly talking to a new therapist that specialises in eating disorders as recommended by my previous general therapist. I'm really struggling with this feeling that I have nothing wrong with me, I'm faking, if I tried I'd be fine. I had a busy/emotional/stre...
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emilyyylauren
2020/02/24
What the hell is this? Am i just overreacting? I’ve always been pretty stable with food and weight but about 11 months ago i would start having these “periods” of anorexia symptoms, such as calorie obsession, body dysmorphia and fasting as well as over exercising. Some would last longer than others but i’d never lose a...
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LuckyPeaceful
2020/02/24
just been put on a 2 month course of antibiotics to help my skin turns out a really common side effect is a big increase in appetite/insatiable hunger. i have binged every day this past week since starting this medication. having clearer skin literally does not matter if i continue to gain weight and eat junk food wh...
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EDAnonymous
dana1034
2020/02/24
i need it out of me My mom hid my laxative i dont know what to do
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papichulo3101
2020/02/24
Goodbye beach bod I'm at a family dinner and my family knows about my ed and I just have to eat or otherwise theyll go on a tantrum about how I dont value them over my ed. I have a trip next week and I've literally been restricting for weeks just so I can look good and now im just panicking over this and I dont know w...
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kitteiu
2020/02/24
stop glamorizing eating disorders. watch this video [STOP GLAMORIZING EATING DISORDERS](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxtJ_OFR9IA&feature=youtu.be) & comment reasons why eating disorders are NOT CUTE but BAD!
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EDAnonymous
lizmeal
2020/02/25
I just started to work on my recovery and I’ve binged for the last two days and want to die I just recently started down the road to recovery and was doing well for about 3 weeks and holding a constant low but acceptable weight but I started my period 2 days ago and have been binging on everything and now I’ve put on a...
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EDAnonymous
city127
2020/02/25
Find it so hard to restrict I was on instagram and tumblr when thinspo and proana was at its highest. I was a chubby kid and hit puberty super early (= bigger boobs than anyone in my grade) so i tried picking up ed habits like skipping meals but it was so hard and now i regret and hate myself for it. If i had just not ...
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EDAnonymous
throwaway12387653
2020/02/25
DAE fast for the day in preparation for dinner plans with family / friends / significant other? Because yup me too
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EDAnonymous
chuuhunnie
2020/02/25
I’m going to c r y I’m getting prescribed a new medication for anxiety and depression and it raises hunger levels and my psychiatrist said that’ll be good for my eating disorder. BITCH NO ITS GOING TO MAKE ME HATE MYSLEF MORE LMFAO ANOWCAJG- what do I do????
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otoromoi
2020/02/25
Worried about my future tbh I only allow myself to eat around 800-1000 calories on a bad day but I try to stick to less. Anyway, I only eat one thing and it’s chips. Typically hot cheetos or some other spicy chips such as takis. I eat like this seven days a week and don’t eat anything else, I kinda wonder if it’ll take...
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EDAnonymous
Abstractbutts
2020/02/25
TIL of the wonders of Thai Green Papaya Salad (Som Tum) Low calorie, absolutely insanely delicious, and a (fucking EXTREME) natural laxative And just in time for me being back on my bullshit.
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pussydestroyer69__
2020/02/25
Today I ate ca 7000 kcal. I’m so afraid of the scale. I’m hungover and ate sooo much. I feel terrible and don’t know what to do. I don’t want to gain weight :( what do you do if you eat too much?
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EDAnonymous
AnyWillingness5
2020/02/25
Best and Worst jobs for ED ? I always had trouble keeping kitchen jobs because of the long hours without eating and then binging at the end of the shift. Curious of what jobs ppl have found good and others not so good. Currently in customer service at an office, high pressure to meet call numbers and the free coffee a...
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fathertantrum
2020/02/25
FUCK YES MCDONALDS Me walking into Mcdonalds at 12 AM ... The working giving dirty looks: how can I help you? Me: ..... one large drink pls Worker: ..... one large drink? That'll be 1.08 Me: pays ans YEETS MYSELF TO THEIR GLORIOUS MACHINE THAT HAVE A MULTITUDE OF COKE ZERO FLAVORS HGRHRNRBRHR
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hmmmmachicken
2020/02/25
Wow, what a surprise!!!!! Ate 20 brioche rolls and a sandwich and I can’t purge fucking bread up so instead I’m crying in my bathroom doing sit-ups like I can erase what I did
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helplesscelery
2020/02/25
lowkey in denial **tw; clothing sizes** ​ is anyone in here content with their 'nonexistent' ed.... yes its unhealthy and possibly deadly but you find ways to play it off... like when i go from a 16 to a 12 then 10 and my parents congratulate me and i play it off as normal dieting even though i eat a rice ...
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howdouwin
2020/02/25
0 to 100 real quick Went from restricting and pooping once a week to pooping 3 times a day due to massive binges. Not vibing rn 😳
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EDAnonymous
spicy_buns
2020/02/25
My battle with the mascerator toilet - A new low I was staying at a parents house this weekend before a funeral and we went to lunch on the Sunday where I made a spectical of myself by eating enough carvery to feed a small nation. "Where do you put it all?!" they quip laughing - In the fucking toilet Janet now shut the...
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110_percent_bot
2020/02/25
Does anyone else feel like they are giving themselves asthma with EC stack? I take EC stack. Recently I cut back so it's like 100mg C / 12.5mg E a few times a week at most. Still I often have problems with wheezing the day after a dose, and in general I have been feeling more shortness of breath. No heart palpitations ...
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EDAnonymous
Blowcake69
2020/02/25
I hate myself. I literally gained 4 pounds after burning over 600 calories and eating only 500. I fucking hate my body. Binging on McDonald’s tonight and then starving myself until I lose at least 40 pounds. I don’t give a fuck . I’m going to be skinny
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SongRiverFlow
2020/02/25
Anorexia is deadlier than obesity but no one seems to care about it. I’ve literally never heard a single person who kvetches about overweight people because they’re “concerned for their health” say a word about people who are underweight. My family gives me shit (in a nice way but still annoying) cause my ED “makes” me...
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whattheshi99
2020/02/25
Day -2 weight loss Wanted to put down in writing my plans as it seems to help some. I am a 337 lb male that is 5'9". Have always had a bad relationship with food as I always overeat. I do not feel satisfied until my stomach is uncomfortable and I kind of enjoy that feeling. I say it is day -2 because I don't plan on ma...
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ShaniaTwainLovesMe
2020/02/25
Felt proud for denying food Just now my coworker offered me a bite of their cinnamon roll and I successfully dodged the bullet. When they offered me a bite my mind went into a panic and I searched for an excuse. I said I was full from my big breakfast. Ha! As if. Of course I didn't eat anything for breakfast besides a ...
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miugee
2020/02/25
saving meals for date that doesnt come :)! i'm so annoyed!! i've been starving for the past week because i keep thinking i'll have plans to go out aka have a meal with this guy but he keeps flaking/rescheduling jesus christ dude lol. on our first date i ordered a salad that i didnt even finish. he asked if i was on a d...
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ionichoneycomb
2020/02/25
i’m losing my mind i’ve been posting w my main but now i’m gonna be using this alt, hello! so last night i got high & went to a movie with my bf. i had pretzel bites with cheese and 5 chicken tenders. then when i got home i had a sleeve of thin mints and a bowl of chocolate fudge peanut butter ice cream. while i ...
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combopoints
2020/02/25
almost fainted during a 20-minute walk today So my dumb ass decided to go on a walk after not sleeping for 24 hours and only eating 300 calories in that period of time. What could possibly go wrong? I was running out of breath constantly when i was literally strolling (for reals, the old ladies walked faster than me) ...
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perenniallydazed
2020/02/25
Hmmmmmmmmmrecovery?? Possible tw?? I’ve been working on recovery for the past few months and got up to a healthy weight but relapsed recently and have been heavy restricting. Buttttttttt yesterday I ate over my daily calorie limit JUST AT BREAKFAST and knew I’d be eating quite a bit at dinner with bae. We got food I w...
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EDAnonymous
Flibberdajibbet
2020/02/25
Diet coke is ruined forever Milk of Mag is my lax of choice, even though just thinking about taking it - no matter the flavor - makes me start gagging. I usually take it super fast and chase it with strawberry sparkling water because it seems to get the taste and consistency out of my mouth fastest. Last night i u...
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ultimatesocks
2020/02/25
Confused I record every single calorie that goes in to my mouth. From the coffee I had this morning to the KFC chips I ate this afternoon. I record it all. Nothing goes in my mouth without first being logged. So what's happening is that I'm confused by my weight gain. I'm confused that I only seem to stay within the...
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EDAnonymous
fatbichthrowaway
2020/02/25
after eating whatever i wanted for 5 days i have been restricting **heavily** for a month. i stepped on the scale and gained 1 pound. wtf??? *how.* fuck it then. im going to eat. i absolutely lost control. i ate whatever i wanted and i didnt go to the gym for FIVE days. fuck it, right? no progress, no maintenance, why...
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EDAnonymous
cloakofdirt
2020/02/25
Extreme bloating after purging? I just purged for the first time this year and... half an hour later and i'm more bloated than I think i've ever been in my life, to the point where I'm actually scared. I look completely malformed in the mirror but I don't know if it's just dysmorphia or something serious. This has neve...
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whopocalypse
2020/02/25
Doctor prescribed me laxatives I’ve had stomach issues for a while and went to my doctor about constipation. She told me to take laxatives every day to help. I throw up but I’ve never tried laxatives before and I’m scared her attempt to help is going to send me further into bulimia
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EDAnonymous
Anonym-y
2020/02/25
I fucked up i think i might have sent one of my friends a body check accidentally through snapchat and she saw it kill me pls
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imbabybutlikesad
2020/02/25
anorexia vs binging honestly im at my worst point in my ed right now. normally, im moderate-severe anorexic for a while (3-6mo.) and like even tho that sucks, i hate myself less. then i will eat normal for abt the same amount of time and HATE myself. but where im at right now is so much worse. for a day or two ill eat ...
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EDAnonymous
Invalid_MC
2020/02/25
I can't purge and it sucks I've tried repeatedly to purge, but I just can't because I have no gag reflex. I know it's a bad habit, but even with restricting I feel like I eat way too much. I wish I could get rid of it all. I'm kind of glad I can't because I don't want to ruin my teeth, but I still wish I could.
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EDAnonymous
hanhansal
2020/02/25
Is anyone else jealous of Angela from The Office? She's just so dainty :(
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EDAnonymous
ynding
2020/02/25
Anyone else use KPop groups as inspiration? I just recently started stanning KPop girl groups (I've always been a fan of KPop music but only recently started getting into groups) and Blackpink especially triggered by ED. I've had disordered eating since I was in third grade but last year when I got into KPop until now ...
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